Your videos bring me a great deal of comfort, even if you feel like you don't have anything to talk about. I'm also struggling with the start of the year, feeling very unmotivated and sad. It's also reassuring I'm not the only person with a hatred of bright lighting. My husband thinks I'm odd because I do everything in half darkness with the blinds closed and the lights off 😆.
It is very hard for me too to sleep. I loved your video, it hit home. Don’t be too harsh on yourself. I am pretty sure better and more productive days will come soon. We are here for you whatever you upload 😊
For me, the only thing that’s worked for getting me out of a rut was first getting mad. I’d get mad and scream I can’t live like this anymore! Then I’d push myself to accomplish things. It gets easier the more you push yourself
Although it’s inconvenient, i kinda love staying up all night even if have work the next day… sometimes watching a movie, cuddling my cat, reading…. Mostly overthinking about life 😅😅😅
Be gentle on yourself, you're a beautiful person with a unique perspective on life that benefits a lot of people, I'm one of them. My sleep is awful too was up almost all night a few nights ago and rarely get a good nights sleep. Your cats are so sweet.
So excited to see this upload! Your videos have been such a joy and help in the last weeks ❤ Your online presence means a lot and you should be proud of your work and the high quality content you produce. (Also, Im so glad you uploaded your other videos again!)
Hey Kimberly, so good to see you again. Although you started out sad and I could see it in your face, you gradually came into your old self, I'm so happy to say. Having people in your life who really truly get you is a Godsend. Even if its only one. Having supportive people I know doesent always mean we're going to feel good all the time, but it is so helpful. I used to be able to get to my AA meetings, but the past year or so Ive been so sick, with various issues, I can't get out to them. I had some people I really liked and others I had to stay away from, LOL, like any organization AA has its good and bad. So Ive been sober for a long time, and have no desire to drink, but my depression can kick my ass, even with my med. As a fellow tea drinker, I love when you talk about your tea. I too, only drink black tea, I dont like herbal, tastes like trees or bark and the fruity ones just dont get it. Ive been drinking Tetleys British Blend, they dont have a tag, they are circles. I have to do almond milk, took me years to get used to it, but I have finally a good one organic unsweetened. I drink a lot during the day too, but switch to Trader Joes decaf black tea in the afternoon, its made better, but still not the flavorfull. Thinking about you not being able to read in Swedish the book you wanted, I dont know maybe you are burnt out? Im so glad you talk about your books, I keep a pen and paper by my desktop so I can write down books that you and others suggest. So White Nights is now on my TBR list, if not already! I have so many. I feel like a lazy slug because I wnat to do so much more than what i do, I hate myelf for not being able to do more. But then, I have to remember, Im doing the best I can and that just has to be good enough. Hope you had a good time going out! Be good to yourself! Hugs 🤗💚💜💚 oh when I put a purple heart, it sands for Domestic Violence. My ex was a real monster. Stay warm!
Oh i didnt know that the Purple Heart was for domestic violence. 💚 I think I have figured out what has caused my recent decent into this mood and will talk about it more in a coming video I think. I'll also enjoy tetley! 🥰💚
The process itself is interesting, when you talk about yourself, how you feel, night, sleepless 🌙, I don't personally need to see unusual things, I cannot sleep at night myself. Earl Grey is my every day tea including nights, I add milk and sometimes eat biscuits at night. The idea will come to you Kimberly, in fact keeps coming each single moments, take care 🙂 Monika
Watching a video by you is always a good reason to stay up late :) But I gotta go to bed and I'll be back tomorrow. So good to see you as you haven't posted in a little while. Insomnia sucks. Been there.
