Eli. - Disappear; Lyrics

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  • @rakii5264
    @rakii5264 5 лет назад +6350

    When he said " i feel so alone, no one even knows"
    I felt that.

    • @ky4774
      @ky4774 5 лет назад +10

      Same

    • @dftonz
      @dftonz 5 лет назад +5

      BadassAngel XxX same. 😔

    • @yves_santa7
      @yves_santa7 5 лет назад +7

      Me too

    • @lupitaserrano446
      @lupitaserrano446 5 лет назад +4

      @Morgan Lynn But ppl do. I mean I feel you but also you have to get stronger and don't let anything hurt you and only then you'll be ok.

    • @elararose9399
      @elararose9399 5 лет назад +2

      same

  • @mar.6450
    @mar.6450 5 лет назад +2205

    This feels so familiar. Gosh I can't help but let my tears fall. :/

    • @gabrielacisleanu6192
      @gabrielacisleanu6192 5 лет назад +15

      Hello ARMY, at least we have our family and ourselves, that's pretty much enough.. Be strong, this will change someday...💜

    • @gizem4993
      @gizem4993 5 лет назад +8

      taehyung listened this on live :')

    • @bunnybear8765
      @bunnybear8765 5 лет назад +2

      Army 💜

    • @rodriguezmoralessandrapaol5350
      @rodriguezmoralessandrapaol5350 5 лет назад

      no te entiendo pero como eres army te doy mi like y dejo mi comentario ..
      equizde....!!

    • @hakumahali
      @hakumahali 5 лет назад +1

      i 💜 you

  • @sierrarodriguez8736
    @sierrarodriguez8736 5 лет назад +582

    omg when he said " when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me" (crying my eyes out)

    • @instantregretplaylist
      @instantregretplaylist 4 года назад +5

      sierra sounds like a car company
      or a beer company maybe

    • @allysesierra3666
      @allysesierra3666 3 года назад

      @@instantregretplaylist bruh my grandpa owns a electric company named sierra electric

    • @instantregretplaylist
      @instantregretplaylist 3 года назад

      @@allysesierra3666 I was close

  • @Icebox715
    @Icebox715 5 лет назад +249

    "I don't wanna face my fears, i just wanna disappear " Facts 😩

  • @Alex-vz2jz
    @Alex-vz2jz 5 лет назад +1810

    I''m always alone but i don't see it as a bad thing.
    My whole life i've always felt alone. I never really connected with anyone. Sure i had some people i can call my friends and its nice being with them at times, but i'd rather much be all by my self. Nothing wrong with them, just something with being alone makes me feel good inside.

  • @madiegrinstead2373
    @madiegrinstead2373 5 лет назад +658

    So I have a really hard time expressing my feelings and so I have a playlist of songs that help me feel something and is officially added

    • @rebeccaschaffer7635
      @rebeccaschaffer7635 5 лет назад +16

      Oh me too - sometimes songs can say the things we can`t, or even make us feel things we've forgotten how to

    • @melanieibarra448
      @melanieibarra448 5 лет назад +6

      share the playlist?

    • @revelbangtanexo2642
      @revelbangtanexo2642 5 лет назад +5

      same :( sometimes i don't even know how im feeling

    • @luxuryelegance7319
      @luxuryelegance7319 5 лет назад +3

      Yeah...... You know how they say "People that are kind to others, are kind because they dont want others to go what they have gone though". Im a kind,sweet,caring person. Im what they say peoples bright light in life. But sometimes my light dims, sometimes my light goes out. And then brightens up again....

    • @septemberyoung8475
      @septemberyoung8475 5 лет назад

      I wannna know the playlistttt

  • @emilycjerijrbr6710
    @emilycjerijrbr6710 5 лет назад +405

    Anybody else’s feelings so messed up that they don’t have anymore emotions and they just don’t even care abt anything?

    • @user-jk4jf5vn6j
      @user-jk4jf5vn6j 4 года назад +2

      Mine! Buddy,are you okay now?

    • @5k1d00
      @5k1d00 3 года назад +12

      Yeah, people still see me laughing and smiling but it feels so empty, it hurts.

    • @elihinojos4689
      @elihinojos4689 3 года назад +3

      Yeah,I just go through the motions I feel like im trapped in my body and can't feel or move im just staring there,you know.

