Andy Biersack Talks About Bullying and Black Veil Brides (Andy Black Interview)
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- Опубликовано: 24 авг 2024
- Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides talks about getting bullied when he grew up and shares how he coped with it. He encourages people to be better and to stand up against bullying.
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'I dropped out of school' 'I'm not the smartest person'. Then why do you have such an advanced and technical vocabulary? ❤️😍
i know! he's so well spoken
It's cuz he's a perfect God
Pop allop And oh my fucking god. He's soooo SKINNY but has such a powerful and strong voice. Like dayum. O-O
SingingPie AJ true xD
Pop allop TRUE
How could Andy be "the weird kid". I mean look at him. *Look at him*
+Criticism Because he is too AWESOME and too BADASS for general sheep herd.)))
Привал славных путников
True, you have a point
+Привал славных путников r u talking about general shepard from COD MW2 the guy that killed ghost
Isaac Perez
WHAT??? What that shit of COD have to do with Andy?
Sorry but read my comment again. I wrote" sheep herd" as a herd of sheep.
It was answer to the op's question of how can Andy be a "weird kid"
And my answer was that he was and is too awesome for general population to fit in
Oh sorry lol
He sounds so intelligent when he talks! Seriously it is amazing.
He really does. I'm very impressed!
straight up intellectual
@Lord Voldemort a normal person look?what does that mean no hate btw I'm just curious
And this is the reason why I look up to him
me too. he's so inspiring and just amazing
God I love him I came here from onision
+Sabrina .M this is so true i mean how can society accept justin bieber and not bvb
Same
Exactly
This is why I love Andy. He's more than just a sex object to fan-girls. (contrary to popular belief) He does good things with his fame such as encouraging those who have been bullied to stand up for themselves and encouraging people not to self-harm.
👏
:D
PREACH GIRL PREACH
Ikr
HES A GOD ALOBG WITH THE REST OF BVB! HES HOT, HES CARIBG, AND HE MAKES BADASS MUSIC
He looks like he's going to cry. I totally respect that.
I just love Andy's voice so much! Like not just his singing voice, but also just when he's talking. I just love it. It calms me.
Same
+Heather K hell yes!!
Yess and I Love Ronnie Radke's voice too ❤️❤️
myrium herandez Agreed!!!
I know right
imagine him with bed hair and a groggy morning voice ❤
+Amarra L WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME
+Just Phantastic i agree lol
Oh god yes.
STOP IT! *-*
why do you want to kill me
I have fallen deeply in love with Andy Biersack
You, me, and every other intelligent chick in America. Life is good.
+Rachel Torres Not just America. Says Me from England.
+Rachel Torres Not just America. Says Me from England.
+Abi Forrest God bless u my dear friend. :D
+Rachel Torres 😂😂 You toooo.
Clearly a guy who owns a pair of Hello Kitty slippers is going to kill everybody
SaraYoongi Wasn't Ashley the one who loves Hello Kitty?
SaraYoongi hello kitty always wanted to kill people. 😂😂😂 people r stupid now a days. The kids that r outcasts and different r the best people
Wait he has hello Kitty slippers. How do u know this. I don't blame him tho I have hello Kitty shorts. 😂
@@shado_kage tru
Flash Lightning you are my soul sister
"They always expected me to burn their houses down." 😂😂😂😂😂😂
you wanna know what's bad is I'm a little kid 12 and my pastor always says oh my god she's going to burn down my church and oh my god she gonna kill us
this is coming out of a pastors mouth
john I know. People in my school always say I'm a monster. We're monsters. But we're not! Stand up for the things you like and the things you believe in!
+Asscribere Asscribere Don't worry about that asshole. He is not pastor. Well officially he is, but if he can say such rude and judgemental thing he doesn't deserve to say ANYTHING regarding to faith. He is just lousy hypocrite. So don't be sad about him
+Привал славных путников u r wrong. have a nice day:-)
Everyone Anyone
HOW am I wrong? Explain this to me?
According to Onision, Andy Biersack NEVER should be called a human. he is a God Or An Angel.
i just watched that videooo
you watch his videos too.
He is the God of Angels.
