I’ve been in your shoes for almost my entire life, driving old cars hoping they wouldn’t break down. At the ripe young age of 68 I received an inheritance and for the first time in my life bought a brand new SUV. It’s such a relief to not worry all the time. If you can afford it, do it! You won’t be sorry.
I got emotional watching you take everything out of her. This next journey you’re stepping into will blow your mind in a great way. Sending some positive energy your way on the transitions!
@@AlyssaVanillaso so sorry you're going through it. Stevie had a great season in your life. I'm so glad you gave her more fun last years then she'd have gotten to see otherwise. This was heartbreaking, but you are amazing. Whatever you do next, will be the next right thing. You've got this. 💜💜💜
Alyssa, I heart you!!❤ Bless your brave heart!! I'm so happy to see a brave woman do what you did!! I will be thinking of you and praying for the best outcome for your next over the road vehicle. It will be more than you ever expected!! I look forward to your content every week so please don't stop, Keep moving, growing, And thriving! I pray the supernatural powers of the Holy Spirit be with you!!!! You Are Absolutely AMAZING!! This too shall pass!! 🤗🤗🤗👊🏾🙏🏾
The fact that you could pack your van up in a short time really makes sense ... being a minimalist is definitely the way to live because having unecessary things just weighs us down and holds us back... this is an eye-opener ❤❤❤ looking forward to your new home on wheels.
A few thoughts: When you're van starts having major mechanical issues. It's best to start heading home. That way you're near friends and family that can help you and its less costly. Being that you're a van dweller; making sure your vehicle is in top condition is priority number 1. Little headaches can turn into big headaches if not checked periodically. Fortunately, you were in civilization and not out in the middle of nowhere. I'm sure Portland locals come across a lot of van dwellers, tourists, RVer's and others who experience vehicle breakdowns all the time. And what better place for the van to die than at a Goodwill parking lot. 😁(tax write-off perhaps. Make sure to get a receipt)
R.I.P Stevie, she was good to you. I pray that you find a suitable vehicle quickly and without needing to spend too much. I’m a bit upset that the first “mechanic” told you that Stevie was drivable with a blown head gasket. He/they couldn’t be more wrong and it angers me that you were lied to and put into a potentially dangerous situation having Stevie die on you again. Please stay safe.
My father drove his car for 2 years with a blown head gasket. You just have to keep adding oil. So...bad for the environment. But I wish they would have told her that instead of putting water in what the radiator?
@@tammysmith5400Sometimes u can drive a while depending on how/where the head gasket is leaking.... Some people can also get lucky & fix it for years with a good brand of head gasket repair you add to cooling system. If it's a tiny leak into the cylinder & not mixing with the oil, you can drive for a while & just keep adding water when it gets low. If the leak is mixing into the oil, the oil looks milky on dip stick = it's mixing & will ruin engine quick if you drive. Seen one head gasket blown to where coolant was streaming to outside of the engine instead of leaking internally. It was a pretty big leak but not mixing with oil or leaking into cylinder. The owner added head gasket stop leak & I couldn't believe it fixed a leak that big. On some high mileage cars I went ahead and added head gasket leak fix at 175k 200k miles as preventive maintenance to keep head gasket from blowing. Especially if it's a make & model vehicle that's well known for head gasket failures.
@@karlag1912 Not trying to be a dick but you're mistaken. The head gasket leaking doesn't cause any oil leak issue. It causes coolant to either leak into the combustion chamber/cylinder or leaks to outside of engine block or leaks internally & mixes with oil turning it milky white...Your dad had something like a valve cover gasket leaking (mistakenly called valve head gasket) or rear main seal leaking. So he just added oil.
@@karlag1912 I'd say you're 90+% correct though because the majority of the time you can't drive on a blown head gasket. Sometimes you can get lucky with a small leak in a non critical area & able to drive for a while but risking it getting worse. She might of had a slow external drip💧 But also wouldn't be surprised if it was just a water pump leak or hose leak somewhere & they're lying saying head gasket. They'll charge say $1700 claiming it's the head gasket. Fix the leaking hose & add bottle of head gasket repair. So the head gasket won't blow anytime soon after they claimed to have fixed/replaced it.
OMG Alyssa. I've been watching #roadlife videos for 6 years, and this is the first time I actually cried my eyes out. I have to compliment you on your documenting and editing of this video. I laughed and cried. Oh, I laughed at the first tow when you sang, "In the arms of an angel." I L'dMAO. And then I lost it (and I'm still losing it) during the heart wrenching moving-out scene at the end. I'm so sorry Alyssa. This video was so well done. Goodbye Stevie. :(
This was heart breaking. I was very disappointed with the people that were so unhelpful, and calling the police. It's rough out there in these streets. Well Alyssa, I love watching you, mostly cause you're so fricken cute! So I hope this isn't the end of your van life journey.
Although it was hard watching you go through this, it also made me feel hopeful. I have a feeling you are about to be blessed in a major way. May it happen sooner than later.
So sorry this happened. It’s good you were in a city and not somewhere really remote. You will survive this and go on to many more great adventures. You and Stevie had a good run. She was tired. RIP SRV!
