So heartbreaking that this poor woman passed away because she couldn't get the help that she needed. What a wonderful courageous woman she was. RIP sweetie. My heart goes out to you ❤️😢🙏
Hey Lique, I'm so glad to see you have a roof over your head and somewhere to stay. I see at least 5 comments in the comments section that offer very practical, sensible, do-able, potentially life saving advice. 1. from E Roxanne S "Lique, as a physician and someone who struggled with eating disorders (including traumatic experiences with forced treatment in my childhood) I want to tell you: If you want to live, you need to contact an emergency centre of a clinic and tell them you want to get refed. They cannot decline you. You ARE dying and if your will is to live this is an emergency. They must treat you. Dear strong and gorgeous Lique, your only responsibility is to make this decision. The remaining responsibilities you have to give away and trust that others will take care. And they will. I don't know anything about what you went through, but I know that the decision to give responsibility away can be more than hard. If there is anything I can do (I'm in Germany, not Netherlands but still...), please contact me 🙏 Again: to me what you can and should do is call the emergency, tell them you are dying (because you are) and you want to live and can't save yourself (because you cannot). They must treat you to save you." * Contact E Roxanne S 2. from Terriann: "So good to see you. Tell the people renting your home they need to get out. Of course you have a contract but ask them nicely to break the lease early. You had no way of knowing what the future brought. Surely they could understand that." 🙏🏻❤ *I'm sure that legally you would have an argument to be able to ask them to leave before the contract expires in "extreme circumstances" 3. from Minttu Maaria: "You should try coming here to Finland! We have free healthcare and I believe that it's really affordable to foreigners. I wish you so much strength! You've got this! I'll keep praying for you and may God help and bless you
Totally with you on this. I had bad eating issues for 15 years. People said I wouldn't recover. But you need to WANT to ! I was admitted here in Australia and made friends with people on the ward dying of incurable genetic illness, and It snapped me into wanting to live. Here I was wanting to die willing and they were dying through no fault of their own. I began intense therapy and now healed !
Lique,I am an anorexia survivor so I say this to you with great respect and love...you need to begin eating more.Small soft meals.You are exhausted because you are not eating enough.Your caloric intake is too low and you as a rational adult know that.You need to thrive ,put this disease to rest.You are better than anorexia,You and only you can change this scenario.Now is the time to dig deep and rise above the fear of food.It is not the enemy,it will be your savior. Your recovery is as simple as one sandwich,one extra pudding,one glass of milk,one piece of cheese ...one at a time,build that body back into the strong woman that I see there fighting to get out.C'mon girl! This is the time to gather all your strength,see yourself in a different light.You are not that sick girl hoping to make it one more month,you are Lique...woman who will reach deep inside and slay this beast that is anorexia.! Please listen to me ,it will save your life.❤
I gotta second this. I’m still in one of the worst relapses of my life and it happened when I thought I had to lower my intake after “recovering too much” even though I was happy and getting well. More food will never hurt you if you have AN or even just a history of it. Keep on eating, love
She doesn’t pay heed to your comment or heart it because l don’t think she wants to recover…she only wants the sympathy comments not the ones offering friendly advice…she only wants to go to a state of art top facility otherwise she will not accept any type of help whatsoever…feigning possible “homelessness” to get people to pay money into her account
This is such a sweet, encouraging comment from a survivor! I have never been anorexic, but I do have experience fasting for faith reasons, and I know how it can be physically difficult to eat (aka re-feed) after periods without food-so I can only imagine how hard it would be for the body to assimilate food in the case of severe anorexia. One food I've found that is very easy to digest and assimilate after fasing is organic applesauce, even in large quantities. I don't know if Lique likes organic applesauce, but I thought I'd throw that out there as something that is easy to digest that could help prepare her body for other heavier foods. Yogurt (whole, not low-fat) is another good food that is quite easy to digest.
Lique, as a physician and someone who struggled with eating disorders (including traumatic experiences with forced treatment in my childhood) I want to tell you: If you want to live, you need to contact an emergency centre of a clinic and tell them you want to get refed. They cannot decline you. You ARE dying and if your will is to live this is an emergency. They must treat you. Dear strong and gorgeous Lique, your only responsibility is to make this decision. The remaining responsibilities you have to give away and trust that others will take care. And they will. I don't know anything about what you went through, but I know that the decision to give responsibility away can be more than hard. If there is anything I can do (I'm in Germany, not Netherlands but still...), please contact me 🙏 Again: to me what you can and should do is call the emergency, tell them you are dying (because you are) and you want to live and can't save yourself (because you cannot). They must treat you to save you.
Unless they declare it palliative. In the Netherlands they are quite liberal which has (like always) two sides (forced treatment can be both traumatizing and/ or life saving)
I called again today. Told them they are obliged… but they still wont help when someone with power doesnt tell them. A patient doesnt have any real power unfortunately. But someone else is now calling for me too to try to put more pressure. Hope it helps! 🙏🏻
@@liquefaith Good for you ! I am so glad you called. This is what I was saying in another comment. I have severe malnutrition, and sometimes my potassium, magnesium, and calcium crashes (short bowel syndrome), and when that happens your heart can suddenly stop...same with anorexia as you know. I go straight to the emergency room and they have to take me (and they do). They admit me and treat me. I think this is your answer. I don't see how they can say they won't take you...it is a medical emergency. It shouldn't matter what the cause is, its life threatening. I think you should just go there, they can't turn you away if they see your condition after doing your vitals.
there are so many people around this world that watch your videos, think about you, donate and are rooting for you Angelique💕 stay strong beautiful. it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel at times but you’ve done such a good job at keeping positive even in the darkest times. keep going, we are all so proud and love you lots xxx
So now I have just listened a little more I have to make another comment!! You just read that quote from your calendar, and how completely true that is about you… Not that I forget you or what you have said, but I truly cannot even describe the feeling I have when I listen to you!! Your hope and courage and tenacity and perseverance impact me more than you will ever know!! Thank you, I may God bless you and Spero
I know exactly how you feel and what you are going through. I have Anorexia. I have little energy and problem finding help. I am in school for Psychology. Fall semester is right around the corner. I am praying that I will have the strength to make it through the semester. Hang in there. I do understand.
I've been there before I was down to 90 pounds I'm maintaining at 115 what I do is eat one good meal a day like a good portion of spaghetti and a chocolate protein shake and it keeps my energy up
Thinking of you. Please keep eating as much as you can stand, you have to push yourself and I hope you're still connected to treatment of some sort. Hugs from USA!
Bless your heart I hope you overcome this Tracy Gold had eating disorder just stay strong don't give up I will be praying for you 🙏 ❤ you are a beautiful person inside and out
We believe in you! Keep going. You are on right track. Keep nourishing your body one bite at a time and everyday try to do a little better than the day before. This may feel like forever but every journey starts with a small step.
Dear Lique, I am so thankful that you are staying strong, that you keep us updated. I believe you have the power to truly move people. You are extremely strong. Please keep on fighting, fight for yourself. Everyone wants to see you experiencing love. But most importantly never give up. I wil definitely not give up rooting for you. Hang in there!!
The Lord put u on my heart the other day to pray for you .. God is with you dear friend. Keep your faith .you are a beautiful example of strong faith in God through these hard times .
I had anorexia and bulimia in my teens. I also got cancer from being abused but did an organic vegetables diet and juicing. You are lacking nutrients which makes it worse. As you are weak I suggest you get some organic vegetable juices from supermarket and start with those. That might be easier as you are drinking not eating as such. Hope this helps X
You are such a beautiful person inside and out love you just found you're channel and you are a sweet honest person you speak from the heart you are such a strong person iam so proud of you and for everything you have been through
Hello dear Angelique ❤️ I was thinking: can’t you go to a psychiatric hospital? I was there last year because of my anxiety and I know there were people with EDs too. I mean there must be some place for you to go and get the help you need. I hope you stay strong till you get to such a place❤️❤️ lots of love and strength to you.
They don’t take me there… all over the Netherlands I have been declined 😔the only one who is willing to taje the risk, is Amsterdam. I am on the waiting list there now. But I can’t wait much longer. So really hope I will manage to survive till than 🙄
When you get through this and your helping many with their own struggles feeling like theres no hope you will look back on these times and say ooohhhhh!!! Thats maybe why i had that experience…. Lots of love from me and my 6 cats❤️😻you are stronger than you know and smarter than you think so feeeel.
May God continue to give you strength and help! I wish you lived in the USA 🇺🇸. I would take you in my home😢🤔🙏! I have a wheelchair accessible apartment. With a live in caregiver who would take good care of you! Praying for you.
You should try coming here to Finland! We have free healthcare and I believe that it's really affordable to foreigners. I wish you so much strength! You've got this! I'll keep praying for you and may God help and bless you
You are so amazing my love ❤️ This might be an out there suggestion I’m not sure but I’ll put it out there, it’s awful that due to money and resources in facilities that you are not getting the help you need, I have seen many interviews on a UK morning show that helps people spread their message and think it could help, with your consent people could send the show messages and try to get you on, they can do video calls I believe and I think it could really help get your message out there and the support you need! ❤️ Hope I’ve not overstepped ❤️
I believe Jesus is keeping you protected 🙏🏼 so you can help others and show them your story so you can help them to go on and to survive oh my heart love prayers are with you and there is a agency I know another lady in the Netherlands also her name is rominee I pray u receive Amy care u need asap
The depression is also a part of your illness, fight it as much as you can. You can do this! write a note with positive words beside the bed and look at it every morning. I believe in you! Big hug from Sweden.
