What Your Fears Are Trying to Tell You👻🤡| PICK A CARD🔮 In-Depth Tarot Reading
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- Опубликовано: 23 май 2021
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🕐Timestamps🕓
Pile 1 (Aura Rose Quartz): 2:33
Pile 2 (Blue Lace Agate): 36:43
Pile 3 (Peace Jade): 1:16:06
Pile 4 (Chrysocolla): 2:00:31
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The 8th House Tarot
Botanical Inspirations Oracle
Chakra Wisdom Oracle
Power of Love Oracle
Energy Oracle
Power of Surrender Oracle
Animal Spirit Oracle
Power of Surrender Oracle
Energy Oracle
The Self Forgiveness Oracle
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Madison, 23
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Life Path 11, INFP
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TRIGGER WARNING: Today’s reading contains some heavier topics that you may not be ready to watch, pls don’t force yourself to watch anything that makes you uncomfortable!!
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🕐Timestamps🕓
Pile 1 (Aura Rose Quartz): 2:33
Pile 2 (Blue Lace Agate): 36:43
Pile 3 (Peace Jade): 1:16:06
Pile 4 (Chrysocolla): 2:00:31
Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot
I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
I love youuuu ❤️
Omg thank u spongebob I love your work!! 💗
Omg number one EGO DEATH... your spot on..3.5 years on steal healing and terrified of loosing my entire life again...scared of never feeling like I should still be here anymore.
Thank you so much for this reading eso. It was just this morning I was thinking when u would upload again so glad to see another video also I really needed this one.
Love this Group 3. On point for me! This ego loves to fight me. 🚘⚡🤣❤️🕯️🌻🙏💎☯️
"Intuition whispers and anxiety screams. If it's yelling at you, making you feel panicky or like you can't trust it, it's anxiety. Your intuition is the calm after that. It's quiet and gentle. Like a lamb. That is why it's so easy to ignore it."
I've always struggled to know the difference between the two. I really needed to hear this
Pile 2: "This could be a fear of losing control".
Me: (Not able to leave home because of panick atacks.) Haha, yes.
Yup and yup...
Yes...
Me and ocd bruh...
I chose pile two & me too ❤ stay strong, we've got this 💕
@@ShannanRose thank u💜
Me: *comes to RUclips for something completely non tarot related*
Eso: *posts a video 30 minutes ago about my fears*
Me: welp, I guess it’s time for Eso to call me out on my shit again 🥲🏃🏽♀️
On god😂
Pile 2! After 10 years of being single - Fear of "losing myself" once I open my heart... But I feel ready in spite of the fear.
This girl needs more clout ! How is it that thousands of people are watching and these are literally better than personal readings I've paid for? Her readings are so accurate and specific to circumstances in my life it freaks me out. I really have never seen another RUclipsr with this level of intuition and connection to their viewers. It amazes me every time I'm so glad I stumbled across this channel. It was recommended to me multiple times but I thought I already found good readers on youtube and I didn't need to watch any more readings, so I never tuned in. Then one I did and I've never turned back. The others that I watch are for fun, but I feel like I can come to this channel for real guidance because it just resonates so well. Cannot thank you enough for these readings
Omg wow thank you so much!! 🥺💗
@@EsoTarot No, thankyouuu ❤️❤️
Mental health therapist here. Pile 3. I just spoke about this topic to a patient today about trusting & accepting your actions, even if they don’t work out. Yet here I am, needing the same exact advice. Thank you for the insight. It resonated well.
You are an amazing person 💓
Pile 2. Yes. I'm scared of the unknown consequences of the choice that I want to make. I'm scared of going against the conventional ways so I'm scared of speaking what my heart truly wants because of the fear that no one will ever understand.
Edit: The forgiveness messages is so on point it gave me chills.
