*Guys i used all my last brain cells today for translating this video, i'm studying for my final exams so my head is a bit on fire... if you want to cry more go and watch this video at 1:04 ruclips.net/video/hL4NQTFT5e0/видео.html, it's just San saying that he was raised by his grandparents... i was reminded of that video, Let's cry together atiny all over the world.... I'm sorry if i made mistakes in the translation, I'm still self learning Korean, fell free to correct me in the comments if you know the exact translation. Thank you!
We all know a person is hurting when he's choking on his own words, trying to say something and ends up shutting their mouth- breathing heavily and trying to cough off the choked up feeling in their throat- just trying not to break down
I was not planning to cry today but you and your description made me cry again! Exactly! I agree with you, and you should be a writer! The way you use your words are just so detailed and beautiful, let's continue to support straykids forever ❤️
It hurts so much seeing him talking sweetly,reminiscing memories which are happy and joyful and then getting choked up and having tears brimming down his handsome face like salty water dropping from sweat
I just hope he know he can cry when he wants to cry in front of ATINY cause we will be there for him and the other members through ups and downs or when they cry and smile. My grandfather passed away due to cancer during the summer of 2018 so i can totally relate to what he feels. I've been an ATINY since pre debut and they made their debut on my birthday (24th of October) the same year so ateez have helped me a lot with the recovery of my grandfathers passing. Sorry for the extremely long comment
I have lost my grandfather due to the same reason in the summer 2018 too… And i feel sorry for you, for San and for everyone who have lost someone… Im pretty new as Atiny, but im sure of one thing, crying, San or anyone else is crying is not being weak. Its what makes us humanbeings with feelings ✊🏻❤️
@@hermajesty2548 I'm so sorry for your loss as well! It's ok not to be ok! No one cry because they're weak but because they have been strong for too long
I loved your comment, Condolences and same, my 2 grandfathers past away in 2018 and 2020, i was not even able to say i love you to both of them... Ateez is indeed a treasure, so precious!
True, crying is normal and healthy actually, but i'm very greatful that san was able to open up to us atiny and share his thoughts and feeling, i've been crying a lot while editing this video 😭😭♥😭😭
I burst into tears before he even spoke. The way he cleared his throat, made hand gestures/body movements but the words just wouldn’t come out 😭 I hope he knows it’s ok to cry and that he has so many people that love him, more than he knows.
San has grown into a man in those minutes. Not to be ashamed of your tears and feelings and to show them openly means strength! San has gone through a great development. I am very proud of him!
This is the first time I saw San cry and I feel relief to know that he expressed his feelings, and he knows that it's okay to cry sometimes, San we love you ❤️❤️ I'm sure you're grandad is in a better place after all he raised such and amazing, talented, kind human being 🕊️
Amen, I'm always praying for their peace and comfort, Yeah me too, this is why i'm so grateful to all atiny who risked everything to share videos to us who couldn't afford to attend their concert ❤❤❤😭😭😭
Sannie crying makes me heartbroken 💔 I wanna give him a hug and tell him everyone is proud of him now and he is bringing so much love and hope to the people in this world. Sannie we love you 🥺❤️
San seems such a goofball, ray of sunshine, but deep down he's still a young boy.. This makes me remember how once taehyung also cried reminiscing about the death of gus grandma. Most idols spend a lot of time with their grandparents than they do with their parents. Seeing him cry when he said : he's looking over me and all of us from another place" Had me all in tears. Ik he's so strong to have it in and still give his best. How happy he must've felt if his grandparents could see him being loved by thousands on that stage. I m literally so thankful that he treats atiny like family in front of whom he can shed tears and share his pain. Istg i love him till death. Sanah ik he's with you and we all are. Condolences to his whole family. May his great soul rest in peace and power.
I totally understand San, because i'm like that too, i rarely cry, unless i cannot contain my pain, i don't cry, His Joy and smiles give atiny a reason to smile, and yes i was also reminded of our Taehyung, yeah San really trust us atiny and i feel so happy to be part of this Big family 😭😭😭😭
My grandfather fell this morning trying to take care of my grandmother and is now in the hospital with a brain bleed so I totally understand this ! ❤️ we will always love you San
My heart broke at his voice I want him to be comfortable sharing stuff like this with us knowing atiny will support and help him always they're so genuine and seeing them cry in these concerts although it breaks my heart it is a good thing
This broke my heart T.T Sannie is so strong our beautiful mountain. I wish that I was there and that I could give him a hug and tell him how hard he has worked these past few years and how much I love him
I never cry, but I felt San’s pain because my husband and son are back in the Philippines and I am stuck in America watching over my mother and I haven’t seen my guys in over 3 yrs. I guess sometimes we have to let down our guard and let ourselves feel emotions, but like San it can be hard to do because of the fear that if we let ourselves cry, we won’t ever stop. Thank you for your videos and all the hard work you put into them and good luck with your exams. Ateez and Atiny fighting!❤️😭❤️
I came across this and started crying because I lost my grandpa the middle of the year. It was so unexpected and earth shaking. He was the only one who accepted me for who I was. Thanks to this video, I was finally able to cry and start the grieving process of my grandfather. I also hope San Hyung allows himself to lean on his members and Atiny, and know that it’s okay to cry and not have to smile to hide it
Thats so sad. Props to San man. He's a tough guy. His grandfather would be proud at whats he's achieved. He's probably smiling at his son. Where ever he may be now.
