"don't" - eAeon ft. RM but you're drunk at an empty bar thinking about all the words left unsaid
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- Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
- the waves and the shore always meet, but they were just never meant to be together.
such are other things in this life.
if it helps you find some sort of closure, you can leave all your unsaid words here.
i'll listen,
joonpiter
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i missed yall ♡
feel free to use the comment section as a journal entry.
talk about anything that's on your mind right now,
what you've been up to,
any words left unsaid,
etc etc etc.
Bestiee you're gonna make me spill all my bottled up emotions lmaoo
Thanks for making these videos I love you🥺🦋
I missed you too
Bestie i haven't told anyone how i truely rlly feel and lioe what shits going on simply bc i dont wanna burden anyone so ive been keeping everything in but your making me wanna spill it all out-
RM is a lyrical genius, i love him it hurts
All joon stans literally said, "I love him it hurts" because yeah.. we love him, it hurts.
I honestly missed the feeling of being in love, getting lost in all it’s magic, I even miss the pain that comes along with it. And somehow this song gives me all that. Ugh god It has been so long.
Same
joonpiter is literally one of the only people who knows how to make me dance in my room by myself witn headphones on like a movie ??
She was my best friend for over 10 years and suddenly she stopped talking to me in the worst patch of my life, she spread rumours on me so even the teachers thought I was so mean to her, to the point they left alone in a corner of the classroom so I couldn't hurt anyone. I had to study 9 hours for the regular school, 4 for a course that was supposed to help me get into the university I needed to get to, I had to work to stay afloat and months passed by, nobody truly believed I was crying myself to sleep everyday, that I could barely walk and talk. After some time passed, the date for an important party we had planned together came, she was supposed to invite me, but didn't and her mother had to call an beg us to go because I was an important part in her daughter's life; so I appeared and when we met she said nothing to me before moving me to a lonely table by the bathroom because "someone else needed my place in the main table as a last minute change" so I started crying because nobody wanted me there and the people that knew me talked shit about me when they passed by. So I called my mom to pick me up, by this time is was raining heavily and the party was set in an enormous garden, I was wearing a dress; my "friend" asked me to leave because nobody wanted me there, but her mother asked me to at least wait for the storm to pass and after the party I could stay at their home, I didn't since she insisted I was no one worth seeing and finally kicked me out while it was hailing (summer tends to do that in my country). I tripped over, fell and my glasses broke while I was trying to walk towards the parking lot as I cried my eyes out, some of her guests that brought an umbrella passed by and laughed at me.
It happened three years ago but it still haunts me and hurt every single time it hails.
I'm not sure how she is doing, but I hope she hasn't tricked anyone like she did with me
Edit: thanks for all the support and nice messages, if anyone is experiencing something similar please use my story as an incentive to leave those who try to bring you down even if you could do anything for them; we are better off without those type of people
I’m so sorry to hear that :(( that rly sucks, I hope you have found real friends and are doing well now :)))
Iam so sorry to hear this .
Oh my, this is so hurtful to read, imagine going through all of it... I'm so sorry for you. She was your friend for a long time but suddenly she decided to be a b**ch. She was supposed to support you, going through all that shit that we know pretty well, that is studying to go to a university and the thoughts of an uncertain future that we almost young adults have to handle. That's all her problem you know, as you said, you had nothing to do with this changing of behavior of hers. I hope you're feeling better now. Remember that the opinions of those who really cares about us are those who really matters. Wish all the best for you! I purple you Ami!
omg im so sorry for that literally, i cant undesrtand why the people change and broke his promises that they made, and thay didn't looks hurt or worry about if you feel bad or sad for that, im sorry for that
let me give u a virtual hugT-T
It's so hurtful how people like them exist and they hurt you when you never expected. It's hard to be with them, and sometimes it's harder to finally leave them. But when we actually leave them we realise what we were willing to go through so much for a person who doesn't values you at all. Shit happens and good things happen too. That period is over, and now the good things one will start! Let's keep looking forward with hope because honestly, that's literally what keeps us all sane.
Lot's of love and support to you. And honestly with no offense, f**k that "friend" she didn't deserve you because she doesn't knows what you deserve! 💜
sometime it's better to be unsaid, I know how it feels when we just want to be with them, but.. we just let it go..
