I'm probably reading too much into this but the fact that the song fades out with the chorus instead of having a definitive end may signify how the person singing isn't actually getting out of the bad situation they're in.
I think there's a reason that the final chorus loops(this is just a theory). I think it represents the victim being stuck with this abuser forever(or at least a very long time). She kept telling people that her relationship was perfectly healthy, when really it wasn't. And the people believed her. Now she's stuck in this hellish relationship, for eternity.
And also, if she ever did get out, trauma from abuse doesn't just end either; it slowly fades away (until something triggers it to resurface), but leaving the situation doesn't cure her. So I feel like it could be symbolic to that too, that she constantly feels an echo of her pain.
@@stellar702_ yes but no? vocaloids have a voice provider that pronounce different syllables for them to sing, and then they are tweaked to make a whole different voice. most of the voices are obviously artificial in their own way, but cyber diva is especially human sounding, unlike most other vocaloids. btw vocaloid is a voice synthesizer program (not free) that exists for people to make songs with different voice products
Idk if anyone said that before me, but I find it symbolic that the song doesn't end at any particular moment, it just fades away, but does not stop playing, saying that the heroine has not been saved and is stuck in an endless cycle of suffering.
More than an exorcism, I️ kind of understood this song to represent an abusive relationship. “Said you loved me said you’d kill me” this could be eminent in a partner who threatens their significant other to stay with them. They prbly have the idea that they were fine instead of letting the girl say how she truly feels. But hey hats off to Cyberdiva for this nice ass song 👌
Theory:LOVE is a prequel to this. “He” is the abuser from LOVE. The “demon” is The victim acting unstable and lashing out. This all makes perfect sense now.
Me,whispering the lyrics: "I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism..." My parents: I think he's trying to say something...
I honestly hate how it ends with a fade out because it's like she's just in a never ending spiral of abuse and just keeps getting worse and worse as if she has no chance of being saved. Ugh. The feels.
Hey uhhh now that I'm actually away from my abuser, I just want to say thank you so much for making this song and for helping me so much. I was so painfully brainwashed by their abuse and manipulation I couldn't really see what they were doing to me, but this song helped me realize something was wrong. Thank you for that. And to anyone stuck in a similar situation, you are loved and you are so important and deserve to be loved and respected. You will find a way out, it may seem hopeless but I promise you it's not. Stay safe, I love you.
Something I noticed: when she repeats parts like "exorcists can't save me now," the ring around the screen gets smaller the second time and the screen is completely dark the third time, and the fourth time shows her looking angry. This could possibly show that whatever situation she's in, she's still in and is finally lashing out and hurting people, including herself.
I feel like this is important to say. Just because the abuser is portrayed as a man here doesn't mean that women can't be abusers. Men can be victims of domestic abuse, too. If you feel like you're in this situation, please please please get help.
@@blueberrysloth2807 did you pay attention to what she said? she didn't talked about anyone talking about it, she just thought it was important to talk about it
1:31 « I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism,…» the moment that y’all wanted
never believe that it won't happen again y'all it always happens again don't let them use some tragic backstory as an excuse even if they've made you center your life around them, there's always someone who will still let you run into their arms and keep you safe. leave that fucking termite while you're still breathing.
Oh damn those are some facts, my mom was getting abused by my ex stepfather for years, she had been beaten, had her money taken from her, and was threatened but she never left because he said he wouldn't do it again and blamed other things, though sometimes it was just because she was scared he would hurt me and my sisters. She only left when he tried to murder her, but it couldve easily been too late. If someone ever hurts you, please leave as soon as possible, it doesn't matter what they say because if you left them get away with it once they will do it again and it will only get worse.
3:33 if you pause it just right… you are met with the words “save me” I saw it and I went back to do it (took me a few tries bc it’s only there for literally a split second) so yeah thought I needed to say that
Yesterday I had enough with my father's verbal abuse. For years he has verbally abused my mother to the point she gets physically ill. It haunts me that I'm not an adult and I cannot take her away to a safer place. I'm currently coming up with a plan to not only help her, but to help me and my siblings. Verbal and emotional abuse is just as bad as domestic abuse... Update: I still have not left yet as it is very difficult to leave. My house has secruity cameras and i have an app on my phone that tracks my location. But I have recorded and wrote down each incident so I know the frequency of the abuse. And I cannot believe the support y'all have given me! I'm getting stronger and stronger everyday! Stay safe y'all! 😌 Update 2: I graduated Highschool and sadly I have to start my first year of college at home. I don’t have a job nor a car so I can’t go places. I have heard of things that are alarming to me so I’m constantly on guard. I am okay and I will come up with something. It might take time, but I know God is watching me and going to lead me in the right path. Update 3: Recently I got a job at my university and I am getting paid! I’m so thankful to find a job that relates to my passions and eventually my dream career. For those who are still worried, I am okay, although staying at home. I also in a very healthy relationship and I go to therapy to help with what I’m dealing with. Thank you all for looking after me. May the Lord be with you all! 🙏🏻
I hope you're alright! I'm currently suffering the same and I hope you, your mum, and your siblings can get to a safe place! I'll send my prayers out to you!
I knew it right when I heard the song because someone close to me is being abused by their ex...They want to talk to me about it, but they don’t at the same time. They’re also scared to stand up to their ex, because...well, I assume you know from what I had mentioned when I started writing this. They also won’t give me their ex’s phone number... (I wanted it so if the ex tried anything, I could call the police and give the address and the ex’s phone number so that they could call the number and trace the location of the caller, if they decided to be on the move). Sorry if you see this, I know it’s been a year. Hope you have a good day...
I remember finding this song a couple years ago when I was being abused. I think I remember commenting that this song felt personal and I just wanted to update I got out of that abusive relationship when he almost killed me. Now I'm in a better one and expecting a baby girl. It does get better.
IMO this can also be seen as mental illness being the 'abuser'. Eg: Depression. Self hatred. Self hate. To me at least, that's what this song feels like. Depression and other mental illness cloud the mind. It speaks for you. It speaks lies to you and for you. It warps reality. You're constantly fighting it. Trying to exorcise it from your mind. "He's speaking - speaking for me. 'I'm a worthless human being.' " A line I've said so many times about myself.
That was exactly my thought. The 'demon' is a personification of anger and self-hatred, the internal conflict of feelings you don't want existing inside of you. You could even go a step farther and say some of the lines are from the demons perspective. The bullshit liar part does sound like a fit someone could have during a particularly bad episode, immediately followed by plea to get the demons out of her being the immediate regret she feels for saying or thinking that. In a way, the song could also be interpreted as someone with anger issues and low self worth, bouncing between negative thoughts, believing yourself to only be 'playing' nice with other people, recognizing how unhealthy all this is but unable to do anything about it, as the anger and self hatred basically possess you and take control. It ends up being a side of you that you are deeply ashamed of, because you know you don't want to feel that way, you don't even agree with those feelings, but they take hold of you nonetheless, like a possession making you think or act against your own self interest. There are a lot of layers to this song, essentially, and I'm glad to find another interpretation outside of just abuse
I know it's about an abusive relationship, but before I realised I thought it was about a personality disorder. When you are possessed it's like you have another personality. This girl is dealing with multiple personalities and doesn't know how to handle it. So she assumes she is possessed when really it's a mental disorder. But now I know it's about an abusive relationship.