And here’s me, not even having watched the video yet (i’m clearly just postponing the sobs T^T he’s my ult too) and it’s my mom who happened to find this (she’s pretty much atiny) and she was crying and saying how San is such a special little guy, she was shook how much this touched her heart and she said ‘I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s an actual angel’......haven’t even watched but I agree
@@SecondFloor2311 🥺❤ i'm so happy to know that your mom saw this video, again atiny let's all cry together, San is so precious and it really breaks my heart to see him crying like that ❤🥺
I understand what he is feeling cause I lost my grandfather back in 2017 and it still hurts to this day.. There's times where I don't want to cry but then there's times where its impossible for me not to.. San Atiny is here for and if you want to cry you can.. Atiny loves you San
I lost my mum in August, and it was her choice to leave me, but regardless I can understand his pain. Death feels sad yes, but it also feels like abandonment, even if the person wanted to stay. Bless his heart, he really should cry if he can. But his grandpa gave the greatest gift he could to san, which was his time and love. And San is so, so lovely and wonderful. I'm his grandfather was proud of him, our amazing mountain.
I lost my biological grandfather when I was 15 years of age when I was in 3rd year of secondary school since then I got depression and I cried so hard that my mom saw me and consoled me and then my maternal grandfather I never met him before I was born and I understand him since he wants to be with his grandfather so bad my grandfather and I were like best friends.whenever he saw me visiting him he always see my performance video before talking to me,he always ask me did anyone bully you?I always shake my head but he saw my sadness so he told me to do performing arts keep doing it!I told him before he passed I will fulfil your wishes grandpa,your granddaughter loves you and she’s still doing it don’t worry
we all go through something and i totally understand you, your grandfather was so sweet, many people take depression for granted but it's not something to take lightly, i will cheer for you, i also love performing arts, go little Rockstar ... 😭😭😭
I feel for him, i've lost my grandfather few years ago, he and grandma raised me and everytime i go to my grandma's house now, it still feels empty without grandpa. I'm a new atiny but it was heartbreaking seeing San cry, also, liberating in a way, i tend to hide my feelings too, but crying isn't weakness and San's words spoke to me. He's an angel♥️ i hope he will be more comfortable showing his emotions, in the future
ik exactly how he feels. it's been almost 3 months since my grandfather died and it was hard to let out my emotions. i hope he always knows that the members and atinys are always by his side and would never judge him for crying and that it doesn't make you weak. even though he has me crying, i still love him with all my heart
I lost my grandfather a month after he lost his and I really know how he feels but also I know that it is very important to relieve the situation and that he can cry as much as necessary, that will never be weaker but stronger of him, as we know sani actually is. San we love you so much and your grandfather will always be by your side as you said. and also atiny and ateez always gonna be by your side💖 You're not alone and that's for sure my darling🤗
Realmente me duele mucho ver llorar a Sannie pero es un momento muy difícil en su vida y que lo haya compartido con Atiny significa que quiere demostrar cuán importantes son en su vida. Desearía que los momentos así con el tiempo se hicieran más fácil pero la verdad es que no, simplemente se afronta y se acepta, y vives con eso, es triste pero tiene todo nuestro apoyo y el de Ateez, si necesita algo siempre estaremos ahí para él. TE AMAMOS SANNIE FIGHTHING!!
Honestly, as someone who is really close to my grandparents and growing up with them, I am really thankful that they are still alive, and just by hearing San's story about his grandpa, I realized how the ones you are really attached to will be gone growing up, and seeing him cry makes me feel like crying too because he is one of the happiest and joyful persons I have ever saw.
I lost my grandmother years ago too.. I don't remember much back then but I think I was 9 years old. We were having breakfast in the morning, and my father received the news that his mother had died. I can't tell you how sad it was to hear that. He lost his brother a few weeks after that. I really felt sorry for him:'((😔
Around the time he lost his grandfather I lost my one and only uncle who I almost spent my entire 18 years with, when I heard about it I held my tears back because of my mother and grandparents so they can be stronger, hours later I decided to cry and I absolutely did, I said goodbye to him and stopped crying, all what I was doing is getting people water for not fainting and you know these stuff till it’s night, I literally couldn’t sleep for days and everytime I wanted to cry I held my tears back and smiled as if he was there, I understand what kind of pain he felt
My grandmother is sick right now and I literally see her suffer everyday right infront of my eyes. I’m scared… so scared of losing her, I love her so much and it hurts seeing her suffer like this for like less than a year, sometimes, i just want to take her pain away and put it in me, because I don’t want her to suffer anymore, why is it like this? I’m even not sure if it’s okay to cry in school because of this, because i sometimes remember her and then break down… I miss the old her, she doesn’t even talk now, she just looks at me and i can feel the pain in her eyes as she look at me, she barely even moves… i hate this… i hate how it hurts so much
i'm so sorry, i will pray for your grandmother, and yes it's ok to break down these things should not be kept inside, crying is totally fine, it really hurts to see our loved ones suffer, if you need someone to talk to you can dm on my IG.