“dont leave me” just becomes a phrase we want to say it loud, but we suppress inside ourselves.
the last sentence of the s/o’s text hit way deep.
To her:
You told me you'd be okay so I said the same thing back. I believed it. And I was okay.
Until I wasn't.
"what colour are waves? white as snow when they break, did you survive the drift okay? still as a pebble, could you stay?"
SO BEAUTIFUL♡
"joonpiter is the best". No words. No explanation. She is just the best!!!!!
this song is so relaxing😩
“please don’t leave”
i remember us saying this to my best friend of almost 6 years at 12:32 am on new year’s, the last time we ended up talked to her. we were a trio for the past year and were basically friendship goals. it might sound cliche but we understood and brought out the best in each other. we all had similar tastes in music (in fact, we were all huge fans of melanie martinez at the time), and they they watched me slowly become an army, put up with my baby, no-jammer phase and all. they were uncomplaining about my bombarding them with memes and rants, especially her. everything was great, honestly. we all facetimed, hung out, played videogames together and whatnot all the time, and our conversations lasted for hours on end. but that was until we all moved far apart. i was the first one to move out of us 3, an entire two hours away, but nothing really changed until she did. she moved 3 hours away to the opposite side of the province from where i was at over summer break. she stopped replying to our texts and even turned off notifications for all of the socials we had group chats on, but i thought it was just because she was busy settling in. i didn’t get mad or anything, but deep down i was kind of upset. i felt selfish and clingy for it. she was gone for... 2 months, i believe. she came online and talked to us for a couple of minutes on her birthday, but then disappeared again until 6 days later, only returning to wish our other best friend a happy birthday and then leaving. i waited for an entire month before spamming all her socials, but i didn’t get a single response. she left me on opened and read. then came new year’s eve , and she finally decided to reply to us after 2 months. we asked her what the hell was going on and if she was alright, because we were both worried sick thinking something had happened to her, but she responded in a careless manner saying, “oh yeah, you know me and my mlb addiction, i was just reading fanfics.” it made me feel horrible. did we really not mean anything to her? i know i should have said something, that i’m a fool for forgiving her and thinking she’d talk to us again the next day, but i don’t want to lose her. she might be thoughtless, but i just can’t handle losing someone else that’s been such a huge part of my life. we’ve had ups and downs and a bad past, but i cant let go of her. my birthday’s in 2 days, and although i have no plans to celebrate or buy myself something nice, i’m waiting like an idiot for a notification that says happy birthday from her. i don’t want her to leave again. i really don’t. things feel a little less empty when she’s around. life feels a little more colourful when she’s not gone. she was the only one that i struggled to beat in things like studies and cup stacking for years, but she’s the only one to do so that i’ve never found irritating for it. if she ever comes back and beats me at a videogame i’ve been playing for years, i don’t think i could get myself to be annoyed about it. i’ll be too busy being grateful that she’s still here and hasn’t moved on from us yet.
update: she wished me kinda late on my birthday yesterday but i’m glad she remembered! she said she was busy at the moment so we convinced her to agree on choosing a time to catch up. we’re finally going to have a proper conversation, all three of us, after such a long time, so i’m really excited!
update 2: it’s been 8 months since i wrote this, whoa. a lot has changed as well, and we talked about some things and she sincerely apologized for ghosting us like that. we’re back to how we used to be now, talking on a regular basis, and we even celebrated new year’s together
wow i'm sorry that she just ghosted you and your other friend :/ my best friend i don't live near each other anymore either and if he were to ignore my messages then it would be really tough for me as well, especially since we've known each other for about 6 or 7 years too. i hope things get better between you and her in the future if that's possible and also happy early birthday :D
It breaks my heart to know you've gone through all of that alone. Pls take care of yourself
I can relate a lot to your story, I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this. My friends and I were bffs since middle school, almost 7 years of friendship. A lot things happened to us but nothing broke us apart until a year and a half ago when we went on vacation the three of us. It all ended in a fisical fight, never speaking to each other again and almost a law suit. I was so devastated on how things fell apart, and until this day I just can let them go. They saw me grow up and a part of them is in me even when I try to ignore it. But new people will come, I can asure you, they’re not gonna replace your old friend, but they’re gonna bring better memories. And one day this will all be a funny story.
