I''m always alone but i don't see it as a bad thing. My whole life i've always felt alone. I never really connected with anyone. Sure i had some people i can call my friends and its nice being with them at times, but i'd rather much be all by my self. Nothing wrong with them, just something with being alone makes me feel good inside.
@@sirloock8360 tampoco tienes que esperar que llegue alguien tu tienes que ir buscando personas en tu vida eh irte dando cuenta de quienes estarán para siempre y quienes no, y tal ves encontrarás a la persona que siempre has buscado.
Yeah...... You know how they say "People that are kind to others, are kind because they dont want others to go what they have gone though". Im a kind,sweet,caring person. Im what they say peoples bright light in life. But sometimes my light dims, sometimes my light goes out. And then brightens up again....
I used to listen to this in the worst moment of my life... i was so depressed, i felt that i didn't belong in this world anymore... i almost tried to end everything. I want to tell you that it gets better, i promise. Stay strong, fight, being okay it will take every energy you have, but its worth it, YOU ARE WORTH IT. I LOVE YOU ❤
I came here because of taehyungs spotify playlist but I will be staying for the music. Taehyung supporting smaller artists makes me so happy, everyone deserves a chance to portray their talents and passions to the public and larger artists giving the chance to smaller ones is amazing
this song reminds me of my dad. I know this was how he felt; he was too afraid to live, so he shot himself. it’s been 3 years and I barely believe it. I thought of this because his name was Eli.
Emily Muse I can relate but my father hung himself 7 years ago. Learn to let go but still have him in the back of your mind. And he’ll always be there for you even when you feel like you’re alone. He’s still parenting spiritually. ☺️ if you ever need to talk just let me know. 💕
lyrics i've been feeling low, so low now tryna do my best, don't know how holding onto hope for life now but i become consumed with doubt carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older but please hang on please hang with me i'll be back soon i'll be back time for me to go i need some room to grow i feel so alone no one even knows i just wanna disappear take me far away from here i don't wanna face my fears i just wanna disappear i wanna do my best, but... i don't know what's next yet i just need a reset i just wanna be something i just wanna change your life i just wanna do it right everything i wanna do, everything i wanna be i see it all happen for me, i find it hard to believe finding it harder to breathe, yeah i just wanna feel complete why do i not feel complete? oh, i know that is on me you all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me time for me to go i need some room to grow i feel so alone no one even knows i just wanna disappear take me far away from here i don't wanna face my fears i just wanna disappear i don't wanna disappear i just wanna stay right here moving is my greatest fear maybe i should disappear
@@emmachamberlain7472 its because some people find it easoer to read off of lines rather than videos. Like me. Cause i often sing along and because i have a stutter its easier for me to read ahead
I have always felt out of my friend group because they can eat food without feeling like crap and they all have smiles and I feel alone because they dont talk to me outside of school. I liked being alone and I still like it but I just wish someone would understand me instead of just texting back "oof" when I tell them I feel bad. I want a friend who just understands and know how to respond without "oof" but I feel like it's too much to ask for all the time.
Yea it's like when I reach out I'm just speaking a whole other language. It makes me upset knowing that other people can sleep at night knowing that everything's going to be fine but with me? I'm constantly fucked and my head never shuts up..
Whenever I tell my friends I'm sad or depressed they send "same" or "oof "like I'm joking they pretend like there depressed but they dont know what it actually feels like to feel left out and sad all the time you cant help but let the darkness take over you sometimes...
The feeling of loneliness has never been so strong in my life before but listening to this song makes me think: "Damn someone gets me. Finally i'm not alone."
