Wow I’m crying, I’ve been crying, thinking about you all this time, I wish I found this video earlier 😢 the last post on your Instagram tore me apart for the past year. I’m just happy to see you alive
I'm crying in 2021 because I just found out about this, and getting thru the rollercoaster that this didnt end in 2017 but some time after in 2018... I'm so sorry she had to go through this pain, the world didn't deserve GG
это видео появилось в сети 7 июня 2018 года. Nhi объяснила в нем, что с ней происходило все это время, рассказала о том, как ее преследовали и угрожали убить, о том, как ей пришлось сбежать в Америку и скрываться там долгое время. теперь стало известно, что ей диагностировали смертельную болезнь. у нас нет слов......... Джи не хочет, чтобы это видео разлетелось по сети, но тот, кто искал ее, заслуживает знать всю правду. поэтому, вы ребята, кто до сих пор с нами и всем сердцем переживали за Джи Джи все это время, заслужили знать 😭 «Это я. Прежде, чем мы начнём, я хочу сказать, что я не планировала это видео каким-либо образом. Но думаю, большинство моих друзей и подписчиков, которые были со мной на протяжении многих лет, заслуживают объяснения. Но я не уверена, должна ли я объясняться. И, очевидно, это не ваша вина, но меня окружает большое количество людей. Вначале было больно видеть, что пишут люди в комментариях, но работа в качестве онлайн-влияния в прошлом. Но сразу после произошёл инцидент, в прошлом году. Некоторые люди всё ещё думают, что это был своеобразный трюк, и что все эти годы я проделывала трюки, притворялась. Просто хочу вас заверить, что это не тот случай. Сам инцидент...это было грустно, но не удивительно. И это ещё не верхушка айсберга. Если вы помните, я написала много сообщений в своём Instagram о том, как мне угрожают без причин. И я была избита за то, кем являюсь. Я присутствовала на некоторых семинарах в роли спикера. Я пробовала организовать это, после того, что случилось со мной. И многие женщины приходили на семинары. И знаете, я говорю не о грубых комментариях, которые ты можешь просто игнорировать. Я говорю о тысячах ежедневных электронных письмах и сообщениях о том, как они хотят оторвать мою голову. И как-то раз я была дома одна и я даже не знаю, сколько парней пришло в этот день. Я чувствовала себя параноиком. Я не знала, что делать. И мне пришлось бежать. Я хотела рассказать кому-нибудь, но это крошечный город и все бы сразу узнали. Может быть, эти люди пришли к моей двери, чтобы попытаться убить меня. Это просто то, что происходит во Вьетнаме! Не знаю. Мне пришлось бежать. Я написала, что я мертва, но это не значило, что я хочу убить свой образ или начать новую жизнь. Я не сказала ни друзьям, ни коллегам. Просто сбежала в Америку на почти половину года. Или на пять месяцев, по крайней мне, таков был план. А потом мне был поставлен смертельный диагноз, болезнь. Я просто хочу, чтобы вы знали, что я не играла всё это время. Я сбежала, потому что была напугана. Я действительно боялась за свою жизнь. Но когда я перестала чувствовать опасность, я поняла, что даже если и не убивать себя, у меня всё равно осталось мало времени, чтобы жить. Я не собираюсь давать вам свои координаты и говорить о том, чем я занимаюсь сейчас. И я говорю это не для того, чтобы вы пожалели меня. Хочу, чтобы вы знали, что моя смерть - не притворство, и plaaastic тоже. Потому что, если вы знаете меня, то вы должны понимать, что моя работа, моё искусство - это всё, что у меня есть. Больше у меня ничего нет, но я не могу продолжать это. Конечно, я могу вернуться и сказать всем, что со мной всё хорошо, но я не могу тратить своё время. Каков результат, я никогда вас не обманывала, всегда была честна с вами. И это действительно больно, что люди думают, что я сделала/делаю это для внимания. Для чего мне внимание? Не знаю. Думаю, я собираюсь никогда не пересматривать это видео или записывать ещё. Я опубликую эту ссылку. В любом случае, если вы искали меня, то вы найдёте это видео. Я не хочу, чтобы оно стало вирусным или чтобы снова началась жизнь, где получаешь наказания ни за что. И я надеюсь, у вас никогда не будет суицидальных мыслей о моём самоубийстве. Я стараюсь сохранить жизнь. Скорее всего, я хочу, чтобы вы думали, что всё это в прошлом и что я нахожусь сейчас в хорошем месте, и что мои дела идут хорошо. Вы можете любить меня или ненавидеть, верить или не верить, но просто знайте, что я всегда старалась быть лучше, всегда любила вас. Это тяжело, но вы больше никогда меня не увидите. Давайте постараемся не быть жестокими. Думаю, это всё. Прощайте и удачи вам...”
господи, как хорошо что есть такие люди, которые могут перевести спасибо тебе большое 💖🌙🌸🍃 очень жаль что G G больше нет с нами хоть я её и не очень хорошо знала, но она вдохновляла меня.. это было великолепно
remember that she didnt want this video to be viral, please at least respect that. edit: she passed away (for real). her brother posted about her funeral on dec 19. rest in peace.
tbh every god damn month I always checking your instagram hoping that your last post was just a joke, and hoping that you are not dead. it came out that it was true, idk what to say but I'm happy knowing that you are still here. I do respect all the things you have done, and I'm glad that you made this explanation to us who still care for you.
Priscilla Grace Those giving this video so much 'love' are beyond ignorant. Do you realise how harmful faking a suicide is especially from an influencer with a such a big following? People look up to her and her fake suicide literally could cause other kids to take their own lives because they thought if their idol couldn't survive depression then neither could they! PLEASE WAKE UP TO REALISE THAT IT COULD HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED 🤦♂️ & worst part of it all she's still happily posting on her new instagram page... Absolutely horrible
@@Stopfindingme2004 sadly, I believe she did later on pass away after her initial leaving of Instagram where she faked her death, there are a few comments about people who saw family posting about her death which is heartbreaking that she really is gone. There is a comment further down by Mòe Lâme that says her brother posted about it on Dec 19th that was posted three years ago
please do whatever it is you need to do. thank you for explaining, and i know it might have been painful for you to do so. please tend to your health and your wellbeing. thank you so much for everything.
Searched and founded, I will always love you, and your art will always be an inspiration for me. I remember seeing your ig live, and interacting with you in your posts. I remember feeling so incompetent bc I couldn't do anything to help you, you where so close yet so far away. I understand you to levels I would never comprehend. You had your reasons, nobody will know how painfull was to be in your shoes, and it hurts to read all this people feeling entitled to say such harmfull things of you. I hope you're in peace and free from all the pain you had. I will forever miss you Nhi, you where art and you know you'll always live thru mine. Always in my heart
you're literally hating on a woman who had to fake her death to avoid dangerous people that could have ACTUALLY killed her. just be happy she is ALIVE and move the fuck on. i love you
2023! hoping you are at peace wherever you are, GG. i always believed that the greatest pieces are always made and pushed forth by the insane, the bravest because they are the ones who put their fears aside to live. that is not something that can be replicated. if you ever see this, i hope you know your presence as an artist was always loved, and the respect you do to put yourself out there, in a place that will do anything to snuff you out, is insurmountable. you are a blueprint, an original, and a person who willingly shows the truth of the world -- even if it makes others uncomfortable. that's fucking brave. maybe there's no point in me writing this, or maybe there is. to be fair, i don't know you at all. but there is a lasting effect of understanding and sadness when you're looking at the art, knowing that suffering is the last message. i wish i saw you in billboards, magazines, and designers. thats only bc i can see you in them now.
