Alec Benjamin - Worst Day of my Life (Unreleased)
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I remember one of my great friends linked me one of your songs after that i was hooked and every time I hit the Blues I would listen to this also Because of quarantine if ever you feel sad or isolated try to contact your friends/family.
Alec Benjamin cant wait
That makes me so happy.
Angelica Xiong I think u and Alec have the same birthday!
Spotify please (nightcore)
Y O U R E
D O I N G
G R E A T
S W E E T I E
tHanKkssssssSs- oh, it wasn't meant for me- oH
Yeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
Yeeeeeeeeet is here
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You're doing great sweaty!
this song is about columbia records.they ended their partnership when alec just submitted his first album. so alec went on a self-funded tour in europe to open for marina kaye in france and lea in germany. he promoted his music by performing in parking lots outside of concert venues and handing out business cards.i'm so proud of him
Man........m so proud of this guy and his music.....thanks for the story man
@@sanchitsharma3260 me too!and also you are welcome
you're the man. my favorite artist right now for sure
And now is he still the best?
Fumetsu no
Duh anything that happens to him he is the best!
YES HE IS THE BEST
@@whenuknowugottarunfastlow1845
Actually, it's a good point. Opinions change. It's good to change interests.
"Right now"?? I think you should say forever...
Anyone remember when it said “Demo” instead of “unreleased” 🙁
I do, why do you think he changed it? I'm really curious about this lol
@@sophmcamp I think maybe because he decided not to produce a cleaner version?
Yeah, interesting change.
I don't think he will release it?
SummerZiya YT i Hope so
you're high key one of my most favourite artists
Is Jimin your bias too?
i love Park Jimin! he is such a cute little mochi!
Same here dude
Same, he's amazing :')
"how do you expect me to trust you I'm still coughing up water from the last time you let me drown"
Were is that?
@@unlucky673 nowhere my dear friend. nowhere
@@annikatjeouioui8209 no Like i mean who wrote it. Is it in the song or what?
But i get what your saying and its true.
@@unlucky673 genius.com/Quote-unquote-drown-lyrics
@@larahill720 thanks so much❤️❤️
Whenever I listen to this song, I can recall younger me curling up in the bed by myself, crying silently because I didn’t want anybody to hear. I had cried and cried for so long, about schoolwork, about academies, about social pressure, about the loneliness, and about self hate. Back then I was so desperate for anybody’s embrace, so desperate that I would talk to myself in the mirror. Now that I look back, all I want to do is give a big, comforting hug to myself... just remember, if you’re feeling depressed and inconsolably lonely, thousands of you’s from a different time are dying to give you a warm hug.
You felt me.
• feigh • Hey! I just wanted that your comment was so helpful.. I am doing basically the same thing right now... and your comment just made me feel like I wasn’t alone. I hope you are doing better.. thank you so much. 💙
Juan Valencia just listen to that one friend!! I believe he’s right!! Stay strong, you’ll get out of this one day!❤️
Oh my god , this is truly 100% me.
This is comforting because I'm actually going through that right this second
i want all your demo songs on the spotify T_T
Melissa Farhanna same😂
legit same though
I miss the person that does this on all of the songs xD
I think he can't because he doesn't have the rights to his songs.
yessss
LYRICS:
When the manager rang
He said "I hate to break the news
But the label called today
They said they have to cut you loose"
I felt broken like a vase
That had fallen from the roof
With tears rolling down my face
Lord, what am I to do
I've felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day
Of my life
Well I gave up my degree
And I moved away from home
I was following the dream
Now there's nowhere I can go
So I called up my mom
And I was balling on the phone
I was acting like a child
But I was all the way grown
I've felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day
Of my life
So I thought to myself
That now it's time to choose
I can pick myself up
Or I can give into the blues
So I swore in my heart
That I was never gonna lose
I will crawl until I made it
Cause I've got something to prove
I've felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day
Of my life
Sophia Campana thanks
Thank you!
God bless ya
Thx u
That must of taken you forever
Lyrics!
Well my manager rang he said
" I hate to break the news"
But the label called today
they said I they have
to cut you loose
I felt broken like a vase
that had fallen from the roof
tears rolled down my face
lord what am I to do?
I felt pain in my life so far
a fractured wrist
and a broken heart
But this is sure
to leave a nasty scar
one that might not heal
So I said, " this is the
worst day of my life
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
And I don't know
how i'll survive
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
I'll admit its a struggle
finding light in the
tunnel
this is the
worst day of my life
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
(Music for about 10-11 seconds)
Well I gave up my degree
and I moved away from home
I was following my dream
now theres no where
I can go
So I called up my mom
and I was balling on the phone
I was acting like a child
but I was all the way grown
I felt pain in my life so far
a fractured wrist
and a broken heart
But this is sure
to leave a nasty scar
one that might not heal
So I said, " this is the
worst day of my life
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
And I don't know
how i'll survive
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
I'll admit its a struggle
finding light in the
tunnel
this is the
worst day of my life
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
so I thought to myself
that now its time to choose
I can pick myself up
or I can give into the blues
so I swore in my heart
that I was never gonna lose
I would crawl until I made it
cause I got something to prove
I felt pain in my life so far
a fractured wrist
and a broken heart
But this is sure
to leave a nasty scar
one that might not heal
So I said, " this is the
worst day of my life
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
And I don't know
how i'll survive
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
I'll admit its a struggle
finding light in the
tunnel
this is the
worst day of my life
its the worst
its the worst
day of my life
THE END!
