This is probably the bravest video I have ever watched Lorraine. I spent the entire video in tears. You really are so brave. I'm sending you all my love as I have done every day since I heard your tragic news. I have no doubt this video will help others who might be going through this. You really do have a heart of gold, one of life's genuine people, I've always thought it and that's why this makes it all that more unfair. Sending love x
I’m so sorry.. I feel your pain. I lost a baby boy when I was 38+3 and that limbo feeling waiting for the post-mortem & funeral was torture. I hate seeing anyone going through such heart ache. Please know that things get easier to live with and always talk about your precious baby. It’s been nearly 4 years for me and I think about him everyday and no longer have sad tears everyday. I still get angry but that gets easier too. Much love, take care of yourself xx
Donna G Thankyou Donna, I’m so very sorry to hear you lost your baby boy too. I’m grateful you reached out to me. From one heartbroken mum to another Thankyou x
For all those people who have the audacity to hear this story and give it a thumbs down needs to take a look at there lives and see why are they so miserable because only a person who lack sympathy and empathy for someone who’s heart is broken gives thumbs down. My dear Lorraine I lost my first daughter I was 26 weeks she was born alive she lived 3 days a year later I had another daughter and she will be 9 years old and she is amazing I do promise you if you have faith and a strong relationship with family and friends you will all be ok and remember your precious Penelope needs you May Jehovah continue to bless you and your family
Migdalia Little I liked to think they are thumbs downing the situation. Like he don’t like that she lost the baby not that they don’t like the video. But they are probably just assholes
I’ve just stumbled across this video, I lost my baby boy Henry this week, he was 28 weeks. I’m struggling to know how to cope and feel, and this video has helped me in some small way, it’s nice to know that all these feelings I’m currently having are completely normal. Sending you all my love ❤️
found this video and haven't stop crying, I'm crying for you, for your baby girl, for me and my baby girl Jada, I lost her 11 weeks ago, at 37 weeks and 2 days, on the day of my c-section, she was also born sleeping, and it broke my heart in a million pieces, I have never felt pain like this, and I cant stop feeling angry. I never picture us losing our only girl, seen my husband gold her lifeless body, was the hardest part of everything, leaving the hospital knowing her body was in a more, alone , getting home and having all of her stuff around was soo hard, and I am soo sorry for you loss. I will pray for you the same way I pray for myself.
Sweetheart I am so so sorry my heart breaks for you. My mum went through the same with my little brother. I have never realised how traumatic it would have been for her and why she was so worried when I was pregnant. Thank you for opening yourself up to talking about this. I wish you positive thoughts and sending you big hugs to you and your family xx
Sigh. I’m so sorry you are here with us in the loss club, mama. I wish I could circle you up and give you a hug. Thank you for sharing your story. When I lost my son, I felt SO alone and couldn’t find much on RUclips. We were already vlogging (like you!) and so we shared our story and since then I’ve found the support I couldn’t find back then. I hate that there are so many of us who feel this. It’s not right at all. Just know we are here for you if you need anything at all.
So much heartache and still so eloquent and gracious. You are such a beautiful person, Lorraine, my heart breaks that you've had to go through this. Sending so much love to you, Reece and Penny, you know we are all here for you. Thank you for sharing your story and without doubt helping others xxx
Lorraine Lorraine Lorraine... please keep talking to us..December Came and went but you were never far from my mind. I shed many tears and my heart hurts I cried and cried as I know this is so painful for you. I just hope you get the answers. Most heartbreaking video I’ve watched and it’s my friend. Penny and Reese will keep you going we love you too and these days are hard but Keep busy .. anything to help you move each foot day by day. and this year I must see you. One of the most genuine women I’ve ever met. Our conversation in March still sticks with me... I love you . Xxx
Lorraine, this was so raw and honest and you are still so eloquent and brave, I have so much admiration and respect for you. We love you so much ❤️ she only ever knew love 🌼⭐️ xxxxx
I lost my baby when I was 41 weeks pregnant it will always be my darkest hour- the pain will always be as raw and fresh as it was the day it happened ... stay brave - in so sorry for your loss
I just stumbled across this and it broke my heart! You are an amazing woman, and so brave to share. My friend’s baby died at birth and we thought she’d never recover, but she did slowly. It takes a long time. You are honestly amazing for sharing this. We always talk about the baby, which in a way keeps him alive. You will get through it! No pain will ever be worse than what you are feeling💔 But you will help so many people who are going through the same thing.
I also had a stillbirth on December 1, 2017 at 32 weeks. I gave birth to baby boy Ezekiel. My heart is so broken. My baby boy did not make it to this world. Life is very hard. I know your pain.
Evelina Watson my baby boy passed at 36 weeks December 5th 2017 and this video helps me cope alittle. Thank you! I'm sorry for the u describe bleeding pain.