?? nobody really knows that whether she is actually gone or “the dead” is just an escape for her - which means she now starts a new life with new identity.
I love you scenery, never have I followed such a tragic life as your, you don’t deserve all these obstacles that push you to an end, but still, I support the choice you made, you deserve better than what you got in this world. I hope the book’s translation process is done one last time as a contribution to your hard work, I reread it from time to time will continue to do so as far as I can
Thanks for being so brave and thanks for sharing when you don’t owe anyone an explanation. I love and miss your work. I’ve always been a fan. I’m glad you’re still alive and doing your best out there. As a Vietnamese American, I somewhat understand what you are going through. I can’t imagine being myself in Vietnam and being accepted for who you are-with the freedom to speak and dress how you want and create the art you love. I’m sending you so much love and light. Stay strong babygirl
Every month I check your Instagram and I am honestly so relieved you’re still here. I truly hope and wish you spend the rest of your life happy and free. I hope you are finally in Russia, the dream you had before it was crushed. I hope you are traveling and seeing the good in this world. And I hope you find the love of your life. But most importantly, I hope you love yourself.
@Marceline the Vampire Queen I actually don’t even know I saw a few comments though saying that now she’s actually dead, I’ll try and look into it more
I love you so much, you were too bright for this cruel world and you were one of the biggest inspirations to me when I was a teen. I will never forgive men for what they did to you. You will always, always be remembered. Rest easy GG 🖤
Nhi you have no idea how happy I am right now! You are a true inspiration to me. When I read that you had died a part of me died too. You have no idea how much I love and care about you. You've inspired and continue to inspire many, including me. My only hope is that you'll be fine. I'll support you forever. I absolutely do not blame you. I know what being called an attention seeker means. And I want you to know that I absolutely do not think that of you. Keep fighting, angel! Stay strong! Love you.
Anyone who were in her shoes might have did the same thing, who knows? You and I don't know how we would have tried to handle the situation, which was terrifying. Real terror is a fear that is so hard to shake. Who knows what really happen? I'm sure there was more going on than what she tells us. How do we really know that we would have did the same thing, we don't? Love, not hate. I'm grateful she's alive, but I'm not sure if she's well.
Nothing cares as much as you are here, breathing, even giving strangers an explanation. Thank you for this, thank you for all the years, the content, showing yourself. We don't have time for getting angry, you are just here.
i love you. im tearing up after finding this video. you did what you needed to do and i just want to hug you because of all the pain you are enduring. you dont want this to be shared and i respect that. just know that im so very thankful for you and the art that you shared. thank you thank you I love you so much.
She really passed away this time and its on dec 2018 its confirmed by her friends and fam. I'm truly devastated about it. Lots of ppl say she fakes her own illness and all tht shit and now she literally took her own life. Those ppl tht judge her and say she fake her own illness and such.. How u guys feel now tht she literally took her life? :'( I cant im really sad and depress af
I’m so confused, people are saying she passed away last year, she faked it first and that’s the reason for this video but now apparently she has. I hope she’s ok, and safe , if she’s passed away May her soul Rest In Peace 😭
Why fake suicide when u could delete ur ig. People thought you were DEAD and they were so sad some even got COMMEMORATIVE TATTOOS. I understand wanting to keep yourself safe, but telling people you took your own life is so so unnecessary. I really hope youre doing better and still making art whethee u post it or not.
Doru Panda publicling announcing to everyone that you have killed yourself is still unexcusable. Suicide is very serious and if you have lost anyone close to you from it id hope you would understand. I can understand her wanting people to stop harrasing her, but this wasnt the proper way to deal with it.
Doru Panda you can suspend your Instagram account without actually deleting anything that’s in it. You can leave it there for one week, one year, as long as you please then simply log back in for it to be back to normal and active. In fact suspending your account sounds way more reasonable and caused by impulsive thinking rather than faking your own suicide is. I personally don’t feel like she owes me anything, her choices are fully up to her, but she’s an influencer and one thing you must keep in consideration when you’re a relatively popular figure is that anything you say or do will affect other people, not to mention suicide isn’t a thing that should be exploited like this, no matter the reason. I’m personally disappointed by this move of hers but again, it’s all up to her, I’m just glad she’s alright.
Idas Marrow you do realise the reason she fake her suicide is primarly to get awat from her hardcore anti fans in vietnam to stop barging in her home and attacking and harassing her ti death right? If she just suspended her acc, her hardcore antis will continue to track her down unless she is no longer existing aka dead, like how they wanted her to be. Only recently she came back to post after the storm has calm down. Sure she is an influencer but the kardashians are an influencer too n they are a shitty one. *cough * G G content isnt always a positive influence I mean shit drugs, violence, self harm, pessimism is prominent in her content so I dont get how you want someone like G G to keep such a pure angel healthy image when her content solely consists of negativity... well except for some positive posts which is pretty rare. Lol Tbh in this situation the one who truly is hurting is G G not her fans. The one who suffered from unimaginable pain is G G not her fans. The one who can truly save G G is not her fans either, only G G can only save herself no one else have the choice over her. Only she have the will power to fight her way to be alive. Fuck her situation is so fucking traumatic one after another and boohoo your feelings are hurt because a severely mentally ill influencer claimed to have commited suicide and came back to life to explain. At least she have the decency to do so rather than leave us all hanging forever
I'm so glad you're alive!! People are horrible. I'm so sorry you've had to go through these trials but I pray you're safe and happy and surrounded by loving people. You are so strong!
Nhi, I’m so happy you’re still alive and breathing. I don’t know if this video was prerecorded a long time ago, but I’m so happy to see your face and hear your voice again. You are immensely strong, talented, and amazing. I miss getting notifications on Instagram that you posted something. I hope you are somewhere safe and surrounded by good people. Life has been so unfair to you, you deserve a break. Please rest for as long as you want. If that new account on Instagram is you, I’m glad that you’re posting new content. I will always love and support you no matter what, as i have done for the past few years. I’m so proud of you. Please take care.
I'm so sorry. I wish there was something i could do i swear i would help you, i'm wishing the best for you deep down from my heart i wish you could find happiness
Hey Nhi, I rarely comment on anything but I gotta tell you that I keep checking your social media from time to time hoping that there would be some news about you I wasn't disappointed You gotta do whats best for you and you owe us nothing, no explaination needed girl! Whatever happening with you right now, just know that I keep you in my heart and my prayers always xxx I hope you find peace in your mind
mourniiing babe Those giving this video so much 'love' are beyond ignorant. Do you realise how harmful faking a suicide is especially from an influencer with a such a big following? People look up to her and her fake suicide literally could cause other kids to take their own lives because they thought if their idol couldn't survive depression then neither could they! PLEASE WAKE UP TO REALISE THAT IT COULD HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED 🤦♂️ & worst part of it all she's still happily posting on her new instagram page... Absolutely horrible
her Instagram is still active, although now it is a closed page with 0 followers and 0 subscriptions, but she is also registered in threads that came out after her death in 2023, can anyone explain this?