I’ve been thinking about your situation a bit. I have me/cfs and as a result also have a special diet and am very limited in what I can do in the kitchen. I’m on my own here for a couple of weeks while my husband and son visit grandparents for the first time in 2+!years. My mom helped cook some meals that can be frozen in single servings. I take them out of the freezer the night before and microwave them with what I call disabled food (lol)-ready made brown rice cups, steam-in-the-bag veggies etc. I also eat a lot of gluten-free bagels with hummus and fresh pre-cut veggies. Or gf toast with peanut butter and banana. Someone else suggested applesauce and that sounds like such a great idea. I’m not sure what foods your diet includes but diarrhea every day can’t be good for your body or weight gain. If I were able-bodied and in your area I would love to help prepare some meals according to your diet that can be frozen in individual portions for you but sadly I am neither of those things. Is this something that might work for you, and is there a friend or family member who might be able to help? ♥️
This is totally helpful! I will try to arrange this too. Don’t mind eating same meals if someone could make a big pan and freeze it into portions. Will think about who I could ask. According to the apple sauce: I am fructose intolerant. So I cant have that… but I do eat fructose low and glucose high fruit (dietician advice)
Well done with the nutrimeals, keep it up with your mind ser. I think this video blogging takes energy.. keep them brief, to spare yourself. Eat, rest, & just do the basics, minute by minute, rest more, & be kind to yourself. Sending love.
Hi from NZ 💖I have not had an eating disorder I go the other way eating too Much for grief but either way please try and eat a little u are worth it 💗🌺💗🌺💗
Hey Lique, i really can imagine that the struggle is really big, because there are not a lot of people to help you. I don't know how to make you feel better but i do have some practical tips Maybe you can ask the home care to put breakfast in a cooler box on a drawer next to your bed so that you can pick it yourselves. Next to that i can maybe come to you to give some help. I live in the Netherlands and have Every week a few days free. I don't have education in homecare but i have a lot of experience in cooking, also in cooking with intolerances/allergies, i can do some courses o.i.d.. I hope you Will keep your head up! Sun is shining so look outside!
@@liquefaith With respect, I’ve watched all your videos. Your answers are vague and confusing. As a Canadian, I have some understanding of your health care system. I know there are ED clinics available to you, and they are free, just like here. My question is did you already work your way through all the ED clinics in your small country? Is that why you cannot access those services again?
I don't know if you have already tried, but the AMC has a medical-psychiatric unit. They do sometimes take people with severe anorexia intern. And sometimes it is also an option there to sleep in the hospital at night and be at the MPU at day. You are someone who deserves a place.
Goed advies. Ziekenhuizen moeten zieke mensen helpen, dat is hun plicht. Ze zullen echt geen terminaal ziek iemand op straat zetten als die zichzelf meldt.
I'm on the waiting list there! Would LOVE to be admitted there… 7 patients on the waiting list for me… but they won't give you another place to sleep. So I can't do anything yet😔
@@liquefaith What do you need in addition? And are these needs easy to solve by getting a bit stronger? This option still isn't lost because you have the time of 7 patiënts to work hard and get strong enough to be able to go there
I am totally mystified by anorexia. I guess everyone is. When there is so much starvation in the world, the fact that someone is consciously starving themselves is unbelievable. I was wondering what it is about food that makes it so difficult to eat? The taste? The texture? Is it a fear of food? If so, what is the fear? I hope someone can help me understand this.
@@forestfairie51 you are right, but it is a fact that eating disorders are most prevelent in modern society. You won't see anorexics in poor countries in Africa where they don't have excess to food. I haven't ever seen an anorexic in Biafra for example.
Do you know this channel, Angelique? ruclips.net/user/HannahGaneganergainsvideos Look at that woman. In her her first video ( 4 years ago ) she looked pretty much worse and thinner than you. Really she did! It's hard to believe that she could still be alive then. For a year or two she has been a completely healthy and good-looking woman who is practising...bodybuilding now. On her channel she tells her recovery story and methods how she has regained her health and her life. I know it will not help you to find a place to stay but maybe will be a source of hope, power and inspiration. I pray and cross my fingers for You!
I think the exercise is crucial personally. I didn’t have anything like this level of anorexia but I defo had some disordered eating and terrible self image when I was modelling. Whenever you see recovery programmes they just put people on high calorie foods and don’t let them work out and I think gaining weight like that is going to make people feel worse about their body and also that element of control is gone. Weight training and nutrition programmes allows the weight to go back on nicely and the person still can have that level of control of building their body in the gym/ a nutrition plan to follow etc. Obviously not a professional health care worker but it just always made no sense to me to just push people to eat unhealthy high calorie foods and not exercise to aide recovery.
@@marjol3in it’s just unlikely someone will do that quickly enough to recover without years and years of therapy. At least moving the control to a healthy outlet would be a good start. It’s kinda like getting addicted to cucumbers instead of alcohol
Hi from America, poisoning survivor gastroparesis girl here again. Today, my gastrointestinal doctor has suggested a feeding tube placement. Are you not well enough to be sedated for a tube? You could get IV nutrition through a picc, if not? Just trying to think, I like you voice & want you to live. 💙💙💙
When I get a hospital bed, they can. But I really like and want to eat. Despite the struggles… when I finally get the medical care, I will do whatever it takes!
@@liquefaithJust to add to what this lovely individual said - I agree about feeding tubes :) My grandmother had lost a lot of weight after suffering a nervous breakdown. She struggled to eat, and a tube saved her life. Once it was started by her doctor, my granddad was able to administer nutrients from the comfort of home ❤️
Hey hon....just checking in on you. If you don't feel like answering comments, it's fine. But can you just type "ok" so we will know you are ok? I am trying not to bother you because I know you aren't able to do much right now, but I just worry if it's been a few days. Just know I'm here :)
I wish I was close to you... I would be happy to help you with your daily struggles. I love the way you speak... I could listen to you all day 💕🌷💕 I am so thankful I found you!! Yes, we ALL do have our own struggles... I'm so happy for you that you found a place (at least for now) to stay... God helps us in many ways! What is your name if you don't mind? What if you told someone you are feeling suicidal... would they place you in a hospital (as a last resort for you when you have to leave where you are now)? Would that help you? In the US, if you say that... they HAVE to put you in the hospital! Oh how I wish I could help you! Hugs & kisses!!
As someone who had severe ED as this lady has. simply eating isnt an option. you cannot just eat normally to help this. refeeding is recommended and i know as ive done it also. you do it slowly as eating a large amount will cause pain especially if you have an added intestinal disorder which she has. commenting eat pizza and eat a sandwich for someone who has experienced refeeding myself that is not sustainable. during refeeding your intake is limited to prevent pain and extra discomfort. it also can be done with various drinks. my refeeding was with toddler food and milkshakes and also soft foods. i did not eat pizza. ive had a serious ED since 2010 i am now at a decent place in my recovery to be able to withstand meals. for months i could not. i had ready brek i had yoghurts and sort foods. actually for my recovery to this stage i have eaten just fruit, yoghurt, ready brek, ice cream and only soft foods including milk shakes and baby puddings. so those stating she just needs to eat 3 meals a day for a cure, total nonsense, eating will give her severe pain. ive felt that to. my bmi was 15.9 and i did not have her intestine condition. she is trying her best. she wants to recover thats enough for me to be here and support her and HER choices. sending love to you, i only just managed to recover enough to not be on the danger of organ failure list. i have EDNOS.
I believe Jesus has a purpose for your suffering and I don't believe He is done yet working in your life I believe you will get better and be a mentor to help others who suffer same sickness.
I had extreme anorexia, debilitating chronic pain and disability too. Somehow I survived, with your mindset I believe you will too. You have such a strong and beautiful soul. Even in all your own pain you haven’t given up, and you give back so much light and kindness to others. Sometimes when my pain gets very bad, I get thoughts of relapsing, but you remind me how hard I fought to get better and it pushes me to not go back, because it will kill me. I don’t know how I got better, but I want to tell you and everyone it is possible. Keep fighting. I pray for you everyday.
My goodnesss- you are a beautiful soldier, you are an amazonian with an enlightened mind. Never give up, you are so strong and you are ment to be here. xxxxxx I wish you light, clarity and love xxxxxxx you got this xxxxxxR xxxx
Her current mindset is exactly what’s leading her to destruction. She’s constantly reaching out for help. To hospitals, to other people, constantly just waiting for help from the world around her. They cannot help her to overcome. Only thing that will help set her free is the Truth. The thing that is pushing her to destruction is…………..herself! The very hatred she has within her is what is pushing her in this direction. Drop the hatred and her life will change direction. Same applies to you.
Beautiful lady. I wish you could fly to Australia, we have so many amazing ED hospitals and they don’t cost anything. I could also care for you as I’m a healthcare worker. My longing to care for you physically and emotionally is so big. Keep surviving.. please. I am praying for you, I am sending you the biggest squishiest hugs.