I’m a little lost for words, I have no idea what to say other than what a brave lady you are. Your strength astounds me. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you. X
Young lady my heart breaks for you 😪 I can relate 100% with your story. My daughter gave birth to my first grandchild ( who was born sleeping ). I watched my daughter struggle so bad wanting her baby girl ( Rayleigh Renee Smith ). My daughter was 38 weeks pregnant when she noticed no movement from Rayleigh ( who was usually very active ) she called her doctor & they told her to go to the hospital & they would meet her there. They did the ultrasound & found no heartbeat. My daughter gave birth to the most beautiful angel I have ever seen but we never got to bring her home. My daughter ( Summer ) went through some rough times with depression after that. The only thing I could do as her mom to help her was to tell her how I felt. I tried several ways to get her to get up out of bed and start to function again. One day I just said to her I know you can't see her and you are hurt but she can see you. Show her a mom she can be proud of not just a woman balled up in bed. Well she did just that. My daughter now has a 4 yr old son ( AJ ) who is our world! We will never forget Rayleigh we have chosen to live life to make her proud of her family that is still here. God bless you sweet lady.
I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I had a stillbirth back in 2016. Child loss is the worst pain a mother can experience. Only time (kind of) heals our hearts. Love and prayers with you. Grieve however you'd like for however long you need. Xoxo.
This is one of the bravest videos i have ever watched. So heart felt and emotional. Sending you and the family so much love and support at this very tragic time. I really do hope you have the answers of why Primrose sadly passed away. You will look back on this video in years to come and realise how strong you are and how strong youve become. Before i go...Never ever apologise for feeling and being tearful! This is one of the hardest things you will ever face in your life, so please never apologise for the emotions that follow. You have been such a strong and brave woman to complete this video to 1000's of people, which will also guide them if they too we're ever to have to go through the same situation. Lorraine, you have a heart of gold, a true inspiration and its heart breaking that you have had to experience something no mother should. You definitely need to give yourself more credit, especially during this difficult time. Xx
Lorraine no words of comfort will take your pain away. I'm just so so sorry for you and your family. You have had more heartache than people have in a lifetime. It took a lot to do this vlog,and you are so brave,never apologise for crying. I think anyone watching this will be crying. Take care. Xx
This was very brave to film. I’m so very sorry for your pain. My first daughter passed when she was 15 months old. Loosing a child is devastating. It’s been almost 6 years since she went to heaven. It gets easier at times. I am praying for you. I am so sorry ❤️
Cried near enough the whole of this video with you. What a brave women you are. You’re an inspiration to all of us and your beautiful daughters. Sending lots of love xx ps. I’ve also shared this, hope that’s ok. X
Hi Lorraine, I am so sorry for you lost. I just had a D & C yesterday. I have been following you journey and was so happy for you. Good luck and do NOT give up! Try again! God bless you.
Lorraine, I am so so sorry.. you are so brave sharing your story, you are inspiring.. I wish you and your beautiful family all the love in the world 😘😘😘
This is probably the bravest video I’ve ever watched you are an incredible mum to cope with this no one should ever have to go through this, my thoughts are with you 😘
My heart is breaking for you. No one deserves to go through what you’ve been through. I wish I could say something to help the pain. I just hope you get some kind of answer soon to help explain why your angel is not in your arms. Sending you so so much love. You’re amazingly brave for sharing this and I know your honesty will help so many others. Xxx
You are such a kind and precious soul. Thank you for sharing your story. I don’t know if you will ever find peace with the journey that you have gone through, but your story touched me so deeply. I send you endless love and prayers. I will never understand your pain. I wish I could hug you. Thank you for sharing such a personal story. 🙏🏻
Sat here watching this with tears rolling down my face! The pain and grief must be unbearable. You are unbelievably brave for sharing your heartbreaking story with us ❤
You are so beautiful inside and out. Thank you for sharing this very personal and sensitive part of your life with others. Talking honestly speaks volumes about your genuine beauty, courage, strength and optimism through your process of so much loss, bereavement and grieving. I see so much comfort from so many people who care about what you have experienced and continue going through. Please find comfort knowing that I am praying for you and your family as your journey continues. Take care. God bless. Peace be with you always, all the days of your life. Amen.
I have no words, nothing that will help you, but I hope you know how much love is being sent your way. This is a pain that nobody should ever have to experience. I am so sorry for your loss. Sending so much love! ❤️❤️
I cant imagine the amount of strength it takes to make a video like this. I pray that you somehow heal from this nightmare and you one day have closure and peace
I’ve been crying since your video started. I’m so so sorry for your loss. Know people around the world are grieving with you and praying you get answers.
