same. at first i thought the album was good to jam to and everything but after that article...now it holds more significance to me because i know the emotion behind it. i'm really glad lean's doing better now.
a very dear friend of mine shot himself last year after a battle with addiction. im a hooper and dancing to this song releases the festering tightness in my chest. he passed away a month after it had been a year since my other friends suicide. if you’re reading this i want you to stop what you’re doing, take a deep breath, and have a small moment to embrace yourself. embrace the cute little things about you that you believe go unnoticed. embrace your silliness. embrace your anger. embrace it all. because you deserve to feel loved. because you ARE love. please stay.
This song made me cry several times when I set the volume high and sang along. It's like I felt his pain in some ways, probably his most emotional song. The feeling when you realize you're on the verge of life and death. It's a song about self-destruction which you don't think you're capable of stopping. I can imagine many have felt that way. Very dark, emotional, yet so poetical and beautiful. I'm glad Lean survived, be he blessed.
This song saved me after I was stuck in a hospital in Japan in 2020. I came abroad for studying and was hit by car. Needed a surgery and spent about 3 months in a rehabilitation center, alone and away from family cos flights were not allowed due to pandemic. Japanese doctors were extremely kind and supportive, but sometimes I was really depressed cos I was not able to walk and had to learn how to do it at the age of 20 while staying completely alone in a far away foreign country. The horror of the traffic accident has just started getting to me at that time and such trauma often leaves a horrible mix of a will to live and gratitude for surviving wth a huge fear of life and panic. Since I started walking again, I went outside my Japanese apartment every night to sit at the swing and listened to this song 10 times in a row. Every night. It helped me to survive and release these emotions. And while I was swinging, I felt I could fly.
When i wanna send myself off the roof or smash my head against a wall this song is like a lightning rod for me. Just absorbs a tiny piece of your despair and it gets better suddenly. No artist ever in this world made anything like that. The amount of connection i feel through these songs for the last 5 years is just otherworldly. I will meet my worst and the greatest moments with you, leandoer
Adolescence: Man, Lean was so lucky to get Travis Scott on a track before he blew up. Adulthood: *Man, Travis was so lucky to get on a Lean track before he went underground.*
Takes me back to 2016. 26 years old living in Orange County CA, drinking a bottle of whiskey a day, depressed and broken… I used to cry to this song. I’m 33 now and sober. listening to this song still gives me chills…yung lean got me through hard times..
Wow I hit a nerve, didn't I? You were typing so fast you forgot how to spell? Is that it? Or were you too busy trying to sound enlightened on the internet?
Furthermore, I'm just guessing for the fun of it so tell me if I'm wrong, but couldn't "sad sack of shit" be used to describe your life? It's just a guess but I have a strong feeling I'm right.
I got back into yung lean recently and I remember reading that article about him losing his friend and getting really fucked up with depression. My coworker/friend came into work last Tuesday and shot himself in his car in our parking lot. I tried to talk to him because I knew he was in a dark place. I wish I could have done more. It really puts you in a bad place and puts life in perspective. Love you yung lean.
I had a coworker who i saw she was having a real bad night but couldnt talk much since i had to work but i told her to go home and relax when she gets off, come to find out she went home and relaxed all right relaxed with an over dosed of heroin.
That's really crazy man. I never had anything like that happen, but I have lost friends. It's even worse in some ways, because you talked to someone every day and then you find out they died. One of them was by his own hand and the other one just died suddenly. Times like that make you realize that death is very very real and close to you.
When I first heard this song I thought is was 110% garbage. Four days later this song has been on constant repeat its the first song I want to listen to every day. Damn lean respect man. Love this it's my new fave it's so emotional
[Refrain] I'm not for you I'm not, looking for New I'm not for New England I'm not for New I'm not for you I'm not looking for I'm not for New England I'm not for New [Chorus] Pop, pop, pop, drop this top, top, top I roll like a rock, rock 'n' roll to the top I don't give a motherfuck Watchin' Star Wars, smokin' pot I take what I got, I live 'til it stops Ch-ch-chop, chop, chop up my lungs, stay rot I take what I got, you hate that you not Like me, hate me, I don't give a motherfuck What I am, what I'm not, Polo down to my socks [Verse] What person, they can't stop, I fly to the top F-f-fuck what you got, I'm off a pill, rollin' like a rock White diamonds countin' guap, I got marble on my watch I got slanders out the front, I'll keep goin' 'til I'm numb I got pockets like the plug, I'm movin' 'round all day Fade to grey, everything can't stay I smoke so much, went away I'm in Leanworld, l-l-let my mind stay Whichever today, I love all my brothers, we gon' slay [Refrain] I'm not for New England I'm not, looking for New I'm not for New England I'm not for New [Bridge] I miss some places, I wish we lived on another earth You think you hate me, I know that it hurts Burn, burn, burn, my turn, turn, turn Burn, burn, burn, my turn, turn, turn I miss some places, I wish we lived on another earth You think I hate you, I know that it hurts I burned, burned, burned, my turn, turn, turns Take away, I know that it hurts [Refrain] I'm not for New England I'm not for New England I'm not looking for New I'm not for New England I'm not for you [Chorus] Pop, pop, pop, drop this top, top, top I roll like a rock, rock 'n' roll to the top I don't give a motherfuck Watchin' Star Wars, smokin' pot I take what I got, I live 'til it stops Chop, chop, chop up my lungs, stay rot I take what I got, you hate that you not Like me, hate me, I don't give a motherfuck What I am, what I'm not, Polo down to my socks [Refrain] I'm not for New England I'm not, looking for New I'm not for you I'm not for you
I'm very happy. His story is priceless. The isolation in this small house in the forest with the help of nature made him clean. RIP to his buddy Stay sober guys and don't die on me. Let's die natural & meet each other in heaven's lobby
for Americans unfamiliar with what ultra means, it's a hooligan, generally football fans, they cause havoc, fights, lots of drink drugs and disorder, after reading the fader peice, this song means so much
+memestar this is wrong even by the standard definition, but ultras are hooligans too, I've only heard it to describe Russian football hooligans but they probably use it in Northern Europe too
