Aphelia - Misery in Spring feat. Qing Su

"i never was alone"
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Credit:
Art/Pv: Uinya
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Inst. Comp, Arrange and Inst. Mix : Iriku Atushi
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Vocal Melody/Cleanup: Rishie
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Vocal Mix/Master/Subtitles/VFX: kasabake
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Tuning/Lyrics/Direction: Aphelia
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LYRICS:
Split into two
nothing but a memory
Don't need you
Hate had wound its vise again
Where am I going
What am I feeling
Trapped in a maze of nothing
Gotta find my way out
Break these chains
Fade and Disappear
Then I won't feel this fear
Frozen down to my core
And still I'm haunted by thoughts of you
Set me free
I'd love to be found
To make a sound that would be heard
it wouldn't hurt
I know
That's just fantasy
Petals breaking away from this damaged me
Tears streaming down my face with every heartbeat
Wanting all those things that you took from me
That beautiful world
I couldn't see
Scars that won't heal
Rage consumes all my existence
Feel something real
My vendetta took all of what I feel
Blood is boiling inside my veins
Burning still
Searing words into my soul
Push till I'm empty
Face what is coming
Hearts that were intertwined
Now bring me nothing but misery
I'm all alone
Where are you going
Tell me I'm something
Feeding off of my dreams
Giving me that false security
Leave me be
I've cut you out
Gone without your warmth beside me
I'll fight on
Saw those beautiful things that you promised me
Petals spreading away with every heartbeat
Blossoms filling the air
And I can't breathe
Seeing through the daze you put on me
Promise
even though it'll be broken
Better off without you
Of that I'm certain
Changing your mind like the seasons
That horrible world
It broke me.
Tearing me down
All your words are
Killing me now
And my heart is crumbling now
My mind turned to blooming fallout
Yet somehow I'll keep moving on
A chance that I could see the sun
And maybe I won't need to run
And I'll face what I've done
Finally be free from my sin
(Releasing me from that dream
You came and put a spell on me
Lilacs sprouted from my heart
But still it seems I couldn't see
Love was stabbing through my lungs
And I felt like I couldn't breathe
Isolate myself but now)
I never was alone
X
I'm not alone
Broke my heart into two
but still I want to live my life
Even though I'll be without you
Spring steps into view
And misery blooms
(Love's meaning misconstrued as it gets warped by you)
Heartbreak though even now
It might seem constant
Feelings change
Like seasons, They're shifting often
Making my own way
Pushing on
Making my own way
I'll go on

[@kasabake]

corn dag

[@Rishie-P]

had so much fun writing this melody!!!! see if you guys can spot the hanahaki references c:< well done to everyone involved 🥰💕💕

[@cutesykarma]

this song goes hard

[@myeXtofu]

discpvered this from rishie, the best indie shit ive ever found

[@MonochroMenace]

Incredible. 10/10 as always. I LOVE THE PV TOO AHHHH

[@JazyyWazyy]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL?! I am in love and putting this on repeat immediately! just like hanahaki this puts me in a trance

[@CrescentP]

I am incredibly hyped for this

[@creatordoesanything8631]

I love this so much omg😭😭😭

[@basewho5230]

This surprised me- usually the sound of English vocal synth and the flow of the lyrics rub me the wrong way. You did well, hope you get more subs

[@phingu4421]

yo first time here, this is great definitely gonna look up to more!

[@IrikuAtushi]

Ready to headbang and cry, let's gooooooo!

[@Aoi_Sumire-Chan]

Aaah that was amazing !! Everyone involved did such a great job as always !!

[@southoftheline6066]

I MISSED THIS AAAAAAAAA!
Great song! Keep it going as long as you have the passion!

[@vampyrejuice]

how does it feel to be the producer ever

[@kasabake]

so happy to be here for the premiere and even happier to work on this!!! ♥

[@EwWeather]

The music is musicing /pos

[@FoobyDudeGaming]

an actual vocal cover would be excellent, see how a human voice breaks up the robotic timing.

[@starberri07]

this sounds so cool i love it ♡

[@cybergalacticnova]

Just Qing Su

[@milkvoli]

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS YESSS this is SO SO SO SO GOOD.

[@kiwimk7]

this is so cool!!

[@Jyoshuu]

qing su

[@Rokku-P]

HYPEEEEE

[@mafuuya02]

WOOOOOOOOO ILOVEIT

[@kwirkmusic]

OH MAH GAWSH IM SO AMPED

[@sleepyhonoka]

Cool

[@meeppyys]

OMG SLAY!!

[@coffeebean3421]

SLAYYY

[@xavierschatzle7816]

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