seriously it even hurt me, that it was good that he congratulated you
falling in love with don't and joonpiter
these days honestly i hate that I’m 16.
i waited all my life to be 16 but now i hate it.
i hate it when they expect me to be someone else and try to control me.
i hate it when they destroy my dreams.
i hate it when they leave me alone saying “i know you can get through it”, yes i hate you.
i truly hate being strong enough to handle everything.
now i see the problem isn’t my age , the problem is me. i’m broken and i’m afraid that i cant keep these pieces together anymore.
The fact that you spoke about it in the comments section means that atleast you've admitted it to yourself, and I hope you know how big of a step that it, admitting is something people can't do easily because they're scared of the consequences. As an 18 year old stranger on the internet / an Army 💜 I hope you know that you're 𝗩𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴. I was able to find it out from just a comment, wonder what's going on in you're mind? 💜
lots of love and support,
A friend (or if you're not comfortable with that, just a fellow Army
@@shruti8698 this was really heart warming love, thank you so much
*sending loves to you
take good care of yourself and stay safe❤️💕💜
have a nice day
ight cutie 💙
I am a little younger than u but I just FEEL YOU
Its like the world we imagined getting destroyed
Just hang in there
We will over come it
I can't get enough of this song
So I'm writing this like I write in Journal..
Turned 16 already, but I'm just goofing around without any dreams and ambitions..
Idk what I want, what i like, what i wish to do..
You can wonder if someone can be like that.. Yesh, Idk what I'm gonna be in future
It's Always awkward when someone asks what's my dream..
And when I say the honest reason, They give me look.. Which I absolutely hate..
I love to dance, to talk, to write..
But Idk what I want from them
~Hobiful
It’s ok not to know what you wanna do in the future. I’m 21 and I still don’t have any dreams. I am studying business even though I don’t even know if I like it or not. I know how annoying it is when people ask you about your future plans but don’t worry about it. I know it’s easier said than done and I still struggle with it. Even thinking about the future scares me a lot but we’re still young and we still have a lot of time to decide what we wanna do, no matter what age we are:) Some people just need more time and that’s totally fine
@@Sim-pu8kl You gave me relief, Thankyou for making my day
I agree with her.. I am also almost 21, with no dreams and ambitions. But recently I learnt that it isn't necessary to have big dream and ambitions, it isn't necessary to fix our destination in our journey of life. Just remember one thing, love whatever you do, you are the most important person in your life and you should treat yourself with same love and respect. Don't let yourself down just because you don't have dreams. Cause having dreams isn't important, but living your life to its fullest is.❤️
Same dear I don't have any dreams as well
its the same with me... 'Dream' is a word which haunted me for 3 yrs, but being in this fandom has made me a lot better, it was the first time i heard the words "its ok to not have a dream" Truly a moment i can never forget.
dear friend,
sometimes i still get the overwhelming urge to call you so we can talk about nothing until it's six in the morning and my eyes are heavy. the only thing that keeps me from doing so is my pride, which i'm so close to folding up neatly and throwing out the window. i hate that you are the person that has hurt me most by doing the most unforgivable things and you're still the one i'm most willing to forgive. i hate that whenever i mention your name, my friends get surprised, as if they expect me to burst out into tears. and it's so hard to walk past you in hallways pretending like we don't know each other. it's even harder when i feel your eyes staring into my back when i walk away. i'll admit, that i probably won't forgive you for what you did to me. i admit, that you're not a good person, or a good partner. but i still miss you - and it's unbearable.
"thank you for everything. Bye" these were the last words she said to me. Hurts like hell, dont know how i will be able to heal my broken heart. Too much things to carry around in this broken heart. I dont want to drown in these emotions of mine.......
i really wish i didnt ache for you like i do
you're gone, and there's not much i can really do about it, but i miss you.
i miss every aspect of you.
how u smiled so brightly when you got so excited over something
how ur eyes looked in the sunlight
how u told me u loved me while stroking my hair
when we were perfect.
and then you were gone.
how can someone just be there and then not be there?
how can it just...be over?