I'm just now seeing this video and subscribing to you now. But I'm in tears and I'm so so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain your in. Even though it might not seem like it right now, time does heal. It might take weeks months or years but time will heal your pain eventually. No Mom deserves to be put through this and I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope things get better soon and sending you lots of love and prayers. ❤️
I am so very sorry to read this. Heartbroken for you and your family Lorraine. I know that no words will help but please know you are in our thoughts. Sending you, Reese and Penny hugs and kisses xxx
I have faced this with my little boy “Zachary” it was the hardest thing I have ever been through, I felt like there was no end to my sadness but..finally peace through his death came “with time”, it took a while but..I still miss him dearly...I had genetic testing done turns out it was blood clotting in his cord carried through from me, I had to take 1asprin daily with my rainbow baby 😭...Your girls names are absolutely beautiful I love them both! 💜 The best of wishes through this from Tennessee USA ❤️❤️ My heart goes out to you through this trying time, best of wishes & lots of love to you 💖 This is my first time viewing one of your videos.
My heart is really breaking for you watching this. I can’t imagine how much pain you must have felt. Thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time. X
You’re so brave to share this. And as much as I HATE that this happened to you, I have no doubt that you sharing your journey will help other people who walk the same path. And hopefully it will help you too, to know the love that people have for you, and for Primrose. x
😢Not a ridiculous video at all Sweet.Good to get things off your chest sooner than later.These channels are for that as well as the happy times.You may well have taught someone ,somewhere ,something. I’ve only recently started watching your vlogs and can clearly see that you are a beautiful,well spoken,strong young woman. You can get through this as unfair as it is. I should imagine a lot of people leaving you messages relate as do I .It hurts like hell but who would you be if you felt otherwise? You clearly have a great amount of support and you say you’re thankful for that so all you can do is being done sweet ,so sit back and breath,give yourself a break cos you’re doing just fine.Sent in peace and 💖
I am so proud of you putting this out there. You dint have to but you did and someday this video will help another mother. Sadly as much as we would never want this to be a reality it is for some women and you are very strong. I send a virtual hug and we will remember your little princess as the beautiful angel she is
I'm sorry for your loss. My son was stillborn @ 35 weeks. We did an autopsy cause was unknown. I'll pray for you on this difficult journey. If it wasn't for my faith, family, and friends I don't think I would've pulled through
So sorry for your loss Lorraine, I wish we were all able to take the pain away. Thoughts are always with you. So heartbreaking seeing you cry, just wanted to give you a massive hug 😢❤️xxx
I’m so sorry for your loss, no words could provide any kind of comfort and it’s impossible for me to say that I know how you must be feeling. I wanted to say that I’m training to become a midwife at the moment and videos like this, ones which are so raw and full of emotion, have really helped me to understand the range of feelings which can go through parents. And please don’t ever apologise for showing your emotions, it’s an unimaginable experience which no family ever wants to go through and you have every right to show your emotions and grieve for your baby. X
OMG!! This is not the type of news I was expecting. My heart breaks for you and your family. This makes me so emotional to hear. Sending prayers to you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I’m so so sorry hun, breaks my heart watching you go through this, you are amazing, I can’t even begin to imagine what you are going through, sending you all all my love, you’ve been in my thoughts and we are all behind you xx
I lost a total of 3 children. It's so heartbreaking. I'm sorry for your loss. I hold on to knowing I will see them again. U will find happiness again though it seems like you won't. She will always be in your heart. It's not your fault. Look to the day when u will b together again. Live life to the fullest.
You are so extremely brave for doing this video and sharing your story. I cant imagine what your going through and hope you are doing ok. I stubbled upon your other videos just today. I lost two pregnancies last year and just found out i'm pregnant again and i'm terrified. You are very inspiring and i wish you the best of happiness and luck now and in the future.
I know youre still feeling the lost, and I just wanna say I'm sending you all my love. Im sure your little girl is with you and sending you love from the heavens. She will always be in your heart and apart of your family. Youre so brave xxxx
Lorraine my heart aches for you. I'm so very sorry for your loss, no mother should have to go through this. Primrose only ever knew love and she will always be with you, watching over Penny. Sending my love xxx
Ah man!!! I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t even imagine what you are going through. Thank you for being brave enough to share! Please take care of yourself.
Late watching this/finding this channel. This is truly heartbreaking. You’ve gained a new subscriber, I’ll be joining your journey from now on. So unbelievably sorry for your loss xx
cant even begin to fathom the pain your going through right now. sat here in tears for you. nobody should have to go through this. life can be so unfair. your an incredibaly strong & brave lady speaking so openly about it all, & im sure you will bring much needed to strength to someone else who is going through something similar. sending you so much love to you and your family. xxxxxx
I don't know what to say but still feel the need to tell you how amazingly string you are. No one should ever feel this kind of pain but I will pray for you and your little baby. I'm sure that she is fine where she is now and looking at her mom wishing that her mom soon gets better
Please don't apologise for crying. You've had so many losses in your life, you have a right to be sad. I couldn't even imagine the pain, you're such a strong woman for going through everything. I pray that you can stay as strong as you have been.
