It's 5 A.M. and I haven't slept [lofi beats]

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  • Опубликовано: 30 июн 2024
  • A lofi mix for new beginnings....
    Part 1 "That 2 A.M. Fresh Air" here: • That 2 A.M. Fresh Air
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    Tracks:
    00:00 1. Jordy Chandra - Will U Stay with me
    03:16 2. Aqualina - dawn
    06:02 3. arvnd - someone text me, i'm bored
    08:25 4. surf blue - under the waves
    10:21 5. arvnd - you'll find a purpose someday
    13:02 6. baechulgi - limitations
    14:32 7. Barradeen - My Way
    16:26 8. BVG - wanna go get a crêpe
    18:23 9. electricsheep42 - Hour Glass
    20:30 10. Ghostrifter Official - Midnight Stroll
    23:38 11. Ian James - saturday night rain
    25:19 12. isko - M3 GTR
    27:42 13. MujjO - those winter nights
    29:39 14. Ruko - Broken
    31:29 15. S T A T I C - Moving Day
    33:39 16. Sunlight-91 - sorry if it's winter
    36:40 17. surf blue - islander
    39:22 18. zrr - Air & Space
    🔁Repeat
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    Artwork by the incredible Wren : @sleeprealms
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    #morning #lofi #chillhop #jazzhop #chill #chillout #chillmusic #studymusic #studybeats #lovemusic #gamingmusic #relaxingradio #homeworkmusic #homework #homework #motivation #revision
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  • @blulikefriendlyhit1213
    @blulikefriendlyhit1213 4 года назад +6182

    "Too early to get up. Too late to sleep"

    • @ACommon.Mistake
      @ACommon.Mistake 3 года назад +194

      Bruv it hits when you wake up in the middle of night refreshed like it was day you look out your window like 😰👁️👄👁️😿

    • @abandonedacc420
      @abandonedacc420 3 года назад +77

      @@ACommon.Mistake IKR? and then 11am comes around and then its just- eugh

    • @undeadhollow8199
      @undeadhollow8199 3 года назад +63

      What 3:50 in the morning be like.

    • @viviennereyes4646
      @viviennereyes4646 3 года назад +5

      This is true

    • @AlexAnIdiot_
      @AlexAnIdiot_ 3 года назад +3

      I'm watching this at 12:12 am

  • @chaseservedio7673
    @chaseservedio7673 3 года назад +2642

    It's actually 5 A.M. and... I haven't slept......

  • @shawtywhatthe6052
    @shawtywhatthe6052 3 года назад +500

    Funny how internet strangers care more about you more than the people you've known your whole life

    • @ratsonthetable
      @ratsonthetable 3 года назад +14

      It's sad but true, my friend.

    • @animeanime7340
      @animeanime7340 3 года назад +6

      Sad reality

    • @KerriB
      @KerriB 3 года назад +14

      Virtual hugs to everyone who needs them ❤️

    • @willshaper8066
      @willshaper8066 2 года назад +15

      I think it is also because you see how cheap it really can be to make someone's day you can just say that you send virtual hugs and various things and they cost you nothing but can make someone else feels so good so people do it because it feels good and is so easy

    • @aayushranjan415
      @aayushranjan415 2 года назад

      Ay man I get what you're saying

  • @smokesphere
    @smokesphere 3 года назад +155

    God I miss when I used to enjoy waking up. I miss when I was younger and the world was a little less fucked up. I miss when the worst thing I had to deal with was a math class and a school bully. Those days are far behind me and I'm realizing how much I took them for granted.

    • @selina1675
      @selina1675 2 года назад +3

      I truly Hope Things have gotten better in the last two months for you and if not i hope they will. Life sucks even if i really shouldnt complain as my only problem right now is that i feel stuck and judged all the time. I wish you the best

    • @nusratjarin8237
      @nusratjarin8237 2 года назад +2

      Hey Selina hope u doing okay. If not than just remember all the people who judge you really doesn't matter. Your real ones will always love you without judging. & You are a kind soul, i hope you will find what you are looking for. God bless you.

    • @smokesphere
      @smokesphere 2 года назад +4

      @@selina1675 feeling stuck and judged are two of the worst feelings to have together. If you need to complain then do so because getting it off your chest is a lot better than letting it fester till it becomes a huge problem.

    • @user-bg7xp8of4p
      @user-bg7xp8of4p 2 года назад +2

      The world is always shitty just stop going on the internet as much and don’t watch the news or follow politics, the world always seems less shitty when you don’t know about the shit

    • @annas7934
      @annas7934 Год назад

      Honestly same I took them for granted as well and now look.

  • @Calcarius
    @Calcarius 3 года назад +2084

    New Achievement Unlocked: The Scroller

    • @anvakathazit1102
      @anvakathazit1102 3 года назад +1

      Lmao

    • @rafizahafif9885
      @rafizahafif9885 3 года назад +7

      is for me?

    • @LigmaBallz2137
      @LigmaBallz2137 3 года назад +2

      Omg yesss. I am just laughing from 'DePrEsSeD' kids xD

    • @violetpuddins
      @violetpuddins 3 года назад +2

      Nope, I’ve earned that achievement a loooooong time ago.

    • @artboy8862
      @artboy8862 3 года назад +1

      *sigh* It's too early to argue with this comment

  • @rory6231
    @rory6231 3 года назад +1465

    just noticed they're watching "that 2 A.M. fresh air"

    • @nike1842
      @nike1842 3 года назад +6

      cool

    • @juicetea6475
      @juicetea6475 3 года назад +2

      Amateur

    • @ankitamagar8787
      @ankitamagar8787 3 года назад +8

      It is 2:37am now and I can't sleep I don't know why

    • @Sliticaly
      @Sliticaly 3 года назад +1

      Oh my god really?

    • @b.d7058
      @b.d7058 3 года назад +7

      hes watching his dog gf more like

  • @koffeekeaton
    @koffeekeaton 3 года назад +220

    Too Early To Get Up, Too Late To Sleep.
    Too Early To Regret, To Late To Take It Back.
    Too Early To Get There, To Late To Say Sorry.
    Too Early To Live, To Late To Die.

    • @animeanime7340
      @animeanime7340 3 года назад

      I can feel you 😓

    • @astra3202
      @astra3202 3 года назад +1

      Too*

    • @mckayleem3098
      @mckayleem3098 3 года назад +5

      *too early to die too late to live for me

    • @Moon89022
      @Moon89022 2 года назад +2

      I can feel myself fade away

    • @user-bg7xp8of4p
      @user-bg7xp8of4p 2 года назад +7

      To late to pee to early to hold it in😔⛓🔪

  • @queenyellow6714
    @queenyellow6714 3 года назад +93

    I stay awake so late because I don’t want tomorrow to come. I’m at peace and alone at night I don’t wanna give that up

    • @thebearybest8301
      @thebearybest8301 3 года назад +7

      i feel this. its like maybe if i dont sleep, itll stay 1am forever and i wont have any responsibilities or tasks

    • @apet6752
      @apet6752 2 года назад +2

      Every night i stay up till it's 8am.. I think i don't ever feel like i want to put this day to an end and start another day. Like i wasn't able to begin another day. Yet still every time i eventually fall asleep and have to start the next day anyway, albeit later in the day. I guess this way there's less day for me to endure. And more night to enjoy my own time..

    • @pulvenberg1709
      @pulvenberg1709 Год назад

      Exactly. I could procrastinate my life away if I was given the opportunity.

    • @Luka-ty4qr
      @Luka-ty4qr 3 месяца назад

      This, this is why I'm up late at night

  • @somethingroyal6610
    @somethingroyal6610 4 года назад +3722

    That upper arm strength is a feat itself, and they haven't slept yet.

