dont take this as a joke, dont say “theyve never actually felt like this lmao theyre just using these lyrics for attention”. with the amount of hate theyve been getting (especially chan) it scares me. i dont want to wake up and have to read that any of them are gone. chan saw the death threats. chan saw everyone telling him to kill himself. im scared that one day ill wake up and see he reached his breaking point. just the THOUGHT of that. and the way that its so possible right now with all the hate theyve been getting. for just breathing. i hope that anyone who sent threats to any members , of ANY group , feel guilty and cant sleep at night knowing theyve done that. it doesnt matter for little or big the comment was, you never know when someones at their breaking point, it takes one bad comment for them to leave. and after that theres no coming back.
I share your opinion. The amount of hate they get and the death treads, that’s really going way too far! I truly hope, that the members don’t take these comments seriously... 😢
exactly and the fact that even when they say how they feel, theyre still told such horrible things. people say "never again" when they talk about other idols who committed suicide, but these people don't acknowledge that they need to start helping the idols who are alive and suffering
These lyrics touch my heart. They are on another level. I like how they write music like this because you think that idols are like robots when they are humans
This song proves that they must understand the feeling, suicidal people feel. Like damn, hearing an idol scream suicide and saying if it's better to die.
Yeah, the first time I heard this and every time I hear this I cry. It's the first song I've ever come across that just... Has all the ways I feel in it. Now there's Zombie, too. (Day6)
this is like chan's room ep. 42, when a "stay" told him to ____ himself. i feel really bad for him. he's the best. the best producer, leader, and everything. i love him so much :(
I first heard this song when I was in seventh grade. I was 13. I was in my health class. I was listening to music while I worked. I was playing a random playlist I found on RUclips. I had been self harming for almost three years. I cried for the next hour. I haven’t hurt myself since.
It's 2020, covid giving us hell, but also an escape from society. In this year i met 3racha and stray kids, i have to admit it, they came into my life just at the right time, and this song has so much to say about life that it goes perfectly with 2020, it's not just the suicide part, but all of the lyrics, i just love how they express themselves and their way of seeing the future, and the fact that this is 2017's 3racha, just makes me feel so proud. Thank you for doing this version :).
TW listening to this after 2021 being the absolute lowest for me, i just have to say, this wouldv'e been a mood, but now, while it's amazing flow and lyrics, it's also so painful to hear Chan, Han and Changbinnie feeling so low too. I hope they know how much we love them and how much we value them. I also hope they get to the point where they don't see their life so worthless.
for anyone that needs eng translation: I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life Is it better if I die? Until I sleep my whole life Finding meaning in the emptiness [Chorus: CB97] I’ve been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey) Is it better if I die? (Suicide) Until I sleep my whole life (until) Finding meaning in the emptiness (finding) (What you do?) (What we do?) [Verse 1: SPEARB] 1999 The day I was born I've been holding a pen since I was a stone I learned the meaning 3 years ago I'm doing hip-hop I wrote the lyrics down I found out after 3 years I'm just in my life that hasn't passed Doing something worthless [Verse 2: SPEARB, J.One] I usually write down, then with sincerity Spitting Rap Even if you don’t decide on a topic Every moment becomes a subject Uh even if there is no reason for life I have a certainty (Ayy) I'll collect my lyrics later and prove the reason like nagging [Pre-Chorus: CB97] I’ve been thinking'bout my life Is it better if I die? Until I sleep my whole life Finding meaning in the emptiness [Chorus: CB97] I've been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey) Is it better if I die? (Suicide) Until I sleep my whole life (until) Finding meaning in the emptiness (finding) (What you do?) (What we do?) [Verse 3: CB97] Why do we live? What’s the purpose? Is it 42? Stop speaking nonsense Life's time flowing like water In the blink of an eye I'm already dead Yah I hate that I hate to regret before I die I hate you in my pocket I don't want to get rid of my dreams for only paying (Ah yeah) [Verse 4: CB97] God gave us an option Which way to choose, oh whoa I found out since I was born Don't step on the brake Just step on the first letter and live like anyone [Pre-Chorus: CB97] I’ve been thinking'bout my life Is it better if I die? Until I sleep my whole life Finding meaning in the emptiness [Chorus: CB97] I’ve been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey) Is it better if I die? (Suicide) Until I sleep my whole life (until) Finding meaning in the emptiness (finding) (What you do?) (What we do?) [Verse 5: J.One] You have to be rational and