Hi JenJen You are a wonderful person. I feel the same way, I would love to be able to help her too. I unfortunateky, my husband is disabled and I at the moment are unable. I would love to hop on a plane and go help immediately. It makes me sad that I cant. You are a wonderful soul
You are amazing. I wish I had someone like you in my life. People here where I live don't want to care for people like me who need physical help to have a normal life. Love and many blessings to you Jen Jen
You are smart and so strong willed like me. I get it. When I was in trouble like you, I cried out to Jesus. Next thing I found myself eating a bowl of chicken noodle soup, 6 ritz crackers and one apple. This was my first real meal in quite some time. I ate it slowly and I cried. It was medicine but it felt so perfect and right. Something changed in me in those moments. I decided to live. No inpatient or outpatient treatment programs helped me. In fact, they made me worse. The healing came from within. The healing came from that same strong will that kept the anorexia going. Praying for you Lique. xo
I had a similar experience. I had just gotten home from the hospital. My mother had had it with me so they left for a vacation since I had stressed her out so much. Coming home being alone, I immediately relapsed. I had no desire to live. I am and was a Christian and one of those days while alone, God saved me and completely removed my eating disorder. It was a slow recovery, but no more relapses and no more mental anguish. I pray for your recovery!💕
Praise be to Jesus Roxy. Angelique I am praying for you and lifting you up tonight. I have been going through so many of my own personal struggles lately, my disordered eating habits being one. But I am going to keep fighting just like you. Happiness is not in what we have done it’s in being grateful, you are so right and so loved. 2 Corinthians 4:16 “That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are being renewed every day.”
YES!!!!!! THANK YOU....Christ saved my life...I tell people all the time that I'm more than a believer because I KNOW he exists. I want so badly for this lovely soul to submit fully to Christ...this breaks my heart because she can have a beautiful life ahead! Everyone pray!!!🙏
*The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; Do not be discouraged. Deuteronomy 31:8* 🙏🏻 ✝️ ❤️
I honestly have no experience with anorexia, but what you said about connecting one person’s experience with another makes me just want to share a lesson I’m learning, that new habits are so daunting to take on because it’s hard to commit to the idea of practicing them for the rest of your life. We are easily tempted to go back to old habits because they are the habits we have, and what make us comfortable. However I really think the way our brains work with forming new habits is it may be uncomfortable in the beginning, but becomes the new normal and becomes effortless. So I would say don’t try eating more thinking that it’s going to be this hard every single time. Instead it’s just a change that is only going to be temporarily uncomfortable, but it will go away once this change becomes a habit and the new normal.
I’m sorry I’m usually very encouraging on my comments (unless it’s something to do with politics or crime 😆) but I find your Vlogs really disheartening. I’m sorry you’re in the situation you are but you always seem so ungrateful in that whatever you’re offered isn’t good enough. No one has put you in your position other than yourself for whatever reasons they may be (and as I have already said I’m sorry that you find yourself in this position) but from where I’m sitting people have gone beyond the call of duty to assist you e.g. allowing you to stay in a hospice when you are not terminally ill and then somebody very kindly allowing you to stay in their home while they’re away….and all you can do is moan about it not having the right food or wheelchair access. Perhaps some gratitude rather than playing the victim all the time would be more helpful to your mental well-being. I wish you all the best and hope you make a full recovery.
So if you eat you live. I can't imagine this life. But it's not like you have cancer or crohns or diabetes or lupus or any of those debilitating diseases to kill you. All you have to do to survive and live and come alive is eat. The body is INCREDIBLY miraculous. If you ate healthily for two weeks you would see a MIRACULOUS change. I'm sorry for your plight but the ball is literally in your court. You're not ready to go with god yet. Nourish your body and your mind and watch the change. I pray terribly for you what a travesty
With love ❤️. If you were in Canada 🇨🇦 they would have you hooked up to lipids. Have you drinking high calorie boost liquid meals all on top of what you could eat. You are not fully lost. You are still mentally functioning 100%. You have have to think positive. You can't give up. You have to think of all the things you really want to do in life. You cannot live life thinking you are going to die at any moment. Seeing this first hand. My father has been saying for over 20 years now... I am going to die any day now. Your spirit/soul isn't ready to go yet. ❤💝
Where were your parents when this eating disorder began at the age of 10? You are right, you definitely need to be more transparent with everyone, especially if you are asking for financial help? We want to hear your story from the beginning.
@@Capodimonte99 She herself says that she should be more transparent, therefore I AM and WILL question why she isn’t. You obviously have not helped or dipped into your long pockets to feel what it’s like to be taken for a ride. I’m simply questioning what she’s hiding if she’s dying. And don’t accuse me when you don’t even know what I've done and who I’ve helped. Only fools part with their money without questioning. By the way, she's not homeless. She rented her house out. But seeing as you know everything, you help her, big mouth!!!!
People with anorexia and other addictions are manipulative and controlling. There is probably a lot of burnt bridges with her family etc. people eventually have to disengage for their own mental health. If she is “alone” there is a reason. Even now she wants financial support to continue in her addiction without accountability. The same as any other person deep in addiction. She has been in and out of treatments for years, she knows what to do to get help and what she needs to do to gain weight. She was released from hospice, which makes it clear there were issues there as well. This type of “gaming the system” is common, eat just enough to stay alive but not enough to truly recover and face the emotional work and take on adult responsibility. This is similar to an addict who wants to be cared for while still using.
@@Serendipity-gj2me I thought about what you said. I know exactly what it feels like to be taken for a ride. I've been there so many times. My thoughts are the following: she's emaciated and truly doesn't have a home. So as a human I feel bad about it. You have every right to question and feel the way you do. I guess I just don't understand why this woman would do this. Go through these lengths. You're correct. She isn't being transparent and why is that.
Extreme anorexics can lie a lot and manipulate others. She does nothing to help herself or fighting her inner demons. Everything done for her is futile.
Can someone bring you some things that do not need cooking like avocados and bananas, dates, coconut yoghurt and nut butters ? In the uk we have some plain rice / quinoa that can be microwaved. I have an intestinal disease too so I’m just trying to think of foods that will give excellent nutrition and energy and not be counterproductive causing diarrhoea.
It was good to hear from you again. I am so grateful to those who have given you a place to stay for the moment, and those who are helping make life there possible. I agree about the importance of feelings, and the feelings you inspire in me are admiration and hope. Hang in there, darling!
The faith is also not to "fight" the flow of life. There are two sacred moments in life, birth and death. Awaken the spark of your heart, live moment by moment. There is no rush to survive or to die. I've been by the side of many who have passed on to the "other" side. Some are at peace, some are angry, some are sad, some are confused, some are afraid but those who count every breath as a blessing, every heart beat as a blessing, the pain and fear become a background stage set. I live with constant pain, at a level of 7-9 from 10, energy is low and many other challenges. Yet, a singing bird is a joy, cool clean water on my hands and face are the best pleasure of the moment and having a roof over my head is my sacred castle and my "lonely" moments became moments of sacred saluted. When my last breath comes, I will welcome the end of my tiered and worn out body. I'll be grateful for this small moment in time and space for me to have experienced life as a form of "miracle" and I was lucky to see, feel, taste, witness and even experience pain and death as my friends who came to liberate me from this heavy and needy human mind and body. The cycle of life is lovely! Peace be with you, for you are not just your body, these are your sacred moments that every human must experience ❤️🦋. Make it a ceremony, a sacred time to witness something society doesn't want you to ponder. I send you love and peace from the core of my Being, that you find the miracles, even in the pain and diarrhea. Love and respect for your journey ❤️!
Lique, please don't ever give up. You can beat this, you can live. Don't forget that you deserve a better life - you can win & live free of anorexia. It's so going to be worth it. Don't let other people's negativity or cynicism/pessimism deny you your right to life. Everyone here wants you to win. ❤❤❤ XXX
Start eating. You know that you need to take in calories. Certainly you have been told what liquid meals and other foods you should be taking in. If you cannot do that, why not get a nasogastric tube dropped in (not pleasant but also not difficult) and go on a feeding pump? Just let it drip in slowly all around the clock. Worst case, take a cab to the local emergency room, with whoever you signed over medical decisions and let them put you inpatient and get on TPN for a bit then a gtube. (You said in an earlier comment that you signed medical decisions over to someone else) where are they? Homecare visits are only enabling you to keep spiraling down. You have to give control over to someone who is not emotionally involved that can make decisions. A homecare nurse can drop in a feeding tube and set up the pump for you. Your life is really at risk and without a drastic move I fear that you will not make it.
So relieved to see you here! 💜Your fighting spirit in the midst of all you're going through is strong. Most people don't understand the terror of chronic illness, pain and suffering- you're illuminating the realities and you are a gift. Just please keep going, you are amazing. Give yourself grace.
I said that in her last post. That it's upsetting that nobody from her friends or family is helping her. Whatever is going on is probably the reason she's anorexic, no supportive family. They took away my kids and I don't have an appetite either. When there is not support you don't have motivation for anything, you don't even get hungry.
I grew up with this disorder. She has to help herself, to want to get better. I had anorexia at age 13. Lost my period for over 10 years. Progressed into bulimia. But now I have 2 beautiful adult children. She must do the hard work of getting better.
Right now what she needs is money to pay the medical bills. This video has over 1,000 views. If each one of us could put $5 in her gofundme account THAT would help....even $1. I think just about all of us could spare $1.
