I don't wanna see anyone, I want to be in my tiny world inside my head, where there are no unnecessary sounds. Apparently, instead of a sedative, I need sweets
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Not my words Im just passing this around! :) From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU Don't give up ❤
If you’re seeing this while at your lowest. Believe me, I’ve been there, just know that I’m EXTREMELY proud that you’ve made it this far and highly encourage that you keep going. You are a valuable person, no matter what ANYONE else says. ❤
i wish that when i was born i was born to a world where i was already an adult but that was fulfilled in a way that was unfair to my childhood i had to grow up fast in short time i was 22 yet, i hadnt even had my 7th birthday sometimes i look in my mirror and i see two versions of me both are begging to be noticed yet i have to dismiss them and continue like my life is entirely normal it is a weight that constantly crushes me. it is hard to breathe.
To whoever needs to hear these simple words, I’m proud of you. It’ll all be okay, alright? No matter what you’re going though, you can get through. I’m so proud of you for coming this far, so don’t give up now. I love you. /platonic
Thank you so much for making this playlist. It has reminded me of when things were scary but innocent, when I would get through whatever happened in the day and only kiss my stuffed animals on their noses after a long day and hug them and thank them for being there. When my pink and purple room was the only safe place for me to run to. Or not even that, just under the covers and listening to my Circo Elephant sing to me when I pulled her string and my imaginary best friend Astro told me about all his adventures as a flying boy. Thank you, truly..
Vent! I have an older brother who is three years older than me. He used to hit me and make fun of me with his friends, causing me to cry a lot. I never told my parents, and I'm glad I didn't because they abused him. I could always hear his screams and the hitting, and I cried a lot in my room alone. If I had told my parents, they would have hit him more. I feel so bad for him.
My biological dad over was an abser of mine, and im adopted now, this makes me feel like it never happened, makes me feel like im in those 2008 malls, like when i was a lil one. Thank chu >.
@@gordonieves1 thanks, I just really wanted to be loved, but I am now, but I wish my bio parents loved me, everytime I look at their happy kids and happy parents, I feel a hole in my heart.
@@JustAmbiee14 that’s so sad, I’m one of the ones that has never had to deal with that feeling of not being loved by my biological parents. So I may not be able to relate in that sense but I do think I understand where you’re coming from. I have trauma/depression from other parts of my life. I’m actually hoping to be someone who can work with kids/teens with trauma/ptsd. And I can tell you this. You are not the problem for your biological parents not wanting you. It’s on them. If they signed up for a child. They should’ve known anything could happen with it. And regardless SHOULD love them. I know it may not feel the same with your adoptive parents but you’re still loved/very important to them and they did want you. That’s better than being all alone. (Not belittling you btw, if still sucks sometimes) I don’t know if you’re a age regressor or if maybe you came here just because of your sadness but you’re doing great and I wish the best for you!!
@@gordonieves1 The funny part is that I keep buying stuffed animals, I have some bigger than me on my bed so I feel little in size. I honestly don't care about money or anythin political cause I barely had time to be a child.
@@JustAmbiee14 and that’s fair! I buy a lot of stuff babies like because I’m a age regressor! I just want to go back to a simpler time to forget the stress/trauma I think of on a daily basis! You keep doing what makes you happy okay? :)
If you’re reading this I wanna let you know, you mean everything, you’re an amazing and great person. I know things are tough for you but if you just keep going, I’m sure it is going to get better for you. if you haven’t already, go get a snack, a plush, some water or a drink of your choice, and enjoy the playlist. Have a great day 🫶
This playist makes me feel safe, it helped me calm down as a panic attack was coming. Dont stop making playlists! Its a very underrated sad agere playist, They are best for when im panicking so thank you so much! -Pixiey
When I look at age-regressing, it seems pretty fun. I'm (probably) not autistic (or part of the neurodivergent spectrum), and I don't have much trauma, but I do feel kinda depressed from school, and it'd be nice to just pretend to be like I'm a little toddler :D.
you're still valid either way, age/pet regression is for everyone! no matter if you are free from trauma, neurotypical ect, if agere/petre works to make you feel better, then keep doing it since you are not harming anyone/yourself!! 💝
I love this. I love that its agere friendly too! It makes me feel like its oki to be tiny. That its ok to be me and that even though ive been through alot im still going. Im still here and thats enough. It entertains that part of my brain that only focuses on the now. The part of my brain im trying to keep engaged and healthy (i call it puppy brain) where all im worried abt is coloring and which stuffie to carry around. Makes me happi ty
I've already gone through my worst times. Believe me, the best is yet to come, you will see for yourself :) It's going to be all right. You're important, never give up
I want everything to go back how it used to be, but I've been made to feel so guilty for liking anything childish. I can't even enjoy pink anymore. Pink used to be my favorite color, now everyone thinks I'm just doom and gloom because I only wear black. And yea, I like the darker aesthetics, but I miss the brighter ones too. No matter how hard I try, I don't think I can get back my childish heart. I think it was forced out and it will never come back, and that's upsetting to me, because that's the only time I was happy. Is when I was hiding from my parents and my family in my pink bunk bed, reading my fantasy stories and imagining myself as a princess. Instead of listening to my mom be upset at me for everything. Nothing is like that anymore.
