Seeing you cry hurts my heart with knowing you are suffering but you do need to let it out when it hits you like that, it will help you heal with time. I'm so glad you see us as your friends, cause we really do care about you and all the good and bad in life, we see you as a person and not just an influencer or health blogger. You have a beautiful spirit Kendel, sending you support and lots of positive vibes.
I highly doubt Luke is ok without you. You pampered Luke , took care of yourself and business at the same time. The adventures and travel you had together will always be good memories. The differences that broke you two apart are still there. You are brilliant, driven, athletic, loving, curious, well spoken, great intentions, wonderful family member, adorable friendships, superb video editor , cook. Taking time to find you balance after any huge change or event is essential and not always comfortable emotionally. Our library here has a coffee shop, presentation talks, gift store, magazine room with tables, quiet rooms to reserve, computers and printers. The atmosphere is quiet yet friendly if one needs to get help or just say hello. I admire your continued goals in modeling because even Judge Judy says never let your finances come from a man. You inspire me to cook and eat better in intentional ways for better health. Now is your time to cry as well as laugh. Tears wash away , cleanse the soul. TG summer is peeking around the corner little sister!! All will be ok in your unknown future!!
You are doing great ! I think all the things you are doing now to keep yourself busy and healthy, all the self love and care is all you can do. There are going to be days that feel terrible and there are going to be days that feel better. It just takes time and because you loved him so much it's going to take more time. But I truly believe that life is happening for you not to you.. and there is going to be a day that you look back at this and think it was the best thing to happen. Sending lots of hugs and love. I hate that you feel sad! stay strong ❤ YOU GOT THIS GUUURL Also I love your smile ! It's so cute that your front teeth are a bit longer. Sure veneers would look great too but I think your smile is cute as it is already 😊
Oh Kay,I love to see how happy you are with Cassie and it brakes my heart to see you cry. I know it’s important because we constantly think that influencers life are perfect but no one’s life is perfect so thank you for sharing even the though moments with us. I can’t wait for you to be super famous and only worry about doing your RUclips videos. You should be surrounded by girls friends love, I’m sending the best energies for you and a big hug!
I disagree with some of these comments saying "all you can do is work on yourself" or just to do more self care. That's obviously only going to get you so far and then you still might not feel so great after. My advice is, seek opportunities to help others and ways that you can give. Looking outward will help heal within. Kindness not only makes others happy, but it makes us happy with ourselves. And also, doing work to help other people really keeps you busy and your mind off of things. Hope some of this helps. :)
I LOVE seeing you back in Enci (I used to live there) socializing and going out more making new friends vs. being isolated in PR solely emotionally dependent on your bf. Everything happens for a reason at the right time and this was meant to be!
Don’t rush the process girl! It took me almost a year to get over a relationship but what helped me the most was truly working on my hugeeee goals that make me excited and living my best life. And when you are ready, open your heart up to start dating again when the time feels good to you - learning about relationship anxiety helped me so much in my next relationships. Breakups suck but remind yourself why would you still want someone that doesn’t want you more? I literally have a screen background on my phone that says “What I Want Wants Me More” and that has helped me manifest everything I truly desire into my life. Find a coach for something you are working on too - therapy is great but I think a life coach or business coach or some sort of successful coach can help you elevate and level up your life to a point where you are a 10 with or without a guy. ❤
thank you for the advice girl! i try to live my best life. i could work on developing bigger goals for myself. i love the saying “What I Want Wants Me More”!
@@kendelkaydo it! (And to the person above 😂 #1. at the time of that comment, I was actually in a committed relationship #2. What y’all faceless / nameless dusties don’t understand is that us girlies would rather BE SINGLE that be with someone that doesn’t respect and love us the way we deserve)
Kendel im so sorry you are going through it 🥺 you deserve all the happiness and love. You are so strong! Im always here for you if you ever need an ear or a distraction. love ya girly 💓
Over 30 minutes?! I am here for it. Oh my gosh. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I had some amazing, foolproof advice to give but I don't. 😢 I'm so sorry you're hurting. We've all been there and I know we all empathize.
Oh sweet girl. I hate that you cried alone I just want to give you a big hug. You are doing your best everyday and I promise you, I PROMISE, with time it will fade away the hurt and the ache in your stomach just hearing or seeing that name or anything related to that will not mean anything in due time. I’m so proud of you for taking such good care of yourself and handling everything with such grace 🤍
You're doing all the right things and you're also having such a good life. It is the best advice to just avoid an ex online. It's best for mental health and moving on. You're honestly doing amazing. I hate to see you cry, but it's also okay to get it out.