rational You can’t be a loser From when money will soon become the target It's all about life The only goal in this world where I lived Swung by the yellow great man I hate to see me staggering Let’s talk about it, uh [Verse 6: J.One] How about you? What did you live for? (Money, money, money, money) So what's your dream? Did you find a job? (What is what is what is what) (I don't know) There is no answer in meaninglessness My ignorant world is wide Seducing me in the mirror Don't be fooled by all the false testimonies (Please pray together) [Chorus: CB97] I've been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey) (Thinking'bout a life) Is it better if I die? (Suicide) (Better if I die) Until I sleep my whole life (I wanna go to sleep) Finding meaning in the emptiness (What does life mean?) [Outro: CB97] I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life I've been thinking'bout my life
this song hits rlly deep and the fact that it helped me through a phase i was going through just makes it more special and hits harder everytime i hear it. i found this song before even finding out about skz btw 🙌
At the end of a day I can't sleep when sleeping is all I've done till now I roam around the world and see everyone sleeping or pretending to sleep Am I like them or am I the one to bring the change Everyday I hear money is not everything but in the end of the day, I spend too But what else can I do? To make the world different, I must do the same as people do. Irony at its finest The world is like a living hell and I'm trying to find heaven. Maybe I would, maybe it's worth it. And at the end of the day it's my job to bring the change I wanted. It's my time to not sleep whole day and do something so that I can close my eyes peacefully at night. I wrote this
the fact that i can relate so much to the lyrics but so many people just choose to ignore the message and make fun of this song just because they don’t understand what its like :/
Chans part actually I'm crying bc the lyrics are really meaningful to me as a person who deals with crap like this.. thank you for putting time into this "God gave us an option~ *mOaN* " Me: :,)
When I first came to listen to this song I thought it will have like a behing the lyrics meaning but when I listened to the lyrics and it literally said “ is it better if I d!e” and “$uicide” my heart dropped
Pov: You’ve just met 3racha while they are all suffering from suicidal thoughts. You try to come near them and hug them and tell em why you need them to stay but they try to go away from you leaving you alone also suffering from suicidal thoughts I love this and i wanna cry to it before school starts but last time i did that with We are bulletproof: the eternal they didn’t notice at first but then they wouldn’t leave me alone. People don’t seem to think that i have feelings until i cry in front of em and often a day after that they forget bout my feelings again
@@nope69736 and right now we are dealing with the media ban and the whole thing with hyunjin please i love these boys so much they shouldn't have to deal with all that they have to deal with.
@@SwAngel._.19 same, even though all of that bullying bs isnt true hes stil on hiatus because of his mental health. and im glad hes taking a break if he needs one but at the same time its hurts because it makes us worry that hes leaving
There are some people like Stray Kids right now that fight to make a better world ! Lots of us hate this world and you got the choice: end it all or fight to create something better
I hate how I relate to this so much. Also Cloud 9, could you do that one, have you already? Also, a joke because thats how I cope: My "friends": What are you listening to? Me with my headphones too loud so I cant hear them: *singing/yelling* SUICIDE (I put quotations because I dont know if they think of me as a friend or just that quiet person who hangs around them)
I mean i can't even say someone to shut up By thinking it will make them sad And here ppl are literally telling others to die like its nothing I am really worries about him I hope things doesn't take a worse turn like jhonghyu,goo hara, sulli I am so scared and angry There is a reason why our parents taugh us to behave or to not say bad things to others Just imagine you said a person to kill himself and the other day you found him dead ...mm just think I wish this thing still haunt them at night and i wish they would never be happy in their lives I am not someone who says these thing but i am someone who can do anything to protect my close ones or one whome i love Still i wont say haters to die i will just hope they would relasie someday what they did to a person mostly these haters are not even a human at this point
Guys go listen to too young by Post Malone omg i was just listening to it and the instrumental is the same as 42 by 3racha I was like whattt omg i didn’t know they used it as a sample
Who else is scared to die and see black, feel nothing, not be born again - for eternity? I mean I'm just 14 but when I'm thinking about death I just feel that fear of losing everything that I have, love and hate.. I'm just scared to die and I mostly start to tear up and my heart is just going crazy when I'm thinking about all this, I don't know with whom I can talk about this...