my take on the concepts explored in this vid: 1) dress/gown: I feel like he wore it to say fuck you to anyone who thinks that stereotypes exist or that people should follow them. also to look next level (since posting this ive been told that it may be a "nordic dress". i was also looking online to see if i could find it and this is the closest dress i could find g02.a.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1aDRELpXXXXb9XpXXq6xXFXXX4/2016-spring-summer-designer-womens-dresses-black-beige-dark-blue-knee-length-red-flower-print-fashion.jpg , on reddit some also believe that is an alexander mcqueen or gucci piece) 2) reference to the painting "Ophelia": someone in the comments mentioned that if you look at a picture of the painting on google and compare it to 2:04 it's pretty similar. this painting depicts a woman lying on a body of water and i found this quote on wiki: "Her clothes, trapping air, have allowed her to temporarily stay afloat. But eventually, "her garments, heavy with their drink, / Pull'd the poor wretch from her melodious lay" down "to muddy death."" which could be compared to him digging his own grave. leany and his friends love going to art galleries so i feel that this is definitely a reference to a painting 3) digging his own grave: he's sick of constantly being put under pressure to be/act a certain way so he wants to get away from it all. His home is the only place he feels safe - like a hospital, were he can heal his mind with drugs and he found happiness doing what he wants even if it means digging his own grave. 4) head wound: perhaps to suggest that he's mentally unwell and losing his mind 5) sickness refs like straight jacket and hospital clothing/equipment: maybe to show that hes sick mentally & physically & needs help? from someone in the comments said that the iv drip could also suggest that he is "trying" to sober up, via IV needle in his arm w/ fluids to stop alcohol affecting his system further. the fact that he is also doing it himself with no assistance shows that maybe he himself wants to change 6) painting himself grey: the lyrics say "fade to grey, everything can't stay", maybe showing that he feels lifeless & that he doesn't wanna be a part of anything hes established for himself anymore (relating to digging grave motif). someone in the comments also mentioned that his clothing still being vibrant was to show that in the beginning he was all about drugs/expensive clothing and all of that shit but since he's blown up he's become exactly what he was singing about and now he's lost what he had before he blew up; so the clothes and persona remain but our leany isn't who he wants to/used to be 7) cardboard cut outs of forest animals in the penultimate scene: could suggest that time has stopped for him - he's lost to the point where he's turning grey and doesn't feel like himself anymore. maybe also used animals to juxtapose with how lifeless he feels? or that even the wildlife and nature that represents all things alive is no longer relevant or real to him? 8) dog: someone in the comments mentioned that he began to turn grey when his dog went away, and his dog could represent "obedience" and we can see that he isn't chasing after it. he was hurt by people in the past and now he doesn't give a motherfuck what other people view him as i may be looking far too deep into this but the vid honestly blew me away bc there were so many ideas & meanings behind it. love you leany u never cease to amaze me. this comment has become p extensive thanks to all the fans of this video which is great i love u guys
+CAITLINLIVESONCLOUDS I dont think lean gives a shit about gender politics, I think he just wants to be on some next level fashion shit like he's always tried
+Tristin Murray why wouldn't it be that deep? he obviously had to put some thought into as to why he wanted to include these things & why he wanted to give the song this specific story
В этой песне есть своя энергия, котрая меня зацепила еще в 16 году. Тогда еще я мало чего знал про жизнь и что прлизошло с лином. Сейчас она значит для меня еще больше. Сердце сжимается, мурашки и слезы на глазах. Думаю это лучшая песня в мире, спасибо тебе джонатан❤
Тогда жизнь была совсем другая и казалась другой, а сейчас все изменилось и только с этими треками можно мыслено переместиться в прошлое и ностальгировать
Песня о Биполярном Расстройстве, а именно как наносишь себе разрушение и самоуничтожаешься в различных фазах этого заболевания (наркотические вещества, мысли, необдуманные поступки, разрушение межличностных отношений) Я сам болею БАР 2 типа уже около 8 лет. Это ужасная болячка Янг Лину повезло что он может в творчество, и его вовремя заметили когда он съехал крышей. Я же долгое время оставался без лечения, и мозги сгорают от этой болезни в прямом смысле. Лекарств много приходится пить, у которых страшные побочные эффекты. Очень тяжелый трек…😢 Когда вовремя эту болячку ловишь (Лин спровоцировал не наркотиками и попал в психушку в состоянии Мании) и там его вовремя скорректировали. А так, обычно не замечаешь это за собой, чувствуешь что это так и должно быть. Сначала депрессуха месяцами, потом гипомании неделями, и потом это становится все хуже когда расшатываешь себе психику стрессами и наркотиками, тогда тяжело определить что с тобой… Лину ещё повезло что с ним рядом команда друзей, иначе без неё он бы не стал таким, да и разрушил бы себя окончательно, не будь Bladee рядом с ним когда он сходил с ума.
"The song was recorded before Lean “detached from reality” and had a mental breakdown; destroying his condo. The police found him covered in blood from the debris-he was then checked into a mental hospital in Miami. Soon after, his friend Barron died after crashing his car while on Xanax.". Yung Lean during the tour in Miami especially had become heavily addicted to Xanax, weed, and cocaine mixing the three together with alcohol constantly. This video is about his recovery and mental illness and the loss of a friend because of his addiction.
I had a dream with this song playing when I was at my lowest points in life. I was there with every friend and family member I love dearly at my elementary school yard. I think it was some kind of event to celebrate me coming out of that place, everyone in my life welcoming me back. I'll never forget that dream. Thank you for being such an integral part of my life Lean.
@@salty6176 it's because Lean stopped drugs. There is so many artists who take drugs - it shows how much it can help their music. When they come off it, it can be hard to get the rhythm or creativity back. Lean is my Goat - but it's better he is off drugs than complaining of music after it.
To me, what stands out the most in this video is lean in many different outfits (as well as silver skin). I feel each outfit, like the dress, is his attempt to be beautiful, to himself, to others. I've recently tried to be someone I thought I wanted to be, wanted others to see me and want me a certain way. But it led to anxiety, frustration, and an inability to deliver the expectations I had promised to both myself and others. I had fear that I could not keep up the appearance I had created. I had a breakdown. Felt like a bad trip. Felt better after some sleep and talking to a good friend; after some healing. Now, onto the next outfit. Lean's digging a hole, sometimes with a caged canary because of fear of something dangerous and life threatening happening while trying to uncover something. And indeed, life is dangerous when I try to dig up some meaning, find something, to look for truth and happiness - chasing goals, making decisions that significantly affect the course of my life for better or for worse. The drugs I do, the adrenaline from driving too fast, the sexual encounters engaged, people I choose to love, other exposures I undergo to feel alive as I dig my hole, continue my search, the clothes I wear: the way I want to be. And undoubtedly I get hurt along the way. And that requires times of healing. But that doesn't stop Lean from going back out, now with silver skin, with no more canary; no more fear of dying while trying, to keep digging.
