I didn't see my grandma 2 years before she died... it's almost one year now and I regret never really visiting her... she was my best friend she was the reason I'm the person I am now.. she died from lung cancer at the age of 59... rest in peace...
hahaha can you imagine? Girl: How about we put on something... I can't stand this sad silence... Guy: Okay... how's this? *LOUD ROCK STARTS BOOMING OUT THE SPEAKERS* Girl: ... I need a divorce
so i actually did come back from a funeral two days ago, it was raining, AND i was playing this song cause it was mine and my uncle’s karaoke song when he’d come back from deployment. the fact that i saw the coincidence broke me down and i cried. thank you though, it was actually a big relief to have some pain wash away. 🖤
Hey Zeph I know it’s hard to lose someone that you dearly loved. Stay strong everything will be okay. I bet that your Uncle is watching over you. He’s proud of you.
And then there's that empty feeling, when you're finally home, sit down and just... Don't know what to do. So you just sit there, hands on the table, stare somewhere at something only you can see and maybe you wait, maybe your don't... even if you do, you don't know what for.
I'm honestly in tears rn and I have to actually go to my grandma's house tommorow and except the fact my grandpa is gone. I have to except the fact I wont see his face when I walk in, anymore. But thx I needed this edit...
I just lost my grandfather last April, so I feel your pain, I can take refuge in the fact that I'll see him again someday and honestly, he live an amazing love filled life, sure I might have wanted more time but I'm I guess satisfied with him and the time spent? Anyways, stay strong my friend
i know exactly to the dot what you are feeling. I had to go through that with my grandma last year. she was my best friend. and honestly it sucks. hang in there buddy. i don’t know you but i’m here for you, don’t hide your feelings, they’re valid. you are valid. ❤️
It’s been a year grandma, I don’t think about you any less than I did when Dad came in to tell me the news. I still keep the advice written on yellowed notebook paper made for me; you had such nice handwriting. Not getting to visit you to give you your plain M&Ms on Saturdays isn’t so great. I actually work on Saturdays now, and I started high school. I guess your grand baby is all grown up now. I’m considering visiting Virginia just to see your grave again, I don’t think Dad would mind. I hope everything up there is alright and that you found gramps. I’ll see you someday. With love, Your grandson, little red.
I decided I’d write one for my grandad as it’s a year ago tomorrow and I need to get some stuff off my chest(you don’t have to read this it’s finna be long lol). Dear grandad It’s going to be a year tomorrow since I walked in the door to see you very sick looking struggling to breath, I know you knew I was stressing about getting the gates open for the ambulance so I’m sorry about that but I mean electronics, right? everyone told me how proud you were of me and I know you were but I hope you knew how much I looked up to you. You literally made me the strong minded person I am today who’s always up for a debate and you practically made my humour. you and nana quite literally raised me. I am so beyond grateful I had you in my life to begin with. From you teaching me every capital in the world when I was six, or you playing chess with me after school , or us going on “holidays” in google earth, or playing cross words together, or us fighting over something political or just stupid, THAT made me who I am today, YOU made me who I am today and I hope to god you knew that. I idolised you from the minute I met you until the last time I talked to you on the phone. I don’t even know how to process you aren’t here anymore. Here I am sitting here righting this but none of it feels real I feel like tomorrow I’ll walk in the door and you’ll be sitting theres drinking tea with nana or watching the sunday game.... but you won’t and that’s the part that kills me. You have always made jokes about you dying and they used to bother me so much but you got such a kick out of it, I think it was your way of half preparing me even though if anything it made it worse because it’s like I’m numb to the idea of you being actually dead. I get hit with waves of realisation that you’re dead and I breakdown but then my brain just like stops working and it’s like I feel silly for crying because you’re still here even though I know you aren’t. I know I was only your grand child like I’m not your actual child but let me tell you this, you were more of a father to me than dad ever will be which might sound a bit harsh but it’s the truth. He has never lived in the same place as me once to my memory, you have been with me since day one. Nanas doing as good as you’d expect her to be doing and maxis still barking away. I’ll miss you so so much everyday for the rest of my life’s grandad. I’ll always have our little things to hold close to my heart. I hope I make you proud. I wish I said I love you more because god I really do and I know well you’d laugh at me typing this rn but I mean it. You will be in my heart till the day I die and I’ll make sure a part of you is in my children. I’ll make them learn red is the rose and sing it just as bad as when you sang it for me. It’s insane how it’s been a year since Ive spoken time you I can still see and hear and feel your hug clear as day in my mind. I’ll love you forever. Love from earth to heaven (idc if you aren’t religious I’m not either but I hope you’re in some version of heaven). Orlaith
My grandma passed away Sunday, Dec. 1, 2019 and we had her funeral a few weeks after that. She was the only person who ever understood me and I couldn't look at her with out crying and hurting. After she was buried the whole family was going to eat, but I couldn't because they made all her food out of her recipe book and I cried so much which hurts me I miss you, fly high angel.
This really hits so close to home, im just in awe. My mom and I used to listen to the rock version of this song, laughing in her old truck. Now shes gone. And i was never able to give my final goodbye and i never got closure. And its a regret I'll carry for years and years, though the reasons behind it weren't my own. I miss her so much and this just brought such an odd emotion in me i havent felt in awhile
i listened to this back when it was just recently uploaded. it hurt then, but it hurts even more now. i just lost one of my closest friends. she was 16. she was my classmate for 4 years. we were supposed to graduate to senior high in 3 months, together. as a class, we had to organize her wake yesterday. and it still hurts to think about how i'll never get to see her again. it hurts tocthink about how i didn't say i love you the last time she messaged me, which was afternoon of the day before she died. it hurts. i miss her so much. to whoever is reading, take this as a lesson to never hold back when you want to tell someone you love them. live each day to the fullest; you'll never know when it'll be your last. i love you, b. hope you're happy up there.
