“As you lie on the grass, the clouds start covering the sun. You try to blink and imagine that it’s maybe still nice outside, but it isn’t. It starts to rain and the drops hit your face, you realize that this nice day isn’t so nice anymore. You wished your friends were there to hold an umbrella for you and lead you along the way.”
“I choose to enjoy the life that i have, knowing i only have one, even with nobody by me, im supported with thoughts, and the rain.. as i lay there i can smell the rain, reminding me i used to hold my moms hand going to walmart as a toddler.. ah. The good old days 🥹 “
After listening to this song for not even a minute, my mind just went completely blank. No thoughts, No colours, No memories, No drawing ideas, No family, No happiness, No sadness. just. . . blank. I came back to reality...eventually I started crying for NO REASON. Just the song made me sad for some reason. I put it on loop. its a good song? how? the more i listen to it.. the emptier it gets :)
This sounds even better on x0.75 speed because when you properly listen to it, it seems more empty than the original. Don’t try x0.25 speed though. It’s terrifying.
thank you for this, this sort of weirdcore/liminal space feeling ive always loved since i was little, even if i didnt know how to explain it. it helps me through my current struggles with dissociation and amnesia. the intro to this song has always made me get that familiar feeling.
this song, it makes me remember how life use to feel, there was no anxiety, there was no existential dread, just me and my friends hanging out at his house playing on the 360, i didnt worry about money or anything, was just a kid living his life and making memories i will never forget it. this song brings peace but also sadness knowing i'll never ever be able to go back there, my home. it also reminds me of the day i know i will face when my parents die. sorry i dont really know how to structure my thoughts
I don't know what to do I don't know what to say My mind is killing me These numbers aren't going straight up Maybe if I talk about Some things I don't really wanna talk about I'll make some money, and I'll go on tour So I don't have to go to school anymore Things just really aren't that bad I got a nice mom and I got a cool dad I just stay in my room too long But I finally got a girlfriend, and she's the bomb (right)
A feeling of sadness, it is common but makes you feel held back, like you cant do anything, it can feel like to much. Nostalgia, a feeling when seeing or remembering the past, "it was happier then" cuz we were too young to notice the wrong things, it can also feel like to much.
the song is so calming but it hurts at the same time. thinking of all of these different types of emotions and all of these different types of memories or struggles.
POV: you’re stuck into the back rooms, trying to find your way out, you hear from a lot of distance this song… you enter the room where you hear it, and there’s someone waiting for you…
Essa música causa uma certa agonia,e ao mesmo tempo desconforto e como se você estivesse em um sonho lúcido aonde esta profundamente perdido viajando em seus desejos mas profundos onde tudo o que se faz presente ali se torna simples.... muito estranho porém ótimo.
You knew this wasn’t an escape, but you tried it anyways. You started to feel rain drops hit your face as it started to pour. All you could hope is that this would all be over soon and you could finally see your friends again. Maybe if this hadn’t all happened they would be fine. If you get me three likes I’ll give ya more story :)
This song is such a vibe, listening to it makes me so nostalgic. Sometimes it's just nice to sit back and rethink all the time that has passed. So much happened that you nor I can change now. We all just need to keep moving forward and be happy that we had the chance to make memories, rather than falling into sorrow because it's over. Cheers to anyone reading this in 2024, I hope this year is better than the last few.
HAHAHAHWHAH HAHA haha heh eh *starts crying I still have no words it feels like I'm stuck. I dont have to complain but it feels there's something to complain about.
