It’s so good to see you! Your face in your last clog spoke volumes as to how you were doing. I’m so glad you’re realizing the family dynamics so young and doing your best to take care of yourself. Know you are not alone. Celebrating Spring Equinox here and getting ready for work. Big hugs and love to you! 💜
Listen. Your existence was NEVER a burden. Never. I truly believe God knit you in your mother’s womb so perfectly, wonderfully and intentionally and put you on this earth for a reason. No matter who raised you or whose family you are apart of. You are loved. I love you!!!
I can so relate to the texting thing. I have attention issues and a really chaotic job currently which doesn’t help because I’ll see something and try to remember to answer when I’m present enough and then 1 second later 5 things come up that I need to address at work and I will completely forget I even had a text to answer. I think the anxiety and insecurity about someone else responding to you will slowly go away. I used to be very anxiously attached and very insecure and through therapy, getting older and just gaining self esteem through spending time with myself and becoming really happy with who I am I just found my entire attitude shifted. I can genuinely say I changed to a securely attached person which I would have NEVER thought possible based on how bad my insecurities around my relationships with other people used to be
I can never understand the complexities of adoption as that isn't in my life story, but I can say 100% blood does not automatically equal family or someone having your back. One of the hardest things about being a parent is respecting your child's boundaries and accepting that they are not always going to do what you want them to do, especially when they are an adult. I hope you and your parents can come to an understanding and repair the past hurts.
Hey babe! I love how Rae and honest you are with us and how you feel about your family dynamics, and being adopted! Didn’t know that until recently…it’s okay to let it out and be real! I know it’s hard to do…trust me o internalize EVERYTHING! Going through some things myself currently, however I’m driving to Salem tomorrow!!!! I needed it xoxo take care
i'm so sorry for how you feel😞❤️ since you asked about what we've been up to my olivia rodrigo concert was yesterday and it was so incredible. my sister and i had such a fun time. before the show we got to go on this tour bus that had a bunch of olivia photo ops and all this olivia memorabilia. her opener chappell roan was so good and of course she slayed when she came out. then today i got a package from spirit halloween! i got the same binx snowglobe you have it is gorgeous😍 as well as a super cute hocus pocus halloween countdown wall art that says "days until i put a spell on you"
i started playing volleyball with my coworkers and it’s been so much fun! we only have 3 games left but i forgot how much i missed it. besides that just working and trying to get through the rest of my last semester in school 😅😅
Lol something I’m doing is coaching my daughters softball team, or assistant coaching lol and then my son is now in baseball so we aren’t home pretty much at all during the week in the evening, and it’s a little overwhelming 😅. I’m a stay at home mom and I find myself wanting to do nothing during the day bc I’m so busy in the afternoon.
No person on this earth is a burden. I feel we're all bought into this world from love and perseverance, even if some remain with family or some are adopted. It takes special people to adopt! It seems depending on your feelings that the same feelings and emotions they felt when they first adopted you might have to be revisited or rekindled on some level. As time goes by feelings get stretched out and worn thin. However the intentions/actions/projections of having a more "negative" approach isn't the true self showing. Maybe it of a fustration, or feeling that some areas of life could be improved upon and recognized by both parties but can't quit seem to get the goals of intent and action going and making that connection like the synapes in the brain. Maybe a little family counseling would help. I would bring it up casually letting them know you're not trying to offend them or hurt their ego or id.
I’ve missed seeing your pretty face!!! 1, your sweatshirt is adorable and hurray for it fitting! 2, WOOO HOOO for almost 4,000 watch hours!!!! I’m gonna just let your videos run when I get home today. Woot woot! 3, my family is getting ready to go on spring break! We’re headed to Asheville, Hilton Head and Charleston!!
It’s so good to see you!
Your face in your last clog spoke volumes as to how you were doing. I’m so glad you’re realizing the family dynamics so young and doing your best to take care of yourself. Know you are not alone. Celebrating Spring Equinox here and getting ready for work.