That’s so relatable. I was listening to “reposted in the wrong neighbourhood” once, and I realized that my sister was literally snooping behind my shoulder. ;-;
the chorus makes me think like someones controlling her, like she tries to say something and then is controlled and her words are changed. especially the part where it says "i swear to you that im fine" it makes me think they take over to make her say shes fine when really she aint.
I had found you I had left you I forgave you I forgot you You possessed me You controlled me Said you loved me Said you'd kill me He is speaking Speaking for me I'm a worthless human being He's still speaking Speaking for me Keep your voice down Or he'll hurt me Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that I'm fine Please let me die to be found He speaks for me nerves that I grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and I play nice Only to die on the inside I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism It happened once It happened twice It won't happen again I won't play nice You spoke for me You spoke for them This is number three Go back to the dammed He is speaking Speaking for me I'm a worthless human being He's still speaking Speaking for me Keep your voice down Or he'll hurt me Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that I'm fine Please let me die to be found He speaks for me nerves that I grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and I play nice Only to die on the inside I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism Bullsht liar Bullsht liar Bullsht liar Bullsht liar Everything you told me were lies You left me here to fcking die Bullsht liar Bullsht liar Bullsht liar Bullsht liar Exorcise me Get the demons out of me Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that I'm fine Please let me die to be found He speaks for me nerves that I grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and I play nice Only to die on the inside Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that I'm fine Please let me die to be found He speaks for me nerves that I grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and I play nice Only to die on the inside Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that I'm fine Please let me die to be found He speaks for me nerves that I grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and I play nice Only to die on the inside
I didn't know what this was about until I checked the comment section, but I understand now...I think the comparison between being possessed and domestic abuse is fascinating. I never would've thought to compare the two- but it really fits. The control, the conflicting messages sent, and not being able to speak for yourself- this song is tragic, but also a real stroke of genius.
Someone, get the Exorcist! Hey, not the movie, an actual exorcist! No, not the badly-made sequels, I meant an exorcist. Okay, fine, the Ghostbusters will do.
1:50 notice when she said it happened once and twice the words actually appeared. But when we said “it won’t happen again” 1:55 the red screen (pause to see) had (…) on it. Basically saying that it did happen again and she just said that to reassure herself.
too many people see this song as a song about literally exorcism, but it's actually about abuse/depression/ mental illness. The lyrics are smartly written
How much is your album? I'm a superfan of you and I live in London :D you're such an amazing producer. I hope you gain more popularity so that I can wave a glow stick around at your concerts!! This song reminds of MOMMY. A lot of people do say your sound is repetitive (sorry kinda of true) but I take it as your signature. It's good that people can say there's something about you that differentiates from other producers. I hope to hear more and more songs from you!!! :D
damn this song perfectly captures how emotional abuse feels, the lyric "hes still speaking, speaking for me, keep your voice down or he'll hurt me" and "i act coy and play nice, only to die on the inside" perfectly captures what the dynamic with my abuser was like
I know so many people have said this, but I too wanted to thank you for making this song, it was one of the main reasons I was able to escape the abusive situation I was in. I never quite understood why people would stay in abusive relationships until I was in one myself. I had it in my head that abusers were these horrible, awful, irredeemable people. Like monsters, and I didn't understand why someone would stay with them. I didn't realize, that they were simply *people,* people who loved, had morals, had passions, who tried their best with everything they did, that laughed and cried like everyone else, THEY could be abusers, and that was the most terrifying realization of my *life.* Because suddenly I was with someone who wasn't a monster, who was truly trying his best, and hurting me in the process. I needed to get out. But I loved him, how *could* I escape? I felt like I couldn't, I felt trapped. Trapped in this never ending cycle of hurt and pain not because someone was intentionally trying to hurt me but because they were *flawed* and that was truly scary. I needed to get out, but I couldn't. I could hurt a monster, but not a person. So I took it, I took the hurt I took the blame for EIGHT F-CKING MONTHS, and I wasn't able to reach out until he nearly led me to end my life. This song really spoke to me at a time when I was in so much pain, and gave me the courage to leave. Thank you
1:53 After it says 'It won't happen again', you simply see '...' After 2:01, where it says 'Go back to the damned', for a split second the word 'die' can be seen. At 3:32, after it says 'I need an exorcism', for a split second you can see the words 'Save me' .
Also, to all the people that took their time to compose their own theories, i’d say they’re spot on. But i think Eyeris is right when he says that LOVE and Exorcism are about an abusive relationship. This here is my take on the whole sha-bang. LOVE from Abuser’s POV - The abuser corners their victim in a wall and tells them that loving them wasn’t that much of a chore for them, but tolerating one’s whims is just like watching paint dry for them. The abuser also views their victims as hopeless romantics just seeking out love for the sake of being loved, which may contribute to insult to injury. The abuser also says that loving their victims was as simple as chewing needles, and that wanting them was a complete waste of their time. During the second part during the last part of the song also says that the abuser cannot stop yelling and keeps on playing with their victim like they’re they’re own toy, as well as twisting their words around to set you off on some sort of emotional roller coaster. Exorcism from Victim’s POV - The victim found their abuser (probably through a dating website or something) and left that person for abusing them, physically, mentally, and verbally. In public, the victim sits down and does nothing while the abuser constantly claims that they would never hurt anyone, which also explains the BS Liar part of the song. And the victim feels like the abuser is the one in control, speaking louder then one’s voice, feeling blocked off by their abuser. As the description of this song says, the victims is forced to feel happy, and play along as if nothing happened. Now obviously, that’s just the abuser telling the victim to play along so that the abuser doesn’t get in trouble. And towards the end of the song, the victims has finally left that person, getting sick and tired of being abused, again, mentally, physically, and verbally. They may end up remembering what happened, but know that they got out alive. To anyone that has never seen this comment before, you must have been surprised. I myself have been to church a few times in real life, but that’s not really an important part of this comment. The root of this is to just completely theorize the two songs in this one comment, just so i can have a bit of a chance to correct anyone that has come up with pretty good theories that don’t really match well with how the song portrays domestic assault. I myself may not have found the proper girl in real life, but once i do, we may have to get through any arguments or disagreements that come up, making it a goal to never fight in bed, and only sort things out in the daytime. And my honest thoughts on it, when i first listened to this song, i had no basic idea that Eyeris was in the horrible relationship until he summed enough courage to be able to post this song, which is surprising. He was encouraged by a person on twitter to post LOVE online to sort of express his past relationship by telling it through music, which i think is cool. So to eyeris (who may end coming across this comment), i am very sorry that you have been in such a bad situation with your ex. I had no idea that you were abused like this in high school, or outside of high school, until you stated taking your voice and placing it in your music, not physically, but through vocaloid itself. But i do hope that things work out for him, and he sums up the courage to post Animalistic once he finishes it, because i am definitely looking forward to seeing it. So yeah, that’s my take on this long comment, theory, thing.
this is what happens to a child after they realize they have more power than the abuser. take it from me. i toil and think about killing my dad over and over again. pain is the ecstasy he put into my brain.
