the vein in black
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
- i watched it fall away again. i’m tired, so why should i pretend i’m over it? fuck it, i’m fine. i’ll act like it hasn't been on my mind. i don't know why i tried to hide from lies. i thought that i could have a stable life again. i’m playing blank cassettes. i know you remember the time i said “what the fuck do you want from me?” off the meds. but then i was left with a lie. you said you would be mine. look behind misguided eyes, i left everything i had that night. you called me just to invite me back to that city and leave behind the new life i liked, so i said goodbye. i took my car, i knew it wasn't right. i let regrets surrounding my head fall again. all i wanted, then, was to make amends. it was only months before i watched it end. remember that note that i left for you? desperate, i just needed help, but you decided to vanish. well, fuck you too. i was homeless and left to move. abusing a drug that fucked up my head until i overdosed again. i know you remember the time i said “what the fuck do you want from me?” off the meds. i’m over it. fuck it, i’m fine. i’ll act like it hasn't been on my mind. my last cry for help.
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I listen to this on repeat daily. Currently dealing with near the same shit and its refreshing to feel validated for once in my sadness. All the love man.
Pills suck dude :( I'm going through it still but not nearly as bad as i once was. I hope you're taking care of yourself.
LOVE
ayyy its hauntxr!! legend
This song is so good I can resonate a lot in the current situation I am in:/ ❤
love it
is the best music what I heard, wp ^-^
I watched it fall away again
I'm tired, so why should I pretend I'm over it?
Fuck it, I'm fine
I'll act like it hasn't been on my mind
I don't know why I tried to hide from lies
I thought that I could have a stable life again
I'm playing blank cassettes
I know you remember the time
I said "what the fuck do you want from me?" off the meds
But then I was left with a lie
You said you would be mine
Look behind misguided eyes, I left everything I had that night
You called me just to invite me back to that city
And leave behind the new life I liked, so I said goodbye
I took my car, I knew it wasn't right
I let regrets surrounding my head fall again
All I wanted, then, was to make amends
It was only months before I watched it end
Remember that note that I left for you?
Desperate, I just needed help, but you decided to vanish
Well, fuck you too
I was homeless and left to move
Abusing a drug that fucked up my head until I overdosed again
I know you remember the time
I said "what the fuck do you want from me?" off the meds
I'm over it
Fuck it, I'm fine
I'll act like it hasn't been on my mind
My last cry for help
And still...
what a well rounded artist :')
i love this
wow ur so talent still in this
I found your music just a couple days ago but ive been obsessed!! Great video btw
Nice story.
omg i loved your songs, I hope you continue to follow the path of music :) (im brazillian sorry for my bad english :( )
Love your music
Still listening
Very nice ♥
I can watch this over and over
this vibe and video is on point bro keep grinding! ima see you and anna soon yo!
Keep up the AMAZING work! Video and Lyrics are 110%🔥
Nice, i really like the style of your videos as well
Ahhh 😢
Its amazing
Love this
отлично передал атмосферу
I love this
Lovin it
love u thank u.
Love this one!
🖤🖤🖤🦋🖤🖤🖤
Amazing as always
1:20 💔
beautiful song and video
fucking amazing
Yea, I love this but must say, if u need advice, if u really NEED HELP just ask
YESSSSS!!!!
Lmfao I love showing this to fake goth/emo people cause they never understand it
best reactions youve gotten?
@@midnightsarrow160 lmfaoo most are just confused, but the best I suppose would be this one girl who was like "What the fuck even is this I don't get it ?" like they chime about being so depressed and having ptsd and all this bullshit but they are all just a tiktok trend pretend wannabes who don't actually understand mental health and how sad shit can really get, like this music can speak to my soul it makes me feel like for one second I can understand how alone he felt singing this and I connect with it, but Idk people are just weird when it comes to their music takes I suppose.
@@sninjabeast68 yeah people that fake stuff like depression, ptsd, anxiety, etc. just annoy me
They're always so extremely over dramatic abt it and act like it's some sort of trophy and I so want to actually give it to them be like, "Trophy still glowing?