Subscribed 💚 This is the first song from them I've ever heard. My God. Chills so bad it actually hurt. I've never struggled with addiction, but I have and still am struggling with childhood trauma. So I hear this song from that perspective. Addiction and trauma have similarities. They both suck to say the least, and you live in the shadows until that one moment you realise you're not as ok as you thought you were and you're ready to reach out for help. Denial plays a big part in both. Both can destroy lives. Most importantly, you have to learn how to live with whatever got you to that place. Both leave scars that never really go away. You can heal, but the scars remain. Thank you for sharing your story. Stay healthy, be safe. All the best to you❤
Leila, I first want to congratulate you for being upfront and honest! I too struggle with childhood trauma. I know that played a huge role in my addiction. I’ll have to tell you, and the world, all about it when I do my next FIR video. Your words are nothing but the absolute truth. Mental scars never go away. We have to stop giving them the power. It’s easier said than done though, as you already know. I got your back though!!! I love how his music not only relates to addicts, but to trauma victims as well!!! No, wait!!! We’re not victims anymore!!!! WE ARE SURVIVORS!!!! 🤗 ❤️
@@JustJenRx I had a feeling you probably had experienced some kind of trauma.The moment you fell silent during the song is when you actually said the most. I don't believe people acquire addiction by choice, they are self medicating, and doing so for a reason. I was stuck in the mental health system for a long time. None of the medication they gave me worked, because they weren't treating the actual cause(trauma), just the symptoms. Long story. Thank you so much for your kind words and support :) Side note...I actually sent the song w/lyrics to my therapist. I asked him to please listen to it because it perfectly describes how I feel. The next time I saw him, he looked at me and said "Wow". That's how much I relate to the lyrics.The painful screams at the end...the screams of someone wanting so badly to be understood, broke my heart in a good way.
Leila, I’ve experienced trauma up until last month!!! My life has been one upset after another. I do know this much, no trauma whatsoever will get me back down that road. No trauma will hold me back. No trauma will make me someone I am not. I may have been through some major shit, but I am still the caring, loving, honest, loyal woman I have always been. Thank you for coming on and watching my videos. Thank you for the love and support!!! Hugs sent gf! Hugs sent.
@@JustJenRx Sorry for stealing your thread like this, but i just wanted to let you both that you´re not alone. Chronic depression here, due to two times of being medically dead (no heartbeat for 2+ minutes). Drowning at age 14, and a zeisure 2 years ago, but that leaves a mark on your soul/personality. Oh well, life goes on i guess.. But however, keep doing what you do. You truly have a friend here in the land of the north (Sweden)! All the love to you beautiful one!
I've never dealt with any of that nor anyone I know and had a great childhood but hearing those lyrics, his voice, the visuals and most of all the point at which you went silent Jen and I could read the reaction in your face. I know I'm 2 years late to the show but forgive me, I never even knew this band existed until a week ago.
The part at the end where he burns his past to the ground gets me every time. This song puts me back there too, Jen. Congrats on your sobriety. 2 n half yrs clean myself... and I felt every bit of this.
Jen, you can't do something wrong. Every thing that you do you're doing right. In your own way. Maybe not every steps will lead you to success, but every fail in your life make you stronger. And always remember that every step, every thing, every decision you make will lead to something better. It will not be obvious every time but even fatal fail (if it'll be) will grow into somthing good.
Your killing it girl, I fuck things up currently all the time. Not to sound cliche but a little bit of inspiration from someone who doesn't bullshit is nice. Thank you.
Best believe I was there before, buddy. You gotta just say enough is enough and make sure you live the best way you can!!! And then some!!! Check this out, I was the worlds biggest scumbag 6.5 years ago, and who I am now is the same person, only I have gained back my compassion, love, honesty, and willingness to stay this way! I know that I don’t know you, but I have faith that you can make that leap too!!! Thank you for the compliment! I am honored! That right there is why I continue to fight for the force of good 😌
What a depth in your eyes.. Very rare type of eyes and its very beautiful. I see it as an artist. Ignore haters and other idiots. I liked your reaction because you speak openly about your feelings, without hypocrisy and without trying to please anyone. Great respect. Hi from Russia :)
He just told me. I don’t watch his channel believe it or not. But I did go watch his. We don’t ever communicate about what videos we’re going to do, unless it’s a Sunday live show. He’ll often admit that music saved his life. We are both so attached to music, that it often hits us right in the feels
Great reaction.. thank you for wearing your heart on your sleeve ... your message will help others ... Jen..please keep being you , truly inspirational !!
