I don't have any questions right now but I would like to learn about different Christians you mentioned. I'm new here and even though I'm not Christian, I love supporting community.
Bless you for your kind words of wisdom. And bless Tequilla for coming forward and speaking. I have been totally unaware of your channel until the livestream where I saw you in the chat and Tequilla pointed you out. I think many witches/pagans, myself included, experience deities that make them question the path they're walking and feeling at a crossroads. I was raised by pagans and atheists, so Christianity or any organized religion was completely inaccessible to me and made fun of. I had been walking with Hekate my whole life, and with the Morrigan for the past 8 years, however I have felt long silence over the past two years when I had my first experience with Jesus. I had not read any of the Bible nor gone to church at the time, and still have only read a few lines from the Bible sparingly. I have been very hesitant because it was an extremely powerful experience and was completely unexpected and I have no understanding of anything besides my relationship with Him. I sat with Grandmother Ayahuasca in a point in my life when I was in complete darkness, and am processing that my magicks, even with best intentions, were manipulating energies that were playing with fate, and in turn I have negative entities I have created that I now fight - my demons, my shadows. In my time with Grandmother Ayahuasca, I experienced a biblically accurate crucifixion. Anyone who had ever hurt me in my life came to me and gave me a wound, and it occured over and over because I was resistant and fighting and in suffering and begging for help, and finally when I could not take anymore, I looked away from those who hurt me, went inside myself, and I looked to my left and Jesus was on the cross beside me. We were just out of reach, and we tried to reach for one another, but we were in such state of suffering that all we could do was look at one another in silence and with pure unconditional love for one another, and cried tears of blood, and my heart felt so full because I was not alone in the dark, that I thought my heart would burst, and I felt all the chains and ropes and thorns that were restricting my heart burst out, and I looked onto those hurting me with love and I forgave, and then my crown chakra blew open and I experienced heaven. Pure ecstasy and bliss. I was in such shock that I didn't speak for days. Still to this day, the experience is crystal clear. The love He offered was at such a high frequency that I have never connected to another deity in that way before. And since, witchcraft and the path has felt not as effective, and with negative influences on my energy, and my heart, and my mind. I'm carefully tiptoeing through everything and am so confused. I also felt ashamed and embarrassed to speak out on it, but moreso with people in my personal life than online because they think that Jesus is "so not me". I experienced Him is such a unique way that I am careful to not let outside sources to influence my experience of His Light. I am so thankful people are speaking out. I do not feel alone. Thank you so much, I appreciate you ❤
I support her I’ll mis her and I thank her for inspiring me to fallow my witchy magical path.
❤❤❤❤With Lots of Love
Actually real Christian is magical. We been lie to forever and now we learn truth and facts. The leaders of this world is the lies
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I don't have any questions right now but I would like to learn about different Christians you mentioned. I'm new here and even though I'm not Christian, I love supporting community.
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Bless you for your kind words of wisdom. And bless Tequilla for coming forward and speaking. I have been totally unaware of your channel until the livestream where I saw you in the chat and Tequilla pointed you out. I think many witches/pagans, myself included, experience deities that make them question the path they're walking and feeling at a crossroads. I was raised by pagans and atheists, so Christianity or any organized religion was completely inaccessible to me and made fun of. I had been walking with Hekate my whole life, and with the Morrigan for the past 8 years, however I have felt long silence over the past two years when I had my first experience with Jesus. I had not read any of the Bible nor gone to church at the time, and still have only read a few lines from the Bible sparingly. I have been very hesitant because it was an extremely powerful experience and was completely unexpected and I have no understanding of anything besides my relationship with Him. I sat with Grandmother Ayahuasca in a point in my life when I was in complete darkness, and am processing that my magicks, even with best intentions, were manipulating energies that were playing with fate, and in turn I have negative entities I have created that I now fight - my demons, my shadows. In my time with Grandmother Ayahuasca, I experienced a biblically accurate crucifixion. Anyone who had ever hurt me in my life came to me and gave me a wound, and it occured over and over because I was resistant and fighting and in suffering and begging for help, and finally when I could not take anymore, I looked away from those who hurt me, went inside myself, and I looked to my left and Jesus was on the cross beside me. We were just out of reach, and we tried to reach for one another, but we were in such state of suffering that all we could do was look at one another in silence and with pure unconditional love for one another, and cried tears of blood, and my heart felt so full because I was not alone in the dark, that I thought my heart would burst, and I felt all the chains and ropes and thorns that were restricting my heart burst out, and I looked onto those hurting me with love and I forgave, and then my crown chakra blew open and I experienced heaven. Pure ecstasy and bliss. I was in such shock that I didn't speak for days. Still to this day, the experience is crystal clear. The love He offered was at such a high frequency that I have never connected to another deity in that way before. And since, witchcraft and the path has felt not as effective, and with negative influences on my energy, and my heart, and my mind. I'm carefully tiptoeing through everything and am so confused. I also felt ashamed and embarrassed to speak out on it, but moreso with people in my personal life than online because they think that Jesus is "so not me". I experienced Him is such a unique way that I am careful to not let outside sources to influence my experience of His Light. I am so thankful people are speaking out. I do not feel alone. Thank you so much, I appreciate you ❤