any time of the night with your shades slightly open so that one bluish white streetlight creeps into your room with your fan on at medium speed so youve got some white noise to go with it
Listening to this while on the way to see my grandpa finally be put at rest. This song really made me realize reality and how ill never get to experience being in his lively presence..it fucking hurts…I’m never gonna see his smile again, watch him dance, listen to him rant abt random stuff, hear him say my name, hug me, one last time. I wish I got to say I love you one last time before they sent him to that dumbass retirement home…I already miss him so much…it’s only selfish if I keep telling myself it’s not fair. He was suffering with dementia and just health issues…I'll never forget how great of a jokester he was. I love you, grandfather…you made a great impact during the 83 years you lived. Thank you for everything…you are missed a lot. Peace ily -Sid 💝
I’m listening to this literally on the way to my Godfather’s funeral service right now. This hit so hard because he was suffering with parkinsons, but I still feel the same way as this post. He was the most prominent grandfather figure I had, and I don’t think he’ll ever know how much I loved him. Rest In Peace Nino
Remember when we all used to be happy getting home and playing our favorite games and stuff, not a care in the world. This song invokes so much nostalgia. I just wanna go back.
took drugs since 17 and now im 30. i've lost a lot of precious memories and i probably wont remember most of it but it's music like this that helps me remember and most importantly is remember to stay alive. i hope i'd discover more of this
im so sorry I've taken drugs and smoked since I was 13. Nothing harsh, but the only reason I've stopped is because I gave it all to my friends to keep me away from it. But I always find myself craving it and not feeling happiness without it.
i miss him sometimes too. but he moved on so quick. its almost as if all of those months and feelings vanished completely for him in 3 weeks. i don't know why he moved on so fast. but better days are coming
my friends are giving up on me my parents too there's nothing i can do anymore so i just pretend im somewhere else, with other people, who love me, who are proud of me, who wil never leave me behinnd people who genuinely care.
hey, don’t trip man… things will get better, they always do. It’s just a waiting game :) friends come and go so do your problems, even the ones that seem enormous will fade just like the small ones, and once they do you’ll realize how much knowledge and strength you’ve gained from them. Don’t worry you’ll parents will come around sooner or later and once they do you’ll both be closer then ever. Never give up on yourself and always know that there’s someone who cares even a little… and even if it’s some random person off the internet, that “someone” still cares :) hang in there champ u got this…
Start over delete social media this place is toxic take cold showers it helps with stress pray to come closer to Jesus do what you find fun stay away from love till you are old enough To know what love even is. We all make mistakes and don’t let being in love one of them I pray for you… I pray for all of you
I honestly can’t deal with this feeling anymore I’m tired of feeling so shitty thank you to this community even though I just got here you guys seem really nice but I wish all of you good luck and I love all of you
I love you, I hope 2 years later everything is going good. Every morning just take that deep breath and be happy we got to see another rise. I hope you see this ❤❤
i miss them. i miss talking to them everyday like we used to, now we barely talk. im losing them and theres nothing i can do about it :/ i miss the happiness they brought into my life. i hate myself for letting them go.
These and many other songs like this reminds people of their past, present, and future, but it also reminds people of the important events that have impacted people's lives in a good, or a bad way
I love her so much. even though she’s gone, her smile lit up my heart, so much so it hurt. It hurt so bad. if she came back I would take her back in a blink of an eye. she was my world. the only one I want for eternity. I wish she could see this but I know she won’t. I wish I could just look her in her eyes and tell her I love her but she hates me and it’s all my fault. It will always be my fault. till death do we part mi amor
Hearts broke. Shit happened, nothing more nothing less. In the end we were both wrong. We both knew this was going to happen yet we smiled in the face of those who brought us turmoil. I'm better now. I've been okay if you've been wondering, I'm off doing things by myself as always. We are strangers now like you wanted, strangers that know each other's secrets...
i hate it. i hate it so much. he came into my life, and i let him. i thought he was my dream guy ,and i was in love. but that wasn’t love. love doesn’t make you want to wish you weren’t with them, love doesn’t make you cry. love isn’t supposed to hurt. but why did it hurt ? why did it hurt more when he left ? why did he leave me my lowest ? why ? he came in , mentally ruined me , and left as if nothing happened. i hate it how i’m still stuck on him and he’s moved on since the day we broke up. but nothing can change that now. i can’t change the past. i can only change the future. for those reading this remember that. i haven’t fully recovered so for now, i just sit here and ask why, over and over again.