I miss you. You are my inspiration but after all you are the one who I feel close to. May this words be sent to heaven or wherever you are, I love you.
We love you, okay? There’s so many bad people on this earth, but there’s also some good people too.. just keep living your life till the very end, bbg. 💗 we’ll miss you.
I swear I am so happy that you're alive, I missed you so much. Please stay alive and make wonderful things like your art is, that's enough for me at least. You're incredibly strong and I love you, I hope I could help you or something but well, even if it looks stupid or useless I wanted to leave you here a nice and sincere comment. Take care. Xoxo
thank you so much for this video... i was planning to end my life in 3 weeks but this kind of gives me hope for the future .....i am in a lot of pain because of my mental disorders but this feels like a sign to keep going - maybe therapy and medication could really help me? i want to turn around my life, i want to be able to embrace my existence... i am happy that you are alive, i understand and i wish you all the best for the future because that is what you deserve. i love you and maybe thank you for saving me 🌹
Hello! I also hope that you still alive. It is really hard to live and struggle in the modern world. All people can continue their life with the support and love. If you want to talk to someone, you can write me on instagram. I know how it is important to talk to someone. Good luck! And don't forget that there are many people who can help you, you are not alone!!! Never forget it!!!
Ive shed so many tears, spent so much ime looking at her last post. This makes so much sense, i’ve even contemplated this theory to be true already!! im just so happy she is alive:)
I assume it was deleted because it was inactive for a while. Her tumblr is still up with all of the same posts though. She also posted some of her poetry and stuff there
I know you said you won't be coming back to see this but I want you to know it's enough that you're trying your best. I really appreciate this explanation and your existence. please focus on your health and get better. we're all just happy to know you're alive and trying.
dont care.thanx for making us part of your life, for sharing this with us.but do not worry, we accept every choice.personally, I never asked myself whats behind this, I just tought it was your need at the moment and of course respect it. Iknow it's hard but i know you're more. i tried to write you privat.i got a cozy hidden place, in the most openminded place of the world, where art is the only thing we care.i just wish all the best, in the purest meaning
это видео появилось в сети 7 июня 2018 года. Nhi объяснила в нем, что с ней происходило все это время, рассказала о том, как ее преследовали и угрожали убить, о том, как ей пришлось сбежать в Америку и скрываться там долгое время. теперь стало известно, что ей диагностировали смертельную болезнь. у нас нет слов......... Джи не хочет, чтобы это видео разлетелось по сети, но тот, кто искал ее, заслуживает знать всю правду. поэтому, вы ребята, кто до сих пор с нами и всем сердцем переживали за Джи Джи все это время, заслужили знать 😭 «Это я. Прежде, чем мы начнём, я хочу сказать, что я не планировала это видео каким-либо образом. Но думаю, большинство моих друзей и подписчиков, которые были со мной на протяжении многих лет, заслуживают объяснения. Но я не уверена, должна ли я объясняться. И, очевидно, это не ваша вина, но меня окружает большое количество людей. Вначале было больно видеть, что пишут люди в комментариях, но работа в качестве онлайн-влияния в прошлом. Но сразу после произошёл инцидент, в прошлом году. Некоторые люди всё ещё думают, что это был своеобразный трюк, и что все эти годы я проделывала трюки, притворялась. Просто хочу вас заверить, что это не тот случай. Сам инцидент...это было грустно, но не удивительно. И это ещё не верхушка айсберга. Если вы помните, я написала много сообщений в своём Instagram о том, как мне угрожают без причин. И я была избита за то, кем являюсь. Я присутствовала на некоторых семинарах в роли спикера. Я пробовала организовать это, после того, что случилось со мной. И многие женщины приходили на семинары. И знаете, я говорю не о грубых комментариях, которые ты можешь просто игнорировать. Я говорю о тысячах ежедневных электронных письмах и сообщениях о том, как они хотят оторвать мою голову. И как-то раз я была дома одна и я даже не знаю, сколько парней пришло в этот день. Я чувствовала себя параноиком. Я не знала, что делать. И мне пришлось бежать. Я хотела рассказать кому-нибудь, но это крошечный город и все бы сразу узнали. Может быть, эти люди пришли к моей двери, чтобы попытаться убить меня. Это просто то, что происходит во Вьетнаме! Не знаю. Мне пришлось бежать. Я написала, что я мертва, но это не значило, что я хочу убить свой образ или начать новую жизнь. Я не сказала ни друзьям, ни коллегам. Просто сбежала в Америку на почти половину года. Или на пять месяцев, по крайней мне, таков был план. А потом мне был поставлен смертельный диагноз, болезнь. Я просто хочу, чтобы вы знали, что я не играла всё это время. Я сбежала, потому что была напугана. Я действительно боялась за свою жизнь. Но когда я перестала чувствовать опасность, я поняла, что даже если и не убивать себя, у меня всё равно осталось мало времени, чтобы жить. Я не собираюсь давать вам свои координаты и говорить о том, чем я занимаюсь сейчас. И я говорю это не для того, чтобы вы пожалели меня. Хочу, чтобы вы знали, что моя смерть - не притворство, и plaaastic тоже. Потому что, если вы знаете меня, то вы должны понимать, что моя работа, моё искусство - это всё, что у меня есть. Больше у меня ничего нет, но я не могу продолжать это. Конечно, я могу вернуться и сказать всем, что со мной всё хорошо, но я не могу тратить своё время. Каков результат, я никогда вас не обманывала, всегда была честна с вами. И это действительно больно, что люди думают, что я сделала/делаю это для внимания. Для чего мне внимание? Не знаю. Думаю, я собираюсь никогда не пересматривать это видео или записывать ещё. Я опубликую эту ссылку. В любом случае, если вы искали меня, то вы найдёте это видео. Я не хочу, чтобы оно стало вирусным или чтобы снова началась жизнь, где получаешь наказания ни за что. И я надеюсь, у вас никогда не будет суицидальных мыслей о моём самоубийстве. Я стараюсь сохранить жизнь. Скорее всего, я хочу, чтобы вы думали, что всё это в прошлом и что я нахожусь сейчас в хорошем месте, и что мои дела идут хорошо. Вы можете любить меня или ненавидеть, верить или не верить, но просто знайте, что я всегда старалась быть лучше, всегда любила вас. Это тяжело, но вы больше никогда меня не увидите. Давайте постараемся не быть жестокими. Думаю, это всё. Прощайте и удачи вам...”
I'm sorry. No one will ever know what you are going through but hey. Thanks for trying to reach out. Don't stop your art. Do it for yourself. Hope you are safe. Hope you are trying your hardest to be happy no matter where you are. Your life is of utmost importance to yourself. Do whatever you can for yourself. You have made it this far. One day, finally, it will be okay. You don't have to explain to anybody. You don't have to answer to anybody, but thank you for doing this. Be free
i can’t stop crying, please, stay safe. i love you so much. i hope you’ll be happy, you deserve that. i’m sorry for my english, i know that it’s not really good... but i want you to know that i’m so happy to see you, to know the truth. you’re strong, you’re really strong and i really hope that now you’re staying safe. please, take care of yourself, you’re so precious ❤️
I'm so sorry that there are people out there who still question you. I'm sorry I was never able to help you, being just one of the many out there who wish for your well being. I respect your decision & I will always pray that you find happiness in wherever you are. Thank you for not killing yourself, thank you for giving me hope.
