It isn’t what it seems All the joy and the smiles that you see Its all an act for the people in the streets Looking at us on the screens Saying, damn boy is living his dreams - Behind all that See the pain and pressure that I’m at Its nothing easy to come back from I can’t front, all the problems at one time That’s why I rap son It’s just an outlet so I don’t cock back the damn gun - Its easy for you to say it But I’m the person who plays it Live it a step at a time And every lyric is divine - I just do it for passion not the fame nor the action Cuz every fucking action has a reaction And we know how it goes - You get the money and the hoes Buy shit for your bros 4, 5, 6 whips on the road It’s the life that you chose - A couple years later You started to gain some haters Saying, you’re such a faker - You don’t live what you say You’re just a fucking disgrace How can you cuss on people And later say that you pray - You realize what comes with life How much you hate it, and despise all of the strife Even your fans are searching for your wife You want to bring out the knife But it’ll never suffice And you’re just stuck there, with them tears every night - You know What really bugs me off All these people talking like they know who we are Just cause they see all the cars, and how we writing the bars That doesn’t mean that you know my life and the scars - I got inside of me They want us all in rivalry They wanna see you kill a mf in a street Ain’t that some irony?
Listen I know I’m only 19 years old Want a million and a neck full of gold Want a house with a figure that loves me even when its cold Got some fears and some pain that have never been told Listen I’m 19 trynna figure things out Got my girl on my side i need to give her a crown She a queen fucking helped me through everything out Now I’m scared she gon leave before I figure it out Listen I never been told what to do I got me , myself and my point of view Thinking every night sometimes I think outta the blue Is it me or inner peace I’m seeking to prove woo I don’t cry out for help unless it’s insane My mind fly outta place , it’s a crashing plane Deep down right there it’s about to rain Rainy days come through so as sunny days We all wanna be someone that we’re not Someone in the dark to put us on the spot Ranger with no power no control man I’m lost I wanna see my children one day just on top Wanna see my baby mama with no fucking job Wanna see my family on the highest spot Wanna see my grandchildren fucking pop Telling people round the world look what my granny got Yeah Realistically I’m a victim to greed My parents think I’m an angel and an innocent kid Truth when I see screen I only see fucking p’s Ruined so many lives now I’m feeling the streets The evil inside of me telling me to take a spin Take a 360 doski throw the rest in the bin But the devil is watching its a battle within Imma twist it and choke it till I fucking win I don’t try to go hard on my fucking raps I tell my story, if it’s good or it’s fucking trash In the end there is tears on my fucking pad Have ppl to listen to my fucking track Thinking that I have lost it bitch I’m fucking back Buckle up sit down and pass my fucking Jack Light a cig never drown im just fucking sad Shits normal to me I write it down just listen akh
U glavi mi k'o da je rat, ja umirem al' ko nov sam za sat Tako i moras i trebas, stvarno to moras znat Bez suza i znoja, a jede te stres pa Boga pitas sta? Kako prebolit, zasto te boli ti moras to saznat jer nisi ti gubitnik, vec suprotno to znaj A glas u glavi po hiljadu puta, odzvanja ne cujes sam sebe za koga se boris, za nju da l bi uradila isto za tebe? Previse razmisljas, sjedi i ponavljaj da volis sam sebe, i da onog kojeg bojis se samo je Bog
You’ve got pain, yet we all experience it So ur experiences aren’t significant Put your head down low and be diligent And listen to the words before it gets worse Glock 19 in the purse are you listening? Suicide intrigued your mind we all thinking it Wonder how people would react if you committed it I’ll catch a case and a drill on the same day and the same way I’m delivering it I’m spittin a poem to tell the mandem suttin figurative Don’t become a fugitive, the fine line between criminal and hypocrite And wishin you’re a innocent kid Realistically I’m a victim to greed Cuz when I see green I just think of the p’s Temptation and sin take in from within An evil inside your mind tellin you to spin The truth is ugly half you man wouldn’t listen and more time let the devil knock on the door and come in We all wanna be someone that we’re not Someone in the dark to put us in the spot Ima ranger with no power no control and I’m lost I hope that one day my children’s always on top Callin for help No books on the shelf Gotta teach my self and read inbetween the lines of the realm This ain’t no second chance shit It’s a one take ting So if you die without saying goodbye that’s a thing you can’t ever relive
Im alone again writing lyrics in my head Used to this by now its happening again Take a step back i go to take a breath Lose my balance when i do im a mes
behind that all you could see is my pain and struggles but soon engough just gimme 1 chance am change that to glory am on top now but the pressure keeps on breaking me down but i gotta get up and not let it get me down still on top nd soon enough ama start chasing me the crown