It's okay to like childish things. It's healthy to indulge in your inner child. I feel the same way too at times. I'm 19 and still stuck in the mindset of a scared child. I hope you one day find the ability and joy of being a child again no matter your age.. 💕
@@Tired.c Thank you so much for this lovely comment. Ironically just after writing this comment I wore a pink shirt out of the house and was told I look really good in pink. So maybe that's a sign that I can indulge in my inner child a bit. I just miss her so much
Thank you for making this.. I'm making a private playlist and this will go in it.. thank you, I never realised that I am still in pain because of my trauma... Life is going well now but... Wen a stranger rings on the door I run and hide in fear, I'm terrified wen I make a mistake, the fear I have wen I'm around drunk people... Music is my therapist, my.. safe space thank you💙
Ah, nothing like turning my volume way too high, putting on noise cancelling mode and listening to depressing music even though I don’t even aphave trauma, then read the comments and cry Also, to everyone reading this, I hope you’re doing okay!!!! Even if you’re not, it won’t last forever. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel! Even if it’s a long tunnel with spikes.. and probably monsters… but it’ll pass!! And the light is not heaven I’m talking about happiness please go listen to ‘don’t try suicide’ by queen-
hey! thank you, my sunshine. you made my day too better! right now I'm crying, because I'm too tired. thank you, really!♡♡ серьёзно, спасибо! Вы сделали меня счастливей. Пишу на родном языке, чтобы показать, как ты осчастливил человека, который очень далеко. но, эй, ты крутой. обнимаю!! ^^ от: Аня. для: солнце
some other songs fellow littles/age regressors might like due to their sentiment and how they feel kinda loving : -faith and better homes and gardens by takingbacksunday -in my arms by lost damnation (this is a dsbm band and as such has dark subjeects but in my arms is kinda sweet) -you are here with me in this sequence of dreams by woods of ypres (this IS also metal but this song sounds like a lullabye.) -sleep like a baby by u2 -we love you by the goaleis anxiety at the penalty kick
I feel like I grew up too fast and I hate that. I also hate that the kids younger than me are growing way faster. I hate that even though we are supposed to be in the "better age", we have full blown 7 year olds who fully understand adult problems. I hate it.
(tw?) I love ice cream, I feel like a child again, I feel every bite like back to my childhood, that childhood that was violently stolen from my hands and left me with no more than sand running through my fingers. I love plushies and toys, I love drawing and colouring books, but I feel guilty. It's so sour, there is a vomit in my head that won't let me feel alright like everyone else, I don't feel right, I'm not a child anymore and in some way it hurts, a lot.
When they act toxic, Its okay. When I return the toxicity, Im a psychopath? And now they are mad. I cant express myself anymore. So Tired. So dead. So fucking empty. Im not a toxic person. I try my best to be as good as I can be. Now Im just empty. The playlist helps me to cope and feel, Thank you.
TW: Even though this is a coping mechanism core it still triggers me by the first image. I can not shake the feeling of when I was younger I had a similar set up and I can vividly smell the room as well. Sadly the memory that comes to mind is when I went through a very hard time in my childhood in my room and I would cry about it surrounded by my plushies.
Thank you for this playlist. I'm trying be a little since 2020, and it was helping me to feel more calm for a while (not complete regression, only age dreaming) but since some experiences, it gets a bit harder and it work for less time...
my mom says that "the god exists but he has no love for you" and "you are the devil itself, you dont deserve to live", religious family abuse is real. too real. Im just 14, ı diddnt deserved this nor ı wanted this... ım just a kid with a pair of glasses. and SA, I already have 4 attemps and SH.
I was 7. when I had to take care of myself, on my own. just cuz mom made me starve, for days. I realised no one is gonna be here for me and started being self-centered. ı was right no one was there for me except myself
I was always alone at home when I was little. My mum and dad were working. When I was 7 or 8 years old, I saw a cat from the window and wanted to play with it. I remember an old man came to me while I was petting the cat. First he played with me for a while, we petted the cat and played hide and seek together. Then he asked me what I was doing alone at this hour. I fell for his innocence and chatted with him for a long time. He invited me to his house. When I went in, he opened a cartoon for me, and while I was watching the cartoon with my teddy bear in my hand, I noticed that the man was looking at me strangely. I got a little scared, and then it happened. For 3 years I was subjected to his looks and disgusting touches. I'm 15 now. My life is worse than it's ever been. I have attempted suicide many times. I have no academic success. I have a bad relationship with my friends and family and I feel more disgusting every day. I hate my body so much that I can't explain it. If I had not gone out that day, none of this would have happened. It's all my fault and this guilt will haunt me until my death. I ruined my own childhood with my own hands.