Joonpiter = art
I've been in love with this song lately and having a Joonpiter ver. of it makes me so happy😭💜
damn, im not passing by a situation like this, but rm and aeon are so good, they gave to us all the feelings in this song!
brooo the BASS. im orbiting.
This gave me goosebumps. I've never been in love but sometimes I yearn for that feeling of wanting or missing someone so bad that it's impossible to breathe. The feeling you get when little things they do give you butterflies and make you feel you're flying. I want to be able to look at someone in the eye and think, "wow I love this person so much". This song makes me feel like that. Your edits make me feel like that
"don't destroy us it'll break you too." i cried when don't started playing
I’ve never really wanna hold on to sth but a really good time.and this song make me realize, I’ve never wanted to tell s/o don’t let go but to tell those good old time to not pass, stay still as a stone. When that song dropped, I miss those golden hours that I’ve spent with good people. there’s really no place like home now. I miss y’all.
and a big thank for u, Joonpiter-nim. Thanks for everything that you’ve dropped during these hard times. it’s really helping me out a lot. Love u:3
These lines below are my feelings after having a party about 2 months ago. When the party ended, the other friends went to the movies yet I decided to go home cuz it was kinda late.
And the thing is, my soulmate(or at least I believed so) did not say a word to me, as if I was nothing to her. I don't blame her, she is the person that bring lights into my meaningless life, it's just the feeling of being abandoned hurts me a lot. We used to share everything, every stories and every moments with each other. But now, it is clear that even I exists or not, it won't be a big deal to her.
"This is better. As long as I can still keep her smiling happily, I will never regret. Even if I have to leave and be left behind.
Therefore,
I decided to shutdown all of my feelings, so that I can not ever be miserable and heartbroken. Even a smallest piece of hope that we may have a happy-ever-after life tortures me so hard, as if I can only kill myself to end the pain. It will be a brutal lie if I say I do not completely feel anything, because I do.
And I do feel so much.
The stronger my heartbeat pounding inside my chest whenever I see her smiles, the more painful my heart aches at the very same moment do I realize that:
I'm not the one that makes her feel happy.
Even more depressed, I will never be.
I started wondering that: is this a cost of growing up? Is this the price that I have to pay for being so useless, for having done nothing for her but having so many worrying thoughts, for not even have a goddamn courage just to stand in front of her and lend her an ear when she was struggling? Is this what I deserve to get when I know love is real?
I swear to god, if the time could be rewinded, I would go straight back to the moment I realized she's the one, and unhesitatingly ended my fcking life. Because even I already warned myself every single time,that it would not be easy to overcome, still, my dumbass mind foolishly grew a hope that will never come true.
Or should I say, a flower that will never bloom.
And now, here I am, cold, lonely and heartbroken. In fact, I was used to with the loneliness, and it wouldn't be a big deal to me, until now.
It's so real that I can literally burst into tears every second, I do not let it happen, though.
Do I even deserve to be happy?
I have been looking for the answer whole day.
Found it just a few minutes ago.
Do I even deserve to be happy?
Of course I don't. And I cannot anymore."
Thank you to who had enough patient to read all of my thoughts which seems confusing. As a 16 yrs old person, I believe this hardship is minor comparing to the whole future life lying ahead, and that's why I'm trying to overcome it with the very first step is to sharing my unsaid words. 💜
i just got here and im ready to cry
edit: i have never actually dated anyone in my entire life. ive never fell in love nor have i experienced what a break up feels like, but damn. i think joonpiters videos r the closest feeling ive got to the real thing, like experiencing a preview or a short simulation to give u an idea of what it feels like to be in such a situation. it just feel so real.
edit 2: i really appreciate joonpiter for making these emotion filled videos , they really mean a lot more than what it seems.
also, to those who have actually been thru this situation, no matter if you've moved on, still moving on, or maybe even still in the process of leading to a break up. i hope you guys will be okay. im sure it will be okay. just remember to give urself a break when it gets too much. take care of urselves okay?