Ive been feeling low, so low now Tryna do my best, don’t know how Holding onto hope for life now But i become consumed with doubt (yeah) Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders. Looking for the answers, maybe I’ll know once im older. But please hang on Please sing with me I’ll be back soon Ill be back Time for me to go I need some room to grow I feel so alone No one even knows I just wanna disappear Take me far away from here I don’t wanna face my fears I jut wanna disappear I wanna do my best, but... I don’t know what’s next yet I just need a reset I just wanna be something I just wanna change your life I just wanna do it right Everything i wanna do Everything I wanna be I see it all happen for me I find it hard to believe Finding it harder to breathe, yeah I just wanna frel complete Why do I not feel complete? Oh, I know that is on me You all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders. Looking for the answers, maybe on the ones I’m older Need some time to recollect myself, please don’t forget me When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me Time for me to go I need some room to grow I feel so alone No one even knows I just wanna disappear Take me far away from here I dont wanna face my fears I just wanna disappear I dont wanna disappear I just wanna stay right here Moving is my greatest fear Maybee i should disappear
i got this song on my recommendation and i just clicked it without hesitation and once i read the first line of the lyrics, i just started to cry bcs it hits me sooo much thankyou eli
hey army, i’ve seen a lot of comments here fearing about tae. guys, he’s ok! him liking this song doesn’t necessarily mean that he feels the same way as the singer. and even if he did (which i doubt) we all know that he has 6 amazing guys around him who care about him more than anything else and who he can reach out to whenever things get hard. so don’t worry too much army! our taetae is doing good💜
Even when you think your at your lowest, look around, what do you see? It's a beautiful world and think about how blessed you are to be on it! Thankyou , stay safe!
I hope taehyung isn’t going through something, and if he is, I hope he could open up to us. This song is very sad, and he’s been recommending sad songs lately, I love you taehyung I hope u stay healthy and happy bb
this song is my mood, honestly i cant take life anymore its so stressful.. its sad knowing how alone you can feel and fake smile and people believe you
Damn, Taehyung making me emotional by his music recommendations😭 Tae, dont disappear, hang in there.With us.We're fighting with you. Please know that.❤
Taehyung thanks you. I just... thank you from bring my over here. This song is beautiful and so sad. "I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here." "I feel so alone, no one even knows"
I have 2 friends that I consider my best friends but even they make me feel alone and even before I met them in middle school, I was always left out most of the time and I got used to it, this song just makes me remember everything. Ugh I just love it.
@@nonogoodbye624 it's gonna be alright i hope you're doing good, whatever you're going through i hope it ends eventually, I'm here for you if you need it stay strong and in case nobody told you this today you are beautiful💜
This hit me like a wave from the ocean The wave of emotions that come at you from no where You feel trapped beneath and you feel alone "Please hang on" they say They try to save you and keep you close You say in your mind "I feel so alone, no one even knows" You just wanna disappear Take yourself far away from here To a place that makes you feel like home You wanna do your best but you also wanna have a reset You just wanna disappear... we just wanna disappear and no one even knows Thank you for reading
@@ctherrera9240 So much is going on in my mind. It's like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs. I've gone through trauma as a kid, bullying since grade 2 (now in grade 10), trust with people, been beat up by 3 people for something I didn't do, and more/etc. My nightmares jump at me like a jumpscare in a horror movie/game. I've had self harm and tried to die 5 times. But in the end I've had people who have stayed and I've trusted. I've had help from many people who I adore and love and help from people who I never knew and are adults. I'm getting better. I stay positive as best I can. Live just goes on. Thanks. Sorry for making this a long thing and bothering you
Cake quake bro it’s remarkable how you view life and you’re preferences. You’ve gone through a lot and even till now you’re trying. I just wanna know you’re POV in life and how you feel about it and what’s making you keep going.
@@ctherrera9240 My POV in life is happiness and sorrow. I try to make others happy before myself most of the time. I feel like I shouldn't be like this and I should put myself first before others but it's hard to do that. What's keeping me going on in life is my friends and looking forwards to further jobs, friends, life and more. Life is a ride but we all get through it. Even if it's hard we still manage to beat many challenges in life. Thanks
Cake quake bro I totally missed you’re comment. My dude you seem like someone who is trying to find the answers to both side and not stick in one. Like you, I can’t put myself first, everyone says I should but I can’t. I would like to talk to you more. You got a sc bro?