As someone who probably has Borderline Personality Disorder and knows what this song is about, it kinda feels relatable The "demon" in this song being all the bad thoughts and impulsive things someone with BPD says and thinks "Exorcists cant save me now" is honestly a really relatable line because I wish that i was normal and didnt have all the BPD symptoms but i do and i wish i could be saved but i dont think anyone can save me now
*In the church* New video from Creep-P (Eyeris) Me: "GUYS, EYERIS JUST UPLOADED A NEW VIDEO!" *Everyone pulls out their phone* *The priest takes out his phone.*
This song is about (public) gaslighting. I've been gaslit by my parents and ex-partners, and still am as a full adult (as to which this song is even more relatable to the point that it describes it almost to a T, because adults 100% have no reason to have someone else speaking for them). I am still being treated like a little kid that can't do a thing, and whenever I try to reach for help, my parents interrupt and talk over me, as to which the people I ask help for end up taking their side about my parent's comments about me, rather than my own comments about myself, even though I'm an adult. My mother tries making excuses about how it's okay to rob money off of me, and uses every little thing I've done against me in an attempt to not let professionals take me away. For one, she says I am lazy in an attempt to not make them feel like I'm worthy of help, and two, being a hypocrite and saying that I am too weak to do these things (which I AM very weak, but she overexaggerates it), in an attempt to make it look like I HAVE to rely on her (my mother). She's basically telling them that helping me out of pointless, as I myself end up also saying... that asking for help is pointless. Saying that you're fine isn't the depression cliche, as in this context, it's you asking for help, but THEM saying to those that can help you all of the reasons why you don't need help... even though the staff are there to talk to you, they speak for you instead. And acting coy and nice is all you can pretty much do in that scenario. You can't speak, yet you also don't want to look distressed (as you are afraid they will use it against you), so you try and act normal. Wanting to die (especially the part "to be found") indicates that there's pretty much no way for anyone to help them... but maybe if they commit suicide, someone will finally realise. That's why you need an exorcism metaphorically - YOU feel horrible because YOU "did" those things that someone is saying that you did! (Which you didn't do), or vice versa. It can be said for just about anything. Exorcists are the professionals that you want to seek help with, e.g. therapists, social workers, doctors, but because someone else speaks for you, they can't help you.
@@pinkgirly19 If you're a minor though it doesn't really count. It's actually very healthy parenting for a parent to set boundaries according to your age, and just like every human being on the planet, you are not correct 100% of the time: someone saying you are incorrect unless it's actually got hard facts behind it wouldn't be gaslighting, and even in this scenario it isn't probably even gaslighting, just someone who is misinformed and believes in a lie, which is bad, but isn't gaslighting. It's only gaslighting when the person KNOWS that the person they're talking to is right and tries to move goalposts in an attempt to make them feel like the wrong one. Say, for example, someone keeps on telling you that you're incompetent and cannot look after yourself and you need to rely on them (again not as a minor: minors cannot legally look after themselves, and anyone
Lyrics because yes : I had found you I had left you I forgave you I forgot you You possessed me You controled me Said you loved me Said you'd kill me he's speaking Speaking for me I'm a worthless human being he's still speaking Speaking for me Keep your voice down or she'll hurt me Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you That i'm fine :) Please let me die To be found She speaks for me Nerves that i grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked the voice of a demon inside I act coy and i play nice Only to die on the inside I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism It happened Once It happened Twice It won't happen again I won't play nice You spoke for me You spoke for them This is number 3 Go back to the damned he's speaking Speaking for me I'm a worthless human being he's still speaking Speaking for me Keep your voice down or she'll hurt me Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that i'm fine :) Please let me die to be found he speaks for me Nerves that i grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and i play nice only to die on the inside I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism I need an exorcism BULLSHIT LIAR Everything you told me were lies YOU LEFT me here to FUCKING die BULLSHIT LIAR Exorcise me Get the demons out of me I NEED AN EXORCISM Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that i'm fine Please let me die to be found he speaks for me Nerves that i grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and i play nice Only to die on the inside Exorcists can't save me now I swear to you that i'm fine Please let me die to be found He speaks for me, nerves that i grind Speaking louder in my own voice Blocked by the voice of a demon inside I act coy and i play nice Only to die on the inside
I think she's speaking about a abusive relationship... -He is speaking for me -he may tell her or make her feel like she's worthless -louder than my voice (he may yell at her) -I swear i'm fine (a friend may ask her what's wrong) -the "exorcism" or "demons" may be all the feelings she feels torward him because that's what keeping her come back to him...the feelings,the "demons"
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Wanna hear this bullshit liar part with creepy background voice at the I need an exorcism part.
creep-p is creepy
see what i did there? ;)
Creep-P is it ok if I make a video about this?
how did you get the voice whenever she said "louder" to sound like that, i want to do that voice in a call with friends
can i just mention those voice cracks just make it so much better
Apple it seems like she is having a breakdown, which let me say, is a hundred percent reasonable for someone in this situation
Can you put the timestamps for the voice cracks?
Hatsune Miku like, in the chorus,when she says voice, you can kinda hear it, but there are lots others
@@tianfeifei5976 Another noticable one is when she says, "louder"
@@moon_marina thanks!
The trees to the Lorax be like:
He is speaking, speaking for me
Yes
LOL. this is what you call an underrated comment
@@bird9581 yes
I am the Lorax I speak for the trees 😌😌✨
*I am the Lorax I speak for the memes*
THANK YOU FOR 1 MILLION VIEWS ON EXORCISM!!!
I read it wrong and thought it said "Thank you for 1 million Exorcisms"
Creep-P (Eyeris) I want a instrumental on this please
Damn, I thought I watched it more times than that
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Creep-P Everyone loves it even me!
whoever did the captions need a raise ngl
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@@AidAid-iq7nn get out
what@@AidAid-iq7nn
Vocaloids voice cracks: makes songs better
My voice cracks: *i need an exorsism*
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I'm probably reading too much into this but the fact that the song fades out with the chorus instead of having a definitive end may signify how the person singing isn't actually getting out of the bad situation they're in.
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NO
my god...
Yes! I was actually thinking that when I was heading toward the end
Sadness
This song is 2 years old now. And I still hearing that (18.10.18)
Hello, I'm 20.05.19 now :)
I'm 30.5.2019
I'm still here.. 26.6.2019
6/27/2019
wait s or r y
27.6.2019
i think--
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Такая ИМБА даже после 8 лет
LIL MENTO????
ЛИЛ МЕНТО ААААА❤❤❤❤
Емае, домотала так, что дошла до Лил Менто
Стоп... ЛИЛ МЕНТО??? СЕВЕРИНА???
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I think there's a reason that the final chorus loops(this is just a theory).
I think it represents the victim being stuck with this abuser forever(or at least a very long time). She kept telling people that her relationship was perfectly healthy, when really it wasn't. And the people believed her. Now she's stuck in this hellish relationship, for eternity.
NOPE 2019 BOI (im from the futureeeee! but im not at the same time...)
What I thought when I listened the first time.
And also, if she ever did get out, trauma from abuse doesn't just end either; it slowly fades away (until something triggers it to resurface), but leaving the situation doesn't cure her. So I feel like it could be symbolic to that too, that she constantly feels an echo of her pain.