+Mimi the death love he is an angel god
***** ayyyy lmao
In my school I'm the weird kid. Will I look like him as an adult? Please???
no cuz he is an angel n u r a human .
but u can try
idk
+Nobody Cares you just ruined my life dream....😢😭
You won't look like him. But I bet y'all will look beautiful! In your face en way
In your own way*
Who can't love Andy like come on he's so kind and sweet like come on 😍
Lpsjellyproductions omg😭😍
Tru
@@andysixxsbatman6817 I love ur pic. I just picked the one that looks like my 24/7 mood
I don't understand how people associate bvb with devil worshiping. They sing about not backing down and don't be afraid of who you are. Yes there are songs about religion but it never once said that the devil is greater than god in ANY of their songs. But hip hop (nowadays) is about Shooting guns, how much money you have, how many women you've banged. I'm not saying that hip hop is devil worshiping I'm just saying that you can't call something so inspirational until you dive deeper into the lyrics
Thank you someone finally send it
it's just the simple fact that everyone who dresses goth, emo or whatever you want to call it is quickly identified as some strange satanic worshiper or something Idc, just putting it bluntly appearantly alot of ppl stereotype others on first sight...hey I dress like that (minus the make up) & ppl look at me like I'm sent str8 from hell prepping 2 destroy the world, & some say high to me expecting my "high" 2 sound like some fkd up alienated voice but it's simply ur average HUMAN typical teen voice, then they feel stupid, especially the elderly. & on the side not on this generation high schoolers these days will most like b with their friends & you'll pass by & the all simultaneously put on the wtf face & yes they may mean it but half the time they say it to fit in & deep down they envy you wishing they can show their real personality but to embarrassed or ashamed.
just my theory of it all but Idc ppl b ppl, do what andy says he preaches truth.
it's just the simple fact that everyone who dresses goth, emo or whatever you want to call it is quickly identified as some strange satanic worshiper or something Idc, just putting it bluntly appearantly alot of ppl stereotype others on first sight...hey I dress like that (minus the make up) & ppl look at me like I'm sent str8 from hell prepping 2 destroy the world, & some say high to me expecting my "high" 2 sound like some fkd up alienated voice but it's simply ur average HUMAN typical teen voice, then they feel stupid, especially the elderly. & on the side not on this generation high schoolers these days will most like b with their friends & you'll pass by & the all simultaneously put on the wtf face & yes they may mean it but half the time they say it to fit in & deep down they envy you wishing they can show their real personality but to embarrassed or ashamed.
just my theory of it all but Idc ppl b ppl, do what andy says he preaches truth.
Preach it! So true!
Yea when kids at school found out what kind of music I listened to (I just graduated from 7th grade so kids didn't give a flip what you said) and they claimed I was a devil worshipper. I told them I wasn't, that I was a Bible believing Christian and I am. They wouldn't believe me but I didn't give a crap. Anyways, what right do they have to judge? I bet twenty bucks they didn't even research BVB when I told them about it
Who dared to bully my god???
idiots,douchebags,and bitches.
right
NoHate4Me Agreed, but who dare to bully anyone?
NoHate4Me Like frs ppl were jus jealous cuz hes a fallen angel💀🖤🖤
Where do they live? I just wanna talk.....🔫🔫🔫
I'm the weird kid and I'm kinda proud
Same
Same! I'm not necessarily the 'wired kid' but I'm known as Screamer (it's ironic because I don't speak). Stay you! Be unique!
me too
+Sebastian Michaelis sebby, what are you doing here?!!
+Daya Stewart I enjoy watching Andy Biersack when the young master is asleep. Please don't tell him.
Black Veil Brides... Back when i first herd Knives and Pens i think back in 2009, i knew they were the shit, now today Andy is my biggest role model, he gives us as fans the courage to do what we want, Music in general saved me from alot, today i believe my music dream WILL come true... Andy, Jake, Ashley, Jinxx, CC Thank you for everything yall do
shawn monk it's the same for me
***** They have changed my life in sooooo many ways it cant be explained
shawn monk i understand they've helped me in so many ways it is almost constant whenever i feel down to listen to bvb. bvb fob p!atd green day ect have helped me in so many ways! -A
The look in Andy's eyes is so sincere and in a way there looks like there is some sort of pain there.
People better stop bulling BVB
People better stop bullying period
Andy gets bullying better than my mom!!!!