This reminds me when I was like 8 and I had to take part in my grandfather's funeral and when it was all over the priest was offer gin hugs t the end of the service and he sent a small blessing with everyone and I hugged him really tightly because he was the first one that hugged me that morning and I remember running straight to the bathroom and crying because little 8 year old me didn't understand what any of it really meant I just knew my grandfather was gone and I didn't get to see him again. I remember the church clearly for every detail to this day. Luckily, it wasn't raining it was extremely sunny but this whole edit brings the pain I felt that day to life and it's insane. I love your edits so much and this one is a favorite. Thank you.
I know it's late and don't want to give advice here But don't think about that, i mean u still got her and enjoy the Time with her.. That's all I can say. Bc I can't and I'm 20. ✌️
This reminded me of when I used to play in the rain with my siblings and we’d all get drenched, mud on our skin, under our nails , in our hair while my dad would play the Beetles and he’d dance with my mum...... I just want that back, for a moment , I want to be a careless kid, thinking about nothing but how happy I am
My sister is very ill with Mld and every time I listen to songs and edits like this my heart hurts, I just need to pray that she’ll be here for years on.
I never knew how strong you could make a song. Until you made me bawl my entire soul out with this crap. And i was happy J U S T. A. F E W. S E C O N D S. A G O. G O D D A M I T.
El m Thank you so much. I mean, I am doing better. There should be a funeral soon, which is probably going to make me even more sad than I already am. But it is all ok, because I know that her and her family are in heaven. If you want to know more about the situation, look up carbon monoxide poisoning on the internet. You will hopefully see a title like 4 people and 3 dogs dead in Genoa Township/Ohio. 💔
brinner dinner i’m glad you’re doing better. the funeral is going to be hard. you will break down more than you did when you heard the news of them being gone. funerals are very sad but they’re also about honoring the people and all they were, just try to remember it that way. i know it’s very hard. it’s so tragic the way they died and i’m truly so sorry, i couldn’t even imagine having to deal with that. you’re so so strong. you got this.
This exact thing happened to me 4 years ago. I was 8. Yes, I'm 12 right now. November 23, 2016, my uncle (34) collapsed on the ground at his house. He was sent to the hospital and died 8 pm that day. Me, my 7 yr old sister, and 11 yr old sister only found out the next morning at my grandma's house. We didn't know how to react. It was our first time losing someone we love. My mom (his older sister) was upstairs crying so hard. Our uncle was literally one of the sweetest, kindest, funniest people you could ever meet. He even looked like a really kind person, with a bright smile. He would always come over and when he did, he would pick us up and talk about putting us in the trash and all that. He was so fucking caring and sweet I just didn't know what to do. On the way home from the visitation (basically the early funeral) this song played. We thought it was just a coincidence. A lovely coincidence. But then November Rain played on the radio. It was raining. He died that day. In November. I will never forget him. He was so young😪😭. R.I.P uncle Eric (1982 - 2016)
I lost my grandfather and tomorrow is his funeral. This is the first time i’ve experienced such pain in my life and this song makes the tears leave my eyes. I feel a bit better now Thank you
I listened to this about a year ago returning from a funeral and I remember thinking "why would this be made? why not just in the rain? but a funeral, who would envy this feeling?" but recently I lost my uncle, and because of covid there was no viewing there was no funeral.... and I get it, a year later and i'm listening and longing for the closure, for the chance to say bye to anything more than a photo just the chance to listen to Knockin' on heavens door but you're coming back of a funeral. but i think this helped, thank you
This is so...I don't know how to describe it. My neighbor died in a car accident and they did the service at his house, he was part of a band, so his bandmates were playing all his favorites songs all night, it was 4 in the morning I was sleeping but suddenly I heard the first accords of this song...I started to cry while singing. I didn't really know him, but the whole thing was sad he left behind 2 kids and his wife, everything was heartbreaking until this song they played it wonderful and after they finished playing it I heard a round of claps and people shouting his name, It felt like they were trying to say "We'll be ok, don't worry, you can rest". That's the kind of departure I would like.
I lost my father last September it was extremely unexpected and difficult. It’s insane how fast life really can change. I ran into your account and fell in love with your edits. Seeing this one and listening to it I felt a certain way. It brought me back to the night I found out my father would be getting his tube pulled. That night felt like everything was in slow motion. I remember being in the car going to my friends house for the night. a song was playing lightly in the background as she held onto my hand. This song brought me back to that very moment. It reminded me how fast life can change and how short it really is. I needed this badly. Thank you so much for this lovely edit. It’s beautiful please keep up the beautiful work! Lots of love.
I’m so sorry it took me ages to reply. Thank you for your concern. I’m getting through it day by day. It means a lot to know people are here for me though. Sending you lots of love and light darling.
A close family friend passed away July 30th. It was raining on the day of her funeral and this took me right back to that, it's nice to remember the beauty in all of it though through this edit. Thank you❤
so my grandpa died a few days ago and i saw this and it was actually raining and when i got home i listened to this and cried myself to sleep, and i was dreaming of my grandpa and me having fun when i was a kid and at the end it finished by him walking into two huge gold doors.
Here I am, ugly crying in the bathtub at midnight thinking about all the important people in my life that passed away. Still, thank you for making this.
