@@Eli-ni1ko Thank you Eli. I'm just so sad. My sister died last month and she was young but left 2 little boys behind? Plus I live on pain after being hit by a car 3 years ago and still need crutches to walk. I'm fed up. You are a wonderful person Eli
@sally r thank you. That's very kind of you. We need more people like you 3 wonderful people in this messed up world. We are still waiting for the cause of death. Which is still so scary
I was a combat veteran Army Special forces. This is a very real and serious thing it's hard for someone going through this it's hard to deal with the horrors I've seen and the guilt I feel as an ex sniper. I did things I hate myself for I did things people would consider me an animal for. War is for no one no man's mind is string enough to stay sane thought combat
#Respect brother. I can’t even imagine the level of fear and trauma that you are going through. I’m so sorry. I’m battling the same thoughts myself after going through a very traumatic experience 12 years ago. The struggle is real bruh.
I don’t think I have PTSD (idk tho, I probably need to see a doctor but my parents would say nope) but after a really bad incident with a (then) close friend and relative, I sometimes get bad flashbacks or have nightmares of the incident. Thank you for making this audio, it’s so so good.
I think you should see a doctor, I have the same problem and I have a therapist and I really need to bring it up and see if I have ptsd or cptsd. Just checking is amazing.
The PTSD struggle is real. Thank you for providing this. I live with it everyday after nearly being in a very traumatic incident that I almost responded to with deadly force. 😢😢😢 Even running into people that I don’t even see freaks me out. I wish I could hold you so I could cry. I now found my source of comfort when I have flashbacks and moments of trauma in life. Thank you sweetheart.
I really really like the statically/tv glitching sounds in the background. For me at least, it’s all I hear whenever I have a flashback, it’s like someone is switching tv channels really really fast and it’s so bright and loud and overwhelming and it all jumbles over itself. So thank you for making this🧡
I seriously needed this audio today I just finished a long week of trial for the animal that sexually assaulted me in 2019 I had to go back to court and relive it again and was completely humiliated by him and his witnesses. My anxiety is so bad right now and I'm having major breakdowns and losing it. I feel so depressed again.
I am so, so sorry you had to go through this, and relive it at court. And that you were humiliated. I hope the monster that did this to you gets the sentence he deserves.
I’m goin through it right now. This video helps a little. I feel so weak for complaining, but i’ve never been so hopeless. Yesterday was the same, and tomorrow will be too…
I have flashbacks because I had trauma bit had no idea what happened. My first flashback was my worst because it was every memory of my abuse all at once. I get them every few days. This video and one of Cardlinaudios really help me through them because coming back to a comforting voice makes me feel safe and loved
Thank you for this. I have trauma episodes for when my mom died she had a brain tumor and I didn't know she had it and the doctors told she was bad and probably would not going to live through the night and that night she coded and died and sometimes I'm right back in the hospital and it's been 12yrs now. You have helped me so much love you soo much 😍😍😍😊
i woke up choking, over and over for 150 mins tonight… thank u Tessa. Ma'am your videos are very very helpful. and thank u for making it gender neutral! that's wonderful of you
So I know this supposed to be like a serious comfort asmr- But for some reason, and I have no idea why, whenever you asked what our name was I immediately replied with, whats up I'm Jared, I'm 19 and I never f***ng learned how to read. THATS NOT EVEN HOW THE VINE STARTS IVE JUST AUTOMATICALLY COME TO RESPOND LIKE THAT WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME TO READ OR ASK ME WHO I AM-
My thoughts and prayers are with everybody who commented on this page. Stay strong in courage and faith brothers and sisters. God be with you all in your daily struggles.
This has been such a huge help on so many occasions. I often have flashbacks at night so others are rarely available. But having this has made many nights easier, ty
This helped a lot because I have been having a lot of PTSD of when my parents fought sometimes taking it out on me and I was 4 then I’m 21 now so this helped
Im pretty sure i just had a mental breakdown while listening to this all tho it still helped also i really like it when people make comfort asmr or audios and thank you for doing content like this
Wow I never been told I don’t deserve it. people usually blame me for what happened, it’s even easier for me to believe that. The abuse I suffered wasn’t physical so it’s easy to tell myself I’m weak for not being able to handle it better.