My heart just broke for you when you began to cry…And when you said “and you guys are my friends so I figured I should tell you” 🥺 ….we really are your friends, Kendel. We’re here for you. We love you so much! 🤍
Thank you for sharing your emotions with us. I am going through the same thing and seeing you express your hurt makes me feel less alone and more normal feeling the way I do. Being a highly sensitive girl is so hard when you’re feeling low, but always remind yourself that on the flip side, the depths of your sensitivity and emotion will give you the ability to love so strongly and deeply again when the time is right
I know this was a month ago but just a reminder that it can take a lot of time, and everyone heals at different rates! I am a really emotional person and it took me a long time to get over my past relationship. Just spending time with yourself and with your family and friends is the best thing
Sending you all my love ❤ breakups are so tough, one day at a time. You are so strong & we are all so proud of you! Also agree with what other girls have said too- don’t rush the process. Your heart is so pure. Love you girl 🩷
Only time will cure your broken heart. I’m ashamed, but I was heartbroken for 2 long years. I finally moved on, and found my soulmate that treats me like no other, and loves me and takes care of me. Soon you will find your peace, happiness and love ❤ good luck on your journal.
That was so sad 😭😭🩷😢 missed you so much. This broke my heart. Gurl, you look so amazing. Just allow the water to flow into the river. One day, it will all make sense. 🎀 💕🩷
@@Lootoodle you are so rude for no reason. Relax. It doesn’t matter how much money a person has break ups are tough. I was coming from a place of empathy for another woman it’s crazy I even have to say that 😩 very sad.
It is so nice to see a new vlog from you. I just had a horrible week of traveling for my Dad's funeral. Just got back last night and I am in so much pain. The upside to the trip was that I got to see all my sisters at once, which hasn't happened in years. Being with them just makes me so happy. Even though this trip was centered around something sad, I am thankful that it brought us together and we were there to support eachother. He might have been a horrible father but he did give us the gift of eachother and I am happy everyday to know that I have my sisters. I am sorry you are having a hard time. It's ok to grieve the loss of a relationship and to miss your ex. He was a huge part of your life so of course it hurts that he isn't in your life anymore. I wish there were something I could do to comfort you. Try to find happiness in everyday because everyday has the potential to be your next best day. There is so much love and joy in life and it is out there waiting for you. ❤
hi love! im sorry to hear about your dad's funeral. im glad you were able to reunite with your sisters! im feeling a lot better than i was when i filmed this vlog. thank you for the love.
Omg can we just have a moment to acknowledge how beautiful Cass looks her hair is so long her skin and hair is glowing 😍🫶😇 love seeing two girlies glow up and lift each other up
Hi Kendel I’m so sorry you’re not feeling your best but I hope time heals your heart. It may seem as though things won’t get better with how you’re feeling now but I promise it will get better. The only advice I can offer personally is just to continue making yourself busy, take care of yourself, and do the things that genuinely make you happy. If possible just give yourself a break from social media to focus on you so that you don’t accidentally scroll to anymore triggering images of Luke. Seeing someone you once loved happy without you would also be triggering to me , so you and I have that in common. Forget about how he looks on social media I’m sure he’s just making himself look as happy as possible in hopes that you see him and it makes you upset. Don’t fall for it, I hope this message finds you and makes you feel better. Take care!
Amazing vlogger gorgeous model Fashionable, beautiful, sweet, intelligent, great cook , great friend, cute, funny, great daughter, thriving business woman, strong, independent, role model, kind and my honorable friend! Thank you love you, Cheers with tequila for our bright future!
Hey Kendel, I am so sorry to hear that you still struggle with the breakup. I just want to tell you, that you are not alone with those feelings. For me it was just the same when I had my last breakup. Every time I saw him on social media it triggerd an emotional breakdown for me. You may not believe it right now, but that feeling will pass. Spending time with people who love you and distracting yourself helps, you will be fine 🤍🎀 *please ignore any spelling mistakes, i‘m from Germany and my phone keeps messing up my words
I hope you try online therapy or prayer when you’re down, we all need it, and we love you! You can do SO MUCH BETTER than your ex!!!! Side note on UTI-That’s the one time I think you have to take an antibiotic, a UTI never goes away w natural ways for me.
Please try to remember that your ideal partner is a partner who wants you. You want someone who wants you and who will embrace everything you are and everything you have done. Your ideal partner will love you for your body positivity and sex work positivity and your modeling. Please try to remember that being with someone and being in love with someone for the rest of your life who doesn’t want you would be TORTURE. The first requirement for a guy being in your life is that he wants you for everything you are. Any guy removing himself is a positive opportunity because it opens up space for the partner that truly loves us to appear.