I’m so sorry that happened to you 😔please just remember you are a good person, and never forgive what he did to you, please stay safe and hydrated and healthy💕💕
Yo no quiero estar aquí y ni siquiera desearía ser un niño pequeño otra vez. Yo sufrí incluyendo en ese momento de mi vida. Desde pequeño, siendo muy agresivo y con problemas, siendo antisocial y muy estúpido. Siempre me he dado asco. Quisiera ser un cachorro. Ellos son hermosos y tiernos, caen bien. No son antisociales y feos, no tienen que preocuparse por su peso, por su físico, por sus pensamientos, sin tener que temer miedo a por el mañana. ...... Lo unico que me mantiene cuerdo o siquiera vivo..son mis amigos..mi amigo. Nisiquiera mi familia..ellos se pueden ir al carajo. Él me da esperanzas. Almenos es lo único que alegra mis días (｡◜‿ ◝ ｡)
To you all in the comments,I wish U all well. You all deserve nothing less than love,care and kindness ❤ I used to think stuff sucked in my perfect life but it turns out im just a spoiled kid. I hope U all well
Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥️ Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you. Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going. Im spreading this message in hopes of helping people like you, like me, like everyone
As a young girl that is dissapointed atherself I worry more abt you bc everyone has things to go trough it And go find someone that you can trust and have helped you many times Bc i had alot of fvcing trauma but you maybe to so i care more abt you..... From A stranger with a balck whole in there body
Thank u and are childhood we might not remember that much but it’s remembered in times,harts and souls and are body’s and are eyes ur beautiful and no matter if ur apart of the LGBTQIA+X and ur pronouns ur worth it :)
Мне нравится большое количество изображения собак здесь.В день когда я открыл этот плейлист для себя умерла моя собака. Но я ехал в маршрутке, слушая это и ничего не зная после дерьмового дня и нескольких панических атак.
(Vent) I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be happy ik I can be happy but I can't. I want to give up I really do. I just want to dream forever. I feel myself going insane or numb every day. I'm becoming a sophomore this year. Is this what it's like being a adult. Sometimes I was to shoot myself in the brain just to see if I'll wake up and possibly different. I've been sexually abused throughout my childhood. I've been a adult for as long as I can remember. I want to disintegrate but I can't leave my mom. I can't get up to clean my room I promise myself that I will but I won't. I want to cry so bad can i cry please. Please just let me bawl. Let me cry rivers. I NEED to cry even though it physically hurts me. I want to feel his warm embrace. I want to hear him. He makes me feel good and happy. I understand that he's on a mental break rn i get that but I hope he feels better soon. I miss playing games with him. And telling him that I love him. I want to stare into his deep brown eyes and just continue to fall deeper. I feel incomplete without him. I feel useless without him. I'll do anything for him. I'll even give up on becoming a mother in the future for him. He promised that he wouldn't leave me. He said that he was willing to stay. He called me love on my birthday I was so happy. I'm a bit obsessive if you can't tell. I feel empty tho. When he's gon I feel empty.
I have those feelings too. My best friend and my boyfriend are why I'm alive rn and losing them is like losing a reason to live. I panic when I haven't heard from them for long periods of time. I have abandonment issues.
I feel like I might either go into a haze or age dream The Kid likes to draw, and I'm currently making stickers, so if she does come out I'll turn her drawing into a sticker
I am glad this here. I've been needing some place to just put my emotions in one place. You know, it's getting worse again for me. I just want it to be over. Like, I thought it was getting better but it was only preparing me for worse. I am still technically a kid, I don't know why this guy is flirting with me Hes way older, a kid at heart, sure, but... He's an adult who shouldn't be in love with me I don't want to ruin our friendship. He's a good person But I am at the line of legal soon I just want this bullshit to be over, it's always bad, I never have any good in my life, I never have had any control in my life either. I don't want to be used anymore. I almost want to go back to the life of highschool. Sure, everyone thought I was ugly and freaky... But I'd rather be ugly and freaky then the girl that everyone is in love with
I am not sure of what my sister and I did wrong. My guardains sound happy with the fact my sister can move out any time she pleases now. They sound happy when i leave for school and annoyed when i return. What did we do wrong?
I want someone to notice how much I want to die :)) my shitty little coping mechanisms, like daydreaming my memories away. That’s fun. It’s dopamine. Free dopamine. Right? It’s unhealthy, VERY, but I love it. It’s like alcohol. It doesn’t help that I have way too much internet access and everything negative is just fuelling the absolute COPE that is my life. I have too many emotions just to spill out everywhere.