Anytime i would end up a mess and kinda of black out into times of trauma i would get yelled at over and over. never really got this kind of comfort before thank you for this beautiful master piece.
I just wanted to let everybody know that today I am getting professional help for my PTSD. My daily struggles with it is getting too be too much. I had terrible weekend and an emotional breakdown on Monday because of it. I told my friend I can’t keep going on the way I have been unless I get some help. I’m done.
I was robbed twice in one day yesterday. After a whole week of shit going wrong for me, which included losing my health insurance and my therapist as a result. I got so angry and hateful and afraid that I punched a concrete wall until my knuckles bled. Why has this all happened to me? What have I done to deserve this?
@@shadowbolt518 I really appreciate it. These days I don't have many friends I feel I can trust with my inner turmoil. At least I have people here who can probably understand it.
I was umm…you know as a kid and like when another dude facial hair rubs against me I have really bad panic attacks. I mean it got so bad that I would throw up. I don’t even let my facial hair grow out because it reminds me of what happened. Don’t know why I’m saying this but yeah thanks for the comfort
I’m so glad I found this. It feels stupid, but my hip cramped and bc of past trauma, I spiraled into an anxiety attack. I managed to pull myself out of it but I really, really wish I had someone with me.
I was in the military and I was a toy or a source of entertainment for a couple others. After several incidents of SA and physical abuse I got separated from the military. The worst part about some of my flashbacks are the after affects. Sometimes those around me will sound/look exactly like those who did that stuff to me. Sometimes my gf would look like the drill Sargent that lead the others through the incidents or she’ll have the voice of one of them. She didn’t want to be a 24hr care giver so she left. The best part of all of this is as I’m typing this I am a month away from turning 21 y/o.
The main thing I have PTSD with is my past mental state. There were times in my life where I think back to a time when I was struggling mentally and I just want to not think about that cause I just don't want to go back there again.
always a great day when tessa posts!! you should make a video where we tell you we want to partake in self injurious behavior, whether that be drugs, self harm, or alcohol. i watch your video on self harm when im feeling like giving in to those urges. anyway, thank you for always making us feel safe!!! i hope you have a lovely day 💜
I’ve felt numb since October 2021, so I started thinking about everything that has happened since then so I could cry or whatever. But I thought too long on one particular memory and now my entire body is shaking and I feel like I’m going to cry but I can’t
My mother and her sisters mentally and physically abused me for the past five years of my life I finally moved out about half a year ago and I get severe PTSD and panic attacks in this helped
I was in a abusive relationship and now I get panic attacks and I have bad anxiety and I get seizures and sometimes when someone touches me I always jump
Tessa I would like too say thank you very much for putting this video out there. It really touched me with my PTSD struggles. I cried listening too it and it made me decide too get some help. I’m happy too update you that things are going so much better for me now that I am on medication. God bless you 🙂
I’m sorry 😢 I can relate. I get my PTSD from car accidents mainly. I cried the very first time I listened too it. I take medication right now and I am much better than I used too be but the pain and traumatic memories are always there. The medicine just helps suppress them so they don’t surface. I get flashbacks occasionally but not like I used too. I will pray for you.