@@Kimberly_Viktoria Pumpkin spice is seasonal afaik and will be back in the fall. I think you should write your own book. In fact I insist :). A memoir as a basis and maybe finish it as a memoir or maybe use it as a basis for a fiction. You have a wonderful "voice," by that I mean not your accent, but the way you talk is literature-like. You have some fantastically interesting scenes in your life. A lot of heartbreak. There is the thread of your ex running through the whole thing and I am left kind of hanging about whether you will wind up with him in the end (I hope) or what is going to happen. Whatever happens, the emotions behind that could easily drive a fiction. I'm left hanging about what the hell is the matter with that guy that you are not together now. He sounds nice, and you are such a beautiful person I just can't see what the problem is. Anyway there is a story there.
@@Kimberly_Viktoria Hej Kimberly I'm working on a reply but I need to trim it down to make it easy to read because you know me, I write too much :) and I know English is hard for you. Writing is my thing and I'd rather write than talk, half the time.
I totally relate to detesting fluorescent lights! Does your apartment complex have a maintenance person that can help you change the bulbs to something better? In America, we have “warm” lights as an option…it’s a yellower, softer light…not sure if that’s how it is called in Sweden. I hope you’re feeling better and that you enjoyed your breakfast! PS: Love your optimism about the FD book you’re going to be reading. I personally think a lot of the time when I read a book that it will be good but don’t always feel like I fall in love with it. It’s been so long since I’ve found a new favorite. Maybe I just need to be more positive and give new books the hype they deserve 😊
we do have the same different kinds of bulbs to choose from, I just haven't gotten to it yet. but sadly its something I have to fix myself. Thank you I am feeling better. 💚 and yes I usually find that hyping up books too much can ruin them but sometimes it lives up to the expectations at least. 🥰
Really enjoyed this and also, for me, the lighting was spot on. I used to drink earl grey on the regular and with a lot of milk ... haven't had it in years though I almost had forgotten about it :)
The doctor told me that Reagila can cause sleeplessness. I now take it in the morning but still it's tough to get sleep when I go to bed so it's not only because of the medicine.
I know you're on rybellus- you look great btw. I'm on Wegovy jabs and I think it depresses my mood. Well, it takes my chronic low grade depression and really pulls it through the floor. Do you think rybellus might have similar mood lowering effects? Just wondering. Much love from Scotland. 💖✌🏼
If you are struggling to think of things to talk about you could always review a book you have read, talk about some art you have made or a recipe or talk about where you have been lately.
im feeling extra lonely and off these days, I had some online friends who I wrote with every single day for a year. but we got into a discussion on one political subject where we disagreed. to me, there isn't a topic you can't get passed, and just agree to disagree and still be friends. respecting different point of views. but not for them. I either change my mind or they dumped me. so they all dumped me. it happened a few days ago. now I am in still shock phase. no one to text. no one who checks I daily. the love we said we had for each other, apparently was only real on my part. 💔 it sucks when you're being rejected just because you dont agree with someone. anyways... just wanted to share my wounds.
@@Kimberly_Viktoria I hope so too💜 like they say, when a door closes another opens. maybe it can be true in this situation too. have you been able to sleep better by now? 💜
Are the books you read novels? Or factual historical things like that? You were saying you didn’t really know what to talk about you could tell us that did you go to breakfast by yourself or did you get to meet your ex-boyfriend? I hope you eventually started feeling better and got some sleep. I stay up all night sometimes too. My mind just won’t be quiet. Then the next night I’ll sleep really well. ❤️ What is your other cats name? I know Edward, but I can’t understand what you’re calling your other cat… 😊
Hi! Yes mostly the books I read are novels. I met my ex-boyfriend for breakfast thats why I didnt film it since he's not comfortable being on RUclips. My other cats name is Ior which is the swedish version of Eeyore. Like from Whinne the pooh. 🥰💚
I don't know if it is where you live, but promethazine is an over the counter drowsy antihistamine that helps you to fall asleep. I know that if I don't sleep then it can bring on mania. Hope you get some sleep soon.
I get the issue about not having anything to say in the vlog. I have a blog, and I'm running out of ideas, but I think it would be easier if I had an audience, and someone to riff of off and direct my blogposts to.