I love your picture
Thanks
+Mrs. A Horan/Malik Love your picture, hate your username
RainbowPanda AJ thanks I guesss
+Mrs. Nessa Horan/Malik don't listen to her negativity
I'm 13 years old and I have been bullied because I listen to Rock but I stood up for myself and Andy is one of the biggest heroes of my life so thank you Andy , Jinxx , CC , Ashley , and Jake you guys are amazing
@danielle Gibson I've been through bullying I'd come home crying everyday then BVB gave me a voice sense that I didn't need to be scared of standing up for myself stop whatever was happening at home school I'm finally happy giggly bubbly BVB saved me
Bullied for listening to rock? That's so sad that's what the world has come to. When I was in middle school it was the cool kids that would be listening to AC/DC, Queen, Van Halen, etc.
oh my god onision is right this man is a god, he's beautiful on the inside and his lyrics in bvbs songs are so inspirational and caring, I never want the bvb army to die. IN THE BVB ARMY AND PROUD!!!!!
Andy is a nice guy and for a lead singer for a band that's pretty rare. Thumbs up Andy :D!
Thomas Gallagher how is it rare? 😭
Eddie Vedder, Remington Leith, Tyler Joseph, Patrick Stump...all nice , all lead singers in rock bands
Who else at the start was like 'INDIANNSS AS YOU FADE INTO THE NIGHT'
...sadly lmao
yeah I did.
this username is so creative lolzor // I think it would be crazy and uncharacteristic of me if I didn't sing my favorite BVB song
What song is it?
lolz
Andy has such a beautiful way of stating his thoughts. In both his music and conversation, and he says it so eloquently with such an incredible vocabulary and fluidity, I can't imagine the people who tear down "stupid emo punk bands" when this guy is a perfect example of someone trying to make a difference in the world through his music. And it is evident! In his lyrics, and in this amazing interview, you can tell he has a beautiful soul, even through all the black, leather, chains, and liner. So I'm proud of him, never caring what other people think. I want to do the same.
Andys fans are probably the most kind hearted people you can ever find on the internet as opposed to many pop icon fans
Am I the only one that falls asleep whilst listening to Andy's voice?
Seriously it's so calming to me for some reason....
He's a great person. He's awesome! He's so fucking perfect!!!!!
He sounds so intelligent 😍
I feel like if I met Andy and got to sit down and have a real conversation with him (like in a coffe shop of some shit) I could really bond with him. If I could suppress the inner fangirl I think I might be able to be a person Andy would like to talk to...
I would probably die
+Jay The Yandere i feel like if a girl did herself such a great zombie make up or what ever its called could be really innercool.
I think I would just be too distracted looking at his beautiful eyes
Andy's speech gives you that strength, ya feel me?
Esther Viejo ya girl I hear ya
See THIS
yes
that is one of the many reasons why I like their music.
I discovered this music at the perfect time when I had lost everything. This made me get back up and keep fighting.
-Andy Brookes, loyal member of:
The Royale Council
The Black Hearts Club
EST
And much more
Bvb has helped me so much I'm finally going back to my middle school to stand up for myself thank you Andy ,jinx, Jake ,Ashley ,c.f.
“I never claim to be a hero”
But to the Black Veil Brides Army, you are Andy. You don’t have to claim to be something that we as fans already view you as because of the wonderful person that you are 🙂
God, he's so brilliant and intelligent!
i just can't get enough of his voice, am i the only one??
I just remember how I used to be bullied for being smart... I felt bad because I liked to read, getting called stupid and nerdy and too smart. It's a very weird thing to be bullied over... so thanks for this video
Is_It_Madness_ It's not a weird thing to be bullied about.. it's a STUPID thing to be bullied about as well as everything else. "OH, look! that kid is smarter than me, let's make fun of them!" smfh 😒
Is_It_Madness_ I wonder what is it that goes through their head at those times. Surely nothing since they don't even have a brain 😑
Same thing happened to me in high school. "Why are you reading that book? That wasn't assigned."
Me: I'm just reading it for fun. I like to read.
What?? You actually LIKE to read?! (Followed by them looking at me like I was a total nerdy weirdo)
Andy Biersack and Ronnie Radke, along with various talented artists around the world talk to us through their music. It's great if we get a chance to meet them and talk to them in person even for a second, but what I tend to appreciate more is not the one time I talked to my favorite artist, but all of the times that their music helped me get back up on my feet.
He's literally a fucking angel.
The way that he talks, expressed him self and communicate is just crazy
he screams like the devil and sings like an angel, he is God!!
