Trauma, multiple personalities, mk-ultra- healed by the Holy Spirit testimony
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- Опубликовано: 11 окт 2024
- This is a continuation of my testimony which is posted in three parts on my RUclips channel. This video is about how the Holy Spirit healed my multiple personality disorder aka dissociative identity disorder by bringing back suppressed memories due to trauma that I went through as a child. This trauma led me into the occult and down a dark path which eventually led me to accepting Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.
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Dear brave girl thank you for your testemony. I to can relate to some degree. I had a lot of trauma when I was young, I was emotionaly destroyed and that sence of being lost and weak had led me to new age. Demons know that when they brake us with pain we will seek power. That is the catch. Also they will use us to corrupt others and pass on demons. It is almost like a virus of destruction. Also I found out that there are generational curses do to occult practice in ouer blood line that we need to brake. That is way we are so atrracted to it, it is in ouer dna. My family is in hinduisam and nothing good came from that. I'm praying that they wake up. When I was doing yoga and meditating I was having sleep paralysis with demonic attacks few times a week. It was horor show. Calling for Jesus saved me every time but i still didn't get way I was under attack. One day I was praying to God to show me THE TRUTH and my spiritual eyes opend. I was shocked when I saw Satan rules everything and that I was the dark worker. Conviction and sorrow came over me and I repented so much. Thank you Jesus that I asked that question. You will know the truth and the truth will set you free. God bless you and your family and keep you safe.
@ANDRIE F. go a fast for a few days and ask God to deliver you. There are several ministers online like Fernando Perez and Robert Clancy who can pray with you. Dr. Olukoya is also gifted in spiritual warfare. God shall set you free
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yes, i can relate to this thank you for sharing
I suffered sleep paralysis for many years too, it's one of the scariest experiences. I praise God I'm free for many years now. I'm so glad to hear you're free too. Jesus is the best! X
@@andrie4384 try Robert Clancy on youtube
@@andrie4384 I know sometimes it takes time. I had realy bad demonic dreams when I came to Christ. Nothing helped so I was praying what to do. One day I have seen fasting video, and it came to me to fast and pray 21 days on Daniel diet. So I did and that realy heleped me. Free from demonic dreams for over 5 months now. Don't stop trying. Pray on this. If you do the fast, read bible as much as you can and listen to Clancy videos, you have nothing to lose. Also listen to Derik Prince he knows a lot about deliverence (he died but you can find his videos) If you have anything of books, symbols, music, arts that are from any other culture and religion burn them, destroyed them (it gives demons portals). Get them out of your house. After that find the video that explains how to clean and bless the house you live in. Also try to find the book Repentence Cleansing your generation blood line by Natasha Grbich. God bless.
It’s so amazing that you are stopping the cycle of trauma + abuse Lilly. Your family shares so much love + acceptance and is an example of alignment. Your message will spread the most by your example in following God + love✨
The fallen angels work through hurt, guilt and shame or trauma. This is why the intelligence community black ops programs use programs like mkultra to try to destroy those they know are dangerous to their agendas. The spiritual world is far more active than anyone knows. Much love to you. Jesus suffered and died to give us his righteousness, so we can know we are loved and perfect to him. This knowledge starts to destroy the trauma and in this sets us free in his love and causes us to love and build us up in him.
Lilly l am so blessed hearing your testimony ! I am 80 years old and l want pray for as many people as l can to be delivered from the bondage of sin . Jesus is the only way to get peace . He does so much for me . I praise him everyday ! May God bless you and your family !
Lily we are deeply moved by your testimony of faith and trust in the Lord and in the Holy Spirit. Many Christians are unaware of who the enemy is, that he is unseen but he is very real. What we do see most of the time, are the manifestations of his presence. The anger, the threats and the violence that we see happening across this nation are the manifestations of the kingdom and powers of darkness. We can only perseve in Jesus Christ and by the Holy Spirit and the word of God. We appreciate you and we will keep you and your family in our daily prayers. We will not forget you.
Glory to Abba, wow...what an amazing testimony sister!!! I too was healed of the torment of mental illness (cPTSD, Disassociative disorder, anxiety, depression and OCD) aka DEMONS through the precious blood of the Lamb! Praise be to our Heavenly Father forever!!! God bless, protect and continue to anoint you in the holy name of our Lord Yeshua (Jesus Christ).
Wow that is wonderful to hear! God bless you sister.