When I started this I was curled up in a ball. This is incredible thank you so much for this. I have a lot of different traumas that I never dealt with until recently I didn't know it was even ok for me to say I have PTSD I am finally working with a therapist on them. Yesterday I was taking a nap and heard something downstairs I was alone and it sent me into PTSD survival mode. Everything was telling someone is here and you have to fight you or them. I searched my house think I was back and had to be ready for a fight for my life, once I saw no one was there I started listening to what I needed to in order to calm down. I heard another noise and it reinforced my trauma and need for survival fight to the death if necessary. Turns out it was my ice maker. I feel ashamed that I was triggered by something like an ice maker. I think to myself how broken am I. I definitely need this. I would love to have a girlfriend as caring as this. Not worthy of it but it would be nice. This girl is so grateful I'm definitely going to subscribe and listen to more of these 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 anyone listening and reading this I am so sorry you went through whatever you went through. We are survivors and can overcome anything. Healing is possible I love all of you keep fighting. As it was said in dark knight. The night is darkest before the dawn. Keep going warriors. I strongly encourage reaching out for help there is nothing wrong with it, and there is nothing wrong or broken about you even if your brain is telling you that. Trauma healing is a slow delicate process but can be done. 💪💪💪💪💪💪💖💖💖💖💖💖
Theres no shame in being set off by that. I get set off by similar noises and even when im asleep too. Survival mode is not being broken. Its not a bad thing
Sadly I still deal with trauma from my parents screaming at each other constantly, politics, my health issues. Most of all I have PTSD of some sort with my past friendships, they hit me, choked me, "touched me", almost murdered me and my cat, I couldn't help him I sat there afterwards hugging him and cradling him as I saw the fear in his eyes, I never will forget this and to this day these monsters only repercussions were "They're just kids" and I have to walk by them everyday at school using all my will power not to grab them and do what they did to me, or cry either one. Some people here might have anxiety but I wake up everyday in a living hell with overly aggressive (mentally) parents, constant physical pain, crippling loneliness, and ptsd. Not only did these assholes scar me they ruined chances with my girlfriend since I never felt safe leaving my home, I broke her heart and that's what hurts most of all. Jesus I hope I find her again so I can explain everything, but it is what it is, to all of you who think you have it bad there is always someone who has it worse, someone out there has it worse than me even. Have a blessed day and please never allow someone to treat you like they did to me, adult or not
I’ve actually been dealing with some pretty bad flashbacks from this dog attack which has been scaring me into staying in my room and not leaving whatsoever, but that actually helped a lot :)
I may not have PTSD but this sure was a nice thing to listen to when I felt like throwing up and was really nauseous. It made me feel a lot better even though my stomach was on fucking fire
Hey man, I’m sure you’ve heard this from others and maybe even thought of it, but you can’t keep that shit bottled up and you can’t keep it to yourself. You need to reach out to others and someone who can help you. Abuse is usually not a one time thing, so for your own safety, I strongly recommend and hope that you seek help and safety. I’m very sorry that happened to you and only wish thee best for you.
I may not know you, many may not care, but just know, someone cares. Someone loves you, even if you don’t know them yet. You will get through, you got this. Goodnight my friend.
i, a neurodivergent trans woman, was emotionally abused by my older brother and sister-in-law at the lowest, most vulnerable point in my entire life. i could barely receive a knock on my bedroom door, a text on my phone, or a phone call, without almost having a panic attack, thinking it was them. to this day, i have flashbacks or bouts where i can't stop thinking about the things they said or did, and i recall much of it so very vividly. they repeatedly lectured and berated me, and forced me to do things i did not want to or could not do, whether by emotional manipulation, threats to the roof over my head, or threats to 'take away' my access to utilities, even going as far as changing the wifi password, which is especially abusive, seeing as my biggest support group is my friends online, and my two partners, who all live in different parts of the world. during that time of my life, i was having mental breakdowns almost weekly, in comparison to my usual of maybe a few times a year, or maybe once a month at most. as i write this, i'm trying to drag my thoughts away from everything that happened then, so i can try to get back to sleep before i have to get up in a few hours to go do something important. i turned 22 a little over a month ago, and i have to live with these experiences for the rest of my life....
It's wonderful you ask what age I am and that's it's ok if I don't feel my age Absolutely beautiful thank you so much. This helps me in so many ways 💖💖💖💖💖💖
@@benji_and_the_tomatoes can I ask something? if you are ok with it why do you or anyone with this need to be validated with an orientation like the place the name age or in what age someone feels please don't take it in a bad way I just don't know a lot about PTSD episodes
I’ve seen some shit in my life, one of the worst being a police sketch of a heavily rotted and distorted corpse. I always see the face in my nightmares and I feel like absolute Shit when I wake up. Rarely would I get a good dream
@@zizbird4423 Most likely not, these f*cks have no idea what it's really like. The terror on a daily basis is incredibly miserable. Dread, anguish, and desperation floods you're system. All you are able to do is sit and breathe. Becoming a completely useless indivual. Fuck it.