Also, wanted to leave a more positive comment: You are brave and strong and whatever happens going forward will be a continuation of your grand adventure.😃 Sending you positive vibes! Stevie Ray Van took you as far as she could - bless her stalling all the time heart.... RIP SRV
I’m so sorry that this happened to you, Alyssa! I’m also a van lifer, so I know how attached one can get to their van. I seriously started crying at the end. I’m sending you positive energy and hopes that the next adventure is even bigger and better! You seem to be doing a great job staying positive! I think we will ALL miss Stevie Ray Van! I’ll be eagerly waiting for your next update. ☮️ and ❤
RIP “Stevie girl” Stevie Ray Van 🤍🤍🤍 Sending love & prayers Alyssa, all things considered glad to see you are safe and she didn’t left you places relatively safe and in town each time! 🤍
As someone with very little, I'm always amazed by people's persistence and patience. You gave Stevie way more than I think most of us would. Sorry for all the recent troubles, but I know they will lead you to something great, even if it's not so great right now. Hope you're staying safe. Looking forward to the next chapter!
My question is why you couldn’t replace a simple head gasket with the 1st mechanic? As long as you’re able to get the parts that vehicle should be able to run for ever. I don’t get it. Please answer back. I don’t have the same vehicle but I want to understand the failure as in why that vehicle couldn’t be repaired??? Did the vehicle quit you or did you quit the vehicle???
Sorry to hear the bad news about Stevie. I was looking for a van like yours. And discovered that the intake manifold gasket goes out, which causes the antifreeze to get inside the engine. It is still a good vehicle to rebuild. My Expedition blew a head gasket so I will be rebuilding it this fall, winter and spring. takes a long time for me. My sister lives in Oregon wish you could stay with her till you get another auto.
So scary to be breaking down like that and also so sad to see Stevie gone 😢. Alyssa I pray everything will be much better with a new car and see you soon much love ❤🙏
Girl i am PRAYING AND ROOTING FOR YOU! this was so heartbreaking to watch because you have grown to love stevie even though it started off a little uncomfortable for you and a little rocky! Some amazing blessings are on the way! stayed prayed up and positive. Have faith and claim your blessings. it will get better, something amazing is around the corner. side note: i know exactly how you feel. lately things have been crazy for me. As soon as i started car life a few months ago my car broke down in florida and i was stuck in a walmart parking lot until my mom (PRAISE GOD) showed up and was able to get me to georgia. Ive been living in my car while its been broken down (As im working on it, youtube university is amazing girl lol) and it hasn't been easy but i wont give up! its all coming together and i know its gonna be up and running soon. But i just say this to say girl keep pushin. and stay cheerful, Speak Good things over your life and its going to come to you boo! YOU GOT THIS ;)
What a nightmare! RIP Stevie, she was a sweet ride, but nothing lasts forever. BTW, don't listen to these dudes telling you to keep the van and fix it. My van was running fine when I sold it, but I just couldn't trust it any more. Every drive was stressful. Not worth it when it's your home.
Alyssa, I think that Stevie just likes being carried around. 😊 You are obviously a very strong person, because most people crumble when confronted with hardships and challenges. This is why van dwellers are another breed altogether. Yesterday my battery was dead, I had two flat tires with nails in them and coming back from the tire shop, my minivan “MadMax” began to overheat and shut off the AC in 115F weather. We shall prevail, and I know bad things come in 3’s and great things come in 3’s, so keep your head up. You gotz this!🤗
Im so sorry you had to go through all that. I miss my dodge ram van that broke down years ago. I had so many memories in it breast feeding my babies and camping in it. Thank you for sharing this emotional moment with us. I wish you the best towards your next transition. 🌻
Stay safe out here. As a fellow van dweller, I know Portland is not the best place to be. If you need any help, please feel free to reach out. I typically stay in the clackamas/happy valley area and don’t work til sat. So I’m available to help if needed. RIP Stevie
Soooo sorry about Stevie Alyssa, I did van life for a while in California and it's not easy! I was crying watching u removing all your stuff from Stevie, but I k ow u will find another better home. Better things r coming. Sending u positive energy and 💕
I’m so sorry Alyssa. 😔 I feel so bad about stevie ray van. I was really looking forward to seeing the “improvements”you said you wanted to make on her after you realized the other van was somehow was never ordered. hope you’re be able to find another vehicle soon. You’re definitely stronger than me, after the first tow I would have been in shambles. I can only imagine how you felt being towed three times in one day!! 😩 Stay strong sis, as cliche as it sounds, everything happens for a reason. Hopefully you’ll find out what that reason is soon. You seem like such a sweet person, I’m sure that something good will come your way. 😊 Sending you peace, light and love!! ❤️
Damn, I'm so sorry you are going through this. That last tow truck driver was rude, he could have had a better attitude. You're allowed to ask not to be smoked around. Especially with the windows rolled up, that's gross. I know you loved Stevie; she was good to you. I hope you find another van that's more reliable soon. I will say you cleaned Stevie out quickly though. I guess that is a good thing about being a minimalist. I have been following your VanLife Journey for a little bit & I love your videos. Your content is real life & I appreciate that. Stasy Safe, sending positive vibes & Good Luck your way 🙏🍀🚙
Wow emotional or what, i felt the feels with this one , you're going through a difficult moment but as one chapter closes a new one is about to open & i'm very excited to see how it unfolds , sending positive energy your way rn !! ♥
RIP Stevie! This is a sad video 😢 I'm sorry for your loss. It felt like your van took on her own personality and was very good to you. I really enjoy watching your videos. Godspeed my friend on this next chapter of your journey.
god i’m so so sorry alyssa :( you’ve been through so much with stevie and i just wish i could give you the biggest hug. pls look after yourself and let us know if there’s anything we can do to support you. sending lots and lots of love for whatever the future holds for you. we’ll be there no matter what x
@@AlyssaVanilla if you need us, I am sure we all could pitch in for a new van. Many hands make small work. :) If they can do it in Canada for Jeffy Bear we can do it here in USA for you🚐♥
“Fix a Flat” is an awesome emergency option. It fills your tire up with a foam that will let you gently drive your car for awhile. It gives you time to get your tire fixed. The tire shop does have to remove the foam, but it doesn’t add much to the cost of the fix.