Same, I was shaking during the whole thing of how accurate it was. I actually looked up what was the root of my fears reading and was like ok even if its not a known tarot reader that I find I will watch it, and coincidentally I found this one which is my main tarot reader and it felt very good that I looked up the right thing at the right time and got answers o.o
pile 3. fuckin hell. that was honestly just straight up poetry. you're so eloquent, it's beautiful.
I love your pfp
Eso ( pile 2 ) : "This could be a fear of losing control" "You may struggle with your ego" "you are afraid of being wrong"
Me: **literally trying to seem like I'm cold and don't have a heart while I'm at school just because I feel like no one understands me and never will cause I'm weirdo** Oh, didn't remember allowing you to get through my barriers
*this contains irony...
or maybe not.
This is actually what i need right now I'm struggling with some things, ily so much
I feel you and i feel the struggle is real now.
Unrelated but I love your profile pic
Killjoy? Hope you get through it pretty soon, be strong.
me too but at least we both have good music taste to help us get through it
I love ur pfp
pile 2 - "this may be a pile of triggers" yep, my reading lol
"the death of suffering"
@@nm-ki1jy what exactly does that mean?
@@maytegonzalez402 talking about semi-sensitive topics
#2. I’m scared of losing someone (who’s a Scorpio). I’m usually open to change. But with him, I want everything to stay exactly the same.
"You weren't brought to this earth to just experience pain and suffering. The point of your life is not to just have horrible life. The point of your life is to have human experience" ❤️ This hit me soo hard 😢😭 Pile 2 WE GOT THIS!!!
"fear is 'what if?' but faith is 'even if'"
Spitting fire, eso ! Ty 💕
I have developed a lot of fears because of childhood trauma but am getting therapy
Am proud of you. Please keep fighting. We are in this together. ♥️✨
@@alibhamishra3474 Thank you! ❤️
Proud of you. 💕
You can do this!:))
Awesome! Good luck friend ☺
Pile 4: Thank you, it's so hard for me to get through my emotions to find the truth due to trauma of being laughed at when I was vulnerable as a kid. Growing slowly but surely everyday.
Me too🙏🏼
I swear Pile 1 was so accurate I started getting spooked... as a college student who’s afraid of freelance art because I feel like I’m not good enough yet, this almost made me tear up. Literally EVERYTHING was on point, from unfulfilled art and fear of criticism.
Thanks so much for this, Eso. ❤️😭
Pile 3
“Fearing everything I cannot currently see” 💯💯💯
Yes...
Pile2 : painful endings : yes.
Let go of the past: I'm trying...I'm working on it. I really really want to move now...what must I let go still...I actually feel ready to move...to go...to live.
Don‘t pressure yourself too much to let go. And if you actually do manage to let go, don’t be hard on yourself if you can’t let go of everything right away ❤️
@@MClaro-xs4ft thank you...I'll surely remember this..🙏
@@trevanarendse-hamilton6069 You‘re welcome ❤️
PILE4: i am a goofygoober😩😩😩 i’m tired of being looked at weird when i’m being myself like it makes the mask (ego) want to come out and be defensive and protect myself but i really shouldn’t let others perceptive of me affect my own
Same bro I always change my ways in front of different ppl
I know. I've been through the same all my life. Sometimes I really want to take that mask off and be free but whenever I do I feel like I'm upsetting my loved ones. Since a few days everything seems so confusing and unclear 🥺.
@@sristimohapatra6073 the fact that your loved ones get upset at the slightest sign of authenticity shows that this mask is still serving you well in a way and you have hid yourself well, you have been through a lot, you survived more than you give yourself credit for.
I hope you can find more and more people who you can be authentic with and I’m glad you‘re brave enough to share yourself here in the comment section.
Do you wanna go more into detail about your situation here in the comments or via dms? If you don’t want at all I completely understand and I don’t take it personally
@@MClaro-xs4ft thank you for reassuring. Really appreciate it. Hopefully one day I'll find my soul family members who'll clearly understand me for the way I am. And sure would like details in dm. 😊 Thank you for being supportive.