I’m gonna go a different route and say this song makes me appreciate the love and care I have from the one special girl who loves me more than herself. I love you Bella. You’re the greatest thing in my life.
everyday just gets worse. i don’t feel any better with pity from anyone. my other half is gone. it gets harder and harder every single second. i feel empty inside, like im hollow. i miss you grandad. you’ll forever be my terror twin. through thick and thin, and through hard days.
all my life, people have told me im a beautiful, intelligent, strong, kind, good person. my mother, my father, my sisters, even friends of mine. all people i've loved dearly. but im still alone. i've never been loved, held, cherished in the way that these people never could. romantically, sexually. i could never love that way. and im forced to come to a conclusion. did they all lie to me? or were they all just wrong? sorely mistaken? blind to see how terrible, ugly, stupid, and weak i truly am? i don't know. i can't know. all i can know is that i will remain alone. until the cessation of my own miserable existence.
Everytime I hear this song all I think about is my best friend. We always used to do everything together. Go shopping with each other, go on dates, spend all the time that we could together, go to meets with our bikes and occasionally our cars. But now ever since she met "the one" it's been totally different between us. She doesn't answer my calls or messages. She doesn't talk to me when we see each other at the meets (when she goes with her boyfriend) and it truly hurts. She's replaced me after years and years of being there for each other and it's killing me. I did everything for her, I was there for her when she needed me. And now when I need her the more than I ever have in my entire life, she's not here. We used to listen to this song all the time when we were together. It's quite ironic actually. Something that used to make me so happy now makes me cry everytime I hear it. I just can't believe she'd do something like this to me.
she recently left me, after 3 years, time’s have gotten really hard, its been 6 months, i dont know how to feel anymore, this song brings back the memories.
I just want to fall into an endless pit with this song in the background life rn is so lonely I hate it I just want my old life back when i was too young to realise that world isn't all about playing with dolls and which colouring pencils are better then other when the only thing i was doing was sitting with my closest friends making loombands not even knowing what vapes cigarettes and alcohol was and not knowing how shit life would be how judgemental people are and how much the make you hate yourself i wish i didn't pick up that blade i wish i didn't do it i wish i didn't try that cigarette i wish i didn't try that sip of vodka or take a toke of that vape i wish i could go back and say , ''I'm sorry'' .Life is getting worse and worse i feel suicidal as fuck , I get tha pressure in my head telling me to fucking die i cant cry anymore, I need help before i try to do something stupid to myself , no one will listen please somebody help me this shit fucking hurts.
I miss him. Even when I tell myself I’m over him all my friend’s telling me to get over it knowing he already found someone new when I’m still stuck in time waiting for him to come back to me to call me to say “hey love how are you” even though I know deep down that will never happen again I know that he is never coming back to me all these months I have been stuck not being able to think sleep or even do much tomorrow is my birthday and I can’t believe im more sad than happy this year it just hurts at this point remembering how he promised to say happy birthday to me this year and call me and tell me how much he loved me just as I did for him I miss the stuff he would send me the stupid internet memes the way I was at my happiest point ever with him and now that im without him it’s as if all that happiness is drained straight from me that was the first real love I had felt in a while I always wondered why it took people so long to get over someone until it finally happened to me and I understand now it hurts a lot even though you may not understand heartbreak is the worst feeling that could possibly ever happen it’s like a deep hurt I don’t cry much anymore but deep it hurts like a cut that has hand sanitizer on it like an empty hollow feeling numb almost but you can still feel the deep cut pain through your skin and body it makes my body ache and my lack of motivation is horrible at this point I can’t speak on it to any of my friends because they simply say “get over him already” how can I get over someone I was in love with so deeply it’s idiotic almost how I have this deep hurting feeling when he already has someone new celebrating everything with her doing everything with her as if I never existed it just cuts deeper every time I look at pictures of him being unable to cry anymore I just stare blankly now I wanna say I’m over it but I break down still and sometimes I don’t know why but every time I do he is the first pop up I’m my head and then I know I haven’t truly let go yet. I need to let go and get over it an one point I am aware of this, yet it’s so hard going through life in a cycle when you think your getting better and your actually just getting worse I miss his eyes his fluffy hair his amazing smile everything. I dropped myself and I need to pick it back up even if I’m not ever ready at one point I need to pick myself up and rise to the top again. The boy I loved most is gone forever because she took him from me he slipped right through my fingers when I thought I was holding him tightly so to my boy I’ll always remember you fondly even when you have hurt me this badly love you forever.
