Merkules - ''Moment'' (Official Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 сен 2024
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    Shot & Directed by Stuey Kubrick
    Produced by C Lance & Aaron Hiltz
    Engineered & Mixed by Jamie Kuse
    Mastered by Terry Tran

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  • @forgivemysynz6388
    @forgivemysynz6388 3 месяца назад +6

    Favorite song by Merk. I’ve been battling my anxiety and depression been battling my manic episodes I can’t fucking take it anymore and idk how much longer but I have to stay positive for my kids. In Merk we trust 💪🙏

    • @doggystyly
      @doggystyly 2 месяца назад

      He says it well 😊

    • @fatsparrow16
      @fatsparrow16 Месяц назад

      Stay strong bro we've got this

  • @Decade8Media
    @Decade8Media Год назад +291

    A wise man once said “If you’re happy you enjoy the melody, if you’re broken you understand the lyrics.”

  • @petejupp7654
    @petejupp7654 11 месяцев назад +26

    Every time I put this on it feels like you merk and all of you in the comments are here with me helping me be strong to get me through the next few hours. Makes me sad we all have so many problems, but makes me happy to know I'm not the only one and this is what keeps me going... all other songs by this amazing dude (artist) you keep us strong I hope we do the same for each other 🥺❤😎😁 keep strong

    • @RonnieBrown-vu7ij
      @RonnieBrown-vu7ij 10 месяцев назад +3

      Different when it strikes a cord means so much more than just a few words in a song

  • @zfg8516
    @zfg8516 6 лет назад +778

    one of his best, who agrees?

    • @davianmarshall3216
      @davianmarshall3216 5 лет назад +6

      Me

    • @snipergodz4888
      @snipergodz4888 5 лет назад +5

      hell yeah man this is one of his best along with "you again'

    • @IntensePeppers
      @IntensePeppers 4 года назад +6

      this along with Way Down and All Night Long, yep

    • @tmesser1982
      @tmesser1982 4 года назад +7

      It's like he knows how I feel.

    • @johneverette699
      @johneverette699 4 года назад +1

      This one good but it's not his best heart on my sleeve hands down is his best

  • @dylancorum3118
    @dylancorum3118 4 года назад +6

    "I been depressed but that's not apparent unless I say it outloud so they all can hear it." Single handedly the realest verse known to man. Smiling depression is a bitch.

  • @onetakemotivation7615
    @onetakemotivation7615 4 года назад +157

    "The devil inside was sent to kill me" I feel that shit bro. My daughter keeps the beast tamed very well nowadays

    • @patrykgolec9338
      @patrykgolec9338 4 года назад +8

      Feel ya my daughter keeps me grounded

    • @staylifted1876
      @staylifted1876 4 года назад +6

      My whole family keeps me here bro I been to the edge man !!!

    • @fabianbaltensperger2931
      @fabianbaltensperger2931 4 года назад +5

      I feel yaa. My daughter is my reason to stay strong and fight on. I can say i would have given up if i wouldnt have her... lets use our time with our loved little ones. Well i know something.. im a good Dad. So fight on. Its worth it to see your daughter smile

    • @dervolldrosten6320
      @dervolldrosten6320 4 года назад +1

      Bless you!

    • @beepbeep3011
      @beepbeep3011 4 года назад +1

      🤔...... 2 strike felon , yea my daughter keeps me sane and doin the right thing.... maxed out 2007... had my daughter 2009... and still partying but know when 2 walk away....

  • @codycall6513
    @codycall6513 6 лет назад +186

    “Im drunk as fuck but I think I’m sober” Shits real. How much this hits home is crazy! Keep it up man. Keep your words flowin.

    • @jtheprospector.1458
      @jtheprospector.1458 5 лет назад +5

      Real talk.

    • @maryousley9782
      @maryousley9782 5 лет назад +2

      Cody Call facts!! Same here man left the shit for a drink just switched up!!

    • @Martin-yf7sd
      @Martin-yf7sd 4 года назад +1

      He said "but I'm drivin sober"
      Watch the lyrics video please before you comment any lyrics

    • @jtheprospector.1458
      @jtheprospector.1458 4 года назад +6

      @@Martin-yf7sd Now all I see is these shards of glass
      So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
      I got a soft soul but a hardened past
      Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
      I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
      I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
      I got mental problems and it's got me mad
      But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
      As I think they are
      What kind of Cole is that?
      You don't know what it's like
      You ain't thought to ask
      But you ain't me and you never will be
      The devil inside was sent to kill me
      If you really care I expect the real thing
      I feel they won't ever get the message
      Will they?
      It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
      I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober.... I just pulled these lyrics of of his Google profile dude. He never said anything bout driving sober. I've also been to a few mercules shows he says "think I'm sober" right in front of me. Don't tell everyone their wrong when your the one who's saying non-sense. Those are literally the lyrics. Also I doubt your a drinker. All of us alcoholics know the term "drunkenly sober". It's referring to drinking to feel normal again. Has nothing to do with driving. Clean your ears bud. Lol whoever put up the lyrics video you were watching was completely wrong.