Stay strong. We miss you still. I'm glad u are alive and well hopefully you are still keeping yourself alive..I love you...stay safe and stay strong this breaks my heart honestly I'm crying please please stay strong😭😭❤❤
I don’t even want to be mad. I am glad you are okay now. I am glad you are alive. You have been such an inspiration for me since I was 13/14 maybe? I am dead ass happy you’re still living and breathing and wish nothing but luck and positivity upon your life. We truly love u
Nazir Masoumi why not just respect her decision? since you saw this vid, good for you but just try not to share it with others this way the vid will definitely not go viral
I am so glad you are alive, I loved your work. I understand you went through terrible hardships and I am truly sorry for that, but what you did was fucked up. When people, especially young and impressionable people, see that someone they looked up to chose to take their own life, it sets a bad precedent. You had a huge following of people that adored you, did you ever stop to think of the kind of influence your "suicide" would have on your followers who were also struggling with their mental health and suicidal thoughts? There are so many better ways you could have handled that situation, Shit, even saying you were hit by a car and was killed would have been a better alternative - at least it wouldn't have promoted self-harm or suicide.
I’m so happy that you’re still with us 🖤 that IG post broke my heart and I kept going back to your account in hopes that you would post again. Please please take your time to get better. Heal your heart and smile again 💗 we all love you and support you no matter what. If you decide to come back, we’ll be so happy. Stay strong. You’ll get through this 💜
Hey mai Nhi, im a long supported fan, I’m sorry I made a theory saying you killed your personality and making a new life, but after you explained everything , I understand what happened, you don’t deserve to be treated horribly, I apologize if you were hurt by my theory, I truly deeply apologize, I’m happy your here still, please get better and take your time, stay strong, I love you Mai Nhi❤️
i still think about her now and again. she just wanted to express herself and her art, only to be hounded by online randos and crazy fans. i can understand to an extent since she had her reasons for faking her death. but she was boarder line homeless and legit mentally ill. I strongly believe social media played a part in her downfall. it just hurts knowing she was suffering.
im crying im so sorry this happened to u i hope your doing ok and ur safe im sure everyone understands why u felt like u had to do that. we wish u the best bb ❤❤❤
The most beautiful thing in the world is when she posted on march 19th saying “if i can never make art again, will you still love me?” And here we are, whether we may never see this beautiful, powerful women ever again, and everyones here to show there love and support and show her how much they love her and are proud. GG, you will always be in our hearts. Always, forever. I see you everywhere I go, in different shapes and forms, even gone you are an inspiration and remind me beauty comes in all forms, comes in everything. No matter if it's hated, or small, forgotten, or sick, it's lovely, and human, and even if you’ve given up before you went for as long as you could and that itself is beautiful. I will never forget crying over you when you died, or crying when you came back, crying so damn hard because your trying to stay alive not for anyone but for yourself, and for what you believe in. We love you GG, have a safe and happy life!!
I love you GG. You don’t deserve this and I hope you have a great future and a lovely life. I really hope you can find peace someday. Keep making your kick ass art and make yourself fucking happy until the day you die. Save yourself for the people who can’t.
Hello.xinchao. I’m grad to see your video. Please Don’t care feeling about your followers including me , please just think about yourself ,do what you want to. Thanks for your video.
Oh god! I saw you on the video of Little Big and then tracked you down to your IG and FB just to find out you have somewhat committed suicide. And after that I decided to buy your book, haven't finished reading it yet. But your story is really really sad... I was feeling bad then! But now! Wow! I'm happy you're still alive! GLAD YOU'RE ALIVE, SAFE AND SOUND!
Wow I’m crying, I’ve been crying, thinking about you all this time, I wish I found this video earlier 😢 the last post on your Instagram tore me apart for the past year. I’m just happy to see you alive
Hey Ana! Watching your stream
Love you Ana
Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife aww, you’re so precious ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ayye found the video without searching for it
Love you Ana ♥️
She basically just told us she did this bc she was in danger and yet some of y’all still missed that.......disgusting
I'm crying in 2021 because I just found out about this, and getting thru the rollercoaster that this didnt end in 2017 but some time after in 2018... I'm so sorry she had to go through this pain, the world didn't deserve GG
это видео появилось в сети 7 июня 2018 года. Nhi объяснила в нем, что с ней происходило все это время, рассказала о том, как ее преследовали и угрожали убить, о том, как ей пришлось сбежать в Америку и скрываться там долгое время. теперь стало известно, что ей диагностировали смертельную болезнь. у нас нет слов.........
Джи не хочет, чтобы это видео разлетелось по сети, но тот, кто искал ее, заслуживает знать всю правду. поэтому, вы ребята, кто до сих пор с нами и всем сердцем переживали за Джи Джи все это время, заслужили знать 😭
«Это я. Прежде, чем мы начнём, я хочу сказать, что я не планировала это видео каким-либо образом. Но думаю, большинство моих друзей и подписчиков, которые были со мной на протяжении многих лет, заслуживают объяснения. Но я не уверена, должна ли я объясняться. И, очевидно, это не ваша вина, но меня окружает большое количество людей. Вначале было больно видеть, что пишут люди в комментариях, но работа в качестве онлайн-влияния в прошлом. Но сразу после произошёл инцидент, в прошлом году. Некоторые люди всё ещё думают, что это был своеобразный трюк, и что все эти годы я проделывала трюки, притворялась. Просто хочу вас заверить, что это не тот случай. Сам инцидент...это было грустно, но не удивительно. И это ещё не верхушка айсберга. Если вы помните, я написала много сообщений в своём Instagram о том, как мне угрожают без причин. И я была избита за то, кем являюсь. Я присутствовала на некоторых семинарах в роли спикера. Я пробовала организовать это, после того, что случилось со мной. И многие женщины приходили на семинары. И знаете, я говорю не о грубых комментариях, которые ты можешь просто игнорировать. Я говорю о тысячах ежедневных электронных письмах и сообщениях о том, как они хотят оторвать мою голову. И как-то раз я была дома одна и я даже не знаю, сколько парней пришло в этот день. Я чувствовала себя параноиком. Я не знала, что делать. И мне пришлось бежать. Я хотела рассказать кому-нибудь, но это крошечный город и все бы сразу узнали. Может быть, эти люди пришли к моей двери, чтобы попытаться убить меня. Это просто то, что происходит во Вьетнаме! Не знаю. Мне пришлось бежать. Я написала, что я мертва, но это не значило, что я хочу убить свой образ или начать новую жизнь. Я не сказала ни друзьям, ни коллегам. Просто сбежала в Америку на почти половину года. Или на пять месяцев, по крайней мне, таков был план. А потом мне был поставлен смертельный диагноз, болезнь. Я просто хочу, чтобы вы знали, что я не играла всё это время. Я сбежала, потому что была напугана. Я действительно боялась за свою жизнь. Но когда я перестала чувствовать опасность, я поняла, что даже если и не убивать себя, у меня всё равно осталось мало времени, чтобы жить. Я не собираюсь давать вам свои координаты и говорить о том, чем я занимаюсь сейчас. И я говорю это не для того, чтобы вы пожалели меня. Хочу, чтобы вы знали, что моя смерть - не притворство, и plaaastic тоже. Потому что, если вы знаете меня, то вы должны понимать, что моя работа, моё искусство - это всё, что у меня есть. Больше у меня ничего нет, но я не могу продолжать это. Конечно, я могу вернуться и сказать всем, что со мной всё хорошо, но я не могу тратить своё время. Каков результат, я никогда вас не обманывала, всегда была честна с вами. И это действительно больно, что люди думают, что я сделала/делаю это для внимания. Для чего мне внимание? Не знаю. Думаю, я собираюсь никогда не пересматривать это видео или записывать ещё. Я опубликую эту ссылку. В любом случае, если вы искали меня, то вы найдёте это видео. Я не хочу, чтобы оно стало вирусным или чтобы снова началась жизнь, где получаешь наказания ни за что. И я надеюсь, у вас никогда не будет суицидальных мыслей о моём самоубийстве. Я стараюсь сохранить жизнь. Скорее всего, я хочу, чтобы вы думали, что всё это в прошлом и что я нахожусь сейчас в хорошем месте, и что мои дела идут хорошо. Вы можете любить меня или ненавидеть, верить или не верить, но просто знайте, что я всегда старалась быть лучше, всегда любила вас. Это тяжело, но вы больше никогда меня не увидите. Давайте постараемся не быть жестокими. Думаю, это всё. Прощайте и удачи вам...”
