Im an out In the in Tryna fit in I aint seeing clearly My light kinda dim I dont remember who Im supposed to be nor who I am I act like everything is right But there's still pieces left I get left behind like the feelings that I don't show Its really easy to talk bout shit that you dont know Ive been overthing it feel like my head will blow And ive been trying to stay calm feel zen but I dont Ive been in my head lone own yeah alone Been a couple years since ive felt this low cold raw hit hard harder than last time I still feel the blast My heart not intact
I can’t stand it when you walk away, told you I’d forever stay but my love has gone astray, spent time, wasted space, this life I can’t seem to win this race, real love i cant seem to find a way, but when I’m with you I know I’ll be okay…
Everytime I think I just pour another drink You can throw me in the ocean You can Sit there watch me sink For a moment in our time together Thought that you adored me When you said can we be friends Yk that fuvking hurt me Can’t love no one Cause I know that I’m a mess Stand there at the alter After all the time we spent Chasing after nothing Didn’t give single hint Left me for a better That really left a dent Yk
Yea, Before I begin another sad song, I want to say I really loved you, I'm sorry things aren't working out like intended, I drift away from reality and I'm barely hanging in, when I talk to you it all goes away, but I don't want to feel like a bother cause I know it's a lot to take in, You say I'm ok and I'm fine, but I can't look at myself the way you see me, it's hard to wake up so I try to sleep as much as I can, Troubles eating again I don't have the strength to get up anymore, I'm dwelled in my mind and I don't know if I can escape this time, I've always ran but I don't have the energy, I've run too far, I've lost the path and there's no right track for me, I think it's my time but I'm not ready to die, I wanted to find my love in life, You helped me achieve good things and you don't even know, a real smile with no mask dam that's hard to say, Back in the past when things were ok, fell apart when I tried to love at a young age, always afraid to try again but some how you made it feel ok, I'm thankful you stayed but I think it's time we moved on, I don't know If I can keep staying strong and I don't want you to wake up with a empty body on the phone, Happened to me once, and I've never been ok, saw her lifeless bottles of alcohol empty on floor, colorless body nothing I could do but I still blame myself to this day, I don't want the same for you, I'm trying to find better ways to cope but when I'm high I feel ok again, Show the smile that you like to see, but I know you don't want to see a fake side of me, I'm at a loss of words, cause we're both depressed but if you leave before me I don't think I could cope with anything,
Wrote a song to this And I'mma fall in It's my fault and I'm fuckin haunted I don't wanna breathe But I don't wanna roll the die But sometimes the dye Put all of this right in front of my eyes So I can fall back out of this dissonance In my mind's eye relocate Dissociate exaggerate and I could Be okay. Melancholic melodies and sarcastic sorries I feel a little bit insulted. I don't know if I could die in this peaceful existence I found my whole life in So I don't know if I could live in my future my past is all too corrupted and haunted I don't know if all I want is to be happy just for once or for all my life am I just too greedy I don't wanna be me, or see me when I look in the mirror I wanna leave me, but there's no leaving. I been on the zaza everything feels distant my impression reflection hazy I don't think I could ever become as competent as you think I was when I started this I ask myself if I'll stop writing I say no never, all this confidence I'd sever Left in all these subzero subharmonic instances of substances surreally succinctly through stormy seas I weather Left all of my common sense in the drain Unfettered, living like a dream inside a grain of sand I'd rather be the sign of essayed sighed salience, sane silence the pain I sense and gather innocence lost, rather the things I knew pitfalls I'd fall into were made for me and tethered to my soul like an avatar awakened in my era I don't wanna go I put my camo bape in the closet, I don't wanna know if I couldn't fathom what was lit or if I'm fuckin haunted I don't think that I could find my fine bitch I had flaunted. I know that I was icy at the beginnin, but now this song hit so I might freeze twice over just one time, so you can fuckin mouse over my outline, and look one more time at the cover of the bodybag as you try to grasp what happened to my life, where I was when I wanted to face that, drowning I was trying to sink in