"I wanna do my best but i dont know whats next yet i just need a reset i just want to be something" I want to relive this life to redo all my mistakes like...
Hey you, scrolling through the comment Life won’t always be this hard you just need to find a way to make it easier find what makes you happy and don’t chase people that don’t deserve chasing there’s millions of people in this world you can do better, when times get tough talk to someone don’t bottle it in, it feels better to talk smile and love the life you still have people out there who have lost their lives at young ages so take advantage of the life you have because could be over within a flash
If your are reading this, realize that your struggle is part of growth. Know that this troubled Taoist loves you and all your ups and downs. It’ll be okay.
Everyday I get up and wonder why am I still here who needs me? I feel trapped in this world, this world feels so small but yet so big I'm digging a hole and the further I go down this hole the the heaver it gets, I feel someday soon I won't be able to lift this dirt that's over my head and when that happens, I will get covered with that dirt and I will fall, lose everything I was and knew I would be gone and when that happens lets see how many people care not my family not my fake friends that's a fact. I would be gone in a blink of an eye and someone will be born. I have put myself down so many times I can't get back up.
430 am. Mentally abusive father. This song will be the last thing he ever hears from me. Thank you for making this, when i leave the only note he will have is this link
I'm over here bawling my eyes out cuz this song relates to my while life an me on point. An it sucks not having friends or anyone to talk to that could relate to me I'm 15 an do online school this year so I've had so much time with my thoughts it's actually scary because I end up believing what my mind is saying an it hurts so much cuz from a very young age I'd just feel like I should disappear an nobody would care or notice an that I think hurts most of all 😕.
The world is so full of broken good people. It’s not fair. But it’s reality. There’s no cliche saying that can help us. Most of us will never get better. It’s just a fact. Regardless if anyone reads this and you struggle as I do I hope you find your peace 💖
I remember when I used to listen to this song and feel sorry for myself. Haha good times, good times. Don’t get addicted to feeling like a victim. There are +3billion other women out there. Don’t give up so quickly.
I was crying the whole time, this is really emotional I'm still crying, my mom asked why I was crying and I restarted, the song and she started crying ;(
My mind: dead My insides: dead My skin: cold as dead My eyes: dead My voice: dead My eating and drinking schedule: HOW R U STILL ALIVE?! Me: Magic 😌 Also me: **sob in 3 languages**
At one point it was easier to be alone. No fear of being hurt till you realize the one person that hates you the most is yourself. Everday it seems you find all your past used as a weapon to crush your will to seek out anyone so you sit by yourself ensuring your world is as dark and empty as you feel.
1. Is already alone... 2. You feel like you have found someone you actually think wont hurt you any form of way 3. Attached to that person 4. Person hurts you in one or multiple forms of way 5. Back to depression
Leaving your family is a very hard decision because you love them and you don't want them to worry about you at the same time you don't want to destroy it because of you.
“I feel so alone no one even knows...” All I want is somebody to love me and when I’m feeling like this and depressed, I want them to cuddle me and rub my back and head and I don’t know... throw away my razors? Is that so hard to ask for of somebody? Apparently. 💔
It scares me actually. I’ve seen this pattern way too many times even with late kpop idols. I hope tae knows he’s loved and that he shouldn’t have to worry💜
I'm depressed, I don't think anyone cares about me. They only talk to me when they need something, otherwise, everyone judge me. I'm so lonely and I relate with this song.. I just wanna say this to you all. . . Don't hurt yourself, we're here with you ❤
When he said " i feel so alone, no one even knows"
I felt that.