How do you know that Luke wasn't just a springboard to Kendel having her own RUclips channel? You don't know the agenda for their relationship... For all you know, everything is going to plan...🤷🏿♀️ People love drama, so one of the best way to grow a channel is to add drama...facts!
Kendel I have prayed for you to have an appointment with believers to show you that Jesus loves you and wants to help you evict the Jezebel spirit and stronghold that new age and witchcraft will not break. ❤
Seeing you cry hurts my heart with knowing you are suffering but you do need to let it out when it hits you like that, it will help you heal with time. I'm so glad you see us as your friends, cause we really do care about you and all the good and bad in life, we see you as a person and not just an influencer or health blogger. You have a beautiful spirit Kendel, sending you support and lots of positive vibes.
You couldn’t have said it better, Dena! We are here ❤
@@cristypatrialove ❤
always here! love you Kendel 🤍
this is the sweetest message! i appreciate all your support
love you girly
I highly doubt Luke is ok without you. You pampered Luke , took care of yourself and business at the same time. The adventures and travel you had together will always be good memories. The differences that broke you two apart are still there. You are brilliant, driven, athletic, loving, curious, well spoken, great intentions, wonderful family member, adorable friendships, superb video editor , cook. Taking time to find you balance after any huge change or event is essential and not always comfortable emotionally. Our library here has a coffee shop, presentation talks, gift store, magazine room with tables, quiet rooms to reserve, computers and printers. The atmosphere is quiet yet friendly if one needs to get help or just say hello. I admire your continued goals in modeling because even Judge Judy says never let your finances come from a man. You inspire me to cook and eat better in intentional ways for better health. Now is your time to cry as well as laugh. Tears wash away , cleanse the soul. TG summer is peeking around the corner little sister!! All will be ok in your unknown future!!
donna thank you for this. this comment warmed my heart. i appreciate you so much. the summer is looking so bright! sending you love x
You are doing great ! I think all the things you are doing now to keep yourself busy and healthy, all the self love and care is all you can do. There are going to be days that feel terrible and there are going to be days that feel better. It just takes time and because you loved him so much it's going to take more time. But I truly believe that life is happening for you not to you.. and there is going to be a day that you look back at this and think it was the best thing to happen. Sending lots of hugs and love. I hate that you feel sad! stay strong ❤ YOU GOT THIS GUUURL
Also I love your smile ! It's so cute that your front teeth are a bit longer. Sure veneers would look great too but I think your smile is cute as it is already 😊
I agree. I like her teeth. She'll look gorg either way.
@@jannadee77 oh yea definitely
lizzy- thank you for the reminder! im doing a lot better now than i was when i filmed this vlog. your words mean so much
Oh Kay,I love to see how happy you are with Cassie and it brakes my heart to see you cry. I know it’s important because we constantly think that influencers life are perfect but no one’s life is perfect so thank you for sharing even the though moments with us. I can’t wait for you to be super famous and only worry about doing your RUclips videos. You should be surrounded by girls friends love, I’m sending the best energies for you and a big hug!
im glad you appreciate the raw moments! i like to remind people that im human and struggle with problems daily. thank you for the encouragement!!
I disagree with some of these comments saying "all you can do is work on yourself" or just to do more self care. That's obviously only going to get you so far and then you still might not feel so great after. My advice is, seek opportunities to help others and ways that you can give. Looking outward will help heal within. Kindness not only makes others happy, but it makes us happy with ourselves. And also, doing work to help other people really keeps you busy and your mind off of things. Hope some of this helps. :)
i love this advice! looking outward is so helpful and something i need to work on
I LOVE seeing you back in Enci (I used to live there) socializing and going out more making new friends vs. being isolated in PR solely emotionally dependent on your bf. Everything happens for a reason at the right time and this was meant to be!
encinitas is the best! im being so much more social and it's filling my heart
Don’t rush the process girl! It took me almost a year to get over a relationship but what helped me the most was truly working on my hugeeee goals that make me excited and living my best life. And when you are ready, open your heart up to start dating again when the time feels good to you - learning about relationship anxiety helped me so much in my next relationships. Breakups suck but remind yourself why would you still want someone that doesn’t want you more? I literally have a screen background on my phone that says “What I Want Wants Me More” and that has helped me manifest everything I truly desire into my life. Find a coach for something you are working on too - therapy is great but I think a life coach or business coach or some sort of successful coach can help you elevate and level up your life to a point where you are a 10 with or without a guy. ❤
Considering you are still single this advice is worthless.
