I love following your journey Apple cheeks ☺️ I particularly stay around because for me you look real, you're not selling the image of a "perfect Freelance illustrator's life" because I know it's not real. I am myself a full-time illustrator and I know it's not always a glamorous life.
I relate to you in your transitioning from a full-time job to freelancing! It made me anxious at first, but I'm sure you'll get the hang of it. You also need to set a schedule so you don't set too much expectations to finish so much in a short period of time! Good luck, Tiffany!
@@apple.cheeks then, maybe find one that works for you? I hope you settle in with freelancing/remote work! I feel that it's a better fit for you! Wishing you all the best ✨
Watching your studio vlogs makes me so motivated and feel a lot of inspiration for making art and just being a better person. Thank you so much for this and also for your efforts you put in making all this content!!!
You are definitely a big part of my motivation to create things and try to persevere through the hard parts of procreate and digital art! Thank you friend!
When you’re talking at the end of your fear about stability- you should look into attachment styles! They discuss why certain people are very dismissive avoidant of attachment and stuff like that maybe you’ll find it interesting! Glad your patreon is going well :3
I feel exactly the same as you, I call it self sabotage. Making something go wrong, just because you need to feel it. It's weird. I also relate to this, im currently in my first lockdown, in Shanghai. Ive been here for 3 years but it wasnt until 2022 April that Shanghai was quarantined, and it's been scary. I haven't been to work since March 10th, and I decided to start an art instagram and youtube, and start making stationary. Today is day 11 of art business, and im overwhelmed with support. You are my biggest inspiration too, seeing you able to do all of this has made me realise I can do it too and I don't need to 'stop making art because it has no purpose'. I'm 27, and finally ready to start my life. So thank you.
It's the cloud that makes the stars dissappear, the more cloudy it is the less stars you can see. I live alone too, I got divorced 7 years ago after 36 years of marriage don't have anyone in my life. It's hard at the best of times but Christmas day is the saddest and my birthday but my art keeps me going, I paint everyday, Love your videos!!!
That’s the annoying thing about ants, they are persistent little buggers unless you buy heavy duty stuff. Love the ambience of your room and how comfortable it feels, but more your study for the natural lighting and plants. 🥰 super cute stickers 😀
nooo i think your bangs are just the right length - you look so pretty!! i think you can definitely rock that even-shorter-above-the-eyebrow bangs like what annabelle has :o ❤️
Thank you yet again for uploading another calming video that I can always hunt down when I'm feeling anxiety !! You are such an amazing human being and thank you for making these vlogs that helped me in lots of ways. Thank you and I love you so much Applecheeks
I'm watching your vlog randomly haha, not literally watching it cause everytime I do my resin business I played one of your vlog so that I feel relax and feel like I'm with someone.
i love your studio vlogs! this one was really pleasant to watch. as a pro-tip for cutting your own hair because your hair is a little on the finer side, you should actually avoid wetting your hair before cutting because it makes your hair look less thick and it can lead to you cutting too much off. it wasn't necessarily the fault of your cutting, but your hair being wet. (idk if anyone explained it, but yeah.) also! with protein shakes, i recommend adding things like fruits, veggies, peanut butter, and/or oats. it can definitely add to the flavour of the shake if you don't like the taste of basic protein shakes. (i recommend berries, bananas, and mangoes. those are the best flavor additions, imo, plus there are great natural sugars in them. also, i recommend changing up the milks you use because that can also change the flavour as well.) (someone already mentioned what i would have recommended in regards to your comments about your worries and fears about stability, so instead i say, i hope you find something that helps you come to embrace your form of stability, no matter the shape it takes.)
