21:48 to skip ads (replay after) × 0:00 in my head- bedroom 5:48 chateau (feel alright)- djo 10:20 blondie- current joys 13:27 eleven weeks- vansire the band 16:28 Marlboro nights- lonely god 18:27 parking lots- plums × For all of you who're having a bad time and you feel lost. Dont worry, you yourself can do the things you want even if it seems like you cannot. Please do not give up on anything, you are here and present. Enjoy the things on your own, don't enjoy it for others, don't do it for others if you do not feel it.
when I was born, I was born without a left leg. I have been bullied, called names, people have even gone as far to hit me and/or start beating me. and for a while, I thought I couldn't take it anymore, I would think about killing myself, hurting myself. once I even tried taking pills but I backed out when I got scared. I never considered how my suicidal thoughts also hurt the people around me. when I was 14 (I'm 17 now) I over heard my mother talking to my father, she was crying saying how much she was worried about me, asking my father if she did anything wrong raising me. my twin sister would sometimes stick around me all day for hours, sometimes she would just mumble about how she would protect me, and how I would never feel those horrible feelings again. then I started talking to my sister about the kids at school, on the street, the looks I would get. she said that she saw what they were doing, and tried to make them stop before multiple times. it comforted me knowing she tried to make it stop, and she made a few of those bullies go away, and I thank her for it. I also started talking to my mother, she talked to me about how worried the rest of the family was. and she got me some help (therapy), i didn't talk a lot to my therapist a first, but over time I started to get comfortable with them, and started talking anti-depressants and I started feeling more happier with myself, feeling more confidents. and I don't feel suicidal anymore. just remember to talk to the people around you, and if you don't have anyone to talk to, find some people online, there are a lot of nice people on the internet that are willing to listen to you rant, just remember there is always someone out there that loves you.
I feel and understand your coment on so many levels. I am really proud of you for realising about the people who loves you and searching help. Hope you have a great life from now on, you deserve to be really happy♡
I have so much assignments pilled up on me, I have 15 assignments from all my classes and I am so stressed because I don't know where to begin, but these playlist are the only thing keeping me going, I just wanna skate, chill in my room, play Minecraft, listen to music, watch anime, draw, paint, I just want to relax and not feel like I'm dying.
aye man same, life would be so much worse without music. but it's not like its always gonna be bad. it may be for now but once you get the happiness you want, you won't ever remember a time when you weren't loving life. put on a smile on until you don't have to fake it anymore. chin up my friend
everyones talking about super wholesome things. im just remembering the time i almost got into a fist fight in 5th grade because of a chair. good times
I caused one in pre-k, or first year for my non-U.S citizens. My teacher had told me to go grab the chairs( no I don't remember why chairs were outside) and I was trying to but this boy eli insisted he was told to do it. Now I'm a little girl and at that moment an unholy fury passed through me because I thought he was stopping from doing what I was supposed to do. This felt like he was denying me what was rightfully mine. And that day we had just so happen to be out with the big kids, and my older brother a grade above happen to be one of those " big kids" now ik you can figure out the rest. After he snatches the chair from the kid and starts whiling on 'em we of course get in trouble. When asked why he did it he looks to me, and I look my teacher dead in the eye and say " you told me to get the chairs" she just looks at me goes " no I didn't" ( yeah, she did but lied to save face, I swears it on ma mother) now we're both in trouble over something that everyone feels like was a misunderstanding. Made worse by sooo many other factors its not funny. 1. We're poor kids attending an uppity school, (ya know the ones where everyone parents are still together to save face and the PTA is also on the city council)2. We're black kids, so this behavior was expected and of course we weren't dumb little humans who couldn't handle strong emotions, we were little gangsters who probably had ties to a gang, 3. That being said there was about 15 black children in all, dispersed throughout the school and most of 'em were Einsteins in the making. So this kind of behavior set us back about 30 years. I'm sure there's a mural on a wall depicting our savagery. All of this just made the rest of the school year miserable for me. Like as I'm writing this, this is the first time in a long time I'm purposefully trying to remember this section in my time line. Everyday felt like I was just being observed and everyone was waiting on me to blow up. Instead of warnings it was just "leave the room" or "go stand outside", it really made me feel horrible. When people treat you like an accident wait to happen, you start thing you are one,, and it's worse when there is no explanation for the perceived unwarranted behavior. Looking back I can understand why my teacher didn't need another accident like that. But I still can't help but wish I had one of those awesome teachers from films where they help you and be understanding when you couldn't even understand yourself.
So, I had Marlboro Nights as my alarm for a really long time, when I was going to school and, I hated it because I always would wake up hearing '' aUoROoo niiiHGHHTS '', but.. Damn, It came up as a surprise here and I just remembered so many things.. Like the time I tripped in the middle of a hall full of people, the time I looked at my best friend's eyes for the first time When I sat on a roof with my three best friends and drank until we had no more stories to tell, and all of this I remember it because of this one song I always heard while getting ready to go to school, '' Marlboro Nights '' It's a song I'll always remember until I'm 80 years old and I can't move, I always will remember it as that song that plays in the background while I fought a rat with my friends, Fuck I love this song (I hope someone cares..)