I commented on a previous video so I hope you see this. Two suggestions: contact a church. They may have members in their congregation that would love to help. A nunnery may even take you in. Secondly, search for expat/student grouos. There are a lot of foreigners who have time or unemployed that could offer a lending hand. Also, the red cross. They may have volunteers!
Church doesn’t help. Dont have much contacts there anymore since Corona. But the ones I contacted said that they don’t offer help to non members 🙄 Because they already have not many volunteers… but I will search for the students, thanks for the tip! 👍🏻🙏🏻
I'm so sorry, there are others like u on here and a dude Nickcado Avocado literly eating himself to death. This shit ain't cool either way, not sure why U Tube allows such destruction and it's ok to sub ,like for views. This is not ok. Eugenia Cooney is another sweet girl that needs much help. U need yr own documentary and they can house u and get proper help, U Tube is not the place!!💝
can you drink some nutritional shakes that have protein, fats and carbohydrates and vitamins and minerals? I would think it would be easy in your stomach. If you could drink one a day between meals until you are used to it and then two a day and wait until its comfortable, etc. you can get better!!
@@marjol3in heb ik al bij je andere vraag gezegd lief… ik krijg geen voorrang en er is nog steeds een wachtlijst… waren er 7 voor mij toen ik er 2 maanden geleden op kwam te staan. Geen idee hoe dat nu is, maar ik hoor pas weer iets als er plek is 😢 Vervangend huisarts wil me met spoed naar EEN ziekenhuis sturen, maar is terecht bang dat ze me dan niet kunnen helpen. En ook al is t kritiek, toch weer naar huis sturen vanwege grote risico op complicaties bij geen expertise. Dus advies is toch wachten op gespecialiseerde afdeling. Zit er helemaal doorheen… geen idee hoe in leven te blijven tot dan, maar doe wat ik kan 😳
@@liquefaith Sorry, die had ik over het hoofd gezien. Echt erg dat ze hier in Nederland zo met mensen omgaan. Het lijkt haast alsof het in de USA veel beter geregeld is en dat wil wat zeggen. Heel veel liefs en sterkte. ❣
Have you thought of recording a few videos in Dutch so that you raise awareness of your situation among the people who are in your reach and can actually help? Or maybe trying to contact some local news outlets so that they write an article or something.
So good to see you. Tell the people renting your home they need to get out. Of course you have a contract but ask them nicely to break the lease early. You had no way of knowing what the future brought. Surely they could understand that. 🙏🏻❤️
I was thinking this as well. Clearly due to this dire situation these tenants can break the lease or at the very least shorten the time frame and give them time to find another residence. I feel as though we are not getting all the information to this story. I had a friend years ago who had this condition and EVERYONE in her life bent over backwards to help her for literally YEARS. After a while people have to move on with their own lives given that this condition can and does persist, especially when the person refuses to break their self-destructive habits and behaviors. My prayers are with her but also with her family and friends who are probably devastated by this horror that they must watch till the end. Prayers to all!!😿
I agree. If you give them (I think it is 2 months notice), it is in the UK anyway. then the tenants would have time to find another rental place so you can move back into your place but obviously in the meantime you need somewhere to stay
Angelique, I truly hope you'll get the help you deserve as quickly as possible. If we lived in the same country I'd do everything in my ability to help you find proper treatment. Please don't mind these shitty people who are most likely trolling on your comments. It seems popular these days to persecute people with severe illnesses who're reaching out for help online, because of a couple of rotten apples and conspiracy theories. Those people who say you're after attention don't understand anything about your illness and what kind of help you need.
I'm so pleased to see that you're safe and have somewhere to stay for a little while. I meant to post earlier but I have been wiped out by chronic fatigue. England is having an extreme heatwave and humidity effects MS, specially the fatigue symptoms. You have such a good mindset, when you talk about eating I sometimes forget briefly that you have an ED. I had an ED, mostly bulimia, for so long. I really think you will recover, it's just compounded by your medical problems. Brighter days are ahead of you. You deserve the best things in your life. xxx
Sending hugs and love from Salt Lake City, Utah. How well I understand what you're going through. Please know that there is hope and healing. I am recovered from my severe eating disorder.
Hospices are for terminal patients who are ill from no choice of there own you are choosing this it is your choice so to be honest you’re not terminally ill. Before anyone jumps on my back I’ve had a lot of problems and dealt with them my own way not killing myself on purpose. I know I sound harsh but it’s you tube were all allowed our opinions good luck with it all
Um yeah you do sound harsh. Angelique is in quite a predicament. She has been left behind by a healthcare system in need of refinement. Specific criteria and standard protocols have left her without a place to be cared for. Her situation is dire. If you watch her previous videos, you’ll understand more about why she was in hospice. I have my own health problems too, but you could show some respect and humanity for another, not be so careless with your remarks. We all have pain, and everyone’s pain matters.
You need to be careful as your killing her with kindness it’s not me being harsh it’s everyone like you agreeing with her it’s killing her. She needs to get it into her head she’s committing suicide you need to stop being to nice as these sort of people thrive on attention that’s why she’s doing it.
ED is a mental illness. You don't choose it anymore than saying someone with MS chose to have MS. She also has an intestinal illness that started before her ED and now has bone marrow issues. She has multiple illnesses. All which are very difficult to treat nevermind if they are congruent. Anorexia is a mental health illness that is extremely difficult to treat and has the highest mortality rate. She didn't chose this. Also, hospice is for anyone sick enough to qualify. By your logic, if someone went skiing and broke their back and ended up a paraplegic, they wouldn't qualify. That's messed up on your part.
Hello, Can you sent me a personal note if i can do anything for you. I think God lead me to your you tube chanel. I live near Utrecht and hope i can do something for you. Lots of love from Wendy
Is this really true? In that case prayers are really being answered. This would be a great oppertunity. Hopefully Angelique will take it wirh both hands.
So heartbreaking that this poor woman passed away because she couldn't get the help that she needed. What a wonderful courageous woman she was. RIP sweetie. My heart goes out to you ❤️😢🙏
Hey Lique, I'm so glad to see you have a roof over your head and somewhere to stay.
I see at least 5 comments in the comments section that offer very practical, sensible, do-able, potentially life saving advice.
1. from E Roxanne S
"Lique, as a physician and someone who struggled with eating disorders (including traumatic experiences with forced treatment in my childhood) I want to tell you:
If you want to live, you need to contact an emergency centre of a clinic and tell them you want to get refed. They cannot decline you. You ARE dying and if your will is to live this is an emergency. They must treat you.
Dear strong and gorgeous Lique, your only responsibility is to make this decision. The remaining responsibilities you have to give away and trust that others will take care. And they will.
I don't know anything about what you went through, but I know that the decision to give responsibility away can be more than hard. If there is anything I can do (I'm in Germany, not Netherlands but still...), please contact me 🙏
Again: to me what you can and should do is call the emergency, tell them you are dying (because you are) and you want to live and can't save yourself (because you cannot).
They must treat you to save you."
* Contact E Roxanne S
2. from Terriann:
"So good to see you. Tell the people renting your home they need to get out. Of course you have a contract but ask them nicely to break the lease early. You had no way of knowing what the future brought. Surely they could understand that." 🙏🏻❤
*I'm sure that legally you would have an argument to be able to ask them to leave before the contract expires in "extreme circumstances"
3. from Minttu Maaria:
"You should try coming here to Finland! We have free healthcare and I believe that it's really affordable to foreigners. I wish you so much strength! You've got this! I'll keep praying for you and may God help and bless you
Very good post. Thank you.
All very good advice, thanks also.
Totally with you on this. I had bad eating issues for 15 years. People said I wouldn't recover. But you need to WANT to ! I was admitted here in Australia and made friends with people on the ward dying of incurable genetic illness, and It snapped me into wanting to live. Here I was wanting to die willing and they were dying through no fault of their own. I began intense therapy and now healed !
@@sonia15702 Bless you. So happyto hear that you are recovered now.
Lique,I am an anorexia survivor so I say this to you with great respect and love...you need to begin eating more.Small soft meals.You are exhausted because you are not eating enough.Your caloric intake is too low and you as a rational adult know that.You need to thrive ,put this disease to rest.You are better than anorexia,You and only you can change this scenario.Now is the time to dig deep and rise above the fear of food.It is not the enemy,it will be your savior. Your recovery is as simple as one sandwich,one extra pudding,one glass of milk,one piece of cheese ...one at a time,build that body back into the strong woman that I see there fighting to get out.C'mon girl! This is the time to gather all your strength,see yourself in a different light.You are not that sick girl hoping to make it one more month,you are Lique...woman who will reach deep inside and slay this beast that is anorexia.! Please listen to me ,it will save your life.❤
I love this so much 💕
I gotta second this. I’m still in one of the worst relapses of my life and it happened when I thought I had to lower my intake after “recovering too much” even though I was happy and getting well. More food will never hurt you if you have AN or even just a history of it. Keep on eating, love
She doesn’t pay heed to your comment or heart it because l don’t think she wants to recover…she only wants the sympathy comments not the ones offering friendly advice…she only wants to go to a state of art top facility otherwise she will not accept any type of help whatsoever…feigning possible “homelessness” to get people to pay money into her account
I was wondering what Liques health issue was? Eating disorder? I wish her healing and well wishes to get better whatever it may be.