Big hugs and love to you! 💜
thank you so much
Listen. Your existence was NEVER a burden. Never. I truly believe God knit you in your mother’s womb so perfectly, wonderfully and intentionally and put you on this earth for a reason. No matter who raised you or whose family you are apart of. You are loved. I love you!!!
i love you so much ❤️
@@heather_huff_ I love you too, girlie! I wish I could give you a big ol hug!
I can so relate to the texting thing. I have attention issues and a really chaotic job currently which doesn’t help because I’ll see something and try to remember to answer when I’m present enough and then 1 second later 5 things come up that I need to address at work and I will completely forget I even had a text to answer. I think the anxiety and insecurity about someone else responding to you will slowly go away. I used to be very anxiously attached and very insecure and through therapy, getting older and just gaining self esteem through spending time with myself and becoming really happy with who I am I just found my entire attitude shifted. I can genuinely say I changed to a securely attached person which I would have NEVER thought possible based on how bad my insecurities around my relationships with other people used to be
thank you for sharing ❤️ this really makes me feel not alone.
I can never understand the complexities of adoption as that isn't in my life story, but I can say 100% blood does not automatically equal family or someone having your back. One of the hardest things about being a parent is respecting your child's boundaries and accepting that they are not always going to do what you want them to do, especially when they are an adult. I hope you and your parents can come to an understanding and repair the past hurts.
thank you
Hey babe! I love how Rae and honest you are with us and how you feel about your family dynamics, and being adopted! Didn’t know that until recently…it’s okay to let it out and be real! I know it’s hard to do…trust me o internalize EVERYTHING! Going through some things myself currently, however I’m driving to Salem tomorrow!!!! I needed it xoxo take care
thank you so much
I’ve missed youuu been binging your vids all week
I just recently found your videos and have been loving them!!!
Yay! Thank you! so happy to have you here ❤️
i'm so sorry for how you feel😞❤️ since you asked about what we've been up to my olivia rodrigo concert was yesterday and it was so incredible. my sister and i had such a fun time. before the show we got to go on this tour bus that had a bunch of olivia photo ops and all this olivia memorabilia. her opener chappell roan was so good and of course she slayed when she came out. then today i got a package from spirit halloween! i got the same binx snowglobe you have it is gorgeous😍 as well as a super cute hocus pocus halloween countdown wall art that says "days until i put a spell on you"
OH MY GOSH YAYYYY im so jealous i love her so much so glad you had a great time!!!!💜
we’ve been missing you! 🩷
i've missed y'all so much❤️
i started playing volleyball with my coworkers and it’s been so much fun! we only have 3 games left but i forgot how much i missed it. besides that just working and trying to get through the rest of my last semester in school 😅😅
you got this!!!! proud of you!!!
Lol something I’m doing is coaching my daughters softball team, or assistant coaching lol and then my son is now in baseball so we aren’t home pretty much at all during the week in the evening, and it’s a little overwhelming 😅. I’m a stay at home mom and I find myself wanting to do nothing during the day bc I’m so busy in the afternoon.
No person on this earth is a burden. I feel we're all bought into this world from love and perseverance, even if some remain with family or some are adopted. It takes special people to adopt! It seems depending on your feelings that the same feelings and emotions they felt when they first adopted you might have to be revisited or rekindled on some level. As time goes by feelings get stretched out and worn thin. However the intentions/actions/projections of having a more "negative" approach isn't the true self showing. Maybe it of a fustration, or feeling that some areas of life could be improved upon and recognized by both parties but can't quit seem to get the goals of intent and action going and making that connection like the synapes in the brain. Maybe a little family counseling would help. I would bring it up casually letting them know you're not trying to offend them or hurt their ego or id.
I’ve missed seeing your pretty face!!! 1, your sweatshirt is adorable and hurray for it fitting! 2, WOOO HOOO for almost 4,000 watch hours!!!! I’m gonna just let your videos run when I get home today. Woot woot! 3, my family is getting ready to go on spring break! We’re headed to Asheville, Hilton Head and Charleston!!
thank you so muchhh🥰🥰 oh my gosh YAY!!!! that is so amazing i literally wanna go to all 3 of those
@@heather_huff_ you know, I’m gonna make videos about them, ha ha!
lol i wonder if all the nights I slept to your videos helped the watch hours xDDDDD
omg you're the best!!