Great now I'm gonna remember my nana and how good she was. We didn't deserve her. She was the sweetest, most beautiful person ever. Even though she spent the first 14 years of her life in hospital due to pneumonia, double pneumonia, triple pneumonia and bronchitis. Even though she developed myeloma and only had a third of her lungs working. She never stopped smiling and laughing. I'll miss you, Nana Green, you left a gaping hole in your daughters' hearts, in your husbands heart, in your grandchildren's heart and in everyone who had the pleasure of knowing you. 31-04-40 - 02-10-2013
It’s been a little over 8 years. I miss you sm angel , you made me so happy even when it was for a brief moment. I wish we could’ve grown up together, gotten old together and so many other things. You were the best sister I could ever ask for but now most people have forgotten you but I will never forget you and the way you smiled and laughed. Rest in peace knowing your brother will always love you.
When I listen to this I think of my sister, and her passing went I was younger. Too young to remember her and that hurts me more Because I barely even know her about I love her so much
November 2018 my family decided to kick me out and I haven’t been able to talk to them or see my sick grandmother who raised me since due to fear of them abusing me or causing a scene. I’m terrified of the thought that she’s already passed and I wasn’t able to be notified or say my goodbyes.
You told me 4 years ago "it would pass," then you told me "not to worry." Over a year has passed and I still remember you smiling on your deathbed telling me "we WILL see each other again!" This song is all I have left of You.
when i was in the mental ward,,,, we had workshops over the summer holidays. once, we played in a band, and we played this song. just thinking about how shitty we sounded made me smile. thank you for this.
I lost my bestfriend a year ago and the thoughts of not telling him goodbye at all , still hurts . This song will forever brings me peace . Just the thoughts of him being wherever he is, makes me feel that he isn’t fully gone .
it's something you don't prepare for so just make sure you tell everyone you love them, make sure you tell them how much you love them 🥺❤️. Be grateful for everyone you have in your life you cherish (, :
My grandfather passed away about a week ago, and I didn't get the chance to go to the funeral because of COVID.. This song has been helping me grieve. Thank you
Miss my grandpa, he died 6 years and one day ago as I’m listening to this. I know he’ll be with me when I get my high school diploma in a couple weeks. Thank you
its been way over a year since this video was posted but as i'm just watching it now and scrolling through the comments i feel like i have to write a little something to leave here. reading the comments and hearing each others stories of people we've loved in our lives really touches my heart, it hurts to lose people, it sucks, and we keep loving even though we know everyone around us will die some day. we love because we chose to, we love because we don't know what else to do. i lost my great grandma six years ago. my heart still hurts every time i think of her. i don't know if i'll ever get over losing her. i remember sitting by her bed when she was in the hospital, i remember her struggling to breathe. she forgot my name when i walked in, she thought i was my aunt when she was a child. time became fluid for her. i miss her more than anything. i've considered taking my own life. every time i do, since the day i first tried, i remember what my mum told me. she said to think about her. how she would feel if i died. ever since then i think about the funeral, my friends and my family going home to this car ride. to what i felt when i was 11, scared and exhausted and bitter and heartbroken. i couldn't do that to anyone. so remember to love the people around you. hold on for them, hold on for hope, hold on for me. we'll get through this. one day at a time. and most importantly, love. give love, receive love, feel loved. because you are. sometimes you don't feel it, that's ok. here's a bit of love for you right here ❤️❤️❤️
My grandpa died recently. I remember before he did, me and my mom were driving to the hospital. We were both silent and all she did was listen to songs she could play at his funeral. I didn’t want to believe he was dying so I just slept and listened to music the whole time. He couldn’t speak, he could barely breathe. My grandma said she swore he said to just end the pain already. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. Because I thought I was going to see him again. So now I have been listening to songs to help me sleep every night sense. I just can’t get over that I will never see him again. Never see his smile. Never dance with him to jingle bell rock every Christmas. He’s gone. He’s really gone.
This video manages to capture that lonely feeling that you get from long, quiet car trips in the rain. Not even necessarily a funeral, just those silent drives as the rain beats down. Your mind wanders from street lamp to street lamp, maybe counting the cars passing by, or just watching the water trickle down the window. Somehow, in those moments, you don't feel like you're from anywhere or going somewhere, it's just you, in that moment, like someone took a picture of that point in time and now you're in that photo. The only sound is the dull hum of the car, and maybe the soft breathing of the person next to you, but little else even really registers. It's one of those strange moments that somehow you know it instantly, yet you only have vague recollections of it happening. But perhaps that's all just me.
I was actually on my way home from my fathers funeral playing this song in the car since it was his favorite song. Seeing this made my heart shatter all over again.
I miss you everyday grandpa...you sitting there in the living room painting and sharing stories of your life. I lost you in the most uncertain times due to a pandemic that made it impossible for us to say goodbye to you in person. I hope you heard me through the videocall and just see how much we all love and miss you. Rest in peace...we will meet again
my grandpa just passed away because of corona virus. I never thought this could happen I was waiting him to come home and hug me while telling me how much he loves me and missed me while both of us crying but unfortunately only me cried all alone in your funeral and just me said I love you
but happiness will find you one day. i know it’s hard but trust me, I understand you. you sometimes want someone to talk with, I know this feeling. everything will be ok (yes I was trying to convince myself that it’ll be ok but ignore me I’m weird ik)
I needed this rn...I’m going through such s hard time and trying to act like everything is okay,but this makes things way better then it actually is...thank you ❤️❤️😭😭
Dear Grandpa, it's been over a year now since you've been gone. Life hasn't been the same ever since. The bitter smell of your cigarettes still dwells in that strangely silent room. Your voice still rings in my ears like the sweetest yet such painful melody. Your sad eyes still watch me as I come back home, and still start shining as they see me opening that creaky door. Your warm arms still take me into that tender loving embrace. Your dry lips still sing me a song whenever I have to go. The memory of you still haunts me every time I close my eyes. And it still makes me cry to think it will always be just a memory. We never went for that walk I promised you. I don't think you remember, but I always will. I'm sorry. They say you heal with time, but you never really do. You just get used to it. But nothing can set on fire the part of me that stopped burning as you left. I will be waiting here for you, even if you're never coming back. I miss you. And I'll keep missing you until the day we drink a cup of that wearish black tea one more time. I love you Sincerely yours, K
Your altered works are so good. This one in fact hits me on a personal level and I don’t even know how to describe how it makes me feel. This channel is amazing and I look forward to more videos.