I'm glad you have such nice memories of this song. I do too. I don't think I'll be able to forget it until I'm old either lol. Well, I hope you have a wonderful day!! You deserve it! :D
You're one of the only youtubers I've found that uploads songs/playlists that I genuinely like and will listen to all the way through. So you got yourself another subscriber :)
i really like these playlists because i can find it hard to find new songs that i like so the fact that they are mixed in with songs i already like helps
This really hits the mood, school night but you did nothing the entire day other than lay in bed, the time quickly passes and you need to wash your face and shower but you’re so tired. Start to doze off for 20 minutes, but now you’re more awake and bored, and you stumble across this playlist (Lol yeah totally not exposing my laziness today)
I hate myself so much why can’t he just love me. Was I not good enough? Was I not pretty enough? My friends say it’s been effecting my mental health, and they aren’t wrong. He was the only one that made me happy. But I can’t do the same for him.
Hey. I don’t know what happened with you two but if he doesn’t love you, then he doesn’t deserve you! I know I’m just a stranger on my he internet but please know that you are worth so much more than an idiot that doesn’t treat you right . I’m proud if you. Keep going. It’s gonna work out in the end
i'm not sure what happened between you two, but i'm sure it wasn't your fault! I'm in a similar position as your boyfriend, I liked my boyfriend for a year but then slowly my feelings started to fade. Even though I tried to push the relationship to last longer and longer for the sake of him and his feelings, I couldn't take it anymore and just decided to end it before it became worse. Relationships need both sides to work, and sometimes breakups aren't even your fault. sometimes its better for a relationship to end, rather than it being a one-sided love. Although it hurts, you need to pull through. I'm sure you're an amazing person and I'm sorry that it's affecting your mental health, and I'm here to tell you it's not your fault. It's alright to cry! crying is a calming mechanism for your body. Just let it all out, and move on. You'll find that special someone someday :D
I was reading the perfect world manga, where a girl goes out with a boy in a wheelchair, it made me very sad, since it reminded me of someone who goes through a similar situation. This playlist was perfect with the first part, now I can cry without being heard.
for those of you who struggle with doing things like getting out of bed, eating, etc think of your favorite person. it can be a s/o, it can be a celebrity crush, a friend, anyone. give yourself the thought that they’d be proud of you if you did something, and try to do it. it kinda helps for me :) if you don’t really have a favorite person, think of me maybe. just remember ill be proud of you.
Heyo! Just wanted to say this to the people who see this or r feeling down, u got this!! it may be bad but itll get better slowly. u might not even realize it. just keep looking forward to the future! Get better! :D
No matter what, I seem to always return to this playlist. It calms me down and helps me steadily focus on my writing at the same time. Soothes me with the lyrics sometimes, hypes up too. Ah...perfection.
I cannot stop thinking about money. What If I don't have anything left. I was traveling, and came back for health issues. I know how it feels being the main character of your life. Yesterday I started for the first time a treatment for anxiety (I have anxiety since i am 12 and I am 25). I tried avoiding, and act like everything is okay, but it is not. Sometimes you need help. I wish to take a train and go so far away but I need to rest, cause I am so weak physically with all those years under fear. Patience, resilience is not giving up. It's going at your rythm. Take care 🌼
POV : You used to be the smart kid in class, the one who laughed a lot, the one who would go and play with a lot of friends, the one who would actually be super chill, and would perfectly hide feeling from their crush, and talk to them perfectly, but never get a chance to say i love you, the one who would get A’s and B’s, and feel happy, and proud, until when you were 10-11, someone who just stays in there room all day, on their phone, not sleeping, barely eating sometimes, and you would barely go out, your grades are falling like the titanic, or maybe not, but your parents aren't satisfied, you get annoyed by little things a lot, and cant help but cry sometimes, you’re lost on what you are, how you feel, and can't stand society, you feel lazy and tired, almost everyday, and you can't help but think anxiety thoughts when someone looks at you in a way. your parents don't understand you, or the meaning of having online friends. you feel so numb to the world, you just freeze, wanting to escape from reality.
Sometimes I just want to delete how I'm addicted to social media. I've gotten hurt so many times because of social media, I've been called a hoe for the first time on discord and it made my life worse. On top of that my home life is terrible. I just want to be happy and free..All I can do right now is imagine all the things I want to do.
I have no money, no friends, no life, no gf. All I have is an undying burn for revenge, revenge against the fallen, revenge against betrayal, revenge against myself. So I train 6 days a week 5 hours a day, eat upwards of 4000 calories a day and take out my vengeance in my training. Life won’t change but I will, I refuse to let my surroundings dictate my future. Thank you for the uplifting songs getting me through these trials. Catch ~
i used to be a very bubbly person i used to love to go out and meet people a big extrovert i used to believe the world was such a amazin place and i loved living until well i started school i was verbally and psychically they beat me upp soo much to the point the i was used to the pain the world started loosing its shinee i lost my happiness , i became numb i felt nothing to the point where i started to do self harm just to feel something anything i just dont understand whyy why did my lifee take suchh a turn
Every since January 5th my life hasn't been the same. I broke up with my abusive boyfriend and though I'm free, I can be happy. But the slow truth game that it would get worse. I tried to find love because I was lonely. And I really wanted physical attention, after dating a few people and them abandoning me, I came across you, the person who I knew I actually loved, we dated for 2 months and that was the happiest I ever was in my life, but I didn't know what to do in a relationship where I'm not struggling to put on a smile I didn't know what to do in a healthy relationship, I didn't mean the things I said... But you didn't have to call me mentally ill because I wouldn't stop crying about the thought of loosing you, a week later you left. You left and blocked me on everything. You said "it's better for both of us, " I said, " you didn't even think about me, how would I feel, we where going to do so much, you actually made me happy, " after a few more messages I realized he blocked me. So 5 months later I'm still greaving. Thank you for this playlist it's wonderful but. I miss the time I had with him so much.