I actually never knew that, I'll keep it in mind for next time! Someone else did recommend blending protein with a banana. Now I'm on board and I'll try it the next time I workout :)
I think we ought to listen to our inner self...I was sooooo unproductive for a few...and I just didn't fight it(well at first I did) and now slowly new ideas are coming to me...things that I really would enjoy doing...I slept a LOT...and was feeling bad about it because if I was working for a "company" would I be doing this? NO. So if I can respect the "company" I can respect myself in a New WAY (only learned that as I listened). I am in a Good Space now and don't fret any longer when I want to nap or just daydream...I love myself so much now...and creating how I want to create...building clients slowly (BUT they are finding ME...who knew!) Well, enjoy your journey...Life is GREAT...Love yourself more then "producing stuff"...but then again do you...!
oh I always get paranoid about someone getting into my apartment (or someone living in it already and me not knowing). I can put locks on every window and door and I won't fall asleep because I'm alone and my brain hates me and scares me wit every little noise it hears haha. so you are NOT alone. Also I'm enjoying all your videos :) they are so calming and nice
@@apple.cheeks haha yes is a constant battle to remind my brain that the place I live in is safe, that and a LOT of Lofi playlists until I pass out haha
Yay always looking forward to your videos 😊💕 & yesss it is getting very hard to be inside day in and day out , I haven’t been on my balcony just because we have wasps! But I’ve been doing the walking in different parks finding walking trails and taking reference photos to try and do something with later
What were the pens you used when you were drawing in your sketchbook? they look cool and i have never seen that brand before. P.S. I love how honest you are about your schedule like when you explained how you spread out your content so you aren't overwhelmed. I feel like a lot of youtubers/art instagramers create loads of content in advance and then post it all at once so people think they are constantly doing exciting things and creating even though thats not the reality. Please keep doing these honest, personal vlogs your viewers love them so much (including me lol) xxx
I got those from a monthly subscription box from Oh Deer, it's basically like a tombow marker~ Before I started making RUclips videos, a lot of people actually thought that I was a working machine for constantly posting..in reality this is what it is like! I'm glad you you enjoy watching the BTS of it all :3
omg i felt the exact same when I cut my bangs and now i just end up clipping them back LOL also now that i've seen you eat in n out and mcdonalds in your videos ive been craaaaaaaaving them DDDDD: !!!
I can relate to that feeling of anxiety about going out...how weird. I think this whole Covid 19 and staying in has triggered some things in some of us. Here the weather is nice, but I have to force myself to take a walk in the neighborhood. I've turned into the Amazing Expanding Woman so I guess I will have to do more walking and biking. Ques: how is your laptop handling video editing and rendering? I am on the fence about a much needed new computer - iMac 27 or powerful laptop 16". My old laptop cannot handle editing software. That iMac is so huge though.
It's doing great so far! I think with all laptops it will start heating up while exporting(especially during summertime), but it hasn't failed me yet :)
How I get rid of ants (this kills them btw) i get a spray bottle and fill it up with some water and some soap (and shake it) then I spray the ants (directly on them) you can try that (but like I said before this kills them) P.s. don't spray the soapy water on white walls because it will stain
YES APPLE! I feel the exact same! We’re all just going through the motions and waiting to return to some sense of normalcy. PS just wear a foil hat and the aliens won’t get you ;) 👽👽👽
Why do stars disappear? Light speed. The stars that you see in the sky are millions of miles away. Their brightness takes time to reach the earth’s sky for our eyes to visually see them. Stars are balls of gas. Sometimes the gas dissipates or “disappears” so the ball they created no longer shines. When that brightness dies, it may take a couple of days or years for that brightness to go away from the sky because of how long it takes for light (or the lack of light) to travel. So looking up at the stars is like looking back in time at stars that used to exist that may not exist anymore. Its pretty cool. Enjoy 💕
One time I focused on the moon and got super freaked out at how fast it was moving. (Like was worried the moon was about to crash into earth,lol.) Turns out he night sky moves pretty fast if you pay attention! And i think a lot of folks relate to feeling like there endless time right now. I apparently am getting called back to work soon but then they decided to stay closed another couple weeks so Im like okay, sittin around some more. Ive been trying to tackle some house projects but even though Im doing little steps nothing feels like its done at all. (Except cleaning and organizing my kitchen cupboards, but that took like a month to do 9 cupboards. Lol)
now that your working out again and eating protein from those tubs that look like the protein i used to buy, i feel like your taking my place haha. i dont work out anymore, i got sick and i couldnt run that well. so i am working out vicariously through this video XD. i used to have shaker bottle like that too. and it used to be 5 or 6 days of work out, mostly 5 by 5s too. that seems like years ago ( it was like 8 years ago so yeah). edit: i laughed at your alien story. that was the most stretched way of thinking, but its funny i get the same thing especially when the covid seems like its getting ot everyone.
hahaha let's see how long I can keep up with working out! I feel like it was so much easier working out when it was with other people, it felt very motivating. I don't think I will be doing 5x5s anymore because I'm still a bit nervous going to the bigger gym that has the squat rack! For now I'll just use my community gym to work out in :3
@@apple.cheekssounds good to me :P dont worry. no pressure. in this insane time, working out is the end goal. im just like you, working out with ppl is so good, but... thats gone ^_^ :( ::: sad *sob* anyway take care.