Youve got pain, yet we all experience it So ur experiences aren’t significant. Suicide intrigued ur mind?we all thinking it Ever wondered how people would react if u committed it. Are you listening? Coz too many youtes caught up on their phone, appreciate the world ya living in Technology was made to draw us away fro Reality to hallucinations to linger in. They told me do what you love, but how can I do what I love When every time Im happy god makes it misery. I’m so acclimatised, whenever theres felicity I’m anticipating the cold coming like some fish in the sea. When I’m dead they wish heaven had a phone coz they supposedly missing me. I got one currently and there’s no one ringing u see. So clarify ur narrative coz I detect some Jekyll and Hyde deceiving me. Im carrying so much pain, so my smile should be see through But it seems you need cuts to see I’m bleeding. I went to a therapist He said, open up, but there’s a hole in my chest And I don’t need you Trynna fill it up coz that’s where I sow, And The more suffering I battle the, tougher I grow I don’t tell no one what I wouldn’t mind the world to know, Coz I got trust issues from the foundations to the soul My silence is loud coz I don’t divulge Fake love Is enough to break a heart. They got words but no actions to back it up They say I love you, and don’t mean it My head starts to buzz I haven’t been this light in years, then just when u start To fall for them they leave u in the dark. Then somehow the tables always switch and I’m the one whose in the wrong “Say sorry” yet she’s the one who fucked up I remember my head in hands Night always shows the real side of a man Thinking to myself can I take this? Any more stress and I’ll snap like the Golden Gate Bridge, I’m sick of living, but I’m scared to die. 500mg in my grip like I work in a pharmacist Am I Being a narcissist coz there’s millions battling to survive Kenyans, Ethiopians all on thin ice. Name me a species more silent then men, Keep it quiet, no wonder all of us are on the fucking edge. Accused, mentally abused, confused why the fuck are my emotions silenced like some Barretta that’s supressed Venting
Com'è se non c'hai nessuno che ti aspetta la sera, Com'è se non hai una madre che ti consola davvero, Perché qua dalle mie parti è sempre stata dura, E il fiore che adesso è uscito l'ha cresciuto questo suolo, E che cazzo la gente parla ma non sanno chi sono, Ho il blocco note pieno e non mi sento più solo, Mi ha cresciuto questo suolo, la musica e questo suono, Non mi è servito un appoggio, ho fatto tutto da solo, Ma la musica non mi passa, sono quasi sempre in para, Il mio rap è sofferenza, scritto dentro qualche barra, E sono sempre più triste, ogni giorno che passa, Pensa vero mi interessa, non la ascolto quando parla, I sentimenti miei che gelano, guarda i miei occhi cremano, Sto andando contromano, le braccia che tremano, Nelle orecchie c'ho un brano, foglio e penna nella mano, In testa i demoni che urlano, nel cuscino il corano, Di là c'è mamma che piange e cerca di fare piano, Esco fuori salgo in macchina, siamo otto e uno nel cofano, Uno sopra l'altro, siam stretti, i posti non contano, Ragazzi come noi erano in giro e non li notavano, Non ho smesso di scrivere, non ho smesso di vivere, Ho toccato con il cuore le vite di gente al limite, Mai avute strade ripide, sto liberando la lapide, La morte si nutre solo delle nostre lacrime, In mezzo a serpenti e vittime, una partita tra anime, Vince chi è più forte a rime, l'uomo qui si deve esprimere, Non pensar di far soldi le speranze sono minime, E quel che ti voglion dire, per non lasciarti un margine, Siamo nel duemilaundici arrivo in Ita felice, Siamo nel duemiladodici da solo devo gestire, Una malattia che uccide, e ti giuro non è semplice, Per un bimbo di 6 anni, che la morte non capisce, Ho 3 tagli nei polmoni, per ognuna una cicatrice, Ho 2 tagli sopra il fianco, e la flebo che nutrisce, Lì sviluppo la memoria e c'ho il ricordo di chiunque, Un ricordo di un bambino che è un adulto ma più triste, Non era quel che pensavano ma mi hanno fatto soffrire, Rinchiuso in ste 4 mura di una stanza che sopprime, Quella stanza che da bimbo era la cosa che più odiavo, Quando ci penso non piango, perché ho finito le lacrime. Da uscito non capivo perciò che ringrazio mamma, Mentiva a fin di bene e mi ha insegnato a non mentire, Anche se la prendo in spalle a vita penso non basta, A ridarle neanche un grammo, soffrire per non soffrire.
Let me paint u a picture, I'm a loner like dave Growing up I had it hard I was scraping the grave I was trapped in my life I was stuck in a cave And I was in a moment where I thought I would pray Got me thinking bout decisions will I enter my fate I was asking myself questions every regular day See I'm a prick There's no denying But every day improving cmon at least I'm trying And I'm tired of lying And I'm tired of fighting I'd rather be silenced
Don’t let them underestimate what your worth and love shouldn’t hurt when your underneath dirt it only gets worst but I know that I’m curse trying to search for a woman like hers I trust god that I’m in the right path but the devils in the back and he’s starting laugh I have no heart when I was left in the dark I earnt these scars but I lived in the past I just wanna be alone but then I feel lonely when I’m going home
E quante volte ho sperato fosse l'ultima Sono schiavo del fumo Sono schiavo del lavoro, del passato Quanto ho perso sulla base lo racconto Faccio una mista, ero attivo la notte,dormivo di giorno Poi ho capito la vita è un dono Sveglia alle 7 di mattina davanti chai il mondo
Тебя не было там где я что то потерял Много или малое все кинув на веса Грехи или добро перевесит что же чаша Или весы сломлены неясен результат Столько сообщений плывут по течению У, все ради общения или что я тут ищу? Выгоду мгновениеили родную душу В зеркале увижу ее я задушу Воспоминания скручены в косяк Не за признание иду по костям Они хотят меня видеть у себя Да я бы с радостью но ща не в радостях У мамы грусти хуй с ним правда Ты не почувствуешь этот откат Утрат немного но тяжел отказ
И если будет лучше заприте же в подвал м м м Как так м м м Да да м м м Пропал из радаров и этих грязных зеркал Сигнал запускаю дым попуская Сука ждёт звонка сука снова тает Я снова впадаю в пучину выбираю лучшее из зол лезвием по краю Проведу по обеим сторонам этих монет Через чур увлеклась ты и запомнила момент Ну а я не могу вспомнить что было ща в тот день Пришел увидел победил и захотел новую цель
No new efforts to get better, she wants to leave i best let her, my heart gets heavier with memories she tryna forget, i know i fucked up but your still stuck in my head, I dont know how to handle this bread by myself, so much mold coming now, need to share it but I dont know how, never been able to locate her where abouts, probably out in the club drinking her self in henny tryna forget about me, nothing im proud of.