I like my new friend group. Because I'm not the fucking punching bag. I'm called a bitch and "I'm not acting like myself" when I come forward about it. Oh and also everything is my fault. Texts send slow because I have an android, and it's not possibly their iPhone. I'm forced to sit in the back and I'm never allowed to drive them anywhere because I have car truama, which I'm starting to get over, but I'm not if you keep reminding me. It's my fault I'm tall. It's my all my fault i dont fit in because i dont have tiktok. I'm the one they get mad at when something goes wrong. I take all this. And you still call me the bad guy? My new friends don't do this. They treat me as an actual person. But I can't leave them. Surely I'm just talking it all the wrong way. I'm sure I'm just overreacting.
Its not agere its just me being chilidish at 12 but still feeling abandonded and un love able (sorry for spelling, im havin a little thingy where i get very childish and idk lol) i love you all!!! ima try and sleep now loviessss. eeek i love sleeping bc i get to cuddle my bunny stuffie!
tw i had a nightmare and re lived everything he posted it n they called me a wh*re, disgusting furry they didnt know i was only 7 they didnt care to think about the situation they only saw the outside and judged but this time i avenged myself i ripped hus head off i didnt mean to i feel like a monster my bf hugs me and pets me saying everything is ok, i reply i was only 7 iwas only 8 i was only 9 i was only 10 i was only 11 i was only 12 i was only 13 i was only 14 im 16 now he still hasnt changed but i have :]
agere is when you mentally regress into a younger age as a coping mechanism, so agere friendly means that it won't interrupt you being younger by scaring you or anything
![Why couldn’t I have a normal childhood?.. [a traumacore/vent playlist]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/zEhLdNO4D8c/mqdefault.jpg)
I don't wanna see anyone, I want to be in my tiny world inside my head, where there are no unnecessary sounds. Apparently, instead of a sedative, I need sweets
Have you ever heard of shifting?
Yea, I have my own world like that. It's with me, my bff's, and my imaginary friends..
@@UZ1D00RM4N_1 yup, but don't want to try
@@kichka8777 alr but jus gon say this
*It totally works.*
I have a friend inside that world. He's based off of a clown drawing sewn into my childhood blanket.
I just want to see him irl
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
Don't give up
❤
thank you
Thanks this almost made me cry 😢
Tysm! You don’t know how much I needed this
Thankyou, have been shedding tears yesterday and today, but hopefully I get back to normal ‘,:)
I can’t do it anymore.
If you’re seeing this while at your lowest. Believe me, I’ve been there, just know that I’m EXTREMELY proud that you’ve made it this far and highly encourage that you keep going. You are a valuable person, no matter what ANYONE else says. ❤
this actually made me cry, thanks for the support 🫶!!
I’m really scared littlespace right now, I feel a panic attack. I needed a playlist like this
It,, it hurtz but this helpz
@malathesimp thank you very much, I’m slowly starting to cope and heal ^^ 🤍
i wish that when i was born
i was born to a world where
i was already an adult
but that was fulfilled in a way
that was unfair to my childhood
i had to grow up fast
in short time i was 22 yet,
i hadnt even had my 7th birthday
sometimes i look in my mirror
and i see two versions of me
both are begging to be noticed
yet i have to dismiss them
and continue like my life
is entirely normal
it is a weight that constantly
crushes me.
it is hard to breathe.
To whoever needs to hear these simple words,
I’m proud of you.
It’ll all be okay, alright? No matter what you’re going though, you can get through. I’m so proud of you for coming this far, so don’t give up now. I love you. /platonic
Thank you ❤
Thank you...really ♥️❤️
I wish my parents told me they are proud of me
Thanks you so much. 🩷
you just made me cry, i needed this so much
did i just find out i age regress cuz trauma & autism? Yes. Do i still love this playlist? Yes.
OMG I DO TOO!! #twinning
@@TheFreakiestArtistAlive YAYYYYYYY
Autistic and traumatized age regression gang 😎 🎊🦔
3:26 Awwwww I love that puppy, it looks so cute... like a peaceful baby
We were all once like that pup, then we grew up and left that in the dust.
@@urlocalsami come back every once in a while and brush the dust off of it
Thank you so much for making this playlist. It has reminded me of when things were scary but innocent, when I would get through whatever happened in the day and only kiss my stuffed animals on their noses after a long day and hug them and thank them for being there. When my pink and purple room was the only safe place for me to run to. Or not even that, just under the covers and listening to my Circo Elephant sing to me when I pulled her string and my imaginary best friend Astro told me about all his adventures as a flying boy. Thank you, truly..
Vent!
I have an older brother who is three years older than me. He used to hit me and make fun of me with his friends, causing me to cry a lot. I never told my parents, and I'm glad I didn't because they abused him. I could always hear his screams and the hitting, and I cried a lot in my room alone. If I had told my parents, they would have hit him more. I feel so bad for him.
I’m so sorry you had to hear all that , *gives headphones so you don’t hear the screams * :)
The saying " hurt people hurt people " is real.. I'm so sorry both you and your brother have had to go through such awful things..
