I remember I used to sing this to my family members, mostly my grandmother, and she loved my voice so much that she would secretly record it and keep it in her phone as a memory, she loves me so much, her gallery is filled up with my photos since I was little, she is my everything, my mother, father, and overall my best friend
Whenever I'm in pain, i never told anyone about my real problem, even my close friend. All i could do is just stay quiet, because i know that they don't care.
even if they care, they would just say that it is nothing and it's all thing of my mind or say that I complaing having everything and compare their problems with mine
👋 hey, im late i know but i came better then i don't right ? I have something for you and everyone else need it :0! Make for yourself a close friend that you trust them And talk about your problem but don't wait for their help , you say why? I say , When you tell about your problem your mind work like what the tash can in computer does, i will explain more when you tell someone have a soul about your problem your mind will find the solution if not then it will delete the wrong feeling, idea , and the depression power from your memory and then you can find your solution by yourself and it will make you stronger, don't be shy or don't feel shame cause we Need to tell about our problem , it's like heavy Rock on our shoulders, when we talk about it it will remove the heaviest things and it will make you comfortable, it's not wrong :0 I hope everyone understand what i mean cause I'm really bad at pass the idea ,_, !
lyrics: I'm nearing the end of my fourth year I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears Everyone seemed to say it was so great But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake? I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run I keep collections of masks upon my wall To try and stop myself from revealing it all Affecting others is the last thing I would do I keep to myself though I want to break through I hold so many small regrets And what-ifs down inside my head Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Makeup is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run
My friends didnt know how they made me feel bad in school so whenever i watched this it makes my day...And i cant show how hard i feel sad tysm for posting this😔❤
I had the slowed version of this song saved on a playlist. I’d always cry to this song every night. My pretty neighbour always made me insecure in every way. Even if she hasnt done anything to me, I still thought that way against her. It sucks. She has everything, a comfortable life, and of course, a pretty face. I’d always tell myself repeatedly that she will always be better than me, she is. It only made me hate myself more. Well, that was probably about..2 years ago? i’m slowly recovering tho, I have set a better mindset that I’ll just see her as my inspiration. I’ll be better than her. Its hard, but im getting there. I have gain some confidence, loved my self a bit. Sure, she still makes me insecure in so many ways. Nope, I dont blame her anymore. I blame myself, that I thought that way against her. Anyways, I have set a better mindset and is now. Im trying now 🫶🏻🫶🏻
hugs to everyone who's on the verge of giving up but is still holding on because they still hope for a better future, for those who bottle up their emotions, those who's always the listener but never "listened", for those who always put on a smile, for everyone reading this. I may not know you but, I'm so proud of you! Cheers to us and everyone!
"I tend to handle thing's usually by myself,And i can't even seem to try and ask for help im sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest" That the heartbroken lyrics tho :(
Our project was to choose a song we like and write the lyrics that caught our attention and how we feel to the song we choose and I immediately thought about this song
Listening to this song makes me cry every time, I'm a 13 yr old who is overweight my weight was 64 ,I get bullied a lot , and If I try to go on a diet and workout they would just say I'm dramatic
Im so sorry you are or were going through this. A lot of people are mean because their own insecurities and that has nothing to do with you. Remember you are a beautiful person no matter your weight 💕
was gonna type a comment about how i feel but had second thoughts cause i *know* i'm just being dramatic and that everyone else i meet has it worse, but then again this comment i'm making literally reveals all that
This song gets to me so much I wish I can find someone who I can tell my problems but everyone would just say “ugh you’re overreacting”, and now I’m used to it I never told anyone about my problems and everything is a mess I have these friends at school it’s a very small school so it was only me and another girl. We became friends and we also friended this girl in sixth grade. I remember overhearing my teacher with my two friends and my teacher said that the school was going to make some team project or something, and then they both said to each other “besties stay together we’re definitely teaming up together.” I felt so sad , and I started avoiding them “I liked staying alone better anyways” I thought to myself. I never wanted to tell them my problems, so that’s why I tell my problems to the comments. It’s just better a stranger knows your struggles instead of someone who would hurt you in the end……
Why is it so hard? Listening to this song, I identified myself, I wanted to be able to count on my friend but even that I do, and sometimes it's annoying to have to cry alone and have to live every day with my numerous problems
U can handle ur own problems ur so dramatic litteraly u already know ur friends dont care bruh💀 if i was ur friend i wont care at all i will just laugh at u for being dramatic over a thing bruh smh
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg It's not drama, asshole. I just sometimes wanted someone who could listen to me and help me. If it were so easy to solve my problems on my own, I wouldn't be here, venting. How can you be such an idiot? bruh
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg you don’t even know what’s in their life LMFAOOO YOURE THE OVERREACTING ONE HERE. what does someone’s vent that you don’t like have to do with you? Unhappy? Then hmmm... DONT REPLY? good idea! Fuck off
This song reminds me of book XOXO I remember playing this song continuously while reading that book and getting butterflies in maa stomach 😭 ahh nostalgic. .