Quante volte ho promesso Fosse l'ultima volta Sono schiavo dell'eccesso Del denaro le donne Mio fratello sta rinchiuso non si sente A suo agio La speranza del quartiere Il mio nome lo sanno Spingo forte per la gloria Per un posto nel rap game Zanza 15 anni sbatti con le pattuglie Occhi sono specchio della vita che scegli Capisci solo dopo il valore di certe Conseguenze Siamo certi delle scelte Spicco il volo dalla perif ma non passo in centro Ho due palle cosi peso sai non mi accontento Vengo dal villaggio vita bella non ha prezzo Dimmi quanto vale Essere se stessi Senza quelle maschere che coprono difetti La firma resta eterna come un quadro di Banski Afrokidd parte 2, brillo in cielo dans la.nuit
Com'è se non c'hai nessuno che ti aspetta la sera, Com'è se non hai una madre che ti consola davvero, Perché qua dalle mie parti è sempre stata dura, E il fiore che adesso è uscito l'ha cresciuto questo suolo, E che cazzo la gente parla ma non sanno chi sono, Ho il blocco note pieno e non mi sento più solo, Mi ha cresciuto questo suolo, la musica e questo suono, Non mi è servito un appoggio, ho fatto tutto da solo, Ma la musica non mi passa, sono quasi sempre in para, Il mio rap è sofferenza, scritto dentro qualche barra, E sono sempre più triste, ogni giorno che passa, Pensa vero mi interessa, non la ascolto quando parla, I sentimenti miei che gelano, guarda i miei occhi cremano, Sto andando contromano, le braccia che tremano, Nelle orecchie c'ho un brano, foglio e penna nella mano, In testa i demoni che urlano, nel cuscino il corano, Di là c'è mamma che piange e cerca di fare piano, Esco fuori salgo in macchina, siamo otto e uno nel cofano, Uno sopra l'altro, siam stretti, i posti non contano, Ragazzi come noi erano in giro e non li notavano, Non ho smesso di scrivere, non ho smesso di vivere, Ho toccato con il cuore le vite di gente al limite, Mai avute strade ripide, sto liberando la lapide, La morte si nutre solo delle nostre lacrime, In mezzo a serpenti e vittime, una partita tra anime, Vince chi è più forte a rime, l'uomo qui si deve esprimere, Non pensar di far soldi le speranze sono minime, E quel che ti voglion dire, per non lasciarti un margine, Siamo nel duemilaundici arrivo in Ita felice, Siamo nel duemiladodici da solo devo gestire, Una malattia che uccide, e ti giuro non è semplice, Per un bimbo di 6 anni, che la morte non capisce, Ho 3 tagli nei polmoni, per ognuna una cicatrice, Ho 2 tagli sopra il fianco, e la flebo che nutrisce, Lì sviluppo la memoria e c'ho il ricordo di chiunque, Un ricordo di un bambino che è un adulto ma più triste, Non era quel che pensavano ma mi hanno fatto soffrire, Rinchiuso in ste 4 mura di una stanza che sopprime, Quella stanza che da bimbo era la cosa che più odiavo, Quando ci penso non piango, perché ho finito le lacrime. Da uscito non capivo perciò che ringrazio mamma, Mentiva a fin di bene e mi ha insegnato a non mentire, Anche se la prendo in spalle a vita penso non basta, A ridarle neanche un grammo, soffrire per non soffrire.
Pain. I used to have a group everyone will switch up, don’t believe me? Well ur betrayal is due. Fake friends emerge when they lose faith in you When there’s no benefits they will set sail from you
wake up like an alarms gone off inside my heart this ain't an art it's just stupid the way I make remarks up on a track an then pretend like I'm so fucking smart when really I ain't that talented and this ain't fuckin hard always been good with music now I see it like a burden always been chasing perfection wanted it so bad it's hurting every line I write I cut apart like I'm a surgeon then I double think this whole thing and think is it even worth it think and think and think and think that's all I ever do wonder if I'll ever grow set and chase a better view every night I sit in a shed to get all the cheddar but never get any better disappointed till my death is due
how the fuck can you help someone that can’t help them self see I’m back stacking the ps I’m back stacking the shelves I’m tryna make sure she’s taking her meds but she’s bringing up stories getting chased by the feds see my heart is breaking but I need it mend see now I’ve broke all ties and now I need a friend see this anxiety is living in my head owes rent see I told her I’d do anything she knows what I meant she knows what I meant she knows what I’d for her but it’s the little things in life hates Canada goose fur she’s just so cold and she reminds of the winter she’s always chilling with rats that’s splinter more important things in life ones my sister my head is soinning round g I’m on the twister these sores on my hearts feeling like a blister see my heart is breaking but I don’t know what to do see I was chilling I really thought it would be us two see anything can happen but who really knew and who really knew this and who really knew that I really loved that girl I really loved the big back see my head was fried but right now I’m back on track and see my ex girlfriend bro trust me she’s on crack
I see a lot of man Hitting their lows I don’t see a lot of man achieving their Goals If she would trust Then I would make her my own Build life together and I can be the king To your throne Rap is my source of drive Love comes from a root Can you keep it alive How can you say you care When you do the things you do Know you asking why Why did she leave When you always fucking lies She abounded it Was you the one who wanted More love you demanded it But it seems like you didn’t Give a shit When she handed it But now she’s gone You just imagine it Used to be my treasure Can’t find someone knew Is there even better Somedays I wish I never meet her Upset her Should of wrote a letter Love not forever These days it’s more like I should just forget her Look Ima take my time Learn more about myself And the good things in life If I told you why I left You wouldn’t reply But if you did You just said bye So I just keep it to myself Huh I’m playing my role I don’t told so I’m taking control These days it’s just me Keep hitting my goals It’s better of you leave I’m Not good for your soul Just It’s how it it’s I ain’t building up I’m small amounts A lot of man have heavy doubts I’m just in my path No different route Build name up buy mumzy A bigger house Bigger this a bigger that Doubts in your mind How can you live with that Is there still a connection I’ll show you my true ways Just point in your direction The only way you learn If you receive rejection I know that’s hard But it’s part of life lessons Now you gone who’s your selection Cause your treasure Can’t find someone knew Cause they’re ain’t better And that’s that
no quiero verte pero te busco ya notengo miedo pero todavia me asisto justo lo que no queria era caer en el bucle en el que ya llevo dos años aunque parezcan un lustro apunto pero nunca disparo me he callado cosas por no joder a un hermano ese tal hermano a los dias me habia fallado y yo segui callado de bueno soy retrasado me quite de lo malo y empeze a sentirme mal me llene de amor pero aun asi me sentia igual la pasta volo en consultas medicos y mas me apoye en mi familia en su amor incondicional he vuelto a llorar pero ya no es lo mismo solo es pa sacar la mierda a veces no estoy ni triste me despiste entre tus piernas y ya no si me quisiste solo me calma un ritmo y pensar en lo que perdiste