you know I don’t think I’ll ever truly be happy, or ever fill like my outcomes have meaning. I’ve been really suicidal this last year and I’m really scared. I really feel like I have no one. My lover just puts me through so much stress, my parents don’t seem to care for me. I don’t think I’ll last much longer
ay man nah nah i love you so much u can’t give up her life sucks ik man but trust this is temporary happiness will come meaning will soon be here ok don’t give up 🙏🏼
@@yuriimakukha3660 it’s comforting to realize people do care, even on the internet, to tell you that what you said helped is an understatement. You just relieved a lot of pain that was going through my mind, like a click back into reality. Thank you, things have gotten better, somewhat, still In this relationship, sucks but it’s gotten a lot better. I’ve been doing better myself mentally as well.
Lyrics : Floating under water Ever changing Picture hours out from land In tune with all our dreams The ocean takes me In to watch you shake it Watch you wave your powers Tempt with hours of pleasure Take me one more time Take me one more wave Take me for one last ride I’m out of my head Tonight Tonight Tonight Tonight, I The sound of the waves collide The sound of the waves collide The sound of the waves collide Tonight, we ride Cruising through the city After hours With me fusing all our powers Here’s to all our dreams Take me one more time Take me one more wave Take me for one last ride I’m out of my head Tonight Tonight Tonight, tonight, I The sound of the waves collide The sound of the waves collide The sound of the waves collide Tonight, we ride
end it all to feel better, worked for me, but i was stopped right before, that opened up my eyes. or you could just reach out to somebody, or get a twink femboy bf that will actually love you.
This song makes me just think about him.it reminds me on how much happiness he gives me and how much he means to me..like I Finally have someone that can make me happy through trying times..if your reading this I love you so much.i will love you no matter what
He really was so much to me Sad that he changed into something unrecognizable I love him, the old him that is And yet even after so long I miss him to this very day I just wish I could tell him im sorry one more time Goodbye noah. You really were the best thing that has ever happened to me
I feel empty inside like all my friends are drifting away and nobody cares if im gone im always lonley even though i have friends and i feel like theres just not enough
That's sad. I have same problem, I live in another place right now, and, I don't have my old friend here, and i didn't have new friends here, cuz I can't to communicate with people. It's already two years gone and I didn't find anybody...
It was me and him against the world...siblings with a bond that could never be broken...I miss him..7/29/2019🕊 you will forever be in my heart brother...
literally the biggest regret i’ve ever had was breaking up with her. I thought i could get another chance but no matter how hard i try i just can’t compete.
Before when I would see her in person I would get butterflies and blush can’t even say anything without embarrassing myself….now when I see her I don’t feel anything….in fact it kinda hurts when I see her and it’s not the same ☹️🫠
It’s very hard to get over someone you truly love it’s like a deep feeling of pain that makes you feel like your always crying even when your not it hurts for a minute I’m not gunna lie but you can’t stay stuck in time even if you want them back badly no matter now much you want them back they don’t come back even when we think of all the ways we could try to get them back it wouldn’t work because the other person simply has just fallen out of love. It’s painful to know that to know the person you loved the most the one you would stand for on any day just simply does not want you anymore it’s a hard hit to take but it’s gunna be ok even if it doesn’t feel as if it’s gunna be ok right now some day in the future your gunna look back and be ok. Your gunna realize that you will find someone who loves you even more than she ever did I know it’s hard to let go but at some point you have to even if your not ready for it. Missing people is the hardest part but once you stop missing them it gets easier I promise. You will find someone true in the future but first you gotta move forward don’t stay stuck for to long bud. Have an amazing day and I’ll manifest for you to find happiness. :D
I know what you mean, I just lost three in under a month, broken spine, old age, and locked in a room with no food or water. I still think the last one is my fault, even though I was on vacation to get my mind off the first two
All I see is his face.. his happy smile. His hair..His eyes..His pail skin..His pain..It's his family's fault. His friends..his life..my fault. It's my fault. If he never dated me, he wouldn't be dead. WHAT HAVE I DONE. I LOVED HIM. I TRIED SO HARD. I-I.. I TRIED TO KEEP HIM ALIVE. I TRIED TO MAKE HIM FEEL LOVED. BUT I CANT EVEN DO THAT. Time to listen to people.. Time to kill myself. Goodbye everyone. I'm sorry..