eternity was all I had left and all I wanted was to stay see through. And you could never make me do, What you wanted me to do, And I could never agree I bled my heart out my chest I put it all on the page And now instead of critique, You exit all in a rage You've awakened the beast And I don't wanna pretend That I don't love I don't find myself a promise I think I'd sink abyss is calling And I don't live my life witless Callin in these hard figures all to witness My pretend tantrum you couldn't fathom. That thing you didn't really know exists. Like a mass inside my chest, I think it's my heart, that's a joke and a hard pill to swallow I think I could choke cuz I feel like a mess as I pause and I take another hit to feel the numbness as I please and the feelings pass And I'mma fall in, it's my fault and I'm fuckin haunted It's my fault and I'm fuckin haunted
Now a days I don’t worry much, experiment with drugs lately I’ve been getting curious, I need it now I’m sick from waiting can you hurry up, I took to many now my visions getting blurrier, I’m feeling weak I’m stumbling round I think it’s serious, you think I like it well I don’t I’ve been delirious, intoxication from the pain meds I’ve been dealing with, falling off my couch from nodding out shit I can’t even sit…
Ti ho rivista non mi sei sembrata felice Un nuovo tatuaggio non copre una cicatrice Qualcosa ci ha divisi a come una bisettrice Se chiedi di me diranno “lui è sempre lì che scrive” Le mie pare sotto il tuo tacco non si staccano Tu ti difendi ancora fumando o con sguardo acido Noi diversi ma per te mi sarei diversificato Ora campo di versi che per te sono privi di significato Io sono qui che brancolo nel buio come un marinaio senza faro Ma ogni attimo me lo sono goduto lo giuro Perciò ora non rimpiango E non pensavamo che saremmo Arrivati come siamo adesso Con te che saluti a stento Me che ti ho guardata dentro Dove chiunque si era perso portando luce nel buio pesto Ho idratato quel deserto Anche se non l’avevi chiesto Dicevi che eri stanca di star male Io non capivo perche ti sentivi trascurata Per farmelo arrivare mettevi ferma a guardare
question.. when you say streaming services, what you mean by that? like we have to buy the beat to upload it on yt spotify soundcloud etc.? or only on yt?
You have to buy the beat to upload onto Spotify, Apple Music etc (Any platform that generates royalties). The beats are free for nonprofit use, so you can use them for free on Soundcloud and RUclips but they can’t be monetised
Uzaklara git uzaklaş Bana kurma bi tuzak lan Yanımda durmak bu kadar Zor olamaz, olamaz Ben bu kadar uğraşırken Aklımda farklı olaylar Geçmişe çekmek cila Pekte değil kolay Deniyorum ama hala Nolur bunu yapma Sürekli negatifte duranlar Değil gerçekçi falan Sevgi her şeye anahtar
let me know where you're listening from 🖤
download the beat here: bsta.rs/2e1082fec
im in engalnd
@@mixedbeats8814 Hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image .
New York bro
Utah, also i love the sample vocals a lot! And the guitar fits perfectly!
the moon
If everbody leaves a like on this beat, then maybe... maybe trippie redd will see this beat❤🔥
🖤
He would just take it without saying anything .
If that is X at the beginning… it’s so beautiful most def wanna make a song 2 dis 🖤
Im an out
In the in
Tryna fit in
I aint seeing clearly
My light kinda dim
I dont remember who Im supposed to be
nor who I am
I act like everything is right
But there's still pieces left
I get left behind like the feelings that I don't show
Its really easy to talk bout shit that you dont know
Ive been overthing it feel like my head will blow
And ive been trying to stay calm feel zen but I dont
Ive been in my head lone own yeah alone
Been a couple years since ive felt this low
cold raw hit hard harder than last time
I still feel the blast
My heart not intact
Cover art goes with the beat so well too
I can’t stand it when you walk away, told you I’d forever stay but my love has gone astray, spent time, wasted space, this life I can’t seem to win this race, real love i cant seem to find a way, but when I’m with you I know I’ll be okay…
Love the piano that comes in 🔥
Everytime I think
I just pour another drink
You can throw me in the ocean
You can Sit there watch me sink
For a moment in our time together
Thought that you adored me
When you said can we be friends
Yk that fuvking hurt me
Can’t love no one
Cause I know that I’m a mess
Stand there at the alter
After all the time we spent
Chasing after nothing
Didn’t give single hint
Left me for a better
That really left a dent
Yk
The right artist on this will be insane
True🔥
this one got me in my feelings , good one ❤️
The guy on da sample really sounds like x
perfect beat
Imagine trippie on this beat.. damn 🎆
🔥👀
Traducelo
Always a banger!
