He ghosted me over and over for years. I finally grew sick of it - I ignored his last message and last week fired off a message telling him off that I was permanently removing him from my life because I deserve better. I was sick of him going out on a date then poof gone again only to resurface when his next relationship failed - I allowed it because I always wanted more with him. I stood up for myself finally and put my foot down.
I can relate. I put my foot down too and basically said if he didn’t see this moving forward I needed to protect my heart and he ghosted me, not a peep do after 4 weeks I messaged him wishing him happiness in this lifetime. I know he’s got lots on his plate but that doesn’t give him the right to play with my emotions. Either your in or not ❤
I’m surrendering to this connection and whatever happens happens the last time he gave me his word and then ghosted again. I can’t keep doing the same cycle and I told him that Thank you Kelly much love n light ❤
I had a breakdown today, my heart hurts. My soul aches. I have tried to disconnect and trust in the universe. Telling myself that some communication is better than none. I make excuses. Then I tip to the other side and tell myself I’m worth more. I deserve someone who actually wants to see me. Always back and forth. Ten years now. My soul is so tired.
This was my second reading from you,, and again this resonated with me. During a 2 yr gap from my Twinflame, not only have I become a believer in Goid ( I used to be agnistic) but I am evolving spiritually. What a journey! God bless to ypu, Kelly.
I ran away from him after bad behavior on his part. I choose to use it as a learning experience and process all the intense feelings our connection brought up for me. I feel his energy around me. If he ever reached out I'd be open to communicate but there would ha e be big changes before I'd consider even being friends with. I'm really in the place where I want to put myself first.
Yes we are twin flames, I would love for her to reach out to me and communicate about everything we've gone through during this seperation period.❤️❤️🔥 I feel like she will come to me soon!🥰👭 we have an intense passionate soulfull connection in every way ❤️🔥 I feel like others put bad energy on us because they didn't support our love and they were jealous instead of supportive...I have no negative energy toward her I love her unconditionally 💕 I am loyal to her because nothing else makes sense , she is my dream come true... It's not an easy journey but I'm all in. Girl I see 111 and 1111 so often!!..the synchronicities daily are amazing and yes a power couple. definitely both of us are healing. I'm proud of us both❤️ girl I had an amazing schwinn banana seat bike growing up!!! O my god she can do whatever she wants to me❤️🔥 yes yes im ready to renew and reunite with her when she's ready and she can spy on me all she wants🥰 thank you for teaching the cards and intuition with your readings it helps give a better understanding! Girl the day I tell you that her and I have reunited will be a glorious day o goodness!!! Love and light to you too♥️😁
@amyflood6071 thank you very much I'm the lucky one as well!! she is everything to me and worth this whole journey of self betterment ❤️🥰 as I heal she heals and that love changes the vibration of the world 🫶🫰💜🩷
@@amyflood6071 thank you so very much sincerely thank you it means alot when people support our love💕 I have and will stay true to myself and continue working on healing my trauma and insecurities I deserve it and she deserves me at my most authentic👭💜🩷 thank you I appreciate the prayers too that's kind of you, bless you 🙏♥️😁 thank you for being a nice person😁
I was told I made him feel uncomfortable and then he stopped talking to me. I am really hoping he comes out of this runner energy and comes on this journey of love with me. I have so much love to give to this person..🥺😭 I miss him with my entire being. Manifesting to hear something from him SOON!!
Maybe he doesn't understand what you are talking about regarding counterparts/twin flames? Most people never heard of this, and they may interpret it as woo woo or that you want them to marry now. I would refrain from talking about it. Keep the terminology to yourself. My man and I, we have been on and off, he leaves, then is back, then we go a round again. He asked me why I still liked him, forgive him. I told him that I just feel deeply connected to him and left it at that. Even that is a little too much for him. Though he said he loves me "differently " as compared to others before. I don't push it, so didn't ask much. I will just let him slowly show me/tell me. I hope this 3rd round is going to be better.