This song reminds me that we aren’t perfect, no one is but we want to be so we can make a family proud, make people like us, but we dont have to do that, find a partner that loves you for you, find friends that like you for you, remember that we are not perfect, we are perfect in our own way
Vent ‼️‼️ I know that I shouldn’t feel jealous but I can’t help it . My friend has a crush on my bsf and I don’t want her to take her away . My bsf is the only one that supported me in hard times , she is funny kind and the bestest friend you can ever have and trust and I’m just sobbing because I hate that my friend likes her so much .
Why dont u just support ur friend plus why r u jealous ur jealous bc she likes ur bsf💀 then why dont u tell ur bsf that u like him so he wont leave u bruh💀 ur so dramatic litteraly
I'm nearing the end of my fourth year I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears Everyone seemed to say it was so great But did I miss out? Was it a huge mistake? And I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations I thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run I keep collections of masks upon my wall To try and stop myself from revealing it all Affecting others is the last thing I would do I keep to myself, though I want to break through I hate to be someone with guts and situations But it's been far too long, now they all have foundations I took too much time to try and settle in I lost a couple friends before I could begin I seem so stuck upon the past I wish it played out differently I've never been quite that good I sit in silence miserably I hold so many small regrets And what-ifs down inside my head Some confidence it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations I thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down, feelings are all around How did I get here? I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations I thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't I guess I've never really been that type of person I crumple easily, conditions start to worsen I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run
I was the quiet kid who never spoke a word in high school to classmates and had 1-2 friends during lunch. Never attended a dance/ prom was cancelled for covid. Had straight As from a Chinese family. Was depressed and expected a lot from myself to perform in academics. In my fourth year I tried unalive but still graduated and got into a good uni’s good program, then many times again, descending in a year (first to second “year” of uni) into total emotional pain. The straight A student can barely function. At the same time, I learned how to love and build a life outside of endless studying. I’m learning how to make peace with the past of abuse and abandonment. Like the song’s lyrics, I’m used to doing things alone and it was what I used to known. I wanted to control everything and cried a lot. Not wanting to burden people. After six hospital stays for psych I’m learning to get along with people and ask for help, even feeling like I can belong. Knowing I can open up and ask for help and feeling people are here to help me. To high school seniors who relate to this song I want to say things can get better after you reach age to move out and get out of high school. Things are harder when you are younger and living at home. There will be a lot more freedom to determine what you want, and to move away from expectations of high school peers in smaller classrooms or the wants from family. It’s possible to determine what you want in your life even if it’s hard to see at age 16-18. Hang in there. You are amazing and worthy of a life where you feel fulfilled and happy and waking up feeling excited to start each new day ♡
I remember I used to sing this to my family members, mostly my grandmother, and she loved my voice so much that she would secretly record it and keep it in her phone as a memory, she loves me so much, her gallery is filled up with my photos since I was little, she is my everything, my mother, father, and overall my best friend
this makes me so happy 😭
stalker
wow you got a life🥺
awee so cute
🥺🥺 so cute!!
Whenever I'm in pain, i never told anyone about my real problem, even my close friend. All i could do is just stay quiet, because i know that they don't care.
even if they care, they would just say that it is nothing and it's all thing of my mind or say that I complaing having everything and compare their problems with mine
Fr bro
I did once to one of my friends, they just went quiet and changed the subject.. 😕
👋 hey, im late i know but i came better then i don't right ?
I have something for you and everyone else need it :0!