    • @syloui
      @syloui 4 года назад +39

      they arm is asleep though

    • @cool_beans8489
      @cool_beans8489 4 года назад +14

      The power, its unreal

    • @kiraqueenbiteszadusto1576
      @kiraqueenbiteszadusto1576 4 года назад +27

      Must be the work of an enemy stand user

    • @linusbirgersson
      @linusbirgersson 4 года назад +10

      I train my right arm every night, I bet that bear does the same

    • @madi1430
      @madi1430 4 года назад +6

      Mr. Tree I misread bear 🐻 as beer 🍺 . Whoops 😅

  • @mrmrmrmrmrmrmrmrmrmr4603
    @mrmrmrmrmrmrmrmrmrmr4603 3 года назад +1052

    Insomnia gang who’s in, meetings are at 3:00 AM every Saturday

  • @chillsadmusic1029
    @chillsadmusic1029 3 года назад +54

    if you cry, that doesn’t make you weak, that makes you a strong person who has been holding in all their pain and needed to let it all out”

    • @xxlunawolfqueenxx8314
      @xxlunawolfqueenxx8314 3 года назад +6

      I have depression and mum knows about it and she says crying is saying your not weak it's to make you stronger

  • @mariepavlickova3251
    @mariepavlickova3251 3 года назад +104

    I really want to sleep but I love night aesthetic.

    • @user-bg7xp8of4p
      @user-bg7xp8of4p 2 года назад +3

      So you value “aesthetics” over health?

    • @sleepyguy8123
      @sleepyguy8123 2 года назад +2

      @@user-bg7xp8of4p thats also me 🦑

    • @theberrylil
      @theberrylil 2 года назад +3

      @@user-bg7xp8of4p yes I dont really care about my health very often

  • @GellyTM
    @GellyTM 4 года назад +7220

    Nights are very interesting... I feel so alive all alone but then... very empty.

    • @ilyafernanfez3161
      @ilyafernanfez3161 3 года назад +161

      I can’t help but relate to this comment

    • @a13yellowsnow
      @a13yellowsnow 3 года назад +40

      @@ilyafernanfez3161 same (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

    • @jesse5206
      @jesse5206 3 года назад +29

      (_ _).。o○

    • @morningboy_
      @morningboy_ 3 года назад +16

      ❤️ I’m here for you

    • @GellyTM
      @GellyTM 3 года назад +8

      Sam’s Wife thank you

  • @xel1257
    @xel1257 3 года назад +3106

    god i just want to cry into someone's arms without feeling like a burden.

    • @TheKurisa
      @TheKurisa 3 года назад +76

      You are never a burden in anyway. If anything cry, and get it out, but know you are never really truly alone

    • @RajinCajun317
      @RajinCajun317 3 года назад +50

      Needing to cry doesn't make you a burden. Let it out so you can make room for different feelings. Like peace or joy 💚

    • @goongoon5103
      @goongoon5103 3 года назад +34

      mine are wide open buddy :)

    • @lilrabbit7702
      @lilrabbit7702 3 года назад +16

      I feel the same way, my arms are always open if needed one, and if you have instagram my user is @jrt_user37 :)

    • @otisw4033
      @otisw4033 3 года назад +2

      Ayo baby girl I’ll hold you in my arms 🥰
      Don’t worry what’s your number? XO

  • @sad_doggo2504
    @sad_doggo2504 3 года назад +35

    I feel numb and exhausted, I have C-PTSD and I'm having a lot more flashbacks lately. I feel like I won't be able to sleep tonight but if I try I definitely don't want silence to fill my mind.

    • @ratsonthetable
      @ratsonthetable 3 года назад +3

      I wish you to have good sleep tonight, my friend. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

  • @AIMSoothsayer
    @AIMSoothsayer 10 месяцев назад +9

    2 years later still here at 3 am but I’m kinda happy rn. I think tomorrow is gonna be a really awesome day. I have friends again, I’m no longer in a toxic relationship, and I’ve managed to go back to school. Life’s crazy it’s still hard at times but I feel it’s gonna be okay. Hope everyone has a good day tomorrow, I’ll see you again in two years. I bet I’ll be even happier then I hope you are as well!

  • @4ng3l_c0rpes8
    @4ng3l_c0rpes8 3 года назад +844

    I saw a lot of sad comments so here:
    My life is slowly starting to get better. I'm going to go to the therapist soon to solve all my problems. My mom is not going angry as much as she was before. I'm stoping feeling insecure. My sleeping problems are still not fixed but I will slowly try to do something with them. Everyone wish me luck!

    • @4ng3l_c0rpes8
      @4ng3l_c0rpes8 3 года назад +4

      @@evanking709 Thank you, I wish u the same ❤

    • @kiziemizie
      @kiziemizie 3 года назад +11

      i have a feeling that u are going to make it! i really believe in you and good luck!!!

    • @twigkail2045
      @twigkail2045 3 года назад +8

      Wish you the best of luck! If things are looking up now, then gud for u! : 3

    • @winterfoxx6363
      @winterfoxx6363 3 года назад +4

      Best of luck!! 🙏

    • @flamingaish
      @flamingaish 3 года назад +3

      Good luck dear 🍀✨

  • @whynotanyting
    @whynotanyting 3 года назад +2994

    Nothing's worse than seeing the sun rise after staying up

    • @biblybims9868
      @biblybims9868 3 года назад +210

      Hearing the birds wake up chirping is the real deal🥴

    • @sammytime2996
      @sammytime2996 3 года назад +217

      I think you mean nothing is better. Taking in the new day. Doesn’t happen often. Being able to hear the birds. See the light pour into your life. Literally. The light of your day. Coming towards you like a hug. I think it’s nice.

    • @imadeyoureadthis1
      @imadeyoureadthis1 3 года назад +36

      @@biblybims9868 that resonates with me. Although to be fair, they usually start chirping around 1-2 hours before the sun comes up.

    • @makenzieroe95
      @makenzieroe95 3 года назад +76

      @@sammytime2996 I completely agree, but it also sucks because at night, like at 2-3 am mainly, is when the world is silent, when its so quiet it’s peaceful, and when the sunrises, people wake up, the worlds awake, there lots of noise, and its easy to miss the silence.

    • @doctortempest56
      @doctortempest56 3 года назад +25

      I find it quite relaxing actually

  • @hinuchan4823
    @hinuchan4823 3 года назад +26

    i wish i could really hug someone really tight and cry loud as i can

    • @ratsonthetable
      @ratsonthetable 3 года назад +2

      I hope you are one day able to do this, my friend.

    • @animeanime7340
      @animeanime7340 3 года назад +3

      And they said it's okay don't worry I am here for you😓

    • @KerriB
      @KerriB 3 года назад +2

      Sending a virtual hug 🤗 I hope things get better

    • @gianniespinoza446
      @gianniespinoza446 2 года назад

      🤗😢❤

  • @not3mily568
    @not3mily568 3 года назад +18

    The fact that this came on my recommended at 5am and i literally haven’t slept is CREEPY.

  • @deepinyamouf1
    @deepinyamouf1 3 года назад +2434

    I used to fear the dark. Now it brings me comfort.

    • @laimawolf6826
      @laimawolf6826 3 года назад +14

      I hope you are doing well my guy 💖 stay safe and take care,
      Merry Christmas

    • @annieke9684
      @annieke9684 3 года назад +63

      Theres a word for finding comfort in the dark!! Nictophila: An attraction to darkness or night; finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness. I thought that is pretty cool

    • @ilovebasil__
      @ilovebasil__ 3 года назад +10

      @@annieke9684thats really interesting! Didnt know there was a word for that , well , I guess you learn something new everyday 😂

    • @deepinyamouf1
      @deepinyamouf1 3 года назад +3

      The dark abides.

    • @denisesutton5743
      @denisesutton5743 3 года назад +3

      Yes.

  • @candiceb5570
    @candiceb5570 4 года назад +1011

    I don't think this comment will ever be found
    But it's 3:51 AM here, quarantine has messed up my sleep schedule big time, school for me is starting in 3 days, I have a speech to prepare for and here I am, just vibing this lofi music. I understand I'm behind on school work, but honestly for once my stress for the future finally faded away. The last few weeks have been really shitty but I've finally calmed myself down, so for once I'm going to take in the moment and relax
    P.S if you ever have this moment too, relax my friend, these moments don't last forever, so take it all in

    • @camronJL
      @camronJL 4 года назад +10

      Sooooo....how'd it gooooo?