how the fuck can you help someone that can’t help them self see I’m back stacking the ps I’m back stacking the shelves I’m tryna make sure she’s taking her meds but she’s bringing up stories getting chased by the feds see my heart is breaking but I need it mend see now I’ve broke all ties and now I need a friend see this anxiety is living in my head owes rent see I told her I’d do anything she knows what I meant she’s just so cold and she reminds of the winter she’s always chilling with rats that’s splinter more important things in life ones my sister my head is soinning round g I’m on the twister these sores on my hearts feeling like a blister bro I said they’re feeling like a yeah bro they’re feeling like a blister and I’m telling the truth I’m no kidder fuck can you love someone whose bitter see my heart is breaking but I don’t know what to do see I was chilling I really thought it could be us two see anything can happen but who really knew and who really knew this and who really knew that I really liked that girl I really loved the big back see my head was fried but right now I’m back on track see you can’t help someone that loves the crack they get a half bag and one line is racked I just wanna get my ps up and I just wanna be stacked I’ve always wanted best for me and that’s a fact I’m so happy that I got my bruddas back blaze up smoke up cookies give us drag red white and green bro that’s my flag I’m not gonna stop like filly hundred bags but I look in my ash tray I see a hundred fags
i know you hate me you think i’m looking at girls, but me and you we both come from different worlds where i’m from everybody acts like they have made it whilst they’re all out fending for the friends and themselves where you from diamonds and the brightest of pearls where i’m from one wrong move in the city can really be the difference from the end of the world most the people from here are really ending themselves i could try to do the poetry or try to paint the picture but all you have to know is everything comes from guilt i know a kid id call a friend and when he died inside a car crash it really changed the way that i was viewing myself i wonder if there’s heaven is there really a hell or is hell just another word for prison and cell my uncle did time he’d probably hate for me to say it but i missed him more than anyone whilst he was in jail think of all the rumours and think of yourselves does putting people down make you happy yourself or is putting people down just a past time to past time so you don’t have to realise that your hating yourself i used to want a son but now i’m wanting a girl so i can protect her from every change in perspective from wasteful eletctions to feminists and texting a boy will use you just to pleasure himself i told myself with rapping this will be the last i go for this i’m over it honestly there ain’t no hope exposing it all i ever wanted was some jordan’s and some rolexes i grew up with my parents but we struggled so i hoped for shit we always had a house but the support was weak it’s folding in and i’ve got insecurities don’t understand i’m only 10 me and mikey started rapping that was back when he was older then
i wanted to make a song for my story of care contemplating whats too wrong too gory to share how to turn a dark trauma to a day mare unchecked it is a grey area for keeps, this is me laid bare how i come form welfare smoking young on blue mayfair spittin scum but now im sunny shining through like a ray stare i’ve lived everywhere in my vicinity, still never settled there got through it but its heavy wear thank god for my teddy bear if you can take my flow and content seriously so too with that comment if i must saw aw cutesy to your dog pics t like they got a thing on Teds paw prints for real though, it’s give and take not rob and stomp it let my young self talk for a line or 2 now im just stalling coz what i got to say explains why im so all in or nothing i wouldn’t put the words in a pop hit herds already jerking to nonsense i want my verses to be heard no top ten damn ive had so many rooms from birth i have a top10 Top 3, i love you eva always ready to give a shove a true diva Gnas how could i ever express my thanks you helped me pass through the worst and remained steady like tracks and to myself, the best the left and right man waded through mess, s on chest, impress sleight hand clept- Oh! i my bad, i mean adept my brain is so intact i think whats left of my trauma expresses in a slight tan oh burn, for who thought? to you bro, for me oh? ted remember 2 0, bit before rob went to heavens sight lived by the fill but we didnt mind damn thats where my two dogs were hit and died died in inverted, lies been perverted first time holding the lead the dog bolted but the car didnt kill it it just hurt him had me believe i deserved it and gave rex away under curtain like two pairs of two eyes witness two attempts of suicide one of two made it through, right so three in total when he carboned to the other side three feeling broken no way dna say he wasn’t mine was placed with the worst, they were made my - brothers godparents i was questioning my worth but like they say im no angel compared to the time the two were born my care placement treated me as a conscious being and they hated it awkward. thats how i feel if i see them even though they provided love when i needed even though it was my sister got caught thiefing and my mom said its coz she lacks reason i know its treason that im speakin i avoid the counselling meeting ive seen the council meeting not a surprise like count 3-1! horror when i dial and drown 3 9’s told jack never come back and i left that shit behind nickname just be tv the way they watch her
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this the type of beat id expose my past on 😭
Caught me in 4k
Spit it bruv,
Encourage a brother
One of the best beats ive heard this year
love bro🙌🏽
Love the melody and 808 sounds fye too, earned my sub
Thanks bro
It isn’t what it seems
All the joy and the smiles that you see
Its all an act for the people in the streets
Looking at us on the screens
Saying, damn boy is living his dreams
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Behind all that
See the pain and pressure that I’m at
Its nothing easy to come back from
I can’t front, all the problems at one time
That’s why I rap son
It’s just an outlet so I don’t cock back the damn gun
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Its easy for you to say it
But I’m the person who plays it
Live it a step at a time
And every lyric is divine
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I just do it for passion
not the fame nor the action
Cuz every fucking action has a reaction
And we know how it goes
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You get the money and the hoes
Buy shit for your bros
4, 5, 6 whips on the road
It’s the life that you chose
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A couple years later
You started to gain some haters
Saying, you’re such a faker
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You don’t live what you say
You’re just a fucking disgrace
How can you cuss on people
And later say that you pray
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You realize what comes with life
How much you hate it, and despise all of the strife
Even your fans are searching for your wife
You want to bring out the knife
But it’ll never suffice
And you’re just stuck there, with them tears every night
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You know
What really bugs me off
All these people talking like they know who we are
Just cause they see all the cars, and how we writing the bars
That doesn’t mean that you know my life and the scars
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I got inside of me
They want us all in rivalry
They wanna see you kill a mf in a street
Ain’t that some irony?