I really thought she was my best friend in school... It was a rough patch in school, and at the time I was desperate to have at least one friend, so even though we were toxic for each other, I wasn't ready to let go. That affected me so much mentally, gave me anxiety, suddenly made me quite insecure about how I'm perceived by others around me... We fought a lot because of trivial things and finally broke this friendship... and I'm not gonna lie, I felt light... after almost 3 years, I felt lighter than I ever did. It was definitely a lesson for me, it was hard, but it was a good lesson for me. I've matured because of it. And then she contacted me again. And I realized that I could never have that same connection with her ever again and while we chat once in a while, I just don't feel the connection... now I see her as a friend from school and I passed out a long time ago and college was a new start. And I'm happy letting her be the school friend who texts me once in a while...
I know writing here won't solve anything, but I just wanted to vent out my feelings. I'm a normal girl who wants to learn art and explore new things, edit videos, and interested in arts and IT. But my mom doesn't like it, she wants me to be a doctor. Though my other family members always support me my mom insist me to be a doctor. I'm scared to tell her what I really want. I'm scared to let her down and lose faith me. I'm scared what will be her reaction when I try to explain my ambition. This really has been inside of me for a long time. This song really made feel the emotions that were unsaid by me, that were always inside me. You are one of my favorite youtuber who always somehow manage to touch my heart with your edits.
I've been playing this song on repeat since it came out and I'm so glad you made a video on it 😭❤️
For them:
I told you all, that i was not weak.I just wanted some rest but you all left me when i wanted to take the step. You never know how injured my heart was.After that i wasnt hiding, i just protected myself from people like you.
And now... I think i feel lonely but this is better for me.I cant be Sad because, Im no more like before. So This life goes on.
I am so tired of going to school,not because of studying,but because of my classmates.
There are two girls who literally always say :"yay! She's not there!" when they think I'm not coming to school.
They make fun of me for being germaphobic and they just hate me Idk what to do anymore
"Don't" is such a beautiful and hypnotic song,it made me cry. The editing is so beautiful that i shed more tears than i was supposed to lol. Thanks
I just woke up and saw this
Made me emotional all of a sudden 🤧🤧
i graduated high school earlier this mont and i just want to relax while i have the time before college, but all i feel is stress and anxiety about the future. i just want to put a pause button on life and just live the way i want to for a while.
Let me just listen to this while a rocket is flying in the sky coming down to earth and prob gonna hit my country cause my country has a red dot which means danger 😃 (love the vid btw good job again)
Landed in the indian ocean near Maldives at the end
I loved how it started with Badbye and then Don't... woah, just what i needed
why im crying 😭 i wish this version can be in spotify
their collabs make me cry :")
Do you ever feel like you are restraining your feelings, keeping them submerged, allowing only few bits to come out ,once in a while . You can't afford to leave your emotions laying around without guard. So you put yourself on hold. It's fine , you look strong and cool from the outside . The only downside is that all your words echo back to you. You can't say don't leave me or I need you or I'm sad because that would be uncharacteristic of you. So the only thing you have left are those songs; where you get to feel everything without any worries of what that may mean or how it might affect you later on. Songs are your only safe place .
Im gonna use this as my journal, thank you for the space. When I was in highschool I met this really cool guy. We started talking and I still remember what to me was the first interaction. To be honest, we got along perfectly well (or so I thought). He literally changed places from one side of the classroom to the other just to sit behind me, he helped me with my homeworks and I helped him too. He never judged my fondness for BTS and I listened to him when he talked about his passions and about China's history (he liked that subject a lot). We were the typical classroom couple who everyone knows they like each other, but no one has ever told the other for some reason. I don't know his reason, but mine was my fear of commitment and intimacy. I literally liked him a lot and I wanted him to tell me he liked me, just so I could turn him down and explain why I couldn't date him (the previous reasons). Time passed and we slowly grew apart. One day, I was on the bus with a friend, abd she told that she no longer supported our relationship, but that she rather shipped him with another friend. I was worried, and so decided to ask him if she liked her or not. The answer broke my heart: he told me that he did, but he didn't know how to talk to her. I was so broken (even more knowing that that day i decided to dress extra pretty for him, but apparently he didn't notice) that i didn't even bother to stop him, and i told him that i shipped them too and that they'd look great together. I didn't want to be seen like this, and so i acted like i liked another guy (he didn't know though, so no people were harmed or used at all) and talked about him all the time. I guess the one I really liked was deceived, and so he started growing apart from me even more, and so did I. He still seated behind me, but most of the time he spent it with the other two girls and his friend group. Later, I was told that guy and the friend I talked with on the bus started dating, and considering she was one of my best friends for a year, then only my friend, I was very disappointed and devastated. They broke up: he changed, my so-called friend changed, I changed. I don't even like the guy as a friend anymore, but if I could I would have definitely improved the communication between us and told him how much I liked him; but it's too late for that now. I don't miss him, I miss the guy I first met. Now, what I would like to do is to talk to him and make everything clear, to tell him what really happened and how I really felt in that moment; he deserved to know and so did I. That's all I would like to do, but we have grown apart, and that chat will never take place... Not soon at least. Thank you for reading this: i had to take it off my chest somehow.