My biological dad over was an abser of mine, and im adopted now, this makes me feel like it never happened, makes me feel like im in those 2008 malls, like when i was a lil one. Thank chu >.
I’m so sorry…you deserved better
@@gordonieves1 thanks, I just really wanted to be loved, but I am now, but I wish my bio parents loved me, everytime I look at their happy kids and happy parents, I feel a hole in my heart.
@@JustAmbiee14 that’s so sad, I’m one of the ones that has never had to deal with that feeling of not being loved by my biological parents. So I may not be able to relate in that sense but I do think I understand where you’re coming from. I have trauma/depression from other parts of my life. I’m actually hoping to be someone who can work with kids/teens with trauma/ptsd. And I can tell you this. You are not the problem for your biological parents not wanting you. It’s on them. If they signed up for a child. They should’ve known anything could happen with it. And regardless SHOULD love them. I know it may not feel the same with your adoptive parents but you’re still loved/very important to them and they did want you. That’s better than being all alone. (Not belittling you btw, if still sucks sometimes) I don’t know if you’re a age regressor or if maybe you came here just because of your sadness but you’re doing great and I wish the best for you!!
@@gordonieves1 The funny part is that I keep buying stuffed animals, I have some bigger than me on my bed so I feel little in size. I honestly don't care about money or anythin political cause I barely had time to be a child.
@@JustAmbiee14 and that’s fair! I buy a lot of stuff babies like because I’m a age regressor! I just want to go back to a simpler time to forget the stress/trauma I think of on a daily basis! You keep doing what makes you happy okay? :)
私は何も見たくないだけなんだ
誰にも会いたくない
でも、一人になりたくない
置いていかないで。
If you’re reading this I wanna let you know, you mean everything, you’re an amazing and great person. I know things are tough for you but if you just keep going, I’m sure it is going to get better for you. if you haven’t already, go get a snack, a plush, some water or a drink of your choice, and enjoy the playlist. Have a great day 🫶
(Also I’m really bad with words so I’m really sorry if this didn’t help 😭)
This playist makes me feel safe, it helped me calm down as a panic attack was coming. Dont stop making playlists! Its a very underrated sad agere playist, They are best for when im panicking so thank you so much!
-Pixiey
wow kiddo, you did good today
Thank you!
I don’t feel like I did:(
Ily :(
Thank you…I’ve tried my best:3
thank you! Sending wuv to yall
When I look at age-regressing, it seems pretty fun. I'm (probably) not autistic (or part of the neurodivergent spectrum), and I don't have much trauma, but I do feel kinda depressed from school, and it'd be nice to just pretend to be like I'm a little toddler :D.
you're still valid either way, age/pet regression is for everyone! no matter if you are free from trauma, neurotypical ect, if agere/petre works to make you feel better, then keep doing it since you are not harming anyone/yourself!! 💝
I love this. I love that its agere friendly too! It makes me feel like its oki to be tiny. That its ok to be me and that even though ive been through alot im still going. Im still here and thats enough. It entertains that part of my brain that only focuses on the now. The part of my brain im trying to keep engaged and healthy (i call it puppy brain) where all im worried abt is coloring and which stuffie to carry around. Makes me happi ty
TIME STAMPS!
0:00 Haunt Me (x 3) - Teen Suicide
2:24 Treehouse - Alex G
5:01 Mrs Magic - Strawberry Guy
8:29 ILY x11 - Dandelion Hands
10:50 Subwoofer Lullaby (slowed?) - C418
I love you.
I've already gone through my worst times. Believe me, the best is yet to come, you will see for yourself :)
It's going to be all right.
You're important, never give up
I know someday I'll be ok. It's just a waiting game and I'll play with my stuffed animal friends until then.
I want everything to go back how it used to be, but I've been made to feel so guilty for liking anything childish. I can't even enjoy pink anymore. Pink used to be my favorite color, now everyone thinks I'm just doom and gloom because I only wear black. And yea, I like the darker aesthetics, but I miss the brighter ones too. No matter how hard I try, I don't think I can get back my childish heart. I think it was forced out and it will never come back, and that's upsetting to me, because that's the only time I was happy. Is when I was hiding from my parents and my family in my pink bunk bed, reading my fantasy stories and imagining myself as a princess. Instead of listening to my mom be upset at me for everything. Nothing is like that anymore.
It's okay to like childish things. It's healthy to indulge in your inner child. I feel the same way too at times. I'm 19 and still stuck in the mindset of a scared child.
I hope you one day find the ability and joy of being a child again no matter your age.. 💕
@@Tired.c Thank you so much for this lovely comment. Ironically just after writing this comment I wore a pink shirt out of the house and was told I look really good in pink. So maybe that's a sign that I can indulge in my inner child a bit. I just miss her so much
Thank you for making this.. I'm making a private playlist and this will go in it.. thank you, I never realised that I am still in pain because of my trauma... Life is going well now but... Wen a stranger rings on the door I run and hide in fear, I'm terrified wen I make a mistake, the fear I have wen I'm around drunk people... Music is my therapist, my.. safe space thank you💙
Youll be ok baby ♡
Thank you :D
Really?