Sorry this comment is so long! if I made any mistakes please correct me in the comments!
i know its weird that u put this comment like 6 months ago butttt like you said "I felt broken like a face" its supposed to be "I felt broken like a vase" ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜) 😂😂
natalie Omg I think that was auto correct I’m so sorry 😭
Thanks for writing the lyrics
I think it's supposed to be bawling instead of balling but I'm not sure. Thank you for your hard work though
@@lutetiamagar5562 Yeah
I am crying, at my school's bathroom listening to this song, idk if it makes me feel better or worse
Also crying at my school's bathroom listening this song
Is phone allowed in your school?
Legends say that this man is still crying at his school's bathroom.
@@kirti1328 Foreign
@@kirti1328 maybe hiding it?
I have done that sometimes before
Hey Alec:
Just listened to “Worst Day of my Life”…..and thought I’d share my thoughts. Listen. I've been around for a long time and am 64 years old. I been living in Nashville ( TN ) for last twenty years. And let me tell you I’ve seen alot of songwriters ( some really great ones ). So I want to give you a few words of encouragement. Keep the faith. As frustrating, agonizing and painful as it seems right now... keep your chin up, son…things will get better.
There is an old adage: Talent can’t be denied.
And let me tell you, you've got talent. You have been blessed with a great gift. You were born to be a songwriter ( that I truly believe is what you were meant to do ). You have a cerebral and sensitive approach to you music and the message they send…and that is not only inspirational but provocative. So just keep on doing what you do…keep writing…and eventually things will turn around.
I don’t know but have this strange, intuit feeling that you were meant to be in Nashville. I think here you would find your niche and eventually hook up with the right people…ie mentor, friend or advocate who could really nurture your talent and give your career a great boost. So again keep your chin up and just keep writing and things will eventually turn your way. Take care for now and I wish you the best of luck. And if you ever do wind up in Nashville, give me a holler.
Franklin
That was epic
Wholesome
👏👏👏👏👏👏
Now this a comment
@Blu. Eyes i know right
Haven't done lyrics for a song before but hope I did fine, if you see a mistake be sure to tell me,
Lyrics:
Well my manager Rang
He Said I hate to break the news
But the label called to today and said they have to cut you loose
I felt broken like a vase that'd fallen from the roof
Tears rolling down my face Lord what am I to do
I felt pain in my life so far,
a fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said,
This is the worst day of my life
Its the worst, its the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
its the worst, its the worst day of my life
Ill admit its a struggle,
Finding light in the tunnel,
this is the worst day of my life,
its the worst its the worst day
of my life
Well I gave up my degree and I moved away from home
I was following my dream and now there's nowhere I can go
So I called up my mom and I was bawling on the phone
I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown
I felt pain in my life so far,
a fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said,
This is the worst day of my life
Its the worst, its the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
its the worst, its the worst day of my life
Ill admit its a struggle,
Finding light in the tunnel,
this is the worst day of my life,
its the worst its the worst day
of my life
So I thought to myself that now is the time to choose
I can pick myself up or I can give in to the blues
So I swore in my heart that I was never gonna lose
I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove.
I felt pain in my life so far,
a fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said,
This is the worst day in my life
Its the worst, its the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
its the worst, its the worst day of my life
Ill admit its a struggle,
Finding light in the tunnel,
this is the worst day of my life,
its the worst its the worst day
of my life
BrokenJigsaw TY ❤
Isn't here ,,nowhere I can go"? Not ,,nowhere else"
And ,,the worst day off my life" not ,,in"
BrokenJigsaw Line 4 is "have to _cut_ you lose" I think. But thanks for posting:)
It's "Well I gave up my degree" and "I was following the dream" I believe.
Last year I had the worst day of my life when I found out that my mum is sick. My whole world was falling apart. I took a year-off from university to take care of her. It was the hardest time in my life. Now, everything seems to fall into place.There are still many appointments, check-ups but we won’t give up because life is the most precious thing worth fighting for.
Anna the creative individual be stronger
For this being a bit to close to home, I hope things get better for u man. But that comment was from a year ago so hey maybe things are already better :)
You know it’s a good song when everyone begins to open up. It’s a safe song
You don’t need a label. You’re doing great things on your own. Your songs are amazing. They make people feel things... that’s special. I’ve been here from day one and I will always support you and your music. - Aliza :)
True words
+lukeanddrew1
I get that you wanna get some subs and stuff... but promoting yourself by replying to a comment that has nothing to do with your self-promotion is considered a bit selfish and inconsiderate.
However, since you seem to be someone who is actually trying, someone who is producing regularly, and someone who produces decent stuff, you have my sub.