If ur still here please don't do it ik its really hard right now and I know that things might not be easy but everyone has a purpose and everyone is here for a reason there are peoples who care suicide doesn't take the pain away it gives it to someone else so please dont thing of one think that you used to like to do when you were little You can smile like that again you can or happy again it takes time to heal it takes time and even after years there might still be days where you cry and that's okay it's a part of healing please dont do it!! Ur lifes matters so much !! Please stay please...... dont do it!!!!!!
I just hate myself so god damn much. Anytime I tell someone they just say you’re fine the way you are, or don’t worry about it. I just want to kms sometimes. I want to tear myself to shreds and look different and be what society thinks a male should look like. No one thinks I go through shit and all my friends think I’m so lucky to have “no problems”. When I’m the one who has to suffer in silence by myself.
I got broken up with yesterday and she immediately found a new guy today. I just want someone to ask if I’m doing alright so I can break down in their arms.
This song hits
Different in a dark room at 12 am
or 2 am
any time of the night with your shades slightly open so that one bluish white streetlight creeps into your room with your fan on at medium speed so youve got some white noise to go with it
@@k_9.. literally me rn
me rn fr
I shit my pants😊
Listening to this while on the way to see my grandpa finally be put at rest. This song really made me realize reality and how ill never get to experience being in his lively presence..it fucking hurts…I’m never gonna see his smile again, watch him dance, listen to him rant abt random stuff, hear him say my name, hug me, one last time. I wish I got to say I love you one last time before they sent him to that dumbass retirement home…I already miss him so much…it’s only selfish if I keep telling myself it’s not fair. He was suffering with dementia and just health issues…I'll never forget how great of a jokester he was. I love you, grandfather…you made a great impact during the 83 years you lived. Thank you for everything…you are missed a lot. Peace ily
-Sid 💝
i’m in the same place rn, my grandma recently passed and all i can do it distract myself. i miss her so much.
im so sorry my love
Damn the timing I'm with my grandpa rn listening to this
I’m listening to this literally on the way to my Godfather’s funeral service right now. This hit so hard because he was suffering with parkinsons, but I still feel the same way as this post. He was the most prominent grandfather figure I had, and I don’t think he’ll ever know how much I loved him. Rest In Peace Nino
This is a song about sex…
Remember when we all used to be happy getting home and playing our favorite games and stuff, not a care in the world. This song invokes so much nostalgia. I just wanna go back.
took drugs since 17 and now im 30. i've lost a lot of precious memories and i probably wont remember most of it but it's music like this that helps me remember and most importantly is remember to stay alive. i hope i'd discover more of this
I hope your doing alright man. Keep your head up king :)
Dealing with drugs is a very hard thing- I am happy that this song aids you a little bit. Best of luck to you, friend
im so sorry I've taken drugs and smoked since I was 13. Nothing harsh, but the only reason I've stopped is because I gave it all to my friends to keep me away from it. But I always find myself craving it and not feeling happiness without it.
@@pi4780 how old are you now?
i miss him. he was my everything. i want him back so bad. i know he'll never see this, but i miss you my pretty boy
stop im crying for you rn lets be friends please
I know the feeling.. except my fiancé cheated on me. 💔
ive never been in love but this made me sob
i miss him sometimes too. but he moved on so quick. its almost as if all of those months and feelings vanished completely for him in 3 weeks. i don't know why he moved on so fast. but better days are coming
its ok I know baby its alright everything will be ok
this song reminds me of growing up and how fast it goes without even realizing it.
You don't feel so lonely listing to Deftones
I love listening to this after I randomly found it. It gives me a nostalgic type of vibe.
This song brings good memories from 2016
this could be a really deep song if some one wrote some sad ass lyrics to this
yea just listen to the original ?
@@jakegriffin1758 i do i love deftones
lmfao
Like…. Just listen to the original with Chinos lyrics?