Thank you!!! I can only be me now that I don’t allow my secrets to keep me from exposing who I really am!!! I’m not ashamed of who I am today! But boy was I ashamed nearly 6 years ago!!! That’s a place I never want to venture back to!!!! Thank you for your kind words of support!!! That means the world 🌎 to me!!!! 💗 🤗 💋
Secrets definitely do keep me sick! That’s why I spill the beans, so to speak!!! I give my all in these videos! I think it makes you guys get to know us even better!!! Love you guys!!! You rock!!!
You and Sonny are such amazingly genuine people. It just radiates off you both. I can't even properly describe what an incredible respect I hold for the both of you. And Ronnie too, he is amazing, I try to be present at most of his streams. It's always a great time and regularly he says really inspirational things.
This is so beautiful I love you did this because he went from this teenagers view on life and the way things were going and how s*** his whole life was because if you learn about him his life was s*** he made something out of nothing and to see this successful grown adults who still believes in his teenage views but with a deeper meaning and a refined way of displaying it I understood the pain back then but his remake or his remaster piece is that he forces you to feel it this time he takes a teenager's view very accurate view and amplifies it love it still crying
Love the original version but this video is WOW ....I felt every single word partially because it’s a slower pace , amazing 👌🏻 Let music be our only addiction! Thank you for being here for us ❤️
Yessssssss!!! I agree with you wholeheartedly!!! Music is my drug of choice now!!!! ❤️ thank you for tuning in, Elena!!! Love love love your name!!!! So pretty!!!
"Can't you see" ....... this "Masterpiece" ??? Yes...just a powerful YES, right ? Thx for your reaction about this great art song. Salute from France Girl...
I love that I have someone else in recovery doing reactions... and I seen about 20 or 30 on this song alon.. and you are the only one that cought the secrets line.. awesome keep it up plz.
i have been sober since december of 2019 from crack and heroin.it has been a struggle but i am doing good.listening to Ronnies songs i understand his pain.i feel it.i love Ronnie he is a beautiful soul.
Thank you!! Yes you did! And you weren’t wrong! This song hits home so much!!! Thank you again!!! I will be sure to check them out as well! I’ve never heard of all of them, except I Prevail!!!! I seen them once and they do great live shows!!! Too bad this stupid virus has ruined concerts for so many of us!!! I can only imagine having to wear a mask at the 10/5/21 Nightwish concert that we’re going to in NYC!!!!
I never seen the other version! But I know this much, it hit home again!!!! Love you too!!! And your profile pic gets me every time! I get flashbacks of when my brother and sister thought it would be funny to pause the movie on the big screen TV we had as kids....with Pennywise on it!!! YIKES!!!! 😂 I appreciate your loyalty, and I know it’s you when I see that pic!!!! Love ya!!! 💕
Hi, my first visit to your channel. I love this song, Ronnie's vocals are amazing, & his changes, maturity is admirable. I love/admire your transparency & completely support your f• the haters. Karma exists & the haters will get what they deserve, as difficult as it is, haters don't deserve any part of our energy or attention. Proud of your recovery, and even more so, that you're open about it. Blessings!
I love both yours and your husband's reactions, how they hell did i not know until just now that he was your husband 🤦♀️. Keep it going..LOVE THIS REACTION!!!💚💚
Oh girl.....i havent even started ur reaction yet. But from the other two fir reactions ive seen as you come around to the genius of radke as i call it (i mean dudes the shit) this one omg.....this ones gunna floor you. This song was the weapon that broke me earlier this yr as my 20 yr relationship fell dead. And actually started my own FIR addiction. Love everything about them.
You got another subscriber in me now. I watched some of you videos now. They're all awesome. Love your emotional reactions and that you always find a connection to your own life. Btw: Nothing but love and respect for you conquering your demons
Hi, Jen! I saw Sonny react to this and was hoping you'd get to it. One of the actors playing cello, "Royal Blu", does a reaction to this and has some cool BTS info! e.g. She was Ronnie's stand-in for setting up the shots!.... I want that piano! The girl in the clip, in blue, looks like my daughter (except she wears better make-up). Like Ronnie, my girl changed my life. .... Ronnie tells it as it was... Dang it! Nov 2014 was big for me too!... The notes in the piano breakdown are the same as the guitar solo in the original!.... Hits in the feels...... Thanks, Jen! ... Another fine mess my ears made of me. (LOL!)