Considering how aesthetically pleasing this video is, how well it goes with Lean's past and how raw and touching this song is, I honestly consider this kind of a masterpiece in a way.
After watching the documentary, the song hits completely different. This song feels like a farewell to his demented self. Its honestly one of the greatest tracks ever created imo. bookmarks a point in one of history’s most influentual artists lives. Respect lean
yung lean took drugs and thought in his trip that all his music is gone so he called his manager. Told him to bring it to him to miami because he goes crazy. So he drove to him to miami and get killed in a car crash. Yung Lean = mental wreck. There are more bg informations but who cares.. rip
Ummm not really...They were all already in Miami and his crew went back to Sweden but he stayed.He mixed Cocaine,lean,weed and xanax everyday and he went insane,he was hearing voices which caused him to end up in a hospital where he called his manager to bring him something and his manager died on the way to the hospital.He then spent a few months living in the woods,isolated from everybody,so he can recover.He created multiple personalities and danced with his furniture.He was in a pretty fucked up state but I think he is better now.
most underrated instrumental of modern music. The production is out of this world and to think that all they had for the album was mostly shitty snippets of lean fucking around high as hell and they managed to make one of the best albums of all time from it.
sometimes when things are too much i take a drive not sure where im gonna end up or if imma make it back but this song always comes on just when i need it and i scream it and after the tears it just gives me that power to turn and go back home
God damnit. I feel like crying now. J remember when this album came out 'i miss the old lean blah blah blah" and now even this era is nostalgic. Yung Lean you really impacted a lot of people, more than most of us can ever hope for.
You can feel the anguish from the beat, the delivery of his vocals (that he did outside at a pier in Miami) perfect song to vibe too if you’re feeling helpess
this song still gives me shivers to this day, the sheer amount of raw emotion lean conveys is hard to come by in music these days. An absolute masterpeice, rip Barron Machat.
The fact that this is the last image of the last song of the album has such much meaning in it. The whole album is about struggling and stuff and it ends with his funeral where he digs his own grave. He gave us a sign that many (including me) only just now come to understand with the noisey doc!! He’s an incredible artist fr
This will forever be the most emotional song for me and I’m so glad to have heard this live. I would do anything to hear it live again and just let go of everything and cry like crazy
pain may last a day, maybe a week, even a year, but remember pain is temporary and eventually that pain will subside and something else will take its place, let your darkness and your pain make you a stronger person, F.E.A.R (Face.Everything.And.Rise) to those challenges, do not F.E.A.R (Forget.Everything.And.Run). fuck i know i might be talking some shit people dont wanna hear but if i could reach and help one person that means enough to me
@@naanbread4523 Yeah, I said it as more of an ironic "gatekeeping" men wearing dresses. I don't really care personally - just found it funny that people were acting like it was revolutionary
men wearing dresses in the performance art is a form of humiliation and reversal of normalcy. It's not something that is a good sign that someone is wearing a dress. He is not wearing the dress because he came up with the idea, he's wearing it because someone or something told him to wear it in order to become more successful musically, all in the pursuit of wealth
My sons educated me about this young artist and his music makes everything in life feeling better, I've never experienced anything like that with any other music - and I've listened to a lot of music. I didn't know much about this kind of music before except Eminem 🤦🏻♂️ Of course more too, but the names of those is gone.. I remember this song "You talk to much" by RUN DMC 😜 I love that song😊
Inbetween feeling like Im on top of the world or feeling like trash on the sidewalk this song does something. Ive fallen short in about everything Ive done and this song gives me inspiration to move forward. Though this song can be very dangerous too if listened to in the wrong mind. Yung lean youve saved so many people and I hope you make more personal tracks like this that people can feel and jam out to. Love.
Yung lean always makes me feel a type of way when I listen to his music either happy or sad, when I turned on this song just now I received an overwhelming feeling of sadness and nostalgia at the same time. Shout out to leandore is all I can say such an under rated artist regardless of the amount of views he gets this man should be more recognized
Listend to this song on repeat during one of the worst periods of my life. Looking back now 2 years later this song reminds me to keep at it and dont slip up.
Been listening to this song since 2017 but it only gets realer and realer. Went into my own psychosis about a month back and listening to this helps me deal with the trauma of it all. Shoutout yung lean and all the homies. SADBOYS
Damn, when i first heard this song, I didn't actually liked it, but when I listened for it few more times I liked it alot! It's the same with other Yung's songs, you need to listen to it for a few times. Hitting that big old LIKE button!
you Inspire a lot of people yung lean, you're very creative and unique, thank you for creating this beautiful music. Hope you and your fam/team are thriving & prospering much love!
This song helped me through some hard times, it was the music that I shed many tears to. When i heard it live in Warsaw, just damn. This song made me scream out the lyrics till I couldn't speak properly and cry at the same time. Beautiful
This to me says 'Sane, insane, or in rehab, beautiful and alive, or dead inside, we're just a bird in a cage and we're all digging our own grave'. S a d..
Stay Wavy funny you say that, this song literally inspired me to try and make different type of music like this, so assuming others are doing the same, this statement could become very true
as a person whos bipolar i havent found a song that captures the experience of mania as acurate as this. feeling like your too good for a world thats agnist you, the lack of care for relasonships, the isolation, the inablity to see the long term effects of your own self desctruction, the guilt after the come down. mental illness is a life long battle and seeing someone like lean pushing through and using his experience to create pure art is so inspiraing and comforting to those struggling. warlords one of my fav albums oat, sbe til i die ✊
I remember when I was younger, back in 2016. I always played pokemon fire red / emerald listening to yung Lean, today I feel a huge nostalgia for his songs
He basically was addicted to cocaine, xanax, lean, weed while he was in Miami and became crazy and was dressing as a nurse. Then he and a couple of his friends were driving and they crashed and one of them died while on xanax and yung lean ended up in a mental hospital and then he came to live in a small cabin in the woods in sweden for isolation and become clean (which is the house showcased in the video) and he is basically reflecting the things that happened in Miami in this video.
I play this song as loud as I can and its still not loud enough.
faxxx
best words i've ever heard about lean's songs
fuckin same
👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
same, lol
That Fader interview changed my whole perspective on this album. Especially this song...
same man, holy fuck
that was crazy, i appreciate this album way more now
same. at first i thought the album was good to jam to and everything but after that article...now it holds more significance to me because i know the emotion behind it. i'm really glad lean's doing better now.