    • @stevenwilson1540
      @stevenwilson1540 3 года назад

      Yeah

    • @rabia803
      @rabia803 3 года назад

      On point🤣🤣🤣

  • @danhurtadomendez3410
    @danhurtadomendez3410  5 лет назад +1102

    Thank you all for sharing this beautiful song, nobody is alone we all have someone by our side

    • @cakequake4096
      @cakequake4096 5 лет назад +32

      I have no one. Everyone is fake.

    • @alvarez.e8387
      @alvarez.e8387 5 лет назад +14

      bøy except when that somebody is causing you that pain .

    • @sirloock8360
      @sirloock8360 5 лет назад +12

      Really? Where? I don't have shit, so please just stop with that fake inspiration bullshit.

    • @danhurtadomendez3410
      @danhurtadomendez3410  5 лет назад +3

      @@sirloock8360 tampoco tienes que esperar que llegue alguien tu tienes que ir buscando personas en tu vida eh irte dando cuenta de quienes estarán para siempre y quienes no, y tal ves encontrarás a la persona que siempre has buscado.

    • @sirloock8360
      @sirloock8360 5 лет назад +9

      @@danhurtadomendez3410 You speak Spanish, cool we get it.

  • @mal0v043
    @mal0v043 5 лет назад +204

    "carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders" literally how i feel

  • @DuckInASuit_
    @DuckInASuit_ 5 лет назад +2745

    Hey you! Random scrolling,
    Be safe and take care of yourself ok?

  • @emilymuse6561
    @emilymuse6561 5 лет назад +178

    this song reminds me of my dad. I know this was how he felt; he was too afraid to live, so he shot himself. it’s been 3 years and I barely believe it.
    I thought of this because his name was Eli.

    • @Pot_a_toes4life
      @Pot_a_toes4life 5 лет назад +8

      I'm so sorry for your loss love, I hope you're doing okay.

    • @wrqzh
      @wrqzh 4 года назад +6

      I hope you're doing better now

    • @faedraarias278
      @faedraarias278 4 года назад +5

      Omg I'm so sorry

    • @jadedubstep-lover8199
      @jadedubstep-lover8199 4 года назад +6

      Emily Muse I can relate but my father hung himself 7 years ago. Learn to let go but still have him in the back of your mind. And he’ll always be there for you even when you feel like you’re alone. He’s still parenting spiritually. ☺️ if you ever need to talk just let me know. 💕

    • @rabia803
      @rabia803 3 года назад

      I believe in each of you❤

  • @tweektweektweeker9547
    @tweektweektweeker9547 5 лет назад +247

    Im tired just sooooo tired..
    Dont want to do anything with my life
    My feel so sick of it

    • @badblood80
      @badblood80 5 лет назад +8

      You only live once. Please carry on

    • @aahaseyow3860
      @aahaseyow3860 5 лет назад +5

      You're more than that. You're strong :)

    • @darcyiix9296
      @darcyiix9296 4 года назад +4

      I can feel you, we still gotta do something man, you know.

    • @valeriepaige5826
      @valeriepaige5826 4 года назад +2

      These comments remind me what I say to myself everyday but sometimes you can’t go on anymore, you become exhausted.

    • @kyliebarry3478
      @kyliebarry3478 4 года назад +2

      hey it’s been six months so i hope you’re feeling better :)

  • @ParadiseAndGin
    @ParadiseAndGin 5 лет назад +214

    There's so much raw emotion in that voice... It pierces my heart. I feel these lyrics so much.

  • @claudiaainoa7993
    @claudiaainoa7993 5 лет назад +61

    I used to listen to this in the worst moment of my life... i was so depressed, i felt that i didn't belong in this world anymore... i almost tried to end everything. I want to tell you that it gets better, i promise. Stay strong, fight, being okay it will take every energy you have, but its worth it, YOU ARE WORTH IT. I LOVE YOU ❤

    • @stephen2557
      @stephen2557 3 года назад +4

      i’m the exact same, and it really does get so much better.