Since watching your videos, I started drinking tea, from David's tea. There is a tea called Simply Tea. I'm not a fan of it, but I am stuck with 2 50 50-gram bags of loose tea. The other one 1 bag is called Salted Caramel Oolong tea. I do like fruity teas such as peach or hibiscus. They have a cherry one which I'll be purchasing soon.
Your videos bring me a great deal of comfort, even if you feel like you don't have anything to talk about.
I'm also struggling with the start of the year, feeling very unmotivated and sad.
It's also reassuring I'm not the only person with a hatred of bright lighting. My husband thinks I'm odd because I do everything in half darkness with the blinds closed and the lights off 😆.
oh thank you! I hope as the year continues we will both feel better. 💚
haha there's something about bright light thats just off putting. 😂
It is very hard for me too to sleep. I loved your video, it hit home. Don’t be too harsh on yourself. I am pretty sure better and more productive days will come soon. We are here for you whatever you upload 😊
Thank you so much! 💚
For me, the only thing that’s worked for getting me out of a rut was first getting mad. I’d get mad and scream I can’t live like this anymore! Then I’d push myself to accomplish things. It gets easier the more you push yourself
Thank you for the advice, luckily I have found the root cause for this mood I've been in, and I'll probably talk about it in a coming video. 🥰
Although it’s inconvenient, i kinda love staying up all night even if have work the next day… sometimes watching a movie, cuddling my cat, reading…. Mostly overthinking about life 😅😅😅
Haha yes exactly! 💚
Be gentle on yourself, you're a beautiful person with a unique perspective on life that benefits a lot of people, I'm one of them. My sleep is awful too was up almost all night a few nights ago and rarely get a good nights sleep. Your cats are so sweet.
@@lifewithgen13 thank you so much! They really are. 🥰
So excited to see this upload!
Your videos have been such a joy and help in the last weeks ❤
Your online presence means a lot and you should be proud of your work and the high quality content you produce.
(Also, Im so glad you uploaded your other videos again!)
oh thank you so much! Im not sure I would call this high quality though but thank you! 🥹💚
Can’t sleep either. 😂😭 Happy to see you!
Hihi hi! Happy to hear from you too! 🥰
Thank YOU for posting, you bring so much light to us!!! 💚 Hope you get a good night's sleep soon 💚
Thank you and I have! 🥰💚
Hey Kimberly, so good to see you again. Although you started out sad and I could see it in your face, you gradually came into your old self, I'm so happy to say. Having people in your life who really truly get you is a Godsend. Even if its only one. Having supportive people I know doesent always mean we're going to feel good all the time, but it is so helpful. I used to be able to get to my AA meetings, but the past year or so Ive been so sick, with various issues, I can't get out to them. I had some people I really liked and others I had to stay away from, LOL, like any organization AA has its good and bad. So Ive been sober for a long time, and have no desire to drink, but my depression can kick my ass, even with my med. As a fellow tea drinker, I love when you talk about your tea. I too, only drink black tea, I dont like herbal, tastes like trees or bark and the fruity ones just dont get it. Ive been drinking Tetleys British Blend, they dont have a tag, they are circles. I have to do almond milk, took me years to get used to it, but I have finally a good one organic unsweetened. I drink a lot during the day too, but switch to Trader Joes decaf black tea in the afternoon, its made better, but still not the flavorfull. Thinking about you not being able to read in Swedish the book you wanted, I dont know maybe you are burnt out? Im so glad you talk about your books, I keep a pen and paper by my desktop so I can write down books that you and others suggest. So White Nights is now on my TBR list, if not already! I have so many. I feel like a lazy slug because I wnat to do so much more than what i do, I hate myelf for not being able to do more. But then, I have to remember, Im doing the best I can and that just has to be good enough. Hope you had a good time going out! Be good to yourself! Hugs 🤗💚💜💚 oh when I put a purple heart, it sands for Domestic Violence. My ex was a real monster. Stay warm!