спасибо огромное за перевод*
Спасибо за перевод, до чего люди жестоки😣
господи, как хорошо что есть такие люди, которые могут перевести
спасибо тебе большое 💖🌙🌸🍃
очень жаль что G G больше нет с нами
хоть я её и не очень хорошо знала, но она вдохновляла меня.. это было великолепно
Can someone please translate
Diyana Diaja this is the translation of her video to Russian, no new information
I really miss you, you were an inspiration to me, rest easy, angel.💗
remember that she didnt want this video to be viral, please at least respect that.
edit: she passed away (for real). her brother posted about her funeral on dec 19. rest in peace.
how did people first find out about this though
Mòe Lâme yeah she wanted it, she's the one that spread the video
it should be though because ppl think shes dead.
:)) but she want you to spread this video
wait what.... she died 3 days ago?
tbh every god damn month I always checking your instagram hoping that your last post was just a joke, and hoping that you are not dead. it came out that it was true, idk what to say but I'm happy knowing that you are still here. I do respect all the things you have done, and I'm glad that you made this explanation to us who still care for you.
Priscilla Grace Those giving this video so much 'love' are beyond ignorant. Do you realise how harmful faking a suicide is especially from an influencer with a such a big following? People look up to her and her fake suicide literally could cause other kids to take their own lives because they thought if their idol couldn't survive depression then neither could they! PLEASE WAKE UP TO REALISE THAT IT COULD HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED 🤦♂️ & worst part of it all she's still happily posting on her new instagram page... Absolutely horrible
Angel 0 what’s her new instagram page?
@nitenite99
@@alicemacdonald4895 I’m confused did she pass or not?
@@Stopfindingme2004 sadly, I believe she did later on pass away after her initial leaving of Instagram where she faked her death, there are a few comments about people who saw family posting about her death which is heartbreaking that she really is gone. There is a comment further down by Mòe Lâme that says her brother posted about it on Dec 19th that was posted three years ago
please do whatever it is you need to do. thank you for explaining, and i know it might have been painful for you to do so. please tend to your health and your wellbeing. thank you so much for everything.
Searched and founded, I will always love you, and your art will always be an inspiration for me.
I remember seeing your ig live, and interacting with you in your posts. I remember feeling so incompetent bc I couldn't do anything to help you, you where so close yet so far away. I understand you to levels I would never comprehend.
You had your reasons, nobody will know how painfull was to be in your shoes, and it hurts to read all this people feeling entitled to say such harmfull things of you. I hope you're in peace and free from all the pain you had. I will forever miss you Nhi, you where art and you know you'll always live thru mine. Always in my heart
you're literally hating on a woman who had to fake her death to avoid dangerous people that could have ACTUALLY killed her. just be happy she is ALIVE and move the fuck on.
i love you
Is she alive ._.?
@@miyu_444 she passed away at the end of 2018
2023! hoping you are at peace wherever you are, GG. i always believed that the greatest pieces are always made and pushed forth by the insane, the bravest because they are the ones who put their fears aside to live. that is not something that can be replicated. if you ever see this, i hope you know your presence as an artist was always loved, and the respect you do to put yourself out there, in a place that will do anything to snuff you out, is insurmountable. you are a blueprint, an original, and a person who willingly shows the truth of the world -- even if it makes others uncomfortable. that's fucking brave. maybe there's no point in me writing this, or maybe there is. to be fair, i don't know you at all. but there is a lasting effect of understanding and sadness when you're looking at the art, knowing that suffering is the last message. i wish i saw you in billboards, magazines, and designers. thats only bc i can see you in them now.
u don't know what happened after?
@@maruwewhat happened?
@@sugmanotsshe killed herself
i really miss her, you’ll always be remembered. rest in peace
Im so terribly sorry GG. I loved you, God I will miss you so much. I hope you can rest now, and be free from all your pain.
Don Bilbo She is still alive tho.. She has a bew instagram account
Shirley Dayne Vincoy what is the account? i believe she passed away on the 15th of december due to suicide..
Thats what I thought too... ich saw sheidlinas post and came to watch this after -.- @@kotekke
Shirley Dayne Vincoy which accounts?
Sory but GG already passed away on 15th December due to suicide...
Thanks for posting. Not crying or anything. Just thanks. I’ve read your book twice, it helps me to have clearer vision of my inner thought.
?? nobody really knows that whether she is actually gone or “the dead” is just an escape for her - which means she now starts a new life with new identity.
I love you scenery, never have I followed such a tragic life as your, you don’t deserve all these obstacles that push you to an end, but still, I support the choice you made, you deserve better than what you got in this world. I hope the book’s translation process is done one last time as a contribution to your hard work, I reread it from time to time will continue to do so as far as I can
Rosie Amber do you know an English version of her book?
Rosie Amber how can I read her book in English?
Thanks for being so brave and thanks for sharing when you don’t owe anyone an explanation. I love and miss your work. I’ve always been a fan. I’m glad you’re still alive and doing your best out there. As a Vietnamese American, I somewhat understand what you are going through. I can’t imagine being myself in Vietnam and being accepted for who you are-with the freedom to speak and dress how you want and create the art you love. I’m sending you so much love and light. Stay strong babygirl
Every month I check your Instagram and I am honestly so relieved you’re still here. I truly hope and wish you spend the rest of your life happy and free. I hope you are finally in Russia, the dream you had before it was crushed. I hope you are traveling and seeing the good in this world. And I hope you find the love of your life. But most importantly, I hope you love yourself.
What's her new Instagram?