Aaaaand you are still single!! 🎉🎉🎉 great person to be giving advice!! 😂
thank you for the advice girl! i try to live my best life. i could work on developing bigger goals for myself. i love the saying “What I Want Wants Me More”!
@@kendelkaydo it! (And to the person above 😂 #1. at the time of that comment, I was actually in a committed relationship #2. What y’all faceless / nameless dusties don’t understand is that us girlies would rather BE SINGLE that be with someone that doesn’t respect and love us the way we deserve)
Kendel im so sorry you are going through it 🥺 you deserve all the happiness and love. You are so strong! Im always here for you if you ever need an ear or a distraction. love ya girly 💓
thank you angel ❤️ this means so much
Over 30 minutes?! I am here for it.
Oh my gosh. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I had some amazing, foolproof advice to give but I don't. 😢 I'm so sorry you're hurting. We've all been there and I know we all empathize.
yay im glad you loved the longer vlog! thank you for the love :)
your vlogs are so healing
wishing you the best life
Thank you so much!
Oh sweet girl. I hate that you cried alone I just want to give you a big hug. You are doing your best everyday and I promise you, I PROMISE, with time it will fade away the hurt and the ache in your stomach just hearing or seeing that name or anything related to that will not mean anything in due time. I’m so proud of you for taking such good care of yourself and handling everything with such grace 🤍
I hope you celebrate how far you’ve come, gift yourself grace & continue to heal your beautiful heart. 🎀
Happy Birthday Kendel!!! 🦢🌷
this was the sweetest message! than you for the birthday love
You're doing all the right things and you're also having such a good life. It is the best advice to just avoid an ex online. It's best for mental health and moving on. You're honestly doing amazing. I hate to see you cry, but it's also okay to get it out.
Time , sweetheart, heals all & Pray. something better is coming and will fill your heart again. Keep up self - care❤
Thank you, I will
My heart just broke for you when you began to cry…And when you said “and you guys are my friends so I figured I should tell you” 🥺
….we really are your friends, Kendel. We’re here for you. We love you so much! 🤍
love you so much lindsey! thank you
Thank you for sharing your emotions with us. I am going through the same thing and seeing you express your hurt makes me feel less alone and more normal feeling the way I do. Being a highly sensitive girl is so hard when you’re feeling low, but always remind yourself that on the flip side, the depths of your sensitivity and emotion will give you the ability to love so strongly and deeply again when the time is right
im sorry to hear you’re going through the same thing! youre so right about the ability to feel deeply. it is a blessing ❤️
you are so magical ✨ pure beauty inside and out … i love your videos, your creativity, your free spirit
You're the best! thank you for the positivity
Hang in there Kendal. You are so lovely and so precious!
thank you my love!
I know this was a month ago but just a reminder that it can take a lot of time, and everyone heals at different rates! I am a really emotional person and it took me a long time to get over my past relationship. Just spending time with yourself and with your family and friends is the best thing
thank you for the reminder! i agree that i am stronger :)
I understand how you feel and I feel very bad for you. Keep on growing and do what makes you happy. I believe in you Kendel.
thank you for the encouragement!
Sending you all my love ❤ breakups are so tough, one day at a time. You are so strong & we are all so proud of you! Also agree with what other girls have said too- don’t rush the process. Your heart is so pure. Love you girl 🩷
ella thank you for the love!
I’m so glad you and cass are spending more time together ❤I love vlogs with both of you . I feels healing ❤️🩹 for you and to watch Xoxox
brit thank you for the love! im glad you enjoy seeing us together :)
I love it when you and Cass are together.
that makes me happy bc i love when we are together too :)
Kendel, I’m so fucking sorry. I feel your soul here.
thank you for the love
I know the feeling😢 Beautiful vlog, always look forward to yours!
thank you love!
Only time will cure your broken heart. I’m ashamed, but I was heartbroken for 2 long years. I finally moved on, and found my soulmate that treats me like no other, and loves me and takes care of me. Soon you will find your peace, happiness and love ❤ good luck on your journal.
thank you love!
That was so sad 😭😭🩷😢 missed you so much. This broke my heart. Gurl, you look so amazing. Just allow the water to flow into the river. One day, it will all make sense. 🎀 💕🩷
thank you for the sweet reminder!
What!? Veneers!? 😢 your teeth and smile are so beautiful!!!
thanks doll!
Virtual huggggggsssss 😔😔😔 it’ll get better with time honey ❤❤❤❤
Awww yes because you have lost a billionaire or even a millionaire before so you know how it feels - not 😂
@@Lootoodle you are so rude for no reason. Relax. It doesn’t matter how much money a person has break ups are tough. I was coming from a place of empathy for another woman it’s crazy I even have to say that 😩 very sad.
thank you my love!