    • @run1c756
      @run1c756 3 года назад +6

      hows school

    • @RuffHoundz
      @RuffHoundz 3 года назад +11

      hows your school been? i hope your speech went well,
      have a nice day, you are loved and you're valid!

    • @manasnair7606
      @manasnair7606 3 года назад +3

      All I wanna say is love the vibe of listening to this and scrolling thru the comments and for u my friend good luck u got this

    • @victorh.2997
      @victorh.2997 3 года назад +5

      Same tho its 2:50 am on a Saturday and i have a huge essay due monday. F**k school these comments are so relaxing

  • @innovation145
    @innovation145 3 года назад +37

    School has recently gotten very hard for me. Everything else is getting better, but school has been near making me panic. All I want is to go to this school geared towards other neurodivergent kids and my current school refuses to let me because I'm, "too smart for that school". I just want to be less stressed.

  • @Kazuyaa3
    @Kazuyaa3 3 года назад +44

    Just got home at 5am, wasted. Another night of stone cold rejection and the never ending loneliness. *sigh. it's okay though bro's, we will all get through this. We will feel like kings someday soon

    • @user-bg7xp8of4p
      @user-bg7xp8of4p 2 года назад

      Did you just.. sigh through text??

    • @cyprusthesergal7717
      @cyprusthesergal7717 2 года назад

      We may not be as kings, as we may just be happy. I guess I've learned not to shoot to high, then I don't get disappointed

  • @akshatasharma7249
    @akshatasharma7249 3 года назад +1910

    I really want a life when I go to bed just because I'm sleepy.
    Not to escape from the reality.

  • @Honey.tea.latte00
    @Honey.tea.latte00 4 года назад +2222

    The comment section of your videos always feels like an otherworldly safe space and I appreciate that a lot

    • @HomeworkRadio
      @HomeworkRadio  4 года назад +138

      Thanks for listening 🥰

    • @bowlocheerios
      @bowlocheerios 3 года назад +6

      geyy

    • @AmerikaKraut
      @AmerikaKraut 3 года назад +9

      well i hope you have good day

    • @augustjede7707
      @augustjede7707 3 года назад +14

      While I love this as well, I see how many hurt souls there are. We can mend what’s broken, in love. Let’s all just love

    • @AmerikaKraut
      @AmerikaKraut 3 года назад +6

      @@augustjede7707 𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓭𝓪𝔂

  • @i12koo
    @i12koo 3 года назад +7

    i wish i was one of those people who utilized the time they're awake, mind numbing studying or working out or something, anything useful instead of just staring at the ceiling or playing mobile games until my eyes hurt

  • @pizzazhi9363
    @pizzazhi9363 3 года назад +17

    You know what's the saddest beat ? A heart that doesn't wanna beat anymore

  • @koblarb
    @koblarb 3 года назад +981

    *Free hug over here*

  • @ramsesf.7956
    @ramsesf.7956 3 года назад +623

    I remember when I had depression. Now I don't feel anything at all, sometimes just want to stop living, but not like suicidal thoughts, just being tired of living.
    It's like want a hug and want to be alone at the same time. I know you know what I mean.

    • @silverb7020
      @silverb7020 3 года назад +37

      :) and the worst part is I KNOW I'm losing the things I enjoyed before and I feel bad even more bc of that

    • @ramsesf.7956
      @ramsesf.7956 3 года назад +14

      @@silverb7020 I understand it. It's really awful feel that way, but also it's difficult enjoy it again

    • @silverb7020
      @silverb7020 3 года назад +6

      @@ramsesf.7956 What should we really do.. I think I need help

    • @ramsesf.7956
      @ramsesf.7956 3 года назад +10

      @@silverb7020 If you need help don't hesitate to look for it. When I had depression I needed it to.
      Now I'm in the process of moving forward and finding goals for living

    • @silverb7020
      @silverb7020 3 года назад +13

      @@ramsesf.7956 but I can't, I don't wanna make my parents and my older sister worried.. even tho if I tell them I feel so empty and I want everything to end they will probably say it's normal and don't take me seriously. I hope you find it ASAP. Thank u for being here to talk to me while I felt so lonely ❤️ I love you and thank you for being in this scary world

  • @lesliemagallanes7061
    @lesliemagallanes7061 3 года назад +11

    My nightmares have been so bad recently. It’s 4 am right now and I’m terrified to sleep- I can’t. My eye bags are so dark, I’m so frustrated and overwhelmed

  • @kiwicloudz7007
    @kiwicloudz7007 3 года назад +22

    This is a really supportive comment section and I have felt this feeling of emptiness too. To all those that feel the need of self harm don’t do it. You deserve to live and I know things will get better! I love everyone here and stay safe!

  • @mellowchamallow9699
    @mellowchamallow9699 4 года назад +2437

    with this quarantine thing I messed up my sleep schedule big time, I mean it was already off but now... Now I sleep all day and wake up at night, so that I can truly be alone. It's crazy only hearing the voice in your head, and even music can't help. I put myself in this situation and I never understand why I like self-sabotaging so much 😅 I mean I don't cut don't puke but god I feel like I've ruined my life in so many ways
    Edit: Hope y'all are doing better, shower yourselves with the love you deserve.

    • @mellowchamallow9699
      @mellowchamallow9699 4 года назад +62

      @@nano_2252 Right? The worst part is that I cry all the time cuz of how lonely I am

    • @KhanhLe-cx9bb
      @KhanhLe-cx9bb 4 года назад +59

      @@mellowchamallow9699 Are you me? why do you sound so like me?? lol

    • @mellowchamallow9699
      @mellowchamallow9699 4 года назад +45

      @@KhanhLe-cx9bb lmao we a messed up generation:) have a good life~

    • @neonXfuzzion
      @neonXfuzzion 4 года назад +50

      @@mellowchamallow9699 My friends, its your decision to be messed up and its not fault of the gen. Clear your mind, see the things as what they are and take ur stuff to create the life u want. dont sleep on yaself. Its time to be the creator of your UUUUnivers!!

    • @mellowchamallow9699
      @mellowchamallow9699 4 года назад +16

      @@neonXfuzzion hahaha thanks, that made my day

  • @damienunderhill8575
    @damienunderhill8575 4 года назад +918

    Hey , 😊
    How are you? Not too good huh? 🙁
    Oh honey it's okay , its okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry. It's okay to scream , to cry , to shout. But it's not okay to give up - you've only lived a tiny fraction of your life and things will get better I promise. 💖
    You are an amazing , beautiful , handsome , talented person so please don't think your not. ☘️
    For now , take some deep breaths - in , and out. In , and out. In , and out. 🌬️
    Now I think it's time to go to sleep boo : it's late and your tired. Tomorrow will be a better day. 🥰
    Goodnight - I love you so much. 🌸
    Tysm for all the likes. I hope I've helped a lot of you amazing people. ❤️

    • @Irene-zb1zv
      @Irene-zb1zv 4 года назад +23

      Thank you. I really needed that.

    • @noxious6761
      @noxious6761 4 года назад +9

      Thanks I kinda needed it

    • @kenkaneki2795
      @kenkaneki2795 4 года назад +14

      I am on the verge of tearing. I appreciate it so much...❤

    • @damienunderhill8575
      @damienunderhill8575 4 года назад +4

      @@kenkaneki2795 No problem , you deserve to be happy boo :)

    • @joshgutierrez9854
      @joshgutierrez9854 4 года назад +4

      Thank you so much for that ❤️

  • @aykutsahin102
    @aykutsahin102 3 года назад +15

    It's actually 5am and I actually have slept.. just like a year ago I'd probably be still awake from taking and snorting drugs. 4 months sober now and started to workout and feeling good.
    Just gotta take the first step. Ask somebody to help you if you can't take it, even if it is a stranger.. everything will be alright if you just start to care for yourself instead of feeling sorry for yourself❤

    • @Amy321puppy
      @Amy321puppy 3 года назад

      IM SO PROUD OF YOU ❤️❤️

    • @ellenjensen1994
      @ellenjensen1994 3 года назад

      woowww so proud of you, congrats for your victories 💖

    • @KerriB
      @KerriB 3 года назад

      That's an amazing accomplishment! Keep it up 👍

    • @mekflower1850
      @mekflower1850 2 года назад

      Same with me I hope your doing alright and you got it man everyone latch on to something and live

  • @shan1392
    @shan1392 3 года назад +5

    Am I the only one who's not finding any of this sad but relaxing instead?