Oh Sani we love you so much, please he has to know we’re so proud of him and than he doesn't have to be ashamed of crying bc it's not weakness, never 💗
So sad ill Always love him and he knows atiny got his back 💚💛💛im crying too hearing his voice cracks you can see the sadness yeosang and Seonghwa have too🥺🥺
Honestly this is the most heartbreaking thing i've ever seen in the whole kpop industry 💔 i have no words ... Boy ur personality is the most special thing of u ... and ur heart is the best piece of u so please take care of it ... u're too good for this world
I lost my first baby on 2018, my 3 months son, my brother in law, and our unt was pass away too on 2019, and then on 2020 me and my husband get positive covid19. That's really hard for our family, but somehow I found a video about Ateez and Straykids friendship on RUclips and start diving into them. They bring back my smile, and my strength. Like I really want to say thank you to them, and really want they know how precious they are. Specially for you guys, the Fandom. Thank you so much that you always with them, and supporting them. Stay healthy and please stay positive. 🙏🏻
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 my pleasure. This video just give one reason again, that I need to give my best and keep trying to be better, the way they share what they feels to Atiny and love each other as a big family is so beautiful. And thank you for your pray, I still trying to hug myself. ❤🍀
@@Ottieinthewoods I just want to share how Ateez help me with they're music, performance, video, and they're existence, I don't want to make you feel sad.. just promise me that you gonna stay positive and happy, ❤❤
To San: Dear San just because you are crying doesn’t mean that you are weak, it is the way your eyes speak when your mouth can express your feelings. You are crying because your grandfather meant a lot to you and you loved him so much. He is very proud of you watching you from heaven grow with Ateez members and as a person. I know it can be difficult to loose someone you love but we should always remember them and they are still in our hearts, I will remember your lovely grandfather. ❤️
Im so happy he's got such great members close to him, im sure they are always there to give him the shoulder so that san can cry on. We are here for him too, FOREVER!!! ❤❤❤ i understand how it feels like to lose grandparents specially at those times when you are too busy with life or you weren't ready for anything like that. Life is unpredictable. Men don't cry often or don't show it to people openly which is quite dangerous, it can cause serious heart problems. But anyway i hope san cries at his time alone and let it all out. Humans need that after going through pain. Love you all, atiny and ateez ❤
I remember this, and I still feel bad for San I wish I was there to give him a hug, Yet I know what it’s like as well. My Grandfather passed away 6 years ago from thyroid cancer, and I still miss him to this day, but at his funeral I was extremely devastated. His funeral was in October and two weeks later, I would stumble across ATEEZ. I’m not kidding when I say ATEEZ saved my life and help me through the rough times in my life, and they still do to this very day, especially now (that my mom is also battling cancer). I Love ATEEZ so much, that if there was ever a way I could meet them or see them and tell them how much they mean to me, that would make my dreams come true. No matter how old I get, I Will Always be an ATINY! 8 Makes 1 Team, I LOVE YOU ATEEZ! 🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵💙🩵 ⭐️Forever You Are My Star🌟
Seeing him trying to hold back his tears and hear his gasps, rip my heart to pieces. I watched this when my grandfather got so bad we thought we were losing him. So i understand his feeling.. My pure baby my sanshine, when you cry we'll cry with you until you feel comfortable, it's okay, don't hold back your tears. We love you even at your worst. So don't worry, we will always be with you as you were with us forever Edit: My grandfather passed away an hour after I commented this, I hope everyone who passes by here, pray for his mercy🙏 San this is the hurtest thing I've been through in my life💔
😢 just wanted to send support now his grandfather 😢 not easy to loose a loved one iam a fan our heart goes out please take car of yourself your fans will understand 🙏 ❤
0:48 If u look closely, u can see that San looked at Seongwha crying and immediately broke down too 😭 (i think that is Seongwha, correct me if not, i am a baby atiny)
I understand him so well 💔 my grandfather died last week and it is so hard for me... especially when he was another country and I didn't see him for over 5 years... 😭 I have a lot to say but its all meaningles now if I say it... I hope he can stay strong and healthy... I will do the same ..
I understand him. I lost my lil brother in 2020, he left me and my family alone before his birth. I always cry in my room whenever I miss him. I wanted to watch him at least for once, at least his dead body...... I miss you Zaber.
