I don’t know if you’ll read this or not, Nicky, but you are really wise beyond your years. You’re figuring things out now in your 20’s what many don’t realize till muuucchhh later (🙋🏼♀️). It takes strength of character to be vulnerable and discuss choices and consequences like you do with us. Please give yourself some grace. You are pretty darn phenomenal, Nicky!!
@IHATERUclipsANDSAFARISOMUCH00maybe your not belong in this world if your heart is home of hate . If I were you I will travel to the outer space to find someone like you,😂 because Earth 🌎 is home for loving ❤ people .😊
The problem is being on social media. You are no longer your own person. You are made into a brand.and have to live up to that brand's requirements. You created a fairy tale brand with Pierre and fairy tales are never true.
Thank for sharing your thoughts, opinions and vulnerability with us! I definitely feel the same way as you do on a lot of things and much like you I’m a big over-thinker. We will all get thru this thing called life somehow and do it by supporting each other! Love hearing from you Nicky!!❤️❤️😘
Love this, from the type of video to your forthrightness in what you’re going through. Twenty-seven is definitely a pivotal age and you’re handling it with grace and maturity. And omg pls don’t put too much pressure on doing these every day lol Xx
The house thing, you reached the top and it meant there was nothing to strive for. We need dreams to aim for, but if we get everything we want, too soon, the dream becomes tainted. I don't know if I'm making sense, my brain is fried I'm really ill with a fever, but yeah. We all need things to dream of. ❤
Kudos to you for being vulnerable and sharing with us. You are completely right. You start to comprehend the world around you more as you get older. You are wise beyond your years, imo. You have way more figured out than my 37 y/o daughter does. Keep up the good work. We love you!!! ❤❤❤
I say never regret anything, regret is a bore. Call it experience, and learn from it ~ which you’re clearly doing! If I hadn’t been naive in my 20s I wouldn’t have pushed myself so hard or taken risks. If I hadn’t pushed myself to do things that scare me, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I always say I couldn’t tie my own shoelaces up at 25 (although I did buy my first house at 26) You’re ahead of the game Nicky, you’re so contemplative and wise. Keep going, celebrate your accomplishments and learn from mistakes. And remember, if everything came easy, you wouldn’t appreciate life so much. And that would just make for a dull existence. Love you! 💚💚
I cannot tell you how actually..... like as if you put on a shelter above my head by every of your words & thoughts & it really is very relaxing like apart from all the motivational speakers around who tries to show the path of perfection, I find reality & peace in your words.
I’m glad you’re realizing these things about yourself at such a young age and willing to admit the mistakes that you made. Wait until more “a-ha moments” in your 30s and 40s and even 50s, You will be a brand new person! 😃
Look at it this way: you might have gone through a lot of things in your 20s but you are now more experienced, more mature, and understanding. You are an insightful person Nicky😊❤
From someone who has experienced 20's, 30's, and much more. This is all a growing and maturing process. That you are wise enough to realize these things now; it's amazing. Give yourself some grace. Fear is the hardest emotion to conquer but it does get easier, we are with you. As you focus on your goals the rest will fall into place, I promise.❤
Hey Nicky. So nice stumbling across this video and your personal channel (I follow you and pierre's account but never realized you had this). I am in my early twenties and I just really appreciate you opening up about theses things. This shit is hard and has so many learning lessons that I believe you don't realize are there until you're on the other side of it. I also find it so inspiring that you're hoping to GO FOR THINGS and Live with no regrets. I resonate with that so much. Mistakes are bound to happen, we all have egos, trauma at varying levels, and we all just want to feel loved whole and complete. You're very awesome my friend so glad that you bless this earth! All the best to you and your life journey!
I hope you both read this. You two are very awesome and great respect for the two of you! You both have a great support system. Remember, you are on your way! Thanks for being so real and transparent. Love you both! And we will be here in the aftermath of it all!
Dear Nick, I find your self-reflection very remarkable. And there is probably a lot of truth in what you say about the motivation to buy this house. In the light of your breaking up with Pierre, may I nevertheless mention a possible opposite aspect - without wanting to lecture or offend you? I just want to offer you something to think about maybe ... Could it be that in your mid-20s you did exactly what you longed for? Buying a house, starting a family .... And could it be that this means that it's NOW that you are running away from yourself? Could it be that you are suddenly afraid of the fact that you settled down relatively early? That you are afraid of missing out on something because of it? And that you'd prefer to tear down everything you built up so far before you GRANT yourself peace, before you also come to rest inwardly? Because you don't allow yourself that? Because this would be like undeserved luck and happiness? In a nutshell, could it be that the real problem is not the decision you made then, but the decision you've made now? Of course: I don't know you personally. So I may be totally wrong. But after watching this video again now that you guys broke up, these thoughts just jump out at me. (I grew up without a father as well; he died when I was only 2 years old. And I came together with my boyfriend at the age of 18 - he is, however, about the same age as me. We bought our house when we turned 30 - and some years later I found myself with the exactly same thoughts that you share in this video. But my conclusion was a different one; see above. We're 53 years old now and don't regret anything anymore. There were difficult times but somehow we managed to get through them together. It was only this year that we finally got married - after 34 years.) Anyway: All the best for you both! 😘😘 Love from Germany!
Thank you our Nickie, as a much older person, I think there was nothing bad about purchasing a property if you can, property never decreases in price, but always goes up, so that was a good business move, you should not sell for at least another 5 years to make a profit, but now your situation has changed, I long for the day when you and Pierre make a vid, of saying you can't live without each other, and you get back together, there is a British expression, of let it go, if it comes back it is yours for ever, if it does not, it was never meant to be in the first place. Love, Ed xxxx
Thanks for your thoughts on this before I turn 20.❤ I've been having a rough time latley, but you and Pierre make me happier. Have a wonderful day Nicky! 😊❤
Realising that you posted today was a great point of my day because today wasn't my best day and I hope that you find a way to feel better or happier :)
I am seriously in love with these videos. And I love that you’re going through your 27 year old spiritual awakening, it’s exactly when I had mine. You truly have such a wise and beautiful mind; I wish we could be friends and have these conversations together
Realizing it now in your late 20’s is such a great gift. ♥️ And letting that fear, even if it’s hard, not hold you back anymore. I waited (a little too long) but now doing so many things I wish I had done earlier. Better late then never ✨
I think you are very mature for your age (maybe it’s because of Pierre bc he’s older) but it’s good that you’re learning from your mistakes. I imagine it’s hard when you have so much people following you on social media but do things for yourself always. You don’t need to prove anything to anyone ❤ You won’t have any regrets ever if you do things for you and you only! I’m also happy I can learn from you through your thoughts xx
Cool that u are sharing like a diary . And totally relate to not coming up with words u are thinking of 😅 . as long as u are feeling good and relaxed keep doing it .