It changes every once in a while, I like to listen by artist instead of by playlist. Some that I have been binge listening recently: Bruno Major, Lennon Stella, Su Lee~
Currently I don't think the US postal service can ship to the philippines, so maybe you would have to hold off on the sticker tier till everything with shipping becomes more stable!
I love following your journey Apple cheeks ☺️ I particularly stay around because for me you look real, you're not selling the image of a "perfect Freelance illustrator's life" because I know it's not real. I am myself a full-time illustrator and I know it's not always a glamorous life.
Thank you, I am nowhere near a perfect freelancer hahaha and I love showing those imperfect bits of my work :3
I like when you talk about your thoughts in your vlogs, they are not dumb, relatable 👌I mean, I like listening you in general I think. Lol
haha thanks :3
I relate to you in your transitioning from a full-time job to freelancing! It made me anxious at first, but I'm sure you'll get the hang of it. You also need to set a schedule so you don't set too much expectations to finish so much in a short period of time! Good luck, Tiffany!
I think when I set schedules I tend to pack too much in :(
@@apple.cheeks then, maybe find one that works for you? I hope you settle in with freelancing/remote work! I feel that it's a better fit for you! Wishing you all the best ✨
Watching your studio vlogs makes me so motivated and feel a lot of inspiration for making art and just being a better person. Thank you so much for this and also for your efforts you put in making all this content!!!
Thank you for watching!
You are definitely a big part of my motivation to create things and try to persevere through the hard parts of procreate and digital art! Thank you friend!
I'm glad I can give you some motivation, keep on going!
When you’re talking at the end of your fear about stability- you should look into attachment styles! They discuss why certain people are very dismissive avoidant of attachment and stuff like that maybe you’ll find it interesting! Glad your patreon is going well :3
I have a friend that was really into it and was describing them to me! I think I should look into it more :3
I feel exactly the same as you, I call it self sabotage. Making something go wrong, just because you need to feel it. It's weird.
I also relate to this, im currently in my first lockdown, in Shanghai. Ive been here for 3 years but it wasnt until 2022 April that Shanghai was quarantined, and it's been scary. I haven't been to work since March 10th, and I decided to start an art instagram and youtube, and start making stationary. Today is day 11 of art business, and im overwhelmed with support. You are my biggest inspiration too, seeing you able to do all of this has made me realise I can do it too and I don't need to 'stop making art because it has no purpose'. I'm 27, and finally ready to start my life. So thank you.
Whenever you upload a studio vlog, I’m the happiest person on earth.😂😆❤️
;-; Thank you so much
this is me
Literally same
Same here
It's the cloud that makes the stars dissappear, the more cloudy it is the less stars you can see. I live alone too, I got divorced 7 years ago after 36 years of marriage don't have anyone in my life. It's hard at the best of times but Christmas day is the saddest and my birthday but my art keeps me going, I paint everyday, Love your videos!!!
i like how you seem happier and happier after each vlog post 🥺 so cute and wholesome and inspiring aaaaaa uwu
I do feel happier indeed, or it could also be I get more comfortable with vlogging :3
That’s the annoying thing about ants, they are persistent little buggers unless you buy heavy duty stuff. Love the ambience of your room and how comfortable it feels, but more your study for the natural lighting and plants. 🥰 super cute stickers 😀
I think your bangs look great. They are not too short. I used to be a hairstylist before i had my son. Oh and I am afraid of the dark as well. 💕
Thank you
nooo i think your bangs are just the right length - you look so pretty!! i think you can definitely rock that even-shorter-above-the-eyebrow bangs like what annabelle has :o ❤️
Aww :') Thank you! I don't know if I'm confident enough yet to do baby bangs rip. I hope I will be one day :3
whooohooo another studio vlog to make me feel productive1! :-)
hehe that's funny because I was so unproductive in my video xD
@@apple.cheeks LOL its ok!! it kept me company while i worked!! >:)
Wow colorful breakfast 🍊🍊Yout new bangs look cute, I cut my hair by myself 😁 Glad your Patreon is going well
Thank you!!