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Cyber Diva is so underrated like come on vocaloid fans, she’s amazing
Exactly
I love this song that I sing this endlessly
exactly
she sounds so cool and human like, i dont understand why she isn’t popular compared to vocaloids such as...idk...Mayu
@@stellar702_ i never said she was?
@@stellar702_ yes but no?
vocaloids have a voice provider that pronounce different syllables for them to sing, and then they are tweaked to make a whole different voice. most of the voices are obviously artificial in their own way, but cyber diva is especially human sounding, unlike most other vocaloids.
btw
vocaloid is a voice synthesizer program (not free) that exists for people to make songs with different voice products
It's been 5 years already, and I still love that song TT^TT
Me too
Same
Me too
Same, im thinking about cosplaying the character for some reason
Wha lol
Idk if anyone said that before me, but I find it symbolic that the song doesn't end at any particular moment, it just fades away, but does not stop playing, saying that the heroine has not been saved and is stuck in an endless cycle of suffering.
I always joke around saying "i need jesus" or "i need a exorcism" and my mom constantly agrees and responds with "you need more then that hun"
Your mom is a beast
Oof
Your mom said "I'm about to end this man's while career"
Two exorcisms maybe ?
@@bunni790 *F O U R*
More than an exorcism, I️ kind of understood this song to represent an abusive relationship. “Said you loved me said you’d kill me” this could be eminent in a partner who threatens their significant other to stay with them. They prbly have the idea that they were fine instead of letting the girl say how she truly feels. But hey hats off to Cyberdiva for this nice ass song 👌
Pooja R you ever read the description? XD
"Said you loved me said youll kill me" reminds me of my classmate's Yu Yu Hakusho OC though...
@@raspberrymilq "More than an exorcism" he said.
Pooja R was freaking better than my explanation, I just thought she was pretending to be happy but depressed on the inside
*Creep-P
Theory:LOVE is a prequel to this. “He” is the abuser from LOVE. The “demon” is The victim acting unstable and lashing out. This all makes perfect sense now.
@ayana oh shoot, I mean prequel.
Cool theory
@Gerry Scotti sbeve
@@gothiiispiderz ues
Look the description
2:45 Exorcism meme
Me,whispering the lyrics: "I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism..."
My parents: I think he's trying to say something...
😂 Hope they didn’t get the priest to come over
You pOsSeSd me
I've been baptized of emergency °
I think she is trying to summon satan 😂
lol same XDDD
she just needs a snickers and she'll be fine
*You're not you when you're hungry.*
Me:Better her:better
Yeh just hungry
She didn't have a really gold experience-
yep xdxd
I honestly hate how it ends with a fade out because it's like she's just in a never ending spiral of abuse and just keeps getting worse and worse as if she has no chance of being saved. Ugh. The feels.
Like my life ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
Omg i love this
What u said made the song better
Damnnnnn
Yea thats what happens though to them untill they get help
Wow, 8yr old song, it's 2024, how have time went this fast?....
Idk
@ me either-
Hey uhhh now that I'm actually away from my abuser, I just want to say thank you so much for making this song and for helping me so much. I was so painfully brainwashed by their abuse and manipulation I couldn't really see what they were doing to me, but this song helped me realize something was wrong. Thank you for that.
And to anyone stuck in a similar situation, you are loved and you are so important and deserve to be loved and respected. You will find a way out, it may seem hopeless but I promise you it's not. Stay safe, I love you.
I know this is late but I'm glad you're out of that relationship, hope you're doing much better now! :)
You shouldn't always trust humans,you never know what they might do.
@@occupation1235 stop being edgy, this is serious, someone's real problems and feelings. And op, I'm glad that you're out of that situation
@@winterspectre Im not edgy,,i had similar problem that made me lose trust on anybody,but it doesnt matter now because its over.
I definitely feel bad for you and definitely stay safe
*I need an exorcism*
(Looks at the test paper results)
"So does my grades"
sadly
*same*
Same ; - ;
Same
YOUR PROFILE PICTURE MAKE THE JOKE BETTER
My math grade
When your at the doctors and your dad is answering all the questions for you:
He is speaking, speaking for me.
Listen here, you little shit. I didn't ASK you to make me laugh 😤😤👌
Nice profile picture and name
Nancy and lil bitch lmao thats so true
Henry = lil bitch
thank you, nancy!
2:38 the best part ngl
Something I noticed: when she repeats parts like "exorcists can't save me now," the ring around the screen gets smaller the second time and the screen is completely dark the third time, and the fourth time shows her looking angry. This could possibly show that whatever situation she's in, she's still in and is finally lashing out and hurting people, including herself.
Ok?......
I feel like this is important to say. Just because the abuser is portrayed as a man here doesn't mean that women can't be abusers. Men can be victims of domestic abuse, too. If you feel like you're in this situation, please please please get help.
True.
Yep, yep-
In Ai / Love, it portrays an abusive relationship from the POV of a female abuser
True and it's really sad that this kinda thing happens irl
@@blueberrysloth2807 did you pay attention to what she said? she didn't talked about anyone talking about it, she just thought it was important to talk about it
@@blueberrysloth2807 the comment is public so anyone can reply ...
No lie if i got possessed my mom would say: its cause u always on that damn phone
fireflame foxx SAME!!!!
Same
XD
Selena DelaRosa emo?
Kitty Princess and Anxious Emo how did you- who told you!
1:31 « I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism, I need an exorcism,…» the moment that y’all wanted
HELL YEAHH 🦅🦅🦅🦅
Computer: Your battery has less than 15% left.
Me: I don't care, I must listen to this blessed song.
Miranda Webber unblessed* >:V the girl is a HuMaN dEmOn bean. - w -
u have computer on batteries? xD (theoretically phones are computers too but now computers refer to pcs)
“blessed” song
Lol word choice "blessed"
Oh heck my phone is 15% now wth...
I got caught singing the part with "i need an exorcism" and my friend said "you really do"
Same XD
Same but... with my mom (as in she was the one who caught me) ;-;
Me too, except it was my cousin. :v
If my friend would say that... we wouldn’t be friends anymore XD
420 likes...
never believe that it won't happen again y'all
it always happens again
don't let them use some tragic backstory as an excuse
even if they've made you center your life around them, there's always someone who will still let you run into their arms and keep you safe.
leave that fucking termite while you're still breathing.
Termite?
*_PREACH_*
I found this just as my dumb ass went straight back to someone that fucked over my mental health twice already ffffFFFUU
@@vinceadler5787 *god dammit Vince*
Oh damn those are some facts, my mom was getting abused by my ex stepfather for years, she had been beaten, had her money taken from her, and was threatened but she never left because he said he wouldn't do it again and blamed other things, though sometimes it was just because she was scared he would hurt me and my sisters. She only left when he tried to murder her, but it couldve easily been too late. If someone ever hurts you, please leave as soon as possible, it doesn't matter what they say because if you left them get away with it once they will do it again and it will only get worse.
3:33 if you pause it just right… you are met with the words “save me” I saw it and I went back to do it (took me a few tries bc it’s only there for literally a split second) so yeah thought I needed to say that
I saw it. Thanks for this!
Np! :)
i saw it…
There was also another one like this in the song, and it said (die)
I enjoy finding these lil secrets in songs so tysm!! :3
Yw :3
Me: I need an E X O R S I S M
Mom: What happened to my child???