But really man, there's better ways to self-promote without seeming selfish.
In fact, if you have a Discord account, or would be willing to make one, I'm sorta helping to manage Matthew James Hemmer's official Discord server, and you could sorta join that community, possibly get advice from another independent artist(with more experience than you), and get a little more publicity that way(not much, server's pretty small right now).
Matthew James Hemmer's RUclips: ruclips.net/user/CrimsonJAYmjh
Link to his Discord: discord.gg/n3UAkhV
Thisdamnchannel yes. I cry when I listen to his songs and then I read the comments and cry even more but it makes me feel good.....they're like happy tears but at the same time not...it makes me feel lonely but in a good way, idk
He has gone so far. Yesterday I heard let me down slowly on the satellite station for the first time. I legit cried from being so happy that he’s doing so well.
@@frygirl2929 Seriously... imagine how dumb that label must feel for letting him go! Alec has easily become my most listened to artist; I can't wait to see what he does in the years ahead!
Amazing as always.
Sophie Pecora I'm so happy you listen to him too! It's always a cool feeling when two people you like like each other :)
Beeeeee
QUEEEEEN
We need a cover of this song ❤
We need a duet
Alec: releases song “worst day of my life”
Meanwhile on the other side of the world
American authors: releases “best day of my life”
This is called authentic
This comment is underated
But Alec is American.
@@Speed001 they are talking about American authors (that's what they call themselves), the people who made the really popular song "Best day of my life" look it up it was really popular
₍₍ ◝( ﾟ∀ ﾟ )◟ ⁾⁾
@@angelitagiselle I know the song, it's very upbeat. But they're on the same side of the world. Alec was only in Europe for a relatively short time.
Oh, unless they meant metaphorically.
Alec's ability to tell a story in a song is just amazing. And look how far he's come, I hope that label regrets ever dropping him.
Gets the notification, “YAYYYYYY!!!!”
Kitty Z samee ❤😋
Same
Right!! 😂😂😂
Kitty Z Same!
There’s only a few people (like 3 or 4 channels) I’ve actually turned notifications on for, out of like hundreds. That’s how excited I️ get. And how much I️ love Alec and his music. 😂
The worst day of my life happened this past summer. My cousin was murdered, I got there late and I kept thinking that I could've done something to prevent his death. It was frustrating. I wanted to drive him to the hospital but no one would let me get close to him. At that moment I was already dealing with so many things, my own depression, my father's death, who was too murdered, and homelessness. My cousin was always there for me but I wasn't there for him. Five minutes late, I was five minutes late.
D.J .S stay strong, it wasn't your fault at all
I am really sorry for your loss. Sometimes we can’t change a thing even If we really want to. Don’t blame yourself because it was not your fault. Stay strong!
Don’t think of what you could’ve done, think of the time you spent together
D.J .S I'm hyperventilating that......I can't imagine that......I really wouldn't know how to deal with it. I am so sorry
I am so sorry for your loss, but don't blame yourself. If it was you instead of him, would you want him blaming himself? No. You would want him to be happy and remember the good times. He would probably want the same thing for you. He is in a better place and you will see him again someday.
The label will forever be known for losing Alec Benjamin
Is this a Bohemian Rhapsody reference or am I just to obsessed with Queen and the movie?
@@blackveilbridesfan8443
No man definitly a queen reference
What? LOsing?
@@butterscotchgirl4478 they kicked out alec from columbia records and then he had to play music in parling plots ..😥
so this song is about his imotions and thoughts when we got dropped out😖
@@suheedasudheer4751 Woah I certainly did not know that..... welp their loss
The label that ditched him must regret it So much now
Your doing great alec keep it up ❤
hahaha.
and they've now been swifted.
(if that term applies here)
the record label will soon enough realise what a big mistake they made letting u go...
The worst day of my life was black Friday 2017 when the doctor said what no one ever wants to hear, "The baby has no heartbeat."
Reader Girl thank you. That's so sweet. It really does feel like no one cares except my husband.
Im so sorry about that. I don’t understand what that’s like, but I feel your pain. My mother lost two of her babies, my brothers, they were born too early. It’s very hard, but as the other person said, please take care of yourself and there are people who care
I lost my twin before it was even formed in my mom's stomach
im so sorry for your loss
That sucks. I could never live without my baby brother but you were the mother.... I feel so bad, that must have been hard, but your strong so! Live a good life, even tho bad comes with it, happiness will shine!
Thar record exec that "cut him loose" is gonna regret the HELL out of that decision and that day will end up being "the worst day of HIS life" when Alec's selling out giant arenas like Ed Sheeran! His songwriting is on par with the best like Julia Michaels and Ed but I actually think Alec's voice is more interesting!
Hey, commenting to bring you back. You where right.