Thank you for that my friend!!! Your daughter should watch makeup tutorials like I do! Believe me, I was a mess before learning all of the special tricks!!! I’m sure she’s gorgeous without makeup as well!!!! YESSSS that piano is AMAZING!!!! I wish I knew how to play!!! It just proves that he’s a musical genius!!!!
Thank you Jen for watching this video. I truly enjoyed your reaction. I myself have given up pills since 5/1/2018 after living on them because of 6 back surgeries and 1 neck surgery. 28 pills a day and whatever else available is in my past. I struggle each day but I deal with it.
@@JustJenRx I used to smoke a lot before I went into the army but I didn't care for what it made my eyes feel like. Maybe it's different since the early 80s. lol
Oh David, it’s sooooooooooo much better than the 80’s rag weed!!! I don’t know where you’re from, but here in Ohio, we can get medical marijuana cards, especially for chronic pain!!! I got mine for chronic pain and PTSD. Childhood trauma is no joke 😞 but the indica strain’s are what works for my pain and anxiety!!! Melts it right away!!!! I don’t smoke a lot either! Just a few puffs here and there! Works wonders! They (my old doctors) had me on all kinds of pain meds (high-powered opiates), and A LOT of benzodiazepines (Klonopin), for my my anxiety, and so I got off all of that crap, since my doctors were so willing to prescribe, one of them is on the run, in Seria, and the other killed himself, before the feds came... they were nothing but drug dealers. They even knew I had an addiction problem!!! So karma got them both! I got off all of that crap too, and years later I switched to medical marijuana, and it’s been, nothing short of a miracle!!! Check into it if you can!!!! A Chronic pain dx can get you that card if your state issues medical cards!!!
You're not "just Jen" - you've joined the list of people I would unquestioningly step in front of a bus for. It's a small list, but you're just behind my blood relatives. You EARNED that place by being real. I love you, kid. ❤️
You’re so amazing! The support that you show my family, is just awesome!!! You are one of my favorite friends that I’ve made on here! Can’t wait to hopefully meet one day!!!!!!
I only watch fir reactions atm and i love yours and sonny's when he gets teary eyed and says fuckin onion ninjas cracks me up and ur real raw relative reaction is just perfect i love ur guy's reactions to ronnie and i never comment so this shows how awesome your reactions are!
Mine is alcohol. Guess I grew up as a 'good girl' not wanting to upset the parents - who of course I know now were my problem. My dad was an alcoholic and from the bits and pieces I found out - no wonder. My mother was a cruel narcssist - so now I am an alcoholic. It can be a downward spiral if you don't check yourself every day - make a little step towards doing you a little better. Accept you might have stuffed up one day and try the next. It is painful when your drug of choice seems to be your only friend.
@@JustJenRx Yep - I know ... I have that internal fight every day. Life has just kicked the rug underneath me too many times. Can't see the point. Great to find music can help me and others. Good for you Jen! x
Hey if you want another song to move you .. I would recommend doing Falling In Reverse - I'm Not A Vampire [Revamped] .. it is Ronnie's latest release and it brings a new level to his sound .. it is EPIC!!! you will love it ..
I had a younger brother who died of drug addiction, he told me on his death bed as I was crying " your stronger than me don't worry". I felt so guilty that I was able to stop and he couldn't. I saw him as the strongest person I knew and he couldn't kick it. I was lost for 2 years thinking it should of been me not him, I was his big brother, I was supposed to take care of him. I live with guilt everyday.
That’s survivors guilt. There is nothing more that you could’ve done buddy. I’m so sorry for your loss 😢 your story breaks my heart. By telling it, you may help someone!!!! His legacy must live on through you now!!!! Thank you for your honesty. Hugs 🤗 sent
This comment is a year old but still I just felt the need to respond to this one.. I don’t think u realize just u being able to write this comment makes u stronger than A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE, and I think u can prob guess who one of those ‘other people’ could be.. ur strong dude, don’t forget that and hey if u ever do see this comment just know that u were able to reach this stranger and I mean that, ur comment gives people like me hope.. don’t ever stop, even if u think there’s no point or that ur not making a difference.. u just did.
Thank you!!! I tell myself everyday that I can do this!!!! I just have to keep doing what I’ve been doing for nearly 6 years!!! Keep the bad people away!!! I appreciate your support, I love that!!! ❤️
@@JustJenRx this song is one of their best imo It's so beautiful and the lyrics are so deep and from the second it starts I felt drawn in I highly related to the lyrics and I understand how he was feeling at that time
I love your content! I would love to see your opinion on the band Spirits and the music video for their song "Anchors". They are also RUclipsrs and just based off of your vibe and your feedback on these Falling In Reverse songs and the Slaughter To Prevail react I would love to see what you think! New sub and bell here :]
His writing is good but I couldn't handle listening to his voice for the duration of that song, before it became monotonous. If he had a book of poetry maybe I'd buy it.