Don’t know what to comment other than. I love you ❤️ and here’s a virtual hug 🤗😘😘 and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I really appreciate it 🙌🙌
Thank you for sharing you thoughts. You are maturing and growing. It is called life. We live, we learn, we grow. You become the person you will be. It is about time and changing and effort. You start to realize what you want, who you want to be and what is important. Stand in your truth. You take care.
Tu grandis Nicky ne jamais regretter ses choix de vie pour avancer, de toute façon c'est fait et ruminer ne sert à rien. Tu penses que cette maison ne vous correspondait pas, vous la vendez et bien tant mieux et s en rendre compte devrait vous rendre fiers. Il faut agir pour soi et non pour ce que pensent les gens.❤
That’s amazing !! Also just wanted to say love you and Pierre been watching for a long time. Your videos make my day. I got so happy when I got this notification
Totally agree. I found my twenties really hard, literally one existential crisis after another - but my thirties are much improved, in a myriad of ways! It gets better 🙂
Don't underestimate yourself/ you've achieved so much at that early age now be confident for thoses coming days you're ready for Hollywood no doubt about it GO FOR IT it's waiting for you.all my best.
Very honest self analysis - 20's are difficult for anyone, an age of exploration between growing maturity/adulthood and young/maturing. It's a flux I guess, much to learn but thinking you know? When you have nothing or everything what remains is you? You is the most important possession not bricks and mortar, you is what people fall for, you is what people are attracted to, you is the greatest gift - protect it.
Fingers crossed for the sale of your CA home and being able to put that behind you and move forward. It looks bright for you both. ❤ Never give up on your dreams.
Hey Nicky, Good to see you vlogging. IMHO, I also think it's great that you're figuring this stuff out in your 20s as there's defo many in their 50s, 60s who just keep repeating the same mistakes and essentially living for others approval. With regards to property I think there's so much pressure today to buy an impressive place - which comes from friends, family, colleagues and society at large, especially for those, like yourself, who live in the public eye. Folks are, for instance, horrified to discover that I don't want a big property in an impressive neighbourhood. Now if money were no object and I could purchase something outright, and the various taxes and maintenance charges were no biggies, I'd likely opt for something more expensive, than I would currently, but that's not the reality for most people. IMHO people would be happier if they purchased properties that reflected their lifestyle needs rather than ones that feed their egos and comply with the expectations of society. The type of property someone needs if they have a family, work and like to entertain at home is very different from someone who is single, for whom their property as just a place to crash and store stuff. I fall into the latter category and as I find funding and maintaining something I don't really make use of stressful and don't like having people like housekeepers around - a large house, whilst it would certainly appeal to my ego and would impress others would cause me additional stress and hassle that I don't think I really need in my life. I think that in ones 20's it's only natural to do things, buy things and live a lifestyle that is promoted, in society at large, as being desirable Those individuals, like yourself, who are self-reflective, seem however, as they approach their 30s, to being reviewing and auditing their life-choices and determining what kind of life they truly want. What you want out of life, likely will be very different from how I, or others, want to live their lives - but it's the knowing oneself element that comes to the fore, during this stage of life. With regards to wanting to, 'prove something' - I believe, once again, this is driven by society... Unfortunately none of us live in a bubble, so in some ways we all need to heed societal pressures - Living authentically someone might want to be a banker who has green hair, piercings and loafs around in a tracksuit but pursuing that kind of aesthetic is going to make it a hell of a lot harder for that individual to make it on wall street. But outside of doing things that could limit other areas of life I think, people would have a better chance at living happier lives if they started to ask themselves 1) Why they need to feel like their special and 2) Impress others I think it's perfectly possible to think of oneself as being talented and accomplished in certain things without needing to feel more special than others. This approach focuses one on ones character, abilities and accomplishments rather than on external markers of success. Also I believe it's perfectly possible to pursuit capitalist interests and have some shallow pursuits in such a way that these things don't own, control or negate ones authenticity. I, for instance, am rather vain but at the same time very cognisant of the fact that in the greater scheme of things my looks don't matter. Therefore whilst I put effort into my appearance I focus even more, on my character, and in particular how I treat people. I also believe if people focused more on living authentically than impressing others they'd attract more people into their lives who value and appreciate them for who they truly are rather than what they have. Whilst it may feel momentarily satisfying to show a 'bully' how much ones accomplished, in the end, doing so, even if it makes that detractor feel jealous, it accomplishes nothing tangible. Living a life that attracts other authentic people IMHO is a far bigger win. I wouldn't be too down on yourself for the things you've gone through in your early 20s to accomplish things in your life, you don't think we're really worth it. Buying a property in your 20s isn't just a great accomplishment - more importantly it's given you knowledge, skills and an awareness of what you do/don't want - Things you'd never have been able to get any other way. It's far better IMHO, for you to have gained these things, even if it has come at a cost, I ones 20s if that saves you from making these 'mistakes' in your 30s,40s,50s.... . Anyways hope you're enjoying your time in Paris, Take care JBB
I hear you on the...your 20's can be horrible. I say you teens are for not worrying about life and jsut fun fum fun, your 20's are for leaning and your 30's and beyond are just knowing and enjoying things..... When i turned 30 i felt so much better about myself and i am loving it, 33 now and not bothed by trying to prove myself or fitting into what society thinks i should have or where i should be at this stage! ........youe doing great Nicky ! ❤❤❤❤
Glad you’re doing okay after what most have been an agonising break up…many of us wouldn’t find it easy to move on after 7 years…happy to see you’re developing 👍😘
you are the first person I listen admiting their mistakes and being honest. You are my favourite star (with Pierre) for that reason. It's important to make mistakes to grow and make experience❤
Every few years we change our minds about the way we live and the path we choose. What you're feeling today in seven years or so may seem ridiculous to you. The main thing is not to panic, to accept that it is. Carpe diem. Life flows and time is a relative concept. Relax don't worry
I love this type of videos when you tell us your thoughts❤I know it’s hard but don’t put too much pressure on yourself ,you don’t need to prove anything to anyone. We love you just the way you are❤️Do what makes you happy❤️love you
Nicky, Your LA house was really beautiful and in a really beautiful sun-soaked location. Remember it made Pierre cry when he walked through the front door for the first time!!! I don’t think you made a mistake in purchasing it. It was like being in a castle, up high and looking down on beautiful scenery!! The only thought I had was that to go anywhere you had to go by car. (You, yourself said this.) In other words you were a little isolated, so I understand your wanting to sell the property. The big question is what your next move will be? Your lovely apartment in Paris is fantastic in putting you near lots of varied activity just on your doorstep. I would love to know what’s running though your head as you consider what to do next. …. Will Paris be your permanent base? …. So many questions!!! ??🧐😟🧐??