  • @hyojinno855
    @hyojinno855 4 года назад +65

    “I don’t want to face my fears”
    “I just wanna do it right”
    Who else felt that

    • @shaynafox4403
      @shaynafox4403 9 месяцев назад

      I definitely felt that big time

  • @avaarmenta2750
    @avaarmenta2750 5 лет назад +39

    “i just wanna be something” sis i felt that

  • @megankahnke5816
    @megankahnke5816 5 лет назад +138

    I have always felt out of my friend group because they can eat food without feeling like crap and they all have smiles and I feel alone because they dont talk to me outside of school. I liked being alone and I still like it but I just wish someone would understand me instead of just texting back "oof" when I tell them I feel bad. I want a friend who just understands and know how to respond without "oof" but I feel like it's too much to ask for all the time.

    • @tigerlilymuskhogean
      @tigerlilymuskhogean 5 лет назад +8

      Yea it's like when I reach out I'm just speaking a whole other language. It makes me upset knowing that other people can sleep at night knowing that everything's going to be fine but with me? I'm constantly fucked and my head never shuts up..

    • @radioaudio69
      @radioaudio69 5 лет назад +6

      I relate to this on a spiritual level.

    • @elpmidthedisguisedone
      @elpmidthedisguisedone 4 года назад +1

      I sincerely hope that you have someone close to you by now who understands you and the one you can vent upon☘
      Sending love☘

    • @marissagardner4918
      @marissagardner4918 4 года назад +2

      I relate to this so much.... I hope you get better and find someone to understand you

    • @brooklynfranco4655
      @brooklynfranco4655 4 года назад +3

      Whenever I tell my friends I'm sad or depressed they send "same" or "oof "like I'm joking they pretend like there depressed but they dont know what it actually feels like to feel left out and sad all the time you cant help but let the darkness take over you sometimes...

  • @annababy643
    @annababy643 5 лет назад +37

    I came here because of taehyungs spotify playlist but I will be staying for the music. Taehyung supporting smaller artists makes me so happy, everyone deserves a chance to portray their talents and passions to the public and larger artists giving the chance to smaller ones is amazing

    • @SleepyyDevill
      @SleepyyDevill 5 лет назад

      Where can I find the playlist?

    • @mari3820
      @mari3820 5 лет назад

      @@SleepyyDevill on spotify

  • @pebblioon
    @pebblioon 5 лет назад +417

    lyrics
    i've been feeling low, so low now
    tryna do my best, don't know how
    holding onto hope for life now
    but i become consumed with doubt
    carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
    looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
    but please hang on
    please hang with me
    i'll be back soon
    i'll be back time for me to go
    i need some room to grow
    i feel so alone
    no one even knows
    i just wanna disappear
    take me far away from here
    i don't wanna face my fears
    i just wanna disappear
    i wanna do my best, but...
    i don't know what's next yet
    i just need a reset
    i just wanna be something
    i just wanna change your life
    i just wanna do it right
    everything i wanna do,
    everything i wanna be
    i see it all happen for me,
    i find it hard to believe
    finding it harder to breathe,
    yeah
    i just wanna feel complete
    why do i not feel complete?
    oh, i know that is on me
    you all gave me everything,
    yeah, yeah, yeah
    carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
    looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
    need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
    when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me
    time for me to go
    i need some room to grow
    i feel so alone
    no one even knows
    i just wanna disappear
    take me far away from here
    i don't wanna face my fears
    i just wanna disappear
    i don't wanna disappear
    i just wanna stay right here
    moving is my greatest fear
    maybe i should disappear

    • @user-dr3jr3zu5m
      @user-dr3jr3zu5m 5 лет назад +8

      Thanks ❤️❤️❤️

    • @emmachamberlain7472
      @emmachamberlain7472 5 лет назад +55

      this is a lyric video-

    • @casperthehokage-sama8886
      @casperthehokage-sama8886 4 года назад +7

      Wow thanks captain obvious ^

    • @emmachamberlain7472
      @emmachamberlain7472 4 года назад +1

      Casper The Hokage-Sama wlcm captain no one asked :)

    • @nathanielcooper4288
      @nathanielcooper4288 4 года назад +32

      @@emmachamberlain7472 its because some people find it easoer to read off of lines rather than videos. Like me. Cause i often sing along and because i have a stutter its easier for me to read ahead