Well done bro !
big vibes here. 🍃
🔥🙏
amazing man :)
Hi 😀 i have an enthusiastic music channel and rimex need to support my channel image
Dude you so good. 👍
Thankyou 🙏
Yea,
Before I begin another sad song, I want to say I really loved you, I'm sorry things aren't working out like intended,
I drift away from reality and I'm barely hanging in, when I talk to you it all goes away, but I don't want to feel like a bother cause I know it's a lot to take in,
You say I'm ok and I'm fine, but I can't look at myself the way you see me, it's hard to wake up so I try to sleep as much as I can,
Troubles eating again I don't have the strength to get up anymore, I'm dwelled in my mind and I don't know if I can escape this time, I've always ran but I don't have the energy,
I've run too far, I've lost the path and there's no right track for me, I think it's my time but I'm not ready to die, I wanted to find my love in life,
You helped me achieve good things and you don't even know, a real smile with no mask dam that's hard to say,
Back in the past when things were ok, fell apart when I tried to love at a young age, always afraid to try again but some how you made it feel ok,
I'm thankful you stayed but I think it's time we moved on, I don't know If I can keep staying strong and I don't want you to wake up with a empty body on the phone,
Happened to me once, and I've never been ok, saw her lifeless bottles of alcohol empty on floor, colorless body nothing I could do but I still blame myself to this day,
I don't want the same for you, I'm trying to find better ways to cope but when I'm high I feel ok again,
Show the smile that you like to see, but I know you don't want to see a fake side of me,
I'm at a loss of words, cause we're both depressed but if you leave before me I don't think I could cope with anything,
Wow bro cool atmosphere
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Nice one man
Lets gooooo🔥🌒
Our music is definitely blowing up!
Is that X? Oh my God if it is
Me encanta tus bits🎶 saludos desde ECUADOR 🇪🇨
Dude..wow..bravo fuggin bravo..😮
Thanks bro🖤
🖤🖤🖤
Wrote a song to this
And I'mma fall in
It's my fault and
I'm fuckin haunted
I don't wanna breathe
But I don't wanna roll the die
But sometimes the dye
Put all of this right in front of my eyes
So I can fall back out of this dissonance
In my mind's eye relocate
Dissociate exaggerate and I could
Be okay.
Melancholic melodies and sarcastic sorries
I feel a little bit insulted.
I don't know if I could die in this peaceful existence I found my whole life in
So I don't know if I could live in my future my past is all too corrupted and haunted
I don't know if all I want is to be happy just for once or for all my life am I just too greedy
I don't wanna be me, or see me when I look in the mirror I wanna leave me, but there's no leaving.
I been on the zaza everything feels distant my impression reflection hazy
I don't think I could ever become as competent as you think I was when I started this I ask myself if I'll stop writing I say no never, all this confidence I'd sever
Left in all these subzero subharmonic instances of substances surreally succinctly through stormy seas I weather
Left all of my common sense in the drain
Unfettered, living like a dream inside a grain of sand I'd rather be the sign of essayed sighed salience, sane silence the pain I sense and gather innocence lost, rather the things I knew pitfalls I'd fall into were made for me and tethered to my soul like an avatar awakened in my era I don't wanna go I put my camo bape in the closet, I don't wanna know if I couldn't fathom what was lit or if I'm fuckin haunted I don't think that I could find my fine bitch I had flaunted. I know that I was icy at the beginnin, but now this song hit so I might freeze twice over just one time, so you can fuckin mouse over my outline, and look one more time at the cover of the bodybag as you try to grasp what happened to my life, where I was when I wanted to face that, drowning I was trying to sink in eternity was all I had left and all I wanted was to stay see through.
And you could never make me do,
What you wanted me to do,
And I could never agree
I bled my heart out my chest
I put it all on the page
And now instead of critique,
You exit all in a rage
You've awakened the beast
And I don't wanna pretend
That I don't love
I don't find myself a promise
I think I'd sink abyss is calling
And I don't live my life witless
Callin in these hard figures all to witness
My pretend tantrum you couldn't fathom.
That thing you didn't really know exists.