Make for yourself a close friend that you trust them
And talk about your problem but don't wait for their help , you say why? I say ,
When you tell about your problem your mind work like what the tash can in computer does, i will explain more when you tell someone have a soul about your problem your mind will find the solution if not then it will delete the wrong feeling, idea , and the depression power from your memory and then you can find your solution by yourself and it will make you stronger, don't be shy or don't feel shame cause we Need to tell about our problem , it's like heavy Rock on our shoulders, when we talk about it it will remove the heaviest things and it will make you comfortable, it's not wrong :0
I hope everyone understand what i mean cause I'm really bad at pass the idea ,_, !
i do care ur not alone
this fits giyuu so much he never smiled....he thinks the other hashira is better than him even though he lost so many friends.....
true😢
Lyrics
tyyy
tysmm
Tyyyyy
0:33 is my favorite part
My too
its everyones, really.
@@kitty4evrryea
This song is literally my life 🥲
aaa giyuu and this song >>
lyrics:
I'm nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake?
I can't help the fact I like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know
I tend to handle things usually by myself
And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself from revealing it all
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
I keep to myself though I want to break through
I hold so many small regrets
And what-ifs down inside my head
Some confidence, it couldn't hurt me
My demeanor is often misread
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
Woah
I love this song because it reflects how I feel just because I smile and laugh doesn’t mean I’m happy
"But did I miss out, was it a huge mistake?"
This lyrics relates to me so much
tomioka in the bg 💫perfection💫
hes lowkey slaying
I think personally it would be amazing as kageyama from the middle school tho- I think he just kins this song- not being rude!!!
it fits sm
"I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress. I would be prom queen if crying was a contest."
*Hurts my insides*
M
0:36
The fact that the character in the background understands the song in their life 😢❤
Of course, giyuu in a prom dress 😂
@@Needsleep_22LOL
Yeah...
This song makes me feel like crying but dancing at the same time
0:36 1:28 2:06
this is how i feel everytime i get an anxiety attack at a party
Sped up song are literally the best 💟
My friends didnt know how they made me feel bad in school so whenever i watched this it makes my day...And i cant show how hard i feel sad tysm for posting this😔❤
Maia's music is amazing, I've been obsessed ever since I heard her on LiS: true colors
Being introvert is sometimes fun
“I tend to handle things all by myself” bro this is me
whenever I'm suicidal and ppl call me ugly and I listen to this song this made my day:)
Oh my god this is the most relatable song for me on the planet
My comfort song
Same
I love how u have him as the background picture because it really fits him in a way
This is a amazing song. I think its in my top five
this screams 2019 summer vibes.
i love this ❤️❤️ fav song
BRO I CAN LITERALLY CRY FROM THIS SONG FR IF IM SAD THIS SONG JUST MAKES ME SO HAPPY
"guess I maybe had a couple expectations thought I'd get them but no I didn't"
my whole life explained in a few words😕
U should be an actor u can be a drama queen
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg thank you 🤗🤗 you should act too and be the person who has no life
@@lavyyyhii shiver my timb_e-ers so skary oh no so so so skary 😭😭😲😲😱😱😫😫😫
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg oh no I hope I didn't scare you too much you the point that you went to your non existent daddy 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺☹️☹️☹️☹️🙁😞😞😣
@@lavyyyhii omg so offensive i so sad😢 im so cry😭😭
I've related to this song for years.
I had the slowed version of this song saved on a playlist. I’d always cry to this song every night. My pretty neighbour always made me insecure in every way. Even if she hasnt done anything to me, I still thought that way against her. It sucks. She has everything, a comfortable life, and of course, a pretty face. I’d always tell myself repeatedly that she will always be better than me, she is. It only made me hate myself more.
Well, that was probably about..2 years ago? i’m slowly recovering tho, I have set a better mindset that I’ll just see her as my inspiration. I’ll be better than her. Its hard, but im getting there. I have gain some confidence, loved my self a bit. Sure, she still makes me insecure in so many ways. Nope, I dont blame her anymore. I blame myself, that I thought that way against her. Anyways, I have set a better mindset and is now. Im trying now 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Having tomioka as the picture is perfect
0:23 suits kageyama. For middle school years tho-
hugs to everyone who's on the verge of giving up but is still holding on because they still hope for a better future, for those who bottle up their emotions, those who's always the listener but never "listened", for those who always put on a smile, for everyone reading this. I may not know you but, I'm so proud of you! Cheers to us and everyone!