I’m crying. felt that, typing and erasing, so many words floating around, to the point I think if I ever open my mouth I’ll be drown. The edit is so good thank you
i just feel so empty these days. my best friend changed school and move away far, and she recently got back to our town and stay with her parents as our country hit another corona outbreak, and we texted and stuff. she told me a lot of exciting things she did on her new school. with her new friends. posted her chats and conversations with them on her story, just so happy. i love seeing her happy, but deep down i wish she hadn't left. i know I'm being selfish for wanting her to stay, but i just wish things could go back like it once was. my boyfriend and i have some complicated problems going on, also in distance. he went out with his friends and family, and happy. i have no one to talk to, to rant to, to tell how my day went as i listen to their's. it's so empty. and lonely.
Thank you so muchhhh
I was having a panic attack and immediately enter to your channel, even if you didn't see this, the combinations of bts music and yout ambient is so calming for me and my thoughts. Thank You Joonpiter
The text conversation took me back to what happened with my last relationship. I wanted to let him see that I will be okay, that i will be fine because some words are better left unsaid. I'm tired of begging, crying and defending myself so I let loose. And guess what? It turned out better than I expected. I learned to love myself again and I've been glowing and growing. Thank you for the lessons dear ex
istg you are my most favorite channel ever, the stories you give out with the pov mixed with the way you edit the audio to make it seem so realistic is just so amazing, i love it so much its so calming and relaxing, thank you
Its Sunday night and im trying to sleep for school tomorrow. But everytime i relax i just start to think about all these things. Sometimes the only distraction i have is these videos and the stories in my head
i sometime think of him. even after 4 years. he was my first love. my first kiss. my first date. my first everything. my first. it’s been 4 years since we last talked. and i still can’t completely get over him. my life is moving on and so is his. yet why do i feel stuck in the past? there are sometimes those longing looks at each other that feels like it happens in slow motion but in reality only happen in a split second. maybe if we met at the right time. maybe if we both weren’t idiots. maybe sometime. maybe.
im actually drunk right now! and im very sad! my friend of ten years ghosted me. for no reason. i knew everyone would eventually, but i didnt ever think she would. but shes gone. which is kinda proving every thought ive had about my relationships having timers. shes done this to people before. she doesnt talk to them again. if id known this was going to happen i wouldnt have said anything. i can never go back. i wish id known during the last times id hung out with her. im never going to see her ever again, literally. we go to different colleges, states away, and sans that we live states away. she never has to see me again. and ill never get to see her again. and we didnt even properly fight. i wish id known. i would have yelled at her. i would have screamed and told her to reconsider and to never think id hold a grude and to please just text me again. i would have cried a lot harder if i was given the chance. i wish id had the chance.
being loved but sometimes i miss being single..... thats why im always come here... u r the best!!! love all of ur vds!! pls post more!! love ya
I love RM but eAeon is literally amazing, people should acknowledge his talents more
i never really knew how important you were until i lost you. it made me hate myself thinking about those times.. thinking about how much you showed me you cared and i couldn’t even show you the same. i miss you and im sorry thing ended this way.