    • @yyeezyy630
      @yyeezyy630 4 года назад

      J T it's "what kind of call is that" not what kind of cole is that... do you even know English coles a name bud wouldn't make any sense there

  • @ryvnjoseph6297
    @ryvnjoseph6297 4 года назад +49

    I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for awhile but lately it's been really hard, Merks words and flow really say alot. I'm sure alot of people out there can say the same, the music it's so authentic and real. To everyone out there dealing with shit going on in your life just keep hanging on 🤘

    • @matthewphelps5468
      @matthewphelps5468 Год назад +1

      Brother if you ever need a person to talk to or vent I'm here I'm dealing with similar issues and I will be there for another brother

    • @Shway34
      @Shway34 7 месяцев назад

      Been awhile since the post, but I'm here as well. I'm here to talk to if you need it.

  • @RamboA17
    @RamboA17 3 года назад +58

    I just discovered merkules tonight while I’m high and drunk and I love him don’t know the guy but I feel like he understands me

  • @BGWHLPNS
    @BGWHLPNS 2 года назад +13

    I definitely can relate to this song. Every word. I find myself needing to hear this song at least once a day. Sad life has come to feeling so alone. Thank you, Mercules, for this song cause I don't feel so alone when I listen to this song.

  • @dinzybeats
    @dinzybeats 3 года назад +8

    Your music saved me bro. When I was at my lowest and at the point that I believed there was no return you pulled me through.
    Thank You.

  • @ThomasCady-h2e
    @ThomasCady-h2e 3 месяца назад +2

    Im very broken and just want to have a happy family and some reason it doesn't happen that way i feel like i could make this my last day here but my family means everything and ur music helps me understand that i should stay thank u merk i hope to come to one of ur concerts some day if i could ever afford it

  • @LilySDavis
    @LilySDavis 6 лет назад +95

    URH IT KILLS ME WHEN I LISTEN TO HIS PERSONAL SONGS LIKE THIS THAT HE ISN'T MORE KNOWN THE WORLD NEEDS MERK!😤🤯💗👌🏻

    • @andrewmcallister4151
      @andrewmcallister4151 5 лет назад

      PROMOTE HIM SILLY tell all your friends, they will tell theirs. before you know it, a shit load of ppl are now learning that the rap they listen to is SHIT, and begin to learn that there is actually good rappers out there

    • @LilySDavis
      @LilySDavis 5 лет назад +3

      @@andrewmcallister4151 😂 bruh I do I have like 2 friends🤷🏻‍♀️🙆🏻‍♀️

    • @stixzadinia7649
      @stixzadinia7649 4 года назад +1

      Lily S. Davis what the world needs is this rap as you call it(I call it cRAP),needs to disappear...oh and nothing personal,

    • @LilySDavis
      @LilySDavis 4 года назад +3

      @@stixzadinia7649 then go away 🤷🏻‍♀️👏🏻

    • @stixzadinia7649
      @stixzadinia7649 4 года назад +1

      Lily S. Davis After this douchebag....yeah...he may of come up the words but that's it...
      That's where the so called talent ends... you don't actually think he plays an instrument or comes up the with beat...?
      Gangster shit... make sure you wear your pants down the crack of your ass, and have your Calvin kleins showing,or perhaps another pair of pants....?
      I'm a poet... and you wouldn't even know it...
      I've got the style, I got the moves
      I can write to any kind of groove
      I got the beat and I got the words
      I got the melody
      Is that so absurd ?
      Not hard honey ... and that was on the fly
      And now it's that time Stix says goodbye...

  • @c.f.b4792
    @c.f.b4792 6 лет назад +27

    "I could choose to change but I choose to bottle" 🔥🔥💯

  • @vagdragon420
    @vagdragon420 Год назад +13

    Merk is my favorite rapper straight up

  • @corryfromknecht5027
    @corryfromknecht5027 5 лет назад +68

    I've never had a track speak to me in every line. This is what rap should be. So much truth and pain and emotion in these lyrics. Merk you are truly a blessed artist. Just feel blessed to have found your music in my darkest hours of my life. Your music has brought me back from the brink. I still struggle everyday but know I can listen to your music and it pulls me out of it long enough to make it to tomorrow

  • @marcorios186
    @marcorios186 5 лет назад +4

    People who are not going through this do not understand the struggle of this. Those of us who are battling alcoholism understand that It's a problem. And wanting to do better and being a better person also do so much more in life. Really feel this. And this poetically song is a testimony on my life. I wanna personally thank you Merkules for making this song for yourself and for all us who struggle with drinking✌

  • @Foxxy-jj
    @Foxxy-jj Год назад +2

    "I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
    But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)".. One of the worst feelings I've had to work through as an adult. You know you have potential, but how do you achieve that while being so mentally and emotionally disconnected.