Same
BadassAngel XxX same. 😔
Me too
@Morgan Lynn But ppl do. I mean I feel you but also you have to get stronger and don't let anything hurt you and only then you'll be ok.
same
This feels so familiar. Gosh I can't help but let my tears fall. :/
Hello ARMY, at least we have our family and ourselves, that's pretty much enough.. Be strong, this will change someday...💜
taehyung listened this on live :')
Army 💜
no te entiendo pero como eres army te doy mi like y dejo mi comentario ..
equizde....!!
i 💜 you
omg when he said " when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me" (crying my eyes out)
sierra sounds like a car company
or a beer company maybe
@@Ladle_Lover bruh my grandpa owns a electric company named sierra electric
@@allysesierra3666 I was close
I''m always alone but i don't see it as a bad thing.
My whole life i've always felt alone. I never really connected with anyone. Sure i had some people i can call my friends and its nice being with them at times, but i'd rather much be all by my self. Nothing wrong with them, just something with being alone makes me feel good inside.
alex miranda I can relate 😩
If this isn't me-
I Can Relate To This
This*
I do know how it feels.How about having family issues?
Thank you all for sharing this beautiful song, nobody is alone we all have someone by our side
I have no one. Everyone is fake.
bøy except when that somebody is causing you that pain .
Really? Where? I don't have shit, so please just stop with that fake inspiration bullshit.
@@sirloock8360 tampoco tienes que esperar que llegue alguien tu tienes que ir buscando personas en tu vida eh irte dando cuenta de quienes estarán para siempre y quienes no, y tal ves encontrarás a la persona que siempre has buscado.
@@danhurtadomendez3410 You speak Spanish, cool we get it.
There's so much raw emotion in that voice... It pierces my heart. I feel these lyrics so much.
Yeah I love his voice so much
"I don't wanna face my fears, i just wanna disappear " Facts 😩
Same here
So I have a really hard time expressing my feelings and so I have a playlist of songs that help me feel something and is officially added
Oh me too - sometimes songs can say the things we can`t, or even make us feel things we've forgotten how to
share the playlist?
same :( sometimes i don't even know how im feeling
Yeah...... You know how they say "People that are kind to others, are kind because they dont want others to go what they have gone though". Im a kind,sweet,caring person. Im what they say peoples bright light in life. But sometimes my light dims, sometimes my light goes out. And then brightens up again....
I wannna know the playlistttt
"carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders" literally how i feel
Anybody else’s feelings so messed up that they don’t have anymore emotions and they just don’t even care abt anything?
Mine! Buddy,are you okay now?
Yeah, people still see me laughing and smiling but it feels so empty, it hurts.
Yeah,I just go through the motions I feel like im trapped in my body and can't feel or move im just staring there,you know.
Yeah
On point🤣🤣🤣
I used to listen to this in the worst moment of my life... i was so depressed, i felt that i didn't belong in this world anymore... i almost tried to end everything. I want to tell you that it gets better, i promise. Stay strong, fight, being okay it will take every energy you have, but its worth it, YOU ARE WORTH IT. I LOVE YOU ❤
i’m the exact same, and it really does get so much better.
Hey you! Random scrolling,
Be safe and take care of yourself ok?
sir _quacker_ you too. 🖤
_if I can_
You too. 💜
Thank you😢
@@ashleycassandraasuncion3670 your welcome 😊
“i just wanna be something” sis i felt that
I came here because of taehyungs spotify playlist but I will be staying for the music. Taehyung supporting smaller artists makes me so happy, everyone deserves a chance to portray their talents and passions to the public and larger artists giving the chance to smaller ones is amazing
Where can I find the playlist?
@@SleepyyDevill on spotify
“I don’t want to face my fears”
“I just wanna do it right”
Who else felt that
I definitely felt that big time
this song reminds me of my dad. I know this was how he felt; he was too afraid to live, so he shot himself. it’s been 3 years and I barely believe it.
I thought of this because his name was Eli.
I'm so sorry for your loss love, I hope you're doing okay.
I hope you're doing better now
Omg I'm so sorry
Emily Muse I can relate but my father hung himself 7 years ago. Learn to let go but still have him in the back of your mind. And he’ll always be there for you even when you feel like you’re alone. He’s still parenting spiritually. ☺️ if you ever need to talk just let me know. 💕
I believe in each of you❤
“I just wanna disappear “ omg that had me in tears I love this song it’s. So easy to relate to
Thank you Taehyung for recommending this one. It's such a beautiful song. I am loving it! I can totally relate!! 😭😭😭
diksha goyal taehyung???