Thank you yet again for uploading another calming video that I can always hunt down when I'm feeling anxiety !! You are such an amazing human being and thank you for making these vlogs that helped me in lots of ways. Thank you and I love you so much Applecheeks
Thank you for watching ♥️♥️
Very motivating. This was such a relaxing video. It sort of felt like having a relaxing talk/listen to with a friend.
Thank you! I hope to be that friend
I'm watching your vlog randomly haha, not literally watching it cause everytime I do my resin business I played one of your vlog so that I feel relax and feel like I'm with someone.
i love your studio vlogs! this one was really pleasant to watch. as a pro-tip for cutting your own hair because your hair is a little on the finer side, you should actually avoid wetting your hair before cutting because it makes your hair look less thick and it can lead to you cutting too much off. it wasn't necessarily the fault of your cutting, but your hair being wet. (idk if anyone explained it, but yeah.) also! with protein shakes, i recommend adding things like fruits, veggies, peanut butter, and/or oats. it can definitely add to the flavour of the shake if you don't like the taste of basic protein shakes. (i recommend berries, bananas, and mangoes. those are the best flavor additions, imo, plus there are great natural sugars in them. also, i recommend changing up the milks you use because that can also change the flavour as well.)
(someone already mentioned what i would have recommended in regards to your comments about your worries and fears about stability, so instead i say, i hope you find something that helps you come to embrace your form of stability, no matter the shape it takes.)
I actually never knew that, I'll keep it in mind for next time! Someone else did recommend blending protein with a banana. Now I'm on board and I'll try it the next time I workout :)
Your drawings are so cute I love them
Thank you! hehe I think I hav gotten used to the short bangs now~
I think we ought to listen to our inner self...I was sooooo unproductive for a few...and I just didn't fight it(well at first I did) and now slowly new ideas are coming to me...things that I really would enjoy doing...I slept a LOT...and was feeling bad about it because if I was working for a "company" would I be doing this? NO. So if I can respect the "company" I can respect myself in a New WAY
(only learned that as I listened). I am in a Good Space now and don't fret any longer when I want to nap or just daydream...I love myself so much now...and creating how I want to create...building clients slowly (BUT they are finding ME...who knew!)
Well, enjoy your journey...Life is GREAT...Love yourself more then "producing stuff"...but then again do you...!
stabilty and commitment = i feel YOU SOOOO freaking much !
YES I'M NOT ALONE!
Your illustrations are so cute and brilliant!! and you look very cute with your bangs
Thank you
Bruh... tiffany out here gettin deep about space, time and commitment
LOL space bruh
oh I always get paranoid about someone getting into my apartment (or someone living in it already and me not knowing). I can put locks on every window and door and I won't fall asleep because I'm alone and my brain hates me and scares me wit every little noise it hears haha. so you are NOT alone. Also I'm enjoying all your videos :) they are so calming and nice
OH MY GOD DON"T EVEN MENTION IT I GET THOSE FEELINGS TOO OTL But I reassure that I live in a pretty safe are and should be fine OTL
@@apple.cheeks haha yes is a constant battle to remind my brain that the place I live in is safe, that and a LOT of Lofi playlists until I pass out haha
Yay always looking forward to your videos 😊💕 & yesss it is getting very hard to be inside day in and day out , I haven’t been on my balcony just because we have wasps! But I’ve been doing the walking in different parks finding walking trails and taking reference photos to try and do something with later
I'm glad! I've also been taking some nice long walks in parks and it's been so nice~
I relate SO MUCH to what you said about the days blending in! The end of the video was so comforting
When will the cycle of days end! haha
What were the pens you used when you were drawing in your sketchbook? they look cool and i have never seen that brand before. P.S. I love how honest you are about your schedule like when you explained how you spread out your content so you aren't overwhelmed. I feel like a lot of youtubers/art instagramers create loads of content in advance and then post it all at once so people think they are constantly doing exciting things and creating even though thats not the reality. Please keep doing these honest, personal vlogs your viewers love them so much (including me lol) xxx
I got those from a monthly subscription box from Oh Deer, it's basically like a tombow marker~ Before I started making RUclips videos, a lot of people actually thought that I was a working machine for constantly posting..in reality this is what it is like! I'm glad you you enjoy watching the BTS of it all :3
Your drawings are cute! I love how you design your stickers. I'm inspired to start putting mine in my journal now.