I am so sorry for your loss, there are simply no words. You are such a brave, brave person and you deserve none of this. Stay strong, you're amazing. Thank you for sharing at such a difficult time. xx
I just lost my baby at 37 weeks on feb 24th my heart feels for you .. nobody will ever understand the pain or how it feels to even have the thoughts cross your mind having to hold the emotions back all the time . And your so strong . Everybody who has been Thro this is truly an amazing person
I don't know where to begin... came upon this video by chance. You are such a brave strong woman and to be able to share this all takes great courage. I've just been crying my eyes out as I felt your pain and heartache. I wish you and your family well. Although your journey has been a tough 1 do not give up... as I believe it will happen for you someday. Take care xoxo
~ I gave birth at 34 weeks as well to my son on December 7th and January 7th he passed away I understand you it’s sooo so hard it’s something we can never get over but know that your baby girl is with my own up in heaven 💙👼🏻👼🏻🧡
I'm so sorry for you loss!! I lost my baby at 40 weeks and I know exactly what you're getting through and what you're feeling now!!! I know it's really difficult and I'm so sorry for that ... it's not easy 😢😢😢
So sorry for your lost of your baby girl. I hope you get your answers and can find peace. Hold that little girl of yours tight. I'll be thinking of you and your family.
Lorraine you, your family and Primrose are always in my thoughts. Our son Franco was stillborn in February and I think find myself with the strength to watch your videos now after all this time but at the same time its been no time. All my love 💛 xx
I only discovered your channel recently, I am so sorry for your loss. I have a nearly 2 yr old and I don’t know how I would have coped. Your so strong ❤️
You are so brave Lorraine. I went through the stillbirth of my son last year and know the pain you are going through especially with all the waiting. Soon after it all happened, i went on RUclips to try and find others that knew how I was feeling and I couldn't find many from the UK. So, please know that though it must have been so hard to do, this video will be of great help to other heartbroken mummas, so thank you for your honesty and bravery. I'm so sorry, no one should ever have to go through this, it's so bloody unfair. Sending you all the love in the world. xx
Heartbreaking. So sorry for your tragic loss. Can’t imagine how this would feel. You are so brave to share your journey and I’m sure you will ultimately help so many other mums in a similar situation. Sending you lots of love. X
Any imagine how hard this will have been to make. You are one of the bravest and strongest women I know and always looking out for others. It's our turn to all be here for you. I'm sorry sorry x
Life can be so cruel and I’m so sorry that your world has been turned upside down. Hold Penelope as tight as can be and keep doing what you’re doing as you will be helping so many people right now. I have cried so much watching this and do think of you often xxx
I’m so so proud of you for making this. Your amazing and inspiring. Sending you, Reese and Penny so much love. Primrose is such a beautiful name. So sorry for you loss, my heart breaks for you xx
Since I've seen this video a few days ago I can't stop thinking about it. You are the most strong woman I have ever seen a video of. I'm so sorry you have to go thru this. Nobody deserves this. Stay strong Lorraine. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
I just came across your channel from this video I’m not even 1 minute in and so emotional I want to first say you are a very strong women and very sorry that you have had to go through such a horrible and hard thing to go though I don’t have much else to say as there are no words that make it better but I’m thinking of you and your family at this hard time in your life
This is probably the bravest video I have ever watched Lorraine. I spent the entire video in tears. You really are so brave. I'm sending you all my love as I have done every day since I heard your tragic news. I have no doubt this video will help others who might be going through this. You really do have a heart of gold, one of life's genuine people, I've always thought it and that's why this makes it all that more unfair. Sending love x
I’m so sorry.. I feel your pain. I lost a baby boy when I was 38+3 and that limbo feeling waiting for the post-mortem & funeral was torture. I hate seeing anyone going through such heart ache. Please know that things get easier to live with and always talk about your precious baby. It’s been nearly 4 years for me and I think about him everyday and no longer have sad tears everyday. I still get angry but that gets easier too. Much love, take care of yourself xx
Donna G Thankyou Donna, I’m so very sorry to hear you lost your baby boy too. I’m grateful you reached out to me. From one heartbroken mum to another Thankyou x
For all those people who have the audacity to hear this story and give it a thumbs down needs to take a look at there lives and see why are they so miserable because only a person who lack sympathy and empathy for someone who’s heart is broken gives thumbs down. My dear Lorraine I lost my first daughter I was 26 weeks she was born alive she lived 3 days a year later I had another daughter and she will be 9 years old and she is amazing I do promise you if you have faith and a strong relationship with family and friends you will all be ok and remember your precious Penelope needs you May Jehovah continue to bless you and your family
Migdalia Little I liked to think they are thumbs downing the situation. Like he don’t like that she lost the baby not that they don’t like the video. But they are probably just assholes
I’ve just stumbled across this video, I lost my baby boy Henry this week, he was 28 weeks. I’m struggling to know how to cope and feel, and this video has helped me in some small way, it’s nice to know that all these feelings I’m currently having are completely normal. Sending you all my love ❤️
found this video and haven't stop crying, I'm crying for you, for your baby girl, for me and my baby girl Jada, I lost her 11 weeks ago, at 37 weeks and 2 days, on the day of my c-section, she was also born sleeping, and it broke my heart in a million pieces, I have never felt pain like this, and I cant stop feeling angry. I never picture us losing our only girl, seen my husband gold her lifeless body, was the hardest part of everything, leaving the hospital knowing her body was in a more, alone , getting home and having all of her stuff around was soo hard, and I am soo sorry for you loss. I will pray for you the same way I pray for myself.