I completely understand your feelings i'm at the same age as you and i'm feeling the same way, i don't want to end my life someday because i'm afraid of what will happen after that,but sometimes i really wish that i wasn't living this life, but the thing that really makes me wanna die is that the people around me keep saying that i'm just too spoiled and i'm still a child to say those things but they don't feel what i feel and they didn't ever knew how bad was my life, they're just looking at me as a spoiled kid who doesn't take care of her grades in school and just spending time in the phone or sleeping, but i should just keep living maybe it could be better in the future. I just want to tell you if you don't have someone to talk i'm here and i will listen to you all the time, and i love you.
hi! i am kindly asking you when i say this but could you delete this video? this song was already deleted off of 3rachas discography for a reason & i dont think it should be uploaded onto other platforms. i understand that this is to give comfort to stays but so many people are attacking skz and turning this song into a joke which is really awful
@@skzz959 you do know 42 gets used against chan in fan wars all the time? that's why people are requesting for it to be taken down bc it's not fair on him. 3racha has also taken it down so it no longer needs to be shared around.
I've never heard an idol yell SUICIDE like that-
And that is what makes Stray Kids so special ! We are so lucky to live in the same timeline as them and experience their music !
dont take this as a joke, dont say “theyve never actually felt like this lmao theyre just using these lyrics for attention”. with the amount of hate theyve been getting (especially chan) it scares me. i dont want to wake up and have to read that any of them are gone. chan saw the death threats. chan saw everyone telling him to kill himself. im scared that one day ill wake up and see he reached his breaking point. just the THOUGHT of that. and the way that its so possible right now with all the hate theyve been getting. for just breathing. i hope that anyone who sent threats to any members , of ANY group , feel guilty and cant sleep at night knowing theyve done that. it doesnt matter for little or big the comment was, you never know when someones at their breaking point, it takes one bad comment for them to leave. and after that theres no coming back.
I share your opinion. The amount of hate they get and the death treads, that’s really going way too far! I truly hope, that the members don’t take these comments seriously... 😢
I thought I was the only one. I’m actually scared of that
exactly and the fact that even when they say how they feel, theyre still told such horrible things. people say "never again" when they talk about other idols who committed suicide, but these people don't acknowledge that they need to start helping the idols who are alive and suffering
These lyrics touch my heart. They are on another level. I like how they write music like this because you think that idols are like robots when they are humans
HI JAKE- I mean same:(
This song proves that they must understand the feeling, suicidal people feel. Like damn, hearing an idol scream suicide and saying if it's better to die.
Yeah, the first time I heard this and every time I hear this I cry. It's the first song I've ever come across that just... Has all the ways I feel in it. Now there's Zombie, too. (Day6)
I keep coming back to listen to this at 2 am. I love this sooo much!
Me right now 2:48AM 🙌
@@KarenUssene 2:58AM 🙌🏻
@@doyluver5899 2:29AM🙌
4:17
I close my eyes and I can feel Chan singing his part in my ear.
And I'm crying so hard
Felt that... I just wanna turn and see Chan and give him a hug... he needs more hugs
1:40 got my heart
this is like chan's room ep. 42, when a "stay" told him to ____ himself. i feel really bad for him. he's the best. the best producer, leader, and everything. i love him so much :(
I first heard this song when I was in seventh grade. I was 13. I was in my health class. I was listening to music while I worked. I was playing a random playlist I found on RUclips. I had been self harming for almost three years. I cried for the next hour. I haven’t hurt myself since.
THIS NEEDS MORE VIEWS
such an underrated video
I love Bang Christopher Chan !! 😭🖤🖤
It's 2020, covid giving us hell, but also an escape from society. In this year i met 3racha and stray kids, i have to admit it, they came into my life just at the right time, and this song has so much to say about life that it goes perfectly with 2020, it's not just the suicide part, but all of the lyrics, i just love how they express themselves and their way of seeing the future, and the fact that this is 2017's 3racha, just makes me feel so proud. Thank you for doing this version :).