"...toilet paper being in the yard."
Andy:*goes out side to find thongs thrown in the yard*
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
My legit thought to this comment:
"Goddammit, Ashley! What've you done this time?" XD
I'm a massive fan of Andy biersack because i had a bad history of been severely bullied, taken advantage of, used, and played for a complete joke for being different as for being autistic, so many people always think of bringing me down and all, and i have a career of being a medic and going into the fire service as a full retained fire fighter :) but like with Andy biersack and his tunes always makes me feel the best person every single day, even when i suffer severe anxiety and depression because of my past, i listen to his tunes especially my favorite has to be "in the end" which is my ringtone hahaha XD :P but it is truly my dream to meet Andy and the crew and that's something i have always wanted :D........ keep going at what you do Andy because your the most amazing person and have to admit someone i look up too for what you do :3.
he's so beautiful and he's so fucking inspirational it makes me want to throw up, i can't handle this
His hair looks so on point in this video; who am I kidding??😂 He looks on point all the time😂😍
I really enjoy watching interviews with Andy Biersack. He is so well-spoken and eloquently blunt. Only a week ago, I discovered BVB as a result of checking out Andy's new solo album, The Shadow Side. I really love the positive message Black Veil Brides put into their songs. I've been listening to rock genre for almost 10 years now. I can't believe I only discovered BVB's music recently.
Technological advances are simultaneously an advantage and disadvantage. I've come to make awesome online friends who are in my multiple fandoms. I know non-fandom people will judge my obsessions but I don't give a shit. Everyone is passionate about something. You don't have to like what other people love but at least be respectful. Diversity is what makes the world fascinating. No one wants to live in the world where everyone is the same...with the same interests and personalities.
I know the first hand experience with childhood bullying...but way back back before the internet played a role in bullying. I'm three year younger than Andy so social media wasn't as prevalent as it is nowadays. Even with my generation gap, I can understand how difficult it is to be an adolescent growing up in this time of social media evolution. It deeply saddens me that people get sheer joy of being despicable assholes to others just to get some reaction out of people. Their energy is being focused on the wrong things.
16 bullies disliked this
now 18 :(
20😤😈😤
+Troopy Stoopy 21
45
Can he do audiobooks please
Yeesss please
Andy is an amazing,very inspirational,and super caring guys who is unbelievably hot and a lead singer of a band.......do you know how rare that is? xD
Am I the only one who watches this over and over when I'm sad because of the bullying?!?
This band saved my my life 🖤
Not only is Andy sexy asf and has an amazing voice, he's got such a kind heart. In his music, he seems all rough and tough but really, he's so amazing.
This was so inspiring I almost cried I get bullied all the time for how I look the band's I listen to ect I found out I might have cancer and have lost a lot of weight and I look hideous I hide in my apt and refuse to be around anyone I'm so ugly my health is not good and I have depression I'm going through a lot in my life and Andy and Bvb have helped me so much I just wish I could meet him before I die that is a dream of mine I loved this video I would love to thank him in person for all he and bvb has done for me sorry such a long comment this just really touched my heart and sometimes when I feel like giving up I turn on his music or my other fav bands and it helps me escape all my pain anyways bvb is the best
I hope you get better! stay strong!
Fatal Immortality thank you I appreciate that
honestly no problem, feel free to message me on google hangouts if you ever need to talk to someone :)
Fatal Immortality thank you this means a lot even if just one person out there that cares even if u don't know them personally it means the world to me especially with all I'm going through so from the bottom of my heart ty
no problem, I've been through a lot of things that maybe aren't as difficult as what you're going through but I appreciate the feeling of knowing there's someone who cares. I'm happy that I have the opportunity to be that person for you :)
this is literal proof that andy biersack is an angel.
"i never claimed to be... a hero"
but you are, Andy, you save lives
I seriously respect Andy and he's inspired me to use my voice and be who I want so thank you Andy Beirsack
Love him so much
This is all incredibly true, and why I look up Andy Biersack.
More and more reasons to love this guy.
Reasons why I love him so much. !!!!!!
I was bullied all the way through primary school and 1st year through high school. Then I moved house and school. I'm now 20 and suffer from severe depression, anxiety and panic attacks. I don't trust strangers because I've had so many bad things happen to me, it's difficult for me to trust people.
KEEP DOING WHAT YOU DO BVB! You help people, coming from someone you have helped, Thank you.