I also believe in Jesus and have faith but I have not been cured, how did you manage to cure yourself of all those diseases?💘
I had nightmares too. My father was an abusive narcissist and I used to dream that I was chased and couldn't run away, my legs and feet were heavy. I hope you know what DID is. That you have different personalities that take turns and have different tastes and, perhaps different genders and even health issues. There are many people with DID on RUclips talking about it. One thing is dissociated, and another thing is DID. In the name of Jesus, many blessings!
This is so crazy 🤯
Just today my word of the day was Victor, and when you were speaking about not being victims it was strong.
There must be more the Lord is revealing about my journey.
Im a new subscriber ive been following this family for 2 weeks and im been blessed by your prayer today 🙏 i too have been raised in a demonic household still battling some things today . Your prayer was strong and brought tears to my eyes and i wanted to say thank you for shating your testimony. May God bless you
I'm really sorry to hear what you went through sis, the Lord is your strength!! God bless and thanks for sharing!!
Thank you. God bless you as well!
I’m so sorry you and your family experienced so much trauma and I am thankful for you revealing all of it. So we can learn about what happens and know it could be a lot of things to protect ourselves if we need to. I have had a lot of that evil in my family throughout the generations and it’s a torturous life to live and Satan overcame a lot of them. Thank you for your prayers. I recieve them and am thankful for your prayers, amen 🙏🏼🙌🏼♥️🕊✝️😇👼Amen thank you Jesus.
You’re so blessed with your faith Lily. Continue to be a blessing and an inspiration to others. Your life is so beautiful with your faith. 🙏🏼
Omg lily!! I just came across this video!!! I knew I was so drawn to you for a reason!! Thank you for this video
Thank you for your transparency, Lilly! I lived in Thailand as a teenager (graduated from the International School of Bangkok) and know the culture is SO different there. We went to Calvary Baptist church while we lived in Bangkok. I first ran across your other YT channel and was amazed how you have been anointed to span the cultural differences- especially in a marriage. Just last evening did I find this channel and now understand how this has happened.
Please PRAY for me, I have multiple identities in a heavily traumatised body. I have been living as a transgender man for 15yrs which is due to dissociation. I am still dissociated 90% of the time. Jesus is slowly healing me but I often have waves of feeling suicidal when the trans coping identities/demons are destroyed for a fleeting second by the Holy Spirit.
@bereisheet b. dearesr Bereisheer b. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart for this prayer you wrote, I was feeling suicidal this morning with the fear that I am going to hell because I struggle to come off the hormones (they keep me calm). I trust that God the father can do all things. I read this prayer outloud and I cried with sorrow and dispair. I will not kill myself because I know this is all a test and like you said He knows everything. I don't want to live in rebellion against Him and I did many bad things before, I did everything you can imagine and lead others astray. I pray for forgiveness and that the father bless you and care for you for eternity.
@@jayc3141 How are you feeling these days Jay? I pray that you are well and spending lots of time at the feet of Jesus Christ. Please check out some ex-trans videos on youtube for encouragement for others who have gotten out of this deception. Here's one that may be helpful to encourage you on your journey! ruclips.net/video/8vjeCpWuHzo/видео.html
Jay C my deepest sympathies 🤍
Brother, keep working your Faith .. a breakthrough will happen ... The Lord will not deny you !!! we must remember ... God is not our servant, we are His ... while being patient is frustrating, all things happen for a reason, perhaps part of our maturing ... I don't know... but Bless ur heart ...I'm rooting for you
Jesus, has never left you or forsaken you, He is The Holy Breath Of Life, in you and Will be with you to the end.
Please, don't give into the temptation to kill the body you are in. It belongs to Christ now, when you gave Him your Life, so you would be murdering His body.
Always, want, LIFE. The devil, tries to get so many with suicide, making them want Death and telling them it will all get better after that.
he is, the father of LIES, things will get speed warped Worse, when that deceased soul gets taken to Hell, because they wanted Death, so God has to give them what they wanted and Will have to send them to the place of Death, Hell.
I was sitting in a Catholic Church. I sing gospel. My husband abandoned me on the Oregon Coast, with our child. He left the state far away!!! We had just gone through many hard trials and I had had enough! I was gonna slash my wrists after I sang..........
Long story, short, as I was singing Jesus Loves Me, no one else in the church, God started flashing pictures of me, dead, on the church bench, in my head, with blood all over and then said to me, the priest that will find you, doesn't deserve to see this!