This is such a sweet, encouraging comment from a survivor! I have never been anorexic, but I do have experience fasting for faith reasons, and I know how it can be physically difficult to eat (aka re-feed) after periods without food-so I can only imagine how hard it would be for the body to assimilate food in the case of severe anorexia. One food I've found that is very easy to digest and assimilate after fasing is organic applesauce, even in large quantities. I don't know if Lique likes organic applesauce, but I thought I'd throw that out there as something that is easy to digest that could help prepare her body for other heavier foods. Yogurt (whole, not low-fat) is another good food that is quite easy to digest.
Lique, as a physician and someone who struggled with eating disorders (including traumatic experiences with forced treatment in my childhood) I want to tell you:
If you want to live, you need to contact an emergency centre of a clinic and tell them you want to get refed. They cannot decline you. You ARE dying and if your will is to live this is an emergency. They must treat you.
Dear strong and gorgeous Lique, your only responsibility is to make this decision. The remaining responsibilities you have to give away and trust that others will take care. And they will.
I don't know anything about what you went through, but I know that the decision to give responsibility away can be more than hard. If there is anything I can do (I'm in Germany, not Netherlands but still...), please contact me 🙏
Again: to me what you can and should do is call the emergency, tell them you are dying (because you are) and you want to live and can't save yourself (because you cannot).
They must treat you to save you.
Can they not declare her incompetent to make her own medical decisions and then put her into the hospital for re-feeding?
Unless they declare it palliative. In the Netherlands they are quite liberal which has (like always) two sides (forced treatment can be both traumatizing and/ or life saving)
I called again today. Told them they are obliged… but they still wont help when someone with power doesnt tell them. A patient doesnt have any real power unfortunately. But someone else is now calling for me too to try to put more pressure. Hope it helps! 🙏🏻
@@liquefaith Good for you ! I am so glad you called. This is what I was saying in another comment. I have severe malnutrition, and sometimes my potassium, magnesium, and calcium crashes (short bowel syndrome), and when that happens your heart can suddenly stop...same with anorexia as you know. I go straight to the emergency room and they have to take me (and they do). They admit me and treat me. I think this is your answer. I don't see how they can say they won't take you...it is a medical emergency. It shouldn't matter what the cause is, its life threatening. I think you should just go there, they can't turn you away if they see your condition after doing your vitals.
This is such a helpful comment ❤️❤️
there are so many people around this world that watch your videos, think about you, donate and are rooting for you Angelique💕 stay strong beautiful. it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel at times but you’ve done such a good job at keeping positive even in the darkest times. keep going, we are all so proud and love you lots xxx
You seem like such a kind, smart and beautiful person. You deserve to live and be happy in this life. ❤️
Thank you…
So now I have just listened a little more I have to make another comment!! You just read that quote from your calendar, and how completely true that is about you… Not that I forget you or what you have said, but I truly cannot even describe the feeling I have when I listen to you!! Your hope and courage and tenacity and perseverance impact me more than you will ever know!! Thank you, I may God bless you and Spero
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I know exactly how you feel and what you are going through. I have Anorexia. I have little energy and problem finding help. I am in school for Psychology. Fall semester is right around the corner. I am praying that I will have the strength to make it through the semester. Hang in there. I do understand.
Thank you for sharing this Evelyn! Will pray for you too… 🙏🏻You WILL make it through the semester! One day at the time… am rooting for you dear! 😘
I've been there before I was down to 90 pounds I'm maintaining at 115 what I do is eat one good meal a day like a good portion of spaghetti and a chocolate protein shake and it keeps my energy up
Thinking of you. Please keep eating as much as you can stand, you have to push yourself and I hope you're still connected to treatment of some sort. Hugs from USA!
Thank you Louise! 💖
@@liquefaith You're welcome! Sending you positive vibes!!
Bless your heart I hope you overcome this Tracy Gold had eating disorder just stay strong don't give up I will be praying for you 🙏 ❤ you are a beautiful person inside and out
We believe in you! Keep going. You are on right track. Keep nourishing your body one bite at a time and everyday try to do a little better than the day before. This may feel like forever but every journey starts with a small step.
Dear Lique, I am so thankful that you are staying strong, that you keep us updated. I believe you have the power to truly move people. You are extremely strong. Please keep on fighting, fight for yourself. Everyone wants to see you experiencing love. But most importantly never give up. I wil definitely not give up rooting for you. Hang in there!!
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Stay strong sweet thing! YOU WILL SURVIVE!!! You ARE worthy! You ARE loved!
Im glad to see you're ok. I know it's not perfect but im going to pray you get everything you need for your day to day
Much love!
I'm with you 💯 % I will pray for that also.
The Lord put u on my heart the other day to pray for you .. God is with you dear friend. Keep your faith .you are a beautiful example of strong faith in God through these hard times .
Thank you so much Melissa! 💖
I had anorexia and bulimia in my teens. I also got cancer from being abused but did an organic vegetables diet and juicing. You are lacking nutrients which makes it worse. As you are weak I suggest you get some organic vegetable juices from supermarket and start with those. That might be easier as you are drinking not eating as such. Hope this helps X
Good tip as well. Will try it too 👍🏻🙏🏻
@@liquefaith yes drink as much veg Juice as you can and orange juice helps the brain immensely. Let me know what you're having. X
Bless beautiful lady stay strong stay positive you got this sending luck hugs prayers most of all love from headway Nottingham UK takecare x
Thank you Deb… 🙏🏻💖
@@liquefaith hi beautiful our you doing hope doing well you got this sending luck hugs prayers love from UK please get help wishing you all the best x
I will be praying for you every day!
Me to
I’m so sorry, sweet girl. Praying for you.
Sending you lots of love and hope! You are so incredibly strong ❤
I’m so glad things had worked out they always will somehow even through the tribulation
You are such a beautiful person inside and out love you just found you're channel and you are a sweet honest person you speak from the heart you are such a strong person iam so proud of you and for everything you have been through
Hello dear Angelique ❤️ I was thinking: can’t you go to a psychiatric hospital? I was there last year because of my anxiety and I know there were people with EDs too.
I mean there must be some place for you to go and get the help you need.
I hope you stay strong till you get to such a place❤️❤️ lots of love and strength to you.
They don’t take me there… all over the Netherlands I have been declined 😔the only one who is willing to taje the risk, is Amsterdam. I am on the waiting list there now. But I can’t wait much longer. So really hope I will manage to survive till than 🙄
When you get through this and your helping many with their own struggles feeling like theres no hope you will look back on these times and say ooohhhhh!!! Thats maybe why i had that experience…. Lots of love from me and my 6 cats❤️😻you are stronger than you know and smarter than you think so feeeel.
Thank you so much… and lots of cuddles back to your cats! 😻
And hug for you as well ❤️
May God continue to give you strength and help! I wish you lived in the USA 🇺🇸. I would take you in my home😢🤔🙏! I have a wheelchair accessible apartment. With a live in caregiver who would take good care of you! Praying for you.
You should try coming here to Finland! We have free healthcare and I believe that it's really affordable to foreigners. I wish you so much strength! You've got this! I'll keep praying for you and may God help and bless you
I will look into Finland… 👍🏻
We love you just keep trying to eat and it will work out never stop
Thank you Rita. Really do my best!
I wish with all my heart that you succeed and keep eating until you get healthy again 💗
You are so amazing my love ❤️ This might be an out there suggestion I’m not sure but I’ll put it out there, it’s awful that due to money and resources in facilities that you are not getting the help you need, I have seen many interviews on a UK morning show that helps people spread their message and think it could help, with your consent people could send the show messages and try to get you on, they can do video calls I believe and I think it could really help get your message out there and the support you need! ❤️ Hope I’ve not overstepped ❤️
Hi Ronnie, if you can contact them: I would be willing to do so. If they are interested ? Whatever may be helpful…
I believe Jesus is keeping you protected 🙏🏼 so you can help others and show them your story so you can help them to go on and to survive oh my heart love prayers are with you and there is a agency I know another lady in the Netherlands also her name is rominee I pray u receive Amy care u need asap
Could you get better if you get more nourishment?
The depression is also a part of your illness, fight it as much as you can. You can do this! write a note with positive words beside the bed and look at it every morning. I believe in you! Big hug from Sweden.
I’ve been thinking about your situation a bit. I have me/cfs and as a result also have a special diet and am very limited in what I can do in the kitchen. I’m on my own here for a couple of weeks while my husband and son visit grandparents for the first time in 2+!years. My mom helped cook some meals that can be frozen in single servings. I take them out of the freezer the night before and microwave them with what I call disabled food (lol)-ready made brown rice cups, steam-in-the-bag veggies etc. I also eat a lot of gluten-free bagels with hummus and fresh pre-cut veggies. Or gf toast with peanut butter and banana. Someone else suggested applesauce and that sounds like such a great idea. I’m not sure what foods your diet includes but diarrhea every day can’t be good for your body or weight gain. If I were able-bodied and in your area I would love to help prepare some meals according to your diet that can be frozen in individual portions for you but sadly I am neither of those things. Is this something that might work for you, and is there a friend or family member who might be able to help? ♥️
This is totally helpful! I will try to arrange this too. Don’t mind eating same meals if someone could make a big pan and freeze it into portions. Will think about who I could ask. According to the apple sauce: I am fructose intolerant. So I cant have that… but I do eat fructose low and glucose high fruit (dietician advice)
IF YOU WAS IN THIS COUNTRY, I COULD HELP YOU WITH A PLACE AND GETTING THINGS DONE. i WILL PRAY FOR YOU
Sending you so much love, strenght and prayers 💝🙏
Thank you dear… 🙏🏻💖
Well done with the nutrimeals, keep it up with your mind ser. I think this video blogging takes energy.. keep them brief, to spare yourself. Eat, rest, & just do the basics, minute by minute, rest more, & be kind to yourself. Sending love.