@@Aria1456 yes, he played this song in his v live after Wembley concert. He played multiple, but this was one of them.
I’m here because of him too~!!💕😊✨🌈
I am so glad I listened to it on his playlist!
I feel this song deeply in my bones. It's surreal when a song can speak to you as if it stepped into your mind and sat down for a while.
lyrics
i've been feeling low, so low now
tryna do my best, don't know how
holding onto hope for life now
but i become consumed with doubt
carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
but please hang on
please hang with me
i'll be back soon
i'll be back time for me to go
i need some room to grow
i feel so alone
no one even knows
i just wanna disappear
take me far away from here
i don't wanna face my fears
i just wanna disappear
i wanna do my best, but...
i don't know what's next yet
i just need a reset
i just wanna be something
i just wanna change your life
i just wanna do it right
everything i wanna do,
everything i wanna be
i see it all happen for me,
i find it hard to believe
finding it harder to breathe,
yeah
i just wanna feel complete
why do i not feel complete?
oh, i know that is on me
you all gave me everything,
yeah, yeah, yeah
carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me
time for me to go
i need some room to grow
i feel so alone
no one even knows
i just wanna disappear
take me far away from here
i don't wanna face my fears
i just wanna disappear
i don't wanna disappear
i just wanna stay right here
moving is my greatest fear
maybe i should disappear
Thanks ❤️❤️❤️
this is a lyric video-
Wow thanks captain obvious ^
Casper The Hokage-Sama wlcm captain no one asked :)
@@emmachamberlain7472 its because some people find it easoer to read off of lines rather than videos. Like me. Cause i often sing along and because i have a stutter its easier for me to read ahead
Im tired just sooooo tired..
Dont want to do anything with my life
My feel so sick of it
You only live once. Please carry on
You're more than that. You're strong :)
I can feel you, we still gotta do something man, you know.
These comments remind me what I say to myself everyday but sometimes you can’t go on anymore, you become exhausted.
hey it’s been six months so i hope you’re feeling better :)
This song...
I can relate
Damn...
(Amazing song!)
I have always felt out of my friend group because they can eat food without feeling like crap and they all have smiles and I feel alone because they dont talk to me outside of school. I liked being alone and I still like it but I just wish someone would understand me instead of just texting back "oof" when I tell them I feel bad. I want a friend who just understands and know how to respond without "oof" but I feel like it's too much to ask for all the time.
Yea it's like when I reach out I'm just speaking a whole other language. It makes me upset knowing that other people can sleep at night knowing that everything's going to be fine but with me? I'm constantly fucked and my head never shuts up..
I relate to this on a spiritual level.
I sincerely hope that you have someone close to you by now who understands you and the one you can vent upon☘
Sending love☘
I relate to this so much.... I hope you get better and find someone to understand you
Whenever I tell my friends I'm sad or depressed they send "same" or "oof "like I'm joking they pretend like there depressed but they dont know what it actually feels like to feel left out and sad all the time you cant help but let the darkness take over you sometimes...
You can literally feel the emotion and hurt in his voice.. to be able to project that into something this creative is astonishing. Amazing song 👏🏽
The feeling of loneliness has never been so strong in my life before but listening to this song makes me think: "Damn someone gets me. Finally i'm not alone."
when he said i just wanna disappear, take me far away from here
that hit me. that hit me real bad
Ive been feeling low, so low now
Tryna do my best, don’t know how
Holding onto hope for life now
But i become consumed with doubt (yeah)
Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders.
Looking for the answers, maybe I’ll know once im older.
But please hang on
Please sing with me
I’ll be back soon
Ill be back
Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows
I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I don’t wanna face my fears
I jut wanna disappear
I wanna do my best, but...