  • @missjackson710
    @missjackson710 5 лет назад +45

    Ive been feeling low, so low now
    Tryna do my best, don’t know how
    Holding onto hope for life now
    But i become consumed with doubt (yeah)
    Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders.
    Looking for the answers, maybe I’ll know once im older.
    But please hang on
    Please sing with me
    I’ll be back soon
    Ill be back
    Time for me to go
    I need some room to grow
    I feel so alone
    No one even knows
    I just wanna disappear
    Take me far away from here
    I don’t wanna face my fears
    I jut wanna disappear
    I wanna do my best, but...
    I don’t know what’s next yet
    I just need a reset
    I just wanna be something
    I just wanna change your life
    I just wanna do it right
    Everything i wanna do
    Everything I wanna be
    I see it all happen for me
    I find it hard to believe
    Finding it harder to breathe, yeah
    I just wanna frel complete
    Why do I not feel complete?
    Oh, I know that is on me
    You all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah
    Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders.
    Looking for the answers, maybe on the ones I’m older
    Need some time to recollect myself, please don’t forget me When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me
    Time for me to go
    I need some room to grow
    I feel so alone
    No one even knows
    I just wanna disappear
    Take me far away from here
    I dont wanna face my fears
    I just wanna disappear
    I dont wanna disappear
    I just wanna stay right here
    Moving is my greatest fear
    Maybee i should disappear

  • @dikshagoyal477
    @dikshagoyal477 5 лет назад +299

    Thank you Taehyung for recommending this one. It's such a beautiful song. I am loving it! I can totally relate!! 😭😭😭

    • @Aria1456
      @Aria1456 5 лет назад +1

      diksha goyal taehyung???

    • @dikshagoyal477
      @dikshagoyal477 5 лет назад +9

      @@Aria1456 yes, he played this song in his v live after Wembley concert. He played multiple, but this was one of them.

    • @holllyesque
      @holllyesque 4 года назад +4

      I’m here because of him too~!!💕😊✨🌈

    • @aprhjs
      @aprhjs 4 года назад +4

      I am so glad I listened to it on his playlist!

  • @rubyseas4353
    @rubyseas4353 4 года назад +3

    hey army, i’ve seen a lot of comments here fearing about tae. guys, he’s ok! him liking this song doesn’t necessarily mean that he feels the same way as the singer. and even if he did (which i doubt) we all know that he has 6 amazing guys around him who care about him more than anything else and who he can reach out to whenever things get hard. so don’t worry too much army! our taetae is doing good💜

  • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
    @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 лет назад +145

    Love this song i hope you all are ok 😊💜

    • @nonogoodbye624
      @nonogoodbye624 5 лет назад +1

      jeon jungkook I wish I was ok but thanks for asking people

    • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
      @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 лет назад +3

      @@nonogoodbye624 it's gonna be alright i hope you're doing good, whatever you're going through i hope it ends eventually, I'm here for you if you need it stay strong and in case nobody told you this today you are beautiful💜

    • @nonogoodbye624
      @nonogoodbye624 5 лет назад +2

      jeon jungkook thank you very much

    • @Arixacevedo
      @Arixacevedo 5 лет назад +2

      Bts army YAY

    • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
      @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 лет назад +1

      @@Arixacevedo hi 😊💜💜💜

  • @lillyruthr1990
    @lillyruthr1990 5 лет назад +14

    I feel this song deeply in my bones. It's surreal when a song can speak to you as if it stepped into your mind and sat down for a while.

  • @matildahardstaff5132
    @matildahardstaff5132 4 года назад +3

    “I just wanna disappear “ omg that had me in tears I love this song it’s. So easy to relate to

  • @margarettelara303
    @margarettelara303 5 лет назад +66

    This song is so relateable who agrees🤧

  • @crybaby4962
    @crybaby4962 5 лет назад +67

    I dont wanna die I dont wanna live I just wanna disappear

  • @bleachchipsfordays666
    @bleachchipsfordays666 5 лет назад +183

    This song...
    I can relate
    Damn...
    (Amazing song!)

  • @gamingmoonwolfs1293
    @gamingmoonwolfs1293 5 лет назад +17

    when he said i just wanna disappear, take me far away from here
    that hit me. that hit me real bad

  • @princessa1841
    @princessa1841 5 лет назад +14

    Thank you Taehyungie to suggest this freakingly breathtaking song 😭

  • @erikadonna8947
    @erikadonna8947 5 лет назад +17

    Damn, Taehyung making me emotional by his music recommendations😭 Tae, dont disappear, hang in there.With us.We're fighting with you. Please know that.❤

  • @AM-ql9uz
    @AM-ql9uz 5 лет назад +22

    You can literally feel the emotion and hurt in his voice.. to be able to project that into something this creative is astonishing. Amazing song 👏🏽

  • @roselina7519
    @roselina7519 4 года назад +7

    The feeling of loneliness has never been so strong in my life before but listening to this song makes me think: "Damn someone gets me. Finally i'm not alone."