Yes!
this aged fantastically im sure
I know I’m a bit late, but maybe my story can help people- I grew up in a mentally and sometimes physically abusive household. When I told my parents I was depressed and suicidal, they would laugh at me and call me a liar. They didn’t believe me when I said I tried to kill myself. My mother blamed me when my father threw a 4 ft metal chair at me (I’m 5 1’) and barely missed because I “provoked it.” It’s gotten so bad I’ve threatened to call 911. I would really rather not go into any more details. Anyways, I was severely depressed and suicidal. I didn’t know what to do. My friends were toxic and I couldn’t says anything to them. I was religious at the time, desperately praying for help. (This is not to say religion is bad, it just never helped me) But then I realized- no one can help me but me. I worked to make a change in myself, to gain confidence. Although my depression did lead to me developing Borderline Personality Disorder and becoming a borderline sociopath (I don’t feel certain emotions) I have been much more at peace, I found real friends, and a purpose. If you are struggling with something similar, I challenge you to make a change in yourself and build up your confidence. It’s hard, trust me I know, but I strongly believe you can do it. If you need help, I am here for you, as are I’m sure many others❤️
thanks for talking about your story:) I've had an ED and anxiety for a while, and even though I've been medical diagnosed, my parents don't take it seriosly and make a lot of jokes about it at my expense. They pretty much just see it as a flaw in this stupid perfection image they want me to be. anyways, thanks for talking about what helped you
thanks for sharing about your story, this helped just now. Most of the time I listen to music just to cooldown of my depression and it did developed things(I started became a bit suicidal), my parents is always mad at me to the smallest things and keeps pressuring me, they also never asked me how I felt and always says me that I'm just ignorant. Anyways I'll stop there thx, reading your story helped my depression today.
Alec, this was beautiful! All of your songs are beautiful!
Hey Kyrie! I just subscribed to your youtube.
Thank you! I'm already animating it though it's not completely offical yet
Kyrie R yea "the boy on the bubble"
BRAZIL LOVE YOOOOU SO MUCH❤
oieeee kkkkkkkkkkkk amo ele tbm
Maddü Rs asdoroooooo❤️❤️❤️❤️
Aaaaaaaa❤❤❤
YESSSSSS
Maddü Rs aaaeeeee tmj
cramming for finals while exhausted, over-caffeinated and laughing hysterically to this song is certainly... a vibe
yeah.. i feel you
Its been 6 years and im still waiting for him to release it
When my grandpa died my heart died with him. I got bullied even worse at school. They knew that I cut and they made fun of me. I had to be hospitalized for a month. I came back and everyone knew what happened. They spread horrible rumors about me going to a mental hospital. And one day one kid threatened to shoot up the school. The police were involved and it shook me up even worse. I cry myself to sleep because of what those kids would say or do. I miss my grandpa very much.
I think I’m recovering well. I just wanted to share this. The fact that I’m still alive and trying is the most important thing! No matter what people say about you just know that you’re better than them and when life gives them a smack on the face you will be the only one that can take it, because you’ve been through worse. And they will realize what jerks they are. If they don’t, then that’s their problem! I’m sorry that the world sucks! Trust me I know. But you can get through it, I know you can. It’s ok to take a step back. You don’t have anything to prove to them! Keep going.
Fren, I am glad that you are recovering well. If anything, I find it surprising how similar these events were. I lost my grandpa too a couple years ago, and he was my best friend. People would pick on me and all, and about a year later, I had to be hospitalized. Of course, time does go on, and bad things do happen frequently, but you just have to keep living. Life will always get better, but the bad must come first. Please remember to talk to someone when you're feeling really low, and most importantly, stay alive. Stay strong, and stay alive.
Note: Sorry if this upsets you in any way.
Keep it up dude. Not gonna talk deep shit now, but I don’t want you to feel lonely, so feel hugged by a random dude out of the internet
And play a board game tomorrow with your neighbors/family/whoever it always helps x)
Cookie_65 Lover I’m so sorry for your loss. Thanks tho buddy 💙
It’s nice knowing that good people like you are still out there, and I just haven’t found them yet. Thanks for making me feel better.
Jon Snow eyy thanks man, this really made my day.
I’ll make sure to take your advice!
Sounds great 👍
3 years ago, I stumbled on one of your songs - Paper Crown. At the time I was going through what was definitely the lowest point of my life. I was cut off from my family, had a huge fallout with close friends that made me into a social outcast and suffered several mental breakdowns. I thought it would never end. I might have given up on myself if were not for your songs cheering me on. Your songs made my life bearable - they made me feel like I wasn't alone in this world. So I continued.
I've been following you since then. Your new songs make my day. I listen to your songs every day because they feel so raw and relatable. They give me the strength to continue and remind me just how far I've come. I'm in a better place now because of your songs. I just really wanted to say thank you for everything that you've done. Keep doing what you're doing because your songs changed my life, I'm sure it'll impact others too so long as you continue.
Awww💖💖💖💖😊😊😊😊
LoveMissJuniper You’re not alone with that. These song helped me to lay off on cutting, tone down the suicidal thoughts and save me from a spiraling depression.