  • @flappinthejack1983
    @flappinthejack1983 4 года назад +753

    I feel like the youtube algorithm is trying to tell me something.

  • @nameiguess3675
    @nameiguess3675 3 года назад +572

    The fact that I can just leave this world and stop existing whenever I want is both scary and relieving

    • @patchesuwu453
      @patchesuwu453 3 года назад +43

      I think it’s better to stay and wait to see what happens. Even if it’s bad it’s better to know your alive to see it

    • @mort6578
      @mort6578 3 года назад +12

      @@patchesuwu453 people say that, but i cant see it

    • @ireneg.magana166
      @ireneg.magana166 3 года назад +11

      @@mort6578 hey, fellow stranger, I hope you are doing allright...

    • @niaR1992
      @niaR1992 3 года назад +19

      @@mort6578 of course there is pain. sometimes even so much that it "feels better" to just leave it behind all along. but most of the times, it IS worth to endure it. to get through it. because melancholy holds a lot of gentle strength, that is often be overlooked. embrace it is all i can say, it will get better some day and then you will be happy that you've made it all the way :) peace

    • @jackcooper7247
      @jackcooper7247 3 года назад +10

      Just came hear to do homework and wanted to teak a break and look at comments… I don't know how to feel about this.

  • @christophensauve5899
    @christophensauve5899 3 года назад +4

    It's like 6:36 am. This seems like the perfect place to be.

  • @fasinrose
    @fasinrose 3 года назад +28

    I am proud of you. For all the things you have ever done. Especially now, when this coronavirus is out there. I am proud of you, for managing to get out of bed and making yourself a breakfast even on your lowest days. For being kind, sweet, and gentle to others. I admire you, for putting all the hard work into the things, you want to achieve. For being the soft spot to someone. I am proud, that you are a strong person, but don’t ever be ashamed that you cry during the night. We all need to let things out sometimes. I’m proud that you can go through things with a beautiful smile on your face. That you can forgive others. That you are learning from your mistakes and view things from a different perspective. I know, that some things aren’t the best for you right now, but keep going and never ever give up. If you won’t try, you’ll never know, how far you can go. Start today and astonish yourself. With all the love, fasinrose.

  • @an1m3f9n4
    @an1m3f9n4 3 года назад +341

    As I write this, it’s 5 am, haven’t slept yet, I’ve got school in less than an hour and a half, this just makes me feel at ease for once. I hope everyone who sees this has a blessed day, good day everyone

    • @re43p3raod3
      @re43p3raod3 3 года назад +8

      this is me every night, i fail to sleep. sometimes i wonder how im even alive. hell the only way i can get to bed early is just a bunch of THC sometimes i even wonder what happened? i wake up every morning wondering what happend to the world or people around me. it used to be fun to wake up and now its just life if nothing is going up. i even have a weird routine i wake up if i sleep, cook what i think is dinner at times since its so dark in my house, get a drink, eat, hack, and end my day do the same thing. when im high i sit there drowning in what feels like a galaxy, like im stuck in this eternal void that cant be escaped. and other times i feel i accidentally took lsd even though i never have nor wanted to......maybe its just powerful? so powerful-to make me feel like im in space though? im sorry if this was a long paragraph of questions but.........at times this is what goes on in my head-just-drowning in my thoughts.

    • @pragatisrivastava6983
      @pragatisrivastava6983 3 года назад +1

      Good day to you too! Everything is going to be okay in the end and if it's not right now then that means it's not the end.

    • @Ender_-uu5th
      @Ender_-uu5th 3 года назад +3

      Wait a minute, you have school at 6:30am?! What kind of cruel school is that?

    • @re43p3raod3
      @re43p3raod3 3 года назад +3

      @@Ender_-uu5th once your in high school you’ll understand unless you are but if you go to college then you don’t sleep

    • @an1m3f9n4
      @an1m3f9n4 3 года назад +2

      @@Ender_-uu5th highschool. And it’s kinda far from my house so it’s a bit of a drive lmao

  • @ajastory
    @ajastory 3 года назад +529

    I feel like I haven’t had a moment to breathe in years. I wish I could put everything on pause and just exist in the world for while, stare at the sky without a care, walk the streets with no plans, not a single worry about tomorrow.

  • @wheatandwheatby-products4862
    @wheatandwheatby-products4862 3 года назад +10

    This title is very accurate to my current situation

  • @harveyshmarvey
    @harveyshmarvey 3 года назад +21

    " It’s time to go. You have to give up on them.. "
    " .. But I promised them I wouldn’t ever give up. "
    " I-.. "
    " I know it’s hard but you have to move on. They aren’t coming back. "
    " ..They promised. They’ll come back. Just.."
    " *Give me 3 more years.* "
    -SleepingBagDemon 36

  • @gurleenkaur7954
    @gurleenkaur7954 3 года назад +557

    Wish it would be night forever so that I don't have to deal with this world. Night helps me feel calm and happy, I wish I could bring that feeling in the day.

    • @sunless
      @sunless 3 года назад +5

      I feel exactly the same, hence my name

    • @mckayleem3098
      @mckayleem3098 3 года назад +5

      Yup... my mom thinks I cant sleep and sometimes I can't... but I also don't want to so I've kinda stopped trying. Everything the sun comes up i wish it away so i could just have a few more hours of sleep. Night always ends too soon. I wish we could make like a little nocturnal community. No daytime problems allowed.

    • @brog3143
      @brog3143 2 года назад +5

      Most of us feels the same i think
      It'll be a little cold but we can take it right?

    • @ghostclipping291
      @ghostclipping291 2 года назад

      who hurt you dude

    • @saltydinonuggies1841
      @saltydinonuggies1841 2 года назад +1

      @@ghostclipping291 probably a lot of people. Its clear theyre dealing with something heavy.

  • @dekuscrub4330
    @dekuscrub4330 4 года назад +1727

    "That 2AM Fresh Air" and "It's 5AM And I Haven't Slept" are two of your best uploads! Also a huge fan of Lofi for Ghosts/Ghosts2/Witches. Please keep up the good work :)

    • @mrblondeok7447
      @mrblondeok7447 4 года назад +24

      Could not agree more👍

    • @bigbeartanner
      @bigbeartanner 4 года назад +22

      I love the 2 am one so much. Especially with the backgrounds

    • @HomeworkRadio
      @HomeworkRadio  4 года назад +52

      Nice Apple core Nex! thanks for the kind words and supporting me 💜

    • @lukas_6924
      @lukas_6924 4 года назад +8

      Wow, those two are my favorites too!

    • @houseofpanasheexists7841
      @houseofpanasheexists7841 4 года назад +2

      I also agree

  • @kanatsuchiya9865
    @kanatsuchiya9865 3 года назад +8

    It’s 4:40 am and counting. Life has been rough growing up, with three older siblings and a single mother that was working all the time to make ends meet, so us kids had a roof over our heads. All living in smaller spaces than we should be, yet if I could change any part of it, i wouldn’t have. I hate the faults I’ve come to have, but love the person I’ve become. I hate the insecurities that being alone with my own thoughts bring about, but love that I can be all the security that anyone could ever ask for. At times I resent the past for the ways it’s shaped my mentality, but one learns from mistakes and experiences that may forever be a dent, a scar, a hole on or within the image of perfection, but the constant reminder of such things can only make you stronger. And while someone may not understand why you have all these dinks and scuff marks, you learn that there will be those who view them as character, in a way that makes you unique and unlike any other. And life has a funny way of making you feel like things are never enough, yet almost too much. The night brings me a sense of control and peace, and staring at my phone trying to find the words to explain how finding this video at a time I feel like I need it the most, is overwhelming in the way that I cannot explain other than content and realization, that I’m not alone in the feelings that I had, have, and will continue to have, as the sun sets, the sounds of echoing engines and tires on asphalt slowly fade away into crickets. And even then the sounds fade to nothing for a moment, before it’s time to start it all over again.
    You’re not alone, and no one ever really is. We all live out our own lives that may feel like have no meaning in the grand scheme of the billions of people that exist, yet here we are, existing. Living doesn’t start until you’ve come to realize your own purpose of being here. I hope we all find it sometime, hopefully sooner than later, and even if we don’t, maybe we can give someone else the reason for living.