@@danielstittums967 they're being sarcastic
my friends are giving up on me
my parents too
there's nothing i can do anymore
so i just pretend im somewhere else, with other people, who love me, who are proud of me, who wil never leave me behinnd people who genuinely care.
hey, don’t trip man… things will get better, they always do. It’s just a waiting game :) friends come and go so do your problems, even the ones that seem enormous will fade just like the small ones, and once they do you’ll realize how much knowledge and strength you’ve gained from them. Don’t worry you’ll parents will come around sooner or later and once they do you’ll both be closer then ever. Never give up on yourself and always know that there’s someone who cares even a little… and even if it’s some random person off the internet, that “someone” still cares :) hang in there champ u got this…
@@a.t.p.1819 tysm this makde my day :)
@@cowboyemoji2803 i’m glad bud :) take it easy and don’t stress yourself out too much
I'm sorry you feel like this :( if you need someone to talk to I'm always happy to give out my socials
@@gojosatoru8763 tysm! unluckily things have only gotten worse so far but im still hopful
this song came on at 3 am while i was animating and i just had to stop and stare at the ceiling
Just what I was looking for!
SAME OMG
I'd give my life up just for her even though she hates me I love her
Her smile and tears were the only things in my life what could glow my day
Bless somebody else with your love
@@hotchocolates3828 neva
Start over delete social media this place is toxic take cold showers it helps with stress pray to come closer to Jesus do what you find fun stay away from love till you are old enough To know what love even is. We all make mistakes and don’t let being in love one of them I pray for you… I pray for all of you
Nah for real Id rather smoke a ounce and Im great
If you need to talk I’m here!!!:)
I honestly can’t deal with this feeling anymore I’m tired of feeling so shitty thank you to this community even though I just got here you guys seem really nice but I wish all of you good luck and I love all of you
we love you too
I love you, I hope 2 years later everything is going good. Every morning just take that deep breath and be happy we got to see another rise. I hope you see this ❤❤
@@tortoisetanker two years later and I’m doing better than ever, thanks for the kind words.
@@Verilions That’s great. Keep it up, bro. Always remember that you’re loved.
i miss them. i miss talking to them everyday like we used to, now we barely talk. im losing them and theres nothing i can do about it :/ i miss the happiness they brought into my life. i hate myself for letting them go.
why can't I stop thinking about someone I've never dated
Wow. Such an emotional version of this song. I love deftones but this is on another level for me
These and many other songs like this reminds people of their past, present, and future, but it also reminds people of the important events that have impacted people's lives in a good, or a bad way
Idk if its just me or this gives me a uneasy feeling
I love her so much.
even though she’s gone,
her smile lit up my heart, so much so it hurt. It hurt so bad.
if she came back I would take her back in a blink of an eye.
she was my world. the only one I want for eternity.
I wish she could see this but I know she won’t.
I wish I could just look her in her eyes and tell her I love her but she hates me and it’s all my fault. It will always be my fault.
till death do we part mi amor
corny
I didn't expect this from a RUclips comment section, but the internet never ceases to surprise me
This song is the perfect representation of what it feels like to miss someone so much that your skin screams every night.
It’s finnna get better
still here 10/2021....nostalgic bliss
i cant feel emotion anymore i only feel numb
This would fit perfectly with a nostalgia edit bringing back memories for old and new generations to come
When you are so disappointed with yourself that you just stare at your reflection in your phone:
i’d love a 1 hour version of this!
Press the friggin' loop button. It's not that hard.
Hearts broke. Shit happened, nothing more nothing less. In the end we were both wrong. We both knew this was going to happen yet we smiled in the face of those who brought us turmoil. I'm better now. I've been okay if you've been wondering, I'm off doing things by myself as always. We are strangers now like you wanted, strangers that know each other's secrets...
i hate it. i hate it so much. he came into my life, and i let him. i thought he was my dream guy ,and i was in love. but that wasn’t love. love doesn’t make you want to wish you weren’t with them, love doesn’t make you cry. love isn’t supposed to hurt. but why did it hurt ? why did it hurt more when he left ? why did he leave me my lowest ? why ? he came in , mentally ruined me , and left as if nothing happened. i hate it how i’m still stuck on him and he’s moved on since the day we broke up. but nothing can change that now. i can’t change the past. i can only change the future. for those reading this remember that. i haven’t fully recovered so for now, i just sit here and ask why, over and over again.
🤷♂️
i loved her more than anything.
can’t get enough, wow..
i need a 1 hour version, this is amazing
I’m gonna go a different route and say this song makes me appreciate the love and care I have from the one special girl who loves me more than herself. I love you Bella. You’re the greatest thing in my life.
Damn you’re lucky, I’m proud of you 👍
This is what it feels like to hit rock bottom.
everyday just gets worse. i don’t feel any better with pity from anyone. my other half is gone. it gets harder and harder every single second. i feel empty inside, like im hollow. i miss you grandad. you’ll forever be my terror twin. through thick and thin, and through hard days.