Lorraine, I cried my eyes out watching this. I don't know what to say but it's so so unfair and heartbreaking. Sending lots of love xx
You cry my darling. Cry as much as you need to. Don't apologise. Never apologise. You are stronger than you think.
A really beautiful video Lorraine. You will be helping so many people through sharing your story. Lots of love to you and your beautiful family xxx
Sweetheart I am so so sorry my heart breaks for you. My mum went through the same with my little brother. I have never realised how traumatic it would have been for her and why she was so worried when I was pregnant. Thank you for opening yourself up to talking about this. I wish you positive thoughts and sending you big hugs to you and your family xx
Sigh. I’m so sorry you are here with us in the loss club, mama. I wish I could circle you up and give you a hug. Thank you for sharing your story. When I lost my son, I felt SO alone and couldn’t find much on RUclips. We were already vlogging (like you!) and so we shared our story and since then I’ve found the support I couldn’t find back then. I hate that there are so many of us who feel this. It’s not right at all. Just know we are here for you if you need anything at all.
So much heartache and still so eloquent and gracious. You are such a beautiful person, Lorraine, my heart breaks that you've had to go through this. Sending so much love to you, Reece and Penny, you know we are all here for you. Thank you for sharing your story and without doubt helping others xxx
Lorraine Lorraine Lorraine... please keep talking to us..December Came and went but you were never far from my mind. I shed many tears and my heart hurts I cried and cried as I know this is so painful for you. I just hope you get the answers. Most heartbreaking video I’ve watched and it’s my friend. Penny and Reese will keep you going we love you too and these days are hard but Keep busy .. anything to help you move each foot day by day. and this year I must see you. One of the most genuine women I’ve ever met. Our conversation in March still sticks with me... I love you . Xxx
Lorraine, this was so raw and honest and you are still so eloquent and brave, I have so much admiration and respect for you. We love you so much ❤️ she only ever knew love 🌼⭐️ xxxxx
I lost my baby when I was 41 weeks pregnant it will always be my darkest hour- the pain will always be as raw and fresh as it was the day it happened ... stay brave - in so sorry for your loss
I am so sorry for your loss😭😭
I just stumbled across this and it broke my heart! You are an amazing woman, and so brave to share. My friend’s baby died at birth and we thought she’d never recover, but she did slowly. It takes a long time. You are honestly amazing for sharing this. We always talk about the baby, which in a way keeps him alive. You will get through it! No pain will ever be worse than what you are feeling💔
But you will help so many people who are going through the same thing.
I also had a stillbirth on December 1, 2017 at 32 weeks. I gave birth to baby boy Ezekiel. My heart is so broken. My baby boy did not make it to this world. Life is very hard. I know your pain.
Evelina Watson my baby boy passed at 36 weeks December 5th 2017 and this video helps me cope alittle. Thank you! I'm sorry for the u describe bleeding pain.
I’m a little lost for words, I have no idea what to say other than what a brave lady you are. Your strength astounds me. I’m so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you. X
Young lady my heart breaks for you 😪 I can relate 100% with your story. My daughter gave birth to my first grandchild ( who was born sleeping ). I watched my daughter struggle so bad wanting her baby girl ( Rayleigh Renee Smith ). My daughter was 38 weeks pregnant when she noticed no movement from Rayleigh ( who was usually very active ) she called her doctor & they told her to go to the hospital & they would meet her there. They did the ultrasound & found no heartbeat. My daughter gave birth to the most beautiful angel I have ever seen but we never got to bring her home. My daughter ( Summer ) went through some rough times with depression after that. The only thing I could do as her mom to help her was to tell her how I felt. I tried several ways to get her to get up out of bed and start to function again. One day I just said to her I know you can't see her and you are hurt but she can see you. Show her a mom she can be proud of not just a woman balled up in bed. Well she did just that. My daughter now has a 4 yr old son ( AJ ) who is our world! We will never forget Rayleigh we have chosen to live life to make her proud of her family that is still here. God bless you sweet lady.
My heart just broke for you after seeing the video of primroses stillbirth. God bless you and comfort you. My love and prayers. From Canada 🇨🇦
I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I had a stillbirth back in 2016. Child loss is the worst pain a mother can experience. Only time (kind of) heals our hearts. Love and prayers with you. Grieve however you'd like for however long you need. Xoxo.