Oh i didnt know that the Purple Heart was for domestic violence. 💚 I think I have figured out what has caused my recent decent into this mood and will talk about it more in a coming video I think. I'll also enjoy tetley! 🥰💚
@@Kimberly_Viktoria Looking forward to it! Hope your week is going good for you! 🤗💚💜💚
@@gypsyskyy9451 Thank you and you too! 💚☺️
The process itself is interesting, when you talk about yourself, how you feel, night, sleepless 🌙, I don't personally need to see unusual things, I cannot sleep at night myself. Earl Grey is my every day tea including nights, I add milk and sometimes eat biscuits at night. The idea will come to you Kimberly, in fact keeps coming each single moments, take care 🙂
Monika
Thank you Monika. 🥰 A biscuit with the tea sounds nice. 💚
Watching a video by you is always a good reason to stay up late :) But I gotta go to bed and I'll be back tomorrow. So good to see you as you haven't posted in a little while. Insomnia sucks. Been there.
thank you, do so. I just woke up after a good nights sleep. 🥰
@@Kimberly_Viktoria Pumpkin spice is seasonal afaik and will be back in the fall.
I think you should write your own book. In fact I insist :). A memoir as a basis and maybe finish it as a memoir or maybe use it as a basis for a fiction. You have a wonderful "voice," by that I mean not your accent, but the way you talk is literature-like. You have some fantastically interesting scenes in your life. A lot of heartbreak. There is the thread of your ex running through the whole thing and I am left kind of hanging about whether you will wind up with him in the end (I hope) or what is going to happen. Whatever happens, the emotions behind that could easily drive a fiction. I'm left hanging about what the hell is the matter with that guy that you are not together now. He sounds nice, and you are such a beautiful person I just can't see what the problem is. Anyway there is a story there.
@@engleharddinglefester4285 I wrote you an email. 😊
@@Kimberly_Viktoria Hej Kimberly I'm working on a reply but I need to trim it down to make it easy to read because you know me, I write too much :) and I know English is hard for you. Writing is my thing and I'd rather write than talk, half the time.
@@engleharddinglefester4285 haha 😊
Thanks
@@autismandpodcast Thank you so much 🥹💚💚💚
I totally relate to detesting fluorescent lights! Does your apartment complex have a maintenance person that can help you change the bulbs to something better? In America, we have “warm” lights as an option…it’s a yellower, softer light…not sure if that’s how it is called in Sweden. I hope you’re feeling better and that you enjoyed your breakfast!
PS: Love your optimism about the FD book you’re going to be reading. I personally think a lot of the time when I read a book that it will be good but don’t always feel like I fall in love with it. It’s been so long since I’ve found a new favorite. Maybe I just need to be more positive and give new books the hype they deserve 😊
we do have the same different kinds of bulbs to choose from, I just haven't gotten to it yet. but sadly its something I have to fix myself.
Thank you I am feeling better. 💚 and yes I usually find that hyping up books too much can ruin them but sometimes it lives up to the expectations at least. 🥰
So good to see you again, even if you couldn’t sleep. Hope you’ve been able to get some rest since. 💜
Thank you and I have! 💚
Really enjoyed this and also, for me, the lighting was spot on.
I used to drink earl grey on the regular and with a lot of milk ...
haven't had it in years though I almost had forgotten about it :)
@@athena144 thank you! 💚
Kimberly your doing well because your reaching out and hopefully you'll get the support you need
Thank you so much Hayley! 💚
and skincare as well xx
I'm out here pulling an all nighter too! New subbie!
@@MoniqueLemin aww thank you! 🥹💚
Wishing you a better rest tonight Kimberly 😴❤
Thank you! I slept a little during the day and hope to get a good nights sleep later. 💚
The doctor told me that Reagila can cause sleeplessness. I now take it in the morning but still it's tough to get sleep when I go to bed so it's not only because of the medicine.