@@AMMA92244 I haven’t talked about twin flames with him.. I just expressed how I felt towards him cause we hadn’t spoken in over two years and thought when is it ever going to be the right time to let someone know how you have always felt about them? I wasn’t looking for a certain response but I was met with a little anger on his end, which i understand. We’ve been on this ride for 5 years now, and im just ready to be with him or really just move on at this point. It’s draining. I feel like we’ve always been flirting w each other but when I try to involve deeper feelings it’s always met with a coldness bc he feels guilty that he doesn’t feel the same way towards me but is sexually attracted to me? All of a sudden his energy pulls back again and I ask what’s going on and then I’m hit with the “we can’t be friends it’s obvious” past me would of begged and begged to have him stay and give me the chance basically be self demeaning. but I’m no longer that same person and I said how I deserve to be treated and I felt he was better then that. But yet here I am blocked! and just trying to get some answers as to wtf happened
I don't want to give up on her, but at this point, I have no choice but to move on- I'm not rejecting her, but cannot sit here forever hoping that she might actually talk to me again one day. The no contact silent treatment shit is killing what we had- I can love a person, but I cannot love a ghost. I've been putting it off, but if she's not here by the time my limpy ass gets to it, I need to clear out her remaining things and reclaim my bedroom. We weren't even having sex- she was just edging me mercilessly to try to harvest my energy. I'm genuinely not compatible with anyone else that I've ever met, and the same is probably true for her- we're both attractive to others, but it almost always results in us being used and abused. I wouldn't turn her away if she comes back- I'm not sure that I even can, but she's not back, and I don't know if she ever will be. I can't contact her even if I wanted to- she doesn't answer her phone or respond to texts and I don't know where she is staying, and even if I did show up where she is, it would just be putting myself into a position to get arrested for stalking, so it truly is entirely up to her.
He was so mean to me. He told me basically i didnt care about him. I dont harbor ill feelings i know he was projecting. And i feel him coming back i truly believe he has grown from where he was is ready to actually communicate his feelings. Thank you so much for this reading today. It confirmed my intuition.
Hey buddy love ✨ I however am utterly baffled with how you choose in a much superior way to spend what little time YOU have left in YOUR life to troll and belittle humans and unknowingly humiliate the fuck out of yourself by such contradictory behavior 😅😮 Stop simpin and get a life 🥩🥔 Love and light weirdo ✨🕊️
WTFF lol omg. This video played on its own. I never even clicked on this. First twenty seconds are so accurate. He is so unstable and inconsistent and I just cut him off like 5 hours ago. 🤯🤯🤯 Can’t wait to see what else comes up in this reading.
Rejected them wow. Yes!!!! Due to disrespect. I’m over it. This reading is so accurate. 😭 I was following the TF readings with you and was living parallel to them. Positive readings. Now things are the total opposite and you’re channeling thus energy too. Thank you 🙏 for your readings.
Thx for your reading it totally resonated with me and my twin flame 🔥🔥 24:49 .... Spot on 25:28 .....I believe that! 26:28 ....💯👍 28:42 .... Hope so🙂 30:13 ....I have Hope and yes telepathic connection..... 32:49 😊 Thx again sending you love and light and believing the Divine is in control 💕✨💕
It was like a fairytale love, until he ghosted me and did me totally wrong. But he is always on my mind and I think of him everyday constantly throughout the day. I really can't shake him as much as I want to, I can't. I'm ok without him and do me, but I think of him constantly. It's been a year, and he still takes up my head space.