Nick you are on the right track. You are so right. Got to be happy with yourself. Money don't make you happy makes it easier but you can't buy happiness. We need to love ourselves than share it.much love Dave ❤️❤️😊
Nick trust me when I say this all guys in there 20's kind of go through the same thing and when you have a income that gives you a lot of money well your brain let's the money do your thinking for you, so when you get in your 30's you realize what you should have done so you are on the right track my friend. So are you and Pierre trying to work things out I hope so because I think you would be a lot happier ❤❤. I am very proud of you because you are showing so much maturity and that is awesome compared to a lot of others in your age group 😊 😊
Tu comprends vite. Tu expliques très bien . Mais tu as un excellent professeur de langue à domicile. Je suis jaloux. Veinard ! Merci .🙏 Bravo.👏 Superbe. 👍
You’re a bright and kind person and have accomplished a lot for your young age, hell I didn’t even purchase my first house until I was 38. Go easy on yourself and try to have sweet thoughts when thinking about your life and the decisions you’ve made.
As; a male, you have only had two years with a fully developed brain. It's true, this is why your insurance is less expensive now, and you will think differently. Women are way ahead of us in that regard. This has to be part of what you are experiencing. You are doing fine and experiencing the norm in many ways. Part of what happens is that you are in a reactionary mode rather than a thoughtfully planned action mode. So normal are you Nick! You also need to heal from a childhood full of pain, and you seem to be doing that nicely too. Keep going sweety, you're doing great!
@@Ina_Toma Hey, I am 64 years old, there is never a place in time where you will be fully grown or understand all that any of us need to be mature and in charge. Add to that that Nick and Pierre are breaking up at the 7-year mark. Men are subject to what is called the 7-year itch. Most men have a chemical reaction in a relationship at that stage and question everything. It is sad to see Nick and Pierre throw so much away.
Whenever i go through brain fog.. i log out frm social media and people i don't like being with ..and just be with nature or my fam /dog ... nicky Just take a break .. spend time with new people..new place .. new food..start new ..and it will all be good
NIcky how sad that you and Pierre have split up. WFT? You both made a marriage commitment last yr, did that mean nothing? You have let Pride and Social media destroy both of you! I hope its not too late for both of you. Take a media break and focus on each other. Relationships are more important than fame!.
You've certainly got a lot whirling around your head at the moment, but you are absolutely correct, that in your late 20's you look back on your late teens and early 20's and realise there's a lot you wouldn't ever do again. I think the same can also be said for reaching your 30's and reflecting back on your 20's as a whole, then hitting your late 30's and again time for reflection, and I hit 40 in March and feel like I've reviewed my 30's on the run up to hitting 40 and then after as well. I think it says a lot about you as a person, and the maturity that you've reached, but also that want to be a potentially different and maybe in some ways better version of the person you've been up to now. Each and everyone of us is an individual and only we can say what we should and shouldn't have done in the past, and what we want to make of our future. Life is about learning from what we do right and wrong, and using those experiences to making and shape our decisions for our futures. Maybe it'll work out, maybe it won't, but if we don't try we'll never know. ❤❤❤ xxx
oh my dear sweet Nicky..you are actor and entertainer...so ACT ..entertain me!!!..videos like this make me feel like you are in my house..and I'm like....will he go away already :D *rolling eyes*
Nicky, we we're raised in a certain way, most of us. Own house, wife pet and tree. Yes I had pet's, I had a house, but wife = not my thing. I came out at 29, I'm so jealous on boy's who came out on early age, like my nephew at 13. You know, I was playing a hetero roll, because off,... I missed a lot of fun. Life can be a struggle, surely if you want to compete with the "normal"rest. Find your own personality. Live like you can, don't look to the ideal-world. I'm 67 now, pensioned, I learned in the years that I'm born as Einzelgänger, to accept this,...difficult. Life is a struggle..
Oaky...I made it through this one. You're a hell of a lot more mature at 27 than I was! When you come to Albuquerque, NM USA, I want to meet you! 😊😊 One of my favorite mantras: Oh well beats what if every time! Keep on keeping on!!
Nicky we all love you as a person and just know that we will always love you no matter what and you WILL get through it no matter what. You are truly the best and I struggle so much my mom is always yelling at me because I "act like a boy" and that I "need to be more of a girl" and I love my mom unconditionally but I just really hope that this time passes quickly. I love you so much ❤❤❤❤
You’re 27 but your ex is nearly 40 and he’s no further on than you. In fact you’re more mature, intelligent and active than him. Better days and waiting for you. Buying the house was NOT a mistake. You are selling it for half a million more than you paid. Go to work. Modelling. Acting. Advertising. Don’t sit alone brooding. Love you. ❤
An eye opening video, well done for making this video, absolutely incredible, i love when big RUclipsrs ect talk about serious stuff to the fans and subscribers to help other ❤❤❤
I believe that we are always capable of fulfilling our goals and dreams, but what we will never know is if our happiness and comfort will be safe and permanent when we are there. Personally I am always afraid of that happening, but well we will never know until we try. This is what life is all about, discovering ourselves, experimenting, trying and failing until we find that thing that makes us happy, our mind, soul and heart. May it keep us going, smile... Find that spark ✨ I send you love Nicky 💌✨ And I remind you how much I enjoy these videos, it feels like chatting with a friend 🤍✨
At 27 you enter the Saturn planet reorg. We all go through it and it is painful as we have to be disciplined and selectrive then that all sort of trials besieged us at the same time. It last 2 years then you are relly armed for life. Good luck, patience there is always help lurking to assist you. You are not alone but only you can go through this.