Yeah I think it's a mix of both. He wrote it while he was still locked up so it's definitely about drugs too since that's when he got clean. I think it's just about everything that can hold you back and poison you
Subscribed 💚 This is the first song from them I've ever heard. My God. Chills so bad it actually hurt. I've never struggled with addiction, but I have and still am struggling with childhood trauma. So I hear this song from that perspective. Addiction and trauma have similarities. They both suck to say the least, and you live in the shadows until that one moment you realise you're not as ok as you thought you were and you're ready to reach out for help. Denial plays a big part in both. Both can destroy lives. Most importantly, you have to learn how to live with whatever got you to that place. Both leave scars that never really go away. You can heal, but the scars remain. Thank you for sharing your story. Stay healthy, be safe. All the best to you❤
Leila, I first want to congratulate you for being upfront and honest! I too struggle with childhood trauma. I know that played a huge role in my addiction. I’ll have to tell you, and the world, all about it when I do my next FIR video. Your words are nothing but the absolute truth. Mental scars never go away. We have to stop giving them the power. It’s easier said than done though, as you already know. I got your back though!!! I love how his music not only relates to addicts, but to trauma victims as well!!! No, wait!!! We’re not victims anymore!!!! WE ARE SURVIVORS!!!! 🤗 ❤️
@@JustJenRx I had a feeling you probably had experienced some kind of trauma.The moment you fell silent during the song is when you actually said the most. I don't believe people acquire addiction by choice, they are self medicating, and doing so for a reason. I was stuck in the mental health system for a long time. None of the medication they gave me worked, because they weren't treating the actual cause(trauma), just the symptoms. Long story. Thank you so much for your kind words and
support :)
Side note...I actually sent the song w/lyrics to my therapist. I asked him to please listen to it because it perfectly describes how I feel. The next time I saw him, he looked at me and said "Wow". That's how much I relate to the lyrics.The painful screams at the end...the screams of someone wanting so badly to be understood, broke my heart in a good way.
Leila, I’ve experienced trauma up until last month!!! My life has been one upset after another. I do know this much, no trauma whatsoever will get me back down that road. No trauma will hold me back. No trauma will make me someone I am not. I may have been through some major shit, but I am still the caring, loving, honest, loyal woman I have always been. Thank you for coming on and watching my videos. Thank you for the love and support!!! Hugs sent gf! Hugs sent.
@@JustJenRx Sorry for stealing your thread like this, but i just wanted to let you both that you´re not alone. Chronic depression here, due to two times of being medically dead (no heartbeat for 2+ minutes). Drowning at age 14, and a zeisure 2 years ago, but that leaves a mark on your soul/personality. Oh well, life goes on i guess.. But however, keep doing what you do. You truly have a friend here in the land of the north (Sweden)! All the love to you beautiful one!
I've never dealt with any of that nor anyone I know and had a great childhood but hearing those lyrics, his voice, the visuals and most of all the point at which you went silent Jen and I could read the reaction in your face. I know I'm 2 years late to the show but forgive me, I never even knew this band existed until a week ago.
Thank you for sharing you.
Real folks will appreciate you for being you!!!🤗
Thank you chris!!!
I 'M A GROWN ASS MAN....AND I CRY WATCHING THIS VIDEO EVERY DAMN TIME.... THANKS ALOT RON RADKE....
I feel the same way!!!
The part at the end where he burns his past to the ground gets me every time. This song puts me back there too, Jen. Congrats on your sobriety. 2 n half yrs clean myself... and I felt every bit of this.
I have no choice but to like and subscribe, both you and your husband are amazing people, much love to the both of you
Thank you 🙏
Jen, you can't do something wrong. Every thing that you do you're doing right. In your own way. Maybe not every steps will lead you to success, but every fail in your life make you stronger. And always remember that every step, every thing, every decision you make will lead to something better. It will not be obvious every time but even fatal fail (if it'll be) will grow into somthing good.
Still fighting my demons. Ronnie puts what I'm feeling in songs.
his screams get me every time.
Your killing it girl, I fuck things up currently all the time. Not to sound cliche but a little bit of inspiration from someone who doesn't bullshit is nice. Thank you.
