Been listening to Paul's action figure for 10 years now. Ever since the Urban Guru Cafe. We hit the bottom of the rabbit hole with non-duality. A show about nothing. Peace & Paradise from Taiwan Gabriel
Man, these garage talks are taking satsangs to whole new levels. Been listening for a while. He's putting things in ways I haven't heard before causing so many ahas for me. So grateful!🙏
44:52 Guilt, shame, fear and unworthiness. The catholic school 4 horseman installed as this minds daily operating system 40 years ago and still going strong. 😂 What they told us kids was emotional and mental child abuse. Devils, demons, eternal torture, suffering and torment in hell. That shit still plagues my mind, moods and emotions and the ways those things manifest in actions are absurd. Always “doing” things to get worthy enough but none of its ever gonna be good enough and no matter what I do, hell and being tortured and torn apart by pinhead and his buddies from Hellraiser await me upon death. First the hell of earth existence and then a much worse hell after death. It’s utterly terrifying, to this mind anyway. Great talk, as always.
Not any more. I know what you mean. My bugbear was "are you ready for the second coming?". That caused a lot of resentment which I've had to let go. I recognised they were only thoughts, and although they return now and again, I can see them for what they really are .
@@paulmiller6188 sigh. Yep, totally get it. If god is somewhere else we’re in trouble, we can’t get “somewhere else,” ya know? Omnipresent isn’t unclear (now) Religion, or rather, people and ego’s with religion, are dangerous, deadly even, as evidenced by all of history and still. The torture and genocides continue, “in the name of god” of course. It’s the god of fear, ego and pride tho. As if someone else could possibly have any authority on god. lol. I have as much autonomy on god as the pope, which is none other than my own experience. Sorry you tasted religious abuse. It’s awful. At least today we know differently. 🫶❣️🎉 You’re right on too. My teacher says “those are just thoughts.” He says it a lot too because I tend to get caught up in them, and often. 😂😤😠🤣 Anyway, thanks for the reminder! It’s amazing we’re here innit? I’ve been sober a little over 10 years and found Paul around 2 years sober. What a blessing he is. Btw, you might really REALLY enjoy William Donahue. He’s got tons of RUclips’s. He’s a former preacher gone rogue because he woke up. He uses science, Hindu texts, Buddhist texts and the bible and just destroys the messages you, me and the western world were indoctrinated with. He then uses all the same stuff to deliver the actual message. One of the smartest, most knowledgeable and funny guys I’ve ever heard. He’s basically a nondual Christian preacher. He’s bad ass. Give him a listen. You will NOT be disappointed. He was a godsend to me and thousands of others if you read the comments section. You’re welcome. 💪🙏🤙
Luv ya Paulie
Been listening to Paul's action figure for 10 years now. Ever since the Urban Guru Cafe.
We hit the bottom of the rabbit hole with non-duality.
A show about nothing. Peace & Paradise from Taiwan
Gabriel
Man, these garage talks are taking satsangs to whole new levels. Been listening for a while. He's putting things in ways I haven't heard before causing so many ahas for me. So grateful!🙏
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I always enjoy listening to you. Thank you
The moment the glass was empty, the glass disappeared
So beautiful and powerful is this message. Thank-you so much!
44:52
Guilt, shame, fear and unworthiness.
The catholic school 4 horseman installed as this minds daily operating system 40 years ago and still going strong. 😂
What they told us kids was emotional and mental child abuse. Devils, demons, eternal torture, suffering and torment in hell.
That shit still plagues my mind, moods and emotions and the ways those things manifest in actions are absurd.
Always “doing” things to get worthy enough but none of its ever gonna be good enough and no matter what I do, hell and being tortured and torn apart by pinhead and his buddies from Hellraiser await me upon death.
First the hell of earth existence and then a much worse hell after death.
It’s utterly terrifying, to this mind anyway.
Great talk, as always.
Not any more. I know what you mean. My bugbear was "are you ready for the second coming?". That caused a lot of resentment which I've had to let go. I recognised they were only thoughts, and although they return now and again, I can see them for what they really are .
@@paulmiller6188 sigh. Yep, totally get it. If god is somewhere else we’re in trouble, we can’t get “somewhere else,” ya know?
Omnipresent isn’t unclear (now)
Religion, or rather, people and ego’s with religion, are dangerous, deadly even, as evidenced by all of history and still. The torture and genocides continue, “in the name of god” of course. It’s the god of fear, ego and pride tho. As if someone else could possibly have any authority on god. lol.
I have as much autonomy on god as the pope, which is none other than my own experience.
Sorry you tasted religious abuse. It’s awful. At least today we know differently. 🫶❣️🎉
You’re right on too. My teacher says “those are just thoughts.” He says it a lot too because I tend to get caught up in them, and often. 😂😤😠🤣
Anyway, thanks for the reminder! It’s amazing we’re here innit?
I’ve been sober a little over 10 years and found Paul around 2 years sober. What a blessing he is.
Btw, you might really REALLY enjoy William Donahue.
He’s got tons of RUclips’s.
He’s a former preacher gone rogue because he woke up.
He uses science, Hindu texts, Buddhist texts and the bible and just destroys the messages you, me and the western world were indoctrinated with.
He then uses all the same stuff to deliver the actual message. One of the smartest, most knowledgeable and funny guys I’ve ever heard.
He’s basically a nondual Christian preacher.
He’s bad ass. Give him a listen. You will NOT be disappointed.
He was a godsend to me and thousands of others if you read the comments section.
You’re welcome. 💪🙏🤙
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