  • @WolfyJax
    @WolfyJax 5 лет назад +17

    I hope taehyung isn’t going through something, and if he is, I hope he could open up to us. This song is very sad, and he’s been recommending sad songs lately, I love you taehyung I hope u stay healthy and happy bb

  • @hulvey6919
    @hulvey6919 5 лет назад +7

    I love the way he sings the word “disappear”. It’s like it wraps everything in one word

  • @tiegan7165
    @tiegan7165 4 года назад +5

    Hey you, scrolling through the comment
    Life won’t always be this hard you just need to find a way to make it easier find what makes you happy and don’t chase people that don’t deserve chasing there’s millions of people in this world you can do better, when times get tough talk to someone don’t bottle it in, it feels better to talk smile and love the life you still have people out there who have lost their lives at young ages so take advantage of the life you have because could be over within a flash

  • @dudeno5811
    @dudeno5811 4 года назад +20

    "why do l not feel complete? Oh no that is on me, you all gave me everything."

  • @urmumsmistress1918
    @urmumsmistress1918 4 года назад +5

    You can tell by his voice that he understands this

  • @eunice3144
    @eunice3144 5 лет назад +15

    this is fucking amazing it made me cry so bad. i never relate to a song in my life (thank you taehyung for recommending a great song to us)

  • @dudeno5811
    @dudeno5811 4 года назад +16

    "when l disappear next week l hope you can forgive me." this song is all I've ever felt in three minutes

  • @reginebragat7686
    @reginebragat7686 5 лет назад +10

    when he said " HOLDING ONTO HOPE FOR LIFE NOW" ... I felt that😔

  • @itdoesntmatteranymore3550
    @itdoesntmatteranymore3550 5 лет назад +17

    “I wanna do my best, but....
    I don’t know what’s next yet
    I just need a reset” 💔 damn why is this song so honest

  • @melissaguillory6483
    @melissaguillory6483 5 лет назад +2

    Even when you think your at your lowest, look around, what do you see? It's a beautiful world and think about how blessed you are to be on it! Thankyou , stay safe!

  • @driedfruitsalad8673
    @driedfruitsalad8673 5 лет назад +3

    oh my god the beats in the chorus are just so touching. i love the way the beat drops in with the violin

  • @elsaalpy2942
    @elsaalpy2942 5 лет назад +5

    thank you taehyung 💜

  • @melinadelarosa8743
    @melinadelarosa8743 5 лет назад +13

    Never related to anything as much as his lyrics. I needed something to help express what I'm feeling and I believe I just found it 💚

  • @skeevbuushimmy
    @skeevbuushimmy 4 года назад +2

    If your are reading this, realize that your struggle is part of growth. Know that this troubled Taoist loves you and all your ups and downs. It’ll be okay.

  • @car_thicc
    @car_thicc 4 года назад +1

    Eli.'s songs never get old
    I think I come here every month or so now

  • @nurathirah628
    @nurathirah628 5 лет назад +6

    Thanks to TAEHYUNG, Im here. this is beautiful

  • @one-wayticket7392
    @one-wayticket7392 5 лет назад +166

    Taehyung thanks you. I just... thank you from bring my over here.
    This song is beautiful and so sad.
    "I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here."
    "I feel so alone, no one even knows"

    • @vantetae97
      @vantetae97 5 лет назад +2

      😭😭😭 same here

    • @JiminPark-tm4wn
      @JiminPark-tm4wn 5 лет назад +4

      do you know all the other songs taehyung wa slistening to

    • @JiminPark-tm4wn
      @JiminPark-tm4wn 5 лет назад

      @@troublemaker5749 ah thank you so muchhh

    • @aprhjs
      @aprhjs 4 года назад

      Glad to see so many army here : )

  • @lr_clowns7478
    @lr_clowns7478 5 лет назад +13

    Everyday I get up and wonder why am I still here who needs me?
    I feel trapped in this world, this world feels so small but yet so big
    I'm digging a hole and the further I go down this hole the the heaver it gets,
    I feel someday soon I won't be able to lift this dirt that's over my head and when that happens,
    I will get covered with that dirt and I will fall, lose everything I was and knew
    I would be gone and when that happens lets see how many people care not my family not my fake friends that's a fact.
    I would be gone in a blink of an eye and someone will be born.
    I have put myself down so many times I can't get back up.