Uppskattar dina videos! Du klär jättebra i din hårfärg. Vad kallar du den färgen? 🥰❤️💇🏼♀️
I know you're on rybellus- you look great btw. I'm on Wegovy jabs and I think it depresses my mood. Well, it takes my chronic low grade depression and really pulls it through the floor. Do you think rybellus might have similar mood lowering effects? Just wondering. Much love from Scotland. 💖✌🏼
@@SRPA476 Thank you! I Will look up this thank you so much for the suggestion. 💚💚💚
I have a request if you feel comfortable filming it, could you do like your makeup collection, perfume collection like showing it all? xx
Thank you! Maybe I could include it in a vlog or something one day? 🥰
😍I don't care what you post, I'm just happy to see your sweet face.🥰
Thank you! 🥹💚
If you are struggling to think of things to talk about you could always review a book you have read, talk about some art you have made or a recipe or talk about where you have been lately.
@@originalvonster Thank you for the ideas. 💚
@ You're welcome. :)
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17:11 Ior är söööt!
@@pyenygren2299 visst är hon? 🥹
7:36 Edward är söööt!
@@pyenygren2299 ja!! 😍
im feeling extra lonely and off these days, I had some online friends who I wrote with every single day for a year. but we got into a discussion on one political subject where we disagreed. to me, there isn't a topic you can't get passed, and just agree to disagree and still be friends. respecting different point of views. but not for them. I either change my mind or they dumped me. so they all dumped me. it happened a few days ago. now I am in still shock phase. no one to text. no one who checks I daily. the love we said we had for each other, apparently was only real on my part. 💔
it sucks when you're being rejected just because you dont agree with someone. anyways... just wanted to share my wounds.
Thats heartbreaking, im so sad for your sake but thank you for sharing. I hope something new can come out of this eventually. ❤🩹
@@Kimberly_Viktoria I hope so too💜 like they say, when a door closes another opens. maybe it can be true in this situation too. have you been able to sleep better by now? 💜
@@Bamgeutcutiepie Yes exactly. 🥰 I have been sleeping on and off during the day. 💚
Hiiii
Hi! 😊
10:10 Dåligt ljus är bättre än för skarpt ljus. 💡
Are the books you read novels? Or factual historical things like that? You were saying you didn’t really know what to talk about you could tell us that did you go to breakfast by yourself or did you get to meet your ex-boyfriend? I hope you eventually started feeling better and got some sleep. I stay up all night sometimes too. My mind just won’t be quiet. Then the next night I’ll sleep really well. ❤️ What is your other cats name? I know Edward, but I can’t understand what you’re calling your other cat… 😊
Hi! Yes mostly the books I read are novels. I met my ex-boyfriend for breakfast thats why I didnt film it since he's not comfortable being on RUclips.
My other cats name is Ior which is the swedish version of Eeyore. Like from Whinne the pooh. 🥰💚
I don't know if it is where you live, but promethazine is an over the counter drowsy antihistamine that helps you to fall asleep. I know that if I don't sleep then it can bring on mania. Hope you get some sleep soon.
@@originalvonster thank you I have slept for some hours now and feel slightly better ☺️
@@Kimberly_Viktoria Glad you're feeling better. :)
I get the issue about not having anything to say in the vlog. I have a blog, and I'm running out of ideas, but I think it would be easier if I had an audience, and someone to riff of off and direct my blogposts to.
Since watching your videos, I started drinking tea, from David's tea. There is a tea called Simply Tea. I'm not a fan of it, but I am stuck with 2 50 50-gram bags of loose tea. The other one 1 bag is called Salted Caramel Oolong tea. I do like fruity teas such as peach or hibiscus. They have a cherry one which I'll be purchasing soon.
Oh do you like the caramel tea though? I just bought some caramel rooibos tea a few days ago and can't wait to try it. 🥰
I'm in the same boat. I haven't able to sleep since 2 am as well.
I hope you get some sleep as well soon! 💚
@@Kimberly_Viktoria You too were you able to sleep. I finally passed out at 10 am after my 2 cats came by to check on me.