Over 22+ Years ago id run my hands through my 1st loves hair peting her to sleep. All these years later after a generation later, we get our chance to do it right. Heaven is on the way.
@@LIRICAS_DEL_METAL I know this girl since we were 7 years old fell in love at first sight never tried to tell her how I felt . After maybe 8 years later are families went different ways . Ever since that last day of seeing her I would be so in my head wondering thinking hoping to meet up to let her know . Yrs gone yrs flew. Nothing. Then Myspace etc came out I would try to find her still nothing even going to mall stores or anywhere I would keep my eyes peeled for her. Couple yrs later Facebook showed up. Still tried reaching out nothing . Well 10 months ago finally I was so freaking excited happy blessed so needed to get this burden off my chest . I sent friend request couple weeks later she responded 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 the best feeling of my life . No bull!!!!!. We were hitting it good happy to hear from each other.. Then she asked what was my dad's last name . I told her she responded with is he related to blah blah. Which is my dad's son my step brother.. They been together 14 years it hurt to know she was with my bro . But. There's way more detail I leaving out . But she kept asking to see me . And I felt so wanting to meet . But there was something I felt off . She later said her n hi are roommates . Like what why how?? So she came over and OMG OMG the energy we had for each other Off the charts .. She would come over and we drink play board games. All the good stuff. Then she told me she kicked him out. Y ? Another off feeling. She quickly jumped in a relationship with me way to fast but it was my fault also . Months later of being together I started noticing weird conversations. Red flags just really messed up things she would say. N I reacted mean to her . But the ugly crazy stuff she says. Like idk it's just fkd up. The sex was very off beat Like a robot that never gets satisfied. I mean over n over n over n over I'm talking about 15 times a day n I couldn't do it. It started feeling awkward. How I would sometimes just tell her I'm drained she would say. If I don't get it from you I'll get it from someone else. Wow WTF!!! Or I'm not gonna stay faithful. Or she wanted to see other people . And let's be FWB. But later saying I just joking . Bro you jokes like that. 4 months of weirdness. And she called me a narcissist . I never heard of it. So I looked into it. And my heart just crashed my soul felt dead . My life felt gone . Yeah man it's a lot of stuff but yup she's a 💯 narcissist. After all this time for me to fall in love with the empty shell. It still hurts to this day we still text every now and then. But she mostly manipulating me or creating drama while heartbroken. Fuck it hurts bad brother. But yeah sorry long story but thank u so much for asking. That means a bunch . 💯
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Beautiful to sing along with
Personification at its best
Over 22+ Years ago id run my hands through my 1st loves hair peting her to sleep. All these years later after a generation later, we get our chance to do it right. Heaven is on the way.
Take advantage of life's opportunities!!😎🤘🏼
That's freaking awesome bro .
Happy for you 2
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@@LIRICAS_DEL_METAL I know this girl since we were 7 years old fell in love at first sight never tried to tell her how I felt .
After maybe 8 years later are families went different ways .
Ever since that last day of seeing her I would be so in my head wondering thinking hoping to meet up to let her know .
Yrs gone yrs flew.
Nothing.
Then Myspace etc came out I would try to find her still nothing even going to mall stores or anywhere I would keep my eyes peeled for her.
Couple yrs later Facebook showed up.
Still tried reaching out nothing .
Well 10 months ago finally I was so freaking excited happy blessed so needed to get this burden off my chest .
I sent friend request couple weeks later she responded 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 the best feeling of my life .
No bull!!!!!.
We were hitting it good happy to hear from each other..
Then she asked what was my dad's last name . I told her she responded with is he related to blah blah.
Which is my dad's son my step brother..
They been together 14 years it hurt to know she was with my bro .
But.
There's way more detail I leaving out .
But she kept asking to see me .
And I felt so wanting to meet .
But there was something I felt off .
She later said her n hi are roommates .
Like what why how??
So she came over and OMG OMG the energy we had for each other
Off the charts ..
She would come over and we drink play board games.
All the good stuff.
Then she told me she kicked him out.
Y ?
Another off feeling.
She quickly jumped in a relationship with me way to fast but it was my fault also .
Months later of being together I started noticing weird conversations.
Red flags just really messed up things she would say.
N I reacted mean to her .
But the ugly crazy stuff she says.
Like idk it's just fkd up.
The sex was very off beat
Like a robot that never gets satisfied.
I mean over n over n over n over I'm talking about 15 times a day n I couldn't do it.
It started feeling awkward.
How I would sometimes just tell her I'm drained she would say.
If I don't get it from you I'll get it from someone else.
Wow WTF!!!
Or I'm not gonna stay faithful.
Or she wanted to see other people .
And let's be FWB.
But later saying I just joking .
Bro you jokes like that.
4 months of weirdness.
And she called me a narcissist .
I never heard of it.
So I looked into it.
And my heart just crashed my soul felt dead .
My life felt gone .
Yeah man it's a lot of stuff but yup she's a 💯 narcissist.
After all this time for me to fall in love with the empty shell.
It still hurts to this day we still text every now and then.
But she mostly manipulating me or creating drama while heartbroken.
Fuck it hurts bad brother.
But yeah sorry long story but thank u so much for asking.
That means a bunch . 💯
Fucking awesome song!!!!!
Yes sir!👍👍