As I was still singing Jesus Loves Me, I got to the verse,
Jesus take this heart of mine, make it pure and holy Thine, on the Cross You Died for me, I will always Live for Thee.....for Thee......for Thee....the Lord Said, You said you would always Live for ME.........not you.......ME!
Well, He got me with that one! I said, I'm sorry Lord, You're Right! I folded up the Old Timer knife and went home.
Jesus, brought my husband back to me a short time later.
Since then, many bad things have happened to me, putting me on a struggle between life and death, like a yo-yo, due to other people's negligence in this Toxic world, but I cling to that Breath Of Life, Jesus, that will be my final release from the attacks of this world!
Hope this Helps You!
Blessings
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God bless you Lilly! Thank you for being so bold and sharing.
Thank you for your encouragement Tabitha. God bless you sister!
Hey Lilly Had no Idea that your story was so involved... Have no idea how I came to this video. And the next evidently about personality disorder.
Its absolutely fascinating. I know yhe experiments you are talking about along with the Philadelphia Project and The experiments in Montauk. Where I lived a number of times.
Glad you took the time to rell your story it took strength
I was just going to mention Montauk, but thank God you already did.
Thank you for sharing your testimony Lily God's timing is perfect I was meant to hear this as I'm going through something the last 2 weeks. Thank you for your prayer I cried tears of joy and felt at peace after you prayed 🙏 though this was filmed 2 years ago...I was meant to hear it now..God bless you Lily.
Amen!!! You are in my prayers, Lilly. God bless you!
Thank you so much for your prayers Ginny. God bless you as well!
🙏 Thank you for sharing your testimony. I knew there was something special about you. ❤️
Wow, the moment you started to pray, demons started to scream out! It can hear it very clearly with headphones !! God bless you sister in Jesus Christ.
Thank you and God bless!
I did note the chaos of noise in the background. But I assumed it was humans (not to say it wasn't demon inspired).
no person. that is human
What a testimony ! You are certainly a prayer warrior. Thank you for your encouragement. God bless you 🙏😇
Thank you sister! God bless you too!
When you pray, you remind me of me when I get into a flow. I’ve done battle, spiritual warfare against oppression directly affecting me and a segment of society. I believe my prayers have helped strike down oppressive laws and actions against me. I’ve prayed for angelic help and protection in my home when I was the subject of threats. I called for two mighty warrior angels to stand guard at my door and chase away anyone coming against me influenced by the evil one. The problem never occurred again. I don’t worship angels, but in addition to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, we are to command Heavenly hosts to do our bidding. All this after I got saved at the age of 37. So I did not walk with the Lord for most of my life prior to that (I was Catholic before). My prayer life just grew out after I got saved and due to dark stressful period when God HAD to come through. There was no plan B. My prayers are at times deep and purposeful-especially when I am in trouble. Things have calmed down and I’ve seen MAJOR significant victories in my life. My challenge now is to maintain my prayer life and sense of radical following of Jesus Christ when times are relatively good.
Thank you so much for sharing! God bless you!
I'd like to know more about commanding angels. Could you please point me to some bible verses about it?
Thank you for sharing sister! Praise the Lord! 🙏 have a blessed day
Thank you for your support. God bless!
Hi Lili. I became a Christian on Easter morning 2004 when I believed that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and that He was Resurrected. I have been enjoying my relationship with Him.
I love hearing testimonies of new Agers finding Jesus and being healed I’m happy for you god bless you ❤️
God bless you too!
Thank you very much to share ALL This 💛!
I have been though a very similar situations and it hasn’t been easy at all but I know that with God love we can conquer everything 🙏🌻
God put your videos in my life to see that there are people like me discovering the fake teachings of the New age and want to seek the true happiness that only Jesus can give us 🌻
Blessings and greetings from Costa Rica 🇨🇷 Central America
Veronica
Thank you sweet Lilly for your prayers Honey. I CANNOT imagine how scared you must of been to have heard voices. I'm grateful this has not ever happened to me...but I am receiving some kind of "feeling" of very strong love; that keeps coming and OR YOUR CHANNEL showing up while olIm doing things on utube! It's not harmful but because I prayed for guidance; & your channel keeps showing up as well as Ms. Cynna's show 4 days ago...I just feel it's Jesus wanting me to be closer to those who have a connection with him...& he too wants this for me. I don't know why I dreamt about you & your Mom and my Angel Mom & Husband were in my dream all night long. "THAT'S" a bit weird but I'll take it because it wasn't a bad dream that I can remember if this makes sense. Take good care Ms. Lilly & God Bless you & your Family & your Momma & her family too!😇🙃🙂
I am so blessed by you sharing this, God uses it to bring remembrance to me of my past traumas as well. I felt the Holy Spirit in your prayer at the end, what a powerful prayer. Wow thank you for being a brave woman of God, helping others to get free.