i m literally just 15 and it s almost the end of the year but our teachers are taking this approtunity to give us more homework and more exams and me who was exited for summer i m now depressed because of school i ve been holding on for the hole year and now i just can't, without the fact that my own family are just chill with it they see me suffer and don't give a fuck they just make it worse and worse with hating me and yelling at me even sometimes i try to go over it and ask them to hang out and they refuse , but after they all be like you don't want to go out from you're room , and making me go out knowing that i have homework
Do anyone have that feeling when you haven’t cried for awhile so sometimes you just gotta make yourself cry because it feels like you drowning because same:)
@@2003.ex3 I listened to all of them, they're fine, but they don't have the same dark yet chill vibe, sadly. Sigh, I hope stranger dangers will make more like this one.
I don't know why I'm commenting this when literally ANYONE can see this but, I haven't done my modules since 3rd quarter to 4th. I'm not motivated to at all. My mom isn't here with me so she can't get mad at me or hurt me. Even so, my brother is here. He can hurt me anyway. I lie everytime when they ask abt my module. I'm literally so fucking tired of doing my modules, and plus, they don't even motivate me to do it. I may sound dramatic but,I have less energy still. And they expect me to do like 20 modules and 10 projects in a week? Wtf? Even If I was 15,16,17,18,19,20 whatever. I don't think i can still do it. And you get depressed because your siblings didn't help you just this once because they're also struggling with work right now cause it's covid. You get depressed and wanna die cause of THAT? Your siblings help you ALL the time. But just this one time they didn't you get all depressed and wanna commit? EXCUSE ME? If that's how it is, imagine HOW I FEEL. you don't give me motivation, you get mad at me for such tiny reasons, you blame everything on me, I never get anything I want and do I COMPLAIN NO I DONT. It's so fucking stupid. Do you even know how hard it is to get THE AVERAGE OF 95? You don't get mad at my brother and just understand him when he got a 9/40 and when I get a 38/40 you get mad and tell me how useless and dumb I am? Wtf? And when I watch anime, you tell me it's BAD for me? You told me I lost myself when I started watching anime? Excuse me? You really have the audacity to complain about my attitude WHEN YOU WERE THE GODDAMN REASON? You blame me for everything that I DIDN'T DO. You hit me like it's just nothing? You force me to smile when we go somewhere? You look at me in the eyes like your gonna kill me when we get home cause I wasn't smiling? You don't hit me in front of them cause you don't wanna seem like a bad parent? That makes you EVEN MORE of a bad parent. Are you stupid? And anime is literally HELPING me and you wanna take it away from me? Wtf.
Check you teal swan on youtube, she has a video on gaslight and one on depression. It saved my life. Maybe it will save yours too. And also....from someone who has left at 18, like day 2 after turning 18...one day you'll be free. You don't have to stay with them forever. You don't have to do anything. Just make sure you can get a job that you don't hate. You don't have to call them...no matter what they say. You don't need to feel guilty for feeling how you feel. They just don't want to take the blame and you can't make them. But your actions don't need to in accordance to what they do or don't do. Cause from your comment, they do suck.And anyone in your situation would feel the same. They just don't realize it or don't care. EIther way, you're not the same at them so don't plan to stay there. Find somehting you love, follow it to the ends of the earth. Family is something you can choose, not something you need to get stuck with. Wish you all the best.
yall out here are mostly depressed and stressed out while im here just because none of my besties have talked to me for the past few hours .... I ACTUALLY FEEL LONELY 🧍
@@strangrdanger Hallen to be a crusty one's punk rock dame whoms several 'middle school ' garage ( or basement) bands learned covering the GREATS. OFCORSE tha SMITHS were included. I see many a NEW Alternative band going full circle & taking it back to tha ROOTS. My band may have gone a bit heavier at times, but the Smiths, the Cure, Susie & the Banchies, Butthole Surfers, Bauhaus, Minor Threat, Agent Orange & OFCORSE ORIGINAL BADRELIGION ♥ 👌. Yup... a bit of an OLDSKEWL SALAD so 2 speak, however as a lifetime musician I have learned there is a rhythm to EVERY emotion, hence TRUE musicians or TRUE music lovers never truly clam ONE Genre!! Our tastes flow with our moods. I tend to KILL it on old 'T bone Walker' & Several other BLUES legends as far as slide guitar. It's NEVER a 'taste as far as true music lovers, but.... a mood or emotional inquiry. 😉🙃🙂
He would never love me. The ruse he puts up, the looks, its all me. I'm the one reading too much into it. I can't stop loving him. He could chose anyone else, love anyone else. And he probably does. I'm going to be left alone again. After all these months, all the smiles and laughs and touches and looks and he won't love me back. He's never going to return my feelings. He'll move on, he'll love someone else. I don't want him to. I want him to hug me, to hold my hand, to lean into me while we walk. He gives me life but he doesn't love me. He can't. I'm me, and he's him. He's too scared to let me down. I want to cry.
i read BL (boy's love) and GL (girl's love) manga/comics, well at least every now and then. I live wit my parents who are extremely traditional. But today i found an entire chapter of a BL manga (i read months ago) on the dinner table. At first I didnt bat an eye at it, since I didnt realize my parents (or at least one of them) printed an entire chapter of BL manga. I'm gay too so it just makes everything worst. I'm scared what might happen to me. Should I just lie and say that I don't don't what they're talking about? Should I tell them the truth and risk getting disowned as well as being kicked out of the house without any source of income? prob will come back to update this if someone replies or smth :')
@@simplygigii ahhh thank you so much tbh i was super scare but turns out my parents didnt ask me about it so im happy but im planning to come out to them the moment i feel financially stable and i can do everything by myself so thank you for your support :'))
I dont know with myself ngl. My friends know Im having problems but the problem I'm experiencing is from them.. I always tell that problem but i pretend its from another person so its painful that i cant say how i really am feeling to them since they're also having a problem and i don't want them to stress too much. i just wished they would also listen to me the way i listen to them..