Nikki Lynn agreed
There is so much behind this song and music video
a very dear friend of mine shot himself last year after a battle with addiction. im a hooper and dancing to this song releases the festering tightness in my chest. he passed away a month after it had been a year since my other friends suicide. if you’re reading this i want you to stop what you’re doing, take a deep breath, and have a small moment to embrace yourself. embrace the cute little things about you that you believe go unnoticed. embrace your silliness. embrace your anger. embrace it all. because you deserve to feel loved. because you ARE love. please stay.
Marie Lewis i have dealing with friends suicides aswell I really appreciate this comment stay safe ❤️
guess I needed that
shit now u made me tear up ;(
Why u have facial hair??
Sandwich Party it’s an old high school picture with a snapchat filter on
This song made me cry several times when I set the volume high and sang along. It's like I felt his pain in some ways, probably his most emotional song. The feeling when you realize you're on the verge of life and death.
It's a song about self-destruction which you don't think you're capable of stopping. I can imagine many have felt that way.
Very dark, emotional, yet so poetical and beautiful. I'm glad Lean survived, be he blessed.
Nike Reylen thank you for your comment, man, i understand you.
😔 boys
It's real shit. Not just music. Most don't get it.
i always worded what this song meant personally exactly like this
Totally agree with u, Nike Reylen
after reading the fader article everything kinda changed for me about this video.
Made the song go from a 7 to a 9
same here.
If I had a dollar for every person that's said that
StrangeClouds 4 months ago bro
@@hartleyryan103more like from a 9 to a 10
After that doc this song hits waaaay different
Facts
im not a fan or anything, could you briefly summarize what this guy is about?
@@eastongg9757 🙏
@@adamtichy8008 🙏
honestly, he's so overlooked when it comes to his profound talent.
This is hands down my favourite song by this dude, shame he's gone through so much shit
feel the same g , the price of genius
Without the pain we wouldnt have Lean
still tear up to this one to this day ... grateful I'm still here
Remember that, this is forever.
2020, still not loud enough
Bruh i be blasting this mother fucking shit driving though down town la to work and im trying to make a statement wake upppp
Never Will Be
Captain Yasopp drive to Anaheim so I can hear
2021, still isn't either
@@nephmaxim trust the real ones here
This song saved me after I was stuck in a hospital in Japan in 2020. I came abroad for studying and was hit by car. Needed a surgery and spent about 3 months in a rehabilitation center, alone and away from family cos flights were not allowed due to pandemic. Japanese doctors were extremely kind and supportive, but sometimes I was really depressed cos I was not able to walk and had to learn how to do it at the age of 20 while staying completely alone in a far away foreign country. The horror of the traffic accident has just started getting to me at that time and such trauma often leaves a horrible mix of a will to live and gratitude for surviving wth a huge fear of life and panic. Since I started walking again, I went outside my Japanese apartment every night to sit at the swing and listened to this song 10 times in a row. Every night. It helped me to survive and release these emotions. And while I was swinging, I felt I could fly.
bro casually dropped the most beautiful comment of all time and got 54 likes
@@hypo658 thank you
@@hypo658make it 62
damn this comment really moved me.
thank you! @@TREV0RGaming
feel for u lean... never thought youd been through so much
hmu shawty
show teet
Ivan Ivanovich lmfao wtf
Lmfao no y'all are weird
why so many likes ?
When i wanna send myself off the roof or smash my head against a wall this song is like a lightning rod for me. Just absorbs a tiny piece of your despair and it gets better suddenly. No artist ever in this world made anything like that. The amount of connection i feel through these songs for the last 5 years is just otherworldly. I will meet my worst and the greatest moments with you, leandoer
🔴🔵🟡Yung Flake will go in drops legendary We Evil Look ruclips.net/video/qjVXpn1fV38/видео.html
🤍🤍🤍🤍
u should see a therapist
Never stop listening to leany
yung lean absolutely blew the house down with this song live at the novo downtown Los Angeles December 10th it was incredible
i went december 4th it was crazy
was so good
I WAS THERE IT WAS THE BEST THING IVE EVER WITNESSED
shit was so smelly though XD
same with the philly show, truly incredible
don't matter how many years later 2:49 is one of the greatest drops ever, it sounds like magic
Adolescence: Man, Lean was so lucky to get Travis Scott on a track before he blew up.
Adulthood: *Man, Travis was so lucky to get on a Lean track before he went underground.*
facts
Travis should get Lean a feature now that hes blown up, Lean deserves it
@@ogstef pls not holy shit
who is travis?
@@sluckydog657 rrvis scot
Idc what y'all say, this might be Lean's best work ever.
i cry every time
Takes me back to 2016. 26 years old living in Orange County CA, drinking a bottle of whiskey a day, depressed and broken… I used to cry to this song. I’m 33 now and sober. listening to this song still gives me chills…yung lean got me through hard times..
everyone has there story, its amazing isnt it, a movie in every person, even through all the pain there is still a beautiful side to sadness.
beautiful and underrated comment
+CONTEXT thanks homie, we are all lost together 🙏
Wow I hit a nerve, didn't I? You were typing so fast you forgot how to spell? Is that it? Or were you too busy trying to sound enlightened on the internet?
Furthermore, I'm just guessing for the fun of it so tell me if I'm wrong, but couldn't "sad sack of shit" be used to describe your life? It's just a guess but I have a strong feeling I'm right.
Simon Hernandez hey fuck u pewdiepie is god
I got back into yung lean recently and I remember reading that article about him losing his friend and getting really fucked up with depression. My coworker/friend came into work last Tuesday and shot himself in his car in our parking lot. I tried to talk to him because I knew he was in a dark place. I wish I could have done more. It really puts you in a bad place and puts life in perspective. Love you yung lean.
You did your best
I had a coworker who i saw she was having a real bad night but couldnt talk much since i had to work but i told her to go home and relax when she gets off, come to find out she went home and relaxed all right relaxed with an over dosed of heroin.
That's really crazy man. I never had anything like that happen, but I have lost friends. It's even worse in some ways, because you talked to someone every day and then you find out they died. One of them was by his own hand and the other one just died suddenly. Times like that make you realize that death is very very real and close to you.
It's been 7 years and I still come back here, sit and listen. Thank you for sharing this part of yourself.