This is one of the bravest videos i have ever watched. So heart felt and emotional. Sending you and the family so much love and support at this very tragic time. I really do hope you have the answers of why Primrose sadly passed away. You will look back on this video in years to come and realise how strong you are and how strong youve become. Before i go...Never ever apologise for feeling and being tearful! This is one of the hardest things you will ever face in your life, so please never apologise for the emotions that follow. You have been such a strong and brave woman to complete this video to 1000's of people, which will also guide them if they too we're ever to have to go through the same situation. Lorraine, you have a heart of gold, a true inspiration and its heart breaking that you have had to experience something no mother should. You definitely need to give yourself more credit, especially during this difficult time. Xx
Lorraine no words of comfort will take your pain away. I'm just so so sorry for you and your family. You have had more heartache than people have in a lifetime. It took a lot to do this vlog,and you are so brave,never apologise for crying. I think anyone watching this will be crying. Take care. Xx
This was very brave to film. I’m so very sorry for your pain. My first daughter passed when she was 15 months old. Loosing a child is devastating. It’s been almost 6 years since she went to heaven. It gets easier at times. I am praying for you. I am so sorry ❤️
I will be doing Prims full stillbirth story in another video. Thanks for all your love and support once again x x
Lorraine Mulrooney my heart is breaking for you. Absolutely devastating. Sending love xx
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God bless you xoxo
Question, are your miscarriages following vaccines by chance?
Lorraine Mulrooney May the Almighty make it easy and grant you ease in your heart for u and your family 🙏
U brave girl ..god bless u
@@exist.authentically As fas as I know pregnant women don't ever get vaccinated.
Cried near enough the whole of this video with you. What a brave women you are. You’re an inspiration to all of us and your beautiful daughters. Sending lots of love xx ps. I’ve also shared this, hope that’s ok. X
Hi Lorraine, I am so sorry for you lost. I just had a D & C yesterday. I have been following you journey and was so happy for you. Good luck and do NOT give up! Try again! God bless you.
Lorraine, I am so so sorry.. you are so brave sharing your story, you are inspiring.. I wish you and your beautiful family all the love in the world 😘😘😘
There are just no words Lorraine. I am so so sorry, I'm thinking so much of you, Reese and both of your precious girls. Sending you so much love xxx
What a brave woman, so raw and so sad 😞 words can’t even comprehend what your experiencing. All my love at such a sad time xxx
This is probably the bravest video I’ve ever watched you are an incredible mum to cope with this no one should ever have to go through this, my thoughts are with you 😘
My heart is breaking for you. No one deserves to go through what you’ve been through. I wish I could say something to help the pain. I just hope you get some kind of answer soon to help explain why your angel is not in your arms. Sending you so so much love. You’re amazingly brave for sharing this and I know your honesty will help so many others. Xxx
You are such a kind and precious soul. Thank you for sharing your story. I don’t know if you will ever find peace with the journey that you have gone through, but your story touched me so deeply. I send you endless love and prayers. I will never understand your pain. I wish I could hug you. Thank you for sharing such a personal story. 🙏🏻
Sat here watching this with tears rolling down my face! The pain and grief must be unbearable. You are unbelievably brave for sharing your heartbreaking story with us ❤
You are so beautiful inside and out.
Thank you for sharing this very personal and sensitive part of your life with others.
Talking honestly speaks volumes about your genuine beauty, courage, strength and optimism through your process of so much loss, bereavement and grieving. I see so much comfort from so many people who care about what you have experienced and continue going through.
Please find comfort knowing that I am praying for you and your family as your journey continues.
Take care. God bless. Peace be with you always, all the days of your life. Amen.
I have no words, nothing that will help you, but I hope you know how much love is being sent your way. This is a pain that nobody should ever have to experience. I am so sorry for your loss. Sending so much love! ❤️❤️
I cant imagine the amount of strength it takes to make a video like this. I pray that you somehow heal from this nightmare and you one day have closure and peace
I’ve been crying since your video started. I’m so so sorry for your loss. Know people around the world are grieving with you and praying you get answers.
I'm just now seeing this video and subscribing to you now. But I'm in tears and I'm so so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain your in. Even though it might not seem like it right now, time does heal. It might take weeks months or years but time will heal your pain eventually. No Mom deserves to be put through this and I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope things get better soon and sending you lots of love and prayers. ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, you are so brave, was in tears watching this. Sending all my love xx
I am so very sorry to read this. Heartbroken for you and your family Lorraine. I know that no words will help but please know you are in our thoughts. Sending you, Reese and Penny hugs and kisses xxx
I have faced this with my little boy “Zachary” it was the hardest thing I have ever been through, I felt like there was no end to my sadness but..finally peace through his death came “with time”, it took a while but..I still miss him dearly...I had genetic testing done turns out it was blood clotting in his cord carried through from me, I had to take 1asprin daily with my rainbow baby 😭...Your girls names are absolutely beautiful I love them both! 💜 The best of wishes through this from Tennessee USA ❤️❤️ My heart goes out to you through this trying time, best of wishes & lots of love to you 💖 This is my first time viewing one of your videos.