  • @LilWindex
    @LilWindex 6 лет назад +944

    ITS OUR YEAR! ALL YEAR! 💯

  • @mattydeathgoon
    @mattydeathgoon 8 месяцев назад +10

    2024 stay positive people.

    • @fatsparrow16
      @fatsparrow16 8 месяцев назад +2

      Hear trying to be

    • @mattydeathgoon
      @mattydeathgoon 7 месяцев назад

      ​@fatsparrow16 stay strong brother 💪..

  • @randomuser3053
    @randomuser3053 2 года назад +2

    Every few months I come back here and leave a comment but I feel like he understands me

  • @iveypro24
    @iveypro24 6 лет назад +232

    I’ve NEVER related to any track before like I do this one. 💔💕
    I need this everyday

    • @CesarBSilva-yu3yw
      @CesarBSilva-yu3yw 5 лет назад +2

      iveypro24 same... Real Talk

    • @Mr_NeoCore
      @Mr_NeoCore 5 лет назад +4

      amen to that brother. Cole has helped my through the hardest of times with his music. may god himself bless this brother.

    • @diamondorndoff6269
      @diamondorndoff6269 5 лет назад

      Same

    • @Mr_NeoCore
      @Mr_NeoCore 5 лет назад +1

      Astra Racing amen. So sad but so true..

    • @chelseypidgeon6859
      @chelseypidgeon6859 5 лет назад +1

      Everything's gonna be aight

  • @chrispants666
    @chrispants666 6 лет назад +81

    Gotta say man this track hits home I've definitely been struggling with drinking & just lost my mom to it love you Merk

    • @varty666
      @varty666 6 лет назад +3

      chris ludvigson sorry for your loss dude

    • @xbraekdownx
      @xbraekdownx 6 лет назад +6

      Keep strong brother lots of us out here struggling

    • @nismojdm5950
      @nismojdm5950 6 лет назад +6

      Lost my dad 3 months ago lost my mom 10 years ago and i'm pretty much going down the drain, those kinda song gets me thru days tho.Try to stay strong buddy.

    • @MichaelJames707
      @MichaelJames707 6 лет назад +2

    • @chrispants666
      @chrispants666 6 лет назад +6

      Thanks guys gotta love homies like Merk that are real! We just gotta distract ourselves with whatever keeps us going!

  • @brandonperkins6391
    @brandonperkins6391 2 года назад +4

    Man…damn. I don’t think I’ve ever related
    to a song like this one. I could see my daughter out the corner of my eye in the car watching me and knowing how it hit me. With all the stress and everything in life and being a single parent so many times Ive had to tell her and her brother to please just give me a minute to let my stress go down and heart stop racing so I can breathe and be alright.
    Yo Merk if you read this…thank you for always putting real shit out..because you’ll never know the amount that it’s helped people no matter how many times we tell you it has. It’s always gonna be more than you know.

  • @SailorSadGirl
    @SailorSadGirl 3 года назад +4

    “I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac,
    I'm a piece of shit but I honor that”
    🖤🖤🖤

  • @davindamico1759
    @davindamico1759 5 лет назад +5

    being a stubborn long time 90's rapper fan, I ignored alot of new artists because the genre was stagnant for a long time. Artists like Merkules really do revive the genre, with a new age twist. Thank you brother.

  • @elialaini1974
    @elialaini1974 6 месяцев назад +2

    This song... Merk, when i was druggie and everything was shit. This song was something else. Love you merkules❤

  • @TheFallenOne88
    @TheFallenOne88 5 лет назад +9

    The realist.. I love music but when you find someone that speaks to your experiences and struggles it really reminds you your not alone. Merk thank you 1000 fold you are a poet my friend.

  • @toriecampbell8316
    @toriecampbell8316 2 года назад +8

    If your listening to this song, I hope you’re okay❤️

  • @charleskish3734
    @charleskish3734 3 месяца назад +1

    2024 is my moment new book first chapter let's go. thank you for your music has helped me when I couldn't see the light

  • @callum4918
    @callum4918 6 лет назад +25

    Dude I don't want to lose another hip-hop legend this soon I hope that you pull through

    • @johnbrinkman1247
      @johnbrinkman1247 6 лет назад

      That's what I'm feeling too. Hope he can get through this. This definitely seems like he us asking for help in a way.

  • @kikinhugs11
    @kikinhugs11 4 года назад +13

    this describes my life in a lyrical lullaby. this hit my soul's core.

  • @saharabonrud4066
    @saharabonrud4066 Год назад +13

    I got to say. Listening to all the rappers that lyric about the struggle, so far I like listening to this guy and jelly roll, there's a few others. But these two got it for real. I get goosebumps listening to them. It fits with my anger and emotions about life.