1:14 The first time I heard San said this line,I thought he's talking about his grandfather moving to another house or something,I never knew San said this cuz he passed away wtf this hurts😭😭I'm so dumb
I watched a lot of video of the members crying and their was one like the whole video about each member crying i didn't want to watch that cayuse i was gonna cry and i wanted to see the members cry individually but this is making me have water in my eyes and then try not to cry like i just cant anymore its too sad
sadly i can't my exams are tomorrow and i wasn't able to study properly, i'll post another video today and if i have time after the exams... (My exams ends in Jan. 16)
Its very easy for us fans to sit on our cozy couches and judge the idols without realizing what they actually go through. Lets be respectful to all the idols and make Ateez proud of us. Lets be good Atinys.❤
I saw Yunho reaction while San was talking, i'm still searching... i'm just prioritizing my final exams and final defence so maybe next week i'll be uploding more Ateez videos
I didn't understand, when was his grandfather died? after the first day of the concert? or before? It's so sad, before, he said he's regretting not doing some things with his grandparents and later his grandfather died and couldn't have the chance already. San's father is strict, so I think that's why he can't cry and sees it as a weakness.
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*Guys i used all my last brain cells today for translating this video, i'm studying for my final exams so my head is a bit on fire... if you want to cry more go and watch this video at 1:04 ruclips.net/video/hL4NQTFT5e0/видео.html, it's just San saying that he was raised by his grandparents... i was reminded of that video, Let's cry together atiny all over the world....
I'm sorry if i made mistakes in the translation, I'm still self learning Korean, fell free to correct me in the comments if you know the exact translation. Thank you!
Thank you so much, I wish you best luck with your exams fighting
@@lilianphil8791 Welcome fellow atiny
잘했어요, 잘하고 있어
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@@naokiitto1759 에이티니님 환영합니다
We all know a person is hurting when he's choking on his own words, trying to say something and ends up shutting their mouth- breathing heavily and trying to cough off the choked up feeling in their throat- just trying not to break down
I was not planning to cry today but you and your description made me cry again! Exactly! I agree with you, and you should be a writer! The way you use your words are just so detailed and beautiful, let's continue to support straykids forever ❤️
It hurts so much seeing him talking sweetly,reminiscing memories which are happy and joyful and then getting choked up and having tears brimming down his handsome face like salty water dropping from sweat
So true😭😭😭😭
I just hope he know he can cry when he wants to cry in front of ATINY cause we will be there for him and the other members through ups and downs or when they cry and smile. My grandfather passed away due to cancer during the summer of 2018 so i can totally relate to what he feels. I've been an ATINY since pre debut and they made their debut on my birthday (24th of October) the same year so ateez have helped me a lot with the recovery of my grandfathers passing. Sorry for the extremely long comment
I have lost my grandfather due to the same reason in the summer 2018 too…
And i feel sorry for you, for San and for everyone who have lost someone…
Im pretty new as Atiny, but im sure of one thing, crying, San or anyone else is crying is not being weak. Its what makes us humanbeings with feelings ✊🏻❤️
@@hermajesty2548 I'm so sorry for your loss as well! It's ok not to be ok! No one cry because they're weak but because they have been strong for too long
I loved your comment, Condolences and same, my 2 grandfathers past away in 2018 and 2020, i was not even able to say i love you to both of them... Ateez is indeed a treasure, so precious!
True, crying is normal and healthy actually, but i'm very greatful that san was able to open up to us atiny and share his thoughts and feeling, i've been crying a lot while editing this video 😭😭♥😭😭
I'm sorry for your loss, but thank you for sharing your story, I'm happy that you were able to seek comfort through Ateez, you're so strong
I burst into tears before he even spoke. The way he cleared his throat, made hand gestures/body movements but the words just wouldn’t come out 😭 I hope he knows it’s ok to cry and that he has so many people that love him, more than he knows.
Exactly, i was already crying in that part... 😭😭😭❤❤❤
San has grown into a man in those minutes. Not to be ashamed of your tears and feelings and to show them openly means strength! San has gone through a great development. I am very proud of him!
I'm very proud of him too 😭😭😭😭😭😭
This is the first time I saw San cry and I feel relief to know that he expressed his feelings, and he knows that it's okay to cry sometimes, San we love you ❤️❤️ I'm sure you're grandad is in a better place after all he raised such and amazing, talented, kind human being 🕊️
He is always smiling and i'm so happy he was able to open up to us atiny 😭😭😭😭😭😭
This just broke my heart into a million pieces. I hope San will be happy forever. I truly wish him happiness and success.
Yeah me too! ♥😭😭
My heart is crying for San. I pray he finds peace and comfort. I wish I was there in the concert too.
Amen, I'm always praying for their peace and comfort, Yeah me too, this is why i'm so grateful to all atiny who risked everything to share videos to us who couldn't afford to attend their concert ❤❤❤😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 ATINY fighting! Hope we all get to see them one day.