I feel empty inside and I also feel like I’m trapped inside my mind, and I slowly feel like I am breaking down as I get older, and at the second I am feeling empty.
its like im being ripped apart by heaven and hell it feels like ive been walking in rain and i open an unbrella but its still raining through the unbrella its like every single painful moment has hit me at once its like torture yet im happy, it just feels like if i could hear in space, almost like im in the middle on reality collapsing but i enjoy it its just like im suffering forever but i like it, like everyone betrays me but im fine and its everytime i feel happy somthing strikes me down and i still smile its so painful but i dont flinch an inch... almost like i were pain its self
This song feels me.everytine i begin to listen to this song, I always feel thinking myself, "why am i here? Was i here for a reason?" I don't even know why i was even existed in the first place if my family (except my sister) is sending hate, like from my first ever short.that's where my friends and gamew comes in to actually make me comfortable, whatever i am depressed or sad,my friends are there for me. They start worrying why i am not active everyday now. Just tell me, WHY WAS I HERE IN A FIRST PLACE? Only if i knew my family would turn out like ghis i would not be here, and not posting contents by now, at least y'all have fun. That's all matters from me.
This how i feel rn, just kind a loop with nothing really happening, half of summer is already over and I haven’t hung out with friends or anything because i got a parasite from an Asia trip which made me sick for 3 months and lose 70lbs, im still not able to eat like i used to, im crazy weak from basically being bed ridden for 3 months so i cant do labour work like im used to, and i graduated this year so i wont see most of my friends because i live an hour away with no vehicle of my own and i probably wont have enough time anyways because i’ll be exhausted from work because i cant eat properly due to nausea
this is deep and nostalgic this music like u want to go to the past times but u cant. the past friends or og friends u problaly forget and forgets about you. life isnt forever...
This reminds me of the time (A few days/weeks ago) I was in quite a slump i was tired physically and mentally. I didn't know what to do with life as in I just had no idea of anything. No matter how long i slept i was so tired. It's not like my life's bad or anything, I've got very decent family members, good friends and good grades, I guess life just wasn't fun. It was very quiet. Very boring. I did nothing all day. I had nothing to do, i tried hard to be positive but i just wasn't feeling it. I felt like a can with no bottom, totally empty. The feelings are still so vivid, i mean i laughed and smiled it wasn't fake I wasn't like depressed or anything but, i was just not alright at the end, i had nothing to worry about either i was just empty and ig really tired...
You knew what it meant, even as you made the wish. But you were so scared of death, you couldn't handle the thought of dying. You wanted to live, to never leave anyone or anything behind. But that was a long time ago. Maybe, it was even a dream? You don't know. What you do know, is that dying alone is so, so much better than living alone. You only hope that infinity flies by.
i remember this song in my dream its story time I was in like a abandoned mall no one was there and this song was playing it was weird i pasted out and i woke up in a shop called 911llac and i was exploring until i saw a man i went closer and he dissapeared and i got jumpscared by him and thats the end i hope i dont go there AGAIN...
fun fact: the more you listen deeply into it, the emptier it feels:)
its true. i really enjoy this sound though, so my horribly ruined day cant be ruined by anyone or anything else other than myself!!
@@MoistTerrarium if ur alive ur day is already amazing 😊
it feels good being empty sometimes specially listening to this lol
quite the opposite to me. the more i think and listen the more emotions i get blasted with.
it feels more nostalgic tbh lol
Wow this is very cryable to
Fr
Brother?
It really is and I don’t know why
Ok?
@@eekhoorn Spit
"We suck more! and that's guaranteed" got me dying 💀💀
@@Cronic-vm9yp 😭🙏💀
I’m wheezing😭💀
“As you lie on the grass, the clouds start covering the sun. You try to blink and imagine that it’s maybe still nice outside, but it isn’t. It starts to rain and the drops hit your face, you realize that this nice day isn’t so nice anymore. You wished your friends were there to hold an umbrella for you and lead you along the way.”
Did you write this or is that a quote?
Butt I like the rain ☹️
“I choose to enjoy the life that i have, knowing i only have one, even with nobody by me, im supported with thoughts, and the rain.. as i lay there i can smell the rain, reminding me i used to hold my moms hand going to walmart as a toddler.. ah. The good old days 🥹 “
“Cherish the things you have, even if they seem bad, they can always be good in different ways” -me 2023
@@OOOOOOF_thatmusthurt I love reading in the rain
i can feel my old memories with this song in the old days 😢
Same :( i would do anything to go back
In time
You are literally under the age of 13 lemons, You don't have nostalgia for 2000s areas, And that sums up your entire channel
After listening to this song for not even a minute, my mind just went completely blank. No thoughts, No colours, No memories, No drawing ideas, No family, No happiness, No sadness.
just. . . blank.