I don’t know what’s next yet
I just need a reset
I just wanna be something
I just wanna change your life
I just wanna do it right
Everything i wanna do
Everything I wanna be
I see it all happen for me
I find it hard to believe
Finding it harder to breathe, yeah
I just wanna frel complete
Why do I not feel complete?
Oh, I know that is on me
You all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah
Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders.
Looking for the answers, maybe on the ones I’m older
Need some time to recollect myself, please don’t forget me When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me
Time for me to go
I need some room to grow
I feel so alone
No one even knows
I just wanna disappear
Take me far away from here
I dont wanna face my fears
I just wanna disappear
I dont wanna disappear
I just wanna stay right here
Moving is my greatest fear
Maybee i should disappear
Hey Mom Look!
an original comment
I love the way he sings the word “disappear”. It’s like it wraps everything in one word
Thank you Taehyungie to suggest this freakingly breathtaking song 😭
This song is so relateable who agrees🤧
i got this song on my recommendation and i just clicked it without hesitation and once i read the first line of the lyrics, i just started to cry bcs it hits me sooo much thankyou eli
oh my god the beats in the chorus are just so touching. i love the way the beat drops in with the violin
hey army, i’ve seen a lot of comments here fearing about tae. guys, he’s ok! him liking this song doesn’t necessarily mean that he feels the same way as the singer. and even if he did (which i doubt) we all know that he has 6 amazing guys around him who care about him more than anything else and who he can reach out to whenever things get hard. so don’t worry too much army! our taetae is doing good💜
Even when you think your at your lowest, look around, what do you see? It's a beautiful world and think about how blessed you are to be on it! Thankyou , stay safe!
"when l disappear next week l hope you can forgive me." this song is all I've ever felt in three minutes
Did he mean he want to die?
I’ve always been looking for the right words to express how i feel and i just found all i have ever felt and feel written!
I hope taehyung isn’t going through something, and if he is, I hope he could open up to us. This song is very sad, and he’s been recommending sad songs lately, I love you taehyung I hope u stay healthy and happy bb
this song is my mood, honestly i cant take life anymore its so stressful..
its sad knowing how alone you can feel and fake smile and people believe you
Damn, Taehyung making me emotional by his music recommendations😭 Tae, dont disappear, hang in there.With us.We're fighting with you. Please know that.❤
"why do l not feel complete? Oh no that is on me, you all gave me everything."
Taehyung thanks you. I just... thank you from bring my over here.
This song is beautiful and so sad.
"I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here."
"I feel so alone, no one even knows"
😭😭😭 same here
do you know all the other songs taehyung wa slistening to
@@troublemaker5749 ah thank you so muchhh
Glad to see so many army here : )
Never related to anything as much as his lyrics. I needed something to help express what I'm feeling and I believe I just found it 💚
when he said "carrying the burden of the world upon my shoulders...." I felt that.
Eli.'s songs never get old
I think I come here every month or so now
I have 2 friends that I consider my best friends but even they make me feel alone and even before I met them in middle school, I was always left out most of the time and I got used to it, this song just makes me remember everything. Ugh I just love it.
This song is so beautiful 💖
when he said " HOLDING ONTO HOPE FOR LIFE NOW" ... I felt that😔
Love this song i hope you all are ok 😊💜
jeon jungkook I wish I was ok but thanks for asking people
@@nonogoodbye624 it's gonna be alright i hope you're doing good, whatever you're going through i hope it ends eventually, I'm here for you if you need it stay strong and in case nobody told you this today you are beautiful💜
jeon jungkook thank you very much
Bts army YAY
@@Arixacevedo hi 😊💜💜💜
This hit me like a wave from the ocean
The wave of emotions that come at you from no where
You feel trapped beneath and you feel alone
"Please hang on" they say
They try to save you and keep you close
You say in your mind "I feel so alone, no one even knows"
You just wanna disappear
Take yourself far away from here
To a place that makes you feel like home
You wanna do your best but you also wanna have a reset
You just wanna disappear... we just wanna disappear and no one even knows
Thank you for reading
Cake quake I would love to knows what in you’re mind
@@ctherrera9240 So much is going on in my mind. It's like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs. I've gone through trauma as a kid, bullying since grade 2 (now in grade 10), trust with people, been beat up by 3 people for something I didn't do, and more/etc. My nightmares jump at me like a jumpscare in a horror movie/game. I've had self harm and tried to die 5 times. But in the end I've had people who have stayed and I've trusted. I've had help from many people who I adore and love and help from people who I never knew and are adults. I'm getting better. I stay positive as best I can. Live just goes on. Thanks. Sorry for making this a long thing and bothering you
Cake quake bro it’s remarkable how you view life and you’re preferences. You’ve gone through a lot and even till now you’re trying. I just wanna know you’re POV in life and how you feel about it and what’s making you keep going.