Sannie crying makes me heartbroken 💔 I wanna give him a hug and tell him everyone is proud of him now and he is bringing so much love and hope to the people in this world. Sannie we love you 🥺❤️
Same! ♥😭😭♥😭😭
San seems such a goofball, ray of sunshine, but deep down he's still a young boy.. This makes me remember how once taehyung also cried reminiscing about the death of gus grandma. Most idols spend a lot of time with their grandparents than they do with their parents. Seeing him cry when he said : he's looking over me and all of us from another place"
Had me all in tears. Ik he's so strong to have it in and still give his best. How happy he must've felt if his grandparents could see him being loved by thousands on that stage.
I m literally so thankful that he treats atiny like family in front of whom he can shed tears and share his pain.
Istg i love him till death.
Sanah ik he's with you and we all are.
Condolences to his whole family. May his great soul rest in peace and power.
I totally understand San, because i'm like that too, i rarely cry, unless i cannot contain my pain, i don't cry, His Joy and smiles give atiny a reason to smile, and yes i was also reminded of our Taehyung, yeah San really trust us atiny and i feel so happy to be part of this Big family 😭😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 the feeling is mutual! 💜
When his voice broke I broke down in tears with him oh my god
Same 😔😔😔
My heart broke for him when he started shaking...our strong boy 😭😭😭
Sannieeee 😭😭😭😭😭
He's so strong bless his heart you got so many people who love you Sannie don't ever forget 💙 our strong mountain
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My grandfather fell this morning trying to take care of my grandmother and is now in the hospital with a brain bleed so I totally understand this ! ❤️ we will always love you San
I will pray for you and your family, i speak healing in Jesus name. ❤️
Hope and more strength to your entire family.
Genuinely i mean it
Cry all you want San! You are not WEAK but LOVED by many that you may never meet! Thank you for being my PERSONAL SUNSHINE!!
He is always smiling and i'm so happy he was able to open up to us atiny 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I lost my grandfather too... And on January 19 it will be 1 year of his death... I really miss him... I understand San's pain
Condolence, yeah i understand, it's ok to cry...
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 tnx bestie ❤️
My heart is breaking for him. I hope he knows how much his fans love him and it's okay to cry, that just shows what a big heart he has.💓💓💓😭😭😭
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My heart broke at his voice I want him to be comfortable sharing stuff like this with us knowing atiny will support and help him always they're so genuine and seeing them cry in these concerts although it breaks my heart it is a good thing
He is always smiling and i'm so happy he was able to open up to us atiny 😭😭😭😭😭😭
This broke my heart T.T Sannie is so strong our beautiful mountain. I wish that I was there and that I could give him a hug and tell him how hard he has worked these past few years and how much I love him
He tried to keep all his tears inside, i can't see him crying like that 😭😭😭
I never cry, but I felt San’s pain because my husband and son are back in the Philippines and I am stuck in America watching over my mother and I haven’t seen my guys in over 3 yrs. I guess sometimes we have to let down our guard and let ourselves feel emotions, but like San it can be hard to do because of the fear that if we let ourselves cry, we won’t ever stop. Thank you for your videos and all the hard work you put into them and good luck with your exams. Ateez and Atiny fighting!❤️😭❤️
Welcome, stay strong and healthy always fellow atiny 😭😭😭
It hurts the way hwn broke down for San
I came across this and started crying because I lost my grandpa the middle of the year. It was so unexpected and earth shaking. He was the only one who accepted me for who I was. Thanks to this video, I was finally able to cry and start the grieving process of my grandfather.
I also hope San Hyung allows himself to lean on his members and Atiny, and know that it’s okay to cry and not have to smile to hide it
Thats so sad. Props to San man. He's a tough guy. His grandfather would be proud at whats he's achieved. He's probably smiling at his son. Where ever he may be now.
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why do i decide to watch this when i’m around my family? now, i can’t stop sobbing. 🥲
It's ok, let's cry together, i saw this and my family was like why are you crying... 😭😭♥😭😭
And here’s me, not even having watched the video yet (i’m clearly just postponing the sobs T^T he’s my ult too) and it’s my mom who happened to find this (she’s pretty much atiny) and she was crying and saying how San is such a special little guy, she was shook how much this touched her heart and she said ‘I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s an actual angel’......haven’t even watched but I agree
@@SecondFloor2311 🥺❤ i'm so happy to know that your mom saw this video, again atiny let's all cry together, San is so precious and it really breaks my heart to see him crying like that ❤🥺
I understand what he is feeling cause I lost my grandfather back in 2017 and it still hurts to this day.. There's times where I don't want to cry but then there's times where its impossible for me not to.. San Atiny is here for and if you want to cry you can.. Atiny loves you San
Condolence, and same i understand i recently also lost my 2 grandfathers... 😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 My condolences to you😭
@@shiber6363 ❤❤
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 ❤❤
This made me cry at the middle of the night 😭
Same, Let's cry together 😭😭😭
I lost my mum in August, and it was her choice to leave me, but regardless I can understand his pain. Death feels sad yes, but it also feels like abandonment, even if the person wanted to stay. Bless his heart, he really should cry if he can. But his grandpa gave the greatest gift he could to san, which was his time and love. And San is so, so lovely and wonderful. I'm his grandfather was proud of him, our amazing mountain.
