I thought this was just gonna be a gameplay video where you switch the armband everytime you get salty but it was actually very interesting and you said a lot of cool and important things! I have never noticed how introspective and wise you are. What you said here shows that you're really good at reflecting on things and trying to look at the big picture, as well as looking past yourself and realizing what's good for others. You might think it's trivial not to separate you as a tf2 player from you as a person outside the game and instead treat them as part of the same whole, but it really isn't. You might think it's trivial to reach out to your viewers and tell them it's ok to come out with their personal stories after you came out with your own, and even allow them the chance to be in a video with you, but it really isn't. Things like these are really admirable and are also great traits to have as a content creator. So yeah, I only have good things to say about this video. Great job! You are awesome! 👍
i actually really like the idea of this video! i also will agree with you on why i get frustrated in pvp games is because i think i am better than the other player and shouldn't have lost the fight, especially when i play sniper in TF2 or more recently in halo infinite, i just always think i should win the fight even tho i know im not the best player, i still think i am in the moment
Opening up is a good step to fixing a past/present trauma or issue. It is a very healthy process to get out emotions like that and to take a head on approach to fix/heal those emotions, as well as to prevent a future instance like this to happen. I never really thought about that kind of "resolution" to a new year, and I believe it would be a great thing to try out. I have a few things I've wanted to passively work on as of late, such as working on not being as toxic. I do tend to get very irritated at some games/players of various games, then lash out, which is ironic because I'm Hazmat and have a "toxic" theme, but want to stay a friendly person to be around/play with. I don't have a good work ethic in general, which I already have done some good progress on lately, such as starting doing Doordash. I believe that doing a kind of "theme" for fixing habits we want to fix are more realistic then setting specific goals, for instance it would be hard to stop getting upset at video games instantly rather than to passively work on getting it better. It's almost like trying to stop a moving vehicle. You most likely won't do any good, or even do more damage trying to stop instantly by putting a wall in front of yourself, rather than just pressing the brakes and slowing to a stop. As simple as the idea is, I believe many people don't even think of it because everyone is always talking about resolutions rather than actually trying to work toward fixing a problem. This is something I am definitely going to work on, and maybe by next year we are going to be much greater than ourselves the year before.
I thought this was just gonna be a gameplay video where you switch the armband everytime you get salty but it was actually very interesting and you said a lot of cool and important things! I have never noticed how introspective and wise you are. What you said here shows that you're really good at reflecting on things and trying to look at the big picture, as well as looking past yourself and realizing what's good for others. You might think it's trivial not to separate you as a tf2 player from you as a person outside the game and instead treat them as part of the same whole, but it really isn't. You might think it's trivial to reach out to your viewers and tell them it's ok to come out with their personal stories after you came out with your own, and even allow them the chance to be in a video with you, but it really isn't. Things like these are really admirable and are also great traits to have as a content creator.
So yeah, I only have good things to say about this video. Great job! You are awesome! 👍
Thank you for the kind words! It means a lot :)
Excited to finally sit down and watch this
i actually really like the idea of this video! i also will agree with you on why i get frustrated in pvp games is because i think i am better than the other player and shouldn't have lost the fight, especially when i play sniper in TF2 or more recently in halo infinite, i just always think i should win the fight even tho i know im not the best player, i still think i am in the moment
Opening up is a good step to fixing a past/present trauma or issue. It is a very healthy process to get out emotions like that and to take a head on approach to fix/heal those emotions, as well as to prevent a future instance like this to happen. I never really thought about that kind of "resolution" to a new year, and I believe it would be a great thing to try out. I have a few things I've wanted to passively work on as of late, such as working on not being as toxic. I do tend to get very irritated at some games/players of various games, then lash out, which is ironic because I'm Hazmat and have a "toxic" theme, but want to stay a friendly person to be around/play with. I don't have a good work ethic in general, which I already have done some good progress on lately, such as starting doing Doordash. I believe that doing a kind of "theme" for fixing habits we want to fix are more realistic then setting specific goals, for instance it would be hard to stop getting upset at video games instantly rather than to passively work on getting it better. It's almost like trying to stop a moving vehicle. You most likely won't do any good, or even do more damage trying to stop instantly by putting a wall in front of yourself, rather than just pressing the brakes and slowing to a stop. As simple as the idea is, I believe many people don't even think of it because everyone is always talking about resolutions rather than actually trying to work toward fixing a problem. This is something I am definitely going to work on, and maybe by next year we are going to be much greater than ourselves the year before.
(also just finished the video, i would LOVE to share some of the stories of mental shit ive been through)