  • @juliareichert5131
    @juliareichert5131 2 года назад +3

    Its cool how everyone here is just depressed but kind with each other, i love the lofi community sm 😔💖

  • @blue2o267
    @blue2o267 3 года назад +250

    It is currently 2:38 a.m here. I found this in my reccomend and I can't stop scrolling the comment section. This year has caused so much pain for so many people. It has forced us inside away from the people we love and care about. It trapped us inside our own heads thinking that is what was best. But it is not. I feel like I'm all alone. I realized that my friends are just people I go to school with. We don't hang out other than at school. The one true best friend I had left me for a boyfriend who broke her heart multiple times yet she still wont see reason. I miss her so much. Even if she left me, she was the only person I could tell everything too. I'm so lonely.
    Reading all of these comments has helped me see that its not just me going through hard times. Everyone has a hard time once in a while. You are all loved and appreciated for being here in this world. Everyone matters. The tears will dry into a magnificent rainbow if you believe. Have a nice day.

    • @toasterbath6997
      @toasterbath6997 3 года назад +1

      Exactly 3:01 am here :)

    • @threecheers5101
      @threecheers5101 3 года назад +2

      It’s 5:05am here, and I just want to remind you that you matter and you aren’t alone. You’re worth everything and deserve to see the beauty that the world holds, you deserve to experience the joys of life and hug those close to you, and I hope you find it in your heart to stick around and find out what tomorrow truly means

    • @quinnsfinest8184
      @quinnsfinest8184 2 года назад

      I love yuu. See u blue 🥰

    • @quinnsfinest8184
      @quinnsfinest8184 2 года назад

      Mishina ❤️

    • @CoralCopperHead
      @CoralCopperHead 2 года назад +2

      Don't worry. It's a blessing in disguise, we get to avoid all the idiots and jerks of the world without anyone acting like we're freaks for avoiding the idiots and jerks of the world.

  • @anna-iz5qm
    @anna-iz5qm 4 года назад +240

    Dang, I’m an hour late.
    It’s 6AM and I haven’t slept..

    • @DeathAtlas_t
      @DeathAtlas_t 4 года назад +7

      I'm 5 hours to early

    • @xiaodongjiang9401
      @xiaodongjiang9401 3 года назад +7

      All of you should not sleep, keep staying up guys! You can do it! Stay up as much as you can.

    • @sir.purple5170
      @sir.purple5170 3 года назад +1

      Accurate

    • @viviennereyes4646
      @viviennereyes4646 3 года назад +1

      I'm really late its 2:01for me in the afternoon...should I not be listening to this?

    • @maraalexandrasuditu5989
      @maraalexandrasuditu5989 3 года назад +2

      Lol its 9AM and I haven't slept..

  • @puresould6312
    @puresould6312 3 года назад +6

    When the comment section is more genuine and caring than your family will ever be

  • @caitlynaebersold8593
    @caitlynaebersold8593 3 года назад +12

    The fact it's ACTUALLY 5am for me and I can't sleep-

  • @DT-xb6nw
    @DT-xb6nw 4 года назад +819

    I feel personally attacked by the title

  • @gummy673
    @gummy673 3 года назад +242

    it’s exactly 5am and this is in my recommendations didn’t have to attack me like that yt

    • @ChiefinCherry
      @ChiefinCherry 3 года назад +1

      5:25 haha

    • @lochlanmcgregor998
      @lochlanmcgregor998 3 года назад +1

      It's 3am for me haha I feel the same

    • @antoniogasse4111
      @antoniogasse4111 3 года назад +1

      Yt recommendations knows man, they always know...

    • @MoonchildDontCry
      @MoonchildDontCry 3 года назад

      Bruh same its literally 5:00 am when i stumbled upon this vid in my recomends

  • @chris-ds8eo
    @chris-ds8eo 3 года назад +10

    y'know when its 7am and the sun came up and you just breathe that fresh morning air

  • @valentine771
    @valentine771 2 года назад +53

    If you’re reading this. It’s 6am and I still have not slept. You’re not alone

  • @enemax_x
    @enemax_x 3 года назад +272

    im so tired. just tired of everything. and when i needed sleep to cut off this feelings, i can't. i just wish someone to knock me unconscious just so i could forget the present moment. i want to be away from myself but i'm stuck in this hellhole. it's the same all over again. i just want this to be over and get on with the better days they always talk about. but when is it? i'm tired. i'm tired of waiting.

    • @ellesse9408
      @ellesse9408 3 года назад +7

      Yeah I feel the same I like to go on social media to cheer myself up, know that your not alone. I hope you're feeling better 💞 we can go through this together😼

    • @october7672
      @october7672 3 года назад +5

      Ha you just described me rn i think i keep saying i could sleep and that im dead inside that its become a normal thing for me my family and friends to joke about

    • @zwolf2453
      @zwolf2453 3 года назад

      say less

    • @oh-gingersnap
      @oh-gingersnap 3 года назад +8

      "I want to be away from myself" is a very good way of putting it.

    • @depressedmuffin8866
      @depressedmuffin8866 3 года назад +5

      Hey..uhh are doing okay now?
      Still existing on the otherwise of a screen?

  • @marktheshark5733
    @marktheshark5733 4 года назад +436

    This got recommended to me at 5:02 am 🤔

    • @peperika7845
      @peperika7845 4 года назад +3

      Same rn for me its 5:32

    • @destanyferguson4069
      @destanyferguson4069 4 года назад +1

      4:55 for me 🙃

    • @mimizero9880
      @mimizero9880 4 года назад +1

      Bro same it just turned 5:02am for me 😔✌ wut is even slep

    • @jenniferhepburn5565
      @jenniferhepburn5565 4 года назад +1

      Last night I went to sleep at 5:43. Instead of staying up Imma wake up early.

    • @PineGoodman
      @PineGoodman 4 года назад +1

      5:08 here I have been seeing that on my recommended for a bit but wanted to wait for the right day to listen to it

  • @salami7515
    @salami7515 3 года назад +6

    I just want to be able to sleep for once,being awake is just really upsetting man,my head just never stops but it’s even worse at times like these,I’m so sorry to anyone that reads this but I hope you genuinely have a nice day and I just hope things will get better g

    • @Amy321puppy
      @Amy321puppy 3 года назад

      I hope things get better for you too, I love you and wish you the best ❤️❤️

  • @JustinTre331
    @JustinTre331 3 года назад +7

    I haven’t found my magic in the universe yet, but you know what-that’s ok, stay the course & trust the journey

  • @maensilverrmonsters
    @maensilverrmonsters 4 года назад +630

    It's probably silly to do this. Dump my heart out into a comment on a RUclips video, to millions of strangers. People ill never know. People who probably don't even care. But here I go anyway.
    This year has been hard. Harder than any year I've faced before. I've gained so much, but lost so much more. every day is a constant roller coaster and the whiplash is leaving me feeling like there is less and less of me left. I'm trying to hang on. I know it'll all be OK in the end, the pain I'm enduring is just a pothole in a road that'll hopefully go somewhere... but lately that road seems so long and I'm so tired. The worst part is.. I don't know who I am anymore. The latest blow of being left by someone I thought would be by my side forever has me reeling. Realizing just how bad off I was in the relationship... realizing how little he ever actually cared about me.. realizing that I'm not needed in anyone's life, that I can be replaced in any given moment, it all weighs so much. Even now as I type this comment tears are forcing their way down my face despite my best efforts to fight it back. To tell myself there's no reason for me to cry, tears won't solve anything...
    But I'm here. I guess that's what is important. I'm here. I've survived.... even though sometimes the crushing sensation makes me wish I hadn't.