I am so sorry for everything bad thing that happened with your van. You handled everything very well and with grace. I hope you will be able to get another van. Best wishes and many blessings to you. Stay strong.
Girl I am so sorry that this happened...and in this way. I make RUclips videos in a similar spirit as you about my life on the road (with my two cats) and I know how stressful and overwhelming it can be to deal with car issues but this was a whole other level....I hope you give yourself the time and space you need to take care of yourself in whatever way you need! And while this was a abrupt ending, may it be the beginning of something super supportive and beautiful! Sending big hugs and all the supportive vibes!
Alyssa my wife and I want you to know that we TRULY understand your struggle. We have been “out of the box” thinkers and adventure seeking entrepreneurs most of our life. People love you when you are doing well in this life and judge you when you struggle. We always say, “We are going to support Alyssa financially soon.” We believe in you and your adventure spirit. Geva and I support your adventure spirit. Never lose that. This season will pass too. Keep being your “free spirited, free thinking” self. God bless you from Dallas.
It was sad. Just like ending of an era. Like saying by to herbie, general lee and kit. Stevie belongs in a RUclips museum. She was a great RUclipsr. Rest in peace Stevie
Your beautiful and precious, I'm sure you will get her or a new Van. Everything will work out stay safe. God bless you BTW I do vanlife in Salem Oregon
I’ve watched the entire video. I am sending you so much love. You did all the right things, you are making such great moves! I’m hoping you are overwhelmed with sponsorships so that you can get yourself a new car/van in the meantime. I am sending you lots of love.
You are a brave young woman, i could not continue taking chances. Not saying you wont have issue's with another van, but i would have to try another mode of transportation.
Stevie Ray Van has given you hundreds and/or thousands of miles. You have wonderful memories, cherish them and be thankful you are SAFE !!! I hope for you a newer and better Van IF you choose to continue Van Life. God Bless always !
Im so sorry sweetie. This sucks so bad . I had tears watching. I wish i could take away the pain . My Prayers R With You.... My Hugs and Love From Your Friend In Michigan Tam 💜💜💕
Wow watching this video brought back so many memories from when I was your age. I’m not too much older than you but a good distance lol. But I remember using up all my AAA tows being in a city away from all my family and friends. I even experienced having a stalker too during this time not having a car, taking 2 buses and a train to get to work in downtown Houston. I feel so emotional watching but you handled this like a champ! I wish you well on your journey young one and safety. God bless
I've been watching you FOREVER! I'm so sorry you've been going through this! I really hope to continue to see uploads from you and this doesn't stop you! We're still here with you!
your next vehicle will be even better! Every time I've had to move I ended up with a place that was just better. Know that it is happening to move you along...change is hard but sometimes you just gotta have faith in this crazy universe. love you
I'm hoping for the best for you. I'm sorry your time with Stevie has ended. But I know you'll find something better. Just like when your car broke down. I was sad for you then but then you got something bigger and better 😌 life is an adventure and I enjoy your adventures. Thanks for sharing them. ❤
I'm sorry Stevie Ray is gone you loved that van I know but you have to be safe and have a reliable vehicle out there especially as a women can't be breaking down anywhere I hooe you find the perfect vehicle to replace Stevie Ray❤
Thank you for letting us share in your lifestyle by watching you videos thank you for making your videos cuz it means a whole lot to me since the epidemic now I'm in the house all the time because I've been born in the wheelchair so that tells you a little bit about my lifestyle so I really enjoy watching you talk about you lifestyle and talking about living in the van or Carter it really makes my day and it really cheered me up when I see you everyday and you videos thank you for letting me share in your life so it really means a whole lot you look like you got a kind heart thank you for doing what you do God bless you and your daily walk and I hope you keep making you videos 🙏📖😘💐
I’m so sad for you Alyssa, I can tell you are heartbroken. We are with you girl! I feel your pain! Don’t worry, the next Van you have will be something to be so grateful for safety/security wise! 💖
I’m sorry you’re leaving your van, especially after all the hard work you’ve put into it. ALSO it’s common for some larger cars to have the spare on the bottom.
I have never had so many all over the place emotions than in this video and i never related to someone in so many ways! Oh girl ive had days like this where you feel like the crap days will never end. Im so sorry for your chapter with Stevie has come to an end, but so has all these aweful moments of breaking down ans experiencing dirty tow truck drives!! So excited for you and your new chapter 🎉❤❤❤
Alyssa hun , you are an absolutely phenomenal lady, as I watched I was praying for nothing more to happen and just when I thought you were in the clear something else,I watched in awe at the way you handled yourself I found you truly inspiring , im so thankful I got to see it, I plan on using the memory of you to help me in future to hopefully keep me from totally losing it when something like this arises.