    • @thomasfaires8167
      @thomasfaires8167 Год назад +1

      If you love merkules and jelly roll you have to check out nf. All top artists in my book.

    • @humboldt9004
      @humboldt9004 Год назад +3

      Kid rock said 25 years ago if it's real you'll feel it and that stands true today Merk and Jelly the same dudes you feel what there telling 💯♥️

  • @davidbum3460
    @davidbum3460 6 лет назад +21

    Every time he raps i think he gets better and better

  • @timm802
    @timm802 4 года назад +24

    2018 my literal worst year. I was in the deepest of holes; had suicidal thoughts but This song, it spoke to me in ways not even therapists could. Now it's 2020 and i got a girl that helps with those demons. No matter what you go through, you always keep fighting🙏💙 Happy New Year everyone.

    • @norm1815
      @norm1815 4 года назад

      @Esoteric Nomad FACTS!

    • @yepitsme5750
      @yepitsme5750 4 года назад

      Your lucky u have a girl my girl broke up with me when I literally treated her like a queen

  • @michaelsherrill3195
    @michaelsherrill3195 3 месяца назад

    It's crazy every word in this song speaks the words I could never bring to my own mouth... I've never related to an artist the way I relate to merk...

  • @biancacantu9666
    @biancacantu9666 6 лет назад +35

    Ur music comes from the heart. 💙👌
    We lite a blunt to it everytime u come on 🔥💯👌

    • @justinvanderhyde4311
      @justinvanderhyde4311 6 лет назад +1

      Bianca Cantu not just the heart. His music speaks words that alot of music today cant or wont speak about because they are too mainstream.

    • @susandanley7718
      @susandanley7718 5 лет назад

      Yea

  • @MuhammadSharifOfficial
    @MuhammadSharifOfficial 6 лет назад +216

    Thumbs up if Merk is your favorite artist.

  • @michaelschwartz812
    @michaelschwartz812 5 лет назад +30

    Fuckin chill bumps. That beat is insane and the lyrics are real. Straight fire

    • @jgvtc559
      @jgvtc559 6 месяцев назад

      Goose*

  • @philipmcateejr8161
    @philipmcateejr8161 6 лет назад +39

    I canceled my Apple Music membership just so I could purchase this Album. The movement is real. 🔥💪🏼🔥.
    StompDown Killas

  • @iCoKe09
    @iCoKe09 6 лет назад +19

    Crazy when Merk realeases a song that describes my life..

    • @javiermorones7196
      @javiermorones7196 6 лет назад

      Cody K thats what I'm saying man

    • @MOONDOGMUSIC2023
      @MOONDOGMUSIC2023 6 лет назад

      Cody K Like, Subscribe and Share now!
      ruclips.net/video/o5TFqrEJXQk/видео.html

  • @zoestephens2001
    @zoestephens2001 Год назад +4

    I stopped heavy drinking in my early 20's but I can resonate so much with this song even to today , soft soul , hardened past 🫡

  • @lHighGrade
    @lHighGrade 6 лет назад +21

    Merk never dissapoints...STOMP DOWN KILLAZ ALL DAY!!

  • @xiomimesis
    @xiomimesis 6 лет назад +5

    Thank you, for helping me find my moment, and for the hand you lend in this struggle, yall keep working that heart out.

  • @FIFAHOBO
    @FIFAHOBO 6 лет назад +326

    WHO ELSE ENJOYING THIS BEFORE IT BLOWS UP?

    • @hiphopisdead566
      @hiphopisdead566 6 лет назад

      Iron Ky ti blows up at 00.00

    • @whyhello7729
      @whyhello7729 6 лет назад

      Iron Ky Why does it matter that it's gonna blow up? U hatin, don't be listening. This nigga needs more views

    • @hiphopisdead566
      @hiphopisdead566 6 лет назад +1

      This nigga needs real listeners if you want views go somewhere else here musick goes first:)

    • @PleasestopcallingmeDoctorImath
      @PleasestopcallingmeDoctorImath 6 лет назад

      Like mohammad in a new whip

    • @williamharned42
      @williamharned42 5 лет назад +1

      Herd

  • @matthewutley5370
    @matthewutley5370 6 лет назад +17

    I respect just about anyone who opens up like this about their issues. Shit's hard to talk about, I've been there. Good music as always, Merk.

    • @BNOFFICALL
      @BNOFFICALL 6 лет назад +2

      Matthew Utley I thought the same thing I really respect merk for this. It's hard but alot of people feel this way and it's just how it is..