Like a mass inside my chest, I think it's my heart, that's a joke and a hard pill to swallow I think I could choke cuz I feel like a mess as I pause and I take another hit to feel the numbness as I please and the feelings pass
And I'mma fall in, it's my fault and I'm fuckin haunted
It's my fault and I'm fuckin haunted
Just seen the email 🔥🔥🎶 your beats are incredible❤ not one is bad Always 🔥🔥🔥
Thank you 🖤
Now a days I don’t worry much, experiment with drugs lately I’ve been getting curious, I need it now I’m sick from waiting can you hurry up, I took to many now my visions getting blurrier, I’m feeling weak I’m stumbling round I think it’s serious, you think I like it well I don’t I’ve been delirious, intoxication from the pain meds I’ve been dealing with, falling off my couch from nodding out shit I can’t even sit…
Dime dónde estás tú, que ya no encuentro luz, si que no estás tú, solo oscuridad, tu recuerdo acá, no me deja en paz,
Nice beat
Thanks 🙏
🔥
Would love the chords/tabs for the guitar man! Amazing beat
Also, who is singing in the beginning?
xxxtentacion
@@callmetank the producer said its not a sample and not from any other song. i think the person just sounds like X
Quédate solo un rato acá
Que no pretendo ser
El que rompa tu corazón
Mírame otra vez y dime lo que ves
Que yo ya
He visto en ti
Un corazón bueno
Ti ho rivista non mi sei sembrata felice
Un nuovo tatuaggio non copre una cicatrice
Qualcosa ci ha divisi a come una bisettrice
Se chiedi di me diranno “lui è sempre lì che scrive”
Le mie pare sotto il tuo tacco non si staccano
Tu ti difendi ancora fumando o con sguardo acido
Noi diversi ma per te mi sarei diversificato
Ora campo di versi che per te sono privi di significato
Io sono qui che brancolo nel buio
come un marinaio senza faro
Ma ogni attimo me lo sono goduto lo giuro
Perciò ora non rimpiango
E non pensavamo che saremmo
Arrivati come siamo adesso
Con te che saluti a stento
Me che ti ho guardata dentro
Dove chiunque si era perso
portando luce nel buio pesto
Ho idratato quel deserto
Anche se non l’avevi chiesto
Dicevi che eri stanca di star male
Io non capivo perche ti sentivi trascurata
Per farmelo arrivare mettevi ferma a guardare
Would it be possible to get the lyrics for the intro? I’m in love w this beat❤️💯
Lyrics in description:)
This is awesome, we should connect 🤘🏿
l gancho y la guitarra están encendidos
Alghien lo traduce ❤❤❤
question.. when you say streaming services, what you mean by that? like we have to buy the beat to upload it on yt spotify soundcloud etc.? or only on yt?
You have to buy the beat to upload onto Spotify, Apple Music etc (Any platform that generates royalties). The beats are free for nonprofit use, so you can use them for free on Soundcloud and RUclips but they can’t be monetised
@@boyfifty ohh okay makes sense now. and i have a song on one of your beats already bf and i just wanna your really just great.
@@kmidi0 thankyou!
i would love to hear some fucking lil peep x juice type beat, so fucking emotional and deep would be amazing
He put up a fire juice and peep beat couple days ago, but yah i wanna hear more them vibes too
Yo what’s your go to drum kits for when your making beats?
Usually just use my own, or there’s good sounds on splice I use too
@@boyfifty interesting fam keep doing what you do 🙏🏾
That sounds like x sngin or am I trippin
it really does and i hear wanna more, it sounds so good
where’s the sample from?
Can I use this
Uzaklara git uzaklaş
Bana kurma bi tuzak lan
Yanımda durmak bu kadar
Zor olamaz, olamaz
Ben bu kadar uğraşırken
Aklımda farklı olaylar
Geçmişe çekmek cila
Pekte değil kolay
Deniyorum ama hala
Nolur bunu yapma
Sürekli negatifte duranlar
Değil gerçekçi falan
Sevgi her şeye anahtar
Door chale..
dude where do you get those drums?
i use my own sounds :)
What sample is this
There are no samples
Lyrics pleasse🥺🥺😭
In description ✌️
Lyrics(?
In description 😃
Good, but so many piuwiu