Days are long and hard but life is a struggle no matter the circumstances its the little things that matter
i miss her so much right now and to get the news that i wont be able to see her any more, music is literally the only way i can cope. :[
essa é para ficar chapado sem usar nada além da tristeza
the 12 gauge looking real tasty with this one 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🤤🤤🤤
Real 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯
Those bullets... 🔥 🤤
“I’m alone.” - Vsauce
Though I saw it coming, it still hurts.
all my life, people have told me im a beautiful, intelligent, strong, kind, good person. my mother, my father, my sisters, even friends of mine. all people i've loved dearly. but im still alone. i've never been loved, held, cherished in the way that these people never could. romantically, sexually. i could never love that way. and im forced to come to a conclusion. did they all lie to me? or were they all just wrong? sorely mistaken? blind to see how terrible, ugly, stupid, and weak i truly am? i don't know. i can't know. all i can know is that i will remain alone. until the cessation of my own miserable existence.
lol i can relate haha so relatable haha
haha
haha..
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I love that song fr, reminds me of 2016.
need this on spotify asap bdhdhd
Everytime I hear this song all I think about is my best friend. We always used to do everything together. Go shopping with each other, go on dates, spend all the time that we could together, go to meets with our bikes and occasionally our cars. But now ever since she met "the one" it's been totally different between us. She doesn't answer my calls or messages. She doesn't talk to me when we see each other at the meets (when she goes with her boyfriend) and it truly hurts. She's replaced me after years and years of being there for each other and it's killing me. I did everything for her, I was there for her when she needed me. And now when I need her the more than I ever have in my entire life, she's not here. We used to listen to this song all the time when we were together. It's quite ironic actually. Something that used to make me so happy now makes me cry everytime I hear it. I just can't believe she'd do something like this to me.
she recently left me, after 3 years, time’s have gotten really hard, its been 6 months, i dont know how to feel anymore, this song brings back the memories.
That's pathetic
Covid hit hard, and this song reminds me of the friends came and went over covid
I just want to fall into an endless pit with this song in the background life rn is so lonely I hate it I just want my old life back when i was too young to realise that world isn't all about playing with dolls and which colouring pencils are better then other when the only thing i was doing was sitting with my closest friends making loombands not even knowing what vapes cigarettes and alcohol was and not knowing how shit life would be how judgemental people are and how much the make you hate yourself i wish i didn't pick up that blade i wish i didn't do it i wish i didn't try that cigarette i wish i didn't try that sip of vodka or take a toke of that vape i wish i could go back and say , ''I'm sorry'' .Life is getting worse and worse i feel suicidal as fuck , I get tha pressure in my head telling me to fucking die i cant cry anymore, I need help before i try to do something stupid to myself , no one will listen please somebody help me this shit fucking hurts.
I miss him. Even when I tell myself I’m over him all my friend’s telling me to get over it knowing he already found someone new when I’m still stuck in time waiting for him to come back to me to call me to say “hey love how are you” even though I know deep down that will never happen again I know that he is never coming back to me all these months I have been stuck not being able to think sleep or even do much tomorrow is my birthday and I can’t believe im more sad than happy this year it just hurts at this point remembering how he promised to say happy birthday to me this year and call me and tell me how much he loved me just as I did for him I miss the stuff he would send me the stupid internet memes the way I was at my happiest point ever with him and now that im without him it’s as if all that happiness is drained straight from me that was the first real love I had felt in a while I always wondered why it took people so long to get over someone until it finally happened to me and I understand now it hurts a lot even though you may not understand heartbreak is the worst feeling that could possibly ever happen it’s like a deep hurt I don’t cry much anymore but deep it hurts like a cut that has hand sanitizer on it like an empty hollow feeling numb almost but you can still feel the deep cut pain through your skin and body it makes my body ache and my lack of motivation is horrible at this point I can’t speak on it to any of my friends because they simply say “get over him already” how can I get over someone I was in love with so deeply it’s idiotic almost how I have this deep hurting feeling when he already has someone new celebrating everything with her doing everything with her as if I never existed it just cuts deeper every time I look at pictures of him being unable to cry anymore I just stare blankly now I wanna say I’m over it but I break down still and sometimes I don’t know why but every time I do he is the first pop up I’m my head and then I know I haven’t truly let go yet. I need to let go and get over it an one point I am aware of this, yet it’s so hard going through life in a cycle when you think your getting better and your actually just getting worse I miss his eyes his fluffy hair his amazing smile everything. I dropped myself and I need to pick it back up even if I’m not ever ready at one point I need to pick myself up and rise to the top again. The boy I loved most is gone forever because she took him from me he slipped right through my fingers when I thought I was holding him tightly so to my boy I’ll always remember you fondly even when you have hurt me this badly love you forever.