You're a young man. There are life lessons that unfortunately we have to go through in order to grow and mature. It's great that you are realizing that now.
You really get to an age when you mature and grow and realise you don’t worry so much about what people think about you. We all make weird and wild choices when we are young. Just be you and love who you are.
You are maturing Nicky, having learning lessons along the way... which are having a positive impact as you move forward & grow, u sound like u r actually getting more comfortable in ur own skin ❤✨
I'm 29 now, and I can 100% confirm. There's like a blanket that is lifted off your eyes at 26. 27 and on is wonderful because you finally ... REALLY come into your own and (hopefully) make decisions for yourself regardless of the opinions of others.
You have learned things that some people never do at twice your age. If you pursue acting, just don't let the "sharks" take advantage of you. As you said about your realtors, they will always be looking after their own interests first. I hope you are successful. 👍
There is a saying, Nicky; life is lived forward and understood backwards. Living in the same house is sheer hell. For both of you. I wish you both well xxx
They say you learn from your mistakes. So if you learn from it, it's good. Living together directly at a young age is not good. Live later, around the age of 30, then you can really live together. 💪🏽😉
Well maybe im too young to understand your feeling 😂 but i would love to listen more about your journey. i wish i can have a successful career like you in the future❤
Real life begins at 30 :) get into meditation and research Quantum Science and be blown away about reality. Everything that you think is so important really isn't. We are all brainwashed with so many systems including love. It's ok to make mistakes to learn but after 30 you don't have the lux to make many mistakes. Love your self love life and live the adventure without fears.
I love you two individually. I didn’t know I could but now I know I do. And yeah, I get the way you’re feeling I’m turning 24 next month and I really have been trying to stop living my life to spite anyone. I just wanna be me.
At this point the reality that your relationship with Pierre is over, I sense the anxiety which comes with it. There are side trips on our journey in life that are not easily dealt with. But you get through it. You thoughts only reinforce my opinion of the importance of having a father in a young man's life. I know of nothing of why you weren't able to have your there. When I came out the thought of having m father disown me weighed heavy on my mind. Surprisingly he is one of my biggest supporters. Please l remember your life journey will be full of twists and turns, speed bumps and pot holes as well as smooth roads. Learn to work through the inconveniences that cross your path because usually they are just momentary. As to you comment at realtors; my attitude towards them has always been; (most but not all) has been, their line of vision is from the tip of their nose to the end of their commission.
Hey there Nicky you are one sound person!!!! And that comes from someone who is nearly 60. Keep your level head sweetheart!!! You have nothing to worry about! Stay happy always with Pierre!! Love you both loads xxx 😊😊😊
Give yourself a break and focus on today mostly with an eye toward the future. You guys got that house in the pandemic and you had big plans. Right from the start you talked about remodeling, but you also mentioned worrying about the mortgage. You're good at self reflection and it sounds like you have a handle on the choices you made. You didn't do anything wrong. You just realize you want something else. I've had anxiety my whole life so I know how hard this may be, but it's worth it: Relax. "Let be be finale of seem" Wallace Stevens The Emperor of Ice Cream
@@ShadeIsLikely did you watch the video? He was fixing his nose because it was out of line and blocking his nasal passages. It wasn’t Not for cosmetic reasons. I don’t know what you mean by two videos though.
@@sbirkkk Nicky and Pierre have talked about their surgeries on at least three different videos. And yes the procedures they’ve had done were cosmetic, including Nicky’s rhinoplasty/septoplasty. Good lord, all you have to do is look back at their old videos from a few years ago and you can see how different their faces look. They’ve had upper eyelid work, brow lifts, cheek bone implants, lower jaw/chin enhancement, and nose jobs. Although Pierre has not had nearly as many procedures as Nicky.
I hope my X doesn't have any regrets when he hits his upper 20's. I hope he remembers and thinks .."That was great. And I miss him and will always love him and
I don’t know if you’ll read this or not, Nicky, but you are really wise beyond your years. You’re figuring things out now in your 20’s what many don’t realize till muuucchhh later (🙋🏼♀️). It takes strength of character to be vulnerable and discuss choices and consequences like you do with us. Please give yourself some grace. You are pretty darn phenomenal, Nicky!!
Abs-fckn-lutely
I thought he was wise too... apparently not so much when your "career is more important than your marriage.
@IHATERUclipsANDSAFARISOMUCH00maybe your not belong in this world if your heart is home of hate . If I were you I will travel to the outer space to find someone like you,😂 because Earth 🌎 is home for loving ❤ people .😊
@@docholliday4824- that’s exactly what I was thinking!
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The problem is being on social media. You are no longer your own person. You are made into a brand.and have to live up to that brand's requirements. You created a fairy tale brand with Pierre and fairy tales are never true.
Thank for sharing your thoughts, opinions and vulnerability with us! I definitely feel the same way as you do on a lot of things and much like you I’m a big over-thinker. We will all get thru this thing called life somehow and do it by supporting each other! Love hearing from you Nicky!!❤️❤️😘
Love this, from the type of video to your forthrightness in what you’re going through. Twenty-seven is definitely a pivotal age and you’re handling it with grace and maturity.
And omg pls don’t put too much pressure on doing these every day lol
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The house thing, you reached the top and it meant there was nothing to strive for. We need dreams to aim for, but if we get everything we want, too soon, the dream becomes tainted.
I don't know if I'm making sense, my brain is fried I'm really ill with a fever, but yeah. We all need things to dream of. ❤
Kudos to you for being vulnerable and sharing with us. You are completely right. You start to comprehend the world around you more as you get older. You are wise beyond your years, imo. You have way more figured out than my 37 y/o daughter does. Keep up the good work. We love you!!! ❤❤❤
I say never regret anything, regret is a bore. Call it experience, and learn from it ~ which you’re clearly doing! If I hadn’t been naive in my 20s I wouldn’t have pushed myself so hard or taken risks. If I hadn’t pushed myself to do things that scare me, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I always say I couldn’t tie my own shoelaces up at 25 (although I did buy my first house at 26) You’re ahead of the game Nicky, you’re so contemplative and wise. Keep going, celebrate your accomplishments and learn from mistakes. And remember, if everything came easy, you wouldn’t appreciate life so much. And that would just make for a dull existence. Love you! 💚💚
Loving these videos ❤
I am empathic and i can feel this awakening in you. You will succeed Nicky!