Listen
I know I’m only 19 years old
Want a million and a neck full of gold
Want a house with a figure that loves me even when its cold
Got some fears and some pain that have never been told
Listen
I’m 19 trynna figure things out
Got my girl on my side i need to give her a crown
She a queen fucking helped me through everything out
Now I’m scared she gon leave before I figure it out
Listen
I never been told what to do
I got me , myself and my point of view
Thinking every night sometimes I think outta the blue
Is it me or inner peace I’m seeking to prove woo
I don’t cry out for help unless it’s insane
My mind fly outta place , it’s a crashing plane
Deep down right there it’s about to rain
Rainy days come through so as sunny days
We all wanna be someone that we’re not
Someone in the dark to put us on the spot
Ranger with no power no control man I’m lost
I wanna see my children one day just on top
Wanna see my baby mama with no fucking job
Wanna see my family on the highest spot
Wanna see my grandchildren fucking pop
Telling people round the world look what my granny got
Yeah
Realistically I’m a victim to greed
My parents think I’m an angel and an innocent kid
Truth when I see screen I only see fucking p’s
Ruined so many lives now I’m feeling the streets
The evil inside of me telling me to take a spin
Take a 360 doski throw the rest in the bin
But the devil is watching its a battle within
Imma twist it and choke it till I fucking win
I don’t try to go hard on my fucking raps
I tell my story, if it’s good or it’s fucking trash
In the end there is tears on my fucking pad
Have ppl to listen to my fucking track
Thinking that I have lost it bitch I’m fucking back
Buckle up sit down and pass my fucking Jack
Light a cig never drown im just fucking sad
Shits normal to me I write it down just listen akh
yoo that shit goes hard frrr
That’s mad how you did that
yooo thats fire fr
Real talking bro 👊
Let’s work bro
Cold bro ☔
this is so hard
This is hard
This is the one
Appreciate that
U glavi mi k'o da je rat, ja umirem
al' ko nov sam za sat
Tako i moras i trebas,
stvarno to moras znat
Bez suza i znoja, a jede te stres
pa Boga pitas sta?
Kako prebolit, zasto te boli
ti moras to saznat
jer nisi ti gubitnik,
vec suprotno to znaj
A glas u glavi po hiljadu puta,
odzvanja ne cujes sam sebe
za koga se boris, za nju
da l bi uradila isto za tebe?
Previse razmisljas, sjedi i ponavljaj
da volis sam sebe, i da onog kojeg bojis
se samo je Bog
Now this is a beat I can spit to
Damn ❤️💯
You’ve got pain, yet we all experience it
So ur experiences aren’t significant
Put your head down low and be diligent
And listen to the words before it gets worse
Glock 19 in the purse are you listening?
Suicide intrigued your mind we all thinking it
Wonder how people would react if you committed it
I’ll catch a case and a drill on the same day and the same way I’m delivering it I’m spittin a poem to tell the mandem suttin figurative
Don’t become a fugitive, the fine line between criminal and hypocrite
And wishin you’re a innocent kid
Realistically I’m a victim to greed
Cuz when I see green I just think of the p’s
Temptation and sin take in from within
An evil inside your mind tellin you to spin
The truth is ugly half you man wouldn’t listen and more time let the devil knock on the door and come in
We all wanna be someone that we’re not
Someone in the dark to put us in the spot
Ima ranger with no power no control and I’m lost
I hope that one day my children’s always on top
Callin for help
No books on the shelf
Gotta teach my self and read inbetween the lines of the realm
This ain’t no second chance shit
It’s a one take ting
So if you die without saying goodbye that’s a thing you can’t ever relive
Make more beats like this
Im alone again writing lyrics in my head
Used to this by now its happening again
Take a step back i go to take a breath
Lose my balance when i do im a mes
🔥🔥
Would love to work sometime bro🙏🏾
behind that all you could see is my pain and struggles but soon engough just gimme 1 chance am change that to glory am on top now but the pressure keeps on breaking me down but i gotta get up and not let it get me down still on top nd soon enough ama start chasing me the crown
too hard
Youve got pain, yet we all experience it
So ur experiences aren’t significant.
Suicide intrigued ur mind?we all thinking it
Ever wondered how people would react if u committed it.
Are you listening?
Coz too many youtes caught up on their phone, appreciate the world ya living in
Technology was made to draw us away fro
Reality to hallucinations to linger in.
They told me do what you love, but how can I do what I love
When every time Im happy god makes it misery.
I’m so acclimatised, whenever theres felicity
I’m anticipating the cold coming like some fish in the sea.
When I’m dead they wish heaven had a phone coz they supposedly missing me.
I got one currently and there’s no one ringing u see.
So clarify ur narrative coz I detect some Jekyll and Hyde deceiving me.
Im carrying so much pain, so my smile should be see through
But it seems you need cuts to see I’m bleeding.
I went to a therapist
He said, open up, but there’s a hole in my chest
And I don’t need you
Trynna fill it up coz that’s where I sow,
And The more suffering I battle the, tougher I grow
I don’t tell no one what I wouldn’t mind the world to know,
Coz I got trust issues from the foundations to the soul
My silence is loud coz I don’t divulge
Fake love
Is enough to break a heart.
They got words but no actions to back it up
They say I love you, and don’t mean it
My head starts to buzz I haven’t been this light in years, then just when u start
To fall for them they leave u in the dark.
Then somehow the tables always switch and I’m the one whose in the wrong
“Say sorry” yet she’s the one who fucked up
I remember my head in hands
Night always shows the real side of a man
Thinking to myself can I take this?
Any more stress and I’ll snap like the Golden Gate Bridge,
I’m sick of living,
but I’m scared to die.
500mg in my grip like I work in a pharmacist
Am I
Being a narcissist coz there’s millions battling to survive
Kenyans, Ethiopians all on thin ice.
Name me a species more silent then men,
Keep it quiet, no wonder all of us are on the fucking edge.
Accused, mentally abused, confused why the fuck are my emotions silenced like some Barretta that’s supressed
Venting
fucking hell bro...
wow damn...
🔥!