Ok I don’t know the intention of the person who asked this BUT I have a transgender girlfriend who almost recklessly shaves due to her dysphoria and I think a scenario in which a trans woman’s girlfriend helps her shave and says encouraging words about how beautiful and lovely her girlfriend is would be absolutely amazing. And of course it would just be about facial and general body hair.
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I wish I had someone like this. I'm struggling so badly right now
Do you want to talk 🥺
@@Eli-ni1ko Thank you Eli. I'm just so sad. My sister died last month and she was young but left 2 little boys behind? Plus I live on pain after being hit by a car 3 years ago and still need crutches to walk. I'm fed up. You are a wonderful person Eli
Same but keep trying 👍
@@justtracie8636 so sorry for your loss here if you need to talk 🥺
@sally r thank you. That's very kind of you. We need more people like you 3 wonderful people in this messed up world. We are still waiting for the cause of death. Which is still so scary
I was a combat veteran Army Special forces. This is a very real and serious thing it's hard for someone going through this it's hard to deal with the horrors I've seen and the guilt I feel as an ex sniper. I did things I hate myself for I did things people would consider me an animal for. War is for no one no man's mind is string enough to stay sane thought combat
U are very brave, thank u for ur service
@@nightfallanimates60 it was the hardest thing I've ever done to date that and saying goodbye to my wife who passed away 2 years before
@@tristinmink2805 we are thankful and i hope ur doing well. May she Rest In Peace. Happy holidays brave soul ❤️
#Respect brother. I can’t even imagine the level of fear and trauma that you are going through. I’m so sorry. I’m battling the same thoughts myself after going through a very traumatic experience 12 years ago. The struggle is real bruh.
@@tristinmink2805 😢
I don’t think I have PTSD (idk tho, I probably need to see a doctor but my parents would say nope) but after a really bad incident with a (then) close friend and relative, I sometimes get bad flashbacks or have nightmares of the incident. Thank you for making this audio, it’s so so good.
I think you should see a doctor, I have the same problem and I have a therapist and I really need to bring it up and see if I have ptsd or cptsd. Just checking is amazing.
The PTSD struggle is real. Thank you for providing this. I live with it everyday after nearly being in a very traumatic incident that I almost responded to with deadly force. 😢😢😢 Even running into people that I don’t even see freaks me out.
I wish I could hold you so I could cry. I now found my source of comfort when I have flashbacks and moments of trauma in life. Thank you sweetheart.
I really really like the statically/tv glitching sounds in the background. For me at least, it’s all I hear whenever I have a flashback, it’s like someone is switching tv channels really really fast and it’s so bright and loud and overwhelming and it all jumbles over itself. So thank you for making this🧡
I seriously needed this audio today I just finished a long week of trial for the animal that sexually assaulted me in 2019 I had to go back to court and relive it again and was completely humiliated by him and his witnesses. My anxiety is so bad right now and I'm having major breakdowns and losing it. I feel so depressed again.
I am so, so sorry you had to go through this, and relive it at court. And that you were humiliated. I hope the monster that did this to you gets the sentence he deserves.
I’m goin through it right now. This video helps a little. I feel so weak for complaining, but i’ve never been so hopeless. Yesterday was the same, and tomorrow will be too…
All the comfort i need in the world.