Thank you so much for the encouragement! God bless you sister!
Hallelujah! You’re testimony and faith, in Jesus Christ, is so moving! Wow! Thank you for this mighty prayer!!
Thank you. God bless!
Iiiijoiijjoijiji un I oyijipuiihoihoiojiII it iiiiiiiiiij uuiihiji
Love you...so happy the Lord has touched you so powerfully ♡
Wow! I can relate to your story. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony that the Lord has power over all things, and your prayer. You are a light that we can heal from the traumas of our childhood, and the curse that is passed down in our family generations. May the Lord continue to bless and protect your beautiful family.
ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!! GOD YOUR MERCY AND GRACE IS BEYOND ANY HUMAN Comprehend !!! hallelujah💫🎉💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽🙏😘✝️💙
There is power in the name of JESUS and by the blood of JESUS you be covered. Praise God for the brave and wonderful testimony you share to the world. 🙏❤️💐
Praise the Lord Lilly. Thank you for your wonderful testimony. I can relate when you mentioned about family curse. Our Lord is the perfect healer. You are precious in his kingdom.
Thank you so much for sharing! God Bless you, Lilly!
God bless you as well!
JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS HEALER!!! PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME!!!!!!!!!
Yes He is! God bless!
Amen!!!🤲🏽
Mental illness isn’t anyone’s fault - it’s the abusers but God redeemed
Jenni Highlander yes! God bless you Jenni!
@@lillyhubbard I was into new age (reiki,meditation, prana ,sound healing...) ....the major damage came not from healing modalities but the theory .... .... i am considering to start a community focused on Mental health .....the heavy stuff not just anxiety and depression .. ..... I am orthodox Christian and my gerondas aka guru is a beautiful soul ,a monk .....whose light and not judgemental attitude saves me every single day .....evi from Athens Greece
The abusers typically are the ones who are mentally ill
Dear sister, I give glory to God for His love for you, may He continue to use you for His glory, I am in need of prayer for my daughter who is troubled by ocd and intrusive thoughts... Thank you 🙏
Hallelujah. Praises be our Lord Jesus Christ. May his blessings upon you remains all through your life.
Amen! Call on the Holy Spirit and He shall give you power to overcome the tactics of the adversary! So many have strongholds placed on them by the enemy,, which can be looosed and cast out if they put it in Jesus' hands and surrender to the Lord. Thank you for your testimony. God bless!
You are a beautiful person and God loves u. I also feel like my life was cursed by demons. I had amneaia or mind control for 11 years. I know why. I got my memory back 4 years ago. My water was drugged everyday for a week. I think the holy spirit also showed me the truth.
Love you Lilly, thank you for this wonderful testimony ❤❤❤
Wow. Just listening to your testimony, I am amazed. God healed you. He can do anything. Praise the Lord.
You are amazing Lilly. Thank you for sharing your testimony. May god continue to bless and protect you and your family. May you continue this wonderful ministry and share the power of the Holy Spirit that resides within you🙏🏻✨💞
Oh Lily so sorry abt yr childhood hse n btw love yr hair here!lt must b so scary!Thank-god u turned out well;)!!!
Thank You LORD JESUS, Thank you that I've watched this video and thank you for the prayer! I was seeking the HOLY SPIRIT and I found this testimony. GLORY to the FATHER and SON and HOLY SPIRIT may Your NAME will be known to all over the World. AMEN AMEN AMEN!
Thank you Mike. God bless.
Thank you for coming forward Lily. God loves you so much! Praise God
God is so good. God bless!
Lilly , thank you soooo much for sharing your extremely difficult story with sooo many people, I believe that you are such an Amazing strong young woman my wish for you is that you continue to grow strength and wisdom from your jesus and Savior, I will definitely pray for you and your Beautiful family.
Thank you, Lilly. This is a great channel. Enjoy❤❤ every video
Thank you Lord Holy Spirit for protecting them and guiding them.. God bless your family Lilly!
Amen. I love testimonies of total victories like this.