@@sadgirlonline454 it’s called “A Boy’s Scar” and I think it’s really good. It’s about him and the woman who takes care of him, and their interactions and problems pretty much.
Nobody rlly asked for it but heres 2 reasons not to unalive yourself, your pet/s will wonder where you went. (for some ppl) dream/ranboo/corpse/catboy(TaesungTao) etc. face reveals. I can only think of 2 reasonable ones rn but if u rlly need someone to talk to or feel generaly sad I am here lol. Also I find talking to myself rather stress-releaving and calming so try that out too. (Sorry for spelling errors) Love you
I remember if 4th grade when I was told to meet someone by the flag pole for a fight but I told the principal and the girl that said that started talking about some other girl and how she was trying to be all cute and stuff cause she wore heels to school ahh the good times
21:48 to skip ads (replay after)
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0:00 in my head- bedroom
5:48 chateau (feel alright)- djo
10:20 blondie- current joys
13:27 eleven weeks- vansire the band
16:28 Marlboro nights- lonely god
18:27 parking lots- plums
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For all of you who're having a bad time and you feel lost. Dont worry, you yourself can do the things you want even if it seems like you cannot. Please do not give up on anything, you are here and present. Enjoy the things on your own, don't enjoy it for others, don't do it for others if you do not feel it.
I LOVE YOU
@Phantom sure
MY PLAYLISTS ARE INFECTED BY ADS GRR
@@strangrdanger You found Djo too, his music so good cant wait for him to blow up
love how you add the end timestamp for the ads xD
when I was born, I was born without a left leg. I have been bullied, called names, people have even gone as far to hit me and/or start beating me.
and for a while, I thought I couldn't take it anymore, I would think about killing myself, hurting myself. once I even tried taking pills but I backed out when I got scared. I never considered how my suicidal thoughts also hurt the people around me.
when I was 14 (I'm 17 now) I over heard my mother talking to my father, she was crying saying how much she was worried about me, asking my father if she did anything wrong raising me. my twin sister would sometimes stick around me all day for hours, sometimes she would just mumble about how she would protect me, and how I would never feel those horrible feelings again.
then I started talking to my sister about the kids at school, on the street, the looks I would get. she said that she saw what they were doing, and tried to make them stop before multiple times. it comforted me knowing she tried to make it stop, and she made a few of those bullies go away, and I thank her for it.
I also started talking to my mother, she talked to me about how worried the rest of the family was. and she got me some help (therapy), i didn't talk a lot to my therapist a first, but over time I started to get comfortable with them, and started talking anti-depressants and I started feeling more happier with myself, feeling more confidents. and I don't feel suicidal anymore.
just remember to talk to the people around you, and if you don't have anyone to talk to, find some people online, there are a lot of nice people on the internet that are willing to listen to you rant, just remember there is always someone out there that loves you.
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that! :( People can be so disgustingly cruel sometimes. I'm glad that you are doing a lot better though.
I feel and understand your coment on so many levels. I am really proud of you for realising about the people who loves you and searching help. Hope you have a great life from now on, you deserve to be really happy♡
There isn't
@@bikinilibaba9553 did you just forget about me? smh...
im so happy you feel better!!
I have so much assignments pilled up on me, I have 15 assignments from all my classes and I am so stressed because I don't know where to begin, but these playlist are the only thing keeping me going, I just wanna skate, chill in my room, play Minecraft, listen to music, watch anime, draw, paint, I just want to relax and not feel like I'm dying.
aye man same, life would be so much worse without music. but it's not like its always gonna be bad. it may be for now but once you get the happiness you want, you won't ever remember a time when you weren't loving life. put on a smile on until you don't have to fake it anymore. chin up my friend
@@jadon394 I'll try
BRO THAT'S MY LIFESTYLE I FEEL YOU SO MUCH IN THAT ONE COMMENT AAA
pls be my fren ur like me
@@piss7916 Okie I'll be your friend. But your my only friend because I don't go socialize.