I have flashbacks because I had trauma bit had no idea what happened. My first flashback was my worst because it was every memory of my abuse all at once. I get them every few days. This video and one of Cardlinaudios really help me through them because coming back to a comforting voice makes me feel safe and loved
Thank you for this. I have trauma episodes for when my mom died she had a brain tumor and I didn't know she had it and the doctors told she was bad and probably would not going to live through the night and that night she coded and died and sometimes I'm right back in the hospital and it's been 12yrs now. You have helped me so much love you soo much 😍😍😍😊
i woke up choking, over and over for 150 mins tonight… thank u Tessa. Ma'am your videos are very very helpful.
and thank u for making it gender neutral! that's wonderful of you
So I know this supposed to be like a serious comfort asmr-
But for some reason, and I have no idea why, whenever you asked what our name was I immediately replied with, whats up I'm Jared, I'm 19 and I never f***ng learned how to read.
THATS NOT EVEN HOW THE VINE STARTS IVE JUST AUTOMATICALLY COME TO RESPOND LIKE THAT WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME TO READ OR ASK ME WHO I AM-
Pstd comfort? Well don't this hit close to home.
My thoughts and prayers are with everybody who commented on this page. Stay strong in courage and faith brothers and sisters. God be with you all in your daily struggles.
This has been such a huge help on so many occasions. I often have flashbacks at night so others are rarely available. But having this has made many nights easier, ty
Back again and everytime i listen to this i want to write a hand written thank you note lmao
This helped a lot because I have been having a lot of PTSD of when my parents fought sometimes taking it out on me and I was 4 then I’m 21 now so this helped
This is wonderful! I’ve been waking up from dreams about abusing alcohol when I’m 6 months sober, thank you so much from all of us who needed this!💙
Im pretty sure i just had a mental breakdown while listening to this all tho it still helped also i really like it when people make comfort asmr or audios and thank you for doing content like this
Wow I never been told I don’t deserve it. people usually blame me for what happened, it’s even easier for me to believe that. The abuse I suffered wasn’t physical so it’s easy to tell myself I’m weak for not being able to handle it better.
Literally same, I’m so sorry you have to go through that 😭
I'm in the same boat
Anytime i would end up a mess and kinda of black out into times of trauma i would get yelled at over and over. never really got this kind of comfort before
thank you for this beautiful master piece.
I just wanted to let everybody know that today I am getting professional help for my PTSD. My daily struggles with it is getting too be too much. I had terrible weekend and an emotional breakdown on Monday because of it. I told my friend I can’t keep going on the way I have been unless I get some help. I’m done.
If you jump do a flip, might as well go out with some flare.
That’s a very offensive comment. Unless you go through it, shut your mouth. I deal with it everyday.
Im proud of you! I hope the progress youve been making has been what you wanted. Its not easy. Im not ready to go there yet.
@@kentuckywolf1239 Why would you think it’s okay to say that??
IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!
I was robbed twice in one day yesterday. After a whole week of shit going wrong for me, which included losing my health insurance and my therapist as a result.
I got so angry and hateful and afraid that I punched a concrete wall until my knuckles bled. Why has this all happened to me? What have I done to deserve this?
Sorry to hear about that Robert. Just know there are plenty of people here to talk if you need it.
@@shadowbolt518
I really appreciate it. These days I don't have many friends I feel I can trust with my inner turmoil. At least I have people here who can probably understand it.
@@robertlombardo8437 I feel that. Love the hat btw ;)
@@perdeadohlin517
Excuse me; but I don't recall starting anything with you at all.
That’s just how the world works
I was umm…you know as a kid and like when another dude facial hair rubs against me I have really bad panic attacks. I mean it got so bad that I would throw up. I don’t even let my facial hair grow out because it reminds me of what happened. Don’t know why I’m saying this but yeah thanks for the comfort
Why doesn’t Tessa just have the best timing
Right as im finally getting in bed
I’m so glad I found this. It feels stupid, but my hip cramped and bc of past trauma, I spiraled into an anxiety attack. I managed to pull myself out of it but I really, really wish I had someone with me.
I was in the military and I was a toy or a source of entertainment for a couple others. After several incidents of SA and physical abuse I got separated from the military. The worst part about some of my flashbacks are the after affects. Sometimes those around me will sound/look exactly like those who did that stuff to me. Sometimes my gf would look like the drill Sargent that lead the others through the incidents or she’ll have the voice of one of them. She didn’t want to be a 24hr care giver so she left. The best part of all of this is as I’m typing this I am a month away from turning 21 y/o.