I read this and didn’t think I could relate, and then i kept listening and I remembered that my dad died in August, and I never said goodbye because it was so sudden. I never got to see a body because he was cremated, I never got answers because he’s gone now. I miss what could have been 💔
These are actually so nice. I have a chronic illness. I havent been able to leave the house in years except for the hospital. These types of edits help bring new experiences 💜imaginations great
Heaven:
Me : let me IIIIInNNNN
sad_ bish i wish i can go to heaven. This world is sick. But to much sin that i’ve done. Oh God. Im tired
Hell is a much better place. Believe me.
I’m Going To Hell
let me innn LET ME INNNNNNNNNNNNN
FBI OPEN UP
When you loose someone and you didn't get a chance to say your last goodbye
You really just hurt my heart
I wasn’t there when my grandfather or grandmother passed and I hate it so much 😕😥
damn you really did me like that
You cant just break my heart like that and get away with it
I didn't see my grandma 2 years before she died... it's almost one year now and I regret never really visiting her... she was my best friend she was the reason I'm the person I am now.. she died from lung cancer at the age of 59... rest in peace...
uhm for some reason i thought this would be the rock version but boy was i wrong
the lamb sauce me too lmao
the lamb sauce me too lmao
the lamb sauce me too
me too
hahaha can you imagine?
Girl: How about we put on something... I can't stand this sad silence...
Guy: Okay... how's this?
*LOUD ROCK STARTS BOOMING OUT THE SPEAKERS*
Girl: ... I need a divorce
My dad’s funeral is in a couple of hours and I feel very lost. This song kinda gives me a little bit of comfort. Thanks.
I'm so sorry. I know you'll get through this
It will get better with time. Stay strong ❤
God bless ❤️
I hope you're better now i've lost my mom 3months ago too
Hope you're doing okay, praying for you to feel comfort tonight
There was a line, and you stepped over it.
And I'm glad you did.
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I want to like but you’re at 420
Chad ThunderCock he’s at 430 😤 like it
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@@goddesofnight115 I mean you spelt your own username wrong so I'm not surprised
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Go get ramen. To fix it.
so i actually did come back from a funeral two days ago, it was raining, AND i was playing this song cause it was mine and my uncle’s karaoke song when he’d come back from deployment. the fact that i saw the coincidence broke me down and i cried. thank you though, it was actually a big relief to have some pain wash away. 🖤
I'll be here for you..
It'll be okay ❤️
kind of crazy how coincidences work, it’s mine and my uncles song too ❤️ I’m sorry for your loss
i know u wrote this comment last week but i’ll be here bby. reply to this comment and hopefully we can start talking :)
Hey Zeph I know it’s hard to lose someone that you dearly loved. Stay strong everything will be okay. I bet that your Uncle is watching over you. He’s proud of you.
Why do I feel like I’ve experienced this before
I'm writing a song because of this comment. Thank you stranger
@@hiccubs omg i need to listen to it
Same not the funeral but the vibe
@@hiccubs did you write that song? I'd like to hear it
This channel reminds me I have feelings and I’m straight up not having a good time.
Kuo Lin same
hope u get better ❤️
Intjs be like
It's been a year and more. I hope all is well!
And then there's that empty feeling, when you're finally home, sit down and just... Don't know what to do. So you just sit there, hands on the table, stare somewhere at something only you can see and maybe you wait, maybe your don't... even if you do, you don't know what for.
Literally doing this after work... Right now...
@@DarkDemonsInside Same bud. Just sitting on the couch rn and idk what to do. Mind's blank and lost
That’s on being completely numb a year after my father figure died
@@orla6795 I'm so, so sorry for your loss man. Stay strong. For them
Random Hero appreciate that thank you, you too
I'm honestly in tears rn and I have to actually go to my grandma's house tommorow and except the fact my grandpa is gone. I have to except the fact I wont see his face when I walk in, anymore. But thx I needed this edit...
Trash Aesthetic hey dude, I know it’s hard now but one day your gonna walk in and not feel sad, but happy for the memories you shared. I promise
@@dameonglass6703 thx I needed that ❤
I just lost my grandfather last April, so I feel your pain, I can take refuge in the fact that I'll see him again someday and honestly, he live an amazing love filled life, sure I might have wanted more time but I'm I guess satisfied with him and the time spent? Anyways, stay strong my friend
@@baron1343 thank u
i know exactly to the dot what you are feeling. I had to go through that with my grandma last year. she was my best friend. and honestly it sucks. hang in there buddy. i don’t know you but i’m here for you, don’t hide your feelings, they’re valid. you are valid. ❤️
i'm not sure why this is exactly what i needed right now but it was and i thank you for providing it
It’s been a year grandma, I don’t think about you any less than I did when Dad came in to tell me the news. I still keep the advice written on yellowed notebook paper made for me; you had such nice handwriting. Not getting to visit you to give you your plain M&Ms on Saturdays isn’t so great. I actually work on Saturdays now, and I started high school. I guess your grand baby is all grown up now. I’m considering visiting Virginia just to see your grave again, I don’t think Dad would mind. I hope everything up there is alright and that you found gramps. I’ll see you someday.