Condolences 😔 and yes both of you are amazing, thank you for sharing this in the comments, we are all a big family ❤ Ateez with Atiny ❤
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 we are! Thank you for being so generous and sharing this with us ❤️
I lost my biological grandfather when I was 15 years of age when I was in 3rd year of secondary school since then I got depression and I cried so hard that my mom saw me and consoled me and then my maternal grandfather I never met him before I was born and I understand him since he wants to be with his grandfather so bad my grandfather and I were like best friends.whenever he saw me visiting him he always see my performance video before talking to me,he always ask me did anyone bully you?I always shake my head but he saw my sadness so he told me to do performing arts keep doing it!I told him before he passed I will fulfil your wishes grandpa,your granddaughter loves you and she’s still doing it don’t worry
we all go through something and i totally understand you, your grandfather was so sweet, many people take depression for granted but it's not something to take lightly, i will cheer for you, i also love performing arts, go little Rockstar ... 😭😭😭
All I want to do right now is hug san. We'd cry together and throw away our inner lives.
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I feel for him, i've lost my grandfather few years ago, he and grandma raised me and everytime i go to my grandma's house now, it still feels empty without grandpa. I'm a new atiny but it was heartbreaking seeing San cry, also, liberating in a way, i tend to hide my feelings too, but crying isn't weakness and San's words spoke to me. He's an angel♥️ i hope he will be more comfortable showing his emotions, in the future
Condolences, i totally understand you 😔 Sannie was brave and so sincere to share this 🤧😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 Thank you and yes, he was ♥️ they're all so strong
0:19 I can’t watch this, his silence says a lot
Sannie has a big family to console and give him strength now! ATEEZ brothers and ATINY!
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ik exactly how he feels. it's been almost 3 months since my grandfather died and it was hard to let out my emotions. i hope he always knows that the members and atinys are always by his side and would never judge him for crying and that it doesn't make you weak. even though he has me crying, i still love him with all my heart
Condolence, but yeah, so true crying does not make you weak ☺❤
I'm literally sobbing 😭😭 right now i can't watch him like this 😔😔 I know his very strong still i can't 😭😭
I lost my grandfather a month after he lost his and I really know how he feels but also I know that it is very important to relieve the situation and that he can cry as much as necessary, that will never be weaker but stronger of him, as we know sani actually is.
San we love you so much and your grandfather will always be by your side as you said.
and also atiny and ateez always gonna be by your side💖
You're not alone and that's for sure my darling🤗
Condolence, and yes i agree with you, we are all a beautiful big family 💖
산이가 말도 못쉬면서 저렇게 우는거 너무 슬퍼요 맘이 아파 나도 할아버지 보고싶다
Realmente me duele mucho ver llorar a Sannie pero es un momento muy difícil en su vida y que lo haya compartido con Atiny significa que quiere demostrar cuán importantes son en su vida. Desearía que los momentos así con el tiempo se hicieran más fácil pero la verdad es que no, simplemente se afronta y se acepta, y vives con eso, es triste pero tiene todo nuestro apoyo y el de Ateez, si necesita algo siempre estaremos ahí para él. TE AMAMOS SANNIE FIGHTHING!!
me encantó tu comentario! y sí, apoyamos a Ateez para siempre. 😭😭😭
Honestly, as someone who is really close to my grandparents and growing up with them, I am really thankful that they are still alive, and just by hearing San's story about his grandpa, I realized how the ones you are really attached to will be gone growing up, and seeing him cry makes me feel like crying too because he is one of the happiest and joyful persons I have ever saw.
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I am not even 30 seconds in and I'm crying. This is absolutely breaking my heart.
Our brave strong boys are so pure
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I lost my grandmother years ago too.. I don't remember much back then but I think I was 9 years old. We were having breakfast in the morning, and my father received the news that his mother had died. I can't tell you how sad it was to hear that. He lost his brother a few weeks after that. I really felt sorry for him:'((😔
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I love ❤️ you San 🥺🥺🥺. Your grandparents raised an amazing person(:
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@@BeyondBlessedElie777 (:
Around the time he lost his grandfather I lost my one and only uncle who I almost spent my entire 18 years with, when I heard about it I held my tears back because of my mother and grandparents so they can be stronger, hours later I decided to cry and I absolutely did, I said goodbye to him and stopped crying, all what I was doing is getting people water for not fainting and you know these stuff till it’s night, I literally couldn’t sleep for days and everytime I wanted to cry I held my tears back and smiled as if he was there, I understand what kind of pain he felt
condolences, thank you for sharing your story, i also understand i lost my grandfather too.