Thank you dear Helena… 😘
I can’t imagine being so sick and just being thrown out of the hospital with nowhere to go. That’s criminal.
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Hug back!! ❤️
Maybe just focus on 1 thing? Eating will build strength which will improve everything. You can do it!
Hi from NZ 💖I have not had an eating disorder I go the other way eating too Much for grief but either way please try and eat a little u are worth it 💗🌺💗🌺💗
My love to you too dear… and my condolences for whatever loss you had 🙏🏻💖
Hey Lique, i really can imagine that the struggle is really big, because there are not a lot of people to help you. I don't know how to make you feel better but i do have some practical tips
Maybe you can ask the home care to put breakfast in a cooler box on a drawer next to your bed so that you can pick it yourselves.
Next to that i can maybe come to you to give some help. I live in the Netherlands and have Every week a few days free. I don't have education in homecare but i have a lot of experience in cooking, also in cooking with intolerances/allergies, i can do some courses o.i.d..
I hope you Will keep your head up! Sun is shining so look outside!
So sweet!! Where do you live? That cooler box advice is brilliant. I will try that! 👍🏻👏🏻
@@liquefaith you really deserve the help! I live in Nijmegen but i can travel by train.
God bless you and keep you safe.
I have a big hug for you.
I think about you and I wish Pease and comfort for you. Love💗💗💗💗
The wall papers are pretty. I'm having a hard time sleeping too. I'm glad you not homeless.
Thank you Alana! Really hope you are able to sleep now after all…
@@liquefaith thank you.
Why can’t you go to an eating disorder clinic in The Netherlands? Most deal with comorbid illness.
See my other videos… that will explain
@@liquefaith With respect, I’ve watched all your videos. Your answers are vague and confusing. As a Canadian, I have some understanding of your health care system. I know there are ED clinics available to you, and they are free, just like here. My question is did you already work your way through all the ED clinics in your small country? Is that why you cannot access those services again?
God bless you sweet sister.
Thank you so much Michael 🙏🏻
@@liquefaith 💜
I don't know if you have already tried, but the AMC has a medical-psychiatric unit. They do sometimes take people with severe anorexia intern. And sometimes it is also an option there to sleep in the hospital at night and be at the MPU at day.
You are someone who deserves a place.
Goed advies.
Ziekenhuizen moeten zieke mensen helpen, dat is hun plicht. Ze zullen echt geen terminaal ziek iemand op straat zetten als die zichzelf meldt.
I'm on the waiting list there! Would LOVE to be admitted there… 7 patients on the waiting list for me… but they won't give you another place to sleep. So I can't do anything yet😔
@@liquefaith i hope you Will manage untill then! And would it be possible for you to sleep on the MPU with the facilities that they have?
@@silvieruesink4325 no…
@@liquefaith What do you need in addition? And are these needs easy to solve by getting a bit stronger? This option still isn't lost because you have the time of 7 patiënts to work hard and get strong enough to be able to go there
I am totally mystified by anorexia. I guess everyone is. When there is so much starvation in the world, the fact that someone is consciously starving themselves is unbelievable. I was wondering what it is about food that makes it so difficult to eat? The taste? The texture? Is it a fear of food? If so, what is the fear? I hope someone can help me understand this.
@@forestfairie51 you are right, but it is a fact that eating disorders are most prevelent in modern society. You won't see anorexics in poor countries in Africa where they don't have excess to food. I haven't ever seen an anorexic in Biafra for example.
@@forestfairie51 Thank you
Do you know this channel, Angelique?
ruclips.net/user/HannahGaneganergainsvideos
Look at that woman. In her her first video ( 4 years ago ) she looked pretty much worse and thinner than you. Really she did! It's hard to believe that she could still be alive then. For a year or two she has been a completely healthy and good-looking woman who is practising...bodybuilding now.
On her channel she tells her recovery story and methods how she has regained her health and her life. I know it will not help you to find a place to stay but maybe will be a source of hope, power and inspiration.
I pray and cross my fingers for You!
I think the exercise is crucial personally. I didn’t have anything like this level of anorexia but I defo had some disordered eating and terrible self image when I was modelling. Whenever you see recovery programmes they just put people on high calorie foods and don’t let them work out and I think gaining weight like that is going to make people feel worse about their body and also that element of control is gone. Weight training and nutrition programmes allows the weight to go back on nicely and the person still can have that level of control of building their body in the gym/ a nutrition plan to follow etc. Obviously not a professional health care worker but it just always made no sense to me to just push people to eat unhealthy high calorie foods and not exercise to aide recovery.
@@lunity1111 but eating disorder recovery is about losing control. You give up the so called control in order to recover.
@@marjol3in it’s just unlikely someone will do that quickly enough to recover without years and years of therapy. At least moving the control to a healthy outlet would be a good start. It’s kinda like getting addicted to cucumbers instead of alcohol
@@lunity1111 Yes, I agree with all of this.
You look better ☺️
Hi from America, poisoning survivor gastroparesis girl here again. Today, my gastrointestinal doctor has suggested a feeding tube placement. Are you not well enough to be sedated for a tube? You could get IV nutrition through a picc, if not? Just trying to think, I like you voice & want you to live. 💙💙💙
When I get a hospital bed, they can. But I really like and want to eat. Despite the struggles… when I finally get the medical care, I will do whatever it takes!
@@liquefaithJust to add to what this lovely individual said - I agree about feeding tubes :) My grandmother had lost a lot of weight after suffering a nervous breakdown. She struggled to eat, and a tube saved her life. Once it was started by her doctor, my granddad was able to administer nutrients from the comfort of home ❤️
Thank you for the update
I pray for a healing for you right now . Through Jesus Christ . Amen
Thank you… 🙏🏻
Hey hon....just checking in on you. If you don't feel like answering comments, it's fine. But can you just type "ok" so we will know you are ok? I am trying not to bother you because I know you aren't able to do much right now, but I just worry if it's been a few days. Just know I'm here :)
I wish I was close to you... I would be happy to help you with your daily struggles. I love the way you speak... I could listen to you all day 💕🌷💕 I am so thankful I found you!! Yes, we ALL do have our own struggles... I'm so happy for you that you found a place (at least for now) to stay... God helps us in many ways! What is your name if you don't mind? What if you told someone you are feeling suicidal... would they place you in a hospital (as a last resort for you when you have to leave where you are now)? Would that help you? In the US, if you say that... they HAVE to put you in the hospital! Oh how I wish I could help you! Hugs & kisses!!
Thank you Chris! My nickname is Lique, fully it is Angelique 🙂
Ps. Big hug back! 💖
@@liquefaith oh... such beautiful name!! 💗
I so very much hope you survive. ✨
I believe in you ❤
You need some chocolate chip cookies and some milk.that will make you feel better ❤️
As someone who had severe ED as this lady has. simply eating isnt an option. you cannot just eat normally to help this. refeeding is recommended and i know as ive done it also. you do it slowly as eating a large amount will cause pain especially if you have an added intestinal disorder which she has. commenting eat pizza and eat a sandwich for someone who has experienced refeeding myself that is not sustainable. during refeeding your intake is limited to prevent pain and extra discomfort. it also can be done with various drinks. my refeeding was with toddler food and milkshakes and also soft foods. i did not eat pizza. ive had a serious ED since 2010 i am now at a decent place in my recovery to be able to withstand meals. for months i could not. i had ready brek i had yoghurts and sort foods. actually for my recovery to this stage i have eaten just fruit, yoghurt, ready brek, ice cream and only soft foods including milk shakes and baby puddings. so those stating she just needs to eat 3 meals a day for a cure, total nonsense, eating will give her severe pain. ive felt that to. my bmi was 15.9 and i did not have her intestine condition. she is trying her best. she wants to recover thats enough for me to be here and support her and HER choices. sending love to you, i only just managed to recover enough to not be on the danger of organ failure list. i have EDNOS.
Put your trust in Jesus and you will be ok no matter what. We all have to face eternity as long as you have Jesus your ok
She don’t want to live. She wants pity. We are sick of you!! Just trying to use people. We all have lives and you choose to liv yours like this.
God bless you.
Thank you Cecilia 🙏🏻
I believe Jesus has a purpose for your suffering and I don't believe He is done yet working in your life I believe you will get better and be a mentor to help others who suffer same sickness.
Love and best wishes 💐
I had extreme anorexia, debilitating chronic pain and disability too. Somehow I survived, with your mindset I believe you will too. You have such a strong and beautiful soul. Even in all your own pain you haven’t given up, and you give back so much light and kindness to others. Sometimes when my pain gets very bad, I get thoughts of relapsing, but you remind me how hard I fought to get better and it pushes me to not go back, because it will kill me. I don’t know how I got better, but I want to tell you and everyone it is possible. Keep fighting. I pray for you everyday.