Alv, y lo peor es que te entendí;-;
Child in norm.
He's just listen the top song
*VOCALoID*
@@suguitaleshuguitakawaii7u772 A mi me dicen lo mismo cuando canto las rolitas de mis chinos mal pronunciadas y creen que estoy invocando demonios :"(
😅👌🏼same????
This is really interesting, nice job Creep!!
THANK YOU AAAAA
OmG haI
Yeah that does sound rude. But they still take it as a compliment.
My dude cat’nfriends i know you were up at 1 am.
Yesterday I had enough with my father's verbal abuse. For years he has verbally abused my mother to the point she gets physically ill. It haunts me that I'm not an adult and I cannot take her away to a safer place. I'm currently coming up with a plan to not only help her, but to help me and my siblings. Verbal and emotional abuse is just as bad as domestic abuse...
Update: I still have not left yet as it is very difficult to leave. My house has secruity cameras and i have an app on my phone that tracks my location. But I have recorded and wrote down each incident so I know the frequency of the abuse. And I cannot believe the support y'all have given me! I'm getting stronger and stronger everyday! Stay safe y'all! 😌
Update 2: I graduated Highschool and sadly I have to start my first year of college at home. I don’t have a job nor a car so I can’t go places. I have heard of things that are alarming to me so I’m constantly on guard. I am okay and I will come up with something. It might take time, but I know God is watching me and going to lead me in the right path.
Update 3: Recently I got a job at my university and I am getting paid! I’m so thankful to find a job that relates to my passions and eventually my dream career. For those who are still worried, I am okay, although staying at home. I also in a very healthy relationship and I go to therapy to help with what I’m dealing with. Thank you all for looking after me. May the Lord be with you all! 🙏🏻
I hope you all get of there this hurts me that i can't do anything ,I'm more than likely younger than you (13) i hope you get help
I hope the doesn't involve his doing in the ground
I hope you're alright! I'm currently suffering the same and I hope you, your mum, and your siblings can get to a safe place! I'll send my prayers out to you!
@@froggygalaxy I can't discuss my address, but I live together with both of them. They are still together.
I am also in that situation, I’m trying to think of a strategy! ^^
0:27 “UnO- DocTeRite” is all I hear now
I hear ono duck tree 😭💅
yep.. I'm definitely getting addicted to this
Ms.Steal YourMan Same
Danksune Miku Yes
606 Waifu Too late! I broke the replay button already! Muahahahaha! XD
606 Waifu same
606 Waifu same
Did anyone else get the abusive meaning long before reading the description, because you just know the feeling from the inside?
I knew it right when I heard the song because someone close to me is being abused by their ex...They want to talk to me about it, but they don’t at the same time. They’re also scared to stand up to their ex, because...well, I assume you know from what I had mentioned when I started writing this.
They also won’t give me their ex’s phone number... (I wanted it so if the ex tried anything, I could call the police and give the address and the ex’s phone number so that they could call the number and trace the location of the caller, if they decided to be on the move). Sorry if you see this, I know it’s been a year. Hope you have a good day...
Me!
Yeah, I got the meaning almost immediately
Yuup-
N o . . . ?
Even if you don't understand the feeling, the meaning is made pretty clear by the lyrics alone.
I'm a simple person. When I see the word "exorcism" in the title and it's around Halloween, I click.
Jacques Collingwood THEY SAID IT.
SOMEONE FINALLY SAID IT.
WE NEED MORE PEOPLE SAYING IT.
TheDangerWolf it's SPOOPY MONTH
SAME
Same, except that's me always
TheDangerWolf
i see you again ehe
It’s been seven years someone exorcise them already
3:32 if you watch closely it says "save me"
CuteKawaiiFairyCatQueen PastelChan I can only see another word tho...
That's wright...0.25 speed
I heard it, she speak that in her Demon voice
Ok
@@beyoncefan2014 ohnopleasedontsnapalolihentaiijustserach
I remember finding this song a couple years ago when I was being abused. I think I remember commenting that this song felt personal and I just wanted to update I got out of that abusive relationship when he almost killed me.
Now I'm in a better one and expecting a baby girl. It does get better.
I wish u luck! ♪～(´ε｀ ) Hope She/he is going to be healty!
Good to here you are ok. :-)
Im so happy for you. I wish you luck in parenthood
I'm happy for you! Good luck with parenting you'll be an amazing parent!
I'm so glad you're safe! You'll be a fantastic parent and I hope things are getting better for you!
Lyrics: -depression- toxic relationship
Also me: *default dancing to the beat*
same bro
mood
That made me imagine the girl default dancing to the song and now I cannot unsee that.. I just-
😂😂😂😂
@@kx6gaming
ikr gOdDaMnIt
it's truly cursed more than this song
Its cool that the mene is coming back in style, this song is lowkey a banger, but the older memes will always stay in my heart.
NEW SONGS FROM EYERIS AND GHOST
HOLY SHIT ITS FUCKING CHRISTMAS
ITS YOU!
Jade Harley oML SO TRUE-
Jade Harley no its november
i literally found this song 1 day before Christmas
Anhedonic Crimson lol its Christmas now
IMO this can also be seen as mental illness being the 'abuser'. Eg: Depression. Self hatred. Self hate. To me at least, that's what this song feels like. Depression and other mental illness cloud the mind. It speaks for you. It speaks lies to you and for you. It warps reality. You're constantly fighting it. Trying to exorcise it from your mind. "He's speaking - speaking for me. 'I'm a worthless human being.' " A line I've said so many times about myself.
I can’t agree more with that
That was exactly my thought. The 'demon' is a personification of anger and self-hatred, the internal conflict of feelings you don't want existing inside of you. You could even go a step farther and say some of the lines are from the demons perspective. The bullshit liar part does sound like a fit someone could have during a particularly bad episode, immediately followed by plea to get the demons out of her being the immediate regret she feels for saying or thinking that. In a way, the song could also be interpreted as someone with anger issues and low self worth, bouncing between negative thoughts, believing yourself to only be 'playing' nice with other people, recognizing how unhealthy all this is but unable to do anything about it, as the anger and self hatred basically possess you and take control. It ends up being a side of you that you are deeply ashamed of, because you know you don't want to feel that way, you don't even agree with those feelings, but they take hold of you nonetheless, like a possession making you think or act against your own self interest.
There are a lot of layers to this song, essentially, and I'm glad to find another interpretation outside of just abuse
3:13 and that’s basically danganronpa in a nutshell
Aho ahoahoahoahoahoahoaho
Bullshit liar refers to too many characters from that game.
That kinda reminded me of Celeste, Leon, Korekiyo and Mikan
The fact nobody in this reply thread has even mentioned my boy Kokichi is a disgrace.
I just mentioned the characters that were crazy during a class trial or in a PTA when they were discovered as the culprits
It's crazy this was posted 8 years ago. With this amazing soundtrack i would have thought this was posted in this year or something. You rock!
ME TOO
I know it's about an abusive relationship, but before I realised I thought it was about a personality disorder. When you are possessed it's like you have another personality. This girl is dealing with multiple personalities and doesn't know how to handle it. So she assumes she is possessed when really it's a mental disorder. But now I know it's about an abusive relationship.
Honestly i love looking and making therories so I don't look at the real meaning
yep
Music's open to interpretation. 'S nice like that.