goshhhh the TALENT AND EFFORT YOU PUT IN EVERY VIDEO
jonpiter, you lovely human. I missed you a lot 🥺. You have never failed to make a video that’s anything less than perfect. You always seem to capture such specific and meaningful emotions in such an amazing way. Much love you ( ⸝•ᴗ•⸝)♡
I had a bestf our friendship lasted for more that 7-⁸ 8 yrs but we had a big fight and even our parents got involved so we decided to cut off all our relations but it's been almost 1yr I haven't seen nor any of her friends have seen her after that incidents and now I really miss her af. After we cut off our bond she went through a lot of depression and even was admitted to a hospital. From that time we don't know anything about her and nowadays rumours about her that she did suicide is spreading. After hearing that I locked myself for days like I can't bear to lose her. She was the most important person to me in my whole life.
I really hope we meet again and all the rumours are fake-
Please pray with me!!
why do they all leave? is it me? what did i do wrong? why do i push everyone away? am i just destined to be alone forever? like a planet drifting in space, no moons, no inhabitants, just existing.
Ok but why is joonpiter so talented like pls 😭🤚🏻 ily
To him:
I hope you'll get to know how much i love you even if you don't know that there is someone like me who is Existing and wanna be with you.. but it's fine, maybe in our next life we'll meet again. I still love you and i always will :)
Justo estaba esperando esta canción, pero que TÚ la hicieras 😭 Le das un toque que las hace aún más mágicas de lo que son 💜💜💜
The whole video is just so perfect... The details...!
I too just wrote a journal entry, but backspaced it haha... gonna keep some words unsaid for some more while.
This really hits me deep tho I have never had a relationship 😭.u r so talented joonpiter.
*Already this song is so addicting..now this vdo too..😭i love this song*
to the people who left me behind
Thank you I am truly grateful for you even though you left me it's ok. Without you putting me through the pain you did I wouldn't be who I am and for that I truly thank you. But don't do it to the next person that is in your life don't put them in pain like you did to me it would break their heart. Treat those people like it's your last day and cherish them with all your life, you won't regret it and don't be scared.
sincerely,
the person you left
Diganme que no soy la unica que siente que esta en otro mundo en otra dimencion....ameee la musica de RM y eAeon♡♡♡♡
okay, I'm crying so hard
The song was hurting and it hurts more now,kudos for making this🤘
this song is so relaxing but it hurts :"(
as if i haven't cried enough to this song 😭
MEEEE LIKE MY HEAD HURTS SO HAD FROK CRYING SO MUCH AND PUFFY EYES
Joonpiter! You have no idea how much you've inspired/encouraged me to write. I lile to write as a hobby and your edits just give the right feels for it. Literally goosebumps all over. Every. Single. Time. ❤️
i got goosebumps at the first second
YOU NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS ME
The queen has posted
joonpiter, you allways help me in the worst moments of my life.
Lately... I've been crying a lot listening to this song... for certain reasons i cannot tell anyone...
I had promised to love him forever but I guess forever doesn't last that long...
But anyways I'm so thankful for him because he made me fall in love for the first time in my life. It was sweet until I realized I can't have him. I moved on now and hope the feeling that are left won't bug me anymore and just disappear soon.