There are not many people in the world like Andy and the band alike. They're all caring, inspirational, idols and have saved thousands if not millions of young lives. I don't really go through much, but I love their band, and their music just because the message is so inspirational and powerful. Stay true to yourself, ignore those who hate and bullym and live life to the fullest ;)
How the words flow when he talks....it's beautiful. And he talks sense. And he is so beautiful. He is an inspiration. I love him.
how can a person bully someone so hot?
akiko-chan :3 because they be jealous.
he wasn't always so hot. but also, yes, I agree with the comment above mine. jealousy
5 Seconds of Panic! at the Chemical Boy Brides ehhh...? I don't get u why isn't he not always hot
when he was like... I don't know, 12 or 13, he was not very attractive.
Andy is an angel oml 😍😍
He is a beautiful creature . God bless his parents . 😍🙏🏽
He has such a beautiful personality. I wish more people were like him. I love Andy so much
I LOVE school. I feel like I can be who i am because most of my bullies are from my family.
im bullied alot... or was.. im homeschooled now... wish u could burst out at them like u do to haters at ur concert... it would mean alot to me.. i hope one day i can come to one or ur concerts... i just recently became part of the bvb army... i love u guys. :D
Thank you, Andy! You truly HAVE given me a voice and the ability of discussing my interests. And also, I am proud of being a soldier of the BVB army. Love you, man! #Bringbackthefire
i was bullied from 7th through 11th grades. i think you guys are awesome in your beliefs on bullying. keep up the awesome work my good men
You're voice is so beautiful!!!!
"I was always the kid to fight back" honestly me. Someone lightly punched me and I bitch slapped them.
I look up to him so much. Their music helps me through everything! If I'm happy there is a song to listen to by them. If I'm sad there are like 3 songs I can listen to. I love Andy and BVb
He's so well spoken it's beautiful 😍
if Andy was a weird kid and he turned out to be a fucking beautiful Angel from heaven, I hope to fucking god that I get to turn out like he did 😂
LifeIsButADreamForTheDead he is a angel a hot one too
People always say cyber bullying is the worst bc you can't escape but what about parents bullying? Teachers bullying? It's the law to go to school and you literally can't fight back... (EXCUSE ME STOP YELLING AT ME ABOUT THE WAY I FUCKING SIT ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS WETHER IT DAMAGES ME TO SIT ON MY KNEES ITS MY FUCKING BODY) Physical bullying hurts....Emotional bullying leaves physiological wounds that may never heal... a combination of all these plus abuse, lack of friends, various eating+ mental disorders and you're fucked wooooh
Thank you ANDY for being considerate
You can tell he when he gets more passionate about what he's talking about because he starts talking faster. His voice is extremely satisfying....❤
It's been almost 5 years and I still cannot handle how much I adore this guy. He has honestly shaped me so much as a person - the way he talks and thinks and the way he conducts himself is incredible and I've never seen or heard anybody like him. I can't wait to meet him and let him know how much he means to me sometime later this year. I just want to say thank you to him. In a world full of bigots and hypocrites and ignorant people who don't take care of themselves and don't understand much, he gives me faith that there ARE people out there who are intelligent and beautiful individuals.
Inspartational - hot - sexy - kind - funny at haters 😂
Talk to me about BVB! I live in Australia!!
Aisha Mckay Is a there drought there?
+GirlyGamer no it's just hot!
Aisha Mckay O!!!!
I am trying my hardest to fully listen to what he is saying, but his voice is just so relaxing I can't concentrate. When I have a stressful day at school, I listen to Andy interviews because it is soothing.
Andy has been such a bid inspiration in my life and I'm greatful to have learned about this band by my friend Jeremy Jodoin. I love you Andy
is it weird that I go through the comments expecting to see Onision commenting stuff like he's so hot an stuff like thaf
Lol 😂
LOl so true
black veil bandom I wouldn't be surprised tbh 😂
this goes to show that not all dropouts are dumb and havent learnt anything. they just feel trapped in the system.
I used to be bullied in 5th through 7th just for liking 1D. I kinda kept liking BVB a secret but now I wear it and show it off strongly, same thing with 1D now, even though they're on a "hiatus" or break or whatever you want to call it. They've helped me through a lot. I can't thank them enough, and so many others bands I've fallen in love with, whether it be from my dad's music or my mom's or even just from the radio. Thank you 💖💖💖
This is why I love Andy. I'm a thirteen year old girl and everyone sees me as such a flowers and rainbows kind of girl but I'm also an insecure person and my confidence comes out when I listen to the music I like.