@@thesandwich5321 nom
Well I think it's rabies.
1:36 me when I go to school
Same
Me:* in maht Cass I need E Xtxor SI M😧😧😧😧😧😧😵😡😠*
True
1:30
Everyone: School is fun.
3:13
mom: walks into the room
my computer on full volume: I NEED AN EXORCISM
mom: leaves the room
Welp that describes my life
That’s so relatable. I was listening to “reposted in the wrong neighbourhood” once, and I realized that my sister was literally snooping behind my shoulder.
;-;
mom: Ok, i will call them
LMFAO, that’s great
This is why I use earbuds 😂
I remember watching BFDI I need exorcism meme videos
I just got veteran war flashbacks
I need healing
I need healing
I need healing
I need healing
I need healing
I need healing
I need healing
I need healing
GreenBerry genJII
@@longleggedboi6876 Yee
Me as a healer main lemme add something: 3:17
*M e d i c ! Oh WaIt ThAtS mE*
mada mada
"I need an exorcism."
"I need an exorcism."
"I need an exorcism."
"I need an exorcism."
"I need an exorcism."
"Exorcists can't save me now."
... xD
Sindex Vahkill MAKE UP YOUR MIND YOU DAMNED WOMAN!!!!!!!!!! XD
That's what I thought throughout the song~
Singer claims that exorcists can't save her.
Says she needs an exorcism.
The irony.
"THIS IS NUMBER THREE."
the "exorcist can't save me now" is the demon saying that.( or I think so)
Sindex Vahkill
I can't stop laughing the second this line started
"Bullshit Lier!"
"Bullshit Lier!"
"Bullshit Lier!"
"Bullshit Lier!"
"Bullshit Lier!"
the chorus makes me think like someones controlling her, like she tries to say something and then is controlled and her words are changed. especially the part where it says "i swear to you that im fine" it makes me think they take over to make her say shes fine when really she aint.
Bela Shadowcat the song is about a abusive relationship
@@dead7681 *_ITS ABOUT A FUCKING MOVIE CALLED THE EXORCIST GODDAMMIT_*
Abusive relationships
@@icantchangemyprofilepic7874 no it isn't, it's about an abusive relationship
@@Sam-fq5hc The song is about a abusive relationship and it was inspired in the movie ._.)
3:13 love this part
Same
BULLSHIT LIAR🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I had found you
I had left you
I forgave you
I forgot you
You possessed me
You controlled me
Said you loved me
Said you'd kill me
He is speaking
Speaking for me
I'm a worthless human being
He's still speaking
Speaking for me
Keep your voice down
Or he'll hurt me
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that I'm fine
Please let me die to be found
He speaks for me nerves that I grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and I play nice
Only to die on the inside
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
It happened once
It happened twice
It won't happen again
I won't play nice
You spoke for me
You spoke for them
This is number three
Go back to the dammed
He is speaking
Speaking for me
I'm a worthless human being
He's still speaking
Speaking for me
Keep your voice down
Or he'll hurt me
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that I'm fine
Please let me die to be found
He speaks for me nerves that I grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and I play nice
Only to die on the inside
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
Bullsht liar
Bullsht liar
Bullsht liar
Bullsht liar
Everything you told me were lies
You left me here to fcking die
Bullsht liar
Bullsht liar
Bullsht liar
Bullsht liar
Exorcise me
Get the demons out of me
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that I'm fine
Please let me die to be found
He speaks for me nerves that I grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and I play nice
Only to die on the inside
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that I'm fine
Please let me die to be found
He speaks for me nerves that I grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and I play nice
Only to die on the inside
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that I'm fine
Please let me die to be found
He speaks for me nerves that I grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and I play nice
Only to die on the inside
I'm a worthless "humam" being .--.
Thank you!
I wanted to see the lyrics!
I am Japanese.
I don't know if English is good
@@kokubot765 It's okay
@@ConfettiPyro
Thank you
@@FreakyOverhaul I can relate
I’m a worthless human *beAN*
this made my day
XD
I'm a worthless human bæn
*BEANS*
Me and the boys at 2am looking for BEANS
I didn't know what this was about until I checked the comment section, but I understand now...I think the comparison between being possessed and domestic abuse is fascinating. I never would've thought to compare the two- but it really fits. The control, the conflicting messages sent, and not being able to speak for yourself- this song is tragic, but also a real stroke of genius.
Yeah , for example the part when she says "He is Speaking for me"
Ok
1:26 looking for that hm?
Someone of my same community, HUG????.?
DIDDYS world
*dandy*
Someone, get the Exorcist! Hey, not the movie, an actual exorcist! No, not the badly-made sequels, I meant an exorcist. Okay, fine, the Ghostbusters will do.
Revvy Frostina WHO U GONNA CALL??? GHOSTBUSTERS XD
Revvy Frostina Kid Icarus: Uprising!
Revvy Frostina Does the cast of Ao no Exorcist work?
Revvy Frostina GET THE WINCHESTER BROTHERS SAM DEAN IF U MUST BRING CASTIEL UR ANGEL
Ok you get the reboot of ghostsbusters
This feels like a metaphor for an abusive relationship but idk if it's just me getting this
Life of a kid cosplayer check the description.
Oh!! Hey!! I was right!! I need to get into the habit of looking in the description before I open my big mouth
Life of a kid cosplayer YOU WIN A PRIZE! **gives you a piece of cardboard** dont smoke it
Can I smoke it?
Life of a kid cosplayer I thought the exact same thing! It's good to know my mind isn't that fucked up after all XD
"I'm a worthless human being..."
Me: Well, you aren't human, but okay.
Mewshi “ BULLSHIT LIAR “ - Cyber Diva 2017
"You are a godamn liar." - Cyber Diva (LOVE)
This song's suppose to be about abusive relationships...
No- The girl is saying that the demon/her abusive partner makes her believe that
1:50 notice when she said it happened once and twice the words actually appeared. But when we said “it won’t happen again” 1:55 the red screen (pause to see) had (…) on it. Basically saying that it did happen again and she just said that to reassure herself.
too many people see this song as a song about literally exorcism, but it's actually about abuse/depression/ mental illness. The lyrics are smartly written
Yep!
i tbh never cared about what it ment, i just liked the song in general.
This is the most perfect representation of immediate post-lifelong-abusive-cycle psychology I have ever seen.
Check the description! VSQx/Off Vocal is available!
How much is your album? I'm a superfan of you and I live in London :D you're such an amazing producer. I hope you gain more popularity so that I can wave a glow stick around at your concerts!! This song reminds of MOMMY. A lot of people do say your sound is repetitive (sorry kinda of true) but I take it as your signature. It's good that people can say there's something about you that differentiates from other producers. I hope to hear more and more songs from you!!! :D
1dogissky I checked the price of the album in Bandcamp today. The album costs $14 (US dollars).
I'm sorry, but I'm aware that someone already made a Kaito V3 cover.
THIS IS SO FUCKING AWESOME
+Pinkgirl234 really so cheap ? :o
8 years.. Dayum...