F’ing hilarious! I love your humor Kelly! Banana seat! I’m ready for his banana! And I would never choose this TF journey and can’t believe as I’ve told you many times after 10 years alone I got this! 😅 I know I’ll live without him if he never comes back but I don’t know if my soul will ever let him go that’s what scares me and makes me sad. I feel like I’ll never be there same…
We met online almost a year ago. He lives 7 min away. We do have a very passionate relationship yes ❤ i think he wants to open up and tell his feelings but hes so afraid of being hurt again. He said he was thinking of blocking me so he wouldnt have the urge to get together, but he didn't. I do feel we will be together in the future once he heals from his nasty divorce. With the cheating x wife. It was rough on him. Thank you my 🦋🦋
Mine too 😮I was sooo done with it this morning then our Kelly did this reading 😊now I’ve gone back where I was. My person doesn’t communicate when he sees me, he just acts as if im casual friend one minute then whispers softly when I leave the café earlier than him “are you leaving?” There’s nothing, nothing at all. I really need the truth from him.. but it’s not happening
Kelly, thank you. It is true: he was a bit standoffsish with me. True, harsh words were said. And true, I think it started as sexual. Both of us still feel very sexually drawn to each other. I still fear it is all sexual and nothing more. It doesn't help me that his love language is that kind of intimacy. I am very much in my brain and I need that non-sexual romance. But when we separated, I did a lot of reflection and tried to learn lessons. Perhaps, he is not very good at emotional expressions and it might take him time. Or it is just the way he is. He keeps returning, and I keep taking him back. I just feel deeply connected to this man, doesn't matter what happened between us. And maybe I am dumb. But I can't help myself. I am trying not to overwhelm him with emotional expressions. Perhaps it gets too much for him or triggers something. So, just talk to him mentally 😊I know he can't hear it, but I just have the urge to tell him what I feel. Wish me, luck. I really feel like I found my man. But I know that feeling is one thing, reality another. I just want him in my life. 😢
This resonated to well its scary. This might be long but i dont have no one to tell and its eating me alive. Longstory short ive been in the absolute worse twinflame relationship of my life. Bacially ive went to jail over my twinflame after a bad psychedelic trip with LSD (Please dont ever try) this started the long legal battle thats still going on till this day and i ended up missing a few days of court and as a result the judge put me on house arrest. At this point my twinflame cheated on me multiple times so i feel resentment for her and for a lot of other reasons like being inconsiderate, rude all the time im just so over it. I wanted this twinflame connection to end a long time ago because it just hurts at this point. Now somehow some way, i know this is gonna sound weird but i have to get this off my chest. I have to go to these probation appointments every two weeks and meet with a man to check my ankle moniter, just about 6 months in they changed my PO officer from this boring old man to this amazing, sweet gorgous young lady about my age, seems a litttle older than me. My appointments are suppose to be 5 to 10 minutes flat normally but when i started to see "her" my appointments lasted 1 to 2 hours. My twinflame even noticed and commented on how long they were. But we would just talk for hours on end (at least thats what it feels like) i would always say to myself "man this woman is so gorgous, i aint never seen no beauty like this in real life before". She would always check up on me mentally, gave me everyday life advice, try to help me gain employment the whole nine, she also asked me personal questions that i usually dont answer to just anyone but i was happy to answer for her. Like she would ask me if i had any kids or what seen myself doing in 5 years and im like 🤔 these are questions that a girl would ask a guy she likes and is trying to get to know more. This is something NO ONE in my life does and it made me feel some type of way. Like i was truly falling for her. It got to a point where i would think about her all the time, i actually anticipated my probation appointments while just 6 months ago i hated wasting time driving all the way downtown just to talk to some person for 10 minutes then drive home. Now i get super excited for them. She would always tell me to reach out if i ever need someone. Its been weeks because i was scared. I never truly felt like this for someone not even my own twinflame, like we share a literal soul. Plus its my fucking probation officer! I think its weird... Like could she get in trouble? Could i get in trouble? Could there be a toxic power dynamic?! Its not like i want to fuck her so i can get some benifits because shes my probation officer but i actually truly have feelings for this woman and i can surly 100% confidently tell intuitively she feels the same way energetically, It was as if she was hinting at a "hit me up sometime" type of energy. She did this several times. Sometimes multiple times a day. She would say "i know your having a rough time in your life and if you ever need someone to talk to contact me" (i literally told this woman everything tbh) she was worried about my mental and wanted ME TO REACH OUT. So i mustered up the courage and emailed her how i felt. For some odd reason im kinda good with wording stuff so i word it to where i wasnt spilling my feelings but i obviously hinted at the fact that i have feelings for her without being overwhelming and that i needed someone to talk so im taking her up on her offer to contact her. This woman emailed me back (it was a long email too) saying how i should seek help from a family or friend and to get counseling... Ummm excuse me...? Ma'am!? Wtf happened to the "if you ever