Thank you
Ty 😭😭😭😭😭
I SEE GIYU. I CLICK.
hahaha same
Whenever I’m depressed or stressed out. I don’t tell anyone about it, only my mother whenever I tell her my problems she comforts me.
i never knew it was possible to relate to a song so much-
i feel related in a good way
congratulations on 1 million, this song is perfect,
Omg, thank you
Hay xỉu 🥺❤️
"I tend to handle thing's usually by myself,And i can't even seem to try and ask for help
im sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest"
That the heartbroken lyrics tho :(
This song is sweet
1:02 in my heart
this is so good omg
Our project was to choose a song we like and write the lyrics that caught our attention and how we feel to the song we choose and I immediately thought about this song
Nobod:
Me only clicking on this video cause of Giyuu but gets surprised that this is actually good though
samee
this song is an honest banger not even lying guys :3
I love this song
Same!!!1!
@@MetalBat17
It's a great
Whenever I am sad listen to this in a prom dress😭
this helped me do my homework lmao
such a bop 🥺🙏
Listening to this song makes me cry every time, I'm a 13 yr old who is overweight my weight was 64 ,I get bullied a lot , and If I try to go on a diet and workout they would just say I'm dramatic
same:)
Im so sorry you are or were going through this. A lot of people are mean because their own insecurities and that has nothing to do with you. Remember you are a beautiful person no matter your weight 💕
Be ok my weight is 58 and my friends weight is 74 be ok you must be beautiful
U r dramatic
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg why would u say that
واخيرا عرفت اسم الاغنيه يربي تجنن💋💞
i like this song 😔❤
I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress 3
“I keep collections of masks upon my wall”
That one was too true
Excuse me-? 💀
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg the masks r like the fake faces/feelings you show to ppl
2020-2021>>>
this wasnt 2020 or 2021 it was 2019
the exact same vibe when I'm sitting on the floor in the school bathroom crying
True me to
I NEVER tell anyone if i im in pain
this song
sometimes it's hard to get over some things that others don't understand and that's how you know you can't tell anyone so I'm not weird
Summer 2021.. Sleeping late drawing at 5 am .. Summer 2022 went back to that phase..
I fell useless. Im just piece of shit. I cry about my problems that dont exist. Thats the truth.
What do u mean u feel "useless" u r useless for crying over a thing ur being a drama queen litteraly
This song gives me memories…
I love this thx it's better then the original thank you:)
I like it 💗💗
was gonna type a comment about how i feel but had second thoughts cause i *know* i'm just being dramatic and that everyone else i meet has it worse, but then again this comment i'm making literally reveals all that
“ I’d be the prom queen if crying was a contest “
This song gets to me so much I wish I can find someone who I can tell my problems but everyone would just say “ugh you’re overreacting”, and now I’m used to it I never told anyone about my problems and everything is a mess I have these friends at school it’s a very small school so it was only me and another girl. We became friends and we also friended this girl in sixth grade. I remember overhearing my teacher with my two friends and my teacher said that the school was going to make some team project or something, and then they both said to each other “besties stay together we’re definitely teaming up together.” I felt so sad , and I started avoiding them “I liked staying alone better anyways” I thought to myself. I never wanted to tell them my problems, so that’s why I tell my problems to the comments. It’s just better a stranger knows your struggles instead of someone who would hurt you in the end……
I’ve had no real friends in a while so I realize this song I relate to, a lot.
Why is it so hard? Listening to this song, I identified myself, I wanted to be able to count on my friend but even that I do, and sometimes it's annoying to have to cry alone and have to live every day with my numerous problems
U can handle ur own problems ur so dramatic litteraly u already know ur friends dont care bruh💀 if i was ur friend i wont care at all i will just laugh at u for being dramatic over a thing bruh smh
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg It's not drama, asshole. I just sometimes wanted someone who could listen to me and help me. If it were so easy to solve my problems on my own, I wouldn't be here, venting. How can you be such an idiot? bruh
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg you don’t even know what’s in their life LMFAOOO YOURE THE OVERREACTING ONE HERE. what does someone’s vent that you don’t like have to do with you? Unhappy? Then hmmm... DONT REPLY? good idea! Fuck off
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg BRO YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE THEIR FRIEND ANYWAY-
GIYUU!
