“There is a feeling I’ve had ever since childhood: that there exist many different “worlds” and I was born in the wrong one, a world I don’t quite fit into. I’ve felt this strong feeling of wrongness all through my life. There is no space for me in this world. Every time I believe I’ve finally found my place, someone comes to me and says “Go away! You’re not supposed to be here.” ~ Jun Togawa
Ensan mo nondashi 頸 Jōmyaku mo kittaga watashi wa shinanakatta shinya shinakatta kagayaku tsuki akari mabushī hodo tsuyoi 5-kai kara tondashi shingō mo mushi shita dakedo shinanakatta shinya shinakatta tsukiyo ni sumiwataru kirakira mizu no iro soshite kyū ni koi ni ochita muchū ni natta mō gangan ni aishiatta shiawase ni natta yagate mata hitori ni natte miageta sora ni tsuki ga marude inochi no yō hikatte mieta danchō no omoi de zetsubō miru toki mo watashi wa shinanaidarou shinya shinaidarou kagayaku tsuki akari mabushī hodo tsuyoi are kara motto shigoto o shita muchū ni natta mō gangan ni hataraitara kanemochi ni natta sore mo yagate ushinatte mo mina ushinattatte tsuki wa marude inochi no yō tattoku hikaru
This song is a song I listened to during the worst time in my life. It’s so triggering. Sometimes I remember its existence and I wonder if it’s real because it seems like something you’d hear in a nightmare to me, something haunting and sentimental. This time of me life hurt, I was so hurt and in pain, hearing this song brings it back as if im there again, I put all my pain into this song, I wonder if this song is even real, I put so much into it, the instrumental, the lyrics, every instrument, how is this song real to me…how am I listening to it right now… This song is good, it’s all the fault of the guy who hurt me; who put me through hell and agony. this song will forever remind me of that time in my life, and it hurts. In every instrument I hear the pain I felt, and what I put into it, the lyrics, all of it. I was in so much pain dammit.. I let go of the past, I let go But I just suddenly remembered this song was real and not a figment of a nightmare I had, not something that didn’t exist. This is real. I will never forget that time of my life, I will never forget the suffering, the color slowly draining out of me, becoming a person I wasn’t I was colorful, I was lively and eventually just became dead and depressed. I will never forgive the guy who caused it all.
tradução em português do brasil: Engoli ácido clorídrico, até cortei minha veia jugular mas eu não morri não, eu não morri O luar brilha tão forte que é deslumbrante Pulei do 5º andar, ignorei todos os semáforos e ainda assim eu não morri, não, eu não morri A lua à noite é cristalina, brilha a cor da água E então, de repente, eu me apaixonei, como em um sonho Nosso amor um pelo outro era intenso e eu estava feliz Mas em pouco tempo eu estava sozinho novamente, olhando para o céu e eu podia ver a lua brilhando como se fosse minha vida Estou com o coração partido e em total desespero mas eu não vou morrer, não, eu não vou morrer O luar brilha tão forte que é deslumbrante Desde então, tenho trabalhado muito mais, como em um sonho O esforço que fiz foi intenso e ganhei muito dinheiro E mesmo que, em pouco tempo, eu o perca, bem, todo mundo perdeu algo A preciosa luz da lua brilha como se fosse minha vida A lua não está morta
Just as she discovered in this song, life is a blessing. Even if it doesn’t feel like it at times, you were wanted by this earth, you were placed here with love. Death is too permanent of a solution to things you can adapt with and overcome. I believe in us, all of us. Live life like it’s the blessing it is.
Quiero sentir esa paz al mirar la luna, quiero saltar, tirarme no ver más el reflejo de quién soy. Quiero que alguien encuentre estas palabras y me busque y desde el fondo de su corazón me pregunte si he estado viviendo todo este tiempo
I'm from Japan. Of course, I'm Japanese. I'm proud of being born in Japan because I understand Jun's lyrics. For non-Japanese I have a question for you. How do you know "Jun Togawa"?
some years ago there was this thing called "animation memes" where someone would make a short animation using a song then others would use that same song and do something familiar, and there was this meme that used jun togawa's suki suki daisuki, so when i heard it for the first time i searched for more of jun togawa's songs... here's a few examples: ruclips.net/video/9YyOV8WoAKs/видео.html ruclips.net/video/dXKCEz0t-nI/видео.html ruclips.net/video/vrTzmLUd31o/видео.html
@@il0vechuu459 I've already known that Japanese animation is popular all over the world. I'm glad to know that people all over the world had been being interested in Japanese music through Animation. Thank you for your reply!
A Japanese-american girl I knew, who was very cold but very kind, told me about Jun. I think in some ways, not fitting in anywhere, her and I are similar to Jun.
@@user-asjmm one of my good friends introduced me to jun ! my friend is an editor on instagram and she used jun’s song “suki suki daisuki” on one of her edits and i was instantly really intrigued in her voice and music style . ever since then , i’ve fallen into a rabbit hole of jun’s music and she’s become one of my favorite artists !