Best believe I was there before, buddy. You gotta just say enough is enough and make sure you live the best way you can!!! And then some!!! Check this out, I was the worlds biggest scumbag 6.5 years ago, and who I am now is the same person, only I have gained back my compassion, love, honesty, and willingness to stay this way! I know that I don’t know you, but I have faith that you can make that leap too!!! Thank you for the compliment! I am honored! That right there is why I continue to fight for the force of good 😌
What a depth in your eyes.. Very rare type of eyes and its very beautiful. I see it as an artist.
Ignore haters and other idiots. I liked your reaction because you speak openly about your feelings, without hypocrisy and without trying to please anyone. Great respect.
Hi from Russia :)
Aww 🥰 that is so nice of you to say!!! Thank you!!! 💗
Much love n respect...i am to n recovery...i love dis reaction...best one ive seen
🤗 you got this!!!
@@JustJenRx hell yea thank I am 14months clean from drugs n same to u keep it up
Your husband had a similar reaction to this song, he cried too
He just told me. I don’t watch his channel believe it or not. But I did go watch his. We don’t ever communicate about what videos we’re going to do, unless it’s a Sunday live show. He’ll often admit that music saved his life. We are both so attached to music, that it often hits us right in the feels
this song was done in 2011 called the drug in me is you . the is a new variation of it .. check out his solo "devil"
Will do! Thank you!!!! 💕
Love you Jen
Thank you!!! Love you too!!!!!!! ❤️
New subscriber and I know im new to your channel and late to this video... but much respect to you for sobriety since 2014!!! I applaud you!
Thank you!! ❤️
Space bar works on the last thing clicked. If it's the volume, it mutes. If it's the play button, it pauses and plays. Etc
Great reaction.. thank you for wearing your heart on your sleeve ... your message will help others ... Jen..please keep being you , truly inspirational !!
Thank you!!! I can only be me now that I don’t allow my secrets to keep me from exposing who I really am!!! I’m not ashamed of who I am today! But boy was I ashamed nearly 6 years ago!!! That’s a place I never want to venture back to!!!! Thank you for your kind words of support!!! That means the world 🌎 to me!!!! 💗 🤗 💋
THIS is the reaction video i was looking for. you understand!!! 😭🖤
Jesus Jen, you really have beautiful eyes.. Keep Rockin'..
Awww 😍 thank you!!!!
Thank you.
Love you lady, so proud of you. Stay strong and honest.🐺❤
Secrets definitely do keep me sick! That’s why I spill the beans, so to speak!!! I give my all in these videos! I think it makes you guys get to know us even better!!! Love you guys!!! You rock!!!
You and Sonny are such amazingly genuine people. It just radiates off you both. I can't even properly describe what an incredible respect I hold for the both of you. And Ronnie too, he is amazing, I try to be present at most of his streams. It's always a great time and regularly he says really inspirational things.
Yes he’s truly an amazing man!!! We (sonny and I) adore Ronnie!!! Thank you for the amazing compliments too!! 🤗 💋
This is so beautiful I love you did this because he went from this teenagers view on life and the way things were going and how s*** his whole life was because if you learn about him his life was s*** he made something out of nothing and to see this successful grown adults who still believes in his teenage views but with a deeper meaning and a refined way of displaying it I understood the pain back then but his remake or his remaster piece is that he forces you to feel it this time he takes a teenager's view very accurate view and amplifies it love it still crying
My favorite 💖
Hi..Jen..💟🖤🤟. I'm guessing more tears on this...very emotional and powerful hey...💟..love ya...👍. Stay safe and healthy ..🖤
🤗 thank you!! Love ya too, and You stay safe and healthy as well!!!
Love the original version but this video is WOW ....I felt every single word partially because it’s a slower pace , amazing 👌🏻
Let music be our only addiction!
Thank you for being here for us ❤️
Yessssssss!!! I agree with you wholeheartedly!!! Music is my drug of choice now!!!! ❤️ thank you for tuning in, Elena!!! Love love love your name!!!! So pretty!!!
"Can't you see" ....... this "Masterpiece" ???
Yes...just a powerful YES, right ?
Thx for your reaction about this great art song.
Salute from France Girl...
What an absolute beautiful reaction. You made me cry. Thank you for being genuine. That was amazing ❤
Falling in reverse "carry on"
🖤🔥🖤
Don't mind me, found you today and I'm binge watching in chronological order because I'm ocd. 😆 Loving your thoughts and personality!!