You will succeed!
I cannot tell you how actually..... like as if you put on a shelter above my head by every of your words & thoughts & it really is very relaxing like apart from all the motivational speakers around who tries to show the path of perfection, I find reality & peace in your words.
I’m glad you’re realizing these things about yourself at such a young age and willing to admit the mistakes that you made. Wait until more “a-ha moments” in your 30s and 40s and even 50s, You will be a brand new person! 😃
Look at it this way: you might have gone through a lot of things in your 20s but you are now more experienced, more mature, and understanding.
You are an insightful person Nicky😊❤
From someone who has experienced 20's, 30's, and much more. This is all a growing and maturing process. That you are wise enough to realize these things now; it's amazing. Give yourself some grace. Fear is the hardest emotion to conquer but it does get easier, we are with you. As you focus on your goals the rest will fall into place, I promise.❤
Hey Nicky. So nice stumbling across this video and your personal channel (I follow you and pierre's account but never realized you had this). I am in my early twenties and I just really appreciate you opening up about theses things. This shit is hard and has so many learning lessons that I believe you don't realize are there until you're on the other side of it. I also find it so inspiring that you're hoping to GO FOR THINGS and Live with no regrets. I resonate with that so much. Mistakes are bound to happen, we all have egos, trauma at varying levels, and we all just want to feel loved whole and complete. You're very awesome my friend so glad that you bless this earth! All the best to you and your life journey!
I hope you both read this. You two are very awesome and great respect for the two of you! You both have a great support system. Remember, you are on your way! Thanks for being so real and transparent. Love you both! And we will be here in the aftermath of it all!
As someone who is going through a similar awakening at 25, it's really nice to hear you share your journey. Thank you!
Dear Nick,
I find your self-reflection very remarkable. And there is probably a lot of truth in what you say about the motivation to buy this house.
In the light of your breaking up with Pierre, may I nevertheless mention a possible opposite aspect - without wanting to lecture or offend you? I just want to offer you something to think about maybe ...
Could it be that in your mid-20s you did exactly what you longed for? Buying a house, starting a family ....
And could it be that this means that it's NOW that you are running away from yourself?
Could it be that you are suddenly afraid of the fact that you settled down relatively early? That you are afraid of missing out on something because of it? And that you'd prefer to tear down everything you built up so far before you GRANT yourself peace, before you also come to rest inwardly? Because you don't allow yourself that? Because this would be like undeserved luck and happiness?
In a nutshell, could it be that the real problem is not the decision you made then, but the decision you've made now?
Of course: I don't know you personally. So I may be totally wrong. But after watching this video again now that you guys broke up, these thoughts just jump out at me.
(I grew up without a father as well; he died when I was only 2 years old. And I came together with my boyfriend at the age of 18 - he is, however, about the same age as me. We bought our house when we turned 30 - and some years later I found myself with the exactly same thoughts that you share in this video. But my conclusion was a different one; see above.
We're 53 years old now and don't regret anything anymore. There were difficult times but somehow we managed to get through them together. It was only this year that we finally got married - after 34 years.)
Anyway: All the best for you both! 😘😘
Love from Germany!
Aww, I love these vlogs and how we are getting to know you more, keep up the amazing work!!❤
Thank you our Nickie, as a much older person, I think there was nothing bad about purchasing a property if you can, property never decreases in price, but always goes up, so that was a good business move, you should not sell for at least another 5 years to make a profit, but now your situation has changed, I long for the day when you and Pierre make a vid, of saying you can't live without each other, and you get back together, there is a British expression, of let it go, if it comes back it is yours for ever, if it does not, it was never meant to be in the first place. Love, Ed xxxx
Thanks for your thoughts on this before I turn 20.❤ I've been having a rough time latley, but you and Pierre make me happier. Have a wonderful day Nicky! 😊❤
*Thanks for sharing. Nice to see your journey progressing.*
Don't regret your twenties. You've learned things. you move on..
Realising that you posted today was a great point of my day because today wasn't my best day and I hope that you find a way to feel better or happier :)
Nicky i love you! I really do. I've followed you and Pierre for years now and I must say, I'm watching you grow up. It's beautiful ❤️
Nicky is his blogger era!! 😎✨ We love and support you always 💌✨
I am seriously in love with these videos. And I love that you’re going through your 27 year old spiritual awakening, it’s exactly when I had mine. You truly have such a wise and beautiful mind; I wish we could be friends and have these conversations together
Realizing it now in your late 20’s is such a great gift. ♥️ And letting that fear, even if it’s hard, not hold you back anymore. I waited (a little too long) but now doing so many things I wish I had done earlier. Better late then never ✨
I think you are very mature for your age (maybe it’s because of Pierre bc he’s older) but it’s good that you’re learning from your mistakes. I imagine it’s hard when you have so much people following you on social media but do things for yourself always. You don’t need to prove anything to anyone ❤ You won’t have any regrets ever if you do things for you and you only! I’m also happy I can learn from you through your thoughts xx
Also I forgot to say but I would really like an apartment tour 🥰
Melody - like Nicky, you’re also young and wise for your age! I love what you say here about doing stuff for yourself 💕💕
@@RonniPudding love you 🫶🏻
@@melodieauger152 😘
Cool that u are sharing like a diary . And totally relate to not coming up with words u are thinking of 😅 . as long as u are feeling good and relaxed keep doing it .
Don’t know what to comment other than. I love you ❤️ and here’s a virtual hug 🤗😘😘 and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I really appreciate it 🙌🙌
Thank you Nicky, for taking a few moments for this video. You become aware of many things, and you can congratulate yourself. Kisses. ✨️💚✨️🤞✨️🍀
Thank you for sharing you thoughts. You are maturing and growing. It is called life. We live, we learn, we grow. You become the person you will be. It is about time and changing and effort. You start to realize what you want, who you want to be and what is important. Stand in your truth. You take care.