    • @MOONDOGMUSIC2023
      @MOONDOGMUSIC2023 6 лет назад

      Matthew Utley Like, Subscribe and Share now!
      ruclips.net/video/o5TFqrEJXQk/видео.html

  • @notsus1498
    @notsus1498 3 года назад +3

    I’m sitting outside with my dog and I’m drinking and having a moment of silence for my fam and just vibe by myself and grateful for the things i have been given. Also because my cousin just died recently and I’m here dropping tears a lil lol

  • @xxInGodsReachxx
    @xxInGodsReachxx 6 лет назад +194

    Really feel the heart and emotion you put into literally every song on this album. Really enjoy the others albums, but this one seems so pure. You’ve come a long way and us as fans are all so damn proud of you🙏🙏

    • @jerrycox3260
      @jerrycox3260 6 лет назад +3

      xxInGodsReachxx dam right lots of love keep it up merk you the man

    • @DanielleLBreed
      @DanielleLBreed 6 лет назад +1

      👏🏽

    • @norcalhomie
      @norcalhomie 6 лет назад +1

      xxInGodsReachxx I feel this shit hard right now

    • @Eric4Hokage
      @Eric4Hokage 6 лет назад

      #SDKALLDAYEVERYDAY #REPREP

    • @justinzernechel8579
      @justinzernechel8579 6 лет назад +1

      When he says "I must be the only one that feels this way". I get chills. Im right there with ya big merc!

  • @dwyanebibey2667
    @dwyanebibey2667 6 лет назад +38

    Merk you don’t understand what you do for all your fans. I know it has been said before but you help me get through my days. Bro I don’t know if I could do it if it wasn’t for your tracks. They speak what so many of us are going through. Just wish you would make it to Atlanta Ga or close. 👊🏻

    • @marcthompson7444
      @marcthompson7444 5 лет назад

      mate you are 100% right apart from his not the only one beer weed cocaine and merk gets me through my days. ledgend I feel your pain

    • @mikemacklin3200
      @mikemacklin3200 5 лет назад

      100
      gone thru one of the worst weeks in my life. all cause of my drinking. this song has helped me try to keep it together. get to work. finish my day. and wake up for the next.

  • @jeremyhearn2644
    @jeremyhearn2644 4 года назад +7

    The realest song I've ever heard! I feel like he put my thoughts to words. Repeat button on panic! Mad love merk! #cole

  • @nick69453
    @nick69453 6 лет назад +13

    I hope you live next to a fire department because this is fire 🔥

  • @Zooeyjeandll
    @Zooeyjeandll 6 лет назад +5

    This album is truly emotional. I honestly feel your pain and you help me thru mine. I can't thank you enough for opening up and sharing your story. You are very relatable and your music inspires me to find myself and open too. I admire you, even if you don''t know how I do, I get you. Never give up, Much Love to all your hard work. Alyssa Jeandell! Vermont Love!

  • @grumpy-_-ghost3911
    @grumpy-_-ghost3911 3 года назад +3

    When "moments" quickly turn into years. It's a water fall and there is only a bottom. REAL TALK 🍯💥💨👻

  • @nmgoon7605
    @nmgoon7605 6 лет назад +6

    The first bar was all I need to know it’s 🔥🔥🔥

  • @kathayes4352
    @kathayes4352 6 лет назад +9

    I went to your show in Denver a week ago. I met you. You embraced me in a big bear hug. I have a picture with you that I will treasure forever. Your realness and dedication shined through. This song is by far my favorite. It speaks to my soul. Dealing with my own mental health issues and I go to the bottle aswell. This song speaks volumes! I put this on every time I am feeling as if I just can't handle shit anymore. Thank you so much for being such an amazing artist and person inside and out! I can't wait till you come back to Denver

  • @britsadie
    @britsadie 3 года назад +2

    Cole... I feel this song so much. Every time I listen ... Ugh. We love you

  • @minihazzard6686
    @minihazzard6686 6 лет назад +16

    I find myself listening to your tunes everyday at the moment. Actually amazing. This track is my favourite though its so heartfelt and can really feel ths emotion that comes through in this song. Suffering with mental health myself your tunes are helping me through one of hardest times of my life and thank you for that.

    • @darthmaul8490
      @darthmaul8490 5 лет назад

      Same pfew of his songs help me a bit i needed to take a choice where my girl dind want to folow me and now lost a girl and a nine year of relation cuz of a choice thats realy important for me so feeling like shit i do and im thank full to merk for his real rap who help me a lil to overcome all this situation

  • @tabirahmad2324
    @tabirahmad2324 6 лет назад +89

    merkules be underrated as hell

    • @stixzadinia7649
      @stixzadinia7649 4 года назад

      Tabir Ahmad overrated piece of shit rap artist... this ain't music... it's cRAP

    • @paulflanders8485
      @paulflanders8485 Год назад

      100000 percent 🎉 most under rated artist of 2020-2023

  • @kandy6985
    @kandy6985 6 лет назад +52

    Oh my God I'm not even gonna lie this song hits home for me you said it literally I can listen to the song on repeat I love this song I feel it it's real when you sing I can feel every emotion that you feel in your music through your music and that you mean every word that you say keep it going it helps keeps me strong thanks❤

