I have autism, and being a true Christian will never be easy for me. For 6 years, I have been watching videos and reading about Hell more than Heaven. I even learned that God just never cares about us and that He expects us to keep on committing the same sins over and over again so that we can rot forever in Hell. It feels as if Jesus wished He never died on the cross for our sins and that we should continue wallowing in our wickedness. I usually imagine God as a tremendous bully monster who wants us humans to continue in our sins, errors, and failures so we can suffer for all eternity in Hell. I know that Satan is an extremely intelligent and relentless being who is doing so well at deceiving 99.99% of the whole world into sin and eternal damnation. And while he is doing that, I imagine God with a tremendous scowl or smirk on His face, enjoying the eternal damnation of mankind in Hell. When I want to pray boldly against the devil and his devices, then God just tells me, "Why would I want to help you? You know you're going to fall right back into the devil's trap! You'll never break free! You always repent and fail again! You deserve to be Satan's child! Forget all about following me and continue following the devil!" That's where I see God favoring and protecting the devil above mankind. God is blaming us humans while He's protecting and favoring Satan. So, if that's truly the case, then God and Satan are equally alike in many ways. Then, we humans would never be able to love God and worship Him at all.
Amen to this message God is King and we must obey him!!
We need to live a repentant and obedient to God, life.
There's no other way. There's no better way. 🙏🏽🩸🔥❤️
YAH God bless you, Bro.Kollin.
I have autism, and being a true Christian will never be easy for me. For 6 years, I have been watching videos and reading about Hell more than Heaven. I even learned that God just never cares about us and that He expects us to keep on committing the same sins over and over again so that we can rot forever in Hell. It feels as if Jesus wished He never died on the cross for our sins and that we should continue wallowing in our wickedness. I usually imagine God as a tremendous bully monster who wants us humans to continue in our sins, errors, and failures so we can suffer for all eternity in Hell. I know that Satan is an extremely intelligent and relentless being who is doing so well at deceiving 99.99% of the whole world into sin and eternal damnation. And while he is doing that, I imagine God with a tremendous scowl or smirk on His face, enjoying the eternal damnation of mankind in Hell. When I want to pray boldly against the devil and his devices, then God just tells me, "Why would I want to help you? You know you're going to fall right back into the devil's trap! You'll never break free! You always repent and fail again! You deserve to be Satan's child! Forget all about following me and continue following the devil!" That's where I see God favoring and protecting the devil above mankind. God is blaming us humans while He's protecting and favoring Satan. So, if that's truly the case, then God and Satan are equally alike in many ways. Then, we humans would never be able to love God and worship Him at all.
Damn, I believe you’re over thinking Jesus and that he loves you. Your the one who needs to receive the gift.