Com'è se non c'hai nessuno che ti aspetta la sera,
Com'è se non hai una madre che ti consola davvero,
Perché qua dalle mie parti è sempre stata dura,
E il fiore che adesso è uscito l'ha cresciuto questo suolo,
E che cazzo la gente parla ma non sanno chi sono,
Ho il blocco note pieno e non mi sento più solo,
Mi ha cresciuto questo suolo, la musica e questo suono,
Non mi è servito un appoggio, ho fatto tutto da solo,
Ma la musica non mi passa, sono quasi sempre in para,
Il mio rap è sofferenza, scritto dentro qualche barra,
E sono sempre più triste, ogni giorno che passa,
Pensa vero mi interessa, non la ascolto quando parla,
I sentimenti miei che gelano, guarda i miei occhi cremano,
Sto andando contromano, le braccia che tremano,
Nelle orecchie c'ho un brano, foglio e penna nella mano,
In testa i demoni che urlano, nel cuscino il corano,
Di là c'è mamma che piange e cerca di fare piano,
Esco fuori salgo in macchina, siamo otto e uno nel cofano,
Uno sopra l'altro, siam stretti, i posti non contano,
Ragazzi come noi erano in giro e non li notavano,
Non ho smesso di scrivere, non ho smesso di vivere,
Ho toccato con il cuore le vite di gente al limite,
Mai avute strade ripide, sto liberando la lapide,
La morte si nutre solo delle nostre lacrime,
In mezzo a serpenti e vittime, una partita tra anime,
Vince chi è più forte a rime, l'uomo qui si deve esprimere,
Non pensar di far soldi le speranze sono minime,
E quel che ti voglion dire, per non lasciarti un margine,
Siamo nel duemilaundici arrivo in Ita felice,
Siamo nel duemiladodici da solo devo gestire,
Una malattia che uccide, e ti giuro non è semplice,
Per un bimbo di 6 anni, che la morte non capisce,
Ho 3 tagli nei polmoni, per ognuna una cicatrice,
Ho 2 tagli sopra il fianco, e la flebo che nutrisce,
Lì sviluppo la memoria e c'ho il ricordo di chiunque,
Un ricordo di un bambino che è un adulto ma più triste,
Non era quel che pensavano ma mi hanno fatto soffrire,
Rinchiuso in ste 4 mura di una stanza che sopprime,
Quella stanza che da bimbo era la cosa che più odiavo,
Quando ci penso non piango, perché ho finito le lacrime.
Da uscito non capivo perciò che ringrazio mamma,
Mentiva a fin di bene e mi ha insegnato a non mentire,
Anche se la prendo in spalle a vita penso non basta,
A ridarle neanche un grammo, soffrire per non soffrire.
Let me paint u a picture, I'm a loner like dave
Growing up I had it hard I was scraping the grave
I was trapped in my life I was stuck in a cave
And I was in a moment where I thought I would pray
Got me thinking bout decisions will I enter my fate
I was asking myself questions every regular day
See I'm a prick
There's no denying
But every day improving cmon at least I'm trying
And I'm tired of lying
And I'm tired of fighting
I'd rather be silenced
Its difficult to say i love you
And make it feel reciprocal
Cause my hearts broken its been ridiculed
Is it ok if I make a song with this beat?
Don’t let them underestimate what your worth and love shouldn’t hurt when your underneath dirt it only gets worst but I know that I’m curse trying to search for a woman like hers
I trust god that I’m in the right path but the devils in the back and he’s starting laugh I have no heart when I was left in the dark I earnt these scars but I lived in the past
I just wanna be alone but then I feel lonely when I’m going home
Freunde werden Feinde Feinde bleiben Feinde
Where shall I start
+1 🔥🔥
E quante volte ho sperato fosse l'ultima
Sono schiavo del fumo
Sono schiavo del lavoro, del passato
Quanto ho perso sulla base lo racconto
Faccio una mista, ero attivo la notte,dormivo di giorno
Poi ho capito la vita è un dono
Sveglia alle 7 di mattina davanti chai il mondo
Giuro non mi fermo più un secondo
Ho perso mia nonna ed ho visto il fondo
Rischio di perdere mamma ho paura di non riuscire a dirle grazie
Ti ringrazio su sta base, in faccia non ti riesco a guardare
Sono inciampato più volte per poi cadere
Solo tu mi hai insegnato a volare
Тебя не было там где я что то потерял
Много или малое все кинув на веса
Грехи или добро перевесит что же чаша
Или весы сломлены неясен результат
Столько сообщений плывут по течению
У, все ради общения или что я тут ищу?
Выгоду мгновениеили родную душу
В зеркале увижу ее я задушу
Воспоминания скручены в косяк
Не за признание иду по костям
Они хотят меня видеть у себя
Да я бы с радостью но ща не в радостях
У мамы грусти хуй с ним правда
Ты не почувствуешь этот откат
Утрат немного но тяжел отказ
И если будет лучше заприте же в подвал м м м
Как так м м м
Да да м м м
Пропал из радаров и этих грязных зеркал
Сигнал запускаю дым попуская
Сука ждёт звонка сука снова тает
Я снова впадаю в пучину выбираю лучшее из зол лезвием по краю
Проведу по обеим сторонам этих монет
Через чур увлеклась ты и запомнила момент
Ну а я не могу вспомнить что было ща в тот день
Пришел увидел победил и захотел новую цель
No new efforts to get better, she wants to leave i best let her, my heart gets heavier with memories she tryna forget, i know i fucked up but your still stuck in my head, I dont know how to handle this bread by myself, so much mold coming now, need to share it but I dont know how, never been able to locate her where abouts, probably out in the club drinking her self in henny tryna forget about me, nothing im proud of.