Just heartbroken for you Lorraine, life is so unfair. Try to take all the strength you can from beautiful Penny, your so brave for sharing xxx
My heart is really breaking for you watching this. I can’t imagine how much pain you must have felt. Thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time. X
Lorraine You are so brave to share this. Its all so unfair and you are doing remarkably well for Penny! Sending you so much love!! 💗
You’re so brave to share this. And as much as I HATE that this happened to you, I have no doubt that you sharing your journey will help other people who walk the same path. And hopefully it will help you too, to know the love that people have for you, and for Primrose. x
Still they shine in the evening skies. Love like starlight never dies. ⭐️💛
Sending so much love to you and your family xx
My heart is broken for you! 😭
Sending you and your family so much love and prayers.
Rest in peace sweet primrose x
😢Not a ridiculous video at all Sweet.Good to get things off your chest sooner than later.These channels are for that as well as the happy times.You may well have taught someone ,somewhere ,something. I’ve only recently started watching your vlogs and can clearly see that you are a beautiful,well spoken,strong young woman. You can get through this as unfair as it is. I should imagine a lot of people leaving you messages relate as do I .It hurts like hell but who would you be if you felt otherwise? You clearly have a great amount of support and you say you’re thankful for that so all you can do is being done sweet ,so sit back and breath,give yourself a break cos you’re doing just fine.Sent in peace and 💖
You are a genuine, beautiful, brave soul. I am so sorry...the world needs more people like you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am so proud of you putting this out there. You dint have to but you did and someday this video will help another mother. Sadly as much as we would never want this to be a reality it is for some women and you are very strong. I send a virtual hug and we will remember your little princess as the beautiful angel she is
I'm sorry for your loss. My son was stillborn @ 35 weeks. We did an autopsy cause was unknown. I'll pray for you on this difficult journey. If it wasn't for my faith, family, and friends I don't think I would've pulled through
So sorry for your loss Lorraine, I wish we were all able to take the pain away. Thoughts are always with you. So heartbreaking seeing you cry, just wanted to give you a massive hug 😢❤️xxx
I’m so sorry for your loss, no words could provide any kind of comfort and it’s impossible for me to say that I know how you must be feeling.
I wanted to say that I’m training to become a midwife at the moment and videos like this, ones which are so raw and full of emotion, have really helped me to understand the range of feelings which can go through parents. And please don’t ever apologise for showing your emotions, it’s an unimaginable experience which no family ever wants to go through and you have every right to show your emotions and grieve for your baby. X
Lorraine my heart bleeds for you . I am so sorry. I’m always here 💜
You’re such a brave & lovely lady!! I’m so deeply sorry for your and your families lost 😢. ❤️
OMG!! This is not the type of news I was expecting. My heart breaks for you and your family. This makes me so emotional to hear. Sending prayers to you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I’m so so sorry hun, breaks my heart watching you go through this, you are amazing, I can’t even begin to imagine what you are going through, sending you all all my love, you’ve been in my thoughts and we are all behind you xx
I lost a total of 3 children. It's so heartbreaking. I'm sorry for your loss. I hold on to knowing I will see them again. U will find happiness again though it seems like you won't. She will always be in your heart. It's not your fault. Look to the day when u will b together again. Live life to the fullest.
No words, just love.
You are so extremely brave for doing this video and sharing your story. I cant imagine what your going through and hope you are doing ok. I stubbled upon your other videos just today. I lost two pregnancies last year and just found out i'm pregnant again and i'm terrified. You are very inspiring and i wish you the best of happiness and luck now and in the future.
I am so sorry...for yourself, your husband and your daughter. You are one brave lady...hugs from Australia.
I know youre still feeling the lost, and I just wanna say I'm sending you all my love. Im sure your little girl is with you and sending you love from the heavens. She will always be in your heart and apart of your family. Youre so brave xxxx
I know you don't think you're brave but you are. You so so are xxx
Lorraine my heart aches for you. I'm so very sorry for your loss, no mother should have to go through this. Primrose only ever knew love and she will always be with you, watching over Penny. Sending my love xxx
Ah man!!! I’m so sorry for your loss. I can’t even imagine what you are going through. Thank you for being brave enough to share! Please take care of yourself.
Late watching this/finding this channel. This is truly heartbreaking. You’ve gained a new subscriber, I’ll be joining your journey from now on. So unbelievably sorry for your loss xx
cant even begin to fathom the pain your going through right now. sat here in tears for you. nobody should have to go through this. life can be so unfair. your an incredibaly strong & brave lady speaking so openly about it all, & im sure you will bring much needed to strength to someone else who is going through something similar. sending you so much love to you and your family. xxxxxx
I don't know what to say but still feel the need to tell you how amazingly string you are. No one should ever feel this kind of pain but I will pray for you and your little baby. I'm sure that she is fine where she is now and looking at her mom wishing that her mom soon gets better
I’m so sorry for your loss. To come on here and tell your story is beyond brave.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Your such a strong woman. My heart goes out to you.