Thank you
Im so inspired by your videos! Your literally one of the most wholesome artists i’ve ever watched! ❤️✨
;-; Thank you
omg i felt the exact same when I cut my bangs and now i just end up clipping them back LOL also now that i've seen you eat in n out and mcdonalds in your videos ive been craaaaaaaaving them DDDDD: !!!
I'm sorry Hahha I'm a bad influence hehe
Love Joanna’s video just playing in the beginning
hahaha gotta love that energy early in the morning~
I'm so happy it finally loaded! I always enjoy watching your videos.
Yes! Thank you :3
I love watching your studio vlogs while a have my breakfast because I feel like I'm chatting with a friend 😅💕
That sounds so nice, hehe
I love your videos and drawings! You inspire me so much ♡
Thank you!
i felt what you said towards the end , these are weird times
very weird indeed
Such a cute stickers! Tea mug is adorable! I can drink hot even when it's +38°C 😁
Same!
I can relate to that feeling of anxiety about going out...how weird. I think this whole Covid 19 and staying in has triggered some things in some of us. Here the weather is nice, but I have to force myself to take a walk in the neighborhood. I've turned into the Amazing Expanding Woman so I guess I will have to do more walking and biking. Ques: how is your laptop handling video editing and rendering? I am on the fence about a much needed new computer - iMac 27 or powerful laptop 16". My old laptop cannot handle editing software. That iMac is so huge though.
It's doing great so far! I think with all laptops it will start heating up while exporting(especially during summertime), but it hasn't failed me yet :)
Yaay I am so happy when you upload! I love watching your vlogs while I draw! 🥰
Thanks for watching!!
I'm in love with your videos and art, also you look super cute with the bangs ~
Thank you
My favorite videos!! And I love the bangs they are so cute!
thank you!!
Always making my days bright with your vlogs! ✨✨
I think your bangs is alright 😊
hehe thank you xD
im so happy you have another vid! 🥰
How I get rid of ants (this kills them btw) i get a spray bottle and fill it up with some water and some soap (and shake it) then I spray the ants (directly on them) you can try that (but like I said before this kills them)
P.s. don't spray the soapy water on white walls because it will stain
I tried spraying like bleach and rubbing alcohol which seemed ok too, but the ants will keep coming. They're all gone now though :)
This was so wonderful to watch!
I’m scared of the dark too... I have a himilayian salt lamp I use for a night light kinda
I have fairy lights :3
the plug socket at 4:32 looked so shooked at how you blew out the candle
I like how that’s what you saw first xD
Those ants are like animal crossing ones 😂
LOL xD
I can relate that Time spent solitude can unlease your untame imagination. U definitely stay indoors too long time to go out party haha.
LOL tryna stay safe and not get sick xD
@@apple.cheeks oo my then do conference call party
also, how is your cereal way more aesthetic than my existence?? 😍🤣
LOL it doesnt taste the way it looks sadly ;(
i’m a new artist to youtube and you motivate me so much thank you💕
I'm glad the stickers arrived safely!!!
Thank you for them
Heyyyy you got a new iPad! I hope it lives up to your expectations!
Yeeeeeh :3
What happened to your old one? Is the Air 3 not good?
Your bangs look great!
Thank you!
for some reason the variety of food in your videos calms me
LOL The variety of breakfasts
At 5:59 what kind of markers were u using? They look like they draw nicely😊
They're from Oh Deer, but they are very similar to tombow markers :)
YES APPLE! I feel the exact same! We’re all just going through the motions and waiting to return to some sense of normalcy. PS just wear a foil hat and the aliens won’t get you ;) 👽👽👽
Why do stars disappear?
Light speed.
The stars that you see in the sky are millions of miles away. Their brightness takes time to reach the earth’s sky for our eyes to visually see them.