    • @canadianfull.1007
      @canadianfull.1007 5 лет назад +1

      Hey you, found ya lol

    • @canadianfull.1007
      @canadianfull.1007 5 лет назад +1

      God I love murk.... Like Everyday.... 🔥

    • @kandy6985
      @kandy6985 5 лет назад +3

      Right like hes honestly one of the best rappers out there. When he raps it hits home, Right in your soul. You can feel every emotion he raps. And it hits home on all his songs

    • @fabianbaltensperger2931
      @fabianbaltensperger2931 5 лет назад

      @@kandy6985 true. But it gives a lot more singers who gunfire straight in ur heart. But as a german speaking person who loves the english language. I love this song. It helped me trough a burnout. As vinnie paz oder snak the ripper.

    • @sdfunk73
      @sdfunk73 4 года назад

      Agreed

  • @bjrnjensen9487
    @bjrnjensen9487 5 лет назад +5

    I really felt this. I am dealing with skizophrenia and everything that comes with it. Thank you for this :)

  • @hippygeeza
    @hippygeeza 3 года назад

    If you havent been low this song wont hit you...for me...it remind me of my mum...rip mum...2018

  • @ninalina3142
    @ninalina3142 6 лет назад +23

    OMFG YES I’ve been waiting 😭❤️

    • @menosm5002
      @menosm5002 6 лет назад

      Melina -xo dam u like merk dope ma thats wat up kno real music wen we hear it

  • @Aaronlovesmusic970
    @Aaronlovesmusic970 5 лет назад +4

    To relatable man so weird how people understand where you're coming from to crazy extents every song i relate to on different plains of EXCISTENCE at this point thanks man its nice to not feel alone as much

  • @timmorganmusic4282
    @timmorganmusic4282 3 года назад

    Only through prayer and faith can you be victorious! Glory to God the Almighty! He is the truth! Merkules is an angel sent by God to reveal God's truth to the people. It's right in his video.

  • @molonlabe3083
    @molonlabe3083 6 лет назад +5

    Damn Cole, feeling this new song brother. You are not alone, and just keep being you man. Thank you for what you do and giving all us fans an outlet to help with our own struggles in life. Keep your head up brother.

  • @derekcurtis818
    @derekcurtis818 6 лет назад +18

    Thank you so much Merk! This song hits way to real for me. Things have been so messed up lately with my health and mental problems. You absolutely killed it bro! You always find a way to impress me. You are raw talent my friend and I wish you the best of luck. Right now this shit is playing nonstop. Thank you for what you do and staying true to your roots and being real! Much love Merkules

    • @derekcurtis818
      @derekcurtis818 7 месяцев назад

      Still here Jamming this song and it still hits me. First time I hear you man I knew you would make it. You told me there I could find more of your music on Spotify. Proud of you man! Look how far you have come!

  • @michaelgoodwin4083
    @michaelgoodwin4083 Год назад

    Back here 5 years later a reformed character, I quit crack, moved home, survived a bad suicide attempt and now life is good. The first comment is right, I understand the lyrics deeply but also love the song. It reminds me of where I was and how far I've come.

  • @nefs8642
    @nefs8642 5 лет назад +9

    I relate to this song more than ever right now. Merk keep being you bruh you are my escape from reality

  • @randumb6645
    @randumb6645 3 года назад +8

    I remember when he dropped this and it still hits home ❤✊

  • @rogergauthier2769
    @rogergauthier2769 4 года назад +2

    He literally feels what I feel every day in this song word for fucking word my dude ... love you all.

  • @Blablabla44475
    @Blablabla44475 3 года назад +4

    Theme song to my life. Love this guy, sending love from Surrey ✌️

  • @natedawg3855
    @natedawg3855 5 лет назад +11

    As someone who suffers from Depression and Anxiety, this song is DEEP!

  • @jaredmcfadden7793
    @jaredmcfadden7793 Год назад +2

    Can’t believe this song is 5 years old, breaks my heart but makes me proud to see how far you’ve come merk. Only up from here

  • @ohsnizzlesnaps6621
    @ohsnizzlesnaps6621 5 лет назад +7

    Dear God please let 2019 be my year. I just need that break. Please god

  • @krisztianmathe8648
    @krisztianmathe8648 6 лет назад +62

    BEFORE 1 MILLION SQUAD

    • @GetAtom
      @GetAtom 6 лет назад

      mettyú he's gonna get that Milly boy

    • @MOONDOGMUSIC2023
      @MOONDOGMUSIC2023 6 лет назад

      mettyú Like, Subscribe and Share now!
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    • @vapor4209
      @vapor4209 5 лет назад

      Hell yea he will get there

  • @seanbrowwn6219
    @seanbrowwn6219 6 лет назад +8

    This shit is real bro this shit make me feel alive for a moment of time you got something special

  • @kreb666
    @kreb666 Год назад +3

    this is me .. but not me :\

  • @The-three-eyed-Prophet
    @The-three-eyed-Prophet Год назад +1

    your definetly not the only one who feels this way #Greatings from #Germany i fell you ...