This song is very meaningful and it shows how idols feel they are real humans that have feelings and emotions
It felt like they were singing right into my ear and when its Chan thats very comforting
TW
listening to this after 2021 being the absolute lowest for me, i just have to say, this wouldv'e been a mood, but now, while it's amazing flow and lyrics, it's also so painful to hear Chan, Han and Changbinnie feeling so low too. I hope they know how much we love them and how much we value them. I also hope they get to the point where they don't see their life so worthless.
for anyone that needs eng translation:
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die?
Until I sleep my whole life
Finding meaning in the emptiness
[Chorus: CB97]
I’ve been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey)
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
Until I sleep my whole life (until)
Finding meaning in the emptiness (finding)
(What you do?)
(What we do?)
[Verse 1: SPEARB]
1999 The day I was born
I've been holding a pen since I was a stone
I learned the meaning 3 years ago
I'm doing hip-hop
I wrote the lyrics down
I found out after 3 years
I'm just in my life that hasn't passed
Doing something worthless
[Verse 2: SPEARB, J.One]
I usually write down, then with sincerity
Spitting Rap
Even if you don’t decide on a topic
Every moment becomes a subject
Uh even if there is no reason for life
I have a certainty (Ayy)
I'll collect my lyrics later and prove the reason like nagging
[Pre-Chorus: CB97]
I’ve been thinking'bout my life
Is it better if I die?
Until I sleep my whole life
Finding meaning in the emptiness
[Chorus: CB97]
I've been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey)
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
Until I sleep my whole life (until)
Finding meaning in the emptiness (finding)
(What you do?)
(What we do?)
[Verse 3: CB97]
Why do we live? What’s the purpose?
Is it 42? Stop speaking nonsense
Life's time flowing like water
In the blink of an eye I'm already dead
Yah I hate that
I hate to regret before I die
I hate you in my pocket
I don't want to get rid of my dreams for only paying
(Ah yeah)
[Verse 4: CB97]
God gave us an option
Which way to choose, oh whoa
I found out since I was born
Don't step on the brake
Just step on the first letter and live like anyone
[Pre-Chorus: CB97]
I’ve been thinking'bout my life
Is it better if I die?
Until I sleep my whole life
Finding meaning in the emptiness
[Chorus: CB97]
I’ve been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey)
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
Until I sleep my whole life (until)
Finding meaning in the emptiness (finding)
(What you do?)
(What we do?)
[Verse 5: J.One]
You have to be rational and rational
You can’t be a loser
From when money will soon become the target
It's all about life
The only goal in this world where I lived
Swung by the yellow great man
I hate to see me staggering
Let’s talk about it, uh
[Verse 6: J.One]
How about you? What did you live for?
(Money, money, money, money)
So what's your dream? Did you find a job?
(What is what is what is what)
(I don't know)
There is no answer in meaninglessness
My ignorant world is wide
Seducing me in the mirror
Don't be fooled by all the false testimonies
(Please pray together)
[Chorus: CB97]
I've been thinking'bout my life (Hey, hey)
(Thinking'bout a life)
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
(Better if I die)
Until I sleep my whole life
(I wanna go to sleep)
Finding meaning in the emptiness
(What does life mean?)
[Outro: CB97]
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
I've been thinking'bout my life
IT REALLY FEELS LIKE THEY‘RE WALKING FROM EAR TO EAR BEHIND MY BACK-
JDBSKS OMG IT DOES-
*I listen to this over and over at exactly 3 am..ya know..just to have a silent breakdown :>*
The dislike is from god, he think isn't better if they die
this song hits rlly deep and the fact that it helped me through a phase i was going through just makes it more special and hits harder everytime i hear it. i found this song before even finding out about skz btw 🙌
I wanna cry when I listen to this song and think about the things skz go through and all the hate, especially chan. I hope they're okay 🥺
At the end of a day
I can't sleep when sleeping is all I've done till now
I roam around the world and see everyone sleeping or pretending to sleep
Am I like them or am I the one to bring the change
Everyday I hear money is not everything but in the end of the day, I spend too
But what else can I do?