When I first heard this song I thought is was 110% garbage. Four days later this song has been on constant repeat its the first song I want to listen to every day. Damn lean respect man. Love this it's my new fave it's so emotional
dude same
Fr tho
Thats all of lean's songs for me
get good taste den scrub
why does every young lean video have this typ of comment
[Refrain]
I'm not for you
I'm not, looking for New
I'm not for New England
I'm not for New
I'm not for you
I'm not looking for
I'm not for New England
I'm not for New
[Chorus]
Pop, pop, pop, drop this top, top, top
I roll like a rock, rock 'n' roll to the top
I don't give a motherfuck
Watchin' Star Wars, smokin' pot
I take what I got, I live 'til it stops
Ch-ch-chop, chop, chop up my lungs, stay rot
I take what I got, you hate that you not
Like me, hate me, I don't give a motherfuck
What I am, what I'm not, Polo down to my socks
[Verse]
What person, they can't stop, I fly to the top
F-f-fuck what you got, I'm off a pill, rollin' like a rock
White diamonds countin' guap, I got marble on my watch
I got slanders out the front, I'll keep goin' 'til I'm numb
I got pockets like the plug, I'm movin' 'round all day
Fade to grey, everything can't stay
I smoke so much, went away
I'm in Leanworld, l-l-let my mind stay
Whichever today, I love all my brothers, we gon' slay
[Refrain]
I'm not for New England
I'm not, looking for New
I'm not for New England
I'm not for New
[Bridge]
I miss some places, I wish we lived on another earth
You think you hate me, I know that it hurts
Burn, burn, burn, my turn, turn, turn
Burn, burn, burn, my turn, turn, turn
I miss some places, I wish we lived on another earth
You think I hate you, I know that it hurts
I burned, burned, burned, my turn, turn, turns
Take away, I know that it hurts
[Refrain]
I'm not for New England
I'm not for New England
I'm not looking for New
I'm not for New England
I'm not for you
[Chorus]
Pop, pop, pop, drop this top, top, top
I roll like a rock, rock 'n' roll to the top
I don't give a motherfuck
Watchin' Star Wars, smokin' pot
I take what I got, I live 'til it stops
Chop, chop, chop up my lungs, stay rot
I take what I got, you hate that you not
Like me, hate me, I don't give a motherfuck
What I am, what I'm not, Polo down to my socks
[Refrain]
I'm not for New England
I'm not, looking for New
I'm not for you
I'm not for you
STILL WAITING FOR THE “YUNG LEAN DIGGING A HOLE” VIDEO YOU PROMISED
26 Plaza lmaoo
sameee
diggy diggy hole
digging a hole..:-)
Aren’t we all 🥲
WOW you’re the real OG
I'm very happy. His story is priceless. The isolation in this small house in the forest with the help of nature made him clean. RIP to his buddy
Stay sober guys and don't die on me. Let's die natural & meet each other in heaven's lobby
the dress,hospital machinery, the pit for a grave... may be miami references
@v o r duh lmao
@v o r no the incident in Miami bruh
beautiful lyrics
@@pablomarrero6604 the name of the music is miami ultra so yes
I did’nt understand the song at first, now I get goosebumps everytime.
I Still dont understand
same
Dániel Oláh it’s about a crazy grandma making the best song
@u wot M8?! bruh
I'm new to yung lean and I gotta say this rather loud style is great
This song pulls some strings that I cannot even explain
for Americans unfamiliar with what ultra means, it's a hooligan, generally football fans, they cause havoc, fights, lots of drink drugs and disorder, after reading the fader peice, this song means so much
thanks for the info bro
+memestar this is wrong even by the standard definition, but ultras are hooligans too, I've only heard it to describe Russian football hooligans but they probably use it in Northern Europe too
c Yeah that was what I was thinking when I wrote the comment
c
thats why he is wearing a stone island sweater
stone island is brand of hooligans
Almost 3 years ago how crazy..I remember watching this a day after it came out fuck .. im sad man time going by too fast.
Hurts to read this
no, u not sad man, u sad boy
My first real relationship and breakup was 5 years ago and to get over it I listened to this song. Time really flies. I’ve grown as a person so much
my take on the concepts explored in this vid:
1) dress/gown: I feel like he wore it to say fuck you to anyone who thinks that stereotypes exist or that people should follow them. also to look next level (since posting this ive been told that it may be a "nordic dress". i was also looking online to see if i could find it and this is the closest dress i could find g02.a.alicdn.com/kf/HTB1aDRELpXXXXb9XpXXq6xXFXXX4/2016-spring-summer-designer-womens-dresses-black-beige-dark-blue-knee-length-red-flower-print-fashion.jpg , on reddit some also believe that is an alexander mcqueen or gucci piece)
2) reference to the painting "Ophelia": someone in the comments mentioned that if you look at a picture of the painting on google and compare it to 2:04 it's pretty similar. this painting depicts a woman lying on a body of water and i found this quote on wiki: "Her clothes, trapping air, have allowed her to temporarily stay afloat. But eventually, "her garments, heavy with their drink, / Pull'd the poor wretch from her melodious lay" down "to muddy death."" which could be compared to him digging his own grave. leany and his friends love going to art galleries so i feel that this is definitely a reference to a painting
3) digging his own grave: he's sick of constantly being put under pressure to be/act a certain way so he wants to get away from it all. His home is the only place he feels safe - like a hospital, were he can heal his mind with drugs and he found happiness doing what he wants even if it means digging his own grave.
4) head wound: perhaps to suggest that he's mentally unwell and losing his mind
5) sickness refs like straight jacket and hospital clothing/equipment: maybe to show that hes sick mentally & physically & needs help? from someone in the comments said that the iv drip could also suggest that he is "trying" to sober up, via IV needle in his arm w/ fluids to stop alcohol affecting his system further. the fact that he is also doing it himself with no assistance shows that maybe he himself wants to change
6) painting himself grey: the lyrics say "fade to grey, everything can't stay", maybe showing that he feels lifeless & that he doesn't wanna be a part of anything hes established for himself anymore (relating to digging grave motif).
someone in the comments also mentioned that his clothing still being vibrant was to show that in the beginning he was all about drugs/expensive clothing and all of that shit but since he's blown up he's become exactly what he was singing about and now he's lost what he had before he blew up; so the clothes and persona remain but our leany isn't who he wants to/used to be
7) cardboard cut outs of forest animals in the penultimate scene: could suggest that time has stopped for him - he's lost to the point where he's turning grey and doesn't feel like himself anymore. maybe also used animals to juxtapose with how lifeless he feels? or that even the wildlife and nature that represents all things alive is no longer relevant or real to him?