@@hangezoe6725 she passed away for real now I think
@Marceline the Vampire Queen I actually don’t even know I saw a few comments though saying that now she’s actually dead, I’ll try and look into it more
Rest in peace Nhi
Is it definitive this time? I saw him in the IG of his best friend and I can not get more information
@@lordlucky666999 it's a girl, and yes.. It's definite this time. Her parents posted on their FB timelines that she passed away
@@minmiu6744 link please
Min Miu what’s there Facebook
I love you so much, you were too bright for this cruel world and you were one of the biggest inspirations to me when I was a teen. I will never forgive men for what they did to you. You will always, always be remembered. Rest easy GG 🖤
Nhi you have no idea how happy I am right now! You are a true inspiration to me. When I read that you had died a part of me died too. You have no idea how much I love and care about you. You've inspired and continue to inspire many, including me. My only hope is that you'll be fine. I'll support you forever. I absolutely do not blame you. I know what being called an attention seeker means. And I want you to know that I absolutely do not think that of you. Keep fighting, angel! Stay strong! Love you.
Anyone who were in her shoes might have did the same thing, who knows? You and I don't know how we would have tried to handle the situation, which was terrifying. Real terror is a fear that is so hard to shake. Who knows what really happen? I'm sure there was more going on than what she tells us. How do we really know that we would have did the same thing, we don't? Love, not hate. I'm grateful she's alive, but I'm not sure if she's well.
I went through the same shit as her, but because I'm not an internet superstar nobody will ever knows yet I'm still alive lmao
Nothing cares as much as you are here, breathing, even giving strangers an explanation. Thank you for this, thank you for all the years, the content, showing yourself. We don't have time for getting angry, you are just here.
I will miss you, angel.
You were the brightest light in this dark world.
Rest in peace
GG the true fans love you
rest in peace beautiful soul, this world didn’t deserve you 💔 love you
i love you. im tearing up after finding this video. you did what you needed to do and i just want to hug you because of all the pain you are enduring. you dont want this to be shared and i respect that. just know that im so very thankful for you and the art that you shared. thank you thank you I love you so much.
Rest easy GG , you’re missed so much. RIP. 🥀🖤
did she commit suicide?
@@199X-y3v yeah :/
She really passed away this time and its on dec 2018 its confirmed by her friends and fam. I'm truly devastated about it. Lots of ppl say she fakes her own illness and all tht shit and now she literally took her own life. Those ppl tht judge her and say she fake her own illness and such.. How u guys feel now tht she literally took her life? :'( I cant im really sad and depress af
I’m so confused, people are saying she passed away last year, she faked it first and that’s the reason for this video but now apparently she has. I hope she’s ok, and safe , if she’s passed away May her soul Rest In Peace 😭
i miss you… i think of you from time to time and hope you are not suffering anymore as you did in this world ♥️
it's been 2 years and we still miss you
Why fake suicide when u could delete ur ig. People thought you were DEAD and they were so sad some even got COMMEMORATIVE TATTOOS. I understand wanting to keep yourself safe, but telling people you took your own life is so so unnecessary. I really hope youre doing better and still making art whethee u post it or not.
pumkinfaceisme bro her insta is all her hardwork wtf man. Its like burning all ur art away. N u know that her laptop is also stolen right?
Doru Panda publicling announcing to everyone that you have killed yourself is still unexcusable. Suicide is very serious and if you have lost anyone close to you from it id hope you would understand. I can understand her wanting people to stop harrasing her, but this wasnt the proper way to deal with it.
I dont think you watched the video tbh
Doru Panda you can suspend your Instagram account without actually deleting anything that’s in it. You can leave it there for one week, one year, as long as you please then simply log back in for it to be back to normal and active.
In fact suspending your account sounds way more reasonable and caused by impulsive thinking rather than faking your own suicide is.
I personally don’t feel like she owes me anything, her choices are fully up to her, but she’s an influencer and one thing you must keep in consideration when you’re a relatively popular figure is that anything you say or do will affect other people, not to mention suicide isn’t a thing that should be exploited like this, no matter the reason.
I’m personally disappointed by this move of hers but again, it’s all up to her, I’m just glad she’s alright.
Idas Marrow you do realise the reason she fake her suicide is primarly to get awat from her hardcore anti fans in vietnam to stop barging in her home and attacking and harassing her ti death right? If she just suspended her acc, her hardcore antis will continue to track her down unless she is no longer existing aka dead, like how they wanted her to be. Only recently she came back to post after the storm has calm down. Sure she is an influencer but the kardashians are an influencer too n they are a shitty one. *cough * G G content isnt always a positive influence I mean shit drugs, violence, self harm, pessimism is prominent in her content so I dont get how you want someone like G G to keep such a pure angel healthy image when her content solely consists of negativity... well except for some positive posts which is pretty rare. Lol
Tbh in this situation the one who truly is hurting is G G not her fans. The one who suffered from unimaginable pain is G G not her fans. The one who can truly save G G is not her fans either, only G G can only save herself no one else have the choice over her. Only she have the will power to fight her way to be alive.
Fuck her situation is so fucking traumatic one after another and boohoo your feelings are hurt because a severely mentally ill influencer claimed to have commited suicide and came back to life to explain. At least she have the decency to do so rather than leave us all hanging forever
I'm so glad you're alive!! People are horrible. I'm so sorry you've had to go through these trials but I pray you're safe and happy and surrounded by loving people. You are so strong!
Whatever you do, please be safe. Thank you for your hard work.
Nhi, I’m so happy you’re still alive and breathing. I don’t know if this video was prerecorded a long time ago, but I’m so happy to see your face and hear your voice again. You are immensely strong, talented, and amazing. I miss getting notifications on Instagram that you posted something. I hope you are somewhere safe and surrounded by good people. Life has been so unfair to you, you deserve a break. Please rest for as long as you want. If that new account on Instagram is you, I’m glad that you’re posting new content. I will always love and support you no matter what, as i have done for the past few years. I’m so proud of you. Please take care.
Oh my God, do not leave your art, you're an amazing artist. The internet can be your rescue because you will always be supported by your fans 🖤🖤🖤
andrei apolonio her ig is nitenite99
I'm so sorry. I wish there was something i could do i swear i would help you, i'm wishing the best for you deep down from my heart i wish you could find happiness
i’m so happy you’re alive and well. was missing you every day i didn’t know you were still with us ❤️
thank you so much for the explaination. you’re such a brave woman and i 100% support anything you do - no matter what anyone might say about you.
I’m honestly so happy your alive please take care of yourself
Hey Nhi, I rarely comment on anything but I gotta tell you that I keep checking your social media from time to time hoping that there would be some news about you
I wasn't disappointed
You gotta do whats best for you and you owe us nothing, no explaination needed girl! Whatever happening with you right now, just know that I keep you in my heart and my prayers always xxx I hope you find peace in your mind
I low key had a feeling she was still alive since I found that Instagram account. I’m so relived she’s fine, hope everything gets better for her. 🖤👍🏻💫
mourniiing babe Those giving this video so much 'love' are beyond ignorant. Do you realise how harmful faking a suicide is especially from an influencer with a such a big following? People look up to her and her fake suicide literally could cause other kids to take their own lives because they thought if their idol couldn't survive depression then neither could they! PLEASE WAKE UP TO REALISE THAT IT COULD HAVE ALREADY HAPPENED 🤦♂️ & worst part of it all she's still happily posting on her new instagram page... Absolutely horrible
@@an_ge_lo STOP IT!!
I am in real confusion
I dont know what to believe anymore
I feel nothing anymore. Please, tell me this new ‘suicide’ is fake. Please.
her Instagram is still active, although now it is a closed page with 0 followers and 0 subscriptions, but she is also registered in threads that came out after her death in 2023, can anyone explain this?