@@user-asjmm Reading a Japanese language message board. Someone had asked "What Japanese songs do you think have scary lyrics?" Someone said 好き好き大好 because of "Say you love me or I'll kill you".
@@user-asjmm I found her after listening to suki suki daisuki, and now I'm obsessed with all of her music! I connect with her experiences and song lyrics alot!
Лмао, мой друг запостил эту песню в группе, ибо он любит японию и тематику смерти, каково было моё удивление, что эта песня окажется в его тематическом вкусе.
“There is a feeling I’ve had ever since childhood: that there exist many different “worlds” and I was born in the wrong one, a world I don’t quite fit into. I’ve felt this strong feeling of wrongness all through my life. There is no space for me in this world. Every time I believe I’ve finally found my place, someone comes to me and says “Go away! You’re not supposed to be here.” ~ Jun Togawa
Is this from an interview or something?
@@namonamc this is from her book of compositions i guess...
Jun Togawa has such a creative sound. This one really hits different being a suicide survivor
昔この曲聞きながら泣きながら散歩していてたのを思い出した。
いい曲
ある人々にとって究極の救済曲！私もこの歌で救済されたある人々です。
Shout-out to all the suicidal brothers and sisters out there, you are not alone.
my beloved queen always preventing me from committing suicide
eae gatinha, vamo gotcha?
I hope you’re okay.
この写真の戸川純、良いですねー。
This song is phenomenal! I love this so much, started from a song of wanting to die essentially to working on improving the life you have
3:36 epic high note
Ensan mo nondashi
頸 Jōmyaku mo kittaga
watashi wa shinanakatta shinya shinakatta
kagayaku tsuki akari
mabushī hodo tsuyoi
5-kai kara tondashi
shingō mo mushi shita
dakedo shinanakatta shinya shinakatta
tsukiyo ni sumiwataru
kirakira mizu no iro
soshite kyū ni koi ni ochita muchū ni natta
mō gangan ni aishiatta shiawase ni natta
yagate mata hitori ni natte
miageta sora ni
tsuki ga marude inochi no yō hikatte mieta
danchō no omoi de zetsubō miru toki mo
watashi wa shinanaidarou
shinya shinaidarou
kagayaku tsuki akari
mabushī hodo tsuyoi
are kara motto shigoto o shita muchū ni natta
mō gangan ni hataraitara kanemochi ni natta
sore mo yagate ushinatte mo mina ushinattatte
tsuki wa marude inochi no yō tattoku hikaru
This song is a song I listened to during the worst time in my life. It’s so triggering. Sometimes I remember its existence and I wonder if it’s real because it seems like something you’d hear in a nightmare to me, something haunting and sentimental. This time of me life hurt, I was so hurt and in pain, hearing this song brings it back as if im there again, I put all my pain into this song, I wonder if this song is even real, I put so much into it, the instrumental, the lyrics, every instrument, how is this song real to me…how am I listening to it right now…
This song is good, it’s all the fault of the guy who hurt me; who put me through hell and agony. this song will forever remind me of that time in my life, and it hurts. In every instrument I hear the pain I felt, and what I put into it, the lyrics, all of it. I was in so much pain dammit..
I let go of the past, I let go
But I just suddenly remembered this song was real and not a figment of a nightmare I had, not something that didn’t exist. This is real.
I will never forget that time of my life, I will never forget the suffering, the color slowly draining out of me, becoming a person I wasn’t
I was colorful, I was lively and eventually just became dead and depressed. I will never forgive the guy who caused it all.
this song is my "beat depression with a bat" song 😆
この曲を歌っても凄く芸術的に聞こえるアートだ
こりゃ
Thank you so much!
I wish there was a live version
tradução em português do brasil:
Engoli ácido clorídrico, até cortei minha veia jugular
mas eu não morri não, eu não morri
O luar brilha tão forte que é deslumbrante
Pulei do 5º andar, ignorei todos os semáforos
e ainda assim eu não morri, não, eu não morri
A lua à noite é cristalina, brilha a cor da água
E então, de repente, eu me apaixonei, como em um sonho
Nosso amor um pelo outro era intenso e eu estava feliz
Mas em pouco tempo eu estava sozinho novamente, olhando para o céu
e eu podia ver a lua brilhando como se fosse minha vida
Estou com o coração partido e em total desespero
mas eu não vou morrer, não, eu não vou morrer
O luar brilha tão forte que é deslumbrante
Desde então, tenho trabalhado muito mais, como em um sonho
O esforço que fiz foi intenso e ganhei muito dinheiro
E mesmo que, em pouco tempo, eu o perca, bem, todo mundo perdeu algo
A preciosa luz da lua brilha como se fosse minha vida
A lua não está morta
Obrigado.
Just as she discovered in this song, life is a blessing. Even if it doesn’t feel like it at times, you were wanted by this earth, you were placed here with love. Death is too permanent of a solution to things you can adapt with and overcome. I believe in us, all of us. Live life like it’s the blessing it is.