  • @cakequake4096
    @cakequake4096 5 лет назад +15

    This hit me like a wave from the ocean
    The wave of emotions that come at you from no where
    You feel trapped beneath and you feel alone
    "Please hang on" they say
    They try to save you and keep you close
    You say in your mind "I feel so alone, no one even knows"
    You just wanna disappear
    Take yourself far away from here
    To a place that makes you feel like home
    You wanna do your best but you also wanna have a reset
    You just wanna disappear... we just wanna disappear and no one even knows
    Thank you for reading

    • @ctherrera9240
      @ctherrera9240 5 лет назад +2

      Cake quake I would love to knows what in you’re mind

    • @cakequake4096
      @cakequake4096 5 лет назад +2

      @@ctherrera9240 So much is going on in my mind. It's like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs. I've gone through trauma as a kid, bullying since grade 2 (now in grade 10), trust with people, been beat up by 3 people for something I didn't do, and more/etc. My nightmares jump at me like a jumpscare in a horror movie/game. I've had self harm and tried to die 5 times. But in the end I've had people who have stayed and I've trusted. I've had help from many people who I adore and love and help from people who I never knew and are adults. I'm getting better. I stay positive as best I can. Live just goes on. Thanks. Sorry for making this a long thing and bothering you

    • @ctherrera9240
      @ctherrera9240 5 лет назад +2

      Cake quake bro it’s remarkable how you view life and you’re preferences. You’ve gone through a lot and even till now you’re trying. I just wanna know you’re POV in life and how you feel about it and what’s making you keep going.

    • @cakequake4096
      @cakequake4096 5 лет назад +2

      @@ctherrera9240 My POV in life is happiness and sorrow. I try to make others happy before myself most of the time. I feel like I shouldn't be like this and I should put myself first before others but it's hard to do that. What's keeping me going on in life is my friends and looking forwards to further jobs, friends, life and more. Life is a ride but we all get through it. Even if it's hard we still manage to beat many challenges in life. Thanks

    • @ctherrera9240
      @ctherrera9240 5 лет назад +2

      Cake quake bro I totally missed you’re comment. My dude you seem like someone who is trying to find the answers to both side and not stick in one. Like you, I can’t put myself first, everyone says I should but I can’t. I would like to talk to you more. You got a sc bro?

  • @daphnelol
    @daphnelol 5 лет назад +47

    This song is so beautiful 💖

  • @saorsa6607
    @saorsa6607 5 лет назад +4

    i got this song on my recommendation and i just clicked it without hesitation and once i read the first line of the lyrics, i just started to cry bcs it hits me sooo much thankyou eli

  • @Waifuellebza
    @Waifuellebza 5 лет назад +26

    I don’t know where I can explain my feelings, but I’m so tired.

    • @Leo-de9kp
      @Leo-de9kp 5 лет назад +7

      Same... I'm just tired but not physically...

  • @elnazemdad5946
    @elnazemdad5946 5 лет назад +7

    I’ve always been looking for the right words to express how i feel and i just found all i have ever felt and feel written!

  • @brittany8531
    @brittany8531 5 лет назад +14

    I was crying the whole time, this is really emotional I'm still crying, my mom asked why I was crying and I restarted, the song and she started crying ;(

  • @demon_wolf2810
    @demon_wolf2810 5 лет назад +8

    this song is my mood, honestly i cant take life anymore its so stressful..
    its sad knowing how alone you can feel and fake smile and people believe you

  • @angelapaton3680
    @angelapaton3680 4 года назад +2

    I remember hearing worthless and it made me hard core cry and then i heard this one and i became a all the water in the world but still i dont know but this song gives me hope

  • @allie5436
    @allie5436 4 года назад +2

    "I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here" Why did he steal my exact thoughts....