need someone to talk to reach out" bullshit!?!? The long passionate conversations?? She would give me the "fuck me now" eyes sometimes. Hell, when shes walking me out when the appointments are over its like we cant separate from each other. We just keep coming back to each other adding on more conversation and i would be sticking half way through the door laughing and giggling with her like children.. wtf happened? Well that hurt like hell. Im kinda in this "shes like all the other bitches" energy and said fuck it but on the other hand its the connection thats too strong and i cant get away from it. I even tried masking the pain by trying not to think about her trying to sleep with and talk to other women like my ex's but i couldnt bring myself to do it. I only want her 😭 and no one else. I feel so strongly about this that im saving my body for her and only her. I dont even know if this woman likes me or not just judging from that fucking email she just sent me. But this connection feels so... Divinely planned or something, or we have a soul mate connection or something because this energy is wildly intense 😳. Its to the point where i see her and only her in my future. Its hard to deal with me still living with my twinflame, i clocked out of the relationship months ago and im ready to start fresh im so over it. We barely talk, she drains my energy.. Like im in mental turmoil and my heart finally opened so this shits ripping me apart from the inside and out, constantly having mental breakdowns from constant triggers from my twinflame.. Im longing for this connection with my PO officer its been exactly 2 weeks and our appointent is on monday (its saturday night as im writing this) and if i see her in person it wont be pretty. But this reading and multiple others (they are all the exact same i swear) even from different channels they all say the samething.. Same cards and all. 🤔 That im just closing the door on a relationship that i NEED to let go of and open the new door right in front of you. Also that she feels bad for making a decision in the past and that she wants forgiveness and that shes going to be reaching out soon by message expressing how she truly feels. But she was doing "shadow work" and going through a "dark night of the soul" transformation and at this time so she needed time to change her perspective to see this connection differently. Ugh one thing im grateful for about my twinflame is that she taught me forgiveness. She cheated on me like 5 different times. Yes i forgave her over and over and over again. I went as far as to stay loyal to her even after finding out that she did what she did. So many temptations when women would throw themselves at me i would never budge. Most of the times were my twinflames little friends. I stayed true to myself and my dignity and integrity. My twinflame taught me who i really was. Even though my twinflame was the worst connection ive ever been with. It taught me who i wanted to be. It showed me who i truly AM. Managed to truly heal my heart to the point where i can feel love again.... I want to share this overwhelmingly amount of love with this woman and im really willing to give this beautiful soul forgiveness. It was hard to come to that conclusion but its from the fucking heart. ❤ Fucking hell. 😮💨 "The twinflame connection will either be your worst or the best connection you ever had. Or it can be the best lessons you could ever learn." Sorry this was so long 😅 Thanks again ❤
I can't text her- I deleted her contact information because it was far too one-sided, and I felt I was risking my own freedom by texting her when she was not responding.
Hi Kelly, I am hoping he will reach out soon. My heart is breaking. His karmic got involved and was very bully-like, abusive. I am still sending a few texts but feel myself surrendering.
He ghosted me over and over for years. I finally grew sick of it - I ignored his last message and last week fired off a message telling him off that I was permanently removing him from my life because I deserve better. I was sick of him going out on a date then poof gone again only to resurface when his next relationship failed - I allowed it because I always wanted more with him. I stood up for myself finally and put my foot down.
Good for you ,leaving them wanting ,not the other way round I never chase men anymore they are not the prize I AM .
I can relate. I put my foot down too and basically said if he didn’t see this moving forward I needed to protect my heart and he ghosted me, not a peep do after 4 weeks I messaged him wishing him happiness in this lifetime. I know he’s got lots on his plate but that doesn’t give him the right to play with my emotions. Either your in or not ❤
So proud of you. 👏
Me too I just cut mine off. So over it.
We are worth more and we get to CHOOSE what we entertain. 🙏
Who in their right mind would want a twinflame relationship ,it is the hardest connection ever . Give me lovely soulmate love any day .❤
He literally asked if i cursed him lol. Mind blown at how accurate this is.
If he could truly change his ways and become a true genuine person, then maybe we would end up being together. Only time can tell.
Healing not feeling
You are so amazing !!! I feel like you’re reading my life story ..
I’m surrendering to this connection and whatever happens happens the last time he gave me his word and then ghosted again. I can’t keep doing the same cycle and I told him that
Thank you Kelly much love n light ❤
I know a girl who would make a ghost envious, she’s that good at disappearing !
I had a breakdown today, my heart hurts. My soul aches. I have tried to disconnect and trust in the universe. Telling myself that some communication is better than none. I make excuses. Then I tip to the other side and tell myself I’m worth more. I deserve someone who actually wants to see me. Always back and forth. Ten years now. My soul is so tired.
Love you Kelly, you always have the right direction from the guides for me. My life story revealed.