8) dog: someone in the comments mentioned that he began to turn grey when his dog went away, and his dog could represent "obedience" and we can see that he isn't chasing after it. he was hurt by people in the past and now he doesn't give a motherfuck what other people view him as
i may be looking far too deep into this but the vid honestly blew me away bc there were so many ideas & meanings behind it. love you leany u never cease to amaze me. this comment has become p extensive thanks to all the fans of this video which is great i love u guys
+CAITLINLIVESONCLOUDS I dont think lean gives a shit about gender politics, I think he just wants to be on some next level fashion shit like he's always tried
+CAITLINLIVESONCLOUDS just reading that gave me chillllls for some reason.
feeelzzz.
saddboyzzz.
It's not that deep y'all...
i find a 8 foot deep swimming pool pretty deep..
seeing is im only 5'7.
+Tristin Murray why wouldn't it be that deep? he obviously had to put some thought into as to why he wanted to include these things & why he wanted to give the song this specific story
В этой песне есть своя энергия, котрая меня зацепила еще в 16 году. Тогда еще я мало чего знал про жизнь и что прлизошло с лином. Сейчас она значит для меня еще больше. Сердце сжимается, мурашки и слезы на глазах. Думаю это лучшая песня в мире, спасибо тебе джонатан❤
Тогда жизнь была совсем другая и казалась другой, а сейчас все изменилось и только с этими треками можно мыслено переместиться в прошлое и ностальгировать
а что произошло с лином?
@@AR-mu9yv фактишь братик🫂
Песня о Биполярном Расстройстве, а именно как наносишь себе разрушение и самоуничтожаешься в различных фазах этого заболевания (наркотические вещества, мысли, необдуманные поступки, разрушение межличностных отношений) Я сам болею БАР 2 типа уже около 8 лет. Это ужасная болячка
Янг Лину повезло что он может в творчество, и его вовремя заметили когда он съехал крышей. Я же долгое время оставался без лечения, и мозги сгорают от этой болезни в прямом смысле. Лекарств много приходится пить, у которых страшные побочные эффекты.
Очень тяжелый трек…😢
Когда вовремя эту болячку ловишь (Лин спровоцировал не наркотиками и попал в психушку в состоянии Мании) и там его вовремя скорректировали.
А так, обычно не замечаешь это за собой, чувствуешь что это так и должно быть. Сначала депрессуха месяцами, потом гипомании неделями, и потом это становится все хуже когда расшатываешь себе психику стрессами и наркотиками, тогда тяжело определить что с тобой…
Лину ещё повезло что с ним рядом команда друзей, иначе без неё он бы не стал таким, да и разрушил бы себя окончательно, не будь Bladee рядом с ним когда он сходил с ума.
This song makes me feel so sad, knowing the meaning behind it. It’s too real life for me. I know how it feels.
you're not alone bro
What's the meaning behind it
"The song was recorded before Lean “detached from reality” and had a mental breakdown; destroying his condo. The police found him covered in blood from the debris-he was then checked into a mental hospital in Miami. Soon after, his friend Barron died after crashing his car while on Xanax.". Yung Lean during the tour in Miami especially had become heavily addicted to Xanax, weed, and cocaine mixing the three together with alcohol constantly. This video is about his recovery and mental illness and the loss of a friend because of his addiction.
masturbating 50x a day, snorting meth
Gavin Phillips that article gives me chills
still waiting on that hole digging video
On a real
I think it was a joke like a suicide joke as in he’s gonna film him self digging his own grave real deep and film it
OMFG I saw that video you're talking about ;D lol
JUTS15 yes
It's coming trust me
Just waiting for ,,Yung Lean digging big ass hole" video.
+Vatican Vice Just saw that shit on Vice
Lmao right ! This shit trash tho come Fucc with a real artist !
same lol
word
+SwizzyJ303 Stfu you're fucking garbage.
I have memories of sitting alone at a park passed midnight and bumping this. It felt so cathartic and it still does.
Felt
trust me this tune is special. its like my boys ting ruclips.net/video/SXs2wxHsvwI/видео.html
Damn I love watching this then going over to watch Kyoto. Amazing how much he's changed over about 3 years.
I had a dream with this song playing when I was at my lowest points in life. I was there with every friend and family member I love dearly at my elementary school yard. I think it was some kind of event to celebrate me coming out of that place, everyone in my life welcoming me back. I'll never forget that dream. Thank you for being such an integral part of my life Lean.
Love how Lean developed his style
4 years later and this comment is still just as relevant
@@0.5 but i cant fw his new style like with his old if you know what i mean.
hi tantu
You still online? What are you thoughts on him now ? :)
@@salty6176 it's because Lean stopped drugs. There is so many artists who take drugs - it shows how much it can help their music. When they come off it, it can be hard to get the rhythm or creativity back. Lean is my Goat - but it's better he is off drugs than complaining of music after it.
To me, what stands out the most in this video is lean in many different outfits (as well as silver skin). I feel each outfit, like the dress, is his attempt to be beautiful, to himself, to others. I've recently tried to be someone I thought I wanted to be, wanted others to see me and want me a certain way. But it led to anxiety, frustration, and an inability to deliver the expectations I had promised to both myself and others. I had fear that I could not keep up the appearance I had created. I had a breakdown. Felt like a bad trip. Felt better after some sleep and talking to a good friend; after some healing. Now, onto the next outfit. Lean's digging a hole, sometimes with a caged canary because of fear of something dangerous and life threatening happening while trying to uncover something. And indeed, life is dangerous when I try to dig up some meaning, find something, to look for truth and happiness - chasing goals, making decisions that significantly affect the course of my life for better or for worse. The drugs I do, the adrenaline from driving too fast, the sexual encounters engaged, people I choose to love, other exposures I undergo to feel alive as I dig my hole, continue my search, the clothes I wear: the way I want to be. And undoubtedly I get hurt along the way. And that requires times of healing. But that doesn't stop Lean from going back out, now with silver skin, with no more canary; no more fear of dying while trying, to keep digging.
That's me digging through 2016
Considering how aesthetically pleasing this video is, how well it goes with Lean's past and how raw and touching this song is, I honestly consider this kind of a masterpiece in a way.