Tu grandis Nicky ne jamais regretter ses choix de vie pour avancer, de toute façon c'est fait et ruminer ne sert à rien.
Tu penses que cette maison ne vous correspondait pas, vous la vendez et bien tant mieux et s en rendre compte devrait vous rendre fiers.
Il faut agir pour soi et non pour ce que pensent les gens.❤
That’s amazing !! Also just wanted to say love you and Pierre been watching for a long time. Your videos make my day. I got so happy when I got this notification
Totally agree. I found my twenties really hard, literally one existential crisis after another - but my thirties are much improved, in a myriad of ways!
It gets better 🙂
You are an amazing young man. Thank you for sharing
Don't underestimate yourself/ you've achieved so much at that early age now be confident for thoses coming days you're ready for Hollywood no doubt about it GO FOR IT it's waiting for you.all my best.
Very honest self analysis - 20's are difficult for anyone, an age of exploration between growing maturity/adulthood and young/maturing. It's a flux I guess, much to learn but thinking you know? When you have nothing or everything what remains is you? You is the most important possession not bricks and mortar, you is what people fall for, you is what people are attracted to, you is the greatest gift - protect it.
Fingers crossed for the sale of your CA home and being able to put that behind you and move forward. It looks bright for you both. ❤ Never give up on your dreams.
Hey Nicky, Good to see you vlogging.
IMHO, I also think it's great that you're figuring this stuff out in your 20s as there's defo many in their 50s, 60s who just keep repeating the same mistakes and essentially living for others approval.
With regards to property I think there's so much pressure today to buy an impressive place - which comes from friends, family, colleagues and society at large, especially for those, like yourself, who live in the public eye.
Folks are, for instance, horrified to discover that I don't want a big property in an impressive neighbourhood.
Now if money were no object and I could purchase something outright, and the various taxes and maintenance charges were no biggies, I'd likely opt for something more expensive, than I would currently, but that's not the reality for most people.
IMHO people would be happier if they purchased properties that reflected their lifestyle needs rather than ones that feed their egos and comply with the expectations of society.
The type of property someone needs if they have a family, work and like to entertain at home is very different from someone who is single, for whom their property as just a place to crash and store stuff.
I fall into the latter category and as I find funding and maintaining something I don't really make use of stressful and don't like having people like housekeepers around - a large house, whilst it would certainly appeal to my ego and would impress others would cause me additional stress and hassle that I don't think I really need in my life.
I think that in ones 20's it's only natural to do things, buy things and live a lifestyle that is promoted, in society at large, as being desirable
Those individuals, like yourself, who are self-reflective, seem however, as they approach their 30s, to being reviewing and auditing their life-choices and determining what kind of life they truly want.
What you want out of life, likely will be very different from how I, or others, want to live their lives - but it's the knowing oneself element that comes to the fore, during this stage of life.
With regards to wanting to, 'prove something' - I believe, once again, this is driven by society...
Unfortunately none of us live in a bubble, so in some ways we all need to heed societal pressures - Living authentically someone might want to be a banker who has green hair, piercings and loafs around in a tracksuit but pursuing that kind of aesthetic is going to make it a hell of a lot harder for that individual to make it on wall street.
But outside of doing things that could limit other areas of life I think, people would have a better chance at living happier lives if they started to ask themselves 1) Why they need to feel like their special and 2) Impress others
I think it's perfectly possible to think of oneself as being talented and accomplished in certain things without needing to feel more special than others. This approach focuses one on ones character, abilities and accomplishments rather than on external markers of success.
Also I believe it's perfectly possible to pursuit capitalist interests and have some shallow pursuits in such a way that these things don't own, control or negate ones authenticity.
I, for instance, am rather vain but at the same time very cognisant of the fact that in the greater scheme of things my looks don't matter. Therefore whilst I put effort into my appearance I focus even more, on my character, and in particular how I treat people.
I also believe if people focused more on living authentically than impressing others they'd attract more people into their lives who value and appreciate them for who they truly are rather than what they have.
Whilst it may feel momentarily satisfying to show a 'bully' how much ones accomplished, in the end, doing so, even if it makes that detractor feel jealous, it accomplishes nothing tangible.
Living a life that attracts other authentic people IMHO is a far bigger win.
I wouldn't be too down on yourself for the things you've gone through in your early 20s to accomplish things in your life, you don't think we're really worth it.
Buying a property in your 20s isn't just a great accomplishment - more importantly it's given you knowledge, skills and an awareness of what you do/don't want - Things you'd never have been able to get any other way.
It's far better IMHO, for you to have gained these things, even if it has come at a cost, I ones 20s if that saves you from making these 'mistakes' in your 30s,40s,50s.... .
Anyways hope you're enjoying your time in Paris,
Take care JBB
I hear you on the...your 20's can be horrible. I say you teens are for not worrying about life and jsut fun fum fun, your 20's are for leaning and your 30's and beyond are just knowing and enjoying things..... When i turned 30 i felt so much better about myself and i am loving it, 33 now and not bothed by trying to prove myself or fitting into what society thinks i should have or where i should be at this stage! ........youe doing great Nicky ! ❤❤❤❤
Glad you’re doing okay after what most have been an agonising break up…many of us wouldn’t find it easy to move on after 7 years…happy to see you’re developing 👍😘
I’m 21 and I’m definitely still learning about everything but I’m slowly realizing things and starting to analyze my past actions
you are the first person I listen admiting their mistakes and being honest. You are my favourite star (with Pierre) for that reason. It's important to make mistakes to grow and make experience❤
Every few years we change our minds about the way we live and the path we choose. What you're feeling today in seven years or so may seem ridiculous to you. The main thing is not to panic, to accept that it is. Carpe diem. Life flows and time is a relative concept. Relax don't worry
Thank you for sharing your thoughts Nicky. We love and appreciate you. 🥰❤️✨
I love this type of videos when you tell us your thoughts❤I know it’s hard but don’t put too much pressure on yourself ,you don’t need to prove anything to anyone. We love you just the way you are❤️Do what makes you happy❤️love you
Nicky, Your LA house was really beautiful and in a really beautiful sun-soaked location. Remember it made Pierre cry when he walked through the front door for the first time!!! I don’t think you made a mistake in purchasing it. It was like being in a castle, up high and looking down on beautiful scenery!! The only thought I had was that to go anywhere you had to go by car. (You, yourself said this.) In other words you were a little isolated, so I understand your wanting to sell the property. The big question is what your next move will be? Your lovely apartment in Paris is fantastic in putting you near lots of varied activity just on your doorstep. I would love to know what’s running though your head as you consider what to do next. …. Will Paris be your permanent base? …. So many questions!!! ??🧐😟🧐??