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 I’m sorry for your loss! We will keep becoming stronger and get over it💜
@@hayat3231 yeah ❤❤❤
My grandmother is sick right now and I literally see her suffer everyday right infront of my eyes. I’m scared… so scared of losing her, I love her so much and it hurts seeing her suffer like this for like less than a year, sometimes, i just want to take her pain away and put it in me, because I don’t want her to suffer anymore, why is it like this? I’m even not sure if it’s okay to cry in school because of this, because i sometimes remember her and then break down… I miss the old her, she doesn’t even talk now, she just looks at me and i can feel the pain in her eyes as she look at me, she barely even moves… i hate this… i hate how it hurts so much
i'm so sorry, i will pray for your grandmother, and yes it's ok to break down these things should not be kept inside, crying is totally fine, it really hurts to see our loved ones suffer, if you need someone to talk to you can dm on my IG.
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 thank you , i rly appreciate that kind of offer and will get that into consideration ❤️
SAN Is sexy
Has talent
Has charisma
But SAN has a big heart, this is very important🤫❤!!!
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Oh Sani we love you so much, please he has to know we’re so proud of him and than he doesn't have to be ashamed of crying bc it's not weakness, never 💗
Truee 😭😭😭😭😭😭
So sad ill Always love him and he knows atiny got his back 💚💛💛im crying too hearing his voice cracks you can see the sadness yeosang and Seonghwa have too🥺🥺
The crack in his voice is heart-breaking 😭😭😭😭
We love you San. Always here for you♥️♥️
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Honestly this is the most heartbreaking thing i've ever seen in the whole kpop industry 💔 i have no words ...
Boy ur personality is the most special thing of u ... and ur heart is the best piece of u so please take care of it ... u're too good for this world
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I lost my first baby on 2018, my 3 months son, my brother in law, and our unt was pass away too on 2019, and then on 2020 me and my husband get positive covid19. That's really hard for our family, but somehow I found a video about Ateez and Straykids friendship on RUclips and start diving into them. They bring back my smile, and my strength. Like I really want to say thank you to them, and really want they know how precious they are.
Specially for you guys, the Fandom. Thank you so much that you always with them, and supporting them. Stay healthy and please stay positive. 🙏🏻
Condolence, i'm praying for your healing, Stay Healthy, i'm cheering for you! Thank you so much for watching my video ❤️❤️❤️
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 my pleasure. This video just give one reason again, that I need to give my best and keep trying to be better, the way they share what they feels to Atiny and love each other as a big family is so beautiful. And thank you for your pray, I still trying to hug myself. ❤🍀
I'm so sorry with what happened to you omg.
@@Ottieinthewoods I just want to share how Ateez help me with they're music, performance, video, and they're existence, I don't want to make you feel sad.. just promise me that you gonna stay positive and happy, ❤❤
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I promise
My condolences to his family.
This is so hard to watch.. im sure sannies granfather is always watching over him :(
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To San: Dear San just because you are crying doesn’t mean that you are weak, it is the way your eyes speak when your mouth can express your feelings. You are crying because your grandfather meant a lot to you and you loved him so much. He is very proud of you watching you from heaven grow with Ateez members and as a person. I know it can be difficult to loose someone you love but we should always remember them and they are still in our hearts, I will remember your lovely grandfather. ❤️
I started crying when he said " i ask them to attend"
i started to cry from the start, his expression and how he was still trying to not cry.... 😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 it's sad that he didn't want to cry because he wants to show atiny that he's okay all this time. 😭😭but he's not okay
@@junitajun9971 exactly 😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 😭😭😭
@@junitajun9971 😭😭😭😭😭
we love u sannie❤
한층 성숙해지고 성장한 사니^♡^
네 동의합니다, 저는 그가 정말 자랑스럽습니다 ❤️✨
Im so happy he's got such great members close to him, im sure they are always there to give him the shoulder so that san can cry on.
We are here for him too, FOREVER!!! ❤❤❤ i understand how it feels like to lose grandparents specially at those times when you are too busy with life or you weren't ready for anything like that. Life is unpredictable. Men don't cry often or don't show it to people openly which is quite dangerous, it can cause serious heart problems. But anyway i hope san cries at his time alone and let it all out. Humans need that after going through pain. Love you all, atiny and ateez ❤
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CRYING MY EYES OUT ON MY PILLOW RN 😭😭😭
It's ok i'm also crying since day1 😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 I'm hurting myself atp, I'm watching it on repeat 😭😭
@@SHERIIX it's ok, i'm rewatching the videos too and crying constantly 😭😭😭
I remember this, and I still feel bad for San I wish I was there to give him a hug, Yet I know what it’s like as well.
My Grandfather passed away 6 years ago from thyroid cancer, and I still miss him to this day, but at his funeral I was extremely devastated.
His funeral was in October and two weeks later, I would stumble across ATEEZ. I’m not kidding when I say ATEEZ saved my life and help me through the rough times in my life, and they still do to this very day, especially now (that my mom is also battling cancer).
I Love ATEEZ so much, that if there was ever a way I could meet them or see them and tell them how much they mean to me, that would make my dreams come true.
No matter how old I get, I Will Always be an ATINY!