Fanny flutters if you catch my drift 😂😂😂 you crack me up!
Riding the banana and fanny flutters I am dying laughing!!! You are hilarious!
Highly resonate with this reading and strongly claim all positive energy thank you Kelly ❤
This was my second reading from you,, and again this resonated with me. During a 2 yr gap from my Twinflame, not only have I become a believer in Goid ( I used to be agnistic) but I am evolving spiritually. What a journey!
God bless to ypu, Kelly.
Ur vdos help me a lot in staying positive while manifesting
I ran away from him after bad behavior on his part. I choose to use it as a learning experience and process all the intense feelings our connection brought up for me. I feel his energy around me. If he ever reached out I'd be open to communicate but there would ha e be big changes before I'd consider even being friends with. I'm really in the place where I want to put myself first.
Me too. 🙏 exactly what I’m going through.
You always have impeccable timing with your messages. I love you and the energy you bring. I am grateful for this connection with you Kelly!
Hi Kelly I would just pray he reaches out he hasn’t yet
Yes we are twin flames, I would love for her to reach out to me and communicate about everything we've gone through during this seperation period.❤️❤️🔥 I feel like she will come to me soon!🥰👭 we have an intense passionate soulfull connection in every way ❤️🔥 I feel like others put bad energy on us because they didn't support our love and they were jealous instead of supportive...I have no negative energy toward her I love her unconditionally 💕 I am loyal to her because nothing else makes sense , she is my dream come true... It's not an easy journey but I'm all in. Girl I see 111 and 1111 so often!!..the synchronicities daily are amazing and yes a power couple. definitely both of us are healing. I'm proud of us both❤️ girl I had an amazing schwinn banana seat bike growing up!!! O my god she can do whatever she wants to me❤️🔥 yes yes im ready to renew and reunite with her when she's ready and she can spy on me all she wants🥰 thank you for teaching the cards and intuition with your readings it helps give a better understanding! Girl the day I tell you that her and I have reunited will be a glorious day o goodness!!! Love and light to you too♥️😁
❤❤❤ lucky lady or gent.
@amyflood6071 thank you very much I'm the lucky one as well!! she is everything to me and worth this whole journey of self betterment ❤️🥰 as I heal she heals and that love changes the vibration of the world 🫶🫰💜🩷
@chandafirkus6771 I wish you all the best. Stay tru to you in that journey. Heal n grow and I pray for you
@@amyflood6071 thank you so very much sincerely thank you it means alot when people support our love💕 I have and will stay true to myself and continue working on healing my trauma and insecurities I deserve it and she deserves me at my most authentic👭💜🩷 thank you I appreciate the prayers too that's kind of you, bless you 🙏♥️😁 thank you for being a nice person😁
Fantastic Reading loved it it resonated Thank You have a wonderful day 😊
Good morning Kelly! I just love your soft voice and you are teaching me tarot by your channeling messages.
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I love that! That’s why I spend so much time explaining the cards, because I’m trying to teach people! ❤️
Oh my goodness! SPOT TF ON! Wow!
This connection is very difficult ! You are on point with everything ! You give me hope , he will finally reach out ❤
I was told I made him feel uncomfortable and then he stopped talking to me. I am really hoping he comes out of this runner energy and comes on this journey of love with me. I have so much love to give to this person..🥺😭 I miss him with my entire being. Manifesting to hear something from him SOON!!
Maybe he doesn't understand what you are talking about regarding counterparts/twin flames? Most people never heard of this, and they may interpret it as woo woo or that you want them to marry now. I would refrain from talking about it. Keep the terminology to yourself. My man and I, we have been on and off, he leaves, then is back, then we go a round again. He asked me why I still liked him, forgive him. I told him that I just feel deeply connected to him and left it at that. Even that is a little too much for him. Though he said he loves me "differently " as compared to others before. I don't push it, so didn't ask much. I will just let him slowly show me/tell me. I hope this 3rd round is going to be better.
YOU didn't make him feel that way..HE felt that way all by himself and Projected that onto you.