Eso you almost made me cry! I pick pile 4 and it's so true. Living in a third world where religion somewhat dictate your choice of style makes me insecure. Here, people judge woman who doesn't dress appropriately, everything have to be modest, show no skin etc. But I know my body and I love to dress more feminine and showing my curves. Sometimes when I dress like so, people start to stare and I always felt uneasy. You really help me here, I try to be more confident with my choice and my body from now on.
Pile 3 is so accurate for me! I've even had a conversation with my friend on this topic and she pretty much said the same things as you.
Last year triggered so many of my fears and insecurities that I hid from myself for years. Now, I know what I need to overcome, but I don't know how. And I still wonder, what if? So many what if's!
Pile 3, I literally had this conversation with a friend yesterday! Scarily accurate. Thank you.
(Completely unrelated but I love your profile pic 💜)
I chose pile 4. I have a problem with over-eating, especially at night, and lately my heart as been doing weird things in response and I'm at a genetic increased risk of heart attack. So specifically mentioning not eating after midnight sort of gave me chills because you said it so nonchalantly and because everything else in the reading was so accurate.
same :(
I have the same problem and I also picked pile 4
I have eating disorders and when she mentioned that, I got chills too!
I came for my fears, I got scared out of my mind, but in the end, I got Spongebob metaphors and I'm not disapointed.
Pile 3. This resonates so much on the fear of love, learning how to trust my intuition, avoiding change, and not feeling like I have anything to give
please do one about friendship, "connection between you" "what is the purpose of this friendship" "the future of this friendship", I don't know which one I just want about friendship. I don’t know if you’re going to read it but I sent you a message on Instagram.
absolutely pls
Oh hell yeah
Omg yes I can't with all these toxic friendships I keep on ending up on
I stan
yess
Pile 4: damn girl you have me sobbing over here, I’m growing and I’m so so scared
Pile 3. I’m shocked it felt like a personal reading. This was what i meant to hear even if i kinda don’t want to. I’m grateful for you Madison💜
Pile 3 was exactly what I needed to hear. I've been thinking a lot lately about how much I don't trust myself to make the right choices and I've absolutely been living in a state of confusion because I don't know what is my intuition vs my emotions, logic, or anxiety. Accepting being confused is something that is going to be very hard for me, but I'll get back into meditations and focusing on learning to trust myself, my heart, and my guides. Thank you so much for the reading.
pile 3 - you basically cracked me open. wow.
i have been struggling SO much with trusting myself, my intuition, everything.
i also very much want to find a good connection but i'm so afraid and pick everyone apart.
thank you!
Pile 2: Afraid of the unknown
Me crying at Frozen's Into the Unknown lyrics
Excuse me this is my exact life you're experiencing 😭
“fear is what if, faith is even if” thank you Eso 💕
Pile 3: was talking aloud, to myself today, and said my ego is fighting hard right now, with logic, but internally is the exact opposite of what my ego knows.
Pile 3 reading really hit me hard. It was as if you were talking to my inner soul. That was amazingly crazy. Thank you for the reading!
pile2: the number 37 literally can represent being on the right path
my fears about to tell my whole life story with how many things im scared of
your readings are some of the most accurate i’ve ever experienced. it’s like you’re directly talking to me. thank you for the reading 💜
Pile 3 here, Eso Thanks so much for this, literally brought me to tears because of how much emotion you bring to your readings, its exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you, hope youre doing well
Your intuition is so very strong, thank you for continuing to do these readings. You are truly doing the work your soul is meant to. Such an accurate reading... right down to my mars in Gemini. I needed to hear this. Thank you! 🥰
Pile 3: I was watching another reading and it was hinting at this and then this fit perfectly. All the numerology and the reading fit.
Pile 3: this is exactly what I needed to hear right now. thank you Madison for always confirming for me what I know. that's exactly my problem. learning and on the path to trusting myself and healing ❤
You're beautiful Madison! This may sound like a lot of pressure, but your readings have been so therapeutic through my depressed phase. #2 Hope you are taking care of yourself too!