The main thing I have PTSD with is my past mental state. There were times in my life where I think back to a time when I was struggling mentally and I just want to not think about that cause I just don't want to go back there again.
always a great day when tessa posts!!
you should make a video where we tell you we want to partake in self injurious behavior, whether that be drugs, self harm, or alcohol. i watch your video on self harm when im feeling like giving in to those urges.
anyway, thank you for always making us feel safe!!! i hope you have a lovely day 💜
I’ve felt numb since October 2021, so I started thinking about everything that has happened since then so I could cry or whatever. But I thought too long on one particular memory and now my entire body is shaking and I feel like I’m going to cry but I can’t
My mother and her sisters mentally and physically abused me for the past five years of my life I finally moved out about half a year ago and I get severe PTSD and panic attacks in this helped
I, Señor Cucumber, Approve
Hello, señor
Hello, Señor
Hello señor
I can't believe for the first couple of minutes I could only think
"I don't want to go back."
Over and over again
Im not sure why im here im not single, but i do have PTSD so youtube you did a ok job for once well done.
Thank you so much for making and sharing this audio for people who experience these issues!
I know this is suppose to be girlfriend.. but I don't have a mom and this is probably the closest I'll get to being comforted by one.
I'm sorry to hear that. I pray you get all the love in this life in sha allah💝💞
i dont have either of my parents it really sucks knowing that if you need comfort from a parental figure - they aren't there .
you sound just like thw woman who was there for me right after it first hapoened to me,, THANK YOU for this video
I was in a abusive relationship and now I get panic attacks and I have bad anxiety and I get seizures and sometimes when someone touches me I always jump
I’m really sorry to hear that 😞 I hope that you’re able to get the help you need.
I’m sorry 😢
thank you so much for this video oh my god i think this may be like the 10th time it’s helped me with a flashback thank you so much
this is so freakin good I can't even...
Tessa I would like too say thank you very much for putting this video out there. It really touched me with my PTSD struggles. I cried listening too it and it made me decide too get some help. I’m happy too update you that things are going so much better for me now that I am on medication. God bless you 🙂
I heard yelling right before watching this so i was shaking and crying
I’m sorry 😢 I can relate. I get my PTSD from car accidents mainly. I cried the very first time I listened too it. I take medication right now and I am much better than I used too be but the pain and traumatic memories are always there. The medicine just helps suppress them so they don’t surface. I get flashbacks occasionally but not like I used too. I will pray for you.
@Caleb Hodson I relate so much to the car accidents
When I started this I was curled up in a ball. This is incredible thank you so much for this. I have a lot of different traumas that I never dealt with until recently I didn't know it was even ok for me to say I have PTSD I am finally working with a therapist on them. Yesterday I was taking a nap and heard something downstairs I was alone and it sent me into PTSD survival mode. Everything was telling someone is here and you have to fight you or them. I searched my house think I was back and had to be ready for a fight for my life, once I saw no one was there I started listening to what I needed to in order to calm down. I heard another noise and it reinforced my trauma and need for survival fight to the death if necessary. Turns out it was my ice maker. I feel ashamed that I was triggered by something like an ice maker. I think to myself how broken am I. I definitely need this. I would love to have a girlfriend as caring as this. Not worthy of it but it would be nice. This girl is so grateful I'm definitely going to subscribe and listen to more of these 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 anyone listening and reading this I am so sorry you went through whatever you went through. We are survivors and can overcome anything. Healing is possible I love all of you keep fighting. As it was said in dark knight. The night is darkest before the dawn. Keep going warriors. I strongly encourage reaching out for help there is nothing wrong with it, and there is nothing wrong or broken about you even if your brain is telling you that. Trauma healing is a slow delicate process but can be done. 💪💪💪💪💪💪💖💖💖💖💖💖
Theres no shame in being set off by that. I get set off by similar noises and even when im asleep too. Survival mode is not being broken. Its not a bad thing