@@AMMA92244 I haven’t talked about twin flames with him.. I just expressed how I felt towards him cause we hadn’t spoken in over two years and thought when is it ever going to be the right time to let someone know how you have always felt about them? I wasn’t looking for a certain response but I was met with a little anger on his end, which i understand. We’ve been on this ride for 5 years now, and im just ready to be with him or really just move on at this point. It’s draining. I feel like we’ve always been flirting w each other but when I try to involve deeper feelings it’s always met with a coldness bc he feels guilty that he doesn’t feel the same way towards me but is sexually attracted to me? All of a sudden his energy pulls back again and I ask what’s going on and then I’m hit with the “we can’t be friends it’s obvious” past me would of begged and begged to have him stay and give me the chance basically be self demeaning. but I’m no longer that same person and I said how I deserve to be treated and I felt he was better then that.
But yet here I am blocked! and just trying to get some answers as to wtf happened
@@a.b.creator I agree! not even mad about it truthfully. I understand what it’s like to be living in a trauma based mindset..hoping he heals from it 💗
You have to embody the energy of the queen of swords ,some guys only understand women that treat them coldly .
I don't want to give up on her, but at this point, I have no choice but to move on- I'm not rejecting her, but cannot sit here forever hoping that she might actually talk to me again one day. The no contact silent treatment shit is killing what we had- I can love a person, but I cannot love a ghost. I've been putting it off, but if she's not here by the time my limpy ass gets to it, I need to clear out her remaining things and reclaim my bedroom. We weren't even having sex- she was just edging me mercilessly to try to harvest my energy.
I'm genuinely not compatible with anyone else that I've ever met, and the same is probably true for her- we're both attractive to others, but it almost always results in us being used and abused. I wouldn't turn her away if she comes back- I'm not sure that I even can, but she's not back, and I don't know if she ever will be. I can't contact her even if I wanted to- she doesn't answer her phone or respond to texts and I don't know where she is staying, and even if I did show up where she is, it would just be putting myself into a position to get arrested for stalking, so it truly is entirely up to her.
He was so mean to me. He told me basically i didnt care about him. I dont harbor ill feelings i know he was projecting. And i feel him coming back i truly believe he has grown from where he was is ready to actually communicate his feelings. Thank you so much for this reading today. It confirmed my intuition.
Spot On today!!!
I just Don’t Do “ Take Backs”!!
Too many Broken Promises…
Heyy ✨💫
Beautiful messages 💞
It sounds promising!! 💍
Thanks!! 🙏💯
This reading resonated so much!
I am so amazed how many people watch tarot to see what comes in their life
Hey buddy love ✨
I however am utterly baffled with how you choose in a much superior way to spend what little time YOU have left in YOUR life to troll and belittle humans and unknowingly humiliate the fuck out of yourself by such contradictory behavior 😅😮
Stop simpin and get a life 🥩🥔
Love and light weirdo ✨🕊️
I'm waiting for him to ask me out! Thank you Kelly very much! ❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊
Yes indeed it does resonates with me absolutely definitely 💯 thanks
WTFF lol omg. This video played on its own. I never even clicked on this. First twenty seconds are so accurate. He is so unstable and inconsistent and I just cut him off like 5 hours ago. 🤯🤯🤯
Can’t wait to see what else comes up in this reading.
Rejected them wow. Yes!!!! Due to disrespect. I’m over it.
This reading is so accurate. 😭
I was following the TF readings with you and was living parallel to them. Positive readings. Now things are the total opposite and you’re channeling thus energy too.
Thank you 🙏 for your readings.
Thank you for this reading Kelly ! ❤
Thank you ❤
Thx for your reading it totally resonated with me and my twin flame 🔥🔥
24:49 .... Spot on 25:28 .....I believe that!
26:28 ....💯👍
28:42 .... Hope so🙂
30:13 ....I have Hope and yes telepathic connection.....
32:49 😊
Thx again sending you love and light and believing the Divine is in control 💕✨💕
You are amazing Kelly 💖💖
Great reading once again found me on 11.10.2024 xx
Im looking forward now standing in my union with my TF xx
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I adire you Kelly!❤❤Love and Light at you😊
It was like a fairytale love, until he ghosted me and did me totally wrong. But he is always on my mind and I think of him everyday constantly throughout the day. I really can't shake him as much as I want to, I can't. I'm ok without him and do me, but I think of him constantly. It's been a year, and he still takes up my head space.
Have you tried a cord cutting? Wondering if it would help
@@Fairypie0 I have many of times.