@@WallySnarling most likely, yes, the darkest nights are always followed by the brightest days
Thank you mama/dada/sibling!
i do agere and this help me so much,, sending hugz 🎀
Ah, nothing like turning my volume way too high, putting on noise cancelling mode and listening to depressing music even though I don’t even aphave trauma, then read the comments and cry
Also, to everyone reading this, I hope you’re doing okay!!!! Even if you’re not, it won’t last forever. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel! Even if it’s a long tunnel with spikes.. and probably monsters… but it’ll pass!! And the light is not heaven I’m talking about happiness please go listen to ‘don’t try suicide’ by queen-
hey! thank you, my sunshine. you made my day too better! right now I'm crying, because I'm too tired. thank you, really!♡♡
серьёзно, спасибо! Вы сделали меня счастливей. Пишу на родном языке, чтобы показать, как ты осчастливил человека, который очень далеко. но, эй, ты крутой. обнимаю!! ^^
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My birthday is tomorrow(Im gonna be 17), I live in an abusive household, and I'm scared of growing up. This gives me comfort, thank you ❤️🩹
this playlist made me cry
I started to sob as soon as the first song started to play ,thank you for making this playlist
some other songs fellow littles/age regressors might like due to their sentiment and how they feel kinda loving :
-faith and better homes and gardens by takingbacksunday
-in my arms by lost damnation (this is a dsbm band and as such has dark subjeects but in my arms is kinda sweet)
-you are here with me in this sequence of dreams by woods of ypres (this IS also metal but this song sounds like a lullabye.)
-sleep like a baby by u2
-we love you by the goaleis anxiety at the penalty kick
4:09 when my puppy had passed away it literally looked like this picture. I’m crying T-T
I feel like I grew up too fast and I hate that. I also hate that the kids younger than me are growing way faster. I hate that even though we are supposed to be in the "better age", we have full blown 7 year olds who fully understand adult problems. I hate it.
(tw?) I love ice cream, I feel like a child again, I feel every bite like back to my childhood, that childhood that was violently stolen from my hands and left me with no more than sand running through my fingers. I love plushies and toys, I love drawing and colouring books, but I feel guilty. It's so sour, there is a vomit in my head that won't let me feel alright like everyone else, I don't feel right, I'm not a child anymore and in some way it hurts, a lot.
I want grandma and this music to comfort me.
Yr very underrated! I loved this playlist for when im sad or just wanna go to sleep thank you!
Gracias por la experiencia que me diste, ahora sé que debo amarme más
When they act toxic, Its okay.
When I return the toxicity, Im a psychopath?
And now they are mad.
I cant express myself anymore. So Tired. So dead. So fucking empty. Im not a toxic person. I try my best to be as good as I can be. Now Im just empty. The playlist helps me to cope and feel, Thank you.
TW: Even though this is a coping mechanism core it still triggers me by the first image. I can not shake the feeling of when I was younger I had a similar set up and I can vividly smell the room as well. Sadly the memory that comes to mind is when I went through a very hard time in my childhood in my room and I would cry about it surrounded by my plushies.
I wish I was never groomed : ( this hurtz a lot, the picturez r so nostalgic and it makes me miss my childhood. Especially the last one
Everything is going to be ok :)
oh, dear... How I wish I wasn't born like this...
Thank you for this playlist. I'm trying be a little since 2020, and it was helping me to feel more calm for a while (not complete regression, only age dreaming) but since some experiences, it gets a bit harder and it work for less time...
This playlist makes me feel as if I'm in headstart again. I love this playlist
my mom says that "the god exists but he has no love for you" and "you are the devil itself, you dont deserve to live", religious family abuse is real. too real. Im just 14, ı diddnt deserved this nor ı wanted this... ım just a kid with a pair of glasses.
and SA, I already have 4 attemps and SH.
I was 7. when I had to take care of myself, on my own. just cuz mom made me starve, for days. I realised no one is gonna be here for me and started being self-centered. ı was right no one was there for me except myself
I don’t know what I did wong but daddy won’t talk to me :((
I miss daddy…
its gonna be okay im sure daddy will talk to you soon! my daddy does that sometimes because he needs some time alone for a bit😊
@@Literal_legend381 he stopped talking to me so I have to get a new care giver :(
@@Pokeplayer10 I'm so sorry to hear that. It'll be alright! You'll find a good cg soon
@@Pokeplayer10am so sowwy :((
@@Pokeplayer10 you poor thing..im so sorry for you :(
I was always alone at home when I was little. My mum and dad were working. When I was 7 or 8 years old, I saw a cat from the window and wanted to play with it. I remember an old man came to me while I was petting the cat. First he played with me for a while, we petted the cat and played hide and seek together. Then he asked me what I was doing alone at this hour. I fell for his innocence and chatted with him for a long time. He invited me to his house. When I went in, he opened a cartoon for me, and while I was watching the cartoon with my teddy bear in my hand, I noticed that the man was looking at me strangely. I got a little scared, and then it happened. For 3 years I was subjected to his looks and disgusting touches.