I love you and I love these videos that you share with us. Thank you for talking with us everyday. ❤
I love how this is genuinely a video diary for you ❤ love hearing your opinion, thoughts and feelings!
Nick you are on the right track. You are so right. Got to be happy with yourself. Money don't make you happy makes it easier but you can't buy happiness. We need to love ourselves than share it.much love Dave ❤️❤️😊
Nick trust me when I say this all guys in there 20's kind of go through the same thing and when you have a income that gives you a lot of money well your brain let's the money do your thinking for you, so when you get in your 30's you realize what you should have done so you are on the right track my friend. So are you and Pierre trying to work things out I hope so because I think you would be a lot happier ❤❤. I am very proud of you because you are showing so much maturity and that is awesome compared to a lot of others in your age group 😊 😊
I really like your “diary videos” like this keep on going :3 💓
Tu comprends vite.
Tu expliques très bien .
Mais tu as un excellent professeur de langue à domicile. Je suis jaloux. Veinard !
Merci .🙏 Bravo.👏 Superbe. 👍
Love love love this! ❤❤❤
You’re a bright and kind person and have accomplished a lot for your young age, hell I didn’t even purchase my first house until I was 38. Go easy on yourself and try to have sweet thoughts when thinking about your life and the decisions you’ve made.
As; a male, you have only had two years with a fully developed brain. It's true, this is why your insurance is less expensive now, and you will think differently. Women are way ahead of us in that regard. This has to be part of what you are experiencing. You are doing fine and experiencing the norm in many ways. Part of what happens is that you are in a reactionary mode rather than a thoughtfully planned action mode. So normal are you Nick! You also need to heal from a childhood full of pain, and you seem to be doing that nicely too. Keep going sweety, you're doing great!
Nah, even as a female I see myself verrrry immature and I still have to learn a bunch of stuff
@@Ina_Toma Hey, I am 64 years old, there is never a place in time where you will be fully grown or understand all that any of us need to be mature and in charge. Add to that that Nick and Pierre are breaking up at the 7-year mark. Men are subject to what is called the 7-year itch. Most men have a chemical reaction in a relationship at that stage and question everything. It is sad to see Nick and Pierre throw so much away.
this is simply untrue. males and females of all ages develop at different times. many women hit 30 before their brains are truly developed
Whenever i go through brain fog.. i log out frm social media and people i don't like being with ..and just be with nature or my fam /dog ... nicky Just take a break .. spend time with new people..new place .. new food..start new ..and it will all be good
Keep expressing yourself, you are still so young, but are beginning to see the light. Love to you and hugs. Stay well.
NIcky how sad that you and Pierre have split up. WFT? You both made a marriage commitment last yr, did that mean nothing? You have let Pride and Social media destroy both of you! I hope its not too late for both of you. Take a media break and focus on each other. Relationships are more important than fame!.
You've certainly got a lot whirling around your head at the moment, but you are absolutely correct, that in your late 20's you look back on your late teens and early 20's and realise there's a lot you wouldn't ever do again. I think the same can also be said for reaching your 30's and reflecting back on your 20's as a whole, then hitting your late 30's and again time for reflection, and I hit 40 in March and feel like I've reviewed my 30's on the run up to hitting 40 and then after as well. I think it says a lot about you as a person, and the maturity that you've reached, but also that want to be a potentially different and maybe in some ways better version of the person you've been up to now. Each and everyone of us is an individual and only we can say what we should and shouldn't have done in the past, and what we want to make of our future. Life is about learning from what we do right and wrong, and using those experiences to making and shape our decisions for our futures. Maybe it'll work out, maybe it won't, but if we don't try we'll never know. ❤❤❤ xxx
oh my dear sweet Nicky..you are actor and entertainer...so ACT ..entertain me!!!..videos like this make me feel like you are in my house..and I'm like....will he go away already :D *rolling eyes*
Shut tf up and let him be himself...
If self-discovery and self reflection videos don't interest you, just go away. He doesn't need you.
Nicky, we we're raised in a certain way, most of us. Own house, wife pet and tree. Yes I had pet's, I had a house, but wife = not my thing. I came out at 29, I'm so jealous on boy's who came out on early age, like my nephew at 13. You know, I was playing a hetero roll, because off,... I missed a lot of fun. Life can be a struggle, surely if you want to compete with the "normal"rest. Find your own personality. Live like you can, don't look to the ideal-world. I'm 67 now, pensioned, I learned in the years that I'm born as Einzelgänger, to accept this,...difficult. Life is a struggle..
Oaky...I made it through this one. You're a hell of a lot more mature at 27 than I was! When you come to Albuquerque, NM USA, I want to meet you! 😊😊 One of my favorite mantras: Oh well beats what if every time! Keep on keeping on!!
I love these little vlogs❤
Nicky we all love you as a person and just know that we will always love you no matter what and you WILL get through it no matter what. You are truly the best and I struggle so much my mom is always yelling at me because I "act like a boy" and that I "need to be more of a girl" and I love my mom unconditionally but I just really hope that this time passes quickly. I love you so much ❤❤❤❤
Thanks for your honesty Nicky I really like your videos and best of luck
Nicky.....🥰🥰🥰 Take care and I wish you ALL the best......Hugs from Bengt in Sweden
Thank you for sharing this! I remember that ah-ha moment too! It's very freeing. Most don't get there until their 30s or later so you're early!
Jesus loves you!! He will never leave your side! Receive him into your heart and God will change your life
Amen 🙏🏻 I prayed for him 🩵🙂
You’re 27 but your ex is nearly 40 and he’s no further on than you. In fact you’re more mature, intelligent and active than him. Better days and waiting for you. Buying the house was NOT a mistake. You are selling it for half a million more than you paid. Go to work. Modelling. Acting. Advertising. Don’t sit alone brooding. Love you. ❤
Why did you feel the need to put Pierre down to lift him up? He's so kind and polite, a charming gentleman.