Thanks ☺️
F’ing hilarious! I love your humor Kelly! Banana seat! I’m ready for his banana! And I would never choose this TF journey and can’t believe as I’ve told you many times after 10 years alone I got this! 😅 I know I’ll live without him if he never comes back but I don’t know if my soul will ever let him go that’s what scares me and makes me sad. I feel like I’ll never be there same…
We met online almost a year ago. He lives 7 min away. We do have a very passionate relationship yes ❤ i think he wants to open up and tell his feelings but hes so afraid of being hurt again. He said he was thinking of blocking me so he wouldnt have the urge to get together, but he didn't.
I do feel we will be together in the future once he heals from his nasty divorce. With the cheating x wife. It was rough on him. Thank you my 🦋🦋
My ego monster has been eating cookies this morning 🙄
Thank you, I needed this reading this morning ❤️🦋
Listen you ego monster! No more cookies for you! You are getting too big! Time to go cold turkey!!!!!
@@DivineEmpressTarot333thanks Kelly ❤
Mine too 😮I was sooo done with it this morning then our Kelly did this reading 😊now I’ve gone back where I was. My person doesn’t communicate when he sees me, he just acts as if im casual friend one minute then whispers softly when I leave the café earlier than him “are you leaving?” There’s nothing, nothing at all. I really need the truth from him.. but it’s not happening
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Kelly, thank you. It is true: he was a bit standoffsish with me. True, harsh words were said. And true, I think it started as sexual. Both of us still feel very sexually drawn to each other. I still fear it is all sexual and nothing more. It doesn't help me that his love language is that kind of intimacy. I am very much in my brain and I need that non-sexual romance. But when we separated, I did a lot of reflection and tried to learn lessons. Perhaps, he is not very good at emotional expressions and it might take him time. Or it is just the way he is. He keeps returning, and I keep taking him back. I just feel deeply connected to this man, doesn't matter what happened between us. And maybe I am dumb. But I can't help myself. I am trying not to overwhelm him with emotional expressions. Perhaps it gets too much for him or triggers something. So, just talk to him mentally 😊I know he can't hear it, but I just have the urge to tell him what I feel. Wish me, luck. I really feel like I found my man. But I know that feeling is one thing, reality another. I just want him in my life. 😢
He said A LOT of hateful and hurtful things!
This resonated to well its scary. This might be long but i dont have no one to tell and its eating me alive. Longstory short ive been in the absolute worse twinflame relationship of my life. Bacially ive went to jail over my twinflame after a bad psychedelic trip with LSD (Please dont ever try) this started the long legal battle thats still going on till this day and i ended up missing a few days of court and as a result the judge put me on house arrest. At this point my twinflame cheated on me multiple times so i feel resentment for her and for a lot of other reasons like being inconsiderate, rude all the time im just so over it. I wanted this twinflame connection to end a long time ago because it just hurts at this point. Now somehow some way, i know this is gonna sound weird but i have to get this off my chest. I have to go to these probation appointments every two weeks and meet with a man to check my ankle moniter, just about 6 months in they changed my PO officer from this boring old man to this amazing, sweet gorgous young lady about my age, seems a litttle older than me. My appointments are suppose to be 5 to 10 minutes flat normally but when i started to see "her" my appointments lasted 1 to 2 hours. My twinflame even noticed and commented on how long they were. But we would just talk for hours on end (at least thats what it feels like) i would always say to myself "man this woman is so gorgous, i aint never seen no beauty like this in real life before". She would always check up on me mentally, gave me everyday life advice, try to help me gain employment the whole nine, she also asked me personal questions that i usually dont answer to just anyone but i was happy to answer for her. Like she would ask me if i had any kids or what seen myself doing in 5 years and im like 🤔 these are questions that a girl would ask a guy she likes and is trying to get to know more. This is something NO ONE in my life does and it made me feel some type of way. Like i was truly falling for her. It got to a point where i would think about her all the time, i actually anticipated my probation appointments while just 6 months ago i hated wasting time driving all the way downtown just to talk to some person for 10 minutes then drive home. Now i get super excited for them. She would always tell me to reach out if i ever need someone. Its been weeks because i was scared. I never truly felt like this for someone not even my own twinflame, like we share a literal soul. Plus its my fucking probation officer! I think its weird... Like could she get in trouble? Could i get in trouble? Could there be a toxic power dynamic?! Its not like i want to fuck her so i can get some benifits because shes my probation officer but i actually truly have feelings for this woman and i can surly 100% confidently tell intuitively she feels the same way energetically, It was as if she was hinting at a "hit me up sometime" type of energy. She did this several times. Sometimes multiple times a day. She would say "i know your having a rough time in your life and if you ever need someone to talk to contact me" (i literally told this woman everything tbh) she was worried about my mental and wanted ME TO REACH OUT. So i mustered up the courage and emailed her how i felt. For some odd reason im kinda good with wording stuff so i word it to where i wasnt spilling my feelings but i obviously hinted at the fact that i have feelings for her without being overwhelming and that i needed someone to talk so im taking her up on her offer to contact her.