After watching the documentary, the song hits completely different. This song feels like a farewell to his demented self. Its honestly one of the greatest tracks ever created imo. bookmarks a point in one of history’s most influentual artists lives. Respect lean
I totally agree. Lean is one of the most influential artists of all time
exactly what I was thinking, you gotta wonder what goes through his head sometimes man i feel for him
Its been 4 years, always kept coming to this song.
ruclips.net/video/rM8cbaagKW4/видео.html
The meaning behind this song and music video is crazy
Ever since I read that article, I've looked at lean at a completely different point of view
Same man
what article? best,M
Yea what article
yung lean took drugs and thought in his trip that all his music is gone so he called his manager. Told him to bring it to him to miami because he goes crazy. So he drove to him to miami and get killed in a car crash. Yung Lean = mental wreck. There are more bg informations but who cares.. rip
Ummm not really...They were all already in Miami and his crew went back to Sweden but he stayed.He mixed Cocaine,lean,weed and xanax everyday and he went insane,he was hearing voices which caused him to end up in a hospital where he called his manager to bring him something and his manager died on the way to the hospital.He then spent a few months living in the woods,isolated from everybody,so he can recover.He created multiple personalities and danced with his furniture.He was in a pretty fucked up state but I think he is better now.
This beat is just wayyyyyyy too awesome. It's euphoric and happy yet dark and depressing, all the while getting you hyped.
most underrated instrumental of modern music. The production is out of this world and to think that all they had for the album was mostly shitty snippets of lean fucking around high as hell and they managed to make one of the best albums of all time from it.
Как же быстро летит время...😢
8 лет альбому «Warlord»❤️🔥
Помню, был на концерте в 2017 в Мск
when is he gonna make yung lean digs hole video
Style straight out of my grandma's closet
hahaha
+Samuel Ye cus' my grandma deffinitely rocks a Stoney ...
+Deeyar71 You forgot to punctuate.
+Samuel go watch Majestic
+Samuel lmao
sometimes when things are too much i take a drive not sure where im gonna end up or if imma make it back but this song always comes on just when i need it and i scream it and after the tears it just gives me that power to turn and go back home
God damnit. I feel like crying now. J remember when this album came out 'i miss the old lean blah blah blah" and now even this era is nostalgic. Yung Lean you really impacted a lot of people, more than most of us can ever hope for.
i can not explain how this beat makes me feel
R.I.P BARRON
the pallor complex ey waddup old yt acc
the pallor complex i come back everyday bro
i have autism sup man.
??? IDK who this guy is. Did he die :(
Jason Romeo yeah me too sup
fckn awesome . . . i love this guy
Everyone does
You can feel the anguish from the beat, the delivery of his vocals (that he did outside at a pier in Miami) perfect song to vibe too if you’re feeling helpess
his friend also died in miami rip barron
Rip Barron
this song still gives me shivers to this day, the sheer amount of raw emotion lean conveys is hard to come by in music these days. An absolute masterpeice, rip Barron Machat.
The fact that this is the last image of the last song of the album has such much meaning in it.
The whole album is about struggling and stuff and it ends with his funeral where he digs his own grave. He gave us a sign that many (including me) only just now come to understand with the noisey doc!! He’s an incredible artist fr
I dont think so. Barran was alive when they recorded it. Theres also a deluxe album with kinda happy songs in it. Roses tho is about barran
Just lost my best friend to an overdose and I keep coming back to this song, strangely comforting.
This will forever be the most emotional song for me and I’m so glad to have heard this live. I would do anything to hear it live again and just let go of everything and cry like crazy
2022 Leandoer is still my savior, never too old to listen to
woke up happy, went to bed S A D.
Awesome
i cant remember if i ever woke up happy
hang in there dude.. no choice otherwise
pain may last a day, maybe a week, even a year, but remember pain is temporary and eventually that pain will subside and something else will take its place, let your darkness and your pain make you a stronger person, F.E.A.R (Face.Everything.And.Rise) to those challenges, do not F.E.A.R (Forget.Everything.And.Run).
fuck i know i might be talking some shit people dont wanna hear but if i could reach and help one person that means enough to me
+Xavier damn bruh tht was deep. respect.
Ppl going mad for harry styles wearing a dress, came back to the OG.
it’s kinda annoying tbh, cobain, leandoer, thugger, adre3000... they did it all way before harry
miami ultra’s will always be a banger tho
@@naanbread4523 Yeah, I said it as more of an ironic "gatekeeping" men wearing dresses. I don't really care personally - just found it funny that people were acting like it was revolutionary
men wearing dresses in the performance art is a form of humiliation and reversal of normalcy. It's not something that is a good sign that someone is wearing a dress. He is not wearing the dress because he came up with the idea, he's wearing it because someone or something told him to wear it in order to become more successful musically, all in the pursuit of wealth
@@mclovin9151 Aight David Hogg guess fashion becoming more open is humiliation
@@mclovin9151 art major over here
CHOP CHOP CHOP
+Devin Harris fuck yea😃 runescape
+Jaden Rhodes CH CH
XD
+petr jandus yesss
My sons educated me about this young artist and his music makes everything in life feeling better, I've never experienced anything like that with any other music - and I've listened to a lot of music. I didn't know much about this kind of music before except Eminem 🤦🏻♂️ Of course more too, but the names of those is gone.. I remember this song "You talk to much" by RUN DMC 😜 I love that song😊
makes me so happy to know some sons turned their mother onto some MAGNIFICENT music
This is one of the greatest music videos of all time
you should tattoo that shit on your body so you can be ashamed in 15 years
LiL BBroke lol why u so mad? Ur literally commenting hate on every comment for some reason.
@@hugoheintz I thought it was funny as fuck
@@stungoutkid typical runescape incel lmfao
Inbetween feeling like Im on top of the world or feeling like trash on the sidewalk this song does something. Ive fallen short in about everything Ive done and this song gives me inspiration to move forward. Though this song can be very dangerous too if listened to in the wrong mind. Yung lean youve saved so many people and I hope you make more personal tracks like this that people can feel and jam out to. Love.
Yung lean always makes me feel a type of way when I listen to his music either happy or sad, when I turned on this song just now I received an overwhelming feeling of sadness and nostalgia at the same time. Shout out to leandore is all I can say such an under rated artist regardless of the amount of views he gets this man should be more recognized
Ever since the documentary his music has a different meaning for ne
Same, even though i already knew about everything that happened, the videos & interviews put it all into a whole new perspective
Damn people really need a whole lot of context and backstory to get into shit?
@UCDe2_ll-g6TJ2rWmmdJuM2Q bro what? Fuck off
Lean is really a legend. There is no other artist that can turn pain in such beautiful art.