  • @BPDJersey
    @BPDJersey 6 лет назад +32

    Jesus Christ merk I’m right there with you homie

  • @guthrielindquist1
    @guthrielindquist1 6 лет назад +13

    Glad to see you coming up merk

  • @_Grubby
    @_Grubby 3 года назад

    Thanks for bein you Merk. My fav artist, vibin all night to your music. Feel like I was loosin myself. IM BACK BITCHES

  • @panikmike
    @panikmike 6 лет назад +53

    I need a moment on some real shit. I Cry every time I hear this. Thank you for the words. I'm a piece of shit but I honor that.

    • @adamjorgenson9244
      @adamjorgenson9244 5 лет назад

      You're not alone

    • @smithjoshua258
      @smithjoshua258 5 лет назад +1

      Its crazy as bad as it seems, in a moments notice this shit could change.

    • @ksun029
      @ksun029 5 лет назад +1

      Yes you are a POS and I respect that you know what you are 💯

  • @nothingforgrantedPS23
    @nothingforgrantedPS23 4 года назад +3

    "I'm too anxious, I live in fear.."
    Drinking after the AA meeting. Not proud to admit I been there.

  • @claregafan3761
    @claregafan3761 3 года назад +2

    Honesty is the best policy....keep it real and be true to urself! Still trying to climb outta that bottle.

  • @case1graffiti
    @case1graffiti 3 года назад +4

    This has to be one of the most underrated songs out there

  • @circloud3914
    @circloud3914 6 лет назад +4

    Dope song, Hope the album keeps up with this quality.

  • @RedDirtTucker
    @RedDirtTucker 5 лет назад

    Holy fuck. I live every word of this, everyday. Damn, that shit home. For real.

  • @krizjen1
    @krizjen1 5 лет назад +63

    Thanks for reminding me why I go to meetings.
    #3years

    • @michaelschwartz812
      @michaelschwartz812 5 лет назад +4

      Congratulations brother keep going to those meetings and next thing you know it will be 10 then 20 then grandchildren you can share your life stories with.

  • @haltuaketti420
    @haltuaketti420 6 лет назад +5

    funny thing about your music i can almost relate to every word in every song you made. been listening way back in 2010-11

  • @fatsparrow16
    @fatsparrow16 2 месяца назад +1

    Merk hits hard

  • @cristianateixeira1541
    @cristianateixeira1541 6 лет назад +30

    Lyrics pleasseeeeee , this song is beautiful , im portuguese and I love this song , continue merkules y are big rapper !!👑

    • @cynthiarampa2599
      @cynthiarampa2599 6 лет назад +28

      Suicidal like "who am I though?"
      "I fucking hate you" that's my newest motto
      I could choose the change but I choose the bottle
      If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
      Yeah
      Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
      I'm fucking losing my mind
      They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff
      Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
      But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
      Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
      Yeah
      And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
      You seem to think I'm pretendin'
      Now all I see is these shards of glass
      So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
      I got a soft soul but a hardened past
      Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
      I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
      I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
      I got mental problems and it's got me mad
      But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
      As I think they are
      What kind of Cole is that?
      You don't know what it's like
      You ain't thought to ask
      But you ain't me and you never will be
      The devil inside was sent to kill me
      If you really care I expect the real thing
      I feel like they won't ever get the message
      Will they?
      It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
      I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober
      I been all alone lately feel like I might go crazy must be the only one that feels this way
      Lock up all the doors baby
      Disconnect the phone baby
      Block out all the noise and I might be okay
      Just let me have my moment
      I really need my moment
      I gotta have my moment
      I really need my moment
      I need a moment of silence
      I found a bottle back in grade seven
      A young desperado, I had to make effort
      My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal
      I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah
      I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
      But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)
      Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous
      The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect
      They hear what I say but they miss the purpose
      Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface
      That hotter inside I should lift the curtains
      But today I just feel like a different person
      I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent
      If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then
      It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue
      Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)
      Cause when it back fire, it just disappear
      I'm way too anxious, I live in fear
      I see it from a far and it's crystal clear
      But know the objects closer than it appears
      When I'm fucked up I feel okay
      But the next morning there's no way
      That I could feel good and it's so strange
      So I do it all again 'till it go away
      I don't need friends, I got Jose
      And this red cup and this O.J
      It is what it is, it'll take a while
      So I shake these hands and I fake the smile