Hey girl! Binge away!!! 😻😻😻
Amazing song. Amazing reaction. Love your channel. #fukthehaters
I love that I have someone else in recovery doing reactions... and I seen about 20 or 30 on this song alon.. and you are the only one that cought the secrets line.. awesome keep it up plz.
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I think you have to listen to the old version to totally appreciate this one
You gained a new subscriber with this. I've watched tons of reactions to this but no one mentioned being in recovery. That hit home for me 🤘🏻💜
❤️ thank you!!!! Stay strong!!! 💖
@@JustJenRxThank you! 6 years and counting 👊🏻
Still hits home Amazing song great reaction. Stay strong Jen you beat the demon.
That’s right!!! ❤️
Best reaction I have seen in a very long time 🤘🤟
i have been sober since december of 2019 from crack and heroin.it has been a struggle but i am doing good.listening to Ronnies songs i understand his pain.i feel it.i love Ronnie he is a beautiful soul.
Your emotions toch me ❤ your face priceless, the song a masterpiece. You are just lovely
I wish I could like this 100 more times 🖤 And don’t worry, I cried for you lol 🖤🖤🖤
Thank you Carrie!!! You’re a doll!!! ❤️
I can tell this song hit you hard, I saw it in your eyes. Told you it was a beautiful song.
Some other song you should check out
Trivium - in waves
I prevail - scars
Imminence - infectious
The raven age - grave of fireflies
Thank you!! Yes you did! And you weren’t wrong! This song hits home so much!!! Thank you again!!! I will be sure to check them out as well! I’ve never heard of all of them, except I Prevail!!!! I seen them once and they do great live shows!!! Too bad this stupid virus has ruined concerts for so many of us!!! I can only imagine having to wear a mask at the 10/5/21 Nightwish concert that we’re going to in NYC!!!!
@@JustJenRx Yeah, the mask really messed us all up. We will all pull through eventually though
Jen...u were made for this 🤘
I know the pain I've been clean for 6 years 🤘🤘🤘🤘
I love u and ur hubby channels
Jen, I love you for this ❤
I hated the older version but this one man, hit me right in the gut.
I never seen the other version! But I know this much, it hit home again!!!! Love you too!!! And your profile pic gets me every time! I get flashbacks of when my brother and sister thought it would be funny to pause the movie on the big screen TV we had as kids....with Pennywise on it!!! YIKES!!!! 😂 I appreciate your loyalty, and I know it’s you when I see that pic!!!! Love ya!!! 💕
@@JustJenRx ❤
Hi, my first visit to your channel. I love this song, Ronnie's vocals are amazing, & his changes, maturity is admirable. I love/admire your transparency & completely support your f• the haters. Karma exists & the haters will get what they deserve, as difficult as it is, haters don't deserve any part of our energy or attention. Proud of your recovery, and even more so, that you're open about it. Blessings!
A1 Lucy awww you’re awesome! Thank you!!!!
We love you from uk
you are such an amazing person, i love your reactions keep it up!
🤗 thank you 😘
I love both yours and your husband's reactions, how they hell did i not know until just now that he was your husband 🤦♀️. Keep it going..LOVE THIS REACTION!!!💚💚
Awww thank you!!! It’s okay! Some people don’t tie it together right away! And that’s okay!!! 🤗
Oh girl.....i havent even started ur reaction yet. But from the other two fir reactions ive seen as you come around to the genius of radke as i call it (i mean dudes the shit) this one omg.....this ones gunna floor you. This song was the weapon that broke me earlier this yr as my 20 yr relationship fell dead. And actually started my own FIR addiction. Love everything about them.
Dude he is the shit. I absolutely am astonished more and more as I venture deeper into his world. He’s got pure talent!!!
Какая же вы красивая женщина.
От души, искренне.
С любовью из России.
You got another subscriber in me now. I watched some of you videos now. They're all awesome. Love your emotional reactions and that you always find a connection to your own life. Btw: Nothing but love and respect for you conquering your demons
Thank you!!! 💕
I subbed just because those of us recovering need each other. Love that you are giving solid opinions and advise. Keep going, we will keep watching!
🤗 oh I ain’t going nowhere my friend! If i help one person, it’ll motivate me to keep it going!!!!
Congratulations on 6 years clean , Iam going on 14 in November. It’s a journey but possible. I like your reactions to vids 💯👊
Awesome! Congrats on the 14yrs!!!!! That’s something to be really proud of!!!!! I applaud you!!!