LoveMissJuniper wow I don’t even have to read a lot to know you been through a lot I would imagine your young so you have all the time in the world to make new friends new family that will truly love you
⚠️😓depressed to
Hope a year later ur feeling better ❤️
my teacher: Okay class so for today"s homework is...
me: tHiS iS tHe WoRsT dAy oF mY lIfe-
Or finding out that you didn't do it
@@HaHaNopeNotAtAll but there's no use doing her homework
But I still spent 22 days and 21 nights, even though I already knew it was useless to do
all of his demos/unreleased songs are the best :((
This made me so sad
Your so talented,you deserve so much more😞 4yrs later still think u deserve more
Dammit Alec, update your spotify
jk jk, I love you lmao
Ikr
Yeah lol
Haha this comment hit me on multiple levels
No wonder its not on their... 😢
Fr!
never had songs make me cry as much as these unreleased ones
I came to campus at like 8:30am this morning to strap in for a 10-hour study session and I've had Alec's playlist playing on repeat this whole time to keep me sane, calm, and relaxed so I don't burst out crying from stress in public. Thank you for making such beautiful music.
Hope it all went well.
Another amazing song. I could hear this song having a huge chorus and being on the radio.
Omg! I just screamed this is so amazing how are you not so much more famous
WHY CAN’T I FIND THIS AND KNIFE IN MY BACK ON SPOTIFY ReeEeeEeeEeEEe
Cause they are demos, they are on soundcloud though
bc ur profile is mineta and mineta is cursed :)))
Akurai Kumuri Lol I didn’t even make it Mineta my sister did cause I couldn’t choose something TwT
@@mariamartin5482 lmao
AMAZON MUSIC
I first listened to this song in 2019 after a friend went to the hospital for suicidal ideation and three years later I’m about to graduate college, have survived my own attempt, been in a mental hospital, had my last grandparent pass, have a rift with a close friend, gotten to go to the outerbanks for the first time, start my first job, get my first apartment and somehow survive it all, life is full of ups and downs and I love having your music to go back to
hardest day of my life would probably be when my best friend committed suicide last year? i still went to school because i was desperately hoping he'd be there, but obviously he wasn't. it was so hard because not only was he not there, i had to listen to the screaming and sobbing of our friends when we were all crowded into an empty classroom because none of us could deal with classes. it's still hard to go to school because sometimes i forget that he's not here anymore... sorry for the vent, i hope it doesn't bother anyone
Jaye Frazier I’m so sorry you had to go through that ❤️ it’s difficult to go through a loss, a huge loss. Especially when it’s suicide. Your strong and sending thoughts❤️
It's okay to vent Jaye. I'm sorry for your loss.
Damn I’m sorry for your loss it must suck❤️❤️
I'm sorry about that, fren. That must of hurt really bad, especially since he was your best friend. I do hope that you're doing better than before, but if that is not the case, please talk to someone. Also, I want you to know that none of it was your fault. Stay strong, and stay alive, fren.
I understand...my friend cut herself regularly, and I know that she has struggles, but we had an falling out and she hasn’t forgiven me. It’s been two years and I don’t know if she’s still with us or not. I live with the uncertainty of it all and I close to understand your pain.
i fall in love with e v e r y s i n g l e song you release
well done👏🏻
same
Same
Holy crap... I don't know why, but these lines are incredible.
"So I thought to myself that
Now it's time to choose
I can pick myself up
or I can give into the blues
So I swore in my heart that
I was never gonna lose
I will crawl until I made it
'Cause I've got somethin' to prove"
Alec : "So I said, 'This is the worst day of my life'."
Me: "This is the best day of my life because I'm listening to your songs." 😋❤️
It's best day for you because he's having the worst day of his life?
facts
@@puzzlepiece2502 Isn't it just a Song? ;-; I thought he just makes the Lyrics
@@GhostSwiss idk, but right now, I am at the worse point in my life and that is for sure
help me
@@puzzlepiece2502 How?
You give me so much chills and such amazing lyrics to think about at the same time.. Much love❤
I keep getting screamed at by my dad whenever he helps me study. He always states how stupid I am for a question that is similar to other ones. It’s not easy balancing all of this. My friends keep texting me asking me to go over and I have tuition homework along with my school homework. I’ve struggled a lot but luckily I did not commit suicide
mhadasKoio same :/
mhadasKoio I now how you feel your not the only one be strong
ya think? i think that alot of people have worse lives tho... but keep going...
Same with me :I
mhadasKoio I feel the same but don't do it just believe in yourself school might be over but if its not tell your teachers to help u.💙💚😊😐😶
I know this sounds really stuck up compared to everyone else’s stories.... but it really hurts me. I’ve been in love with my best friend for about a year, and my friends accidentally found out about a week ago. They told him. I was really embarrassed... but they still asked him out for me (which I didn’t want. I didn’t even want him to know yet). He didn’t answer. Ig he could see how embarrassed I was. Anyways, he wasn’t acting weirded out about it until today. I told my friends that I wanted an answer, I just didn’t want to pressure him into making a decision. Instead of listening, the pressed him and pressed him into giving them an answer. I knew that being pressured would probably make him say no (I don’t like being pressured either). Basically, he said know because one of my ‘friends’ told him a bunch of crap about me that wasn’t true. Also the fact that everyone except for me and like 2 other people were in a big huddle trying to tell him different answers.