So we’re all listening to this when we’re sad?
Correct!
это прекрасно.
i literally hate the way i look, like i just want to rip all of my skin off and be a COMPLETELY new great looking person.
i think you’re perfect the way you are :)
i feel the same dude you dont look cringy or ugly trust me you are beautiful and at least one person had looked at you and thought u were gorgeous
bugs in your skin
@@Big_boy_Tom Wow! What a cool person you are! Tom!
@@realmaxzack22 he a big boy Tom 😼
Omg yessss I love it
"im alone"
-michael
GTA5?
@@Bananajosuke0Vsauce
need a one hour version of this
you know I don’t think I’ll ever truly be happy, or ever fill like my outcomes have meaning. I’ve been really suicidal this last year and I’m really scared. I really feel like I have no one. My lover just puts me through so much stress, my parents don’t seem to care for me. I don’t think I’ll last much longer
ay man nah nah i love you so much u can’t give up her life sucks ik man but trust this is temporary happiness will come meaning will soon be here ok don’t give up 🙏🏼
dude, you ok there?
@@yuriimakukha3660 crazy to think I posted that a month ago, yet I’m still here, it hasn’t gotten better but thank you for asking
Man, hope you are doing better now. We can talk if you want
@@yuriimakukha3660 it’s comforting to realize people do care, even on the internet, to tell you that what you said helped is an understatement. You just relieved a lot of pain that was going through my mind, like a click back into reality. Thank you, things have gotten better, somewhat, still In this relationship, sucks but it’s gotten a lot better. I’ve been doing better myself mentally as well.
It’s been a while since I’ve been in a good mindset. I’m not happy nor am I sad. I don’t know what to think anymore.
"Your Just Like Me, John. You Can't Change Who You Are!"
I won’t ever change will I
Lyrics :
Floating under water
Ever changing
Picture hours out from land
In tune with all our dreams
The ocean takes me
In to watch you shake it
Watch you wave your powers
Tempt with hours of pleasure
Take me one more time
Take me one more wave
Take me for one last ride
I’m out of my head
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight, I
The sound of the waves collide
The sound of the waves collide
The sound of the waves collide
Tonight, we ride
Cruising through the city
After hours
With me fusing all our powers
Here’s to all our dreams
Take me one more time
Take me one more wave
Take me for one last ride
I’m out of my head
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight, tonight, I
The sound of the waves collide
The sound of the waves collide
The sound of the waves collide
Tonight, we ride
i'm alone.
Why did I have to ruin every friendship I have with girls ? Just want to have a friend
It’s been 6 months and yet I still cry over her. Why?
end it all to feel better, worked for me, but i was stopped right before, that opened up my eyes. or you could just reach out to somebody, or get a twink femboy bf that will actually love you.
Bro this song sounds like your in a saferoom in a video game...
Remember to never do something you cant take back.
i miss him sm bro
I miss him.
I miss you my love. I never thought it would come to this
god im drowning, i dont know how to swim or how to keep myself afloat. im so lost inside this trap
Thank you so much♥︎
This hurts
_he will only be the one if he loves Chino as much as me_
i just like the sound of the song. got no trauma to dump, just like listening to this
ty dude
this song reminds of that feeling after u od and wake up.
or when you disassociate
This song makes me just think about him.it reminds me on how much happiness he gives me and how much he means to me..like I Finally have someone that can make me happy through trying times..if your reading this I love you so much.i will love you no matter what
He really was so much to me
Sad that he changed into something unrecognizable
I love him, the old him that is
And yet even after so long
I miss him to this very day
I just wish I could tell him im sorry one more time
Goodbye noah.
You really were the best thing that has ever happened to me
I feel empty inside like all my friends are drifting away and nobody cares if im gone im always lonley even though i have friends and i feel like theres just not enough
That's sad. I have same problem, I live in another place right now, and, I don't have my old friend here, and i didn't have new friends here, cuz I can't to communicate with people. It's already two years gone and I didn't find anybody...