"I'm a worthless human being"
I felt that 😩
Same :-/
same 💀🤌
Same 😭😭😭
Same😭-
SAME 😭
Rika is that you?
waddya mean
***** She looks like Rika from Mystic Messenger.
lololol i thought of that too xD
I thought the same thing (●´∀｀●)
PᎬᏒᎥᎠᎾᏆ lōᑌĵĨᗩl \(^‿^✿)/
damn this song perfectly captures how emotional abuse feels, the lyric "hes still speaking, speaking for me, keep your voice down or he'll hurt me" and "i act coy and play nice, only to die on the inside" perfectly captures what the dynamic with my abuser was like
1:22
This song hits even harder after watching "the creep" movie
-Probably for some reason-
I know so many people have said this, but I too wanted to thank you for making this song, it was one of the main reasons I was able to escape the abusive situation I was in.
I never quite understood why people would stay in abusive relationships until I was in one myself. I had it in my head that abusers were these horrible, awful, irredeemable people. Like monsters, and I didn't understand why someone would stay with them. I didn't realize, that they were simply *people,* people who loved, had morals, had passions, who tried their best with everything they did, that laughed and cried like everyone else, THEY could be abusers, and that was the most terrifying realization of my *life.* Because suddenly I was with someone who wasn't a monster, who was truly trying his best, and hurting me in the process. I needed to get out. But I loved him, how *could* I escape? I felt like I couldn't, I felt trapped. Trapped in this never ending cycle of hurt and pain not because someone was intentionally trying to hurt me but because they were *flawed* and that was truly scary. I needed to get out, but I couldn't. I could hurt a monster, but not a person. So I took it, I took the hurt I took the blame for EIGHT F-CKING MONTHS, and I wasn't able to reach out until he nearly led me to end my life. This song really spoke to me at a time when I was in so much pain, and gave me the courage to leave. Thank you
I'm so glad you are out of that.. my aunt was in a relationship like this. I'm so glad she broke up with him.
(:
OMG IM AN IDIOT I USED TO THINK THIS WAS GUMI WHAT THE HELL
-Rīññÿ- -Rīñ- same here. ._.
Gumi has green hair and her voice sounds more organic compared to the vocoloid singer here
It's Cyber Diva
Yey this song sounds like Gumi would sing and I don't why ._.
Sameee
1:53 After it says 'It won't happen again', you simply see '...'
After 2:01, where it says 'Go back to the damned', for a split second the word 'die' can be seen.
At 3:32, after it says 'I need an exorcism', for a split second you can see the words 'Save me' .
alex hathaway I saw all
alex hathaway mi explainded in three words...
Yea
3:12 don't mind me, just my fav part
0:27 "Know Da Pringle" Is legit all I hear whenever I listen to this song
Xendella-P now i cant unhear it,thanks
I hear 'Ee no da de'
Seriously.
OML LMAO
I hear a distorted “no stop help me”
Zombie SmittenKitten now I cant unhear that.
So... I'm the only who noticed the very little part where the screen is all blue and in the middle is "(die)"
The Kyu no
The Kyu the first time I watched it I notice it
The Kyu sameeeee
Hyde
I did but I find it hilarious and terrifying that right after I read this comment I look up to the video and that part played-
Also, to all the people that took their time to compose their own theories, i’d say they’re spot on. But i think Eyeris is right when he says that LOVE and Exorcism are about an abusive relationship.
This here is my take on the whole sha-bang.
LOVE from Abuser’s POV - The abuser corners their victim in a wall and tells them that loving them wasn’t that much of a chore for them, but tolerating one’s whims is just like watching paint dry for them. The abuser also views their victims as hopeless romantics just seeking out love for the sake of being loved, which may contribute to insult to injury. The abuser also says that loving their victims was as simple as chewing needles, and that wanting them was a complete waste of their time. During the second part during the last part of the song also says that the abuser cannot stop yelling and keeps on playing with their victim like they’re they’re own toy, as well as twisting their words around to set you off on some sort of emotional roller coaster.
Exorcism from Victim’s POV - The victim found their abuser (probably through a dating website or something) and left that person for abusing them, physically, mentally, and verbally. In public, the victim sits down and does nothing while the abuser constantly claims that they would never hurt anyone, which also explains the BS Liar part of the song. And the victim feels like the abuser is the one in control, speaking louder then one’s voice, feeling blocked off by their abuser. As the description of this song says, the victims is forced to feel happy, and play along as if nothing happened. Now obviously, that’s just the abuser telling the victim to play along so that the abuser doesn’t get in trouble. And towards the end of the song, the victims has finally left that person, getting sick and tired of being abused, again, mentally, physically, and verbally. They may end up remembering what happened, but know that they got out alive.
To anyone that has never seen this comment before, you must have been surprised. I myself have been to church a few times in real life, but that’s not really an important part of this comment. The root of this is to just completely theorize the two songs in this one comment, just so i can have a bit of a chance to correct anyone that has come up with pretty good theories that don’t really match well with how the song portrays domestic assault.
I myself may not have found the proper girl in real life, but once i do, we may have to get through any arguments or disagreements that come up, making it a goal to never fight in bed, and only sort things out in the daytime.
And my honest thoughts on it, when i first listened to this song, i had no basic idea that Eyeris was in the horrible relationship until he summed enough courage to be able to post this song, which is surprising. He was encouraged by a person on twitter to post LOVE online to sort of express his past relationship by telling it through music, which i think is cool. So to eyeris (who may end coming across this comment), i am very sorry that you have been in such a bad situation with your ex. I had no idea that you were abused like this in high school, or outside of high school, until you stated taking your voice and placing it in your music, not physically, but through vocaloid itself. But i do hope that things work out for him, and he sums up the courage to post Animalistic once he finishes it, because i am definitely looking forward to seeing it.
So yeah, that’s my take on this long comment, theory, thing.
Bacon-lover101 / David Hinkle Well done
Monika DDLC Mokina, how dare you enter this comment section without me knowing?
Bacon-lover101 / David Hinkle Lol
Eliza Cumberdale Oh, i see. Well, thanks for your input!
I just watched this song and it's fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I know this song is about abuse but i just noticed how good it can also be interpreted into an individual having religious trauma.
Yea true my father always say that I'm a demon and that needs to beat me lmfao
are you alright now @@Cyberbronya? i hope you're fine :( you don't deserve this
@@Cyberbronya that's pretty concerning???????
It might be both tbh. A lot of people use religion to be abusive.
*nobody better ruin the damn likes it’s too perfect*
Mom: We're going to McDonald's
7 year old me: AWESOME
*goes to the dentist instead*
Me: 3:12
Me: WHERE ARE WE GOING?!?!
My mom: Taco bell!
Her: *goes to ROSS*
Me: 3:12
@@personifulsob9626 HAHAHAHA
Cue hyperdontia
*U LEFT ME HERE TO FUCKING DIE*
LOL
I'm gonna play this over and over I'm possessed AF
same
same
EmbraceEvil AREN'T WE ALL
I sleep to this now.
EmbraceEvil so you need exorcists?
🍓 8 years later and it still incredible =)
SPRUOUT
1st time listening - Meh.
3rd time listening- I NEED AN EXORCISM I NEED AN EXORCISM-
Me too bruh
SAME
Beca, só isso 平和 I know same
I just had to learn the lyrics
Beca, só isso 平和 Vc eh br?
Good to see almost everyone missing the point of the song. (Domestic abuse)
Right?
