When I was 17, I felt so depressed about leaving my house and my mother, today I am 25 and I feel just as sad, I always believed that it would get better with time, but it didn't.
I spent years not caring. Not giving a shit about what others thought of me and not caring about what I did. Drugs, drinking, partying to no end. I even cheated on my girlfriend because I thought I could. Because I liked the attention. It feels like a good time. Until it all catches up with you. All the pain inside your head. The emptiness behind your eyes becomes more obvious people start to see who you are deep down behind the smiley face you put on. It took some heavy divine intervention to set me straight and I still work on myself now im not perfect. I never will be and I may never even redeem myself. I stopped drinking. Stopped taking drugs. My girlfriend forgave me eventually and we are now better than ever. But i don’t deserve this by any stretch of the imagination. I have been cruel and I have been arrogant. And I remember how it felt to take a throne of impotency. Which at the time felt like all the power in the world. I can barely think about the days when it all came to a head last March. And it’s taken a lot for me to find it within myself to say “you are more than that”
@@Wlledits if they can’t forgive you it’s unfortunately a variable you cannot change. You (we) made choices and these are the consequences. But just because we they cannot forgive you doesn’t mean you can’t forgive yourself. Find the peace within yourself to move on from it and make new friends find new friends and be the person you wanna be and above all else be kind.
Tbh i feel empty i only had 1 friend that was there for me and he had to go like leave until i just feel tired ,empty,depressed,lonely exhausted,bored ,nothing to do.
Bro what you thinking about: As such I have no regrets in meeting you, friend. Should the day ever come that we are not together, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories. If you can't run...walk If you can't walk...crawl But by all means keep moving I'm sorry that on that day, the day you were shut out and left to die, no one was there to lift you up in their arms, the way you lifted others into yours. And then, what became of you, I should have known, you wouldn't be content to disappear A system of cells interlinked within cells interlinked within cells interlinked within one stem
on the penultimate day of school they said that everyone didn't find me funny or nice, i said they were lying and on the last day i saw that it was real
What can I say to you? I remember how it felt to take that throne, all that it meant, all that it did not, and the once that I chased redemption, that that I never deserved………… what does that make me, god of fools, god of, god of pain, of suffering, of destruction, you lost everything! And every one, you became, it is no forgiving you, YOU CHOSE, I chose, but now, should I say man should I sit, proclaim, lead, should I lose everything and every one, there’s be enough of inside so that i do not become you. I have hope. You are, cruel, and arrogant , and selfish, but you are more than that you have always been more then others, so
For anyone who sees this,im chasing my dream to be a footballer but,my family are telling me to wake up and cuz im from lebanon its just hard to get anywere with this dream i feel like giving up almost. Madra was right "wake up to reality nothing goes as planned in this accursed world" Its over for my dream for my future. Were..were will i be in 10 years?? If its over, will i have no future no life and no one? I lost hope, hope in myself in my dream in everything and everyone.
Sometimes everything is falling apart but you have the choice of give up or keep going and do ur best people always will try to hurt you you deserve more than that you unique and special believe in your self🤍
i can feel the aura on my shoulders. tje weight of a true high potential high value human withering insidfe of me, watching me make the same mistakes every day. watching me intentionally avoid doing waht i need to do to being a sigma. every day of my life i feel held back by this fact. all i hope for is a change. a change of pace, of mentality, of skin. a way for me to break through.
It's time to find your path man either pick up some heavy ass weights and stare the abyss is It's eyes or waste a good opportunity. I been in that same spot
Post nut clarity ahh song (I listen to this everytime I experience post nut clarity and its 2am. I wasted hours. Why did i do it? What can i say to myself? I know How it felt to take that throne. All that it meant, and all that it did not)
The truth hurts doesn’t it like it’s just mad suffering pain we have to go through our lives and see your family members die all the years from your life and next thing you know your death still yet has to come to an end but will it be peace full or just a painful death there is just no end to pain and no forgiveness just pain there is nothing to forgive but after all is life still worth it or do I just wait and do nothing and waste my time of life
Best part is definitely 1:53 too 2:12
definetly 30-51
I agree with both 🫡@@user-pv1jm5eb2f
"But you are more than that
You have always been more than what others saw"
These words hit hard
Cant cry, cant laugh, cant be mad, cant be happy, cant feel comfortable, cant feel bad, cant feel good, Just EMPTY.
Holy Shit Brother i sadly Know What you Feel Like or what you dont feel..
same
This too shall pass.
When I was 17, I felt so depressed about leaving my house and my mother, today I am 25 and I feel just as sad, I always believed that it would get better with time, but it didn't.
put this on spotify and i will be so happy
Kratos is the definition of discipline.
it hurts..
Me facing real life problems 😞
0:34
"god of fools a... a god of pain of suffering of destruction
you lost everything AND EVERYONE!
It is no forgiving you, YOU CHOISE!
I... chose..."
God of pain...
It hurts
I be feeling some kinda way when this hits.
Regretful mostly. Realizing I should've and could've done so much more. Realizing I've been...I'm trash.
I hope you good.
@@zacharydewing6344 Yeah. Mostly regret. But there's a small bittersweet feeling I cannot describe. Thanks for looking out for me man.
@@BrokuTheGoatv2-ov2zf ik exactly what you mean. It's an odd feeling indeed.
Np, we all need someone to acknowledge us...even if a random stranger.