Later, we had to watch a movie (our teachers just randomly made us do this). My best friend, our other best friend, one of my friends who was supposed to be comforting me, her ‘friend’ who is (excuse me for offending anyone but she is) the biggest slut I know, and one other of my friends, were just cracking up, and I don’t know why but it made me mad. I told another one of my friends that I was freakin so mad I was shaking, and he laughed at me and said some random ‘joke’. (I later found out today that he honestly didn’t know what was going on and was trying to cheer me up). So anyway, the people who were supposed to be comforting me were cracking up about the stuff I SAY, that they took credit for saying. Ever since this morning when it all happened, I have been so sick I can’t focus on our state testing and I’ve felt like throwing up all day. I’ve had many “bad days”, but today was literally the WORST day of my life. This song has been the only thing to comfort me today. I still feel sick at this moment as I’m typing this, and the event happened about 13 or 14 hours ago. I’ve tried so hard to make it through without crying because of everything going on added on to the fact that I’m sick and can hardly move because of it.
I know that probably nobody read this, but if you did, thanks. Please tell me what I can do. I honestly don’t even know what I’m going to say when we go to school tomorrow. I’ll probably die of embarrassment. Please help.
Edit: this day also is when the accident would occur that would cause my friend to die 3 days later. I really don’t want to talk about it. Rest In Peace Ashton. May 26, 2018
I'm sorry for your loss, dear. It's July now, and I truly hope you're doing better
Pfff sad story :/ How are you doing now?
Some things also happened to me around that time (Not close as bad as yours), and to this day I still feel a bit down because of that. If you want to share stories and have a ear that is listening you should say it... It might help you and me...
I'm sorry about this story and about your loss.Stay strong 💖
Just be strong and just remember to make yourself happy no matter what!!! You're a strong and powerfull human being!!! Let people know that you're not weak (because you're truly not). Everything will get better,you just have to be patient 😁
I’ve been listening to this for 2 hours straight 😂♥️
This is so meaningful to me...I’m fighting depression and anxiety and it’s hard for me to keep going without complaining about how “terrible my life is” but this song is literally how I feel almost every day. Love you Alec❤️
"Worst Day of My Life" by Alec Benjamin is a song that hits very close to home for me. The lyrics express feelings of being broken and lost after receiving devastating news. The raw emotions and vulnerability expressed in the lyrics are incredibly powerful and relatable.
The chorus of the song is where the lyrics really hit me. The idea of feeling pain and knowing that it will leave a nasty scar that might not heal is something that many of us can relate to. The feeling of being lost and not knowing how to survive can make us feel even more broken and flawed.
The second verse of the song speaks to the struggles of following your dreams and feeling like you have nowhere to turn when things don't work out. The line "I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown" really hit home for me, as it's a reminder that even when we are adults, we can still feel lost and vulnerable.
The third verse of the song speaks to the idea of choosing to pick yourself up and keep going, even when things are tough. The line "I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove" is incredibly inspiring and reminds us that we have the strength to overcome our struggles.
Overall, this song is a powerful expression of the struggles that many of us face when we receive devastating news and feel lost and broken. The vulnerability and raw emotions expressed in the lyrics are incredibly powerful and relatable. Alec Benjamin's vocals are incredibly moving, and the melody is hauntingly beautiful. This is a song that I will be listening to on repeat, as a reminder to keep pushing through my struggles and to never give up. #WorstDayOfMyLife #AlecBenjamin #Vulnerability #RawEmotions #Brokenness #Survival #Strength #Dreams #Struggles #Inspiration
I love this song because it has "A fractured wrist" like in 1994 (One of my fav Alec Benjamin songs) "This is where I broke my wrist"
Well my manager rang
He said, "I hate to break the news
But the label called today
They said they have to cut you loose"
I felt broken like a vase that'd fallen from the roof
Tears rolling down my face, "Lord, what am I to do?"
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist, and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
"This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day
Of my life"
Well I gave up my degree and I moved away from home
I was following my dream, now there's nowhere I can go
So I called up my mom and I was bawling on the phone
I was acting like a child but I was all the way grown
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
"This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day
Of my life"
So I thought to myself that now is time to choose
I can pick myself up or I can give in to the blues
So I swore in my heart that I was never gonna lose
I would crawl until I made it 'cause I got something to prove
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
"This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I'll survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day
Of my life"
i was bullied for years, and it resulted in a suicide attempt. going to school again was scary as hell. but everything okay now. i love you alec your music has gotten me through so much
Im glad you’re alive
Jon Snow me too.
That makes me happy ^__^
I'm kinda glad that Alec isn't so famous as the other singers because he might change with the meanings of his songs and everyone will know him, I like him being my little bean, I don't want anyone else to hear him. They won't understand the meanings in his lyrics and it makes me mad. But I can understand why he wants to be recognized so I'll still be proud of my bean. :)
Crystella Wolf that is EXACTLY how I feel, took the words directly out of my mouth, I didn't even know how to say it, thank god you did for me
Uhh...
Honestly 100% agree. I love listening to less well known artists
SAME!