    • @battlingbassist6955
      @battlingbassist6955 4 года назад +26

      I love you dude

    • @rainworlldddd
      @rainworlldddd 4 года назад +3

      Jessietehwolf Studios It is pointless as for if you lack willpower then you are doomed

    • @joshgutierrez9854
      @joshgutierrez9854 4 года назад +24

      I love you. I may not know you but you are loved

    • @CybeRon1n
      @CybeRon1n 3 года назад +9

      Love you bro.

    • @tgrizzley8270
      @tgrizzley8270 3 года назад +17

      @jessietehwolf. You have you, you are your stongest partner, you are your rock, you are your inspiration and you are your motivation. Never give up, never surrender and through all the years and the pain keep smiling because you never know who looks for strength in seeing your smile. Be the light other's need to see to remind them of the light they once had. Never give up and never surrender. This is just the beginning and I promise each day you'll start to fall more and more in love with yourself until one day you attract that same energy and until that day love yourself like noone else can stop you. Be happy, find your happiness, manifest your happiness and whatever you do NEVER GIVE UP. You woke up today for a reason, the universe has no accidents. We need you, your future needs you, your family needs you, I need you, and the world needs you. Without you this world would be a much darker place so please use your superpower smile to brighten someone else's day and whatever you do never give up and never surrender. Smile on, live on, love on. Sabali🤙🏼

  • @dcrativ-mix7662
    @dcrativ-mix7662 3 года назад +13

    There are many people sad and depressed here...so i wish to share my faith.
    We humans are usually on a happiness quest instead of being in a truth quest. In this world of endless entertainment and fake realities we tend to dive in to fantaisies to fill the emptiness locked within our souls.
    But there is one who loved you so much that he gave his life to save your soul. He died and ressurected to free us from the bondage of sin. That person is Jesus Christ...he loves you and want to give you life. He is the way, the truth and the life we all desire earnestly in our souls.
    We may face hard times but he is there whenever we call upon his name. He gives rest to our weary souls. He loves us even when we are feel lonely, being rejected.
    So I invite you to come to him, and he will surely give you life.
    God bless you pals

  • @laxzazazaza8278
    @laxzazazaza8278 3 года назад +18

    Me who is under the influence of 4 monster energy drinks,and listening to this: Yin and yang

  • @samcarter4886
    @samcarter4886 4 года назад +419

    I have autism and I always put in this or that 2am fresh air when I'm having sensory overload and it always helps 💚💚 thank you for your amazing work! Keep it up!

    • @gulrukhhassan1339
      @gulrukhhassan1339 3 года назад +4

      Sam Hopkins ❤️

    • @rowantheuhhh8734
      @rowantheuhhh8734 3 года назад +13

      I have sensory overloads too and you made me try it (hint:it works) wish you well sam 💙

    • @Raccoon-ty1of
      @Raccoon-ty1of 3 года назад +12

      I have ADHD and have found that these help a whole bunch when I’m trying to get work done but I can’t focus!

    • @smoothcriminal6622
      @smoothcriminal6622 3 года назад +3

      I have OCD and when I get sensory overload I listen to music also =) Sufjan Stevens is nice, I really like the sound of strings and chords that feel full, is very soothing for me highly recommend))

    • @mr.pollito6303
      @mr.pollito6303 3 года назад +2

      I have it too, and i lisen some lofi :)
      I understand you

  • @flowfive521
    @flowfive521 3 года назад +87

    Im happy. Yet sad. I lay awake in my concrete bed. Feeling lonely yet glad. The surreal silence softly flowing throw my head. A violent storm or a world of tranquillity. I can never tell. I sense the crisp 5am autumn air fighting to tear through the thick sheet of night enveloping all truth and perception . The dancing sunlight, a beacon of hope, shadowing my every thought corrupting my mind, leaving festering concepts manipulating my actions. Im happy. Yet sad

    • @urielart3472
      @urielart3472 3 года назад +3

      Nobody ever described what I felt in such beautiful words. Thank you, I hope youre doing ok✌

  • @OneStarOfficial
    @OneStarOfficial 3 года назад +8

    Whoever disliked this was probably a ghost floating upside down and thought it was a thumbs up 👍

  • @minkiform
    @minkiform 3 года назад +10

    this is just what i needed. hoping that life gets better soon. I got accepted to all the colleges i applied to, my anxiety has been bearable, i'm actually getting a few hours of sleep now but I'm still dreading the future. I'm scared, i just want to stay in this bubble of peace ...

  • @esker_5227
    @esker_5227 3 года назад +262

    I love the night time because- like- it’s 4 am and that’s the time where mostly everyone is asleep. You get to experience the silence, and have time to yourself. The reason why I love staying up all night is because, you can listen to music and just listen and have time to yourself to relax. I find it very relaxing. :p

    • @JhoangelF
      @JhoangelF 2 года назад

      you described it perfectly

    • @TheRealSwol
      @TheRealSwol Год назад

      ok but when do you sleep

    • @yoami7761
      @yoami7761 Год назад

      @@TheRealSwol 5 am

  • @b.Jacobo220
    @b.Jacobo220 4 года назад +335

    During quarantine, I think I'm going to memorize all the lofi songs

  • @user-xv5ts3ue2q
    @user-xv5ts3ue2q 2 года назад +3

    Lofi community are pure hearted souls❤ who the hell hurt em

  • @Dysue
    @Dysue 3 года назад +4

    Sounds more like happy beats :) Just a bit calmer.

  • @Selphius
    @Selphius 4 года назад +494

    mood

    • @dolanaxoxi1124
      @dolanaxoxi1124 4 года назад +2

      Ummm why are u verified?

    • @missooria
      @missooria 3 года назад +3

      Dolana Xoxi do you have a problem with that?

    • @anchan4540
      @anchan4540 3 года назад

      Oh nice to see you here, love your covers btw

    • @pereazy3489
      @pereazy3489 3 года назад +2

      hi Selphius hätte nicht gedacht das ich mal einen Kommentar von dir hier finden werde, doch will nur sagen das ich ein großer fan von deinen Videos bin und du eine sehr schöne stimme hast ^^ hoffe du machst weiter mit deinen schönen Liedern :D

    • @asher4543
      @asher4543 3 года назад

      @@dolanaxoxi1124 they are a voice actress

  • @ilunamar
    @ilunamar 4 года назад +76

    I like how the phone is "That 2AM Fresh Air" :)

  • @laur7841
    @laur7841 3 года назад +8

    Sometimes, I'd like to shut down my brain. Completely. Not being bothered by repetitive thoughts. That's why I love sleeping. For at least some hours your mind is free.

  • @nana-sl6hz
    @nana-sl6hz 3 года назад +7

    hey! i want to recommend y’all something, there’s this guy called bangchan ( chan, chris ) from a group called stay kids who does weekly lives on an app called vlive every sunday. his lives feel like free therapy and he even gives us a hug at the end:( he honestly makes me feel so safe and more at home than i’ve ever felt, just thought i’d share it with you guys. hopefully someone else finds comfort within him.

    • @nana-sl6hz
      @nana-sl6hz 3 года назад +1

      you can either download the vlive app and search for “straykids” and you’ll find him or just type chans room on google and press on the links

  • @ranzrendz7919
    @ranzrendz7919 3 года назад +220

    Its sad cause like we are here right now seeing eachothers comments but we dunno if we all meet in another lofi but if ur seeing this everything will be ok

    • @ranzrendz7919
      @ranzrendz7919 3 года назад

      This is me 2021 july3
      I commented on this vid 5months ago ill keep coming back here every 5months or year

    • @cuteeesakshi9068
      @cuteeesakshi9068 3 года назад

      @@ranzrendz7919 lemme know every single time you came back..

    • @ranzrendz7919
      @ranzrendz7919 3 года назад

      @@cuteeesakshi9068 wazzup I'm back again i keep seeing this vid

    • @ranzrendz7919
      @ranzrendz7919 2 года назад

      @@cuteeesakshi9068 im back again lol

    • @ranzrendz7919
      @ranzrendz7919 2 года назад

      @@cuteeesakshi9068 im back again aug 10

  • @multibasking
    @multibasking 4 года назад +16

    the irony in our happiest memories making us the saddest when we reminisce.