I miss you. You are my inspiration but after all you are the one who I feel close to. May this words be sent to heaven or wherever you are, I love you.
I hope that you would be happy someday, you deserve better
Thinking about you always, hope you’re still out there
me too
She died in 2018 sadly
I m just glad ur alive. Please keep on living.
you are THE strongest person i have *ever* known, personally or not. you are so inspirational
Still thinking of you. I miss seeing your art. Im so sorry for everything youve been through. ❤
We love you, okay? There’s so many bad people on this earth, but there’s also some good people too.. just keep living your life till the very end, bbg. 💗 we’ll miss you.
Sooooo glad you’re still alive 🙏🏼 much love from France 💙💙💙
tu peux me traduire ce qu'elle dit ?😭 plz
RIP gg, we still love you so dearly
I swear I am so happy that you're alive, I missed you so much. Please stay alive and make wonderful things like your art is, that's enough for me at least. You're incredibly strong and I love you, I hope I could help you or something but well, even if it looks stupid or useless I wanted to leave you here a nice and sincere comment. Take care. Xoxo
thank you so much for this video... i was planning to end my life in 3 weeks but this kind of gives me hope for the future .....i am in a lot of pain because of my mental disorders but this feels like a sign to keep going - maybe therapy and medication could really help me? i want to turn around my life, i want to be able to embrace my existence... i am happy that you are alive, i understand and i wish you all the best for the future because that is what you deserve. i love you and maybe thank you for saving me 🌹
I hope you are still alive. I know it's painful day after day, but please remember that you are not alone.
Hello! I also hope that you still alive. It is really hard to live and struggle in the modern world. All people can continue their life with the support and love. If you want to talk to someone, you can write me on instagram. I know how it is important to talk to someone. Good luck! And don't forget that there are many people who can help you, you are not alone!!! Never forget it!!!
Ive shed so many tears, spent so much ime looking at her last post. This makes so much sense, i’ve even contemplated this theory to be true already!! im just so happy she is alive:)
does anyone know what happened to her ig? it’s been nuked, i’m trying to find out if it was hacked/disabled ☹️
she is actually died so..
@@alaughingface.7484 no we are finding out why her ig got disabled after 4 years. idk who hacked into it
@leila c you seem familiar, have u joined the G G’s group chat?
I assume it was deleted because it was inactive for a while. Her tumblr is still up with all of the same posts though. She also posted some of her poetry and stuff there
I know you said you won't be coming back to see this but I want you to know it's enough that you're trying your best. I really appreciate this explanation and your existence. please focus on your health and get better. we're all just happy to know you're alive and trying.
I’m so glad to hear that you are okay, GG. Please stay safe and take care of yourself. We love you 💖
For those of you who don’t know, since December, she has actually killed her self.. hung.... I hope she found peace
dont care.thanx for making us part of your life, for sharing this with us.but do not worry, we accept every choice.personally, I never asked myself whats behind this, I just tought it was your need at the moment and of course respect it.
Iknow it's hard but i know you're more.
i tried to write you privat.i got a cozy hidden place, in the most openminded place of the world, where art is the only thing we care.i just wish all the best, in the purest meaning
Thanks for being back
О боже, мы любим тебя! 💕💕 Ты просто прелестная, я плачу
так больно, что ей пришлось скрываться
прости, но это единственный русский комментарий, который я пока нашла, мне хочется высказаться хоть куда то, где меня услышат и поймут
Боже мой. Этот языковой барьер. Кто нибудь может перевестиииии
это видео появилось в сети 7 июня 2018 года. Nhi объяснила в нем, что с ней происходило все это время, рассказала о том, как ее преследовали и угрожали убить, о том, как ей пришлось сбежать в Америку и скрываться там долгое время. теперь стало известно, что ей диагностировали смертельную болезнь. у нас нет слов.........
Джи не хочет, чтобы это видео разлетелось по сети, но тот, кто искал ее, заслуживает знать всю правду. поэтому, вы ребята, кто до сих пор с нами и всем сердцем переживали за Джи Джи все это время, заслужили знать 😭
«Это я. Прежде, чем мы начнём, я хочу сказать, что я не планировала это видео каким-либо образом. Но думаю, большинство моих друзей и подписчиков, которые были со мной на протяжении многих лет, заслуживают объяснения. Но я не уверена, должна ли я объясняться. И, очевидно, это не ваша вина, но меня окружает большое количество людей. Вначале было больно видеть, что пишут люди в комментариях, но работа в качестве онлайн-влияния в прошлом. Но сразу после произошёл инцидент, в прошлом году. Некоторые люди всё ещё думают, что это был своеобразный трюк, и что все эти годы я проделывала трюки, притворялась. Просто хочу вас заверить, что это не тот случай. Сам инцидент...это было грустно, но не удивительно. И это ещё не верхушка айсберга. Если вы помните, я написала много сообщений в своём Instagram о том, как мне угрожают без причин. И я была избита за то, кем являюсь. Я присутствовала на некоторых семинарах в роли спикера. Я пробовала организовать это, после того, что случилось со мной. И многие женщины приходили на семинары. И знаете, я говорю не о грубых комментариях, которые ты можешь просто игнорировать. Я говорю о тысячах ежедневных электронных письмах и сообщениях о том, как они хотят оторвать мою голову. И как-то раз я была дома одна и я даже не знаю, сколько парней пришло в этот день. Я чувствовала себя параноиком. Я не знала, что делать. И мне пришлось бежать. Я хотела рассказать кому-нибудь, но это крошечный город и все бы сразу узнали. Может быть, эти люди пришли к моей двери, чтобы попытаться убить меня. Это просто то, что происходит во Вьетнаме! Не знаю. Мне пришлось бежать. Я написала, что я мертва, но это не значило, что я хочу убить свой образ или начать новую жизнь. Я не сказала ни друзьям, ни коллегам. Просто сбежала в Америку на почти половину года. Или на пять месяцев, по крайней мне, таков был план. А потом мне был поставлен смертельный диагноз, болезнь. Я просто хочу, чтобы вы знали, что я не играла всё это время. Я сбежала, потому что была напугана. Я действительно боялась за свою жизнь. Но когда я перестала чувствовать опасность, я поняла, что даже если и не убивать себя, у меня всё равно осталось мало времени, чтобы жить. Я не собираюсь давать вам свои координаты и говорить о том, чем я занимаюсь сейчас. И я говорю это не для того, чтобы вы пожалели меня. Хочу, чтобы вы знали, что моя смерть - не притворство, и plaaastic тоже. Потому что, если вы знаете меня, то вы должны понимать, что моя работа, моё искусство - это всё, что у меня есть. Больше у меня ничего нет, но я не могу продолжать это. Конечно, я могу вернуться и сказать всем, что со мной всё хорошо, но я не могу тратить своё время. Каков результат, я никогда вас не обманывала, всегда была честна с вами. И это действительно больно, что люди думают, что я сделала/делаю это для внимания. Для чего мне внимание? Не знаю. Думаю, я собираюсь никогда не пересматривать это видео или записывать ещё. Я опубликую эту ссылку. В любом случае, если вы искали меня, то вы найдёте это видео. Я не хочу, чтобы оно стало вирусным или чтобы снова началась жизнь, где получаешь наказания ни за что. И я надеюсь, у вас никогда не будет суицидальных мыслей о моём самоубийстве. Я стараюсь сохранить жизнь. Скорее всего, я хочу, чтобы вы думали, что всё это в прошлом и что я нахожусь сейчас в хорошем месте, и что мои дела идут хорошо. Вы можете любить меня или ненавидеть, верить или не верить, но просто знайте, что я всегда старалась быть лучше, всегда любила вас. Это тяжело, но вы больше никогда меня не увидите. Давайте постараемся не быть жестокими. Думаю, это всё. Прощайте и удачи вам...”