This reminds me of that picture where there’s a little girl hanging onto her little blue teddy bear and Jesus is asking for it and she is saying “but I love it” and behind his back he is holding a bigger blue teddy bear. Sometimes we have to let go and let God. No looking back. It’s a new season with new adventures in store. Embrace it.
Ironic that there was in fact no good will at the Goodwill. Gosh I feel for you what a stressful and sad experience. Sometimes a day just gets worse and worse. Hope you are out of the storm now. What did u do with your belongings? Rent a car? Excited to see what you do next!
I clicked so fast…I was sad when I saw the community post. Excited to see how you’ve turned it around 💕🦋 What’s next will be such an amazing experience! 🌷
Omg Alyssa. That was the saddest video,I felt so bad. I’m old enough to be your Dad & it felt like I was watching one of my daughters have the worst day of her life.🥹 I can only say I wish you nothing but the best in the future. I hope you are able to get a new vehicle & continue your journey. You may have heard the saying,”when you’re going through hell,keep going”! You’re smart & resourceful and I know you’ll be back! Stay well. Mr.D 🦋
Sorry, love, Stevie rip, hopefully everything will work out, May God bless you on your beautiful journey 🙏.so sad. Hopefully you can get a new one, or used and new to you.
Such a sad day to see you taking things outta your Stevie Ray Van. But as always I will be sending you positive cheerful vibes and my prayer warriors to watch over you always Alyssa. 💯🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 best wishes go out to you today tomorrow and always...JP
Oof I hate that part of I-5 when I travel from Longview up to Bellingham. It's basically a tow away zone from Olympia to Marysville, anyone from here will know that is quite a distance. Stressful- glad you got through it!.
You are such a precious young lady. An inspiration to so many of us. I wish I could snap my fingers and fix these issues for you. Just remember that we love you each and every day. You’ve got this!!❤
Damn I'm sorry Alyssa. Wish you the best. Keep your head up. I know it's hard to stay positive when things like this happens, but your strong minded I can see.
Ooo wow!!! My heart is breaking for you girl..I live vicariously through you. 😢 I pray for you and hope your back safety on the road traveling again soon. ❤
Sad to see your van go. I’ve definitely been there with a few vehicles. At some point it seems like they start breaking down often enough that the only real fix is a complete restoration and it’s almost never worth it. I look forward to seeing what vehicle you come up with next!
You're an incredibly strong woman! I know you will get through this and the next chapter will be a whole new adventure. I'll be praying for you and look forward to your next video to see how you are doing.
Stevie gave you all that she could. Y’all had so many amazing adventure and I’m so blessed to have been able to meet both of you in person before this transition. Bigger and better things are coming for you girl! You know I’m always rooting you for back in WA 💛
I am sorry for your loss. Stevie was a staple on your channel but I am excited to see your new chapter. I pray the new home will be exactly what you want and need
Awww 😢. I am so enjoying your content. Sorry about Stevie. ❤ Being in the road changes you. You become attached and dependent on your vehicle. It’s your home!
It is sad when a car you go through in many life experiences does give out. I went through this on a 2002 Pontiac Firebird that I had. 😢 Take it one day at a time, and the right vehicle will show.
I’ve been in your shoes for almost my entire life, driving old cars hoping they wouldn’t break down. At the ripe young age of 68 I received an inheritance and for the first time in my life bought a brand new SUV. It’s such a relief to not worry all the time. If you can afford it, do it! You won’t be sorry.
I got emotional watching you take everything out of her. This next journey you’re stepping into will blow your mind in a great way. Sending some positive energy your way on the transitions!
Me too it was so hard to rewatch this, especially because this was SUCH a difficult time 😭 praying it only gets easier
@@AlyssaVanillaso so sorry you're going through it. Stevie had a great season in your life. I'm so glad you gave her more fun last years then she'd have gotten to see otherwise.
This was heartbreaking, but you are amazing. Whatever you do next, will be the next right thing. You've got this. 💜💜💜
Welcome back!
Alyssa, I heart you!!❤ Bless your brave heart!! I'm so happy to see a brave woman do what you did!! I will be thinking of you and praying for the best outcome for your next over the road vehicle. It will be more than you ever expected!! I look forward to your content every week so please don't stop, Keep moving, growing, And thriving! I pray the supernatural powers of the Holy Spirit be with you!!!! You Are Absolutely AMAZING!! This too shall pass!! 🤗🤗🤗👊🏾🙏🏾
Wow. That was sad. Sending good vibes to the universe for you
Dang girl, you are resilient af. So sorry you’re going through this 🤍
Thank you Christian! I always appreciate your comments. Please drop a new vid soon 🥹
The fact that you could pack your van up in a short time really makes sense ... being a minimalist is definitely the way to live because having unecessary things just weighs us down and holds us back... this is an eye-opener ❤❤❤ looking forward to your new home on wheels.
A few thoughts:
When you're van starts having major mechanical issues. It's best to start heading home. That way you're near friends and family that can help you and its less costly.
Being that you're a van dweller; making sure your vehicle is in top condition is priority number 1. Little headaches can turn into big headaches if not checked periodically.