Sadly I still deal with trauma from my parents screaming at each other constantly, politics, my health issues. Most of all I have PTSD of some sort with my past friendships, they hit me, choked me, "touched me", almost murdered me and my cat, I couldn't help him I sat there afterwards hugging him and cradling him as I saw the fear in his eyes, I never will forget this and to this day these monsters only repercussions were "They're just kids" and I have to walk by them everyday at school using all my will power not to grab them and do what they did to me, or cry either one. Some people here might have anxiety but I wake up everyday in a living hell with overly aggressive (mentally) parents, constant physical pain, crippling loneliness, and ptsd. Not only did these assholes scar me they ruined chances with my girlfriend since I never felt safe leaving my home, I broke her heart and that's what hurts most of all. Jesus I hope I find her again so I can explain everything, but it is what it is, to all of you who think you have it bad there is always someone who has it worse, someone out there has it worse than me even. Have a blessed day and please never allow someone to treat you like they did to me, adult or not
Hope this story continues 😸
all if not most partner comforting videos make me cry- thankyou
Please do more I ran out of PTSD and anxiety comfort Videos QwQ
OMG this is amazing how-
I’ve actually been dealing with some pretty bad flashbacks from this dog attack which has been scaring me into staying in my room and not leaving whatsoever, but that actually helped a lot :)
I may not have PTSD but this sure was a nice thing to listen to when I felt like throwing up and was really nauseous. It made me feel a lot better even though my stomach was on fucking fire
this is so helpful and comforting so thank you
My dad beat the shit outta me back in november and I still think about it almost daily. This really helps.
Hey man, I’m sure you’ve heard this from others and maybe even thought of it, but you can’t keep that shit bottled up and you can’t keep it to yourself. You need to reach out to others and someone who can help you. Abuse is usually not a one time thing, so for your own safety, I strongly recommend and hope that you seek help and safety. I’m very sorry that happened to you and only wish thee best for you.
I suffer from severe PTSD because of my famaly this helped alot
This helps so much 😭
Yes it does. I cried while listening too it. Nobody knows the struggle except for those who go through it
I think my undiagnosed ptsd is getting worse. This audio is helping me tonight…
I may not know you, many may not care, but just know, someone cares. Someone loves you, even if you don’t know them yet. You will get through, you got this. Goodnight my friend.
This is "TOTALLY" Tessa's channel, and not Tesssa's channel
i wish i didn't push people who comforted me away
Thank you so much for this (and for making it f4a I appreciate it)
Oh how perfect this is...
So sad i wasnt there for the premiere. i hope your taking care of yourself.
It’s okay! I’ll have a video next Saturday too
I can still see his face, god damn taliban
I’m sorry brother. #Respect
i, a neurodivergent trans woman, was emotionally abused by my older brother and sister-in-law at the lowest, most vulnerable point in my entire life. i could barely receive a knock on my bedroom door, a text on my phone, or a phone call, without almost having a panic attack, thinking it was them.
to this day, i have flashbacks or bouts where i can't stop thinking about the things they said or did, and i recall much of it so very vividly. they repeatedly lectured and berated me, and forced me to do things i did not want to or could not do, whether by emotional manipulation, threats to the roof over my head, or threats to 'take away' my access to utilities, even going as far as changing the wifi password, which is especially abusive, seeing as my biggest support group is my friends online, and my two partners, who all live in different parts of the world.
during that time of my life, i was having mental breakdowns almost weekly, in comparison to my usual of maybe a few times a year, or maybe once a month at most. as i write this, i'm trying to drag my thoughts away from everything that happened then, so i can try to get back to sleep before i have to get up in a few hours to go do something important. i turned 22 a little over a month ago, and i have to live with these experiences for the rest of my life....
this will never happen to me because i'm good enough at hiding it for no one to notice 😂😂😂😂😂 i hate my life
Oh my god thank this audio for being able to bring me back to full consciousness
Totally Tessa ASMR can you do girlfriend comforts you for fear of thunderstorms?