@@kendelkay 🥰
It is so nice to see a new vlog from you. I just had a horrible week of traveling for my Dad's funeral. Just got back last night and I am in so much pain. The upside to the trip was that I got to see all my sisters at once, which hasn't happened in years. Being with them just makes me so happy. Even though this trip was centered around something sad, I am thankful that it brought us together and we were there to support eachother. He might have been a horrible father but he did give us the gift of eachother and I am happy everyday to know that I have my sisters.
I am sorry you are having a hard time. It's ok to grieve the loss of a relationship and to miss your ex. He was a huge part of your life so of course it hurts that he isn't in your life anymore.
I wish there were something I could do to comfort you.
Try to find happiness in everyday because everyday has the potential to be your next best day. There is so much love and joy in life and it is out there waiting for you. ❤
hi love! im sorry to hear about your dad's funeral. im glad you were able to reunite with your sisters! im feeling a lot better than i was when i filmed this vlog. thank you for the love.
Omg can we just have a moment to acknowledge how beautiful Cass looks her hair is so long her skin and hair is glowing 😍🫶😇 love seeing two girlies glow up and lift each other up
omg this is so SWEET she is so beautiful. thank you for the love
Hi Kendel I’m so sorry you’re not feeling your best but I hope time heals your heart. It may seem as though things won’t get better with how you’re feeling now but I promise it will get better. The only advice I can offer personally is just to continue making yourself busy, take care of yourself, and do the things that genuinely make you happy. If possible just give yourself a break from social media to focus on you so that you don’t accidentally scroll to anymore triggering images of Luke. Seeing someone you once loved happy without you would also be triggering to me , so you and I have that in common. Forget about how he looks on social media I’m sure he’s just making himself look as happy as possible in hopes that you see him and it makes you upset. Don’t fall for it, I hope this message finds you and makes you feel better. Take care!
thank you for the love and advice! this message does find me well and i hope you are also well
Amazing vlogger gorgeous model Fashionable, beautiful, sweet, intelligent, great cook , great friend, cute, funny, great daughter, thriving business woman, strong, independent, role model, kind and my honorable friend! Thank you love you, Cheers with tequila for our bright future!
these are the sweetest words of affirmation! thank you love. cheers x
do a cord cutting ceremony babe! just dm'd you about this
thank you love!
Hey Kendel,
I am so sorry to hear that you still struggle with the breakup. I just want to tell you, that you are not alone with those feelings. For me it was just the same when I had my last breakup. Every time I saw him on social media it triggerd an emotional breakdown for me.
You may not believe it right now, but that feeling will pass.
Spending time with people who love you and distracting yourself helps, you will be fine 🤍🎀
*please ignore any spelling mistakes, i‘m from Germany and my phone keeps messing up my words
hi love! i do feel a lot better than i did when i filmed this vlog. thank you for the love
I hope you try online therapy or prayer when you’re down, we all need it, and we love you! You can do SO MUCH BETTER than your ex!!!! Side note on UTI-That’s the one time I think you have to take an antibiotic, a UTI never goes away w natural ways for me.
shauna thank you for the love! it ended up going away so im thinking it wasn't a UTI
time heals the tears, work on changing your thinking, he left and is not the best for you, so focus on that instead of how you wanted him
thank you for the advice:)
Please try to remember that your ideal partner is a partner who wants you. You want someone who wants you and who will embrace everything you are and everything you have done. Your ideal partner will love you for your body positivity and sex work positivity and your modeling. Please try to remember that being with someone and being in love with someone for the rest of your life who doesn’t want you would be TORTURE.
The first requirement for a guy being in your life is that he wants you for everything you are. Any guy removing himself is a positive opportunity because it opens up space for the partner that truly loves us to appear.
THIS is what everyone needs to hear. thank you for sharing. i love these words and absolutely agree
Kenny💔seeing you sad makes me sad. But I know you’re so strong and you’ll get through it! We love you and we’re here for you!❤
thank you samantha! love you
How do you know that Luke wasn't just a springboard to Kendel having her own RUclips channel? You don't know the agenda for their relationship... For all you know, everything is going to plan...🤷🏿♀️
People love drama, so one of the best way to grow a channel is to add drama...facts!
this is my real life not a scripted story
Kendeel 😃
:)
Kosas makeup is not good for acne prone skin!
im not having issues with mine but i appreciate the info!
Kendel I have prayed for you to have an appointment with believers to show you that Jesus loves you and wants to help you evict the Jezebel spirit and stronghold that new age and witchcraft will not break. ❤