Ik right
To anyone that is struggling right now, remember that having your worst day only means that it will get better.
It can also mean even worse days are coming
I just realised I’ve listened to ur songs for years....
The title is my mood everyday. I've yet to hear a song that I don't like from you.
Not a day, my whole year has been the worst in my life. This one was the one that made me think of many things like how I'm so useless and hopeless and there's nothing I would be able to do in my life so yeah
My whole life is the worst i had felt like i cant trust anyone because when i think people wont leave me they leave me i had 4 friends leave me i feel like im not worth spending time with i feel like more people will do the same because i have trust issues i have a phobia of old men because im scarred for life because when i was in like first grade i was sexually assaulted and at some days i victim blame myself and because of that memory I want to die so i wont remember anything or i want to hit my head against something so i can forget the pain people assume the type of person i am and My pet bird died on easter i spend my fourth of julys soaking in sadness I feel like trash i sometimes wonder why i was born Just so i can feel all this pain i need therapy At this moment i see myself for all the mistakes i did in my eyes it filters out all other things a joke of a human being i cant give advice on people wanting to die if i still want to die myself
MGAM /// Hey umm.. I might not have exact experiences like you, but I think we got same issues. It's hard to believe people around me nowadays, since I've been dealing with mental/physical abuse since kid. My life is falling apart and I think about death a lot. Most of the times I spent my days lying on my bed, staring on the ceiling, hoping that I could die right away. It's been so difficult :') But u know what, we're all gonna die one day, so why in a rush? Lol I mean we only live once and there are so many ppl out there who wished they could live longer. Just to make their life to the fullest. Because although our life seems so bad, but it's not always like that. I know it's painful, it's hurt a lot. But please don't give up. The world ain't perfect and kind. But we can choose to be kind to ourselves. And believe me, even though u think there's no one loves u and cares about u, it's not true at all. I bet your fams still love u even though they not show it. And surely you'll find more ppl who genuinely love you and will stay no matter what. Just keep believing okay? Everyone was born for a reason anyway. I know I can't help except 'talk' like this. But I hope life will treat u better. Just keep moving on and love yourself :) [P.S. English isn't my first languange but I hope this message reach u. Have a good life]
Oh, wow. I'm not the only one then...
This year's been a mess, between my parents getting divorced and my dad going crazy and them getting back together and depression getting worse and exams...good grief.
People had it wrong. 13 isn't the unlucky number...it's 2017.
I hoe you do get therapy soon, MGAM, that sounds messy. If you need anyone to talk to, I can give my e-mail or something. I hope you feel better soon.
Sometimes , years are so awful.But when the next year comes , happiness finally comes aswell. 👍
I'm still waiting for this to release, I can't wait for it.
Still one of my favourite songs. This has gotten me through so much and is my go to when I need to have a lil cry.
No matter if u got dropped by that label, he fact that you wrote this incredible song, still release music and art and don't give up your dream is just so,so remarkable. You should never stop believing that you don't have the talent or anything like that, cause you do!
Your music is like drugs to me. I hear it once and I'm addicted to the song.
I really love your songs.
Some might have a bit of a strange lyrics, a bit "down"
Yet the songs are wonderful in their own special way.
Keep up the good work!
You mean, depressing? Dark? Dim? Dwindling? Idk what that word means
Hey, pain makes you stronger, I've been through a lot, and was recently homeless (the worst day of my life), but yesterday I was accepted into the Army (the best day of my life), and damn am I so much stronger than I was many years ago, and I'm stronger than most my age with far more understanding of life. I hope this album is even better than the last, and you've done amazing man, keep it up, never give into the blues but if you do remember there's better times ahead even if it does feel like you'll never make it to them
You want a hug? You'll feel better. Definitely.
Love You Alec
:( I love you from the bottom of my heart
Lyrics:
When the manager rang he said,
"I hate to break the news,
but the label called today they said they have to brake you loose.
I felt broken like a vase that had fallen from the roof,
tears rolling down my face,
lord what am I to do.
I felt pain in my life so far,
a fractured wrist and a broken heart.
But this is surely to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal.
So I said, this is the worst day of my life,
it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
And I don't know how I'll survive.
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
I admit its a struggle finding light in the tunnel.
This is the worst day of my life,
it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
When I gave up on my degree and moved away from home
I was following the dream,
now there's no where I can go.
So I called my mom and I was balling on the phone
and I was acting like a child, but I was all the way grown.
I felt pain in my life so far,
a fractured wrist and a broken heart.
But this is surely to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal.
So I said, this is the worst day of my life,
it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
And I don't know how I'll survive.
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
I admit its a struggle finding light in the tunnel.
This is the worst day of my life,
it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
So I thought to my self that its time to choose,
I can pick myself up or
I can give up into to the blue
So I swore in my heart that I was never going to lose.
I'll crawl until I made it,
cause I got something to prove.
felt pain in my life so far,
a fractured wrist and a broken heart.
But this is surely to leave a nasty scar, one that might not heal.
So I said, this is the worst day of my life,
it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
And I don't know how I'll survive.