I live in Seattle where people are really accepting of the way I dress. People do give me shit for it sometimes but it would've been way worse if I lived in the South or something like that. I have a pretty happy life overall and surprisingly people are really nice of the way that I dress. I've gotten complimented on it more than made fun of for it. Im really glad about that. If people did make fun of me though, I wouldn't stop dressing the way I do because that would be like me letting them win and change me and I hate the thought of that. So anybody who gets made fun of for how they dress, don't stop dressing how you want. We're all gonna die anyways so don't waste your life! If dressing the way you want makes you happy go for it no matter how stupid you think you look in the eyes of other people. If you like how you look then do it
I'm glad I helped :-) you saying that really made me feel good. Just remember to stay true to yourself and never let anyone change who you are
I agree! Don't let anyone change you or tell you who or how you should be. Only you decide that.
08:53 What? I thought he was Batman...
This interview actually made me cry in the good way.
I have always been bullied I'm still being bullied but you have helped me through tough times because when I'm stressed out I can just listen to your music and then Fades away
I live in a small town in Washington, you can tell how people react when I tell them the music I listen to... I get so much shit for it 😒
Brynn Leigh yeah me too, people won't hire me to babysit their kids because I have purple in my hair and listen to the music I do.
I live in a small town in Washington too, and everybody here is religious. So they don't listen to the music I do or anything that I'm interested in, so they pick on me for it. They just don't understand that I'm different.
So don't tell them. Or tell them but don't let their reaction bother you. Who cares? Just listen to what YOU like, and let them go back to their shitty music.
When I got bullied I was like: I don't care what they think about me, they are just shit. And I fighted back, but sometimes I started crying which was my biggest mistake. After the bullying stopped, I started struggling from depression and I wanted to kill myself, my parents and my classmates (which were my bullies). Well my parents because they don't treat me very well. After that I started hating myself because I have no motivation to do something, I got bad at school or whatever I do. I'm only sitting in my room and do nothing. And I can't really change it because oft my depression. Yeah I don't hate myself because I am a weird person, only because of this reasons. Now I am more the loner, which is always sitting in a corner at school. I can't really deal with people and crowds so I am listining to music to make it a bit better. I am a bit of all of you. And I am the I hate everyone and everyone hates me kid. (and sorry for my bad english, I am german). I don't know, I always been very weird. But I really love that people are scared of me. I love scaring people.
I don't know what's wrong with people nowadays. They all want to be different because they think that's cool but they call you weird if you're not like them. That's insane.
To me different is normal. Do whatever you want.
Andy Biersack is my hero.
this is y he's my idol...his looks r perks but how he stands up to bullying and his music speaks truth💖
We all are the weird kids at school :)
in my town you have ti be a certain type and if your not then yo urban wrong. I rather be an outcast then have to fit in to the standards. Black Veil Brides helps me be while I want to be thanks guys. :)
I praise Andy for being confident .which has inspired me. Thank you Andy
I finished school in October so now I'm hopefully never gonna get bullied again, I was always a loner, I wasn't like the other kids and anytime somebody new arrived everyone would tell them to stay away from me so I never had many friends even tho I was kind to everyone, but people were always acting and talking like I had a contagious disease, they always told me that I had a disease and 1 touch would kill them so they stood away from me but insulted me and laughed at me and stuff, that's part of the reason for my depression, anxiety and eating disorder because even tho its stopped now I can never get it out of my head and I can't talk to people anymore because I'm always worrying that they'll do what everybody used to do to me, I was always the happy, carefree, kind girl who never pretended to be someone else and who was never afraid of talking to people, but everybody broke that girl and now I'm the complete opposite, I'm still kind, but now I barely ever smile, I can barely leave my bedroom, and I can't remember who the real me is because I've spent so long being somebody else, and when people who used to bully me see my scars and cuts they wonder why I do it, they think I do it for attention and that I have no reason to do it, I feel like they forgot about when they used to hurt me every day, and they pretend to care, they expect me to tell them how I'm feeling and to trust them but I'll never think of them as a friend, to me they'll always be the kid who used to make me wish I was dead, I'm sorry for the rant