To make the world different, I must do the same as people do.
Irony at its finest
The world is like a living hell and I'm trying to find heaven.
Maybe I would, maybe it's worth it.
And at the end of the day it's my job to bring the change I wanted. It's my time to not sleep whole day and do something so that I can close my eyes peacefully at night.
I wrote this
This is inspired by 42
These are really nice lyrics. Good job.
THIS IS LIT
God bless you, sis
Tbh, I can relate this lyrics so hard
the fact that i can relate so much to the lyrics but so many people just choose to ignore the message and make fun of this song just because they don’t understand what its like :/
Chans part actually I'm crying bc the lyrics are really meaningful to me as a person who deals with crap like this.. thank you for putting time into this
"God gave us an option~ *mOaN* "
Me: :,)
When I first came to listen to this song I thought it will have like a behing the lyrics meaning but when I listened to the lyrics and it literally said “ is it better if I d!e” and “$uicide” my heart dropped
No one:
Me: *yelling* WHY DO WE LIVE, WHATS THE PURPOSE? IS IT 42?STOP SPEAKING NONSENSE
is it possible to cry in 8d? because definitely I am
You are a legend for making this
Oh damn thats gucking awesome i'm dead😍😍
This is perfect when your having a mental break down because you realize you have something due in 2 hours and you haven't even started.
Pov: You’ve just met 3racha while they are all suffering from suicidal thoughts. You try to come near them and hug them and tell em why you need them to stay but they try to go away from you leaving you alone also suffering from suicidal thoughts
I love this and i wanna cry to it before school starts but last time i did that with We are bulletproof: the eternal they didn’t notice at first but then they wouldn’t leave me alone. People don’t seem to think that i have feelings until i cry in front of em and often a day after that they forget bout my feelings again
my gosh, the loud breathing scares me
I just discovered this song
I can't stop my tears
loved this and I never knew I needed this till today 💖
Thanks for making this 😭💓😭💓😭💓😭💓
This hits different when you watch Chans room ep 42
WHOA
coming here after hearing that woojin left just breaks my heart even more💔
Woojin.... 💔
And now whats going on with Woojin now... And the hate Chan STILL gets... These beautiful people, Stray Kids, just don't get a break...
@@nope69736 and right now we are dealing with the media ban and the whole thing with hyunjin please i love these boys so much they shouldn't have to deal with all that they have to deal with.
@@jay.3031 I miss hyunjin so much,tears stream down my face every time I see something about him.
@@SwAngel._.19 same, even though all of that bullying bs isnt true hes stil on hiatus because of his mental health. and im glad hes taking a break if he needs one but at the same time its hurts because it makes us worry that hes leaving
I am at my lowest, someone save me. i have failed everything in this life
this song hit hard as hell
Omg it's so cool, could you also do I See by J.One? Pleasee I need this to live
thank u for beautiful comment and request~ i'll do it ^o^
@@YonaMLBB aaaa thank you!!
@@jagodarolbiecka2546 i hope u enjoy~ ruclips.net/video/3pJiKwew1Wg/видео.html
я и так без ума от этой песни, так ещё и с таким эффектом,,,,
oh, wait, why is this pursuing me to end my life? hshshshshsh, someone help me with the sadness i feel right now.
Lemme give u online hug 💞😔
There are some people like Stray Kids right now that fight to make a better world ! Lots of us hate this world and you got the choice: end it all or fight to create something better
I’m sending you a virtual hug
5 years later but I am still here
i'm- that's amazing
0:06 imma just put this here for me and anyone else that needs it
This good ❤️
Esta canción es una obra de arte, simp de 3racha ♡
wow i love it
this is a religious experience
Bang Chan is really feeling this song... I'm not a stray kids stan so i don't know how he's doing now but I hope he is in a better mind place now
i love this.
This version is even more frustrating lol
I hate how I relate to this so much. Also Cloud 9, could you do that one, have you already? Also, a joke because thats how I cope:
My "friends": What are you listening to?