I spent years not caring. Not giving a shit about what others thought of me and not caring about what I did. Drugs, drinking, partying to no end. I even cheated on my girlfriend because I thought I could. Because I liked the attention. It feels like a good time. Until it all catches up with you. All the pain inside your head. The emptiness behind your eyes becomes more obvious people start to see who you are deep down behind the smiley face you put on. It took some heavy divine intervention to set me straight and I still work on myself now im not perfect. I never will be and I may never even redeem myself. I stopped drinking. Stopped taking drugs. My girlfriend forgave me eventually and we are now better than ever. But i don’t deserve this by any stretch of the imagination. I have been cruel and I have been arrogant. And I remember how it felt to take a throne of impotency. Which at the time felt like all the power in the world.
I can barely think about the days when it all came to a head last March. And it’s taken a lot for me to find it within myself to say “you are more than that”
Me and you are the same
I lost my friends because of my past actions. I realised too late and now, they will never look in my face again.
@@Wlledits if they can’t forgive you it’s unfortunately a variable you cannot change. You (we) made choices and these are the consequences. But just because we they cannot forgive you doesn’t mean you can’t forgive yourself. Find the peace within yourself to move on from it and make new friends find new friends and be the person you wanna be and above all else be kind.
@@Maddie_Reilly1999 thanks bro, this was just what i needed
Help me, I've been listening to this song 100 times
Real
True 🫂😣❤️
I hope you live and live 😢
Do some squats. Feel some real pain. The inner pain is an illusion. It sticks by you for long as you accept the things it says.
Just 100 time ?
Tbh i feel empty i only had 1 friend that was there for me and he had to go like leave until i just feel tired ,empty,depressed,lonely exhausted,bored ,nothing to do.
Bro what you thinking about:
As such I have no regrets in meeting you, friend. Should the day ever come that we are not together, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories.
If you can't run...walk
If you can't walk...crawl
But by all means keep moving
I'm sorry that on that day, the day you were shut out and left to die, no one was there to lift you up in their arms, the way you lifted others into yours. And then, what became of you, I should have known, you wouldn't be content to disappear
A system of cells interlinked within cells interlinked within cells interlinked within one stem
I cant escape this vid (help)
on the penultimate day of school they said that everyone didn't find me funny or nice, i said they were lying and on the last day i saw that it was real
God Of Hope...
W song man, nice job making it ultra slowed :)
Thank you very much 😁
What can I say to you? I remember how it felt to take that throne, all that it meant, all that it did not, and the once that I chased redemption, that that I never deserved………… what does that make me, god of fools, god of, god of pain, of suffering, of destruction, you lost everything! And every one, you became, it is no forgiving you, YOU CHOSE, I chose, but now, should I say man should I sit, proclaim, lead, should I lose everything and every one, there’s be enough of inside so that i do not become you. I have hope. You are, cruel, and arrogant , and selfish, but you are more than that you have always been more then others, so
Every breathe I take feels like I’m inhaling fire …..
Bro this is like my drug now i can't stop for search this
me too lol
For anyone who sees this,im chasing my dream to be a footballer but,my family are telling me to wake up and cuz im from lebanon its just hard to get anywere with this dream i feel like giving up almost.
Madra was right "wake up to reality nothing goes as planned in this accursed world"
Its over for my dream for my future.
Were..were will i be in 10 years??
If its over, will i have no future no life and no one?
I lost hope, hope in myself in my dream in everything and everyone.
I hate the fact that I’m not gonna have a future
you are my friend i bielive in you
Giving up is the gayest thing a man can do, remember that bro.
Do it for your parents.
I hate the fact that I will not see the tomorrow, fooling around with death was a mistake
@@Cristtianoronaldo7yup I am gonna kms for the sake of my parents so they don't have to lose all their money
Sometimes everything is falling apart but you have the choice of give up or keep going and do ur best people always will try to hurt you you deserve more than that you unique and special believe in your self🤍
Real
-pov(real) Sister or Brother marrying someone
This is something more than amazing 🙂↕️
Listening this song since it came out. Real
i can feel the aura on my shoulders. tje weight of a true high potential high value human withering insidfe of me, watching me make the same mistakes every day. watching me intentionally avoid doing waht i need to do to being a sigma. every day of my life i feel held back by this fact. all i hope for is a change. a change of pace, of mentality, of skin. a way for me to break through.
so relatable
I know this isn’t much but idc about my self and only care about everyone else
I've never related more.
brooo thanks for this ideal
No problem 😁👍
Im cooked.
Primary School, I used to be innocent, a nerd but I was kind. But in high school, I don’t have that anymore. . .
It's time to find your path man either pick up some heavy ass weights and stare the abyss is It's eyes or waste a good opportunity. I been in that same spot
Real shi
i hate the way my one true best friend left me when i plan something with him and he agreed i fell like the nothing left
not anymore.
real
Post nut clarity ahh song (I listen to this everytime I experience post nut clarity and its 2am. I wasted hours. Why did i do it? What can i say to myself? I know How it felt to take that throne. All that it meant, and all that it did not)
💔
The truth hurts doesn’t it like it’s just mad suffering pain we have to go through our lives and see your family members die all the years from your life and next thing you know your death still yet has to come to an end but will it be peace full or just a painful death there is just no end to pain and no forgiveness just pain there is nothing to forgive but after all is life still worth it or do I just wait and do nothing and waste my time of life
Noah btw
😔😔😔
help me...
What do you need help with?
What can I say to you?
I remember how it felt to take that throne
@@XXIV_Robin all that it meant, and all it did not...
@@The_Bush_MaōriAnd the Nords say I... Chase redemption... That I know I can never deserve...
@@slashedheart4256 But what does that make me? A god of fools...a god of...hope.
😞😔
Você eu : amigo?
for me is alright.
i don't have a single friend since 2019
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😐😐🫰🏼👆🏼
What is this anime ?
@zhirjalal8218 No, it's a compilation of different anime's