It was me and him against the world...siblings with a bond that could never be broken...I miss him..7/29/2019🕊 you will forever be in my heart brother...
My dog got hit by a car and caused a car accident with 1(one) fatality (human) (my dog survived) the day after, 30th of July 2019.
dont cry no more, jus a neutral face
I can't stop thinking about him. I had a dream of someone like him last night, and I woke up missing him.
I just want the pain to be over.
literally the biggest regret i’ve ever had was breaking up with her. I thought i could get another chance but no matter how hard i try i just can’t compete.
everything happens for a reason my love
Never vented never showed my true feeling
Im in love
I love this song ❤️🔥
We all stopped looking under our bed for monsters when we realized we became them
Corny
Lmaooooo @@RACISTBIGOT0
Before when I would see her in person I would get butterflies and blush can’t even say anything without embarrassing myself….now when I see her I don’t feel anything….in fact it kinda hurts when I see her and it’s not the same ☹️🫠
i miss her. why did she do this to me and why can’t i get over her..?
It’s very hard to get over someone you truly love it’s like a deep feeling of pain that makes you feel like your always crying even when your not it hurts for a minute I’m not gunna lie but you can’t stay stuck in time even if you want them back badly no matter now much you want them back they don’t come back even when we think of all the ways we could try to get them back it wouldn’t work because the other person simply has just fallen out of love. It’s painful to know that to know the person you loved the most the one you would stand for on any day just simply does not want you anymore it’s a hard hit to take but it’s gunna be ok even if it doesn’t feel as if it’s gunna be ok right now some day in the future your gunna look back and be ok. Your gunna realize that you will find someone who loves you even more than she ever did I know it’s hard to let go but at some point you have to even if your not ready for it. Missing people is the hardest part but once you stop missing them it gets easier I promise. You will find someone true in the future but first you gotta move forward don’t stay stuck for to long bud. Have an amazing day and I’ll manifest for you to find happiness. :D
@@Funkleclunck thank you so much i really needed this. your reply made my day and i wish you the best life could offer
She was able to move forward, I didn't.
i miss my old cats. they were like children, so sad to see them go out like this...
I know what you mean, I just lost three in under a month, broken spine, old age, and locked in a room with no food or water. I still think the last one is my fault, even though I was on vacation to get my mind off the first two
All I see is his face.. his happy smile. His hair..His eyes..His pail skin..His pain..It's his family's fault. His friends..his life..my fault. It's my fault. If he never dated me, he wouldn't be dead.
WHAT HAVE I DONE. I LOVED HIM. I TRIED SO HARD. I-I.. I TRIED TO KEEP HIM ALIVE. I TRIED TO MAKE HIM FEEL LOVED. BUT I CANT EVEN DO THAT.
Time to listen to people.. Time to kill myself.
Goodbye everyone.
I'm sorry..
No please don't. You have so much more to live for.
are you okay now?
please stay, i know its hard at the moment but it will get better with time
If ur still here please don't do it ik its really hard right now and I know that things might not be easy but everyone has a purpose and everyone is here for a reason there are peoples who care suicide doesn't take the pain away it gives it to someone else so please dont thing of one think that you used to like to do when you were little
You can smile like that again you can or happy again it takes time to heal it takes time and even after years there might still be days where you cry and that's okay it's a part of healing please dont do it!! Ur lifes matters so much !! Please stay please...... dont do it!!!!!!
Please dont do it!! Please dont tell me I wrote that comment to late....
It feels like im dead when im listening to this
fr
I went thru some shi in the past but we 🆙️
I've locked myself up with my apathy
miss her.. she left me tho.. but still missing her... and her name was ana..damn
the way my best friend just left me when I just was 8 ...I miss her 😕
Shit made me realize all I've been through I got fucking dragged into my parents problems I just want everything to go back to normal
u gonna be alright i promise
I just hate myself so god damn much. Anytime I tell someone they just say you’re fine the way you are, or don’t worry about it. I just want to kms sometimes. I want to tear myself to shreds and look different and be what society thinks a male should look like. No one thinks I go through shit and all my friends think I’m so lucky to have “no problems”. When I’m the one who has to suffer in silence by myself.
I got broken up with yesterday and she immediately found a new guy today. I just want someone to ask if I’m doing alright so I can break down in their arms.
Its ok, remember the minecraft quote "you cant enchant a hoe with loyalty" you deserve better my brother.
i hate myself for being the way i am