@@ctherrera9240 My POV in life is happiness and sorrow. I try to make others happy before myself most of the time. I feel like I shouldn't be like this and I should put myself first before others but it's hard to do that. What's keeping me going on in life is my friends and looking forwards to further jobs, friends, life and more. Life is a ride but we all get through it. Even if it's hard we still manage to beat many challenges in life. Thanks
Cake quake bro I totally missed you’re comment. My dude you seem like someone who is trying to find the answers to both side and not stick in one. Like you, I can’t put myself first, everyone says I should but I can’t. I would like to talk to you more. You got a sc bro?
"I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here, I don't wanna face my fears, I just wanna disappear"
same, like that hit home..
“I wanna do my best, but....
I don’t know what’s next yet
I just need a reset” 💔 damn why is this song so honest
So true🥺
"I wanna do my best but i dont know whats next yet i just need a reset i just want to be something"
I want to relive this life to redo all my mistakes like...
I found this song on V's Spotify playlist and now I can't stop listening to it even though it makes me cry
Wow, just... Wow, I'm still crying and I've been listening to this on repeat for the last 20 minutes
I dont wanna die I dont wanna live I just wanna disappear
Hey you, scrolling through the comment
Life won’t always be this hard you just need to find a way to make it easier find what makes you happy and don’t chase people that don’t deserve chasing there’s millions of people in this world you can do better, when times get tough talk to someone don’t bottle it in, it feels better to talk smile and love the life you still have people out there who have lost their lives at young ages so take advantage of the life you have because could be over within a flash
this is fucking amazing it made me cry so bad. i never relate to a song in my life (thank you taehyung for recommending a great song to us)
just found this in 2020, I've never felt so identified with a song til now
You can tell by his voice that he understands this
If your are reading this, realize that your struggle is part of growth. Know that this troubled Taoist loves you and all your ups and downs. It’ll be okay.
kim taehyung, thanks for this beautiful song! :) V
Everyday I get up and wonder why am I still here who needs me?
I feel trapped in this world, this world feels so small but yet so big
I'm digging a hole and the further I go down this hole the the heaver it gets,
I feel someday soon I won't be able to lift this dirt that's over my head and when that happens,
I will get covered with that dirt and I will fall, lose everything I was and knew
I would be gone and when that happens lets see how many people care not my family not my fake friends that's a fact.
I would be gone in a blink of an eye and someone will be born.
I have put myself down so many times I can't get back up.
Im so happy I found this song. I'm literally crying
430 am. Mentally abusive father. This song will be the last thing he ever hears from me. Thank you for making this, when i leave the only note he will have is this link
I love this song so much 💜
"Holding on to hope for life now, but I've been consumed by doubt now"- my life in a single sentence...
this was the song I was trying to create but I couldn’t connect to it just right. now I found yours..
#relatable
When he said " I just wanna disappear , take me far away from here " my heart dropped .
I'm over here bawling my eyes out cuz this song relates to my while life an me on point. An it sucks not having friends or anyone to talk to that could relate to me I'm 15 an do online school this year so I've had so much time with my thoughts it's actually scary because I end up believing what my mind is saying an it hurts so much cuz from a very young age I'd just feel like I should disappear an nobody would care or notice an that I think hurts most of all 😕.