  • @hayeszs
    @hayeszs 5 лет назад +4

    I found this song on V's Spotify playlist and now I can't stop listening to it even though it makes me cry

  • @salonaxialn.7292
    @salonaxialn.7292 5 лет назад +8

    Im so tired😢 my whole life is a burden, im close to ending it soon😢 but im hoping it wont come to that. This song is amazing.

  • @ashleygonzalez9148
    @ashleygonzalez9148 4 года назад +2

    just found this in 2020, I've never felt so identified with a song til now

  • @elizabethcarver2430
    @elizabethcarver2430 5 лет назад +16

    “I feel so alone no one even knows...”
    All I want is somebody to love me and when I’m feeling like this and depressed, I want them to cuddle me and rub my back and head and I don’t know... throw away my razors? Is that so hard to ask for of somebody? Apparently. 💔

  • @mary65432
    @mary65432 5 лет назад +3

    when he said "carrying the burden of the world upon my shoulders...." I felt that.

  • @vaeeao
    @vaeeao 5 лет назад +13

    kim taehyung, thanks for this beautiful song! :) V

  • @allysonnagle2805
    @allysonnagle2805 5 лет назад +2

    It feels so familiar, Cant help not to let tears fall ://

  • @bangtansbaby6980
    @bangtansbaby6980 5 лет назад +68

    I'm sad taehyung feels this way 😓💜

    • @nemo_nana769
      @nemo_nana769 5 лет назад +18

      It scares me actually. I’ve seen this pattern way too many times even with late kpop idols. I hope tae knows he’s loved and that he shouldn’t have to worry💜

    • @stewwey4059
      @stewwey4059 4 года назад +1

      Tfff???????

  • @Jessie-wc2ro
    @Jessie-wc2ro 5 лет назад +4

    This song is describing my situation right now , it's getting really hard to carry on ..." time for me to go "

  • @ceannacarson5876
    @ceannacarson5876 5 лет назад +4

    "I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here, I don't wanna face my fears, I just wanna disappear"
    same, like that hit home..

  • @kitaguinavere8465
    @kitaguinavere8465 5 лет назад

    430 am. Mentally abusive father. This song will be the last thing he ever hears from me. Thank you for making this, when i leave the only note he will have is this link

  • @hannahldv
    @hannahldv 5 лет назад +2

    "I just need a reset" i felt that

  • @user-lu8yl1uk9o
    @user-lu8yl1uk9o 4 года назад +8

    "Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders."
    I feel personally attacked

  • @moonxgyu3059
    @moonxgyu3059 5 лет назад +3

    I have 2 friends that I consider my best friends but even they make me feel alone and even before I met them in middle school, I was always left out most of the time and I got used to it, this song just makes me remember everything. Ugh I just love it.

  • @coltonwolfang6096
    @coltonwolfang6096 3 года назад +2

    Wow, just... Wow, I'm still crying and I've been listening to this on repeat for the last 20 minutes

  • @skizofriendic
    @skizofriendic 4 года назад +6

    His voice is so emotion filled.

  • @callie721
    @callie721 5 лет назад +8

    I'm over here bawling my eyes out cuz this song relates to my while life an me on point. An it sucks not having friends or anyone to talk to that could relate to me I'm 15 an do online school this year so I've had so much time with my thoughts it's actually scary because I end up believing what my mind is saying an it hurts so much cuz from a very young age I'd just feel like I should disappear an nobody would care or notice an that I think hurts most of all 😕.

    • @jamesowens701
      @jamesowens701 5 лет назад +1

      If you ever need anyone to talk to im always here same as a few good people I know that are willing to talk to anyone to help them out

    • @instantregretplaylist
      @instantregretplaylist 4 года назад

      @@jamesowens701 nobody is ever going to be there for anyone over the internet
      in real life yes but online no

  • @cybilthomas6260
    @cybilthomas6260 4 года назад +3

    "When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me"... That was like a punch in the face

  • @Ito_Kuragari
    @Ito_Kuragari Год назад +1

    "Holding on to hope for life now, but I've been consumed by doubt now"- my life in a single sentence...

  • @zariyahastheriel9280
    @zariyahastheriel9280 4 года назад +4

    I wonder what all the parents would feel if only they knew how sad their children are.

  • @generalswife4774
    @generalswife4774 4 года назад +3

    That's why I love to sleep, I like to disappear. It's comforting.