Wow… thank you for sharing this! Stay strong dear… so happy to hear you have come this far! 🙏🏻💖
My goodnesss- you are a beautiful soldier, you are an amazonian with an enlightened mind. Never give up, you are so strong and you are ment to be here. xxxxxx I wish you light, clarity and love xxxxxxx you got this xxxxxxR xxxx
@@MyPerfectGecko thank you dear! ❤️
Bless you ❤️❤️ thank you for sharing
Her current mindset is exactly what’s leading her to destruction.
She’s constantly reaching out for help.
To hospitals, to other people, constantly just waiting for help from the world around her.
They cannot help her to overcome.
Only thing that will help set her free is the Truth.
The thing that is pushing her to destruction is…………..herself!
The very hatred she has within her is what is pushing her in this direction.
Drop the hatred and her life will change direction.
Same applies to you.
Beautiful lady. I wish you could fly to Australia, we have so many amazing ED hospitals and they don’t cost anything. I could also care for you as I’m a healthcare worker. My longing to care for you physically and emotionally is so big. Keep surviving.. please. I am praying for you, I am sending you the biggest squishiest hugs.
You are a beautiful soul ❤️❤️
Hi JenJen
You are a wonderful person. I feel the same way, I would love to be able to help her too. I unfortunateky, my husband is disabled and I at the moment are unable. I would love to hop on a plane and go help immediately. It makes me sad that I cant. You are a wonderful soul
You are amazing. I wish I had someone like you in my life. People here where I live don't want to care for people like me who need physical help to have a normal life.
Love and many blessings to you Jen Jen
@@branypoo I can tell by your comment YOU are a beautiful soul.
Much love to you.
@@susanbaptista3967 I wish we could all hop on a plane together, wouldn’t that be amazing.
You also are a beautiful soul. Hugs xox
You need to start eating, small amounts but something to help yourself.You are the only one who can do it
It's true! She has the power to turn this around
hang on Angelique. One day at a time. Your days will get better. We're all rooting for you
You are smart and so strong willed like me. I get it. When I was in trouble like you, I cried out to Jesus. Next thing I found myself eating a bowl of chicken noodle soup, 6 ritz crackers and one apple. This was my first real meal in quite some time. I ate it slowly and I cried. It was medicine but it felt so perfect and right. Something changed in me in those moments. I decided to live. No inpatient or outpatient treatment programs helped me. In fact, they made me worse. The healing came from within. The healing came from that same strong will that kept the anorexia going. Praying for you Lique. xo
So proud of you dear! 👏🏻👍🏻💖
I had a similar experience. I had just gotten home from the hospital. My mother had had it with me so they left for a vacation since I had stressed her out so much. Coming home being alone, I immediately relapsed. I had no desire to live. I am and was a Christian and one of those days while alone, God saved me and completely removed my eating disorder. It was a slow recovery, but no more relapses and no more mental anguish. I pray for your recovery!💕
What a beautiful & inspiring tale. I am so glad for you.
Praise be to Jesus Roxy. Angelique I am praying for you and lifting you up tonight. I have been going through so many of my own personal struggles lately, my disordered eating habits being one. But I am going to keep fighting just like you. Happiness is not in what we have done it’s in being grateful, you are so right and so loved. 2 Corinthians 4:16 “That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are being renewed every day.”
YES!!!!!! THANK YOU....Christ saved my life...I tell people all the time that I'm more than a believer because I KNOW he exists. I want so badly for this lovely soul to submit fully to Christ...this breaks my heart because she can have a beautiful life ahead! Everyone pray!!!🙏
*The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; Do not be discouraged. Deuteronomy 31:8* 🙏🏻 ✝️ ❤️
I honestly have no experience with anorexia, but what you said about connecting one person’s experience with another makes me just want to share a lesson I’m learning, that new habits are so daunting to take on because it’s hard to commit to the idea of practicing them for the rest of your life. We are easily tempted to go back to old habits because they are the habits we have, and what make us comfortable. However I really think the way our brains work with forming new habits is it may be uncomfortable in the beginning, but becomes the new normal and becomes effortless. So I would say don’t try eating more thinking that it’s going to be this hard every single time. Instead it’s just a change that is only going to be temporarily uncomfortable, but it will go away once this change becomes a habit and the new normal.
I’m sorry I’m usually very encouraging on my comments (unless it’s something to do with politics or crime 😆) but I find your Vlogs really disheartening. I’m sorry you’re in the situation you are but you always seem so ungrateful in that whatever you’re offered isn’t good enough. No one has put you in your position other than yourself for whatever reasons they may be (and as I have already said I’m sorry that you find yourself in this position) but from where I’m sitting people have gone beyond the call of duty to assist you e.g. allowing you to stay in a hospice when you are not terminally ill and then somebody very kindly allowing you to stay in their home while they’re away….and all you can do is moan about it not having the right food or wheelchair access. Perhaps some gratitude rather than playing the victim all the time would be more helpful to your mental well-being. I wish you all the best and hope you make a full recovery.
So if you eat you live. I can't imagine this life. But it's not like you have cancer or crohns or diabetes or lupus or any of those debilitating diseases to kill you. All you have to do to survive and live and come alive is eat. The body is INCREDIBLY miraculous. If you ate healthily for two weeks you would see a MIRACULOUS change. I'm sorry for your plight but the ball is literally in your court. You're not ready to go with god yet. Nourish your body and your mind and watch the change. I pray terribly for you what a travesty
With love ❤️. If you were in Canada 🇨🇦 they would have you hooked up to lipids. Have you drinking high calorie boost liquid meals all on top of what you could eat. You are not fully lost. You are still mentally functioning 100%. You have have to think positive. You can't give up. You have to think of all the things you really want to do in life. You cannot live life thinking you are going to die at any moment. Seeing this first hand. My father has been saying for over 20 years now... I am going to die any day now. Your spirit/soul isn't ready to go yet. ❤💝
Where were your parents when this eating disorder began at the age of 10? You are right, you definitely need to be more transparent with everyone, especially if you are asking for financial help? We want to hear your story from the beginning.
@@Capodimonte99 She herself says that she should be more transparent, therefore I AM and WILL question why she isn’t. You obviously have not helped or dipped into your long pockets to feel what it’s like to be taken for a ride. I’m simply questioning what she’s hiding if she’s dying. And don’t accuse me when you don’t even know what I've done and who I’ve helped. Only fools part with their money without questioning. By the way, she's not homeless. She rented her house out. But seeing as you know everything, you help her, big mouth!!!!
@@Serendipity-gj2me ignore that person. She obviously doesn't know what she is talking about.
You are100% right.
People with anorexia and other addictions are manipulative and controlling. There is probably a lot of burnt bridges with her family etc. people eventually have to disengage for their own mental health. If she is “alone” there is a reason. Even now she wants financial support to continue in her addiction without accountability. The same as any other person deep in addiction. She has been in and out of treatments for years, she knows what to do to get help and what she needs to do to gain weight. She was released from hospice, which makes it clear there were issues there as well. This type of “gaming the system” is common, eat just enough to stay alive but not enough to truly recover and face the emotional work and take on adult responsibility. This is similar to an addict who wants to be cared for while still using.
@@Serendipity-gj2me I thought about what you said. I know exactly what it feels like to be taken for a ride. I've been there so many times. My thoughts are the following: she's emaciated and truly doesn't have a home. So as a human I feel bad about it. You have every right to question and feel the way you do. I guess I just don't understand why this woman would do this. Go through these lengths. You're correct. She isn't being transparent and why is that.
Extreme anorexics can lie a lot and manipulate others. She does nothing to help herself or fighting her inner demons. Everything done for her is futile.
Can someone bring you some things that do not need cooking like avocados and bananas, dates, coconut yoghurt and nut butters ? In the uk we have some plain rice / quinoa that can be microwaved. I have an intestinal disease too so I’m just trying to think of foods that will give excellent nutrition and energy and not be counterproductive causing diarrhoea.
It was good to hear from you again. I am so grateful to those who have given you a place to stay for the moment, and those who are helping make life there possible. I agree about the importance of feelings, and the feelings you inspire in me are admiration and hope. Hang in there, darling!
The faith is also not to "fight" the flow of life. There are two sacred moments in life, birth and death. Awaken the spark of your heart, live moment by moment. There is no rush to survive or to die. I've been by the side of many who have passed on to the "other" side. Some are at peace, some are angry, some are sad, some are confused, some are afraid but those who count every breath as a blessing, every heart beat as a blessing, the pain and fear become a background stage set. I live with constant pain, at a level of 7-9 from 10, energy is low and many other challenges. Yet, a singing bird is a joy, cool clean water on my hands and face are the best pleasure of the moment and having a roof over my head is my sacred castle and my "lonely" moments became moments of sacred saluted. When my last breath comes, I will welcome the end of my tiered and worn out body. I'll be grateful for this small moment in time and space for me to have experienced life as a form of "miracle" and I was lucky to see, feel, taste, witness and even experience pain and death as my friends who came to liberate me from this heavy and needy human mind and body. The cycle of life is lovely! Peace be with you, for you are not just your body, these are your sacred moments that every human must experience ❤️🦋. Make it a ceremony, a sacred time to witness something society doesn't want you to ponder. I send you love and peace from the core of my Being, that you find the miracles, even in the pain and diarrhea. Love and respect for your journey ❤️!