Fortunately, you were in civilization and not out in the middle of nowhere. I'm sure Portland locals come across a lot of van dwellers, tourists, RVer's and others who experience vehicle breakdowns all the time. And what better place for the van to die than at a Goodwill parking lot. 😁(tax write-off perhaps. Make sure to get a receipt)
R.I.P Stevie, she was good to you. I pray that you find a suitable vehicle quickly and without needing to spend too much. I’m a bit upset that the first “mechanic” told you that Stevie was drivable with a blown head gasket. He/they couldn’t be more wrong and it angers me that you were lied to and put into a potentially dangerous situation having Stevie die on you again. Please stay safe.
My father drove his car for 2 years with a blown head gasket. You just have to keep adding oil. So...bad for the environment. But I wish they would have told her that instead of putting water in what the radiator?
@@tammysmith5400Sometimes u can drive a while depending on how/where the head gasket is leaking.... Some people can also get lucky & fix it for years with a good brand of head gasket repair you add to cooling system. If it's a tiny leak into the cylinder & not mixing with the oil, you can drive for a while & just keep adding water when it gets low. If the leak is mixing into the oil, the oil looks milky on dip stick = it's mixing & will ruin engine quick if you drive.
Seen one head gasket blown to where coolant was streaming to outside of the engine instead of leaking internally. It was a pretty big leak but not mixing with oil or leaking into cylinder. The owner added head gasket stop leak & I couldn't believe it fixed a leak that big.
On some high mileage cars I went ahead and added head gasket leak fix at 175k 200k miles as preventive maintenance to keep head gasket from blowing. Especially if it's a make & model vehicle that's well known for head gasket failures.
@@karlag1912 Not trying to be a dick but you're mistaken. The head gasket leaking doesn't cause any oil leak issue. It causes coolant to either leak into the combustion chamber/cylinder or leaks to outside of engine block or leaks internally & mixes with oil turning it milky white...Your dad had something like a valve cover gasket leaking (mistakenly called valve head gasket) or rear main seal leaking. So he just added oil.
@@michaelbrinks8089 your totally right, and the bottom part must have been what I got outta that conversation. My bad
@@karlag1912 I'd say you're 90+% correct though because the majority of the time you can't drive on a blown head gasket. Sometimes you can get lucky with a small leak in a non critical area & able to drive for a while but risking it getting worse.
She might of had a slow external drip💧 But also wouldn't be surprised if it was just a water pump leak or hose leak somewhere & they're lying saying head gasket.
They'll charge say $1700 claiming it's the head gasket. Fix the leaking hose & add bottle of head gasket repair. So the head gasket won't blow anytime soon after they claimed to have fixed/replaced it.
OMG Alyssa. I've been watching #roadlife videos for 6 years, and this is the first time I actually cried my eyes out. I have to compliment you on your documenting and editing of this video. I laughed and cried. Oh, I laughed at the first tow when you sang, "In the arms of an angel." I L'dMAO. And then I lost it (and I'm still losing it) during the heart wrenching moving-out scene at the end. I'm so sorry Alyssa. This video was so well done. Goodbye Stevie. :(
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This was heart breaking. I was very disappointed with the people that were so unhelpful, and calling the police. It's rough out there in these streets. Well Alyssa, I love watching you, mostly cause you're so fricken cute! So I hope this isn't the end of your van life journey.
seriously tho like calling the police for what !??
Poor Stevie.
She will be missed.
That tow experience was NOT okay. I wish you were here right now but I know I’ll be seeing you soon ❤️
Wish I was there too 🥹 love you
I was thinking that she needed her friend too Mateo, she needs a hug or a walk along the beach
Life has a way of showing us when things need to change in our lives. Looking forward to seeing the start of your new chapter. It gets better! 💪🏽
Although it was hard watching you go through this, it also made me feel hopeful. I have a feeling you are about to be blessed in a major way. May it happen sooner than later.
So sorry this happened. It’s good you were in a city and not somewhere really remote. You will survive this and go on to many more great adventures. You and Stevie had a good run. She was tired. RIP SRV!
Also, wanted to leave a more positive comment:
You are brave and strong and whatever happens going forward will be a continuation of your grand adventure.😃 Sending you positive vibes! Stevie Ray Van took you as far as she could - bless her stalling all the time heart.... RIP SRV
RIP Stevie Ray Van! ♥️♥️
I’m so sorry that this happened to you, Alyssa! I’m also a van lifer, so I know how attached one can get to their van. I seriously started crying at the end. I’m sending you positive energy and hopes that the next adventure is even bigger and better! You seem to be doing a great job staying positive! I think we will ALL miss Stevie Ray Van! I’ll be eagerly waiting for your next update. ☮️ and ❤
Sorry for your loss. Something positive will come your way. Sending you good thoughts and prayers.
RIP “Stevie girl” Stevie Ray Van 🤍🤍🤍
Sending love & prayers Alyssa, all things considered glad to see you are safe and she didn’t left you places relatively safe and in town each time! 🤍
As someone with very little, I'm always amazed by people's persistence and patience. You gave Stevie way more than I think most of us would. Sorry for all the recent troubles, but I know they will lead you to something great, even if it's not so great right now. Hope you're staying safe. Looking forward to the next chapter!
This was a very emotional 😢😢video. I will miss the van more than you can imagine. I'm so sorry this happened to you, and I look to your new endeavors.
My question is why you couldn’t replace a simple head gasket with the 1st mechanic? As long as you’re able to get the parts that vehicle should be able to run for ever. I don’t get it. Please answer back. I don’t have the same vehicle but I want to understand the failure as in why that vehicle couldn’t be repaired??? Did the vehicle quit you or did you quit the vehicle???