I'm 15 now. My life is worse than it's ever been. I have attempted suicide many times. I have no academic success. I have a bad relationship with my friends and family and I feel more disgusting every day. I hate my body so much that I can't explain it. If I had not gone out that day, none of this would have happened. It's all my fault and this guilt will haunt me until my death. I ruined my own childhood with my own hands.
I’m so sorry that happened to you 😔please just remember you are a good person, and never forgive what he did to you, please stay safe and hydrated and healthy💕💕
Yo no quiero estar aquí y ni siquiera desearía ser un niño pequeño otra vez. Yo sufrí incluyendo en ese momento de mi vida.
Desde pequeño, siendo muy agresivo y con problemas, siendo antisocial y muy estúpido. Siempre me he dado asco.
Quisiera ser un cachorro. Ellos son hermosos y tiernos, caen bien. No son antisociales y feos, no tienen que preocuparse por su peso, por su físico, por sus pensamientos, sin tener que temer miedo a por el mañana.
......
Lo unico que me mantiene cuerdo o siquiera vivo..son mis amigos..mi amigo. Nisiquiera mi familia..ellos se pueden ir al carajo.
Él me da esperanzas. Almenos es lo único que alegra mis días (｡◜‿ ◝ ｡)
To you all in the comments,I wish U all well. You all deserve nothing less than love,care and kindness ❤ I used to think stuff sucked in my perfect life but it turns out im just a spoiled kid. I hope U all well
The fact my favorite stuffed animal is the only one who’s there for me ….. I wish that wasn’t the case but here we are
Please I really WANT you to feel better 😊 read this and let me be your hope ♥️
Your feelings are shared with every person in the world, everyone is hurt in their way, everyone can relate to anyone in some way. And think that, Living is always worth, is not the worst or the best thing that can happen to you, it is the only THING that CAN happen to you.
Traverse this jungle and know that everything is there to make you stronger. You are strong, I know it, keep going.
Im spreading this message in hopes of helping people like you, like me, like everyone
I’ve come such a long way
I love how my family doesn’t care about my trauma or healing process :D
I care❤️ I hope you can get better just know I’m here for you any time ^_^!
I do
My mom don’t want to see me anymore and I’m still a child
I started tearing up.
Ty for doing this playlist, i was abused se x3.... and since that day i wasnt a kid anymore. Always when im scared i heard this playlist!
I don’t know why I’m crying but I am.
makal jackson scare, but dis comfort!!!
Oh god starting with Haunt Me x3 hit me with such a force to the chest
This song was one of the ones I relied on when my mood swings got bad
As a young girl that is dissapointed atherself
I worry more abt you bc everyone has things to go trough it
And go find someone that you can trust and have helped you many times
Bc i had alot of fvcing trauma but you maybe to so i care more abt you.....
From A stranger with a balck whole in there body
I don’t have trauma but this is a nice playlist
They told me to stop talking about it becuase it wasnt “that bad”.
But then they got mad at me for not talking about it.
bad spellinf xuz im sobbing , some of these songs genuinely remin me of happier times and i have to say i havent cried tjis hard in uears
A safe place, a safe sound. thank you
Thank u and are childhood we might not remember that much but it’s remembered in times,harts and souls and are body’s and are eyes ur beautiful and no matter if ur apart of the LGBTQIA+X and ur pronouns ur worth it :)
Why am I crying?
Мне нравится большое количество изображения собак здесь.В день когда я открыл этот плейлист для себя умерла моя собака. Но я ехал в маршрутке, слушая это и ничего не зная после дерьмового дня и нескольких панических атак.
I miss 2013-2015
You didn’t have to hit me with the Minecraft music at the end :{
estoy tan cansado
I was listening to this while trying to end it all
Omfg are you okay?? 😰
Please tell me your not saying the truth
BRO WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU OKAY
*i dont wanna think anymore*
*she hurt me*
i just want a hug
🤗
there u go :]
@@st4rlite_ Thank you
Thank you thank you thank you
This help a lot ❤❤❤
(Vent)
I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be happy ik I can be happy but I can't. I want to give up I really do. I just want to dream forever. I feel myself going insane or numb every day. I'm becoming a sophomore this year. Is this what it's like being a adult. Sometimes I was to shoot myself in the brain just to see if I'll wake up and possibly different. I've been sexually abused throughout my childhood. I've been a adult for as long as I can remember. I want to disintegrate but I can't leave my mom. I can't get up to clean my room I promise myself that I will but I won't. I want to cry so bad can i cry please. Please just let me bawl. Let me cry rivers. I NEED to cry even though it physically hurts me. I want to feel his warm embrace. I want to hear him. He makes me feel good and happy. I understand that he's on a mental break rn i get that but I hope he feels better soon. I miss playing games with him. And telling him that I love him. I want to stare into his deep brown eyes and just continue to fall deeper. I feel incomplete without him. I feel useless without him. I'll do anything for him. I'll even give up on becoming a mother in the future for him. He promised that he wouldn't leave me. He said that he was willing to stay. He called me love on my birthday I was so happy. I'm a bit obsessive if you can't tell. I feel empty tho. When he's gon I feel empty.