I came back to reality...eventually
I started crying for NO REASON. Just the song made me sad for some reason.
I put it on loop.
its a good song?
how?
the more i listen to it..
the emptier it gets :)
u cried huh :/
i didnt but i just felt like im outside my body :/
What I'd give for my mind to go blank like that. . .
Long commintie
bro thinks he's him
Why did I start crying, this song feel like I am living my life back but I can’t see it
This sounds even better on x0.75 speed because when you properly listen to it, it seems more empty than the original. Don’t try x0.25 speed though. It’s terrifying.
and 1.25x :)
In my opinion, the original one is more classic and empty
0.80x speed and the custom speeds in between are great too
@@ame1997_ yea, but I can’t do that on my device sadly 😭
@@aceofclubs. yeah it’s on pc but any speed down is great imo
temporex is the best at making weirdcore stuff
Looking thru your old photos with your family while listening to this song feels nostalgic..
this is magical! so nostalgic!! such a shame that nostalgic feel can hurt us. but i still love this. ♡
Surpreendente, mesmo nos machucando ja adoramos aquilo, a dor dos velhos tempos!
@@gilmarsalcedo6181ss
me too..
i wish we wouldnt feel so much pain
and tears while thinking about the past
thank you for this, this sort of weirdcore/liminal space feeling ive always loved since i was little, even if i didnt know how to explain it. it helps me through my current struggles with dissociation and amnesia. the intro to this song has always made me get that familiar feeling.
Dude this is exactly how I feel, this particular melody reminds me of the instrumental for drop the world by lil Wayne and Eminem
this song, it makes me remember how life use to feel, there was no anxiety, there was no existential dread, just me and my friends hanging out at his house playing on the 360, i didnt worry about money or anything, was just a kid living his life and making memories i will never forget it. this song brings peace but also sadness knowing i'll never ever be able to go back there, my home. it also reminds me of the day i know i will face when my parents die. sorry i dont really know how to structure my thoughts
All good man we get the image
Knowing that your parents will die one day is scary tbh.
Adventure vibes
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
My mind is killing me
These numbers aren't going straight up
Maybe if I talk about
Some things I don't really wanna talk about
I'll make some money, and I'll go on tour
So I don't have to go to school anymore
Things just really aren't that bad
I got a nice mom and I got a cool dad
I just stay in my room too long
But I finally got a girlfriend, and she's the bomb (right)
i thought the (right) part was (hi!)
@@courtneyandgwen o ok
@☾︎ ゆきお ☯︎ what
@@dalbityaoithe official lyrics say “thuh” but I think it might’ve been a mistake
Nah bro got the windows xp juice💀
A feeling of sadness, it is common but makes you feel held back, like you cant do anything, it can feel like to much.
Nostalgia, a feeling when seeing or remembering the past, "it was happier then" cuz we were too young to notice the wrong things, it can also feel like to much.
the song is so calming but it hurts at the same time. thinking of all of these different types of emotions and all of these different types of memories or struggles.
It feels like you remembered everything again and realized who was behind it all
Wtf r u talking ab
This is perfect! Just what I needed
POV: you’re stuck into the back rooms, trying to find your way out, you hear from a lot of distance this song… you enter the room where you hear it, and there’s someone waiting for you…
🤓
@@skullface3191🥶
no bcus this is actually a really cool story concept
@@skullface3191dawg how did u send a selfie through RUclips
@d3ds3c25 🤣 so unfunny and definitely original, right?
i could put his on replay for hours, and i think i will
I have so much going on I can't deal with.
I love it when you're sobbing and a ad pauses YOUR MUSIC AND YOU HAVE TO STOP CRYING TO UNPAUSE IT
lol what a feeling
@@an.luvtits I never expected this wwwww
this is what played when gordon got hugged by alyx in ep1. Literally the first hug he got in FUCKING 20 YEARS.