    • @Skid1822
      @Skid1822 5 лет назад

      cynthia Rampa yea buddy!!!! 👏👏👌 amazing fam

    • @BoyBettaKnow2010
      @BoyBettaKnow2010 5 лет назад

      Suicidal like "who am I though?
      I fucking hate you" that's my newest motto
      I could choose the change but I choose the bottle
      If I fall asleep I'll see a new tomorrow
      Yeah
      Cause you don't feel the pain that I've been feeling inside
      I'm fucking losing my mind
      They're lookin' at me like I shot the Sheriff
      Cause I got too drunk and I'm not embarrassed
      But I've been depressed and that's not apparent
      Unless I say it out loud, so they all can hear it
      Yeah
      And I don't wanna seem like all I want is attention
      You seem to think I'm pretendin'
      Now all I see is these shards of glass
      So I walk in the bar and I start a tab
      I got a soft soul but a hardened past
      Tell the waiter up front he can call my cab
      I'm a hypocrite, an insomniac
      I'm a piece of shit but I honor that
      I got mental problems and it's got me mad
      But you seem to think that they aren't as bad
      As I think they are
      What kind of Cole is that?
      You don't know what it's like
      You ain't thought to ask
      But you ain't me and you never will be
      The devil inside was sent to kill me
      If you really care I expect the real thing
      I feel they won't ever get the message
      Will they?
      It's all good, I won't get my hopes up
      I'm drunk as fuck but I think I'm sober
      I been all alone lately
      Feel like I might go crazy
      I must the only one that feels this way
      Lock up all the doors baby
      Disconnect the phone baby
      Block out all the noise and I might be okay
      Just let me have my moment
      I really need my moment
      I gotta have my moment
      I really need my moment
      I need a moment of silence
      I found a bottle back in grade seven
      A young desperado, I had to make effort
      My foot's on the gas, not the break pedal
      I just put on ice, so it tastes better, yeah
      I guess I'm just confused 'cause I see all the potential
      But lately I'm going mental (I don't know what to do)
      Who'd a thought that I'd get this nervous
      The lifestyle I lead's not picture perfect
      The hear what I say but they miss the purpose
      Pour the shot in my glass 'til I hits the surface
      That hotter inside I should lift the curtains
      But today I just feel like a different person
      I keep tellin' myself that it isn't urgent
      If you dig what I'm sayin' you should feel my words then
      It's obvious to me that I'm the root of the issue
      Don't make me use it against you (Cause I will)
      Cause when it back fire, it just disappear
      I'm way too anxious, I live in fear
      I see it from a far and it's crystal clear
      But know the objects closer than it appears
      When I'm fucked up I feel okay
      But the next morning there's no way
      That I could feel good and it's so strange
      So I do it all again 'till it go away
      I don't need friends, I got Jose
      And this red cup and this O.J
      It's what it's, it'll take a while
      So I shake these hands and I fake the smile
      I been all alone lately
      Feel like I might go crazy
      I must the only one that feels this way
      Lock up all the doors, baby
      Disconnect the phone, baby
      Block out all the noise and I might be okay
      Just let me have my moment
      I really need my moment
      I gotta have my moment
      I really need my moment
      I need a moment of silence

    • @nancelopes3788
      @nancelopes3788 5 лет назад

      bom gosto Cristiana! 😘

  • @chriszammit2395
    @chriszammit2395 5 лет назад +4

    You are a young king of music. Respect

  • @chizax_crbmx7570
    @chizax_crbmx7570 6 месяцев назад

    I can't belive i have never found this legend before, a truly fan here❤

  • @elijahsamuel0556
    @elijahsamuel0556 6 лет назад +9

    This is gonna blow up like Hiroshima

  • @rodbarnes2889
    @rodbarnes2889 6 лет назад +8

    This song hits hard but one of the best songs I ever heard

    • @stixzadinia7649
      @stixzadinia7649 4 года назад

      Rod Barnes then you haven't heard much...this ain't music... it's cRap... losers

  • @SmokeSum.
    @SmokeSum. 2 года назад

    “Been depressed and that’s not apparent unless I say it out loud so they all can hear it” damn man 😪 this shit speaks Fr

  • @Voddarchive
    @Voddarchive 6 лет назад +51

    I regret not sharing more joints with you back in the day. I was an ignorant rapper back that sleeping on talent. But I'm super proud that someone from the same streets is blowing up this much. It gives someone like me hope

    • @Driddle814
      @Driddle814 6 лет назад +20

      Sounds like the rest of the community. Never wanna fuck with someone till theyre on the come up 😒💁

  • @coltonjcooper
    @coltonjcooper 6 лет назад +8

    This song changed my life bro

  • @meyou1016
    @meyou1016 Год назад

    Would love to listen to merkules collab with the palmer squares, thank you merkules.. you're truly one the realest left

  • @lukepearson3368
    @lukepearson3368 2 года назад +2

    11 million views. I feel like 1 million of them might be me. I put this on every time my depression/ anxiety gets so bad I can’t handle it. Screaming the lyrics along with it, really helps clear my head.