You‘re so sweet ❤️
Pile 3. Such a profound reading. Thank you and Spirit for these messages.
I've only watched two of your readings and they've been exactly what I needed to hear and learn. Nobody else has reached into the depths like this, thank you! 💓
As usual, just what I needed to hear. Thanks! You are healing a lot of people on this channel.
The second you started flipping over the cards for the pile 3 and I saw The Unseen, I knew I was in for one... That's what I've always been the most afraid of and hesitant to deal with even though I know how important it would be! Thank you, really needed to hear all of these things today💖
Pile#2- Wow Eso, great read, I could relate to it all! I listened to it twice and took notes -“Attached to results” really hit home. Thank you 🙏🏼
Pile 3 was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you for your incredible guidance
you are so in tune!!! pile 3 made me cry in the best way, i resonated so much. i love your channel thank you so much 🖤🖤🖤
pile 1. im a digital illustrator and a writer, and this hit very close to home. depending on the time of the year and where my inspiration lies, i'll switch between one or the other. i ended up neglecting my art for about 3 years, so while i'm a well of ideas and personal inspiration, my drawing muscle is not where it used to be (and where i _want_ it to be). i've gotten to the point where i've stopped comparing myself to artists i looked up to and started comparing myself to the _me_ from 2018, which is what i consider my creative peak. i know all of this is because i'm a perfectionist, and if my creation doesn't match my vision then it's not good and i get frustrated with myself for not being "the old me."
so this was really the message for me. thank you for your hard work 🥺💕
“comparison is the thief of joy.” i’d encourage you to explore your motives for creating.
do you make art to get good at making art, or do you do it because you have an innate creativity that needs to be expressed?
when you are willing to accept yourself exactly as you are now, you will be able to release the ego-driven need to compare and compete (even with yourself).
Pile 3 - Wow Eso ❤️ This is so powerful ! I needed to hear this !! Thank you so much 🙏🏻 I am so humbled right now.
Piles 2 and 1, in that order. Both are valid fears for me of which I'm fully aware. Thank you for doing this reading. It was very informative and shed light on exactly what I needed to see. I have saved this to a playlist so I may easily revisit it when I need a refresher. xo
" Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. " - a walk to remember.
pile 3
I always wanted that type of love in my life. Although love was never been kind to me , I still want to love someone unconditionally with the purest form of love / intentions. i do have fear of love since i never knew what real love feels like. My whole life I known love as jealousy , obsession , and controlling because of my exes / friends. Now i'm open to receiving the love i truly deserve and I've learned to heal on my own. Right now , I'm focus on my life path and career but i do hope someday I'll find that type of love someday.
Sending blessings and love to everyone in this comment section , may your heart and soul be at peace & filled with love.
The quote is also a Bible verse! 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Thank you for your comment. 💗 I needed that.
Pile 3: ESO! Thank you so much! I love readings like these. What a reminder to detach from outcomes. Also, aesthetic note, loved watching the sunlight dance on the table. 🌞💃
Pile 3. 😬😬😬 Yeah... I'm never asking anyone out again. I always get rejected in the most cruel, demeaning ways or they just stop talking to me. Sucks not being physically attractive. But I always have a difficult time telling the difference between anxiety and intuition. I like to say to myself that I feel intuition, I think anxiety.
I can relate about what you're saying.
It's so fascinating how this reading resonates with my current issue to a T, like I've been seeing so many signs and messages but this reading just hit the nail in the coffin. Thank you so much!
I’m scared of change and I’m about to be put out of my comfort zone and I know it’s what I need but I need to trust. ❤️
Pile 3... awesome read! I didn’t want it to end. Thank you
Pile 4 really resonated with me. I’ve been struggling with my gender identity for some time now. I keep convincing myself that as long as I keep my mask on, no one can harm me, but i know that in the end, I’m only hurting myself. Your readings are always so spot on and amazing thank you!!