everyones talking about super wholesome things. im just remembering the time i almost got into a fist fight in 5th grade because of a chair. good times
lol
I don’t why I read “fish fight” 😭😭
Me in the 7th grade
I caused one in pre-k, or first year for my non-U.S citizens. My teacher had told me to go grab the chairs( no I don't remember why chairs were outside) and I was trying to but this boy eli insisted he was told to do it. Now I'm a little girl and at that moment an unholy fury passed through me because I thought he was stopping from doing what I was supposed to do. This felt like he was denying me what was rightfully mine. And that day we had just so happen to be out with the big kids, and my older brother a grade above happen to be one of those " big kids" now ik you can figure out the rest. After he snatches the chair from the kid and starts whiling on 'em we of course get in trouble. When asked why he did it he looks to me, and I look my teacher dead in the eye and say " you told me to get the chairs" she just looks at me goes " no I didn't" ( yeah, she did but lied to save face, I swears it on ma mother) now we're both in trouble over something that everyone feels like was a misunderstanding. Made worse by sooo many other factors its not funny. 1. We're poor kids attending an uppity school, (ya know the ones where everyone parents are still together to save face and the PTA is also on the city council)2. We're black kids, so this behavior was expected and of course we weren't dumb little humans who couldn't handle strong emotions, we were little gangsters who probably had ties to a gang, 3. That being said there was about 15 black children in all, dispersed throughout the school and most of 'em were Einsteins in the making. So this kind of behavior set us back about 30 years. I'm sure there's a mural on a wall depicting our savagery. All of this just made the rest of the school year miserable for me. Like as I'm writing this, this is the first time in a long time I'm purposefully trying to remember this section in my time line. Everyday felt like I was just being observed and everyone was waiting on me to blow up. Instead of warnings it was just "leave the room" or "go stand outside", it really made me feel horrible. When people treat you like an accident wait to happen, you start thing you are one,, and it's worse when there is no explanation for the perceived unwarranted behavior. Looking back I can understand why my teacher didn't need another accident like that. But I still can't help but wish I had one of those awesome teachers from films where they help you and be understanding when you couldn't even understand yourself.
This is a darn thesis, I didn't even realize how wordy the this is, might need to invest in Grammerly💀
So, I had Marlboro Nights as my alarm for a really long time, when I was going to school and, I hated it because I always would wake up hearing '' aUoROoo niiiHGHHTS '', but.. Damn, It came up as a surprise here and I just remembered so many things.. Like the time I tripped in the middle of a hall full of people, the time I looked at my best friend's eyes for the first time When I sat on a roof with my three best friends and drank until we had no more stories to tell, and all of this I remember it because of this one song I always heard while getting ready to go to school, '' Marlboro Nights '' It's a song I'll always remember until I'm 80 years old and I can't move, I always will remember it as that song that plays in the background while I fought a rat with my friends, Fuck I love this song (I hope someone cares..)
I'm glad you have such nice memories of this song. I do too. I don't think I'll be able to forget it until I'm old either lol. Well, I hope you have a wonderful day!! You deserve it! :D
I know how you feel my guy
Cherish these golden memories
I'm so glad you have those memories. Love you stranger.
That's noice☺️
What’s this I smell, an underrated playlist/youtuber
Yeesh 0///0 thank you, but im fine with the amount of views I get
* sniff sniff * oh yes, indeed
@@strangrdanger :
Indeed indeed
*sniiiiiffff* I smell it too
You're one of the only youtubers I've found that uploads songs/playlists that I genuinely like and will listen to all the way through. So you got yourself another subscriber :)
I'm glad about that then, enjoy the music !!
same :p
agreed//
I love your profile picture!
@@c0rnnut150 thanks!!
i really like these playlists because i can find it hard to find new songs that i like so the fact that they are mixed in with songs i already like helps
brb going to have this on repeat for hours and cry to it :(
so soo osooooso ossoososo ssoososso sad :(
@@jasminevo3122 wtf😭
Dude I'm here if you need someone to talk to -
vibin on the roof to this hits different
It always does my friend
Be safe
This really hits the mood, school night but you did nothing the entire day other than lay in bed, the time quickly passes and you need to wash your face and shower but you’re so tired. Start to doze off for 20 minutes, but now you’re more awake and bored, and you stumble across this playlist
(Lol yeah totally not exposing my laziness today)
This playlist made me finish my Biology presentation before the playlist even finished...tysm for making this dude its helped me a lot today
I hate myself so much why can’t he just love me. Was I not good enough? Was I not pretty enough? My friends say it’s been effecting my mental health, and they aren’t wrong. He was the only one that made me happy. But I can’t do the same for him.
Hey. I don’t know what happened with you two but if he doesn’t love you, then he doesn’t deserve you! I know I’m just a stranger on my he internet but please know that you are worth so much more than an idiot that doesn’t treat you right . I’m proud if you. Keep going. It’s gonna work out in the end
@@thatsand1648 oh wow thanks thats actually means alot//
i'm not sure what happened between you two, but i'm sure it wasn't your fault!
I'm in a similar position as your boyfriend, I liked my boyfriend for a year but then slowly my feelings started to fade. Even though I tried to push the relationship to last longer and longer for the sake of him and his feelings, I couldn't take it anymore and just decided to end it before it became worse.
Relationships need both sides to work, and sometimes breakups aren't even your fault.
sometimes its better for a relationship to end, rather than it being a one-sided love.
Although it hurts, you need to pull through. I'm sure you're an amazing person and I'm sorry that it's affecting your mental health, and I'm here to tell you it's not your fault.
It's alright to cry! crying is a calming mechanism for your body. Just let it all out, and move on. You'll find that special someone someday :D
@@weeferwafer2316 ya thanks
dont worry b, youre not alone. i dont know you but you have my love
*take it ❤️❤️*
thanks, it is really nice to hear such a lovely playlist while studying or just laying on the floor
I was reading the perfect world manga, where a girl goes out with a boy in a wheelchair, it made me very sad, since it reminded me of someone who goes through a similar situation.
This playlist was perfect with the first part, now I can cry without being heard.
woah this is a whole vibe oml
I don't know if you remember me but hey! I love your playlists,keep it up!