Series name
@@Raptorozaur half life
:c I really wish I can go back in time
same
The places
That we used to
Visit are now
Gone...
Essa música causa uma certa agonia,e ao mesmo tempo desconforto e como se você estivesse em um sonho lúcido aonde esta profundamente perdido viajando em seus desejos mas profundos onde tudo o que se faz presente ali se torna simples.... muito estranho porém ótimo.
I was listening to this in the car at night on my headphones while playing on my 2ds and felt straight nostalgia
really brings me back to 2004-2015
this makes you feel empty
I remeber you
@@thumbcad7391 you seem familiar aswell
You knew this wasn’t an escape, but you tried it anyways.
You started to feel rain drops hit your face as it started to pour.
All you could hope is that this would all be over soon and you could finally see your friends again.
Maybe if this hadn’t all happened they would be fine.
If you get me three likes I’ll give ya more story :)
9 likes
@@ravenclaw3916 I KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT COMMENTS LIKE THESE HELP
@@L0SERf0x-thz LOL
That picture is so cool, its the only reason i clicked on this video.
The longer I listen to this the more I start feeling empty
Ur not alone
😢Listening to this song I feel my childhood and memories rushing back
This song is such a vibe, listening to it makes me so nostalgic. Sometimes it's just nice to sit back and rethink all the time that has passed. So much happened that you nor I can change now. We all just need to keep moving forward and be happy that we had the chance to make memories, rather than falling into sorrow because it's over. Cheers to anyone reading this in 2024, I hope this year is better than the last few.
i came here because of PaS (watch it, its so good) and didnt expect to have tears in my eyes
ALSO THE JUICE BOX-
that juice box's flavor is nostalgia
Fr dude I remember the flavor and everything dude that tasted awesome
@@samirmammeri9766What did it taste like?
@@Nevada_guy Virus flavor ☠☠⚰⚰
When memories kick in😢
This Song makes me feel "this is how my life is like"
This was so good I fell asleep with this and had weird core imagines tysm :3
gracias bro la llevo buscando
I love this song so much...
Melody with redit
I feel so emty.
Idk why but everytime i listen to this i just feel like my old childhood memories coming back
HAHAHAHWHAH HAHA haha heh eh *starts crying
I still have no words it feels like I'm stuck. I dont have to complain but it feels there's something to complain about.
Old but Gold🥇
I like listening this in the early 2000s for many days so nostalgia
this is the best thing i have listened
This is literally the best intro loop
I feel empty inside and I also feel like I’m trapped inside my mind, and I slowly feel like I am breaking down as I get older, and at the second I am feeling empty.
its like im being ripped apart by heaven and hell it feels like ive been walking in rain and i open an unbrella but its still raining through the unbrella its like every single painful moment has hit me at once its like torture yet im happy, it just feels like if i could hear in space, almost like im in the middle on reality collapsing but i enjoy it its just like im suffering forever but i like it, like everyone betrays me but im fine and its everytime i feel happy somthing strikes me down and i still smile its so painful but i dont flinch an inch... almost like i were pain its self
This music suits well with sad horror games:my eyes deceive the story really made me 😭😭😭crying
It’s like seeing a clown in the distance with a sign saying “free hugs” and you just stare at the clown for hours
This reminds me of the back rooms 😢
Bro I love this song. One of my friends call me emo for hearing this song 💀
Everyone: damn this song is deep
Me: i wonder how that juice would taste like
Probably like a Windows PC
isso é tão bom
Anyone gonna talk about the juice saying "We Suck More!"
And that's guaranteed
Who didn't know that Windows made a Juice whoch sucks more?
Well looks perfect
Its just a dream...