Quante volte ho promesso Fosse l'ultima volta
Sono schiavo dell'eccesso
Del denaro le donne
Mio fratello sta rinchiuso non si sente
A suo agio
La speranza del quartiere
Il mio nome lo sanno
Spingo forte per la gloria
Per un posto nel rap game
Zanza 15 anni sbatti con le pattuglie
Occhi sono specchio della vita che scegli
Capisci solo dopo il valore di certe
Conseguenze
Siamo certi delle scelte
Spicco il volo dalla perif ma non passo in centro
Ho due palle cosi peso sai non mi accontento
Vengo dal villaggio vita bella non ha prezzo
Dimmi quanto vale
Essere se stessi
Senza quelle maschere che coprono difetti
La firma resta eterna come un quadro di Banski
Afrokidd parte 2, brillo in cielo dans la.nuit
Com'è se non c'hai nessuno che ti aspetta la sera,
Com'è se non hai una madre che ti consola davvero,
Perché qua dalle mie parti è sempre stata dura,
E il fiore che adesso è uscito l'ha cresciuto questo suolo,
E che cazzo la gente parla ma non sanno chi sono,
Ho il blocco note pieno e non mi sento più solo,
Mi ha cresciuto questo suolo, la musica e questo suono,
Non mi è servito un appoggio, ho fatto tutto da solo,
Ma la musica non mi passa, sono quasi sempre in para,
Il mio rap è sofferenza, scritto dentro qualche barra,
E sono sempre più triste, ogni giorno che passa,
Pensa vero mi interessa, non la ascolto quando parla,
I sentimenti miei che gelano, guarda i miei occhi cremano,
Sto andando contromano, le braccia che tremano,
Nelle orecchie c'ho un brano, foglio e penna nella mano,
In testa i demoni che urlano, nel cuscino il corano,
Di là c'è mamma che piange e cerca di fare piano,
Esco fuori salgo in macchina, siamo otto e uno nel cofano,
Uno sopra l'altro, siam stretti, i posti non contano,
Ragazzi come noi erano in giro e non li notavano,
Non ho smesso di scrivere, non ho smesso di vivere,
Ho toccato con il cuore le vite di gente al limite,
Mai avute strade ripide, sto liberando la lapide,
La morte si nutre solo delle nostre lacrime,
In mezzo a serpenti e vittime, una partita tra anime,
Vince chi è più forte a rime, l'uomo qui si deve esprimere,
Non pensar di far soldi le speranze sono minime,
E quel che ti voglion dire, per non lasciarti un margine,
Siamo nel duemilaundici arrivo in Ita felice,
Siamo nel duemiladodici da solo devo gestire,
Una malattia che uccide, e ti giuro non è semplice,
Per un bimbo di 6 anni, che la morte non capisce,
Ho 3 tagli nei polmoni, per ognuna una cicatrice,
Ho 2 tagli sopra il fianco, e la flebo che nutrisce,
Lì sviluppo la memoria e c'ho il ricordo di chiunque,
Un ricordo di un bambino che è un adulto ma più triste,
Non era quel che pensavano ma mi hanno fatto soffrire,
Rinchiuso in ste 4 mura di una stanza che sopprime,
Quella stanza che da bimbo era la cosa che più odiavo,
Quando ci penso non piango, perché ho finito le lacrime.
Da uscito non capivo perciò che ringrazio mamma,
Mentiva a fin di bene e mi ha insegnato a non mentire,
Anche se la prendo in spalle a vita penso non basta,
A ridarle neanche un grammo, soffrire per non soffrire.
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤
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New sub bro. Gonna use your beat and give you credit bro. After I record the song I’m gonna let you hear it and you tell me if you wanna work
Conto essa Cash até quando eu dormi
Lim na minha beg hash do plug
Pain.
I used to have a group
everyone will switch up, don’t believe me? Well ur betrayal is due.
Fake friends emerge when they lose faith in you
When there’s no benefits they will set sail from you
wake up
like an alarms gone off inside my heart
this ain't an art it's just stupid the way I make remarks
up on a track an then pretend like I'm so fucking smart
when really I ain't that talented and this ain't fuckin hard
always been good with music now I see it like a burden
always been chasing perfection wanted it so bad it's hurting
every line I write I cut apart like I'm a surgeon
then I double think this whole thing and think is it even worth it
think and think and think and think that's all I ever do
wonder if I'll ever grow set and chase a better view
every night I sit in a shed to get all the cheddar but never get any better disappointed till my death is due
how the fuck can you help someone that can’t help them self
see I’m back stacking the ps
I’m back stacking the shelves
I’m tryna make sure she’s taking her meds
but she’s bringing up stories getting chased by the feds
see my heart is breaking but I need it mend
see now I’ve broke all ties and now I need a friend
see this anxiety is living in my head owes rent
see I told her I’d do anything she knows what I meant
she knows what I meant she knows what I’d for her
but it’s the little things in life
hates Canada goose fur
she’s just so cold and she reminds of the winter
she’s always chilling with rats that’s splinter more important things in life ones my sister
my head is soinning round g I’m on the twister
these sores on my hearts feeling like a blister
see my heart is breaking but I don’t know what to do
see I was chilling I really thought it would be us two
see anything can happen but who really knew
and who really knew this
and who really knew that
I really loved that girl
I really loved the big back
see my head was fried but right now I’m back on track
and see my ex girlfriend bro trust me she’s on crack
אהיה רק עוד אחד שמת
כי ידע יותר מדי
הרבה יותר מיותר מדי
Dans la tristesse
Il y’a de la bonté
I see a lot of man
Hitting their lows
I don’t see a lot of man achieving their
Goals
If she would trust
Then I would make her my own
Build life together and I can be the king
To your throne
Rap is my source of drive
Love comes from a root
Can you keep it alive
How can you say you care
When you do the things you do
Know you asking why
Why did she leave
When you always fucking lies
She abounded it
Was you the one who wanted
More love
you demanded it
But it seems like you didn’t
Give a shit
When she handed it
But now she’s gone
You just imagine it
Used to be my treasure
Can’t find someone knew
Is there even better
Somedays
I wish I never meet her
Upset her
Should of wrote a letter
Love not forever
These days it’s more like
I should just forget her
Look
Ima take my time
Learn more about myself
And the good things in life
If I told you why I left
You wouldn’t reply
But if you did
You just said bye
So I just keep it to myself
Huh
I’m playing my role
I don’t told so I’m taking control
These days it’s just me
Keep hitting my goals
It’s better of you leave
I’m Not good for your soul
Just It’s how it it’s
I ain’t building up
I’m small amounts
A lot of man have heavy doubts
I’m just in my path
No different route
Build name up buy mumzy
A bigger house
Bigger this a bigger that
Doubts in your mind
How can you live with that
Is there still a connection
I’ll show you my true ways
Just point in your direction
The only way you learn
If you receive rejection
I know that’s hard
But it’s part of life lessons
Now you gone who’s your selection
Cause your treasure
Can’t find someone knew
Cause they’re ain’t better
And that’s that
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no quiero verte pero te busco ya notengo miedo pero todavia me asisto justo lo que no queria era caer en el bucle en el que ya llevo dos años aunque parezcan un lustro apunto pero nunca disparo me he callado cosas por no joder a un hermano ese tal hermano a los dias me habia fallado y yo segui callado de bueno soy retrasado me quite de lo malo y empeze a sentirme mal me llene de amor pero aun asi me sentia igual la pasta volo en consultas medicos y mas me apoye en mi familia en su amor incondicional he vuelto a llorar pero ya no es lo mismo solo es pa sacar la mierda a veces no estoy ni triste me despiste entre tus piernas y ya no si me quisiste solo me calma un ritmo y pensar en lo que perdiste
15 my teacher told me i'd never make it in life....