I will, thank you
Is that-
Is that edd on your pfp? IM SO SORRY IF IT ISN'T I JUST-
@@osirisgomez3833 Edward...Edward! I'm in your car,Edward
Yeah it is,thanks for noticing :)
thank u, these music gave me the strenght of delete my social media for the day ily :)
for those of you who struggle with doing things like getting out of bed, eating, etc
think of your favorite person. it can be a s/o, it can be a celebrity crush, a friend, anyone. give yourself the thought that they’d be proud of you if you did something, and try to do it. it kinda helps for me :)
if you don’t really have a favorite person, think of me maybe. just remember ill be proud of you.
your playlists are carrying me through this semester
I am at least _half of the views_ , I just love this.
ur playlists are the best when idk whats my mood for the day
Heyo! Just wanted to say this to the people who see this or r feeling down, u got this!! it may be bad but itll get better slowly. u might not even realize it. just keep looking forward to the future! Get better! :D
the one person who disliked is mad they dont have this as their playlist
I ought to complain to Spotify for you not being named this week’s hottest single
h o w d o y o u k n o w ? ?
Instant follow the second i heard the guitar in the first song
This is really lovely, Thank you for this!!❤✨❤✨
after seeing several of your videos in my recommendations I UNDERSTANDED I SUBSCRIBE OK OK (fr your playlists are so cooollllll)
gosh, I didnt know I ended up into people reccomendations. Like ur pfp !! Thank youuu, much love and thank you
No matter what, I seem to always return to this playlist. It calms me down and helps me steadily focus on my writing at the same time. Soothes me with the lyrics sometimes, hypes up too. Ah...perfection.
that 1 dislike has no taste
I’m literally in love with your music taste 🥺💕💕
I cannot stop thinking about money. What If I don't have anything left.
I was traveling, and came back for health issues. I know how it feels being the main character of your life.
Yesterday I started for the first time a treatment for anxiety (I have anxiety since i am 12 and I am 25).
I tried avoiding, and act like everything is okay, but it is not. Sometimes you need help.
I wish to take a train and go so far away but I need to rest, cause I am so weak physically with all those years under fear. Patience, resilience is not giving up. It's going at your rythm.
Take care 🌼
i love this kind of playlist, it's one of the only things that really calm me down, then i forget about all my problems :) thanks for uploading this
POV : You used to be the smart kid in class, the one who laughed a lot, the one who would go and play with a lot of friends, the one who would actually be super chill, and would perfectly hide feeling from their crush, and talk to them perfectly, but never get a chance to say i love you, the one who would get A’s and B’s, and feel happy, and proud, until when you were 10-11, someone who just stays in there room all day, on their phone, not sleeping, barely eating sometimes, and you would barely go out, your grades are falling like the titanic, or maybe not, but your parents aren't satisfied, you get annoyed by little things a lot, and cant help but cry sometimes, you’re lost on what you are, how you feel, and can't stand society, you feel lazy and tired, almost everyday, and you can't help but think anxiety thoughts when someone looks at you in a way. your parents don't understand you, or the meaning of having online friends. you feel so numb to the world, you just freeze, wanting to escape from reality.
83 missing assignments in one school year. new record.
thank you for making this, it really calms me down and makes me feel something other than sadness :D
Sometimes when i get too lonley, it feels as if the internet is only there for me, but i love this community :)
Sometimes I just want to delete how I'm addicted to social media. I've gotten hurt so many times because of social media, I've been called a hoe for the first time on discord and it made my life worse. On top of that my home life is terrible. I just want to be happy and free..All I can do right now is imagine all the things I want to do.
I feel like my favorite person, my bsf is tired of me it's alright at least we had great times together love that dude
Why do i love ur playlists
U HAVE MADE IT TO THE 1% OF MY HEART
ILL REMEMBER YOU STRANGER DANGER❤❤
this helps me get the energy to clean my room that I haven't cleaned in like 4 weeks because I had no motivation :)
I have no money, no friends, no life, no gf. All I have is an undying burn for revenge, revenge against the fallen, revenge against betrayal, revenge against myself.
So I train 6 days a week 5 hours a day, eat upwards of 4000 calories a day and take out my vengeance in my training. Life won’t change but I will, I refuse to let my surroundings dictate my future.
Thank you for the uplifting songs getting me through these trials.
Catch ~
i love to listen to your playlits when i do my homework. I hope you have a nice day/night. You make very good playlists, thank you for that!!!!!
The way all of ur depression playlists are the exact thing i listen to when in the midst of a breakdown shwdjeje so true bestie
THESE ARENT DEPPRESSED PLAYLISTS, I VIBE TO THIS MUSIC NOT CRY TO IT. I CRY TO SHIT LIKE CARMELLDANSEN
@@strangrdanger girl i-💀🏊♂️
Good for u tho, if this helps u cry, then so be it :)
@@strangrdanger i cant even cry anymore lmao but shshjss
@@freshavocado6528 yk, neither can I. But we can get past things, we don't have to look back on things. Maybe that good cry will come, some day.
my head has been out of control these days, and I let youtube just take me anywhere, and here I am. calming myself down.