@@yrri4009 спасибо вам огромное😭❤️
I was thinking about you earlier. I'm happy to see you! I'm sorry.
But she’s really gone this time 😭
In my opinion I'm not convinced
Patrick Caruana her family and boyfriend confirmed it
@@she222real still am not.
Rest In Peace. Hope you come to a better place than Earth. Once again, Depression killed a weird but amazing talent.
15/12/2018.
I'm sorry. No one will ever know what you are going through but hey. Thanks for trying to reach out. Don't stop your art. Do it for yourself. Hope you are safe. Hope you are trying your hardest to be happy no matter where you are. Your life is of utmost importance to yourself. Do whatever you can for yourself. You have made it this far. One day, finally, it will be okay. You don't have to explain to anybody. You don't have to answer to anybody, but thank you for doing this. Be free
i can’t stop crying, please, stay safe. i love you so much. i hope you’ll be happy, you deserve that. i’m sorry for my english, i know that it’s not really good... but i want you to know that i’m so happy to see you, to know the truth. you’re strong, you’re really strong and i really hope that now you’re staying safe. please, take care of yourself, you’re so precious ❤️
Your english is perfect. Thank you for leaving positivity.
I'm so sorry that there are people out there who still question you. I'm sorry I was never able to help you, being just one of the many out there who wish for your well being. I respect your decision & I will always pray that you find happiness in wherever you are. Thank you for not killing yourself, thank you for giving me hope.
Stay strong. We miss you still. I'm glad u are alive and well hopefully you are still keeping yourself alive..I love you...stay safe and stay strong this breaks my heart honestly I'm crying please please stay strong😭😭❤❤
I don’t even want to be mad. I am glad you are okay now. I am glad you are alive. You have been such an inspiration for me since I was 13/14 maybe? I am dead ass happy you’re still living and breathing and wish nothing but luck and positivity upon your life. We truly love u
I hope you stay safe.
Thank you for everything, I love you
Gi Gi, we will love you. Rest in piece 💜
Im from venezuela a caotic place. But i love you im spanish spanish only but PLEASE COME BACK. you are inspiration. Love you
she said that she hope that people dont share this vid anywhere and do not want it to go viral so please respect her decisions
Its RUclips
Soo its a silly wissh to have
alright thenn , just dont share this video with anyone else!!
I mean its a public video i can share it with who ever i want
Nazir Masoumi why not just respect her decision? since you saw this vid, good for you but just try not to share it with others
this way the vid will definitely not go viral
- crysyx - i mean its already shared all over my news feed. Its just stupid to upload a video like this and not think people wont share it
I am so glad you are alive, I loved your work. I understand you went through terrible hardships and I am truly sorry for that, but what you did was fucked up. When people, especially young and impressionable people, see that someone they looked up to chose to take their own life, it sets a bad precedent. You had a huge following of people that adored you, did you ever stop to think of the kind of influence your "suicide" would have on your followers who were also struggling with their mental health and suicidal thoughts?
There are so many better ways you could have handled that situation, Shit, even saying you were hit by a car and was killed would have been a better alternative - at least it wouldn't have promoted self-harm or suicide.
I’m so happy that you’re still with us 🖤 that IG post broke my heart and I kept going back to your account in hopes that you would post again. Please please take your time to get better. Heal your heart and smile again 💗 we all love you and support you no matter what. If you decide to come back, we’ll be so happy. Stay strong. You’ll get through this 💜
Hey mai Nhi, im a long supported fan, I’m sorry I made a theory saying you killed your personality and making a new life, but after you explained everything , I understand what happened, you don’t deserve to be treated horribly, I apologize if you were hurt by my theory, I truly deeply apologize, I’m happy your here still, please get better and take your time, stay strong, I love you Mai Nhi❤️
i still think about her now and again. she just wanted to express herself and her art, only to be hounded by online randos and crazy fans. i can understand to an extent since she had her reasons for faking her death. but she was boarder line homeless and legit mentally ill. I strongly believe social media played a part in her downfall. it just hurts knowing she was suffering.
I'm so confused. Did she really pass away?
Oh my god..i'm teary eyed. I missed you.
*Btw guys she doesn't want this vid to be viral. Respect that.*
Just thinking of her today... 1/27/23
It was a horrible situation and she handled it the way she saw fit and that’s it, RIP angel
Mai Nhiiiii thank you so muchhh love youuuuuuu thank you thank youuuuuuuu
i'm glad to hear that you're trying to heal and i hope you do and that you can live the rest of your life being truly happy and healthy 💛
Thank you for everything. I love you.
Your disease scares me. I hope you're doing well. You are so strong GG. Very strong. I'm sending you all my courage.
No one will ever have her Vision
Please don’t hurt yourself GG😭💔
im crying im so sorry this happened to u i hope your doing ok and ur safe im sure everyone understands why u felt like u had to do that. we wish u the best bb ❤❤❤
I love you💜stay safe and do what you gotta do
The most beautiful thing in the world is when she posted on march 19th saying “if i can never make art again, will you still love me?” And here we are, whether we may never see this beautiful, powerful women ever again, and everyones here to show there love and support and show her how much they love her and are proud. GG, you will always be in our hearts. Always, forever. I see you everywhere I go, in different shapes and forms, even gone you are an inspiration and remind me beauty comes in all forms, comes in everything. No matter if it's hated, or small, forgotten, or sick, it's lovely, and human, and even if you’ve given up before you went for as long as you could and that itself is beautiful. I will never forget crying over you when you died, or crying when you came back, crying so damn hard because your trying to stay alive not for anyone but for yourself, and for what you believe in. We love you GG, have a safe and happy life!!
be happy and stay strong
Ok I'm mad , but incredibly happy too. Thanks plaaastic seriously missed you.
I love you GG. You don’t deserve this and I hope you have a great future and a lovely life. I really hope you can find peace someday. Keep making your kick ass art and make yourself fucking happy until the day you die. Save yourself for the people who can’t.
so glad you’re okay 💕
Hello.xinchao.
I’m grad to see your video.
Please Don’t care feeling about your followers including me ,
please just think about yourself ,do what you want to.
Thanks for your video.
Oh god! I saw you on the video of Little Big and then tracked you down to your IG and FB just to find out you have somewhat committed suicide. And after that I decided to buy your book, haven't finished reading it yet. But your story is really really sad...
I was feeling bad then! But now! Wow! I'm happy you're still alive!
GLAD YOU'RE ALIVE, SAFE AND SOUND!
God..I really love you,Nhi.I hope you can sleep well now.
Be happy i just want you to be happy. Life is hard i know but its very easy to smile at it.