Please don't apologise for crying. You've had so many losses in your life, you have a right to be sad. I couldn't even imagine the pain, you're such a strong woman for going through everything. I pray that you can stay as strong as you have been.
I am so sorry for your loss, there are simply no words. You are such a brave, brave person and you deserve none of this. Stay strong, you're amazing. Thank you for sharing at such a difficult time. xx
I just lost my baby at 37 weeks on feb 24th my heart feels for you .. nobody will ever understand the pain or how it feels to even have the thoughts cross your mind having to hold the emotions back all the time . And your so strong . Everybody who has been Thro this is truly an amazing person
I don't know where to begin... came upon this video by chance. You are such a brave strong woman and to be able to share this all takes great courage. I've just been crying my eyes out as I felt your pain and heartache. I wish you and your family well. Although your journey has been a tough 1 do not give up... as I believe it will happen for you someday. Take care xoxo
I cried with you. I could not imagine what you’re going through. I’m lucky to have my son safe and well and my heart breaks for you xx
Your the bravest woman to telling everyone what happend and I am so sorry for your loss
~ I gave birth at 34 weeks as well to my son on December 7th and January 7th he passed away I understand you it’s sooo so hard it’s something we can never get over but know that your baby girl is with my own up in heaven 💙👼🏻👼🏻🧡
Breaks my heart to watch this. As a mother I see how much pain you are in and it brings tears to even my eyes. I'm so sorry and you are in my prayers.
I can’t begin to imagine what you are going through, sending you so much love, keep strong xxx
I'm so sorry for you loss!! I lost my baby at 40 weeks and I know exactly what you're getting through and what you're feeling now!!! I know it's really difficult and I'm so sorry for that ... it's not easy 😢😢😢
So sorry for your lost of your baby girl. I hope you get your answers and can find peace. Hold that little girl of yours tight. I'll be thinking of you and your family.
You know I’m thinking of you all the time ❤️ you’re so incredibly brave and strong. Always here if you need me xxx
Lorraine you, your family and Primrose are always in my thoughts. Our son Franco was stillborn in February and I think find myself with the strength to watch your videos now after all this time but at the same time its been no time. All my love 💛 xx
I only discovered your channel recently, I am so sorry for your loss. I have a nearly 2 yr old and I don’t know how I would have coped. Your so strong ❤️
Brave and beautiful lady. Bless you. We see people out and about and we never know their daily struggles. Human spirit is strong. 😩❤
You are so brave Lorraine. I went through the stillbirth of my son last year and know the pain you are going through especially with all the waiting. Soon after it all happened, i went on RUclips to try and find others that knew how I was feeling and I couldn't find many from the UK. So, please know that though it must have been so hard to do, this video will be of great help to other heartbroken mummas, so thank you for your honesty and bravery. I'm so sorry, no one should ever have to go through this, it's so bloody unfair. Sending you all the love in the world. xx
Heartbreaking. So sorry for your tragic loss. Can’t imagine how this would feel. You are so brave to share your journey and I’m sure you will ultimately help so many other mums in a similar situation. Sending you lots of love. X
So sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl, your so brave no mother should have to go through this. God bless you and all your family xxxxx
Any imagine how hard this will have been to make. You are one of the bravest and strongest women I know and always looking out for others. It's our turn to all be here for you. I'm sorry sorry x
Life can be so cruel and I’m so sorry that your world has been turned upside down. Hold Penelope as tight as can be and keep doing what you’re doing as you will be helping so many people right now. I have cried so much watching this and do think of you often xxx
I wish I had more comforting words for you, my heart breaks for you, and all your family, especially little primrose. What a beautiful name xxx
I’m so so proud of you for making this. Your amazing and inspiring. Sending you, Reese and Penny so much love. Primrose is such a beautiful name. So sorry for you loss, my heart breaks for you xx
You’re so strong to come on here and tell us what happened and so soon after too! Keeping you all in my thoughts and sending you all a lot of love💛
Since I've seen this video a few days ago I can't stop thinking about it. You are the most strong woman I have ever seen a video of. I'm so sorry you have to go thru this. Nobody deserves this. Stay strong Lorraine. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
I just came across your channel from this video I’m not even 1 minute in and so emotional I want to first say you are a very strong women and very sorry that you have had to go through such a horrible and hard thing to go though I don’t have much else to say as there are no words that make it better but I’m thinking of you and your family at this hard time in your life
I cannot imagine what you're going through. This was such a brave and honest video. Thinking of you and your family.
I'm so very sorry for your loss, it's so cruel and unfair for a child to be taken so soon ❤️ Hugs and prayers to you momma
Oh my heart breaks for you and your family . I'm so so sorry for your loss xxx
💔 so sorry, take care of yourself xxx
Oh gosh, I'm so so sorry. This is heartbreaking. You cry as much as you need and never be sorry for crying. Lots of love to you all xxxxx