Dude your making the song im listening just feel dark and empty vibe to me
I listen to this and I sang that how I feel forgotten 😶
This song feels me.everytine i begin to listen to this song, I always feel thinking myself, "why am i here? Was i here for a reason?" I don't even know why i was even existed in the first place if my family (except my sister) is sending hate, like from my first ever short.that's where my friends and gamew comes in to actually make me comfortable, whatever i am depressed or sad,my friends are there for me. They start worrying why i am not active everyday now. Just tell me, WHY WAS I HERE IN A FIRST PLACE? Only if i knew my family would turn out like ghis i would not be here, and not posting contents by now, at least y'all have fun. That's all matters from me.
Perfect ~ 💋🤌
Just like you brother
Heard this so many times. Never knew what it was. And here I am.
So nostalgicccc ! Like bro, I can't stop thinking about the memories of my family
Dreamcore 🤯🤧
As you die, your past life flashes before you, that is true, it is called life.
How when you realize that you are getting older and that the old days will never come back
Even reading my own comment makes me feel very sad :'(
My favorite drink. Yum.
this is genuinely threatening in a nice way
i feel like im in the old days when i only hanged out with friends, spent time with my family.
Me too
I almost felt sleepy from listening to this for only 1 minute
music so nostalgic! i love this is song!❤
Ima play a dream core RP with my friend it just sounds good guess I’m weird for this…
Feels like I’m in a childrens hospital or a kindergarten and I want to escape but the music is making it feel weird core and relaxing
This how i feel rn, just kind a loop with nothing really happening, half of summer is already over and I haven’t hung out with friends or anything because i got a parasite from an Asia trip which made me sick for 3 months and lose 70lbs, im still not able to eat like i used to, im crazy weak from basically being bed ridden for 3 months so i cant do labour work like im used to, and i graduated this year so i wont see most of my friends because i live an hour away with no vehicle of my own and i probably wont have enough time anyways because i’ll be exhausted from work because i cant eat properly due to nausea
Get well soon 🙏
It’s like hollow in a way? Can music do that? It’s so comforting tho and that’s also weird to me too
THANK YOUUU
craziest windows xp product
this is deep and nostalgic this music like u want to go to the past times but u cant. the past friends or og friends u problaly forget and forgets about you. life isnt forever...
I remember I heard this once... But not awake..
It feels like the dreamcore
This reminds me of the time (A few days/weeks ago) I was in quite a slump i was tired physically and mentally. I didn't know what to do with life as in I just had no idea of anything. No matter how long i slept i was so tired. It's not like my life's bad or anything, I've got very decent family members, good friends and good grades, I guess life just wasn't fun. It was very quiet. Very boring. I did nothing all day. I had nothing to do, i tried hard to be positive but i just wasn't feeling it. I felt like a can with no bottom, totally empty. The feelings are still so vivid, i mean i laughed and smiled it wasn't fake I wasn't like depressed or anything but, i was just not alright at the end, i had nothing to worry about either i was just empty and ig really tired...
These songs make me think about things about stuff i normaly dont think about
We got da windows xp drink?!?!?!?!?!??! Noice
Thank you, for making me remember.
I put this on loop. It’s been an hour. Im not done fucking crying.
SONG IS SO NOSTALGIC!
Windows, XP drink? Well I want some.
Am i the only one who is thinking about how every day is a repeat of the last just how this song is being repeated in my headphones
man.. listening to this while i read some documentaries smthng..
this is a masterpiece
Need this without the whistle
Yes. Yes we do.
almost feels like anywhere at the end of time with the dementia feeling
that juice finna hit harder 🔥
You knew what it meant, even as you made the wish. But you were so scared of death, you couldn't handle the thought of dying. You wanted to live, to never leave anyone or anything behind. But that was a long time ago. Maybe, it was even a dream? You don't know. What you do know, is that dying alone is so, so much better than living alone. You only hope that infinity flies by.
i remember this song in my dream its story time I was in like a abandoned mall no one was there and this song was playing it was weird i pasted out and i woke up in a shop called 911llac and i was exploring until i saw a man i went closer and he dissapeared and i got jumpscared by him and thats the end i hope i dont go there AGAIN...
Nah windows xp juice is crazy 💀
Wowie😊