Shabbat Shalom Amen and Amen its not by might nor by power but by the spirit says the Lord thanks for sharing your testimony Lilly 🙏🙏🙏🙏💞💞💛💛💝❤👍
We lived in a similar house with lots of activity. We moved out within the year. Thanks to God for his protection
Yes this is all true. I am glad you have the Holy Spirit. Praise Jesus
Thank you for powerful prayer, Lilly 🕊🙏
Yes Lilly your walk with Jesus will continue to give you light and healing. I Love You .❤️
bless you sister, stick with JESUS, HE is the best.
Yes He is! God bless you.
Such a powerful testimony
Your such an amazing prayer 🙏 warrior sister !!
Amen
Lilly, I am there for you and your family. AMEN.
Pray for my friend, she has DID from severe childhood sexual abuse and needs Christ's healing.
Thank you for sharing. May God bless you and your family. You are a strong woman and God be with you and so with the Holy Spirit. Bless as all who believes in him.
your prayer at the end of this video was powerful. i am thankful jesus has helped you.
Sister Lilly, I just listen to the 3 parts & this video & I found them very encouraging to share to people who does not know Jesus who dabbled into yoga to wake up from the destruction of yoga & witchcraft! I will share on my Facebook with almost 5,000 so lost souls can be saved by Jesus like you, FYI I had watched yesterday a video Pastor David Lynn was trying to cast out demons in this handsome white man in England I guess but he kept on mentioning he want to keep Shiva with him that David Lynn walked away from rather on insisting to help him cast out the Hindu demon called Shiva! I felt rather sad for that white man, he seemed insane but I felt David Lynn should not have walked away leaving him still insane!
I love David Lynn; he is truly Holy Spirit filled and lead. Perhaps he discerned that this white man would return back to his sin. If we do deliverance on someone and they don’t get filled with the Holy Spirit or they return to their sin then there is a danger that 7 more wicked demons could return and make the man worse of than he’d first been.
Lilly I understand everything you are talking about. Hearing your story reminds me how far God brings victims of SRA, MK Ultra and DID. It is stranger than fiction.
This is your best life ever…with Jesus. Awesome testimony.
To make the long story short:” You are really messed up.”
wow .. Lily ... I haven't heard seasoned pastors speak with such conviction .... U R a blessing to all ... thank you
I am a targeted individual and suffer from voice to skull technology, dew assaults, brain to computer interface, and im having such a hardtime. I have depersonalization and derealization. I think i have multiple personalities too because of the sick mkultra. I admire you and you're strength. Its happend to ny family too. I want a connection with god badly.
I watched my father die out of the blue we were playing madden one minute and the next minute I was dragging his body out of the bathroom trying to get him to respond. Its be so much hell that came after that but GOD made a way.
Jared Meridy I’m so sorry you went through this. God bless you brother.
@@lillyhubbard GOD bless you to. Pain is preparation for our destiny
My deepest sympathies, man. God bless you.
Thank you for Witnessing to others. This is a Powerful Video. Bless you sister 🐿🌿🌸🌷
Thank you Lilly for your powerful prayer 🙏❤️
When we want ONLY the truth, God reveals himself! I pray you prosper in all things, especially God and his truth!
Your story is very real. LOVE LOVE LOVE You.
Thank you much for sharing and for your prayers. They avail much. Please continue sharing the Truth, Who is Jesus. You are brave. God bless you.
You are my true Sister in Spirit Thank To GOD that I open your Channel
Amen and amen! You are Awesome! Love those babies too. God bless y’all!
Thank you Lily for your valuable testimony
Yeasss finally someone understands what I'm saying... You are amazing thank you lord
I watched all your videos amazing testimony thank you .
Thank you for the encouragement. God bless you!
Lily have you looked in to getting deliverance . I know ure im thailand and this is probally hard to find there . But as a christian its really difficult to completely break free from the effects of things like generational curses , witchcraft , idol worship , childhood trauma ir abuse by yourself or within the family Its really different to praying against these things . Praying agaist them will bind them for a time but deliverance will cast them out for good .
Look up Hardcore Christianity videos on RUclips. Mikes an excellent Holy Spirit lead teacher with a background in counselling. You’ll find dozens of amazing, in depth teachings on self deliverance on their RUclips channel. They have Zoom Deliverance Sessions every Wednesday 6 pm Arizona Time.
Wow, your testimonies have been so eye opening and I really appreciate you telling us your experience
Thank you Lilly and especially for the prayer at the end. I agree in Jesus Christ name. Amen
Looking at you one would never imagine you suffered such trauma, but wonderful you faced the truth and indeed it has set you free 🙏
AMEN
Thank you Lilly, God Bless you!
God bless you too!