i used to be a very bubbly person i used to love to go out and meet people a big extrovert i used to believe the world was such a amazin place and i loved living until well i started school i was verbally and psychically they beat me upp soo much to the point the i was used to the pain the world started loosing its shinee i lost my happiness , i became numb i felt nothing to the point where i started to do self harm just to feel something anything i just dont understand whyy why did my lifee take suchh a turn
Every since January 5th my life hasn't been the same. I broke up with my abusive boyfriend and though I'm free, I can be happy. But the slow truth game that it would get worse. I tried to find love because I was lonely. And I really wanted physical attention, after dating a few people and them abandoning me, I came across you, the person who I knew I actually loved, we dated for 2 months and that was the happiest I ever was in my life, but I didn't know what to do in a relationship where I'm not struggling to put on a smile I didn't know what to do in a healthy relationship, I didn't mean the things I said... But you didn't have to call me mentally ill because I wouldn't stop crying about the thought of loosing you, a week later you left. You left and blocked me on everything. You said "it's better for both of us, " I said, " you didn't even think about me, how would I feel, we where going to do so much, you actually made me happy, " after a few more messages I realized he blocked me. So 5 months later I'm still greaving. Thank you for this playlist it's wonderful but. I miss the time I had with him so much.
schools so danm hard all these assinments that are piling up and exams it feels like the only comforting thing left is that summer is in 2 weeks
i thought these were supposed to be the best years of my life, but why do they feel like the last
omg i love it
i m literally just 15 and it s almost the end of the year but our teachers are taking this approtunity to give us more homework and more exams and me who was exited for summer i m now depressed because of school i ve been holding on for the hole year and now i just can't, without the fact that my own family are just chill with it they see me suffer and don't give a fuck they just make it worse and worse with hating me and yelling at me even sometimes i try to go over it and ask them to hang out and they refuse , but after they all be like you don't want to go out from you're room , and making me go out knowing that i have homework
i want to seat in clouds or maybe just laydown in some peaceful place and forget about anything
this is what i needed in my life...
good music and god vibes ^^
When the first song kicks in and it’s a song that I happen to already have in my playlist.
HEY! you yeah you wanna go hang out and skate, paint, watch anime and eat a lot of snacks!
[I'm 11
bro that sounds so fun help
yes omg 👁👁!!!!
That sounds fun-
@@Sunny-wq9hi let's do it-
@@rays_idiottpn6564 :0 Do you live near Canada prehaps-
Ya conocía todas estas canciones pero juntas son unas joyas, amoite está playlist 😔🤟🏻✨
ı will write my diary with tears and this playlist thank you for this video all ı need was the playlist like that
OMG DJO IS SO CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED ! why ?!
Do anyone have that feeling when you haven’t cried for awhile so sometimes you just gotta make yourself cry because it feels like you drowning because same:)
Favorite playlist, I wish I could find some similiar to this, even a little bit. It's too good.
um maybe you'd like "getting high with eren jaeger at midnight ꒰a playlist; 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 + 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛꒱" or "skipping school to go skating with reki kyan"
@@2003.ex3 I'll check them out, thank you.
@@depressedcoffeecup3190 i forgot this one too sorry lol - "running away from the police with miya chinen" , this is probably the closest to this one
@@2003.ex3 I listened to all of them, they're fine, but they don't have the same dark yet chill vibe, sadly. Sigh, I hope stranger dangers will make more like this one.
@@2003.ex3 Thank you for the recommandations though, really appreciate it.
I don't know why I'm commenting this when literally ANYONE can see this but,
I haven't done my modules since 3rd quarter to 4th. I'm not motivated to at all. My mom isn't here with me so she can't get mad at me or hurt me. Even so, my brother is here. He can hurt me anyway. I lie everytime when they ask abt my module. I'm literally so fucking tired of doing my modules, and plus, they don't even motivate me to do it. I may sound dramatic but,I have less energy still. And they expect me to do like 20 modules and 10 projects in a week? Wtf? Even If I was 15,16,17,18,19,20 whatever. I don't think i can still do it. And you get depressed because your siblings didn't help you just this once because they're also struggling with work right now cause it's covid. You get depressed and wanna die cause of THAT? Your siblings help you ALL the time. But just this one time they didn't you get all depressed and wanna commit? EXCUSE ME? If that's how it is, imagine HOW I FEEL. you don't give me motivation, you get mad at me for such tiny reasons, you blame everything on me, I never get anything I want and do I COMPLAIN NO I DONT. It's so fucking stupid. Do you even know how hard it is to get THE AVERAGE OF 95? You don't get mad at my brother and just understand him when he got a 9/40 and when I get a 38/40 you get mad and tell me how useless and dumb I am? Wtf? And when I watch anime, you tell me it's BAD for me? You told me I lost myself when I started watching anime? Excuse me? You really have the audacity to complain about my attitude WHEN YOU WERE THE GODDAMN REASON? You blame me for everything that I DIDN'T DO. You hit me like it's just nothing? You force me to smile when we go somewhere? You look at me in the eyes like your gonna kill me when we get home cause I wasn't smiling? You don't hit me in front of them cause you don't wanna seem like a bad parent? That makes you EVEN MORE of a bad parent. Are you stupid? And anime is literally HELPING me and you wanna take it away from me? Wtf.
Woah- i was NOT in the mood
Check you teal swan on youtube, she has a video on gaslight and one on depression. It saved my life. Maybe it will save yours too. And also....from someone who has left at 18, like day 2 after turning 18...one day you'll be free. You don't have to stay with them forever. You don't have to do anything. Just make sure you can get a job that you don't hate. You don't have to call them...no matter what they say. You don't need to feel guilty for feeling how you feel. They just don't want to take the blame and you can't make them. But your actions don't need to in accordance to what they do or don't do. Cause from your comment, they do suck.And anyone in your situation would feel the same. They just don't realize it or don't care. EIther way, you're not the same at them so don't plan to stay there. Find somehting you love, follow it to the ends of the earth. Family is
something you can choose, not something you need to get stuck with. Wish you all the best.