With love,
Your grandson, little red.
I decided I’d write one for my grandad as it’s a year ago tomorrow and I need to get some stuff off my chest(you don’t have to read this it’s finna be long lol). Dear grandad It’s going to be a year tomorrow since I walked in the door to see you very sick looking struggling to breath, I know you knew I was stressing about getting the gates open for the ambulance so I’m sorry about that but I mean electronics, right? everyone told me how proud you were of me and I know you were but I hope you knew how much I looked up to you. You literally made me the strong minded person I am today who’s always up for a debate and you practically made my humour. you and nana quite literally raised me. I am so beyond grateful I had you in my life to begin with. From you teaching me every capital in the world when I was six, or you playing chess with me after school , or us going on “holidays” in google earth, or playing cross words together, or us fighting over something political or just stupid, THAT made me who I am today, YOU made me who I am today and I hope to god you knew that. I idolised you from the minute I met you until the last time I talked to you on the phone. I don’t even know how to process you aren’t here anymore. Here I am sitting here righting this but none of it feels real I feel like tomorrow I’ll walk in the door and you’ll be sitting theres drinking tea with nana or watching the sunday game.... but you won’t and that’s the part that kills me. You have always made jokes about you dying and they used to bother me so much but you got such a kick out of it, I think it was your way of half preparing me even though if anything it made it worse because it’s like I’m numb to the idea of you being actually dead. I get hit with waves of realisation that you’re dead and I breakdown but then my brain just like stops working and it’s like I feel silly for crying because you’re still here even though I know you aren’t. I know I was only your grand child like I’m not your actual child but let me tell you this, you were more of a father to me than dad ever will be which might sound a bit harsh but it’s the truth. He has never lived in the same place as me once to my memory, you have been with me since day one. Nanas doing as good as you’d expect her to be doing and maxis still barking away. I’ll miss you so so much everyday for the rest of my life’s grandad. I’ll always have our little things to hold close to my heart. I hope I make you proud. I wish I said I love you more because god I really do and I know well you’d laugh at me typing this rn but I mean it. You will be in my heart till the day I die and I’ll make sure a part of you is in my children. I’ll make them learn red is the rose and sing it just as bad as when you sang it for me. It’s insane how it’s been a year since Ive spoken time you I can still see and hear and feel your hug clear as day in my mind. I’ll love you forever. Love from earth to heaven (idc if you aren’t religious I’m not either but I hope you’re in some version of heaven). Orlaith
im not crying you're crying
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i lost my grandmother, the woman who raised me too, six years ago. It still hurts like it was yesterday💔
I related
My grandma passed away a couple days ago. Thank you. I needed this.
I know this is a two months late but may she rest in peace ❤ I hope you and your family are doing okay ❤
I’m sorry :( May she Rest In Peace ❤️
Sorry for your loss 💛
My grandma passed away Sunday, Dec. 1, 2019 and we had her funeral a few weeks after that. She was the only person who ever understood me and I couldn't look at her with out crying and hurting. After she was buried the whole family was going to eat, but I couldn't because they made all her food out of her recipe book and I cried so much which hurts me
I miss you, fly high angel.
i’m so sorry. i lost my grandmother, the woman who raised me 8 years ago and it still hurts. Stay strong💔
Omg can you like upload a whole playlist of this on spotify i so need that
Patience by guns n roses but you are falling asleep beside a cracking fire on a winter night
this.
Yes
Please
I really wanted louser to do that :c
Oh look at that, my heart’s broken, 𝘼𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣
Me after attending @wherearetheavocados username funeral.
I was shooketh when I saw, SHOOKETH I TELL YOU, SHOOKETH!!!
I THOT WHEN AHE CHABGED IT IT WAS A FAN ACCOUNT
@@gracueyas3925 sameeeeee oof
AShLEY _ omg yes:((
AShLEY _ Rip man...@wherearetheavocados will never be forgotten...
This really hits so close to home, im just in awe.
My mom and I used to listen to the rock version of this song, laughing in her old truck.
Now shes gone.
And i was never able to give my final goodbye and i never got closure.
And its a regret I'll carry for years and years, though the reasons behind it weren't my own.
I miss her so much and this just brought such an odd emotion in me i havent felt in awhile
i listened to this back when it was just recently uploaded. it hurt then, but it hurts even more now. i just lost one of my closest friends. she was 16. she was my classmate for 4 years. we were supposed to graduate to senior high in 3 months, together. as a class, we had to organize her wake yesterday. and it still hurts to think about how i'll never get to see her again. it hurts tocthink about how i didn't say i love you the last time she messaged me, which was afternoon of the day before she died. it hurts. i miss her so much.
to whoever is reading, take this as a lesson to never hold back when you want to tell someone you love them. live each day to the fullest; you'll never know when it'll be your last.
i love you, b. hope you're happy up there.
To think*
This reminds me when I was like 8 and I had to take part in my grandfather's funeral and when it was all over the priest was offer gin hugs t the end of the service and he sent a small blessing with everyone and I hugged him really tightly because he was the first one that hugged me that morning and I remember running straight to the bathroom and crying because little 8 year old me didn't understand what any of it really meant I just knew my grandfather was gone and I didn't get to see him again. I remember the church clearly for every detail to this day. Luckily, it wasn't raining it was extremely sunny but this whole edit brings the pain I felt that day to life and it's insane. I love your edits so much and this one is a favorite. Thank you.