Bruh this song is 2018-2019 its litterly so nostalgic good times😭
The way it's giyuu in the background..
im sitting here, crying with my homework 💔
I can’t ever seem to ask for help
Nghe xong thấy yêu đời vãi ra (((:💞
I love it it’s so trueee
I can relate to this song sm what ?
This song reminds me of book XOXO I remember playing this song continuously while reading that book and getting butterflies in maa stomach 😭 ahh nostalgic. .
This song reminds me that we aren’t perfect, no one is but we want to be so we can make a family proud, make people like us, but we dont have to do that, find a partner that loves you for you, find friends that like you for you, remember that we are not perfect, we are perfect in our own way
Giyuu is so beautiful
i agree
Vent ‼️‼️
I know that I shouldn’t feel jealous but I can’t help it . My friend has a crush on my bsf and I don’t want her to take her away . My bsf is the only one that supported me in hard times , she is funny kind and the bestest friend you can ever have and trust and I’m just sobbing because I hate that my friend likes her so much .
You have every right to be jealous, I mean, if smt like that happened to me too I would be jealous as well
Why dont u just support ur friend plus why r u jealous ur jealous bc she likes ur bsf💀 then why dont u tell ur bsf that u like him so he wont leave u bruh💀 ur so dramatic litteraly
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg bro can you shut the fuck up? Someone is trying to vent here and you are acting like a total asshole.
Nerdy ass mf 🤓
I love this somg
“i cant help the fact i like to be alone” “i cant ever seem to try and ask for help” SO REALLLL
I haven't heard this song since the last 2 years
I'm nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like I've been lacking, crying too many tears
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
But did I miss out? Was it a huge mistake?
And I can't help the fact I like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad, but that's just what I seem to know
I tend to handle things usually by myself
And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
I thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself from revealing it all
Affecting others is the last thing I would do
I keep to myself, though I want to break through
I hate to be someone with guts and situations
But it's been far too long, now they all have foundations
I took too much time to try and settle in
I lost a couple friends before I could begin
I seem so stuck upon the past
I wish it played out differently
I've never been quite that good
I sit in silence miserably
I hold so many small regrets
And what-ifs down inside my head
Some confidence it couldn't hurt me
My demeanor is often misread
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
I thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
I'm sitting here, crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest
Make-up is running down, feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a couple expectations
I thought I'd get to them, but no, I didn't
I guess I've never really been that type of person
I crumple easily, conditions start to worsen
I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
Anytime I tell my friends or family that I'm sad they call me "emo" or make jokes about it 👍
I'm sorry that happened but now a days they make jokes abt depression and other things thinking its a joke
Bc u r emo
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg not funny
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg wow ur soo funny😐
@@mobilelegends-sh5cg very funny..
The only memory I have of my senior prom is sobbing in the bathroom so yeah pretty accurate
giyuu w this is making me cyr
This song is supreme
Listening this song while raining💖😭
Hay xĩu:33
I CANT MEET JOSEPH. CAUSE HE'S LİVE İN AMERİCA BUT I'M İN TURKEY I JEALOUS THAT SHE MET HİS FANS 😭😭
i love this..
happy song+sad song=my fav music
why do i relate to this song so much ngl-
this song sounds so weird normally it’s so slow
I was the quiet kid who never spoke a word in high school to classmates and had 1-2 friends during lunch. Never attended a dance/ prom was cancelled for covid. Had straight As from a Chinese family. Was depressed and expected a lot from myself to perform in academics. In my fourth year I tried unalive but still graduated and got into a good uni’s good program, then many times again, descending in a year (first to second “year” of uni) into total emotional pain. The straight A student can barely function. At the same time, I learned how to love and build a life outside of endless studying. I’m learning how to make peace with the past of abuse and abandonment. Like the song’s lyrics, I’m used to doing things alone and it was what I used to known. I wanted to control everything and cried a lot. Not wanting to burden people. After six hospital stays for psych I’m learning to get along with people and ask for help, even feeling like I can belong. Knowing I can open up and ask for help and feeling people are here to help me. To high school seniors who relate to this song I want to say things can get better after you reach age to move out and get out of high school. Things are harder when you are younger and living at home. There will be a lot more freedom to determine what you want, and to move away from expectations of high school peers in smaller classrooms or the wants from family. It’s possible to determine what you want in your life even if it’s hard to see at age 16-18. Hang in there. You are amazing and worthy of a life where you feel fulfilled and happy and waking up feeling excited to start each new day ♡