Sorry to hear the bad news about Stevie. I was looking for a van like yours. And discovered that the intake manifold gasket goes out, which causes the antifreeze to get inside the engine. It is still a good vehicle to rebuild. My Expedition blew a head gasket so I will be rebuilding it this fall, winter and spring. takes a long time for me. My sister lives in Oregon wish you could stay with her till you get another auto.
As you sang in the arms of the angels I almost burst into tears...still watching...on pins and needles watching the rest....
So scary to be breaking down like that and also so sad to see Stevie gone 😢. Alyssa I pray everything will be much better with a new car and see you soon much love ❤🙏
Girl i am PRAYING AND ROOTING FOR YOU! this was so heartbreaking to watch because you have grown to love stevie even though it started off a little uncomfortable for you and a little rocky! Some amazing blessings are on the way! stayed prayed up and positive. Have faith and claim your blessings. it will get better, something amazing is around the corner.
side note: i know exactly how you feel. lately things have been crazy for me. As soon as i started car life a few months ago my car broke down in florida and i was stuck in a walmart parking lot until my mom (PRAISE GOD) showed up and was able to get me to georgia. Ive been living in my car while its been broken down (As im working on it, youtube university is amazing girl lol) and it hasn't been easy but i wont give up! its all coming together and i know its gonna be up and running soon. But i just say this to say girl keep pushin. and stay cheerful, Speak Good things over your life and its going to come to you boo! YOU GOT THIS ;)
What a nightmare! RIP Stevie, she was a sweet ride, but nothing lasts forever.
BTW, don't listen to these dudes telling you to keep the van and fix it. My van was running fine when I sold it, but I just couldn't trust it any more. Every drive was stressful. Not worth it when it's your home.
Alyssa, I think that Stevie just likes being carried around. 😊
You are obviously a very strong person, because most people crumble when confronted with hardships and challenges. This is why van dwellers are another breed altogether.
Yesterday my battery was dead, I had two flat tires with nails in them and coming back from the tire shop, my minivan “MadMax” began to overheat and shut off the AC in 115F weather. We shall prevail, and I know bad things come in 3’s and great things come in 3’s, so keep your head up. You gotz this!🤗
Im so sorry you had to go through all that. I miss my dodge ram van that broke down years ago. I had so many memories in it breast feeding my babies and camping in it. Thank you for sharing this emotional moment with us. I wish you the best towards your next transition. 🌻
Aww I was waiting for this video 😢 but.. I know more adventures are coming some how ❤ Positive vibes to everybody here 🩷✨
Stay safe out here. As a fellow van dweller, I know Portland is not the best place to be. If you need any help, please feel free to reach out. I typically stay in the clackamas/happy valley area and don’t work til sat. So I’m available to help if needed. RIP Stevie
sending love ❤ rip stevie. that was such a stressful order of events. glad ur safe and well
Soooo sorry about Stevie Alyssa, I did van life for a while in California and it's not easy! I was crying watching u removing all your stuff from Stevie, but I k ow u will find another better home. Better things r coming. Sending u positive energy and 💕
I’m so sorry Alyssa. 😔 I feel so bad about stevie ray van. I was really looking forward to seeing the “improvements”you said you wanted to make on her after you realized the other van was somehow was never ordered. hope you’re be able to find another vehicle soon.
You’re definitely stronger than me, after the first tow I would have been in shambles. I can only imagine how you felt being towed three times in one day!! 😩
Stay strong sis, as cliche as it sounds, everything happens for a reason. Hopefully you’ll find out what that reason is soon. You seem like such a sweet person, I’m sure that something good will come your way. 😊
Sending you peace, light and love!! ❤️
I’m so sorry about Stevie ❤ and all the stress that came with it. Praying for better days and a better van for you
Damn, I'm so sorry you are going through this. That last tow truck driver was rude, he could have had a better attitude. You're allowed to ask not to be smoked around. Especially with the windows rolled up, that's gross. I know you loved Stevie; she was good to you. I hope you find another van that's more reliable soon. I will say you cleaned Stevie out quickly though. I guess that is a good thing about being a minimalist. I have been following your VanLife Journey for a little bit & I love your videos. Your content is real life & I appreciate that. Stasy Safe, sending positive vibes & Good Luck your way 🙏🍀🚙
Wow emotional or what, i felt the feels with this one , you're going through a difficult moment but as one chapter closes a new one is about to open & i'm very excited to see how it unfolds , sending positive energy your way rn !! ♥
RIP Stevie! This is a sad video 😢 I'm sorry for your loss. It felt like your van took on her own personality and was very good to you. I really enjoy watching your videos. Godspeed my friend on this next chapter of your journey.
Aww, I’m so sad 😢for Stevie and for you sorry that this is happening to you
god i’m so so sorry alyssa :( you’ve been through so much with stevie and i just wish i could give you the biggest hug. pls look after yourself and let us know if there’s anything we can do to support you. sending lots and lots of love for whatever the future holds for you. we’ll be there no matter what x
Love you Katie!
@@AlyssaVanilla if you need us, I am sure we all could pitch in for a new van. Many hands make small work. :) If they can do it in Canada for Jeffy Bear we can do it here in USA for you🚐♥
OMG No...Start a GoFundMe today! This cannot be the end 😢
@@KatMac5definitely!