  • @clarencebruvkek9844
    @clarencebruvkek9844 3 года назад +6

    I'm not very emotional, I'm sad but the happiest I've ever been. I enjoy myself the most in the moments I spend loving myself. The advice I have to give to those who don't know what to feel is this. No matter who you are, what you want to be, and who others tell you to be, No matter how many people say they dont love you and no matter how many times people leave, you always have that voice in your head. It may say awful things, it may encourage you, it may try to break you down, but this voice is your number one strength. Learn to listen to what it has to say. Sit and think about what it brings to your attention. Then realize you just need to love yourself. Once you do that, you don't need anyone else. Its hard and it hurts. You'll have to accept somethings about yourself that youve wanted to not let out for a long time, but you want someone to love you, and you're the one person you can always count on. You can't really judge yourself. So here it is. I'm at my saddest point and it makes me so happy, because I finally feel something again.

  • @beazluvsu5765
    @beazluvsu5765 3 года назад +9

    There's always something different about the night air.. it always feels so crisp and nice

  • @nicolehernandez8510
    @nicolehernandez8510 3 года назад +128

    "Its 5 am and I haven't sleep"
    Not a big shocker I go to bed at 4am and then wake at 3pm I used to sleep later but I cant anymore bc if I do I would still get woken up by my mom. so I could at least eat 1 meal a day. I rather be awake all night bc this is the only time I am not bothered by anyone and I can take the time to reflect on myself but sometimes not un a positive way.
    I wanna say thank you bc this playlist has helped me relax alot when it get to late for me to stay up.

    • @shdkitty
      @shdkitty 3 года назад +2

      i sleep at 6 sometimes 7 am and i wake up at 3 or 4 pm and most of the days i don't eat cuz i don't even get out of bed i only put a water bottle next to me IF. i even felt hungry and im actually not hungry so staying in bed all day is actually better then being with ppl

  • @insoporous9978
    @insoporous9978 3 года назад +109

    Why is there light coming in the window at 5:00am?
    This must be a mid-summer scene.

    • @imadeyoureadthis1
      @imadeyoureadthis1 3 года назад +8

      Could be street lamp.

    • @kentmacalalad
      @kentmacalalad 3 года назад

      maybe its 5 40 i think?

    • @adelezhang9513
      @adelezhang9513 3 года назад

      God, I miss summer. I really feel bad thinking about the mid-summer memories while writing the term paper for my comp gov course 20ish hours before the ddl...

  • @lujinzaki2000
    @lujinzaki2000 3 года назад +10

    I used to listen to this beautiful playlist last year in the lockdown. I had insomnia due to bad anxiety. I’m glad that time is in the past now💫I hope you are doing well 💜♥️

  • @avisiahlacost4388
    @avisiahlacost4388 3 года назад +3

    There's something different about 5 am. Where I live, the sky is already brightening, warning that there isn't much time left. So I sit, watching the faded glow drift upon the trees, waiting for the sun. That time, before dawn but not quite night, is something special. Dark enough to feel void but light enough to know something exists. Not quite an end but not really a beginning either. A moment of complete peace, almost unreachable because of its elusiveness. But sometimes, if I'm really lucky, I get to see a glimpse of it.
    I hope one day, I get to live in that moment. Even if it's only once.

  • @akgarza98
    @akgarza98 4 года назад +54

    This was recommended to me at 5:40(-ish) am but it's not that I havent slept, I just woke up and cant go back to sleep. I wish it could be 5-6am forever. Before the day begins and you are expected to do something. Time seems to go slow. The air outside is better. The sky is a pretty color. Everything is alright for a little bit.

    • @mars-qd2xk
      @mars-qd2xk 3 года назад +1

      I once woke up on a plane ride around 5 or 6 am. Everything was so different. The lights were dimmed and everything was so quiet, the sounds of people slowly shuffling around, sleeping, reading. Everything went by so.. slowly. I looked outside and saw the stars glistening yet starting to dissapear as they're threatened by the spotlight of the sun rising higher in the sky. My head was still foggy and my eyelids heavy, as if someone had set a warm blanket over my head, and over my thoughts. Just watching the clouds floating by above or underneath, wishing I could just go out there and run and just shed off all the stress and bad memories I had received on this earth. Ignoring the lack of life in the place except the plane I was in. It's truly a.. strange experience. But I liked it.

  • @Y-Axis23
    @Y-Axis23 4 года назад +131

    I don’t even know anymore. Well, there’s one thing I know for positive. I know, deep down, I wish that everything would just stop. I wish that everyday the corona cases would stop rising, or that people will stop crying to see their loved ones again. I wish I didn’t have to listen to my parents having some type of flu that is in and off constantly. I wish that I can see my sisters and brother again. I just wish everything stops. I want the voices in my head to stop playing events that I despise. I want to stop being such a failure in online schools, even if we just started. I want to stop everyone’s comments about how they’re depressed and lonely, because they don’t deserve to be lonely at all. Maybe, I don’t want time to stop, but maybe I want time to reverse to the good old days. The ones where you can hug your parents, see family. The ones where you would turn on the news and it would just be a dog saving a child. The ones where you first tasted that sweet, sweet ice cream, with a smile plastered on your face, reaching each eye. I guess what I’m saying is, could we just stop time and go back to the Golden days?

    • @Irene-zb1zv
      @Irene-zb1zv 4 года назад +4

      I want everything to stop too. Your not alone, and we will get through this together. We are here for you.

    • @Sagee69
      @Sagee69 4 года назад +2

      Quinncy Animations same, i would like to know what freedom to go in a downtown area without anxiety of seeing your parents car and having to hide S.I. they don’t know your there bc your not supposed to be...I want to not have such an overprotective mother...

    • @CybeRon1n
      @CybeRon1n 3 года назад

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @zal-creates150
      @zal-creates150 3 года назад

      I must be the only person that isn't bothered by quarantine.

  • @michaelb1047
    @michaelb1047 3 года назад +3

    That alarm clock in the beginning scared the remaining life out of me

  • @neonicoeppaihc7764
    @neonicoeppaihc7764 2 года назад +4

    just cus everyone's venting here: i used to sleep to avoid intrusive thoughts and painful emotions. now i what i avoid is sleeping at all. i don't feel the same safety and peace i used to feel back then. now nightmares come every night. the only peacefulness i've been able to feel lately was thanks to lofi. lofi eases my mind and stitches my wounds like a best friend. lofi helps my brain go quiet and contemplate the beauty there is to life. anyway, i hope you're doing fine and these tracks find you well. love you. take care.

  • @meowmeowemw
    @meowmeowemw 3 года назад +87

    Anyone seeing this... I know life may be hard rn.. and I’m so sorry.. I’m not gonna say “it’ll get better soon” cause what if it doesn’t?!.. But I am going to say.. it will be better some day, and your doing amazing right now. Your a wonderful human and I care about u, don’t ever leave this earth. People who are rude and cruel don’t deserve you.

    • @nusratjarin8237
      @nusratjarin8237 2 года назад +2

      That was really sweet of you. Hope you are doing great. Best of luck with your life buddy

    • @meowmeowemw
      @meowmeowemw 2 года назад +1

      @@nusratjarin8237 thank you, you too : )

    • @devrajgupta2651
      @devrajgupta2651 2 года назад +1

      U are so sweet heart thanks for your wishes ❤️❤️

  • @cheeseenthusiast6549
    @cheeseenthusiast6549 3 года назад +242

    Lo-fi seems to be our language here, we talk about stuff according to the music, we vent, encourage, remind and simply be there for other via this music, or any lofi music of any kind. i love this fandom really, it feels so safe, like you're walking through a sketchy alleyway, but there is something around you protecting you.. i listen to others vent, remind them that im always here to talk if you need to, and i vent every so often on some videos..
    i wish you all a good day/night/ whatever time you are in.. and remember, im always here to listen to you if you ever need it, have some cookies! 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪

    • @j82man10
      @j82man10 3 года назад +9

      It's almost 5am and now I want cookies...
      ...I don't have any cookies 🤤

    • @mercmeyer9825
      @mercmeyer9825 3 года назад +8

      Let’s be real. For every single one of us it’s in between 2 and 6am

    • @tougefox3927
      @tougefox3927 3 года назад +10

      Even though I don’t know anyone here personally, I have never felt like I fit in so well with anyone but the people here. It’s a place where I don’t have to be scared, and I can just tell people about my problems, and try and help others in there’s. This truly is a beautiful culture we all have here.