  • @sofearichielgbtq9430
    @sofearichielgbtq9430 5 лет назад +27

    It feels so heavy.i barely can lift up my shoulders

  • @mentally_sic_maggot7828
    @mentally_sic_maggot7828 4 года назад +2

    Going to hollyhill today. Found out my boyfriend has cheated. I already suffer from major depression so it just made it worse. I was going to overdose on flouxatine in the woods in front of the school yesterday but couldn’t. Whoever is reading this I just want you to know that there are people that care for you..no matter what happens. Keep your head up and don’t let anyone keep you down. I’ll hurt but don’t let your demons win. Good luck out there. Please take care of yourself and don’t do any harm.

  • @xukaison
    @xukaison 5 лет назад +4

    omyghaaad. thank yt for recommending this to me😭😭

  • @ade684
    @ade684 4 года назад +6

    I'm depressed, I don't think anyone cares about me. They only talk to me when they need something, otherwise, everyone judge me. I'm so lonely and I relate with this song.. I just wanna say this to you all.
    .
    .
    Don't hurt yourself, we're here with you ❤

    • @TheBasedStar
      @TheBasedStar 2 года назад

      You alright now?

    • @ade684
      @ade684 Год назад +1

      @@TheBasedStar yea, better now

    • @ramiruanusara3449
      @ramiruanusara3449 Год назад

      @Ade anyway I wish you luck❤.... I love kind hearted people like you..

  • @porcelaindollll
    @porcelaindollll 5 лет назад +48

    I love this song so much 💜

  • @wintervberry3806
    @wintervberry3806 4 года назад +5

    I am always alone no one bother me to see if I am okay
    I tried to end my life...
    I wanted to disappear so bad because I didn’t had no one
    It Hurts to see my old friend leaving me...
    I have always been alone and people never liked me
    It Hurts that I had to cut myself...
    I am in pain and I am alone never had anyone by me
    It Hurts to see everyone happy...
    Ugh! I wanna disappear so bad...
    Until I met someone who changed my life
    I wasn’t alone anymore because he came in my life
    And make sure I didn’t harm myself...
    I am alive and got someone by me now
    Always fight for your life, your life is not Game
    I learned that from boy best friend who stood there and told me
    Don’t cut ever again cuz is not a game
    Life is not a game...

  • @maryknapp3388
    @maryknapp3388 4 года назад +6

    when he said " I wanna disappear"
    but then said " I don't wanna disappear"
    that's me. I get that. I feel that. I am that.

  • @rheannaruth9569
    @rheannaruth9569 4 года назад +3

    God this song is exactly how I feel.

  • @lilykathryn-joy1550
    @lilykathryn-joy1550 5 лет назад +9

    Im so happy I found this song. I'm literally crying

  • @g0suckpp616
    @g0suckpp616 3 года назад +1

    “I wanna do everything right”
    That just hit me hard

  • @jeselleannarao2237
    @jeselleannarao2237 4 года назад +2

    This song decribes exactly how i'm feelin'. Good to know someone understands me. 🌹

  • @cutebabygirl3143
    @cutebabygirl3143 5 лет назад +3

    1. Is already alone...
    2. You feel like you have found someone you actually think wont hurt you any form of way
    3. Attached to that person
    4. Person hurts you in one or multiple forms of way
    5. Back to depression

    • @dee3377
      @dee3377 5 лет назад +1

      Cute Baby Girl 🥺😔😭

  • @brono9030
    @brono9030 5 лет назад +11

    this was the song I was trying to create but I couldn’t connect to it just right. now I found yours..
    #relatable

  • @bovasmelvin5579
    @bovasmelvin5579 5 лет назад +1

    The pain in his voice.... Gezzz this song is *Amazing* !

  • @makaylahill6297
    @makaylahill6297 4 года назад +1

    When he said " I just wanna disappear , take me far away from here " my heart dropped .

  • @luciaalvarez9815
    @luciaalvarez9815 5 лет назад +63

    TE AMO

  • @Ranchbongwater
    @Ranchbongwater 5 лет назад +4

    This is seriously how I feel 24/7 I know the lyrics and I just cannot stop listening

  • @zoha_5610
    @zoha_5610 5 лет назад +1

    I’ve never been able to relate more to a song

  • @gachadreamyplays7299
    @gachadreamyplays7299 5 лет назад +2

    This describe me so much in my life I have a lot dark thoughts and I can't control my depression this world is so hard to live