Joonpiter you are the best💜
it's perfect you started it with badbye 🥺
ahhh so excited
3:01 that part hits so fucking hart 💔🥺
this song is art T ^ T 💜
Daebakkkk, it’s good and feel hurt huhuuu but I like it so much😭😭😭
It was in April of 2021 when I lost my best friend. Me and my best friend met in 3rd grade. I was new to the school. During the first week there I was transferred to her class cause I was smarter than the people in my class. During morning recess she approached, she said “hey, I think you’re pretty cool, I like you a lot. Maybe we can hang out or something.” She said quoting the vine, she hoped that I didnt think of her as weird but being the vine kid I was I accepted. We played in the playground together and got along really well. She introduced me to her friends. We were our own little group. We had things in common. We all watched anime, we all like the same music. We always talked to each other. She was nice to. She was the one who told me about k pop. But everything bad happened in quarantine. She became mean and possessive. But at some times she would always help with homework. She told me not to hang out with people she didn’t like, she always wanted to know everything I was doing. One day I was awake at 6 am with no sleep. I was laying on my couch, bored. I was tired of everything. Then a stupid idea came to my mind. “I’m gonna make a second acc on tik tok and block everyone :D” I blocked my family, my friends, even her and my other best friend. It was a k pop fan page, I didn’t show my face or my name. I was having fun. At some point I would tell her I had a second acc and she didn’t seem interested in it. I never told her about it again. Then I unblocked a girl that she hated. But the girl was one of my friends who I didn’t have drama with. The girl followed me and I followed her, it was going smoothly. But I got my phone taken away because I didn’t tell my mom about my tik tok. But I still had my laptop. I forgot to tell the girl I unblocked but I wasn’t think bout that. One day I was talking to another friend of mine when my best friend texted me. “‘why did you block me?” She asked. I was actually confused. “‘huh?” I asked confused. “Why did you block me on tik tok?” I was confused cause I didn’t have my phone. So I thought she was talking about my main acc that I didn’t block her on. “‘I don’t have my phone how would I block you?” I asked. “Then why am I blocked by (second acc name)” I then didn’t respond. “(‘friend that she hates) tagged me and (second acc name) and when I asked her who it was she said it was you.” She said. I forgot what I said next but I then sent a meme for some reason and found out she blocked me. I wasn’t mad. I felt free. She was mean and possessive.
It was April 2021 when I lost my other best friend. I met him when my best friend introduced me to him. He was cool and dirtied minded for a 3rd grader. But I didn’t question it. I wasn’t a judging person. They were fun. They started to change when they all of a sudden confessed to me one day. I didn’t return the feelings but we stayed friends. The next day he said he got a girlfriend. I congratulated him. I wasn’t going to judge. Even tho he was still very young. They broke up after 3 days. I comforted him. Then the next day he asked me if he had a chance with some girl who looked way older than him. I didn’t say anything. The next day he said he had a sugar dad. I didn’t judge, instead I made jokes on him buying me stuff. The next week he said he got his nudes leaked. Comforted him again. He then vented to me. Comforted him again. He then kept getting his nudes leaked. He kept on getting boyfriends and girlfriends. I kept on comforting him. I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to support him as a great friend. I gave him another chance. He messed it up by sending uncomfortable pictures. He messed it up by saying uncomfortable words. I then broke it off. I felt as if I was a supporting character. Supporting people just for then to leave or I leave.
Okay thanks for reading my problems, love the video by the way.
i just needed to end our relationship, and i think this is how you feel right now, i hope you find happiness in life, just like i find it years ago in loving you
i'm listening to this right now and it's raining outside
This was so good, it really felt like I got my heart broken
joonpiter supremacy
0:41 incase u gonna rewatch alot
everything in this video is just so
I’ve never properly told him how I felt despite him knowing that I had feelings. I told him over texts which he probably didnt look back at it, shouldve seen that coming tho. We were close friend but then didnt talk for the rest of the last year, up until prom night. We can go hang out with each other now without him feeling awkward but it always feel like there’s something missing.
Yasss been wating for thisss and missed u joonpiter :'
I love this song smmm❤️
You will never know how much I loved you even tho you pretend like you don't care deep down you do right? Tell me please I am needy for your love 🥺 I wish you would have understand how much you meant to me I miss you so much ! Its hard for me to spend a day without you and its getting harder because you're not here I wish destiny bring us together someday till then plss take care of yourself and stay safe because even tho u don't know but I love to the eternity 😇🥰💫
To my special one 🤞
i always loved your videos. you are soooo talented. luv ya.
Okay crying time
I love your channel, greetings.😭😭💕
i’ve only known you for a little over a week but there’s something. i don’t understand but it feels like i’ve known you for ages. you’re giving me the euphoria highs and lows that come with having a crush on someone. i’m not bold enough to just go and tell you. though i wish i could. i wish you weren’t so busy. and that i could talk to you more. you mean a lot to me already and i’m so so scared. i know it’ll happen but i don’t want my heart broken again. whether there’s a chance for us or not. it hurts.
That last text reminded me of the girl's monologue in GOT7- If You Do
ready to cry hi im here