papz ne?
how the fuck can you help someone that can’t help them self
see I’m back stacking the ps
I’m back stacking the shelves
I’m tryna make sure she’s taking her meds
but she’s bringing up stories getting chased by the feds
see my heart is breaking but I need it mend
see now I’ve broke all ties and now I need a friend
see this anxiety is living in my head owes rent
see I told her I’d do anything she knows what I meant
she’s just so cold and she reminds of the winter
she’s always chilling with rats that’s splinter more important things in life ones my sister
my head is soinning round g I’m on the twister
these sores on my hearts feeling like a blister
bro I said they’re feeling like a
yeah bro they’re feeling like a blister
and I’m telling the truth I’m no kidder
fuck can you love someone whose bitter
see my heart is breaking but I don’t know what to do
see I was chilling I really thought it could be us two
see anything can happen but who really knew
and who really knew this
and who really knew that
I really liked that girl
I really loved the big back
see my head was fried but right now I’m back on track
see you can’t help someone that loves the crack
they get a half bag and one line is racked
I just wanna get my ps up and I just wanna be stacked
I’ve always wanted best for me and that’s a fact
I’m so happy that I got my bruddas back
blaze up smoke up cookies give us drag
red white and green bro that’s my flag
I’m not gonna stop like filly hundred bags
but I look in my ash tray I see a hundred fags
i know you hate me you think i’m looking at girls,
but me and you we both come from different worlds
where i’m from everybody acts like they have made it whilst they’re all out fending for the friends and themselves
where you from diamonds and the brightest of pearls
where i’m from one wrong move in the city can really be the difference from the end of the world
most the people from here are really ending themselves
i could try to do the poetry or try to paint the picture but all you have to know is everything comes from guilt
i know a kid id call a friend and when he died inside a car crash it really changed the way that i was viewing myself
i wonder if there’s heaven is there really a hell
or is hell just another word for prison and cell
my uncle did time he’d probably hate for me to say it but i missed him more than anyone whilst he was in jail
think of all the rumours and think of yourselves
does putting people down make you happy yourself
or is putting people down just a past time to past time so you don’t have to realise that your hating yourself
i used to want a son but now i’m wanting a girl
so i can protect her from every change in perspective from wasteful eletctions to feminists and texting
a boy will use you just to pleasure himself
i told myself with rapping this will be the last i go for this
i’m over it honestly there ain’t no hope exposing it
all i ever wanted was some jordan’s and some rolexes
i grew up with my parents but we struggled so i hoped for shit
we always had a house but the support was weak it’s folding in
and i’ve got insecurities don’t understand i’m only 10
me and mikey started rapping that was back when he was older then
Jesus christ
i wanted to make a song
for my story of care
contemplating whats too wrong too gory to share
how to turn a dark trauma to a day mare
unchecked it is a grey area
for keeps, this is me laid bare
how i come form welfare
smoking young on blue mayfair
spittin scum but now im sunny shining through like a ray stare
i’ve lived everywhere
in my vicinity, still never settled there
got through it but its heavy wear
thank god for my teddy bear
if you can take my flow and content seriously so too with that comment
if i must saw aw cutesy to your dog pics
t like they got a thing on Teds paw prints
for real though, it’s give and take not rob and stomp it
let my young self talk for a line or 2 now im just stalling
coz what i got to say explains why im so all in or nothing
i wouldn’t put the words in a pop hit
herds already jerking to nonsense
i want my verses to be heard no top ten
damn ive had so many rooms from birth i have a top10
Top 3, i love you eva
always ready to give a shove a true diva
Gnas how could i ever express my thanks
you helped me pass through the worst
and remained steady like tracks
and to myself, the best the left and right man
waded through mess, s on chest, impress sleight hand
clept- Oh! i my bad, i mean adept
my brain is so intact
i think whats left of my trauma expresses in a slight tan
oh burn, for who thought? to you bro, for me oh? ted remember 2 0, bit before rob went to heavens sight
lived by the fill but we didnt mind
damn thats where my two dogs were hit and died
died in inverted, lies been perverted
first time holding the lead the dog bolted
but the car didnt kill it it just hurt him
had me believe i deserved it
and gave rex away under curtain
like
two pairs of two eyes
witness two attempts of suicide
one of two made it through, right
so three in total when he carboned to the other side
three feeling broken no way dna say he wasn’t mine
was placed with the worst, they were made my - brothers godparents
i was questioning my worth but like they say im no angel
compared to the time the two were born my care placement
treated me as a conscious being and they hated it
awkward. thats how i feel if i see them
even though they provided love when i needed
even though it was my sister got caught thiefing
and my mom said its coz she lacks reason
i know its treason that im speakin
i avoid the counselling meeting
ive seen the council meeting
not a surprise like count 3-1!
horror when i dial and drown 3 9’s
told jack never come back and i left that shit behind
nickname just be tv the way they watch her
this is the deadest beat bro, how the fuck is it Santa Dave? does he rap in slow motion no?
🔥🔥🔥