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
I admit its a struggle finding light in the tunnel.
This is the worst day of my life,
it's the worst, it's the worst day of my life.
It's been so long and I still love your songs
The worst day of my life was when I was kidnapped when I was 5 and I remember being in his shade and him injecting a drug in me(don't know what it was)but after that he started to cut me on my back and after the drug started to kick in... I was saved by police officers but what I'm trying to say is just cuz of one bad day, on month, one year or one time of your life is messed up by someone else doesn't mean you can't live(don't worry I was In a state of mind that i wanted to die to)if you read all of this then Congrats it's not like I was crying during texting this😭#boka!
FreddyCraft 555 I cried reading this 😭😭😭
Thx man
Im sorry i- uhm are u ok now?
@@bellaj2056 yah, I'm ok... lol I forgot I even typed this but I was telling people to never give up
Bless me more with this music
THIS IS WHY YOUR MY FAVORITE SINGER! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, ALEC! 😊
Everything Alec makes is incredible he needs to put these on Apple Music and Spotify and all that jazz omggg
YOU'RE JUST MY FAVORITE OF ALL.
I just always end up listening to the same song on repeat..
(must have been the wind)
Lmao even my keyboard knows😂❤️
-Lyrics- (As accurate as I could get them)
*Verse*
Well my manager rang
He said I hate to bring the news
But the label called today
They said they have to cut you loose
I felt broken like a vase,
That had fallen from the roof
Tears rollin' down my face
Lord, what am I to do?
*Bridge*
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
*Chorus*
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
*Verse*
Well, I gave up my degree
And I moved away from home
I was following the dream,
Now there's nowhere I can go
So I called up my mum
And I was bawlin' on the phone
I was actin' like a child,
But I was all the way grown
*Bridge*
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
*Chorus*
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
*Verse*
So I thought to myself
That now it's time to choose
I can pick myself up,
Or I can give into the blues
So I swore in my heart
That I was never gonna lose
I would crawl until I made it
'Cause I've got something to prove
*Bridge*
I felt pain in my life so far
A fractured wrist and a broken heart
But this is sure to leave a nasty scar
One that might not heal
So I said
*Chorus*
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
And I don't know how I survive
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
I'll admit it's a struggle
Finding light in the tunnel
This is the worst day of my life
It's the worst, it's the worst day of my life
(Seriously love this song, stay strong and keep making music Alec :))
emoboi zac oh my god Thank you for writing the lyrics ❤
Carol Drew no problemo friend ^^
Thanks for the lyrics! But I believe it is "cut you loose" instead of "break you loose" in the beginning 😊
DreamLoveHope 66 ah i think I must've misheard the word break somewhere else in this song and wrote it in the wrong place lmao, thanks for pointing it out ^^
emoboi zac no problem. It's always a pleasure to help 😊
The worst day of my life was in January; I was in a car crash with my mother and best friend, who also happens to be my crush. Both of them are finding life hard and it's just hard. But listening to your music helps. Keep up the great work!
Honestly wish this was on streaming platforms this is a song thats worth ut
his story telling is always my favorite. makes his songs so unique and i get addicted to the lyrics and story.
Alec, I Feel Ya
But Just Remember Your Not Alone
Everyone Has Bad Days, But You'll
Get Through This, Just Keep Your Head
Up And Think Positive.
Love Ya Alec
It's stupid to lose a singer like you. I love your songs, do not let something small destroy your big dreams
Today is one of the worst day.. And I suddenly got this... It is beautiful
I've listen to you for years, how did I just find this gem?
Your songs are so truly personal and special. Every single of your pieces that I have listened to so far has been utterly unique and amazing. Please never stop making music.
that must’ve been pretty tough alec, im sorry :( but your doing amazing and your music career is being supported by more than one hundred thousand people and it’ll just progress from there!! thank you for sharing your music with us!♥️
I’ll bet that label regrets their decision now. You’re amazing.❤️
Fact: Alec's songs can be heard again and again for days and days and Years and years to come...bows down legend☸❣
I’m sobbing
Please, please, please: make this song available for purchase. I would love to support you more and this song is so beautiful.
Alec doesn’t need a job. The world owes HIM money for writing so many amazing songs
December 27th 2017, early morning was the worst day of my life. My Dad had recently filled in two aneurysms, but they had still popped. This song made me feel this experience again and think about it, but also gave me hope.
~an aneurysm is a big lump feeding off an important vein in your brain~
Thank you Alec!
you never fail to amaze me
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH IM LITERALLY CRYING
Every song I click I see people wishing these songs were on Spotify just be thankful he made these songs!!!
This song reminds me of my high school years. It also makes me feel so validated when nobody validates me in the way I need when im feeling upset/sad.
Your songs always help me though tough times
This song is honestly so catchy
And here I thought I had the worst day of my life and there's Alec,stay strong!
Most of the times we can't find someone to listen our pains and the worst things that we've been through and you feel much worse when they don't care. But now, when I feel lonely I know what I'm supposed to do, I put Alec's songs and let them touch my soul :) Thank you Alec!!