I have those feelings too. My best friend and my boyfriend are why I'm alive rn and losing them is like losing a reason to live. I panic when I haven't heard from them for long periods of time. I have abandonment issues.
I don't want to be alive anymore i just wanted to go sleep and make my cuts go away....
same
I loved this playlist!
This makes me feel like I never met that person that did those things to me
I wish I got to be a kid for longer.
All I want is to have had a good childhood with parents that loved me.
looks for that one person who posts the time stamps and the name of the songs
I don't think I age regress at all, but this is a really nice playlist :)
I feel like I might either go into a haze or age dream
The Kid likes to draw, and I'm currently making stickers, so if she does come out I'll turn her drawing into a sticker
I am glad this here. I've been needing some place to just put my emotions in one place.
You know, it's getting worse again for me.
I just want it to be over.
Like, I thought it was getting better but it was only preparing me for worse.
I am still technically a kid, I don't know why this guy is flirting with me
Hes way older, a kid at heart, sure, but...
He's an adult who shouldn't be in love with me
I don't want to ruin our friendship. He's a good person
But I am at the line of legal soon
I just want this bullshit to be over, it's always bad,
I never have any good in my life,
I never have had any control in my life either.
I don't want to be used anymore.
I almost want to go back to the life of highschool.
Sure, everyone thought I was ugly and freaky...
But I'd rather be ugly and freaky then the girl that everyone is in love with
hey guys, it's not too late for you to improve yourself. Read about individual psychology
Esto lo hace menos doloroso 🐭
i just wanna be a kid again..?.. why cant i age DOWN instead of up..
I am not sure of what my sister and I did wrong. My guardains sound happy with the fact my sister can move out any time she pleases now. They sound happy when i leave for school and annoyed when i return. What did we do wrong?
You did nothing wrong
I want someone to notice how much I want to die :))
my shitty little coping mechanisms, like daydreaming my memories away. That’s fun. It’s dopamine. Free dopamine. Right? It’s unhealthy, VERY, but I love it. It’s like alcohol. It doesn’t help that I have way too much internet access and everything negative is just fuelling the absolute COPE that is my life. I have too many emotions just to spill out everywhere.
i do not want to heal or feel better. maybe i js want to sleep forever
I like my new friend group. Because I'm not the fucking punching bag. I'm called a bitch and "I'm not acting like myself" when I come forward about it. Oh and also everything is my fault. Texts send slow because I have an android, and it's not possibly their iPhone. I'm forced to sit in the back and I'm never allowed to drive them anywhere because I have car truama, which I'm starting to get over, but I'm not if you keep reminding me. It's my fault I'm tall. It's my all my fault i dont fit in because i dont have tiktok. I'm the one they get mad at when something goes wrong.
I take all this. And you still call me the bad guy?
My new friends don't do this. They treat me as an actual person.
But I can't leave them. Surely I'm just talking it all the wrong way. I'm sure I'm just overreacting.
thank you
Its not agere its just me being chilidish at 12 but still feeling abandonded and un love able (sorry for spelling, im havin a little thingy where i get very childish and idk lol) i love you all!!! ima try and sleep now loviessss. eeek i love sleeping bc i get to cuddle my bunny stuffie!
tw
i had a nightmare and re lived everything he posted it n they called me a wh*re, disgusting furry they didnt know i was only 7 they didnt care to think about the situation they only saw the outside and judged but this time i avenged myself i ripped hus head off i didnt mean to i feel like a monster my bf hugs me and pets me saying everything is ok, i reply i was only 7 iwas only 8 i was only 9 i was only 10 i was only 11 i was only 12 i was only 13 i was only 14 im 16 now he still hasnt changed but i have :]
2:24 does anyone know what the name of that song is?
Thx✨️
thanj you veryy much
Thiz helps so mych,,.
its ok
You knew it was wrong, but you still did it anyway. Why?, Why me? I was just a kid. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.. /av
please stop tormenting me mom i beg you
What's the song at 8:47?
ILY x11 - Dandelion Hands
What is agere friendly
agere is when you mentally regress into a younger age as a coping mechanism, so agere friendly means that it won't interrupt you being younger by scaring you or anything
agere is short for age regression, which means this playlist is safe for when you go into little space