CAME BACK TO SAY THAT SALTY SPITTOON AND WEENIE HUT JRS IS EXACTLY HOW ID DESCRIBE IT IM CRYING
This was a beautiful reading, Madison! Thank you so much! 😉💞
you’re last two readings have resonated with me so much it seems uncanny
thanks for blessing us with these messages!
I picked pile 3 & knew it was for me in the first minute of you talking😂 thank you
I have listened to the pile 3 reading and I must admit that the message is so amazing and nice that I would recommend it to everyone! So, thank you, Madison for providing such truthful and inspiring advices!!))
I have many many fears, lovely to know what they are trying to tell me 😅
Edit: I chose pile 2, this really helped me greatly. I’ve been struggling with many things currently and the thoughts swirling in my head don’t make them better. Thank for this reading, it helped so much 💞
Pile 2 💙 Being told to not get attached to results and enjoy the journey and not just focus on the destination was something I desperately needed right now
Pile 3, the way u explained everything, im glad having clarity and ready to input it in my life.. yeah we all deserve good things !! Thank youuu so much
Pile 4 afraid to accept my spiritual gifts and step into my calling because I was raised very religious and literally everyone in my life will leave me... Thank you so much for this encouragement today!!!
OMG 😳 purpleheart this is exactly my dilemma
@@rahdivine509 coming from this environment it's so hard to find a new tribe!
I hope you know, not only are you my tarot reader but you’re also my therapist. This reading really helped me realize a lot after overcoming past trauma. I feel like I’m constantly stuck in it and this reading (I chose pile 2) really made me realize that the past of that needs to die so I can recover and start a new chapter! Thank you!
I had a really strong feeling today that you were going to post. Ah, I love the sense of inner peace that all these spiritual communities give, especially towards manifestation and that you can create your dream life. Love all of you and especially am so eager for this reading, Eso! Love your personality so freaking much. I was feeling pretty fearful yesterday but I've been healing from that and I love how this too came out just now!
You don’t even know how gifted you are. Bless you for these videos 😩❤️
Pile 2: spot on!! Thank you for that beautiful insight!
Wow. Pile 3 resonated oh so much. It was exactly what I needed to hear right now.
Pile 4 is scary accurate. As in completely accurate. I did shadow work last night for the first time actually and I tried to reach out to my spirit guides too, both of which I've put off for a long while. Anyway, pile 4 is exactly all the things I discussed and reflected on! Damn... The fact that this is the first video I saw when I opened my phone. I just kept clapping my hand on my mouth throughout your reading because I honestly can't believe how accurate it is lol. Thank you for this!
Pile 2. YES! I am so SO afraid of making the wrong decision. Fear of not being in control - that's exactly it! I was never able to word my fear, but that's it! Triggering, but hopefully life-changing! 🙏🙏❤️ Thank you @Eso! ❤️❤️❤️
Pile 3 - stunning reading. Very in depth
sometimes I forget these have actual topics and it's not just you telling me every aspect of my personality and life
thank you for these uploads, usually I feel a lot better and hopeful afterward 💕
Pile 3 🔥
Your reading really came at the perfect time thank you so much!
I just want to say thank you for this because ever since watching this I’ve had an Easier time with my creative work, you helped me to see things differently instead of comparing myself to others who achieved success in the area that I want, you helped brake down the self esteem issue walls 💕
god I feel so thoroughly psychoanalyzed. this was low-key triggering, but in an important way. I felt your emotions through your voice. thank you so much for this reading.