@@lillyhubbard Thank you Lilly God bless you and your family's
The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face to shine upon you. Praise God for your life.
Please pray for my son, his name is Tanner. I know Jesus Christ our Lord can heal him.
Thank you.
Hi I just saw your video on Facebook that I had to come look for you on RUclips. Beautiful testimony & I shared it with my family.. love love your testimony 💕💕💕🌮💕💕💕💕
Thanks for sharing your testimony, & was blessed for the Words of God, full of encouragement. Thanks also for your prayer 🙏
God bless you more because of your faith in God you were protected.Continue praying to God always.
Thank you Lily. Amen God bless you and yours
Love watching all your vedeos also inspiring.
God Bless You' and your family !
Your grandfather was definitely seeing devils, I have always thought schizophrenia was caused by devils. Jesus definitely can break it off of people, we need to pray for those people, they need our prayers daily.
@marushan subs it spiritual possession & you have been opened to the unforseen realms
That attitude is exactly what creates prejudice, superstition and isolation in communities, society and superstitious cultures & brings aching sorrow to parents of children being tarred thus . Schizophrenia is a mental illness, treatable ; DNA related and can be genetically passed on ....as evidenced in Lilly’s story ( g’father; father; Aunty etc etc .... & pretty obvious that Lilly has the propensity to tip into it given her inherent restless spirit & attraction to all sorts of extremes ) . All her stories and experiences of seeking and searching for answers begs the age old question of what comes first : the chicken or the egg . Invariably ppl who spend so long seeking, searching , self destructing are like restless grasshoppers trying to outrun a genetic code & find magic bullet answers . Her most recent “ holy spirit “ epiphany is only since 2015 .... less time than all the years she spent as an alcoholic, following every Eastern spiritual New Age practise on offer to such like minded restless souls etc etc. I sincerely hope for her sake she finds solace m but as an objective observer all I see is someone substituting one awakening over another , over and over again . It’s pretty obvious she has a mental illness, and I would imagine she is smart enough to take available medication to control her full blown descent into schizophrenia . I sadly feel so many vulnerable and hungry souls fall prey to more “ black magic “ as a way of outrunning their DNA and restless souls . Given Lilly’s childhood experiences it’s no wonder she is so susceptible to sorcery and black magic extremes
Thank you for posting your videos. Your stories have been a piece of my journey leading me home to Jesus Christ
Jesus bless you.May the Holy Spirit bless you and your family.
Please spread the faith
Thank you Lilly Hubbard. God Bless You. xx
God bless you as well! thank you for watching
Wow I really believe that all spirits are only love. When we transition to non-physical to join God, we lose all judgment and feel only love. So I tell my kids there are no bad spirits or ghosts. They are even more in alignment with god and only feel love for us. I listen to the podcast Joshua Live where Gary channels messages from non-physical. They always share that we are here on earth to rediscover our true self, our connection with God/Source, and to feel joy + love. Many individuals don’t take that path and that is a valid exploration bc when they return to non-physical they feel the contrast of God’s love and feel it’s power. I believe we are all worthy but there are so many choosing a path away from God, while they may seem evil, it’s just the exploration they chose + hopefully they return to god after they realize the pain + fear that grows as we walk away from God. Sometimes it takes contrast to fully appreciate alignment + clarity 💜
These are lies you’re believing in. We are not God, nor do we become God when we pass. Jesus Christ is the One True God, and when you die you either go to Heaven or Hell. God is Perfect, and all of creation is not. Love is not whatever makes you feel good, but what is objectively true. God is Love, and we are to learn who He is to learn what love is, as opposed to conforming our idea of Him to what feels nice and convenient for us. I used to believe the same things you’re talking about. It’s confusing and untrue. It’s a demonic philosophy, that blurs the lines between good and evil. Anyone who “channels” anything is not of God, not of the truth, and is 100% channeling a demon 100% of the time. To Christians, The Holy Spirit speaks in the form of quiet suggestions, and lives in our spirit, but individuals who “channel spirits” are always allowing themselves to be physically possessed, even though they’re not aware of it. Please ask God to reveal the truth of Himself to you. God Bless
I used to believe as you did until I tested the spirits. As soon as I asked them if Jesus came in the flesh, these so called loving Angels of light turned all demonic on me. You must test the spirits because they are mastermind deceivers of mankind and they’ve been doing this since the beginning of time.
Hi girl, You've wonderful family in Koh Samui, look forward to woderful years ahead, do not looked back.
Glad to find this. Bless you. Similar story