What a great story and a great van thanks Stevie for the ride
“Fix a Flat” is an awesome emergency option. It fills your tire up with a foam that will let you gently drive your car for awhile. It gives you time to get your tire fixed. The tire shop does have to remove the foam, but it doesn’t add much to the cost of the fix.
I am so sorry for everything bad thing that happened with your van. You handled everything very well and with grace. I hope you will be able to get another van. Best wishes and many blessings to you. Stay strong.
Awe!! 😢 a new adventure awaits. That must have been so stressful. I hope you find another van soon. Sending you lots of good vibes.
Girl I am so sorry that this happened...and in this way. I make RUclips videos in a similar spirit as you about my life on the road (with my two cats) and I know how stressful and overwhelming it can be to deal with car issues but this was a whole other level....I hope you give yourself the time and space you need to take care of yourself in whatever way you need! And while this was a abrupt ending, may it be the beginning of something super supportive and beautiful! Sending big hugs and all the supportive vibes!
Alyssa my wife and I want you to know that we TRULY understand your struggle. We have been “out of the box” thinkers and adventure seeking entrepreneurs most of our life. People love you when you are doing well in this life and judge you when you struggle. We always say, “We are going to support Alyssa financially soon.” We believe in you and your adventure spirit. Geva and I support your adventure spirit. Never lose that. This season will pass too. Keep being your “free spirited, free thinking” self. God bless you from Dallas.
It was sad. Just like ending of an era. Like saying by to herbie, general lee and kit. Stevie belongs in a RUclips museum. She was a great RUclipsr. Rest in peace Stevie
Your beautiful and precious, I'm sure you will get her or a new Van. Everything will work out stay safe. God bless you BTW I do vanlife in Salem Oregon
we will miss stevie ray BUT what’s to come for you will be so much better, sending you a million blessings 🫶🏽♥️
I’ve watched the entire video. I am sending you so much love. You did all the right things, you are making such great moves!
I’m hoping you are overwhelmed with sponsorships so that you can get yourself a new car/van in the meantime.
I am sending you lots of love.
Idk why he asked you to do that!
You are a brave young woman, i could not continue taking chances. Not saying you wont have issue's with another van, but i would have to try another mode of transportation.
Stevie Ray Van has given you hundreds and/or thousands of miles. You have wonderful memories, cherish them and be thankful you are SAFE !!! I hope for you a newer and better Van IF you choose to continue Van Life. God Bless always !
Awww I’m Sorry you had to let her go I know how much you loved that van, maybe u will find one just like it 😊
Im so sorry sweetie. This sucks so bad . I had tears watching. I wish i could take away the pain . My Prayers R With You.... My Hugs and Love From Your Friend In Michigan Tam 💜💜💕
Sooo sorry about Stevie. It’s obviously time for something new. Keep us updated🙏🏽Safe travels❤.
Wow watching this video brought back so many memories from when I was your age. I’m not too much older than you but a good distance lol. But I remember using up all my AAA tows being in a city away from all my family and friends. I even experienced having a stalker too during this time not having a car, taking 2 buses and a train to get to work in downtown Houston. I feel so emotional watching but you handled this like a champ! I wish you well on your journey young one and safety. God bless
I’m so sorry that you experienced all of that. I happy you are safe and I pray everything works out for the best for you
I've been watching you FOREVER! I'm so sorry you've been going through this! I really hope to continue to see uploads from you and this doesn't stop you! We're still here with you!
I hope that you will be able to get another van. I know you loved Stevie, I’m so sorry you went through that. Keep you head up Girl you got this. ❤️🌹🙏
your next vehicle will be even better! Every time I've had to move I ended up with a place that was just better. Know that it is happening to move you along...change is hard but sometimes you just gotta have faith in this crazy universe. love you
I'm hoping for the best for you. I'm sorry your time with Stevie has ended. But I know you'll find something better. Just like when your car broke down. I was sad for you then but then you got something bigger and better 😌 life is an adventure and I enjoy your adventures. Thanks for sharing them. ❤
It was a pleasure towing you Alyssa best of luck in your future adventures
I'm sorry Stevie Ray is gone you loved that van I know but you have to be safe and have a reliable vehicle out there especially as a women can't be breaking down anywhere I hooe you find the perfect vehicle to replace Stevie Ray❤
So sorry you go through so much with your van, sending prayers your way 🙏❤️🌹
Thank you for letting us share in your lifestyle by watching you videos thank you for making your videos cuz it means a whole lot to me since the epidemic now I'm in the house all the time because I've been born in the wheelchair so that tells you a little bit about my lifestyle so I really enjoy watching you talk about you lifestyle and talking about living in the van or Carter it really makes my day and it really cheered me up when I see you everyday and you videos thank you for letting me share in your life so it really means a whole lot you look like you got a kind heart thank you for doing what you do God bless you and your daily walk and I hope you keep making you videos 🙏📖😘💐
I’m so sad for you Alyssa, I can tell you are heartbroken. We are with you girl! I feel your pain! Don’t worry, the next Van you have will be something to be so grateful for safety/security wise! 💖
I’m sorry you’re leaving your van, especially after all the hard work you’ve put into it.
ALSO it’s common for some larger cars to have the spare on the bottom.