If you ever need anyone to talk to im always here same as a few good people I know that are willing to talk to anyone to help them out
@@jamesowens701 nobody is ever going to be there for anyone over the internet
in real life yes but online no
“Tryna do my best don’t know now” I felt that 🥺
Thanks to TAEHYUNG, Im here. this is beautiful
The world is so full of broken good people. It’s not fair. But it’s reality. There’s no cliche saying that can help us. Most of us will never get better. It’s just a fact. Regardless if anyone reads this and you struggle as I do I hope you find your peace 💖
"Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders."
I feel personally attacked
It feels so familiar, Cant help not to let tears fall ://
omyghaaad. thank yt for recommending this to me😭😭
I remember when I used to listen to this song when I was in a terrible place and now looking back at it I’m so proud of myself.
Beautiful!!!!
Inspiring and reaches out to so many!!
yes
This song decribes exactly how i'm feelin'. Good to know someone understands me. 🌹
"When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me"... That was like a punch in the face
I remember when I used to listen to this song and feel sorry for myself. Haha good times, good times. Don’t get addicted to feeling like a victim. There are +3billion other women out there. Don’t give up so quickly.
Im so tired😢 my whole life is a burden, im close to ending it soon😢 but im hoping it wont come to that. This song is amazing.
this song is amazing. i really feel when he does “i just wanna disappear.” it hit me. and this is a great song. oml. thank you for sharing this ❤️
His voice is so emotion filled.
The pain in his voice.... Gezzz this song is *Amazing* !
I was crying the whole time, this is really emotional I'm still crying, my mom asked why I was crying and I restarted, the song and she started crying ;(
My mind: dead
My insides: dead
My skin: cold as dead
My eyes: dead
My voice: dead
My eating and drinking schedule: HOW R U STILL ALIVE?!
Me: Magic 😌
Also me: **sob in 3 languages**
when he said " I wanna disappear"
but then said " I don't wanna disappear"
that's me. I get that. I feel that. I am that.
At one point it was easier to be alone. No fear of being hurt till you realize the one person that hates you the most is yourself. Everday it seems you find all your past used as a weapon to crush your will to seek out anyone so you sit by yourself ensuring your world is as dark and empty as you feel.
This song is describing my situation right now , it's getting really hard to carry on ..." time for me to go "
Me too.I'm alone
I'm so happy finally people noticed you Eli you're the best
1. Is already alone...
2. You feel like you have found someone you actually think wont hurt you any form of way
3. Attached to that person
4. Person hurts you in one or multiple forms of way
5. Back to depression
Cute Baby Girl 🥺😔😭
the fact that Eli is the only artist who can make my years fall and is so underated pisses me off
This is seriously how I feel 24/7 I know the lyrics and I just cannot stop listening
Leaving your family is a very hard decision because you love them and you don't want them to worry about you at the same time you don't want to destroy it because of you.
“I feel so alone no one even knows...”
All I want is somebody to love me and when I’m feeling like this and depressed, I want them to cuddle me and rub my back and head and I don’t know... throw away my razors? Is that so hard to ask for of somebody? Apparently. 💔
I gotchu homie
Before it goes 1m i just wanna say thankyou
I'm sad taehyung feels this way 😓💜
It scares me actually. I’ve seen this pattern way too many times even with late kpop idols. I hope tae knows he’s loved and that he shouldn’t have to worry💜
Tfff???????
"I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here" Why did he steal my exact thoughts....
I'm depressed, I don't think anyone cares about me. They only talk to me when they need something, otherwise, everyone judge me. I'm so lonely and I relate with this song.. I just wanna say this to you all.
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Don't hurt yourself, we're here with you ❤
You alright now?
@@TheBasedStar yea, better now
@Ade anyway I wish you luck❤.... I love kind hearted people like you..
I’ve never felt a song so much in my life.