I didn't miss it. Also I thought most people got it.
Most people got it , but most people think that this is a possed girl
this is what happens to a child after they realize they have more power than the abuser. take it from me. i toil and think about killing my dad over and over again. pain is the ecstasy he put into my brain.
Dianne Cuya Yeah, she’s not possessed. You are right, I wish some people understood the point of the song.
2:03 Who Else Saw "(die)" In the Flickering Text?
You madlad...
I did
Me!
@@starliddalypeesonthefloor what?
@@lazycoffee2314 I didn't even notice it until you said something like how did you even find that?
As someone who probably has Borderline Personality Disorder and knows what this song is about, it kinda feels relatable
The "demon" in this song being all the bad thoughts and impulsive things someone with BPD says and thinks
"Exorcists cant save me now" is honestly a really relatable line because I wish that i was normal and didnt have all the BPD symptoms but i do and i wish i could be saved but i dont think anyone can save me now
Idk if it was intended or not but you can hear something like "mereka tipu" in 0:27 which means they lied in Malay
Btw sorry for my English
Hi, fellow Malaysians :>
Yo that might be it, that’s cool! This made me love the song more aight have a good day-
And if you on the subtiles in 3:32 it will be weird
@@remuchithedanggo3977 its to give off the vibe-
@@remuchithedanggo3977 yeah it says "save me"
*In the church*
New video from Creep-P (Eyeris)
Me: "GUYS, EYERIS JUST UPLOADED A NEW VIDEO!"
*Everyone pulls out their phone*
*The priest takes out his phone.*
s a m e
Star's Nova 😂
XD...... but..... would church even allow it ?
I'm just imagining the Priest's face 😂😂😂
Bruh 😂
**sir this is a mcdonalds**
Edit: fuck wrong with ya'll-
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
*I need an exorcism*
“I need an exorcism” parts and 2:59 to 3:32 are my favorite parts :3
2:45 exorcism meme
Happy 2 years anniversary, still love this song! Stuck in my head for the rest of October already.
....
iM sTiLl HeRe ToO!
@@_shinyyj183 rEEE
3 years
new songs from GHOST and Eyeris?! is it my birthday??
Nope just Halloween
the spirit of abysmal despair THIS IS HALLOWEEN ( I was surprised when I saw the 2 videos ) pd: bad eng, I know
the spirit of abysmal despair what were?i never saw ghost anywhere
the spirit of abysmal despair no
same
" Exorcists can't save me now " ..... " I need an Exorcism"
Nicki Minaj: " Pick a side, pick a side"
1:35 and 3:12 is my favorite parts
This song is about (public) gaslighting. I've been gaslit by my parents and ex-partners, and still am as a full adult (as to which this song is even more relatable to the point that it describes it almost to a T, because adults 100% have no reason to have someone else speaking for them). I am still being treated like a little kid that can't do a thing, and whenever I try to reach for help, my parents interrupt and talk over me, as to which the people I ask help for end up taking their side about my parent's comments about me, rather than my own comments about myself, even though I'm an adult. My mother tries making excuses about how it's okay to rob money off of me, and uses every little thing I've done against me in an attempt to not let professionals take me away. For one, she says I am lazy in an attempt to not make them feel like I'm worthy of help, and two, being a hypocrite and saying that I am too weak to do these things (which I AM very weak, but she overexaggerates it), in an attempt to make it look like I HAVE to rely on her (my mother). She's basically telling them that helping me out of pointless, as I myself end up also saying... that asking for help is pointless.
Saying that you're fine isn't the depression cliche, as in this context, it's you asking for help, but THEM saying to those that can help you all of the reasons why you don't need help... even though the staff are there to talk to you, they speak for you instead.
And acting coy and nice is all you can pretty much do in that scenario. You can't speak, yet you also don't want to look distressed (as you are afraid they will use it against you), so you try and act normal.
Wanting to die (especially the part "to be found") indicates that there's pretty much no way for anyone to help them... but maybe if they commit suicide, someone will finally realise.
That's why you need an exorcism metaphorically - YOU feel horrible because YOU "did" those things that someone is saying that you did! (Which you didn't do), or vice versa. It can be said for just about anything. Exorcists are the professionals that you want to seek help with, e.g. therapists, social workers, doctors, but because someone else speaks for you, they can't help you.
This should be the top comment
OMFG im in the same boat!! i thought i was alone..... my mum gaslights me very often and manipulates me
@@pinkgirly19 If you're a minor though it doesn't really count. It's actually very healthy parenting for a parent to set boundaries according to your age, and just like every human being on the planet, you are not correct 100% of the time: someone saying you are incorrect unless it's actually got hard facts behind it wouldn't be gaslighting, and even in this scenario it isn't probably even gaslighting, just someone who is misinformed and believes in a lie, which is bad, but isn't gaslighting. It's only gaslighting when the person KNOWS that the person they're talking to is right and tries to move goalposts in an attempt to make them feel like the wrong one.
Say, for example, someone keeps on telling you that you're incompetent and cannot look after yourself and you need to rely on them (again not as a minor: minors cannot legally look after themselves, and anyone
Lyrics because yes :
I had found you
I had left you
I forgave you
I forgot you
You possessed me
You controled me
Said you loved me
Said you'd kill me
he's speaking
Speaking for me
I'm a worthless human being
he's still speaking
Speaking for me
Keep your voice down or she'll hurt me
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you
That i'm fine :)
Please let me die
To be found
She speaks for me
Nerves that i grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and i play nice
Only to die on the inside
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
It happened
Once
It happened
Twice
It won't happen again
I won't play nice
You spoke for me
You spoke for them
This is number 3
Go back to the damned
he's speaking
Speaking for me
I'm a worthless human being
he's still speaking
Speaking for me
Keep your voice down or she'll hurt me
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that i'm fine :)
Please let me die to be found
he speaks for me
Nerves that i grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and i play nice only to die on the inside
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
I need an exorcism
BULLSHIT LIAR
Everything you told me were lies
YOU LEFT me here to FUCKING die
BULLSHIT LIAR
Exorcise me
Get the demons out of me
I NEED AN EXORCISM
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that i'm fine
Please let me die to be found
he speaks for me
Nerves that i grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and i play nice
Only to die on the inside
Exorcists can't save me now
I swear to you that i'm fine
Please let me die to be found
He speaks for me, nerves that i grind
Speaking louder in my own voice
Blocked by the voice of a demon inside
I act coy and i play nice
Only to die on the inside
Bee-the- Pancake-cat Why thank you-
Bee-the- Pancake-cat 100 like and ty
*he
Thanks
Bitter Mitsee 歌詞ありがとう！
I think she's speaking about a abusive relationship...
-He is speaking for me
-he may tell her or make her feel like she's worthless
-louder than my voice
(he may yell at her)
-I swear i'm fine
(a friend may ask her what's wrong)
-the "exorcism" or "demons" may be all the feelings she feels torward him because that's what keeping her come back to him...the feelings,the "demons"
*Drinks*
Bleach can I drink you to Jacob saggytitties
Pinkmew AJ of course! At least SOMEONE who asks me before just starting to drink!
He speaks for me - Covering up his crimes
I play nice only to die on the inside - Suicidal?
Keep your voice down or he'll hurt me - On the phone to the police?