*this was my moms song.. today is 5 years she’s been gone. rough.*
I'm sorry and I hope that you can get all the support u need
10 soon for me. It gets easier I promise ❤ allow yourself to feel what you feel, and you'll heal
I’m sorry for your loss ❤️
im sorry bro.
I feel ur pain
As usual your videos are not only beautiful but a work of art
Wow that hurt way more than it should have.
time to cry and think about how my moms gonna die someday
claire messal straight to the point 😎
I always think about my existence my mums existence my dads existence didn’t really matter
Consciousness accelerationism, i like that. It's honest :)
Same... I'm glad I'm not alone
I know it's late
and don't want to give advice here
But don't think about that, i mean u still got her and enjoy the Time with her.. That's all I can say.
Bc I can't and I'm 20. ✌️
This reminded me of when I used to play in the rain with my siblings and we’d all get drenched, mud on our skin, under our nails , in our hair while my dad would play the Beetles and he’d dance with my mum...... I just want that back, for a moment , I want to be a careless kid, thinking about nothing but how happy I am
sounds... nostalgic... ouch
I lost my grandpa in January and we’re scattering his ashes tomorrow, I really needed this thanks
My sister is very ill with Mld and every time I listen to songs and edits like this my heart hurts, I just need to pray that she’ll be here for years on.
Im hoping for the best for your sister and family x❤ things will get easier x
my apologies mean quite little i'm sure but i'm really sorry. i wish you, your sister, family, friends, and anyone and everyone in between the best 💕
m8 it means so much! Thank you for making my day! ❤️
Everything's gonna be alright, eventually. Be safe, friend. Take care of her, your family and yourself
bless u and your family
I never knew how strong you could make a song. Until you made me bawl my entire soul out with this crap. And i was happy J U S T. A. F E W. S E C O N D S. A G O. G O D D A M I T.
Kerijon Kagerou ME. TOO.
locked out of heaven by bruno mars but its your funeral and you realise there is no afterlife
This hits home, pretty hard. One of my best friends died along with her whole family in her sleep last Wednesday. I am literally in tears right now. 😢
omg, I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope that they're somewhere in a happy place right now.
ева сизова Thank you. I am doing a little better now. ❤️
how are you doing? stay strong. i know what it’s like to lose someone so important to you. i just had to go through it. i’m here for you.
El m Thank you so much. I mean, I am doing better. There should be a funeral soon, which is probably going to make me even more sad than I already am. But it is all ok, because I know that her and her family are in heaven. If you want to know more about the situation, look up carbon monoxide poisoning on the internet. You will hopefully see a title like 4 people and 3 dogs dead in Genoa Township/Ohio. 💔
brinner dinner i’m glad you’re doing better. the funeral is going to be hard. you will break down more than you did when you heard the news of them being gone. funerals are very sad but they’re also about honoring the people and all they were, just try to remember it that way. i know it’s very hard. it’s so tragic the way they died and i’m truly so sorry, i couldn’t even imagine having to deal with that. you’re so so strong. you got this.
This exact thing happened to me 4 years ago. I was 8. Yes, I'm 12 right now. November 23, 2016, my uncle (34) collapsed on the ground at his house. He was sent to the hospital and died 8 pm that day. Me, my 7 yr old sister, and 11 yr old sister only found out the next morning at my grandma's house. We didn't know how to react. It was our first time losing someone we love. My mom (his older sister) was upstairs crying so hard. Our uncle was literally one of the sweetest, kindest, funniest people you could ever meet. He even looked like a really kind person, with a bright smile. He would always come over and when he did, he would pick us up and talk about putting us in the trash and all that. He was so fucking caring and sweet I just didn't know what to do. On the way home from the visitation (basically the early funeral) this song played. We thought it was just a coincidence. A lovely coincidence. But then November Rain played on the radio. It was raining. He died that day. In November. I will never forget him. He was so young😪😭. R.I.P uncle Eric (1982 - 2016)
I lost my grandfather and tomorrow is his funeral.
This is the first time i’ve experienced such pain in my life and this song makes the tears leave my eyes.
I feel a bit better now
Thank you
Hey grandma.. Ill be knocking on heavens door soon promise you'll be waiting to let me in💔
kinda late but I hope you’re doing okay, you got this. stay strong. everything will be okay :)
I listened to this about a year ago returning from a funeral and I remember thinking "why would this be made? why not just in the rain? but a funeral, who would envy this feeling?" but recently I lost my uncle, and because of covid there was no viewing there was no funeral.... and I get it, a year later and i'm listening and longing for the closure, for the chance to say bye to anything more than a photo just the chance to listen to Knockin' on heavens door but you're coming back of a funeral. but i think this helped, thank you
i had to stop listening quite a few times, but i finally finished it. i don’t know why but it brought comfort to cry it out. thank you 💜
:(( didn't know I needed this
This is so...I don't know how to describe it. My neighbor died in a car accident and they did the service at his house, he was part of a band, so his bandmates were playing all his favorites songs all night, it was 4 in the morning I was sleeping but suddenly I heard the first accords of this song...I started to cry while singing. I didn't really know him, but the whole thing was sad he left behind 2 kids and his wife, everything was heartbreaking until this song they played it wonderful and after they finished playing it I heard a round of claps and people shouting his name, It felt like they were trying to say "We'll be ok, don't worry, you can rest". That's the kind of departure I would like.
