Male Suicide. Surviving Family Member
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- Опубликовано: 24 авг 2024
- I will never claim to be an expert in this, I've never felt that depressed to take my own life. I have however seen what happens after, the devastation it leaves behind. So PLEASE speak to someone.
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Loved this video, you are a very charismatic speaker. Wish this had more views.
Every single man needs brothers he can speak his mind to. Everybody. Embrace masculinity. Work on your social skills, go to the gym, work on your confidence, chase becoming the best version of yourself. Much love man stay strong ❤️
I have had suicidal thoughts for years now, every day, there has been times where I attempted, I talked to my mom but either she was in denial, or didin't take me seriously, the only thing that kept me going was marijuana, but after a while weed only made me feel worse, now I still have those thoughts, but not the feeling to actually do it like before, depression for me feels like when a close family member dies, but everyday, I even feel it physically, I always feel a slight tension in my head, sunny days feel gloomy, but I feel like i'm recovering, I only have one family member left if I loose her thats it.
I Will never recover from my mothers death never , im feeling depressed for some good years before her passed away cause all my life i was worried about my mother i called her 24h a Day hey how are u mom? Everything good? Im going home i just came buy something il be there ok? Thats why i have a huge ansiety issue a super one that i went to hospital 3 times before had a heart attack said by doctores 3 times im 33 years old i met my wife shes 54 years old i love her só so but so much i met her after breaking an 11 years relationship whit an super abusive girl she cheated me stole from me even hit me im not a coward but i knew if i had gave her 1 slap and time to sleep how can i do that to a woman? ? But yeah..after breaking up my actual wife was a cleaner at my fam house i mean brother house i mean the house i got kicked from right? One Day i saw her crying i questioned why she said cause shes was sick of her 20 years of domestic violence i felt sorry huged her then i simply said just to confort dont worry u are beautyfull if one Day u be free i marry u daaaaam 2 days she left the other focker and searched for me just to say so here i am my boy woud you take care of me as i wished all my life? ?? I was in shock and said yesssssssss! !!! We living togheter today after big strugles realy big ones there we are at our home. Everything is fine but the problem is im not gona have strenght to take another loss in this case my wife. . I laugh i feel happy but i know for shure my plane i mean our plane is almost arriving and i already have my ticket ready to fly.. i never tought to have this toughts today. .. this shit is hard men its a hell i cant fix it i quit