Me with my headphones too loud so I cant hear them: *singing/yelling* SUICIDE
(I put quotations because I dont know if they think of me as a friend or just that quiet person who hangs around them)
does anyone know why this masterpiece has been deleted??? btw love the video
Because so many people were making fun of the lyrics that it had to be taken down
@@multi__simp2391 MAKING FUN???? jesus this is one of the most deeps lyrics i've ever seen why would they--
@@ayuyumimi yeah I wish I was kidding. It hurt so god damn much when I saw it...
@@multi__simp2391 ooh also, i saw somewhere that it was deleted because it talks about suicide and stuff like that...
@@ayuyumimi yeah that’s why people were making fun of it...
OMGGGG, diosss que genial.💟
I relate to this lyrics
here in comment section we can see people that are actually supporting skz because of their music and that's what we are supposed to do.
could you make 8d audio of the mixtape's???? i would love
i cry
I mean i can't even say someone to shut up
By thinking it will make them sad
And here ppl are literally telling others to die like its nothing
I am really worries about him
I hope things doesn't take a worse turn like jhonghyu,goo hara, sulli
I am so scared and angry
There is a reason why our parents taugh us to behave or to not say bad things to others
Just imagine you said a person to kill himself and the other day you found him dead ...mm just think
I wish this thing still haunt them at night and i wish they would never be happy in their lives
I am not someone who says these thing but i am someone who can do anything to protect my close ones or one whome i love
Still i wont say haters to die i will just hope they would relasie someday what they did to a person mostly these haters are not even a human at this point
Guys go listen to too young by Post Malone omg i was just listening to it and the instrumental is the same as 42 by 3racha I was like whattt omg i didn’t know they used it as a sample
And if someone can make a mash up they HAVE TO use both the songs!!!
I realate to this-
Woahhhh
Who else is scared to die and see black, feel nothing, not be born again - for eternity? I mean I'm just 14 but when I'm thinking about death I just feel that fear of losing everything that I have, love and hate.. I'm just scared to die and I mostly start to tear up and my heart is just going crazy when I'm thinking about all this, I don't know with whom I can talk about this...
I completely understand your feelings i'm at the same age as you and i'm feeling the same way, i don't want to end my life someday because i'm afraid of what will happen after that,but sometimes i really wish that i wasn't living this life, but the thing that really makes me wanna die is that the people around me keep saying that i'm just too spoiled and i'm still a child to say those things but they don't feel what i feel and they didn't ever knew how bad was my life, they're just looking at me as a spoiled kid who doesn't take care of her grades in school and just spending time in the phone or sleeping, but i should just keep living maybe it could be better in the future.
I just want to tell you if you don't have someone to talk i'm here and i will listen to you all the time, and i love you.
Пожалуйста обьясните почему тут стоит треугольник?это же так фанаты поставили?а не сами 3рача,это же не их знак?
the three dislikes r from Chan, Changbin and Jisung cuz they regret this song
I love that there´s only one person that didn´t like the song
LoL
rest
hi! i am kindly asking you when i say this but could you delete this video? this song was already deleted off of 3rachas discography for a reason & i dont think it should be uploaded onto other platforms. i understand that this is to give comfort to stays but so many people are attacking skz and turning this song into a joke which is really awful
Hyunjin rn:
@@cashohpayeah they meant something bad like suicide
@@cashohpayeah i think about the hiatus?
hi, could you please at least private this? it was deleted for a reason so it needs to be taken down. thank you :)
You can do I See?
im back here because again, i, too am thinking bout my life
i started to panic at first cause i thought my headphones weren't connected and i was like "shit i hope my parents cant hear it"
🙂feels like wanna slap them so hard whoever wrote the lyrics and send them all to namjoon
what do you mean
hey please delete this video, we don't want this song going around anymore. 3racha took it down themselves for a reason
please delete , if u want to know why then u can ask for my email but i'm not explaining it here publicly
you need to delete this.
Why?
Nvm ik why now
No cry abt it she won’t delete it
@@skzz959 people are making fun of chan and his suicidal thoughts because of this video and her. fuck her and you.
@@skzz959 you do know 42 gets used against chan in fan wars all the time? that's why people are requesting for it to be taken down bc it's not fair on him. 3racha has also taken it down so it no longer needs to be shared around.
please delete