I lost my father last September it was extremely unexpected and difficult. It’s insane how fast life really can change. I ran into your account and fell in love with your edits. Seeing this one and listening to it I felt a certain way. It brought me back to the night I found out my father would be getting his tube pulled. That night felt like everything was in slow motion. I remember being in the car going to my friends house for the night. a song was playing lightly in the background as she held onto my hand. This song brought me back to that very moment. It reminded me how fast life can change and how short it really is. I needed this badly. Thank you so much for this lovely edit. It’s beautiful please keep up the beautiful work! Lots of love.
Scarlet Paradise i’m so so sorry i hope you are doing okay
I’m so sorry it took me ages to reply. Thank you for your concern. I’m getting through it day by day. It means a lot to know people are here for me though. Sending you lots of love and light darling.
A close family friend passed away July 30th. It was raining on the day of her funeral and this took me right back to that, it's nice to remember the beauty in all of it though through this edit. Thank you❤
It reminds me of my grandfather. November 2 2019, we still love and miss you. 💚
so my grandpa died a few days ago and i saw this and it was actually raining and when i got home i listened to this and cried myself to sleep, and i was dreaming of my grandpa and me having fun when i was a kid and at the end it finished by him walking into two huge gold doors.
Here I am, ugly crying in the bathtub at midnight thinking about all the important people in my life that passed away. Still, thank you for making this.
About 2 weeks ago i listened to it while comming back from the funeral and i couldn't stop my tears from falling
They played this at my 3 year old nieces funeral. Rest in peace baby girl I'll always love you
Sierra McDavid oh damn that's heavy stuff, my condolences
this needs to be over an hour long i’m obsessed with this
This song was played at my dad's memorial... I miss you so much, daddy. I'll love you forever. Fly high, dad.
I love you so much papa! Everytime I see a train I think of you! Maybe one day I'll see you again. :)
Great now I'm gonna remember my nana and how good she was. We didn't deserve her. She was the sweetest, most beautiful person ever. Even though she spent the first 14 years of her life in hospital due to pneumonia, double pneumonia, triple pneumonia and bronchitis. Even though she developed myeloma and only had a third of her lungs working. She never stopped smiling and laughing. I'll miss you, Nana Green, you left a gaping hole in your daughters' hearts, in your husbands heart, in your grandchildren's heart and in everyone who had the pleasure of knowing you.
31-04-40 - 02-10-2013
It’s been a little over 8 years.
I miss you sm angel , you made me so happy even when it was for a brief moment. I wish we could’ve grown up together, gotten old together and so many other things. You were the best sister I could ever ask for but now most people have forgotten you but I will never forget you and the way you smiled and laughed. Rest in peace knowing your brother will always love you.
This is beautiful, just as much emotion as there is in the original.
When I listen to this I think of my sister, and her passing went I was younger. Too young to remember her and that hurts me more
Because I barely even know her about I love her so much
November 2018 my family decided to kick me out and I haven’t been able to talk to them or see my sick grandmother who raised me since due to fear of them abusing me or causing a scene. I’m terrified of the thought that she’s already passed and I wasn’t able to be notified or say my goodbyes.
I lost my nana on Saturday and this is what I really needed rn thank you
You told me 4 years ago "it would pass," then you told me "not to worry." Over a year has passed and I still remember you smiling on your deathbed telling me "we WILL see each other again!" This song is all I have left of You.
Why is this so emocional?
My eys are teering up rite now..
😢😢😢
This was my uncles favorite song, and he passed away, and this brings back my childhood. Thank you for this. 😭💙
when i was in the mental ward,,,, we had workshops over the summer holidays. once, we played in a band, and we played this song. just thinking about how shitty we sounded made me smile. thank you for this.
this reminds me of my nonna, thank you for making this,made me extremely happy & nostalgic. 🥺
When you're on your way home after burning down that manga artist's house.
amadeus wolfgeist is a metaphor for gay which mangaa artiiist ?
After your death, a credit scene comes up, and this music starts playing.
THE END
I lost my bestfriend a year ago and the thoughts of not telling him goodbye at all , still hurts . This song will forever brings me peace . Just the thoughts of him being wherever he is, makes me feel that he isn’t fully gone .
I- i love you. Idk what to say anymore bcs i love these kind of edits especially your edits so thankyou 💓
This makes me so sad, thank you
I'm seeing everyone saying they've lost someone. I havent, so I cant relate. But I'm dreading the time when I do.😭
same here- it sucks not being able to sympathize with this kind of loss but I also feel lucky that I haven't yet.
it's something you don't prepare for so just make sure you tell everyone you love them, make sure you tell them how much you love them 🥺❤️. Be grateful for everyone you have in your life you cherish (, :
My grandfather passed away about a week ago, and I didn't get the chance to go to the funeral because of COVID.. This song has been helping me grieve. Thank you
Miss my grandpa, he died 6 years and one day ago as I’m listening to this. I know he’ll be with me when I get my high school diploma in a couple weeks. Thank you
its been way over a year since this video was posted but as i'm just watching it now and scrolling through the comments i feel like i have to write a little something to leave here. reading the comments and hearing each others stories of people we've loved in our lives really touches my heart, it hurts to lose people, it sucks, and we keep loving even though we know everyone around us will die some day. we love because we chose to, we love because we don't know what else to do.
i lost my great grandma six years ago. my heart still hurts every time i think of her. i don't know if i'll ever get over losing her. i remember sitting by her bed when she was in the hospital, i remember her struggling to breathe. she forgot my name when i walked in, she thought i was my aunt when she was a child. time became fluid for her. i miss her more than anything.