Lique, please don't ever give up. You can beat this, you can live. Don't forget that you deserve a better life - you can win & live free of anorexia. It's so going to be worth it. Don't let other people's negativity or cynicism/pessimism deny you your right to life. Everyone here wants you to win. ❤❤❤ XXX
Thank you dear…
@@liquefaith **big hugs** ❤❤❤
You conquered today! One minute as a time as you said. Much love from the USA. ❤️
Start eating. You know that you need to take in calories. Certainly you have been told what liquid meals and other foods you should be taking in. If you cannot do that, why not get a nasogastric tube dropped in (not pleasant but also not difficult) and go on a feeding pump? Just let it drip in slowly all around the clock. Worst case, take a cab to the local emergency room, with whoever you signed over medical decisions and let them put you inpatient and get on TPN for a bit then a gtube. (You said in an earlier comment that you signed medical decisions over to someone else) where are they? Homecare visits are only enabling you to keep spiraling down. You have to give control over to someone who is not emotionally involved that can make decisions. A homecare nurse can drop in a feeding tube and set up the pump for you. Your life is really at risk and without a drastic move I fear that you will not make it.
We want you to survive!! Pls don't give up! ❤
So relieved to see you here! 💜Your fighting spirit in the midst of all you're going through is strong. Most people don't understand the terror of chronic illness, pain and suffering- you're illuminating the realities and you are a gift. Just please keep going, you are amazing. Give yourself grace.
Why is no one close by not helping this beautiful soul, she is a gem, there is no excuse for this in this world we need to help this lady❤️
I said that in her last post. That it's upsetting that nobody from her friends or family is helping her. Whatever is going on is probably the reason she's anorexic, no supportive family. They took away my kids and I don't have an appetite either. When there is not support you don't have motivation for anything, you don't even get hungry.
I grew up with this disorder. She has to help herself, to want to get better. I had anorexia at age 13. Lost my period for over 10 years. Progressed into bulimia. But now I have 2 beautiful adult children. She must do the hard work of getting better.
Right now what she needs is money to pay the medical bills. This video has over 1,000 views. If each one of us could put $5 in her gofundme account THAT would help....even $1. I think just about all of us could spare $1.
@@lori7200 she does want to get better and has been working soooo hard….she is in an impossible situation. My heart goes out to her.
@@kecrn4132 I wish her all the best
Much love to you Lique❤️ my heart breaks for your situation, and I wish that you somehow get the support you need. Hugs to you sweet lady💕
Thank you so much for your support dear Gilraen 🙏🏻💖
I commented on a previous video so I hope you see this. Two suggestions: contact a church. They may have members in their congregation that would love to help. A nunnery may even take you in. Secondly, search for expat/student grouos. There are a lot of foreigners who have time or unemployed that could offer a lending hand. Also, the red cross. They may have volunteers!
Church doesn’t help. Dont have much contacts there anymore since Corona. But the ones I contacted said that they don’t offer help to non members 🙄 Because they already have not many volunteers… but I will search for the students, thanks for the tip! 👍🏻🙏🏻
I'm so sorry, there are others like u on here and a dude Nickcado Avocado literly eating himself to death. This shit ain't cool either way, not sure why U Tube allows such destruction and it's ok to sub ,like for views. This is not ok. Eugenia Cooney is another sweet girl that needs much help.
U need yr own documentary and they can house u and get proper help, U Tube is not the place!!💝
can you drink some nutritional shakes that have protein, fats and carbohydrates and vitamins and minerals? I would think it would be easy in your stomach. If you could drink one a day between meals until you are used to it and then two a day and wait until its comfortable, etc.
you can get better!!
I already do that dear…
@@liquefaith hoe is het afgelopen met het AMC? Ik hoop dat het doorgaat.
@@marjol3in heb ik al bij je andere vraag gezegd lief… ik krijg geen voorrang en er is nog steeds een wachtlijst… waren er 7 voor mij toen ik er 2 maanden geleden op kwam te staan. Geen idee hoe dat nu is, maar ik hoor pas weer iets als er plek is 😢
Vervangend huisarts wil me met spoed naar EEN ziekenhuis sturen, maar is terecht bang dat ze me dan niet kunnen helpen. En ook al is t kritiek, toch weer naar huis sturen vanwege grote risico op complicaties bij geen expertise. Dus advies is toch wachten op gespecialiseerde afdeling. Zit er helemaal doorheen… geen idee hoe in leven te blijven tot dan, maar doe wat ik kan 😳
@@liquefaith Sorry, die had ik over het hoofd gezien. Echt erg dat ze hier in Nederland zo met mensen omgaan. Het lijkt haast alsof het in de USA veel beter geregeld is en dat wil wat zeggen.
Heel veel liefs en sterkte. ❣
@@marjol3in dankjewel lief 🙏🏻💖
Have you thought of recording a few videos in Dutch so that you raise awareness of your situation among the people who are in your reach and can actually help? Or maybe trying to contact some local news outlets so that they write an article or something.
So good to see you. Tell the people renting your home they need to get out. Of course you have a contract but ask them nicely to break the lease early. You had no way of knowing what the future brought. Surely they could understand that. 🙏🏻❤️
I was thinking this as well. Clearly due to this dire situation these tenants can break the lease or at the very least shorten the time frame and give them time to find another residence. I feel as though we are not getting all the information to this story. I had a friend years ago who had this condition and EVERYONE in her life bent over backwards to help her for literally YEARS. After a while people have to move on with their own lives given that this condition can and does persist, especially when the person refuses to break their self-destructive habits and behaviors. My prayers are with her but also with her family and friends who are probably devastated by this horror that they must watch till the end. Prayers to all!!😿
I agree. If you give them (I think it is 2 months notice), it is in the UK anyway. then the tenants would have time to find another rental place so you can move back into your place but obviously in the meantime you need somewhere to stay
Or atleast ask if you can stay with them
help yourself
Angelique, I truly hope you'll get the help you deserve as quickly as possible. If we lived in the same country I'd do everything in my ability to help you find proper treatment.
Please don't mind these shitty people who are most likely trolling on your comments. It seems popular these days to persecute people with severe illnesses who're reaching out for help online, because of a couple of rotten apples and conspiracy theories. Those people who say you're after attention don't understand anything about your illness and what kind of help you need.
Thank you for standing up for me dear… that is so sweet! 🙏🏻💖
I'm so pleased to see that you're safe and have somewhere to stay for a little while. I meant to post earlier but I have been wiped out by chronic fatigue. England is having an extreme heatwave and humidity effects MS, specially the fatigue symptoms.
You have such a good mindset, when you talk about eating I sometimes forget briefly that you have an ED. I had an ED, mostly bulimia, for so long. I really think you will recover, it's just compounded by your medical problems. Brighter days are ahead of you. You deserve the best things in your life. xxx
Thank you dear… 🙏🏻💖
Bottom line is you need to start eating even if you don’t want to. That’s why you are so weak! Work up the strength to do that for yourself. Please.
Sending hugs and love from Salt Lake City, Utah. How well I understand what you're going through. Please know that there is hope and healing. I am recovered from my severe eating disorder.
Thank you for sharing this! 🙏🏻
Hospices are for terminal patients who are ill from no choice of there own you are choosing this it is your choice so to be honest you’re not terminally ill. Before anyone jumps on my back I’ve had a lot of problems and dealt with them my own way not killing myself on purpose. I know I sound harsh but it’s you tube were all allowed our opinions good luck with it all
Um yeah you do sound harsh. Angelique is in quite a predicament. She has been left behind by a healthcare system in need of refinement. Specific criteria and standard protocols have left her without a place to be cared for. Her situation is dire. If you watch her previous videos, you’ll understand more about why she was in hospice. I have my own health problems too, but you could show some respect and humanity for another, not be so careless with your remarks. We all have pain, and everyone’s pain matters.
You need to be careful as your killing her with kindness it’s not me being harsh it’s everyone like you agreeing with her it’s killing her. She needs to get it into her head she’s committing suicide you need to stop being to nice as these sort of people thrive on attention that’s why she’s doing it.
ED is a mental illness. You don't choose it anymore than saying someone with MS chose to have MS.
She also has an intestinal illness that started before her ED and now has bone marrow issues.
She has multiple illnesses.
All which are very difficult to treat nevermind if they are congruent.
Anorexia is a mental health illness that is extremely difficult to treat and has the highest mortality rate.
She didn't chose this.
Also, hospice is for anyone sick enough to qualify.
By your logic, if someone went skiing and broke their back and ended up a paraplegic, they wouldn't qualify.
That's messed up on your part.
Hello,
Can you sent me a personal note if i can do anything for you.
I think God lead me to your you tube chanel.
I live near Utrecht and hope i can do something for you.
Lots of love from Wendy
Dr Phil ask if he would like to take your story. If he does he will provide treatment
No cost to you
Is this really true? In that case prayers are really being answered. This would be a great oppertunity.
Hopefully Angelique will take it wirh both hands.
How can she contact dc. Phil?
Am totally open to do this if he would help me!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻
Judy, is there any news yet?
It's good to see you are in a safe place, and are still posting. Life is so complex and challanging. Good luck, love, and hugs!