I love your pfp
Pile 4 was spot on for me. Thank you for confirming what has recently been brought to my attention. I love all of your videos and thank you so much for all the wonderful videos. Stay Golden ✨🥰
Pile 2, I’m crying, I needed to hear this today (and for a while now). Thank you
I choose pile 2 and yes, it triggered me but I had to hear your words... Your reads are sooooo accurate and therapeutical at the same time... thank you 💖 you're a blessing to me
That was one of the most incredible readings I’ve ever received in my life. And I am deadddd at the salt a platoon reference. It really painted a picture and I love you honor yourself and are weird with your metaphors bc they really speak to me and you inspire me to be myself. Thank you for such an amazing reading. PILE 4 BABY
Pile #2 Wow this reading was scary accurate 😅 Thank you so much for this insightful reading 💎❤︎
I love that you have perfect timing with your videos and they are always on point. Sometimes i need the triggers, thank you so much love.
Pile 3
So spot on, it's unbelievable.
Thank you
Pile 1 : So true. Yes, my biggest enemy is me. I'm super scared of criticism yet I criticize myself more than anyone. I'm too hard on myself until I break down. Also, I'm a people pleasure. As you said, I do stuffs people like, not what I like cause I think my emotions are not valued. I seek for approval as well. Yeap, I was taught to be practical and not focus on emotions as emotions cheat human. And now I've become someone who just don't know how to express what I feel. As you said, yes I know I need to start to let go of blockages in my life but I'm scared to hurt others who have expectations on me.
But the good news is, I start to work on my fears. I'm taking baby steps or rather say almost tiny step, but atleast I'm trying, that's what I'm proud of. Though I'm scared to take these steps of letting go, I'm trying. And after listening this, I'm appreciating myself a little too.
Thank you ESO. Another great resonate video!! Have a good day.
Pile 3: thank you so much for your words- so much of the stuff you said is stuff I struggled to take in. Thank you (1:35:30) just saving for next time I need to hear that
I love these kind of readings. Helps me see myself from an observer perspective. Keep it up :)
I love watching your videos! You are one of the main tarot/oracle readers on RUclips that has inspired me to start sharing guidance for others on my own channel. You do such an amazing job!!! ✨💗🙏💯
I picked pile 3 and thought it was interesting getting the card of the unseen as I’m asking the Universe for help with health , specifically eye health 👀 ✨ 👁👁✨
pile 4 here! So spot on, LITERALLY, you mentioned Spongebob and "for babies" and, when I was a kid i felt so guilty for watching spongebob, because it was for babies, even when I was literally a baby, but admitting that would be to admit I was vulnerable.
i'm on this journey to heal my inner child, and i know you hear that a lot, but honestly i just realized i never allowed myself to be a kid, i was this little adult since i was born and i shamed other kids for liking kids stuff, for playing and just enjoying life and silliness, and now i just realize i didn't wanted others to perceive me as a child because that would mean i am vulnerable, like a child is. I was afraid of things happening to me because others viewed me as this tiny thing, that they wouldn't respect me or my words... and now I just don't know how to enjoy anything because I've internalized that is being vulnerable, that enjoying stuff is a risk... now i'm gonna learn, i don't know how, but i gotta do this
I love these! I seem to always gravitate towards card 2 but truly I just love listening to you chat about all the cards🧡👏🏽
I have picked #2 & #3. Just what I needed to hear and the important things to be reminded of. I do acknowledge those fears and doubts, and oddly I'm not triggered by your readings at all. I guess it means I'm heading towards the right direction on being more okay with not having all figured out to feel safe and in control, and also I can always always trust in myself regardless what has happened and may happen next. Thank you Eso, so so much. ♥️ 😊 I really appreciate you.
I picked pile 1 and know that it was for me, everything that you explained was so me like the most inner fears as I want to become artist
you have such a gift ohmylord. pile #4... ive been knowing this for far too long but i just don’t know where to start to undo this mask. also you are too cute with that spongebob inference hahahahaha! there’s a reason why spirit chose spongebob, many of us love and grew up with it and can definitely agree that we are in fact weenies and goobers. 🙈😂💗
Thank you for this. I love your channel, your readings outside of things regarding love are so accurate for me. You have no idea how much I need them and you always post just in time.
I was not prepared for the truths shown in Pile 2 but boy did I need to hear it. THANK YOU. 🙏✨