Yesssss
Hi
Hello 👋🏼 Catherine!!! I see you!!!
Good
Hi, Jen! I saw Sonny react to this and was hoping you'd get to it. One of the actors playing cello, "Royal Blu", does a reaction to this and has some cool BTS info! e.g. She was Ronnie's stand-in for setting up the shots!.... I want that piano! The girl in the clip, in blue, looks like my daughter (except she wears better make-up). Like Ronnie, my girl changed my life. .... Ronnie tells it as it was... Dang it! Nov 2014 was big for me too!... The notes in the piano breakdown are the same as the guitar solo in the original!.... Hits in the feels...... Thanks, Jen! ... Another fine mess my ears made of me. (LOL!)
Thank you for that my friend!!! Your daughter should watch makeup tutorials like I do! Believe me, I was a mess before learning all of the special tricks!!! I’m sure she’s gorgeous without makeup as well!!!! YESSSS that piano is AMAZING!!!! I wish I knew how to play!!! It just proves that he’s a musical genius!!!!
Thank you Jen for watching this video. I truly enjoyed your reaction. I myself have given up pills since 5/1/2018 after living on them because of 6 back surgeries and 1 neck surgery. 28 pills a day and whatever else available is in my past. I struggle each day but I deal with it.
David I have pain, but nothing like yours. I hear marijuana has medicinal properties in it!!!! 😉
@@JustJenRx I used to smoke a lot before I went into the army but I didn't care for what it made my eyes feel like. Maybe it's different since the early 80s. lol
Oh David, it’s sooooooooooo much better than the 80’s rag weed!!! I don’t know where you’re from, but here in Ohio, we can get medical marijuana cards, especially for chronic pain!!! I got mine for chronic pain and PTSD. Childhood trauma is no joke 😞 but the indica strain’s are what works for my pain and anxiety!!! Melts it right away!!!! I don’t smoke a lot either! Just a few puffs here and there! Works wonders! They (my old doctors) had me on all kinds of pain meds (high-powered opiates), and A LOT of benzodiazepines (Klonopin), for my my anxiety, and so I got off all of that crap, since my doctors were so willing to prescribe, one of them is on the run, in Seria, and the other killed himself, before the feds came... they were nothing but drug dealers. They even knew I had an addiction problem!!! So karma got them both! I got off all of that crap too, and years later I switched to medical marijuana, and it’s been, nothing short of a miracle!!! Check into it if you can!!!! A Chronic pain dx can get you that card if your state issues medical cards!!!
You're not "just Jen" - you've joined the list of people I would unquestioningly step in front of a bus for. It's a small list, but you're just behind my blood relatives. You EARNED that place by being real. I love you, kid. ❤️
Omg awwww!!!!! Love you too!!!!
You’re so amazing! The support that you show my family, is just awesome!!! You are one of my favorite friends that I’ve made on here! Can’t wait to hopefully meet one day!!!!!!
@@JustJenRx If you and the fam ever hit the UK, count on it. 😉
@@ChrisPage68 oh buddy, Europe sounds like a great vaca idea soon here!
I struggle with addiction. This song hits me hard.
Brian, i hope you win this battle. Please. Do whatever it takes to get sober. I hate hearing an addiction winning 😢
Good selection
Awesome reaction Jen 🔥
Thank you Michel!!!! ❤️
I only watch fir reactions atm and i love yours and sonny's when he gets teary eyed and says fuckin onion ninjas cracks me up and ur real raw relative reaction is just perfect i love ur guy's reactions to ronnie and i never comment so this shows how awesome your reactions are!
Awww! Thank you!!! That really makes me smile! 💕
Mine is alcohol. Guess I grew up as a 'good girl' not wanting to upset the parents - who of course I know now were my problem. My dad was an alcoholic and from the bits and pieces I found out - no wonder. My mother was a cruel narcssist - so now I am an alcoholic. It can be a downward spiral if you don't check yourself every day - make a little step towards doing you a little better. Accept you might have stuffed up one day and try the next. It is painful when your drug of choice seems to be your only friend.
Believe me. That alcohol isn’t your friend.
@@JustJenRx Yep - I know ... I have that internal fight every day. Life has just kicked the rug underneath me too many times. Can't see the point. Great to find music can help me and others. Good for you Jen! x
Hey if you want another song to move you .. I would recommend doing Falling In Reverse - I'm Not A Vampire [Revamped] .. it is Ronnie's latest release and it brings a new level to his sound .. it is EPIC!!! you will love it ..
I’m about to!