I need my girlfriend here..or someone..I'm so fucking paranoid and something's gonna fucking get me idk what but something's gonna happen..
I feel so guilty I just wished he loved me
It's wonderful you ask what age I am and that's it's ok if I don't feel my age Absolutely beautiful thank you so much. This helps me in so many ways 💖💖💖💖💖💖
god this. as someone who dissociates during ptsd episodes i need to feel validated in where ever i am mentally, age wise and anxiety level. bless xx
@@benji_and_the_tomatoes can I ask something? if you are ok with it why do you or anyone with this need to be validated with an orientation like the place the name age or in what age someone feels please don't take it in a bad way I just don't know a lot about PTSD episodes
@Totally Tessa Audio thank you for this
❤❤❤❤ Thanks for another comforting vid
I really need this..
Me seeing the title - OMG YASS!
Me: *my gf walks through door*
Me: *ptsd* (flashbacks of war)
Me *GOING INSANE*
gf: *snaps me out of it*
Me: wha....what.....oh....im not crazy.....
Comfort always nice
I’ve seen some shit in my life, one of the worst being a police sketch of a heavily rotted and distorted corpse. I always see the face in my nightmares and I feel like absolute Shit when I wake up. Rarely would I get a good dream
And since the corpse in the sketch was wearing a black turtleneck, seeing a black turtleneck scares the hell outta me
I'm sorry to hear that
Thank you
If only people in the real world cared enough to do this
My comment got a heart from the uploader. 😎
Twice. Hell yeah.
Thank you!
Can we go for 4?
How about 5?
Asmr champion
THEY'RE IN THE TREES
I love you @totallytessaAsmr
HELL YA… Hold on I think this might help with my panic attacks!
Texas shootings have caused me Serious anxiety... thank you for this video
were you even there
@@zizbird4423 Most likely not, these f*cks have no idea what it's really like. The terror on a daily basis is incredibly miserable. Dread, anguish, and desperation floods you're system. All you are able to do is sit and breathe. Becoming a completely useless indivual. Fuck it.
@@zizbird4423 did you have to be rude? Even if they weren’t there, they could still be scared by it. There was no reason for you to be mean /srs
@@Hiro_515 i like how you censored the word "fuck" but forgot to censor the second one, lazy much?
Not sure if you know but for some reason there is a static noise in the background just letting you know
It’s my furnace haha. I’m also not using the best mic. But I’m doing what I can for now! 😊
Well done!
i have ptsd because of a food therapist
I’m sorry to hear that.
my gf wont do it, so here i am lul
Hey totally tessa asmr can you do a asmr wife hair shave videos please
You keep requesting this and idek what you want lol
Look it up on RUclips asmr wife hair shave videos
But who would it help?
@@totallytessaaudio I guess whomever love hair strokes lol😳🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣Edit: please forgive If this was to Inappropriate somehow🤐
Ok I don’t know the intention of the person who asked this BUT I have a transgender girlfriend who almost recklessly shaves due to her dysphoria and I think a scenario in which a trans woman’s girlfriend helps her shave and says encouraging words about how beautiful and lovely her girlfriend is would be absolutely amazing. And of course it would just be about facial and general body hair.
𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚊𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚘𝚜❣️
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Goooood Morning Viet Namm!!!
I am terribly sorry for this joke.
@@Fox101st as someone with a form of ptsd, i forgot i had it when i read your comment (got a chuckle outta me) so as far as i know, youre all good:D
Adhd comfort?
This has been requested a couple times! What would you like to receive from someone if you had ADHD?
@@totallytessaaudio probably some stuff on intelligence
@@totallytessaaudio gotta go with the Unironic snap back to reality.
Totally Tessa ASMR i have adhd i’d personally like someone just hugging me and holding me and cuddling me while im doingg a task so i stay focused
*Fortunate Son Intensifies*
❤💋
Oh hello there, how are you doing?
I’m well! How are you?
@@totallytessaaudio i'm fine i guess haha
Do you have any idea when you are going to be doing my request please please reply back please please
Can I please request a video please please reply back please please
Of course you can 😊
Thank you