Still listening to this masterpiece. never gets lame.
Yung Lean be like: “CJÖP CJÖP CJÖP”
Do not touch me, I'm swedish
LMFAOOO
he do be like that though
@@itanilead1200 Oh you're swedish? *Name every item at IKEA*
shőp shőp shőp
I came late, 8 years late, but I'll die happy because I could listen to this master piece.
YOUNG LEAN❤
Next level of sadness :'(
Listend to this song on repeat during one of the worst periods of my life. Looking back now 2 years later this song reminds me to keep at it and dont slip up.
I rarely get chills, especially from music, but when this song comes on on shuffle (like I'm not expecting it) I get crazy chills every time
Been listening to this song since 2017 but it only gets realer and realer. Went into my own psychosis about a month back and listening to this helps me deal with the trauma of it all. Shoutout yung lean and all the homies. SADBOYS
I feel like half of the kids commenting "he sucks at digging" have no idea how heavy this song really is to lean
Patrick Dereadt True
lol he sucks at digging
L
Patrick Dereadt L
Have you ever watched the people vs yung lean? I think after he addressed it and made a joke about it himself, more people jumped on it as a joke
seeing him perform this song live was one of the best experiences i’ve ever had
it was the best day of my life.
fr
your new songs made me a sad boy
+TacticalNUKE Then you gotta be rly sad cuz his new shits suck.
+TacticalNUKE This sad boy meme died in 2013, you can stop now.
+RalleB wtf do you mean he still calls himself and his friends sad boys
+LUBOMIR AKA SMOKEY hes just trying to follow the crowd but hes really late lmfao
^^^^^^^^^
The track still slaps hard in 2024, can't get enough of it
this is one of the most brilliant things i've ever seen in my life. I just can't stop watching this clip.
A movie on his life would be crazy :)
edit 27th of november 2020 : I forgot about this comment and just saw it a few days ago, wow! love yall guys
Electrik CSGO HD FUN ! I dont wanna see him die inside over and over again.
His beautiful life has just begun. We must wait a long time for a biopic
sad
I’d paid 1,000 dollars just to watch that movie 🐐
It would be a short movie.
Lean, I see you. Respect and dope track.
Why would he care what u see lol
@@BIGMONEYPLAYER1 lol ur embarrassing
This song is from the future. Lean is so ahead of his time. Bless him
that “ahead from future” take is so false.
leandoer creates the future, pioneers, not just being ahead of it
RIP Barron Machat
spoilers !!!
Damn, when i first heard this song, I didn't actually liked it, but when I listened for it few more times I liked it alot! It's the same with other Yung's songs, you need to listen to it for a few times. Hitting that big old LIKE button!
same here
Yea hotel in minsk is another track of his like that
Same
yep
you Inspire a lot of people yung lean, you're very creative and unique, thank you for creating this beautiful music. Hope you and your fam/team are thriving & prospering much love!
This song helped me through some hard times, it was the music that I shed many tears to. When i heard it live in Warsaw, just damn. This song made me scream out the lyrics till I couldn't speak properly and cry at the same time. Beautiful
grandma lean
+Artzie Music BOOOOOOOOOOOOY
+Artzie Music More like Öld Lean
Def a young thug influence there with the dress
+Samuel Solazzo yup and i dont like it
+Samuel Solazzo Thug? The video reeks of Cobain...
This to me says 'Sane, insane, or in rehab, beautiful and alive, or dead inside, we're just a bird in a cage and we're all digging our own grave'. S a d..
Very good worl
+Mark Adkisson
Yung Lean's group of followers is called S A D B O Y S. The s a d d e r the better
+Patrick Meyer hes not trying to be sad anymore, u fuck
+Patrick Meyer uh he has said pretty specifically that it is just him, yung gud, and yung sherman
+Joanna Horton soundcloud.com/gosu5147/moon-and-sun-gosu-prodraymxn-icy
This song is before it’s time for sure, other artists gonna be taking notes on this 2-3 years from now
Stay Wavy everything young lean has done is ahead. a true OG
music still not even close
Stay Wavy funny you say that, this song literally inspired me to try and make different type of music like this, so assuming others are doing the same, this statement could become very true
the goat is ahead of his time
I am
as a person whos bipolar i havent found a song that captures the experience of mania as acurate as this. feeling like your too good for a world thats agnist you, the lack of care for relasonships, the isolation, the inablity to see the long term effects of your own self desctruction, the guilt after the come down. mental illness is a life long battle and seeing someone like lean pushing through and using his experience to create pure art is so inspiraing and comforting to those struggling. warlords one of my fav albums oat, sbe til i die ✊
Yeah, I feel you. I’m Bipolar 2 type
What a name medicine you take? I take Lithium, Quetiapine, Lamotrigine,
@@ЦеллнвдпввшеешЖгажосщну i take lamotrigine
@@autisticprincesssshow mg? I drope quetiapine and take olanzapine
@@autisticprincessssI use 600 mg quetiapine long and this medicine is no effective for me
the best of all his songs , fuckin love it
Listen Motorola and 2003 and Kyoto
Alexey Grikhanov better to listen it again :D fuckin' depressive
Никита Малышенко Где еще можно увидеть двух русских, говорящих на английском друг с другом:D
This song live was amazing. And I knew it would be lol
сразу видно, что человек он работящий - настоящий белорус
А копает то не правильно)
Данил Довгань What?
Я КАМЕНЬЩИК РАБОТАЮ ТРИ ДНЯ ВЫЫЫААА
Он блэт копать не умеет
как же в тему этот коммент в настоящее время
I remember when I was younger, back in 2016. I always played pokemon fire red / emerald listening to yung Lean, today I feel a huge nostalgia for his songs
I finally understand what this video was about...
I know, the fader so wow. Im speechless
same
please explain ?
He basically was addicted to cocaine, xanax, lean, weed while he was in Miami and became crazy and was dressing as a nurse. Then he and a couple of his friends were driving and they crashed and one of them died while on xanax and yung lean ended up in a mental hospital and then he came to live in a small cabin in the woods in sweden for isolation and become clean (which is the house showcased in the video) and he is basically reflecting the things that happened in Miami in this video.
He's digging his grave, man
He's trying to tell us that he's tired of his persona and wants to change. The bird trapped in the cage is an example.
+Reesey R But why is he digging his own grave?
+Teddy Bear he's tired of everything
Im Still listening 2019 since 2016... dark days
one of the most impactful songs ive ever listened to