Cleveland!!! Akron area here.....NE ohio loves ya :)
Oh sweet!!! Thank you!!!
I had a younger brother who died of drug addiction, he told me on his death bed as I was crying " your stronger than me don't worry". I felt so guilty that I was able to stop and he couldn't. I saw him as the strongest person I knew and he couldn't kick it. I was lost for 2 years thinking it should of been me not him, I was his big brother, I was supposed to take care of him. I live with guilt everyday.
That’s survivors guilt. There is nothing more that you could’ve done buddy. I’m so sorry for your loss 😢 your story breaks my heart. By telling it, you may help someone!!!! His legacy must live on through you now!!!! Thank you for your honesty. Hugs 🤗 sent
This comment is a year old but still I just felt the need to respond to this one.. I don’t think u realize just u being able to write this comment makes u stronger than A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE, and I think u can prob guess who one of those ‘other people’ could be.. ur strong dude, don’t forget that and hey if u ever do see this comment just know that u were able to reach this stranger and I mean that, ur comment gives people like me hope.. don’t ever stop, even if u think there’s no point or that ur not making a difference.. u just did.
@@sarabanas1447 thank you from the bottom of my heart. Much love. This Monday the 10th will be 5 years to the day when he passed, still pushing .
Dead By April - Losing You
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I got just say you and your husbands reactions to Ronnie and FIR are my favorite to watch!
If you have time check out “Alone”
We could see how this affected you. Prayers for your ongoing sobriety.
Thank you!!! I tell myself everyday that I can do this!!!! I just have to keep doing what I’ve been doing for nearly 6 years!!! Keep the bad people away!!! I appreciate your support, I love that!!! ❤️
Also carry on their newest song
Thanks bro!
U need to react 2. Ayreon the day the world breaks down
Cleveland girls stand together
Lol dang.....you did this one backwards also🤣
Yep. All of them. Lol
You should check out their song Chemical Prisoner, I think you'd enjoy that one!
Maaaaaaaaan, that name says it all!!! I will definitely be checking that one out!!!!!
@@JustJenRx you won't be disappointed!
Low key I think I just subscribed 🙃
Welcome!
@@JustJenRx this song is one of their best imo
It's so beautiful and the lyrics are so deep and from the second it starts I felt drawn in
I highly related to the lyrics and I understand how he was feeling at that time
I love your content! I would love to see your opinion on the band Spirits and the music video for their song "Anchors". They are also RUclipsrs and just based off of your vibe and your feedback on these Falling In Reverse songs and the Slaughter To Prevail react I would love to see what you think! New sub and bell here :]
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Hi Jen, nice reaction. Can you react to Falling in Reverse-Popular Monster?❤️
Ahhhh yes! That one is on the list!
Do chemical prisoner by following a reverse I promise you'll like it
I will be doing that one with my friend Jason! He should be here tomorrow!!!
@@JustJenRx 👏👏👏👏 falling in reverse BTW but u got it🤣
Oh I sure do!!! That band is just amazing!
@@JustJenRx abso Freckin lutley!!!
Hi Jen,
Hi Ma!!!!
Hi, Jen's Ma! ❤️
She’s not my mother, but she’s more so like an adopted mother!!!!
@@JustJenRx OK - Jen's Sorta Adopted Ma! 😋 ❤️
Hey Jen
Hey!!!
what's the hubbies channel? if I'm watching yours may as well watch his haha
Sonny Von Cleveland
You should listen to the original he wrote this song in prison he didn’t want to sing because you know why
Where do I find it?
Just Jen it’s just the drug in me is you it’s amazing it’s a plot twist from popular monster in the court room
novapaigemsp thanks I will check that one out. I have a funny feeling it’s gonna make me sad 😢
Just Jen it will it makes me sad to
His writing is good but I couldn't handle listening to his voice for the duration of that song, before it became monotonous. If he had a book of poetry maybe I'd buy it.
Yesssssss and I think he should give people voice and piano lessons! He’s that good!!!!
Ronnie made these lyrics in prison
Funny enough the piano solo is almost a copy of the guitar solo in the original
I think the song is about a toxic relationship im pretty sure. He was calling the girl the drug in him.
Yeah I think it's a mix of both. He wrote it while he was still locked up so it's definitely about drugs too since that's when he got clean. I think it's just about everything that can hold you back and poison you
Its not drug, its about women.
That women is the drug....
He wrote this song in prison
Well you're quite the Catty Kathy I don't mean it in a good way either
Cool thanks for the view!