8 Makes 1 Team, I LOVE YOU ATEEZ!
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⭐️Forever You Are My Star🌟
Seeing him trying to hold back his tears and hear his gasps, rip my heart to pieces. I watched this when my grandfather got so bad we thought we were losing him. So i understand his feeling.. My pure baby my sanshine, when you cry we'll cry with you until you feel comfortable, it's okay, don't hold back your tears. We love you even at your worst. So don't worry, we will always be with you as you were with us forever
Edit: My grandfather passed away an hour after I commented this, I hope everyone who passes by here, pray for his mercy🙏
San this is the hurtest thing I've been through in my life💔
So true we will always support Ateez ❤
😢 just wanted to send support now his grandfather 😢 not easy to loose a loved one iam a fan our heart goes out please take car of yourself your fans will understand 🙏 ❤
0:48 If u look closely, u can see that San looked at Seongwha crying and immediately broke down too 😭 (i think that is Seongwha, correct me if not, i am a baby atiny)
yes, Seonghwa really broke into tears when he saw Sannie cry...
ama yaaaaa izledikçe bende ağlıyorummm 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🏔🧸
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Our happy virus!!! You can cry in front of us.We are always by your side.🥺❤️
I’m crying 😭 sannie 🥺ㅜㅜㅜㅜ
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@@BeyondBlessedElie777 😭💖
Man I love San… a cutie
Noooo my heart i cryied alot today I don’t want to cry no ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ i want to give him a hug my heart hurt why i see him crying ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Let's cry together 😭😭😭
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 😭😭😭😭😭🫂
I cried alot I hope he is feeling well our San
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Боже этот маленький котенок прекрасен даже когда плачет
I understand him so well 💔 my grandfather died last week and it is so hard for me... especially when he was another country and I didn't see him for over 5 years... 😭 I have a lot to say but its all meaningles now if I say it... I hope he can stay strong and healthy... I will do the same ..
Condolence, i will pray for you, cry as much as you want, Ateez and we fellow atiny are here for you
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 thank you ❤
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San WE love you
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I understand him. I lost my lil brother in 2020, he left me and my family alone before his birth. I always cry in my room whenever I miss him. I wanted to watch him at least for once, at least his dead body...... I miss you Zaber.
ça m'a brisé le coeur,💔 j'aimerais être la bas pour le prendre dans mes bras et lui dire que tout ira bien 😘
ça m'a brisé le cœur aussi 💔 je ne peux pas le voir pleurer...
El momento en que se quiebra😭😭😭😭😭😭😭yo lloro con el
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That was so beautiful😭🥺💕
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im crying when hes trying not to cry on the day 1 of their concert and he held it until day 3(that day) :(((
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Thank you 😊 😮
Welcome fellow atiny
Pretty sure I've never seen a male actually cry before ateez 😭❤️
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I cry but I’m tying to control myself to not cry screaming ….
it's ok to cry, crying is healthy, let's cry together...
OMG i can't ........ ㅜㅜ
San!❤❤
1:14 The first time I heard San said this line,I thought he's talking about his grandfather moving to another house or something,I never knew San said this cuz he passed away wtf this hurts😭😭I'm so dumb
So cute 🥺
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I lost my dad October last year. It hurts soo much and I’m still hurting and I’m completely broken inside.
Condolencces, we, Atiny and Ateez are here for you, it's ok to cry.
seonghwa crying too 😭😭😭😭
I watched a lot of video of the members crying and their was one like the whole video about each member crying i didn't want to watch that cayuse i was gonna cry and i wanted to see the members cry individually but this is making me have water in my eyes and then try not to cry like i just cant anymore its too sad
Thank you , I hope you will upload more videos
sadly i can't my exams are tomorrow and i wasn't able to study properly, i'll post another video today and if i have time after the exams... (My exams ends in Jan. 16)
@@BeyondBlessedElie777 thank you , it's okay . Good luck
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IM CRYING RN SKSKSKS
I'm still crying too ♥😭😭
Trudno miłej nocy
مين بكاه مع سان مثلي
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Its very easy for us fans to sit on our cozy couches and judge the idols without realizing what they actually go through. Lets be respectful to all the idols and make Ateez proud of us. Lets be good Atinys.❤
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I am really crying 😭 I really miss my uncle 😭 he died on December 25
Condolences
ما اقدر اني اشوف احد الاعضاء يبكي بصرح
انا بزعل كتير بس هم كتير متأثرين
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Do you have reaction of other members? Hongjoong mingi jongho ang wooyoung?
I saw Yunho reaction while San was talking, i'm still searching... i'm just prioritizing my final exams and final defence so maybe next week i'll be uploding more Ateez videos
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I didn't understand, when was his grandfather died? after the first day of the concert? or before?
It's so sad, before, he said he's regretting not doing some things with his grandparents and later his grandfather died and couldn't have the chance already. San's father is strict, so I think that's why he can't cry and sees it as a weakness.
His grandfather died before the last ateez performance on kingdom.
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It's better for him to let it out.
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هو يبكي صح انا مش قادره اصدق ليه بيبكي
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