i've considered taking my own life. every time i do, since the day i first tried, i remember what my mum told me. she said to think about her. how she would feel if i died. ever since then i think about the funeral, my friends and my family going home to this car ride. to what i felt when i was 11, scared and exhausted and bitter and heartbroken. i couldn't do that to anyone.
so remember to love the people around you. hold on for them, hold on for hope, hold on for me. we'll get through this. one day at a time. and most importantly, love. give love, receive love, feel loved. because you are. sometimes you don't feel it, that's ok. here's a bit of love for you right here ❤️❤️❤️
Plot twist: You're Josuke coming back from Rohan's funeral
My grandpa died recently. I remember before he did, me and my mom were driving to the hospital. We were both silent and all she did was listen to songs she could play at his funeral. I didn’t want to believe he was dying so I just slept and listened to music the whole time. He couldn’t speak, he could barely breathe. My grandma said she swore he said to just end the pain already. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. Because I thought I was going to see him again. So now I have been listening to songs to help me sleep every night sense. I just can’t get over that I will never see him again. Never see his smile. Never dance with him to jingle bell rock every Christmas. He’s gone. He’s really gone.
i’m so sorry, hopefully he’s up in heaven with Christ❤️✝️
i had to speak at my great grandfather’s funeral when i was young, i was so young and so sad. this is so lovely.. thank you.
Laying down, listening to this, letting it slowly lull you to sleep is absolutely amazing.
Plot twist: You're a ghost and coming back from your own funeral, comforting your family.
You have no idea how much I need this. Thank you.
This video manages to capture that lonely feeling that you get from long, quiet car trips in the rain. Not even necessarily a funeral, just those silent drives as the rain beats down. Your mind wanders from street lamp to street lamp, maybe counting the cars passing by, or just watching the water trickle down the window. Somehow, in those moments, you don't feel like you're from anywhere or going somewhere, it's just you, in that moment, like someone took a picture of that point in time and now you're in that photo. The only sound is the dull hum of the car, and maybe the soft breathing of the person next to you, but little else even really registers. It's one of those strange moments that somehow you know it instantly, yet you only have vague recollections of it happening. But perhaps that's all just me.
7 months ago i remember me in our car going to my fathers funeral,the day was grimm and so quite because of the lockdown.This hits right in the feels.
This reminds me a lot of how I felt as I was being driven to my (step)dad's wake and actually brought me to tears.
I was actually on my way home from my fathers funeral playing this song in the car since it was his favorite song. Seeing this made my heart shatter all over again.
I miss you everyday grandpa...you sitting there in the living room painting and sharing stories of your life. I lost you in the most uncertain times due to a pandemic that made it impossible for us to say goodbye to you in person. I hope you heard me through the videocall and just see how much we all love and miss you. Rest in peace...we will meet again
my grandpa just passed away because of corona virus. I never thought this could happen I was waiting him to come home and hug me while telling me how much he loves me and missed me while both of us crying but unfortunately only me cried all alone in your funeral and just me said I love you
I just lost my mom and her funeral was on Monday... thanks for this edit... Really, it comes form the bottom of my heart ❤️
"There are no words to describe the pain that I feel right now."
thank you. I needed this
but happiness will find you one day. i know it’s hard but trust me, I understand you. you sometimes want someone to talk with, I know this feeling. everything will be ok (yes I was trying to convince myself that it’ll be ok but ignore me I’m weird ik)
I needed this rn...I’m going through such s hard time and trying to act like everything is okay,but this makes things way better then it actually is...thank you ❤️❤️😭😭
Dear Grandpa,
it's been over a year now since you've been gone. Life hasn't been the same ever since. The bitter smell of your cigarettes still dwells in that strangely silent room. Your voice still rings in my ears like the sweetest yet such painful melody. Your sad eyes still watch me as I come back home, and still start shining as they see me opening that creaky door. Your warm arms still take me into that tender loving embrace. Your dry lips still sing me a song whenever I have to go. The memory of you still haunts me every time I close my eyes. And it still makes me cry to think it will always be just a memory.
We never went for that walk I promised you. I don't think you remember, but I always will. I'm sorry.
They say you heal with time, but you never really do. You just get used to it. But nothing can set on fire the part of me that stopped burning as you left. I will be waiting here for you, even if you're never coming back. I miss you. And I'll keep missing you until the day we drink a cup of that wearish black tea one more time.
I love you
Sincerely yours,
K
this song has such a special place in my heart thank you for making me cry
When I was on my way back home from my mothers funeral this song started to play, it was one of her favourite songs so I just started bawling.
Im so obsessed with these kind of videos
The description is literally giving me a years worth of writing inspiration rn
the night we met but you're having diarrhea
AHAAHAHAHAHA THANK YOU
For what? hahahahahaha
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@@hidan6521 for making me laugh that hard ahahahaaa
HAHAHAHAHA it just comes out of my mind
Your stuff is always content I did not know I needed until I listen to ut
Your altered works are so good. This one in fact hits me on a personal level and I don’t even know how to describe how it makes me feel. This channel is amazing and I look forward to more videos.
I read this and didn’t think I could relate, and then i kept listening and I remembered that my dad died in August, and I never said goodbye because it was so sudden. I never got to see a body because he was cremated, I never got answers because he’s gone now. I miss what could have been 💔
These are actually so nice. I have a chronic illness. I havent been able to leave the house in years except for the hospital. These types of edits help bring new experiences 💜imaginations great
I felt so real that I could not stop the tears
pov: you're david fisher and you just buried your only brother, while driving home you remember your best memories together.
Little rohan coming back from Reimi's funeral