This woman emailed me back (it was a long email too) saying how i should seek help from a family or friend and to get counseling... Ummm excuse me...? Ma'am!? Wtf happened to the "if you ever need someone to talk to reach out" bullshit!?!? The long passionate conversations?? She would give me the "fuck me now" eyes sometimes. Hell, when shes walking me out when the appointments are over its like we cant separate from each other. We just keep coming back to each other adding on more conversation and i would be sticking half way through the door laughing and giggling with her like children.. wtf happened? Well that hurt like hell. Im kinda in this "shes like all the other bitches" energy and said fuck it but on the other hand its the connection thats too strong and i cant get away from it. I even tried masking the pain by trying not to think about her trying to sleep with and talk to other women like my ex's but i couldnt bring myself to do it. I only want her 😭 and no one else. I feel so strongly about this that im saving my body for her and only her. I dont even know if this woman likes me or not just judging from that fucking email she just sent me. But this connection feels so... Divinely planned or something, or we have a soul mate connection or something because this energy is wildly intense 😳. Its to the point where i see her and only her in my future. Its hard to deal with me still living with my twinflame, i clocked out of the relationship months ago and im ready to start fresh im so over it. We barely talk, she drains my energy.. Like im in mental turmoil and my heart finally opened so this shits ripping me apart from the inside and out, constantly having mental breakdowns from constant triggers from my twinflame.. Im longing for this connection with my PO officer its been exactly 2 weeks and our appointent is on monday (its saturday night as im writing this) and if i see her in person it wont be pretty. But this reading and multiple others (they are all the exact same i swear) even from different channels they all say the samething.. Same cards and all. 🤔
That im just closing the door on a relationship that i NEED to let go of and open the new door right in front of you.
Also that she feels bad for making a decision in the past and that she wants forgiveness and that shes going to be reaching out soon by message expressing how she truly feels. But she was doing "shadow work" and going through a "dark night of the soul" transformation and at this time so she needed time to change her perspective to see this connection differently.
Ugh one thing im grateful for about my twinflame is that she taught me forgiveness. She cheated on me like 5 different times. Yes i forgave her over and over and over again. I went as far as to stay loyal to her even after finding out that she did what she did. So many temptations when women would throw themselves at me i would never budge. Most of the times were my twinflames little friends. I stayed true to myself and my dignity and integrity. My twinflame taught me who i really was. Even though my twinflame was the worst connection ive ever been with. It taught me who i wanted to be. It showed me who i truly AM. Managed to truly heal my heart to the point where i can feel love again.... I want to share this overwhelmingly amount of love with this woman and im really willing to give this beautiful soul forgiveness. It was hard to come to that conclusion but its from the fucking heart. ❤
Fucking hell. 😮💨
"The twinflame connection will either be your worst or the best connection you ever had. Or it can be the best lessons you could ever learn."
Sorry this was so long 😅
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Im afraid its to late for them, ill never trust them again but wish them well regardless..
Wally *confirmed 💕
I know she won’t come back
And I probably should stop seeing this readings
It’s been to long
Thank you :)
I can't text her- I deleted her contact information because it was far too one-sided, and I felt I was risking my own freedom by texting her when she was not responding.
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He changes his number like he changes his underwear.
I want to change my number 😂
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Hi Kelly,
I am hoping he will reach out soon. My heart is breaking. His karmic got involved and was very bully-like, abusive. I am still sending a few texts but feel myself surrendering.
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Do u kn Kelly I aleats see them emerging like a mirror on ur table ...
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