An eye opening video, well done for making this video, absolutely incredible, i love when big RUclipsrs ect talk about serious stuff to the fans and subscribers to help other ❤❤❤
I love this type of videos, Nicky you're very mature and listening to your thoughts is beautiful
I believe that we are always capable of fulfilling our goals and dreams, but what we will never know is if our happiness and comfort will be safe and permanent when we are there. Personally I am always afraid of that happening, but well we will never know until we try. This is what life is all about, discovering ourselves, experimenting, trying and failing until we find that thing that makes us happy, our mind, soul and heart. May it keep us going, smile... Find that spark ✨ I send you love Nicky 💌✨ And I remind you how much I enjoy these videos, it feels like chatting with a friend 🤍✨
At 27 you enter the Saturn planet reorg. We all go through it and it is painful as we have to be disciplined and selectrive then that all sort of trials besieged us at the same time. It last 2 years then you are relly armed for life. Good luck, patience there is always help lurking to assist you.
You are not alone but only you can go through this.
You're a young man. There are life lessons that unfortunately we have to go through in order to grow and mature. It's great that you are realizing that now.
You really get to an age when you mature and grow and realise you don’t worry so much about what people think about you. We all make weird and wild choices when we are young. Just be you and love who you are.
Very well stated. Been there and done that.
You are maturing Nicky, having learning lessons along the way... which are having a positive impact as you move forward & grow, u sound like u r actually getting more comfortable in ur own skin ❤✨
I'm 29 now, and I can 100% confirm. There's like a blanket that is lifted off your eyes at 26. 27 and on is wonderful because you finally ... REALLY come into your own and (hopefully) make decisions for yourself regardless of the opinions of others.
You have learned things that some people never do at twice your age. If you pursue acting, just don't let the "sharks" take advantage of you. As you said about your realtors, they will always be looking after their own interests first. I hope you are successful. 👍
I always buy a house when I feel traumatized.
There is a saying, Nicky; life is lived forward and understood backwards.
Living in the same house is sheer hell. For both of you.
I wish you both well xxx
That is cool 😎 mawuh
They say you learn from your mistakes. So if you learn from it, it's good. Living together directly at a young age is not good. Live later, around the age of 30, then you can really live together. 💪🏽😉
Being aware of things is important, and it's never too late to do the right thing. Nicky don't worry, everything is fine. ✨️🍀✨️💚✨️
Well maybe im too young to understand your feeling 😂 but i would love to listen more about your journey. i wish i can have a successful career like you in the future❤
It’s just life. Surprise! Pressure to pay rent/mortgage/bills is there for everyone at any age 😊
Real life begins at 30 :) get into meditation and research Quantum Science and be blown away about reality. Everything that you think is so important really isn't. We are all brainwashed with so many systems including love. It's ok to make mistakes to learn but after 30 you don't have the lux to make many mistakes. Love your self love life and live the adventure without fears.
Do you have any good book recommendations?
I love you two individually. I didn’t know I could but now I know I do.
And yeah, I get the way you’re feeling I’m turning 24 next month and I really have been trying to stop living my life to spite anyone. I just wanna be me.
Yes...age 27 is the awakening age . I've been told..
At this point the reality that your relationship with Pierre is over, I sense the anxiety which comes with it. There are side trips on our journey in life that are not easily dealt with. But you get through it. You thoughts only reinforce my opinion of the importance of having a father in a young man's life. I know of nothing of why you weren't able to have your there. When I came out the thought of having m father disown me weighed heavy on my mind. Surprisingly he is one of my biggest supporters. Please l remember your life journey will be full of twists and turns, speed bumps and pot holes as well as smooth roads. Learn to work through the inconveniences that cross your path because usually they are just momentary. As to you comment at realtors; my attitude towards them has always been; (most but not all) has been, their line of vision is from the tip of their nose to the end of their commission.
Hey there Nicky you are one sound person!!!! And that comes from someone who is nearly 60. Keep your level head sweetheart!!! You have nothing to worry about! Stay happy always with Pierre!! Love you both loads xxx 😊😊😊
They... broke up...
@@rosaragnvindr6198 yes I found out what a shame!!! Sad news!! I just hope that they will be happy!!! xxx have a good day xxx
@@davidpowell5135 I think so too! You have a good day too, my friend!
@@rosaragnvindr6198 xxx
Give yourself a break and focus on today mostly with an eye toward the future. You guys got that house in the pandemic and you had big plans. Right from the start you talked about remodeling, but you also mentioned worrying about the mortgage. You're good at self reflection and it sounds like you have a handle on the choices you made. You didn't do anything wrong. You just realize you want something else. I've had anxiety my whole life so I know how hard this may be, but it's worth it: Relax. "Let be be finale of seem" Wallace Stevens The Emperor of Ice Cream
Take care, love yourself I think about you and wish you the best. Love, Cory
Trust mee ur doing the right things and u did these things to make ur path in life❤
Non of ur earlier videos made me ur fan... But this one did
the past imperfect cannot be changed it is useless to regret the past tomorrow is not promised all we can do is choose to be happy today
I really love your videos, you're a great person, I really understand your feelings, like you really knows ^^
happy bday
Boy, don’t have any more surgery. It’s not going to age well. Enough already!
When did he ever say that he had any sort of surgery? You can’t confirm that just based on suspicion.
@@sbirkkk Where have you been? They’ve both done videos talking about the surgeries they’ve had done.
@@ShadeIsLikely did you watch the video? He was fixing his nose because it was out of line and blocking his nasal passages. It wasn’t Not for cosmetic reasons. I don’t know what you mean by two videos though.
@@sbirkkk Nicky and Pierre have talked about their surgeries on at least three different videos. And yes the procedures they’ve had done were cosmetic, including Nicky’s rhinoplasty/septoplasty. Good lord, all you have to do is look back at their old videos from a few years ago and you can see how different their faces look. They’ve had upper eyelid work, brow lifts, cheek bone implants, lower jaw/chin enhancement, and nose jobs. Although Pierre has not had nearly as many procedures as Nicky.
I hope my X doesn't have any regrets when he hits his upper 20's. I hope he remembers and thinks .."That was great. And I miss him and will always love him and