Stars are balls of gas. Sometimes the gas dissipates or “disappears” so the ball they created no longer shines. When that brightness dies, it may take a couple of days or years for that brightness to go away from the sky because of how long it takes for light (or the lack of light) to travel.
So looking up at the stars is like looking back in time at stars that used to exist that may not exist anymore. Its pretty cool.
Enjoy 💕
Thanks for the info! That's really cool :3
Aaah so cute and wholesome! 😆😆
hhehe
One time I focused on the moon and got super freaked out at how fast it was moving. (Like was worried the moon was about to crash into earth,lol.) Turns out he night sky moves pretty fast if you pay attention!
And i think a lot of folks relate to feeling like there endless time right now. I apparently am getting called back to work soon but then they decided to stay closed another couple weeks so Im like okay, sittin around some more. Ive been trying to tackle some house projects but even though Im doing little steps nothing feels like its done at all. (Except cleaning and organizing my kitchen cupboards, but that took like a month to do 9 cupboards. Lol)
Dang I never really focused on the moon before, I should do it next time xD
now that your working out again and eating protein from those tubs that look like the protein i used to buy, i feel like your taking my place haha. i dont work out anymore, i got sick and i couldnt run that well. so i am working out vicariously through this video XD. i used to have shaker bottle like that too. and it used to be 5 or 6 days of work out, mostly 5 by 5s too. that seems like years ago ( it was like 8 years ago so yeah).
edit: i laughed at your alien story. that was the most stretched way of thinking, but its funny i get the same thing especially when the covid seems like its getting ot everyone.
hahaha let's see how long I can keep up with working out! I feel like it was so much easier working out when it was with other people, it felt very motivating. I don't think I will be doing 5x5s anymore because I'm still a bit nervous going to the bigger gym that has the squat rack! For now I'll just use my community gym to work out in :3
@@apple.cheekssounds good to me :P dont worry. no pressure. in this insane time, working out is the end goal. im just like you, working out with ppl is so good, but... thats gone ^_^ :( ::: sad *sob*
anyway take care.
i’m sorry if i missed you mentioning it, but may i ask where do you order your stickers from?
StickerApp~
Im an adult and use the bathroom light as my night light.....so you’re not alone with being afraid of the dark.
I used to do that too 😅
I'm waiting for another video! 💕
i love the bowl you used to eat breakfast in the beginning of the video lmao... is it from ikea?
Yeah xD I need to go buy more !
first thing i see, apples and peanut butter, yesssss
my new favorite go to breakfast~
omg i've never been this early before
Ahh welcome to the early club! I might go back to sleep I'm so tired xD
@@apple.cheeks >__< thank u for uploading ! rest well
فيديوهاتك جميلة 😍👍❤️❤️❤️
What kind of music do you like to listen to.? I like classic rock and heavy metal as well soul and oldies.
I think I like Indies Rock and Blues type, really chill music :)
May I know your fav music/band/singer?
It changes every once in a while, I like to listen by artist instead of by playlist. Some that I have been binge listening recently: Bruno Major, Lennon Stella, Su Lee~
♥️♥️♥️♥️
sCREEEEEEEEE IM LATE BUT A NEW VIDEOOOOOOOOOO 👁️👄👁️✨
SCREEEEEEEEE
❤
That Joanna ceddia in the beginning...?
heck yeah it is!
Yey
heh
Do you have a link for your studio headphones?
www.sudio.com/us/tolv-anc code is: APPLECHEEKS15 :)
@@apple.cheeks thank you!
i wanna be a member on patreon but i live in the philippines and i was wondering if i have to pay for extra shipping for that? :
Currently I don't think the US postal service can ship to the philippines, so maybe you would have to hold off on the sticker tier till everything with shipping becomes more stable!
what app are u playing plz respond
which app?
@@apple.cheeks the froggy dress up thing
BRUH I EAT WHEN I WATCH YT NOT TRYNA PUT MY FOOD FINGERS ON THE SCREEN CUZ OF THE 20 ADS THAT COME ON EVERY 3 MINS
I DIDNT KNO IM CHANGING IT NOW THANK FOR LETTING ME KNOW
First hahah
hahaha
👽👾😂❤️
You should decorate you ear phone thingys
I tend to like to keep my tech clean looking! I usually decorate things like planners and such :3