I have never had so many all over the place emotions than in this video and i never related to someone in so many ways! Oh girl ive had days like this where you feel like the crap days will never end. Im so sorry for your chapter with Stevie has come to an end, but so has all these aweful moments of breaking down ans experiencing dirty tow truck drives!! So excited for you and your new chapter 🎉❤❤❤
I feel so sorry for you….this was heartbreaking. Sending you strength and love to start your new journey in life.
Alyssa hun , you are an absolutely phenomenal lady, as I watched I was praying for nothing more to happen and just when I thought you were in the clear something else,I watched in awe at the way you handled yourself I found you truly inspiring , im so thankful I got to see it, I plan on using the memory of you to help me in future to hopefully keep me from totally losing it when something like this arises.
This reminds me of that picture where there’s a little girl hanging onto her little blue teddy bear and Jesus is asking for it and she is saying “but I love it” and behind his back he is holding a bigger blue teddy bear. Sometimes we have to let go and let God. No looking back. It’s a new season with new adventures in store. Embrace it.
I love this analogy
I’m so sorry you had such a tough and emotional few days!!😢 I hope all has worked out for you to find a new home 🚐
Awww Alyssa, it’s okay girl. The sun will come out, TOMORROW ⛅️☀️
Sending you good positive vibes that you’ll find the perfect vehicle for your next chapter in your nomad life.
Ironic that there was in fact no good will at the Goodwill. Gosh I feel for you what a stressful and sad experience. Sometimes a day just gets worse and worse. Hope you are out of the storm now. What did u do with your belongings? Rent a car? Excited to see what you do next!
I clicked so fast…I was sad when I saw the community post. Excited to see how you’ve turned it around 💕🦋
What’s next will be such an amazing experience! 🌷
Omg Alyssa. That was the saddest video,I felt so bad. I’m old enough to be your Dad & it felt like I was watching one of my daughters have the worst day of her life.🥹 I can only say I wish you nothing but the best in the future. I hope you are able to get a new vehicle & continue your journey. You may have heard the saying,”when you’re going through hell,keep going”! You’re smart & resourceful and I know you’ll be back!
Stay well. Mr.D 🦋
Sorry, love, Stevie rip, hopefully everything will work out, May God bless you on your beautiful journey 🙏.so sad. Hopefully you can get a new one, or used and new to you.
I Am So Sorry This Happened To Your Van The Next One Will Be Epic R,I.P Stevie
Such a sad day to see you taking things outta your Stevie Ray Van. But as always I will be sending you positive cheerful vibes and my prayer warriors to watch over you always Alyssa. 💯🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 best wishes go out to you today tomorrow and always...JP
😢RIP Stevie. She brought you alot of good times.
Wow very touching video I hope and pray for the best of luck on your journey. Keep in touch though nilla
Oof I hate that part of I-5 when I travel from Longview up to Bellingham.
It's basically a tow away zone from Olympia to Marysville, anyone from here will know that is quite a distance. Stressful- glad you got through it!.
You are such a precious young lady. An inspiration to so many of us. I wish I could snap my fingers and fix these issues for you. Just remember that we love you each and every day. You’ve got this!!❤
So sorry for your lost 💜 You are being led somewhere better ✌️
Damn I'm sorry Alyssa. Wish you the best. Keep your head up. I know it's hard to stay positive when things like this happens, but your strong minded I can see.
Ooo wow!!! My heart is breaking for you girl..I live vicariously through you. 😢 I pray for you and hope your back safety on the road traveling again soon. ❤
So sorry you went through so much. You will feel better with your next vehicle.
Sad to see your van go. I’ve definitely been there with a few vehicles. At some point it seems like they start breaking down often enough that the only real fix is a complete restoration and it’s almost never worth it. I look forward to seeing what vehicle you come up with next!
You're an incredibly strong woman! I know you will get through this and the next chapter will be a whole new adventure. I'll be praying for you and look forward to your next video to see how you are doing.
Stevie gave you all that she could. Y’all had so many amazing adventure and I’m so blessed to have been able to meet both of you in person before this transition. Bigger and better things are coming for you girl! You know I’m always rooting you for back in WA 💛
So glad you got to see us this summer!! 💞
I'm so sorry sweetie. I pray you find something else that will keep you safe on your journey. I know Stevie took you as far as she could. XOXO
Sorry for the tough times - God bless you on your journey!
I am sorry for your loss. Stevie was a staple on your channel but I am excited to see your new chapter. I pray the new home will be exactly what you want and need
So sorry for your situation. I hope things turn around for you. Stay strong.
🖤 proud of you for making your dream come true with SRVan. It was lovely enjoying y'all's journey together. Time for the next dream. It be like that
Awww 😢. I am so enjoying your content. Sorry about Stevie. ❤ Being in the road changes you. You become attached and dependent on your vehicle. It’s your home!
It is sad when a car you go through in many life experiences does give out. I went through this on a 2002 Pontiac Firebird that I had. 😢
Take it one day at a time, and the right vehicle will show.
Sorry you had to go through all that ordeal. Take it as a sign of better things to come. Hugs
So sorry that this happened. But I am glad that you are safe!
Awe!:( I'm So sorry for your loss! I hope that You will be blessed in the Future with all Your endeavors.. ❤
You got this hun, I believe in you. So sorry about Stevie, she was good while it lasted.
So sorry for your Stevie. You're a fighter... You will come out better🙏🙏