Brutal, love it.
Quiero sentir esa paz al mirar la luna, quiero saltar, tirarme no ver más el reflejo de quién soy. Quiero que alguien encuentre estas palabras y me busque y desde el fondo de su corazón me pregunte si he estado viviendo todo este tiempo
Literally me! Glory to improovers!
I'm from Japan. Of course, I'm Japanese.
I'm proud of being born in Japan because I understand Jun's lyrics. For non-Japanese I have a question for you. How do you know "Jun Togawa"?
some years ago there was this thing called "animation memes" where someone would make a short animation using a song then others would use that same song and do something familiar, and there was this meme that used jun togawa's suki suki daisuki, so when i heard it for the first time i searched for more of jun togawa's songs...
here's a few examples:
ruclips.net/video/9YyOV8WoAKs/видео.html
ruclips.net/video/dXKCEz0t-nI/видео.html
ruclips.net/video/vrTzmLUd31o/видео.html
@@il0vechuu459 I've already known that Japanese animation is popular all over the world. I'm glad to know that people all over the world had been being interested in Japanese music through Animation. Thank you for your reply!
A Japanese-american girl I knew, who was very cold but very kind, told me about Jun. I think in some ways, not fitting in anywhere, her and I are similar to Jun.
@@user-asjmm one of my good friends introduced me to jun ! my friend is an editor on instagram and she used jun’s song “suki suki daisuki” on one of her edits and i was instantly really intrigued in her voice and music style . ever since then , i’ve fallen into a rabbit hole of jun’s music and she’s become one of my favorite artists !
@@user-asjmm Reading a Japanese language message board. Someone had asked "What Japanese songs do you think have scary lyrics?" Someone said 好き好き大好 because of "Say you love me or I'll kill you".
友川カズキの死に損ないの歌と双璧
jun is really fixated on death golly
She tried to off herself twice.
@@ericrhodesii9025 Unsuccessfully, thank God. I do wish I could say the same about Kyoko.
@@ericrhodesii9025 Really? Why??
@@captaintogawa9736 Kyoko who?
@@wherethetreegrows her sister
とても良い写真。
凄く可愛い。
でも、○影の様で 見るのが辛くなる写真。
歌詞はポジティブ（？）なんだけど
この写真は可愛いけど見るのは辛く見えてしまう、、
今まで どんなに辛かったろう、、どんなに苦しかったろう、、、そっちばかり気になってしまう。
すごく共感できます泣
上記のコメントを発言してから間もなくいいねされた通知が来て驚きました。というのもここ1週間でとんでもない勢いで戸川純さんにハマってるのですが、私の生まれる8年前の楽曲にも関わらず未だにこの楽曲(動画)を視聴しているファンの方々がいる事に驚いたからです。このコメントに目を通していただいた皆さんのファン歴などお伺いしたいです。
@@user-asjmm ゲルニカCＭで（スィートキッスという飲料）はまって、ソロの玉姫様で心鷲掴み。当時はうら若き美少年で片思いに悩み中。諦念プシガンガと蛹化の女で救済され裏玉姫のパンク蛹化の女で一生ついて行くと決意ｗで爺の今でもライブ通ってます。
コロナ前の客層は若い子から本当のお年寄りまで幅広く、新宿ロフト満員でした。ムスリムの女性がおられたのも驚きました。
@@user-asjmm I found her after listening to suki suki daisuki, and now I'm obsessed with all of her music! I connect with her experiences and song lyrics alot!
NICE!
UP 感謝です。
私はプログレ調の戸川さんが好きですので。
This is cray
many many beautiful god ☆
Jun es muy linda 💗
i really like this song, if youre reading thing togawa-san, thank you
不死身のルナ
不死身の女
💙💙
私は音楽が大好きです、彼女はとてもかわいいです (Watashi wa ongaku ga daisukidesu, kanojo wa totemo kawaīdesu) (Me gusta la musica de esta chica es muy linda) :v
はい私は同意する
♥️
You don't know about Guernica either?
Is this in Apple Music?
I didnt know jun was part of a band *-*
2 bands. Yapoos and Guernica
東口トルエンズ（即興性のライブメインのバンド。音源はDVDのみ）
戸川純バンド（プログレッシブ？音源はCD一枚）
戸川純avcおおくぼけい（シャンソン系。音源CD一枚。現在も活動予定あります。）
Vanpilia with 戸川純（音源CD2枚）
戸川階段（戸川純＋非常階段｛ノイズ｝音源CD、レコード2枚。CDのみの戸川階段LIVEあります。）
戸川純（ソロ活動と言うより、戸川純が歌いたい歌を歌うライブ活動。古い歌やレアな歌、定番曲を歌います。3/31が戸川純の誕生日なので、それに合わせたbirthdayLIVEは、このバンドで行う事が多い。音源はありません。）
Лмао, мой друг запостил эту песню в группе, ибо он любит японию и тематику смерти, каково было моё удивление, что эта песня окажется в его тематическом вкусе.