@@ohnotagain851 tysm
It feels like my body is crying but my eyes are dry :)
yall out here are mostly depressed and stressed out while im here just because none of my besties have talked to me for the past few hours .... I ACTUALLY FEEL LONELY 🧍
Same 😔
heard the first few seconds of the first song and subscribed immediately. IMMEDIATELY.
Reminds me a bit of the Smiths from when I was young.
The smiths are legends, I listen to a few of their songs
@@strangrdanger Hallen to be a crusty one's punk rock dame whoms several 'middle school ' garage ( or basement) bands learned covering the GREATS. OFCORSE tha SMITHS were included. I see many a NEW Alternative band going full circle & taking it back to tha ROOTS. My band may have gone a bit heavier at times, but the Smiths, the Cure, Susie & the Banchies, Butthole Surfers, Bauhaus, Minor Threat, Agent Orange & OFCORSE ORIGINAL BADRELIGION ♥ 👌. Yup... a bit of an OLDSKEWL SALAD so 2 speak, however as a lifetime musician I have learned there is a rhythm to EVERY emotion, hence TRUE musicians or TRUE music lovers never truly clam ONE Genre!! Our tastes flow with our moods. I tend to KILL it on old 'T bone Walker' & Several other BLUES legends as far as slide guitar. It's NEVER a 'taste as far as true music lovers, but.... a mood or emotional inquiry. 😉🙃🙂
I love thiss
If you haven’t already you should hear
Bane’s world- you say I’m in love
Very nice indeed
I love you
my mom and sister came into the room to be toxic and scream at me again but I just turned up the volume and vibed.
waiting for that 3rd
do you have Spotify? I'd love to listen more of your playlists there too.
I do, just search up mr. Szechuan
If not, ill help you find it or link it down below
Ig listening to songs is the only way to stay calm
This is great for relaxing/writing!
seeing the long comments on these kinds of videos shows reality
How can a title be so accurate. ☺️
He would never love me. The ruse he puts up, the looks, its all me. I'm the one reading too much into it. I can't stop loving him. He could chose anyone else, love anyone else. And he probably does. I'm going to be left alone again. After all these months, all the smiles and laughs and touches and looks and he won't love me back. He's never going to return my feelings. He'll move on, he'll love someone else. I don't want him to. I want him to hug me, to hold my hand, to lean into me while we walk. He gives me life but he doesn't love me. He can't. I'm me, and he's him. He's too scared to let me down. I want to cry.
This playlist made me vent and rethink things. Thank you.
This is the best thing I have ever seen
I really did thank u
i read BL (boy's love) and GL (girl's love) manga/comics, well at least every now and then. I live wit my parents who are extremely traditional. But today i found an entire chapter of a BL manga (i read months ago) on the dinner table. At first I didnt bat an eye at it, since I didnt realize my parents (or at least one of them) printed an entire chapter of BL manga. I'm gay too so it just makes everything worst. I'm scared what might happen to me. Should I just lie and say that I don't don't what they're talking about? Should I tell them the truth and risk getting disowned as well as being kicked out of the house without any source of income?
prob will come back to update this if someone replies or smth :')
you cna tell ur parents if you're comfortable telling them ! just remember you're luvd and valid
good luck too if ur planning to come out to ur parents !!
@@simplygigii ahhh thank you so much tbh i was super scare but turns out my parents didnt ask me about it so im happy but im planning to come out to them the moment i feel financially stable and i can do everything by myself so thank you for your support :'))
@@mellojello3950 you're welcome!!! again, good luck
I dont know with myself ngl. My friends know Im having problems but the problem I'm experiencing is from them.. I always tell that problem but i pretend its from another
person so its painful that i cant say how i really am feeling to them since they're also having a problem and i don't want them to stress too much. i just wished they would also listen to me
the way i listen to them..
Great taste in music AND manga?! How is this possible! My sweet vampire boy!
What's the manga? And is it good
@@sadgirlonline454 it’s called “A Boy’s Scar” and I think it’s really good. It’s about him and the woman who takes care of him, and their interactions and problems pretty much.
i wish i didnt have the weight of the world laid on the top of my head
it 2 am i can't sleep and instead i was crying then youtube reccomend this...
You know that you found a great playlist creator on youtube when you are adding 21 min video in your playlist in "saved" here
Nobody rlly asked for it but heres 2 reasons not to unalive yourself,
your pet/s will wonder where you went.
(for some ppl) dream/ranboo/corpse/catboy(TaesungTao) etc. face reveals.
I can only think of 2 reasonable ones rn but if u rlly need someone to talk to or feel generaly sad I am here lol. Also I find talking to myself rather stress-releaving and calming so try that out too. (Sorry for spelling errors) Love you
You have the best playlists
Music helps me stay away from reality :)
drew the boy in this video, while enjoying this playlist :))
helps drown it out thanks chief!
I love your playlists!
I remember if 4th grade when I was told to meet someone by the flag pole for a fight but I told the principal and the girl that said that started talking about some other girl and how she was trying to be all cute and stuff cause she wore heels to school ahh the good times
is it just me who thinks marlboro nights is actually a sad song? Like its supposed to be at least kinda happy, but for me it kinda just hurts
After that first one, I can’t trust you.
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someday i will be happy....
:0 these are nice songs! I think I'll listen to it after I eat lel-
I want to cry, but I'm too tired...
add “this body means nothing too me” by shrimp to this playlist plss
around 1000 views must be from me
i need more playlist like that >
im eating cheerios rn