    • @re43p3raod3
      @re43p3raod3 3 года назад +3

      this is me every night, i fail to sleep. sometimes i wonder how im even alive. hell the only way i can get to bed early is just a bunch of THC sometimes i even wonder what happened? i wake up every morning wondering what happend to the world or people around me. it used to be fun to wake up and now its just life if nothing is going up. i even have a weird routine i wake up if i sleep, cook what i think is dinner at times since its so dark in my house, get a drink, eat, hack, and end my day do the same thing. when im high i sit there drowning in what feels like a galaxy, like im stuck in this eternal void that cant be escaped. and other times i feel i accidentally took lsd even though i never have nor wanted to......maybe its just powerful? so powerful-to make me feel like im in space though? im sorry if this was a long paragraph of questions but.........at times this is what goes on in my head-just-drowning in my thoughts.

    • @MrNoob-zh9lo
      @MrNoob-zh9lo 3 года назад +3

      Hey thanks man much love❤️I'm here if you ever needed to talk as well, Goodluck🙌

  • @franqusco
    @franqusco 2 года назад +3

    I don't trust myself, I don't trust people, but I trust this music. Love you ❤️‍🩹

  • @jezz1217
    @jezz1217 2 года назад +2

    it's 5:36, finished a kdrama, played trove, called with friends earlier in the night, now i am watching the sunrise, waiting until I can turn off my light and go to sleep. i have a quiz due tomorrow, I have to visit my cousins house as their father just passed away a few days ago. i feel so stick in my life and feel like i just need a true friend.

  • @mariecuddlefish2248
    @mariecuddlefish2248 4 года назад +45

    The quarantine can’t make me lonely if I was already lonely in the first place!

    • @lindainoue4902
      @lindainoue4902 3 года назад +2

      The reason why I like getting up so early in the morning to go to work, the smell of the fresh air at the crack of dawn, while getting up and going to work at 4-5am isn't so popular, this is the most peaceful moment I have in the day, no people, just you alone with the world for that short time :) it pulls me back to the realisation that the world truly is bigger than us, we're only humans passing by this Earth. Kinda like being one with the environment, its quite spiritual and I love it :) This keeps me sane and myself from the daily hustle of life..

  • @Persefonaaaa
    @Persefonaaaa 3 года назад +76

    Quarantine messed me up big time.
    The mental issues that I was brought up to believe to be just my immature weakness turned out to be serious problems. I was fully non-functional for a month.
    And I fucked up my income hard.
    And I live alone.
    And the past is coming back to haunt me.
    And now I'm dealing with consequences alone.
    I haven't had this many panic attacks since my mom died.
    This is what I come to listen to when I study so I can relax. Thank you for that.
    I don't think anyone will read all of this, but it felt good to say it somewhere.

    • @hiendarinenkoray
      @hiendarinenkoray 3 года назад +8

      nope, I've read it. hang in there and don't give up! I don't know any of your pain but my best friend's mum died too, I've seen her suffer. I'm really sorry. hope you find your comfort in this music

    • @refugeeoftumblr3049
      @refugeeoftumblr3049 3 года назад +5

      yeah, there are people who hear you! you aren't alone or ignored. best of luck, bud!

    • @mars-qd2xk
      @mars-qd2xk 3 года назад +6

      Oh hun.. I know this was posted a while ago, but I really hope you're doing better now. And if not, then that's okay. You've been working too hard- your brain needs rest. I swear you can keep pushing through the days though. Keep some water and snacks by your bed for the days you cant get up, I've noticed it helps at least for me, if I get the motivation to eat those days. But I promise you can get through this okay! One day at a time, I swear itll get better some point, but until then just know it's okay to cry, it's okay to sleep for hours and hours to try and escape for a little while. Just please take care of yourself, if not for you or the people who care about you, then do it for me. I may be a stranger but just know itll make me happy to know that you're trying or even just hanging in there and you're so strong for doing that. Ily random person

    • @reggyklaasen3220
      @reggyklaasen3220 3 года назад +1

      I relate to u.. mental health has been shyte.. but u can always pick up the pieces with the rite frame of mind,I just hope I got the rite one.

    • @kaylabryson1932
      @kaylabryson1932 3 года назад +1

      I’m sorry... pain of los is awful and having panic is so hard ! I lost my mom too, 3 yrs ago. ... it has gotten better with time . Best of luck to you. God bless

  • @guruinn
    @guruinn 2 года назад +4

    fun fact: if you look at the phone very carefully, you could see them watching the That 2 A.M Fresh Air video, very good video u should watch

  • @YourAngel
    @YourAngel 2 года назад +3

    i have a hard time sleeping and it is literally almost 5 am rn. i hope this playlist can help me sleep comfortably.

  • @corinnebecker9379
    @corinnebecker9379 3 года назад +99

    In a way there something peaceful about insomnia. I lay there looking at my ceiling in the dark, being completely still. I listen to my breath and feel every inch of my body. There's a calmness. But there's also a dreadful. When I lay there for long enough, the aches of my body being to kick in. I feel every soreness that didn't get well rested to go away. I feel the stiffness in my hips and back from laying so still. Colors become less saturated and the whole world beings to slip away. Never take sleep for granted. For it is a luxury to which I can't afford.

  • @WafflesssFalling
    @WafflesssFalling 4 года назад +63

    As soon as the video started with the alarm sound my cat went “bwrr?” And lifted her head and had an expression that almost seemed like she was having a flashback to maybe a previous human life or something. It was kinda funny- normally I wouldn’t come up with an idea like that, but reading the comments on these makes it nice to imagine things :) it‘s also 5am for me as I write this. Gonna go to sleep soon

  • @unhinged_recaps
    @unhinged_recaps 3 года назад +9

    I'm just trying to keep every bad emotion, thought, or idea at bay. And it's hard when you feel like all you're really doing is getting pulled in with the tide.

  • @alienartifact5616
    @alienartifact5616 2 года назад +1

    I visit videos like this every now and then, searching through the comments to see the lives of other people who are also on the struggle bus, hoping things will go alright for them all.. We all just want an enjoyable life. Maybe some hugs too. I know I could use a couple.
    I believe in everyone here. Keep going. Your life makes many other's worth living, even if you doubt yourself about it. Love you, person reading this.

  • @ShadowAcurus
    @ShadowAcurus 3 года назад +103

    It kind of makes me sad seeing people talk about how covid has kept them away from their friends when my life has barely changed at all since covid because I haven't had friends in years.

    • @sxit
      @sxit 3 года назад +9

      It gets so lonely that loneliness is your “best friend”

    • @snisyy
      @snisyy 3 года назад +9

      im starting to think that my 'friends' are just acquaintances

    • @ShadowAcurus
      @ShadowAcurus 3 года назад +7

      @@snisyy I felt like that for a while so I deleted or stopped talking to everyone, funnily enough no one seemed to care or notice.

    • @cosmic2750
      @cosmic2750 3 года назад +1

      Yeah...well I knew I was lonely when everyone got quarantined and I didn't have to switch my lifestyle one bit.

    • @stephennicholson5100
      @stephennicholson5100 3 года назад +8

      When you are with your "friends" but you cant wait to get home even though you are enjoying yourself but you hate being alone by yourself.. Is when you have gotten use to being by yourself and its put you out your comfort zone to be with people. jim carry said "solitude is dangerous, its very addictive. It becomes a habit after you realize how peaceful and calm it is. Its like you don't want to deal with people anymore because they drain you energy" i feel that because I'm so use to being solo i just do things to my own tune.. but sometimes when i walk and see views or simple sunrises or sunsets all i ever want is to hold someone or be held by someone. Daydreaming is torture of yourself escaping to a happy place, then coming back to reality sad and alone with the hand which was in your hand in your dream now empty with fantasy.