Lost my dad to alcoholism. Been an addict since 14. Now 27 and clean for 4 months. Did it for him. We were best Friends. I’ve been lost without him 💔 miss you Padre
Been clean on big drugs for 2 years brother, cold turkey it when my god daughter was born, keep going, when I almost relapsed after they took my god daughter I remembered my kids wouldn’t want a dead beat, ik I didn’t, you got this brother, things feel like you can’t do it just remember you got that shit, it’s all in your head brother, don’t hurt your heart for it.
I bet your dad's happy your finding yourself even if it's though him! Pain was never meant to be numbed by drugs and alcohol. Pain is meant to be felt and for us to understand meaning of things. I have and still do things to mask mine, but I'm finally figuring out that when we lose someone or something we care about that there's no reason to add more Pain to a situation that was already painful, but to take pain and turn it into beauty and understanding.
As someone who lost my dad to his battle with addiction, then inheriting those same coping mechanisms, this song hits so different. You're helping people like me heal out here Av. Much love broski.
I feel this too much, my dad was bad on dope for a while, one night a few days before Father’s Day he was drinking that night and apparently got ahold of some methadone and didn’t see the morning… my last words to him where I was too tired to hang out and didn’t have a cig to give him even though I did…. The last words he told me was I was turning into my mother…. I’m severely addicted to Mary Jane to help coupe but haven’t touched anything else tho luckily…. You aren’t alone brother I love you
Absolutely same. I lost him at 12 when he was 36 to alcohol (and maybe pills I'm not sure). He was still in love with my mom and couldn't take when she got with my stepdad. Begged for her back, wouldn't sign the divorce papers, the whole gambit. He was so addicted to alcohol at that point I honestly think quitting cold turkey would have killed him. One day he called her (right after I left from visiting him for Father's Day weekend) and told her "I need you to hear something." Those were his last words. The next thing my mom heard was the gunshot reverberating around the room. Now here I am at 33 drinking like crazy wondering if I'll beat his lifetime high score or if I'm destined for the same end. I've done so much better lately, I think I have a good leash on my demon but I only do it for him and my family. HONESTAV speaks to my heart in ways no other artist has been able to capture. RIP Dad, 9/23/66 - 6/22/03 RIP
Same here dude. Dad drank himself to death, and heroin was mine but now fentanyl has a grip on my soul. I hope that all of us who are relating to this can find peace and happiness. I dont know you, but I just want you to know that if you feel like no one else does; I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE IMPORTANT
This is real talent. Your music speaks to the soul. As an addict from a long line of addicts I feel like he knows exactly what I have felt all my life. Happy to say the cycle stops with me and I have been clean and sober for almost 4 years and my kids won’t know this kind of heartbreak.
My brother would have related so much to your music. Unfortunately he lost his battle with addiction after numbing himself from losing my dad to his battle. So now I find comfort in your music.
I feel this. My brother went first though, 3 days before the 2 year anniversary of my big bros loss I found my dad. Nothing numbs better than what I lost them to
IDK where you came from honestav, but why it take you so long? I am so grateful for your music... I wish I could articulate my feelings into words and beat, might spread some vicarious trauma but it'll move you for real for real... PLEASE DON'T STOP WRITING!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
I lost my dad this February, he was stuck in the hospital for Christmas I got a tiny fake tree so we could have a Christmas inthe hospital knowing he wouldn't leave, the most selfless and gentle person I got to be able to call my dad this music makes me remember him in the best way I just want to hug him one last time
You speak directly to your fan base in words we relate to. Millions of us are addicts, are in recovery, or love some who is. Keep it up brother. We need you!!!
Id rather Overdose has been the first and last song I listen to every day since you dropped it. Thanks for all the good vibes and helping us reminisce on good times. Keep doin you bros!
My dad took his life july 4th of 01. I was 3. The way your music speaks into my soul is absurd. Bout joined him a couple times this year, last night being the second time i came the closest to following those footsteps. Found your music today and wow.
@@trapdeezy23 c'mon trap, fall is coming, Halloween, Christmas, more beautiful sunsets, snow, watching people who are happy (I do) and beautiful men/women who would enjoy your company. I struggle with feelings too would love for u to check out my music too...just know there's people out there who care...I do....just know the world wouldn't shine as bright without u in it...I lost my father too. He gave up on me and my 3 brothers because he wanted to drink and cook meth. I still love and miss him but VERY disappointed on father's who abandon their children. I saw him pistol whip my mom when I was 9. A child should NEVER have to witness that
Bro over the last few months youve helped me so much mentally my girl is dealing with cronhs and ovarian cysts and it's been a battle watching her pain as it gets worse. The pain I feel eats away at my soul so I can only imagine hers. I can only say thank you for not letting us feel alone in these emotions I worry everyday I'm going to lose her to this battle.
im 2 months sober right now from a 28 year alcohol heroin and crack addiction!!! and the last month has been the best ive felt in my whole life, im such a better farther and husband right now that ive ever been to my wife and 3 beautiful kids, its really the best thing i have done for myself and my family, you can do this my friend you really can.
Keep going it gets better as you go. I've been clean for 5 yrs off Heroin, speed, and whatever pills. I even quit smoking cigs. I know your wife and kids appreciate you being there mentally
My dad committed suicide in 2013 after 49 years of just a hard life. He turned to pills, drugs, alcohol; whatever, to fill the void that he’d had since he was a kid. He was a great dad. This song hits so hard. I miss him so much. ❤
Seriously!!!!!!! I found my mom fucking dead age 54 in her sleep 11 yrs ago when I was only 25. It fucked me up forever. I walked out her house with the same bottle that killed her. I've now been 7 yrs clean on herion and opioids and hard drugs. I miss her every fuckinggggg day. My youngest son ax was only 6months old and my oldest Riley her heart boy was 2 1/2.
@@amyeethomas2495 I lost my only brother to hard drugs in 2013, he was 37. He was less than 2 years older and my best friend...I completely understand ❤️❤️❤️
Don’t ever stop bro! There isn’t enough of your sound out there. Pave a way for more like you man. But don’t forget, don’t let the media, “how things should be” be the deciding factor of decisions or choices. Take this life and make it what you want!
“ you were screaming for help no one listening” just found out one of my coworkers passes away reasons are unclear but depression was very much in his life. Be kind to and love your loved ones one never knows when they’re last day will be💔
My mother died due to drinking and not taking care of herself and this song sits in my soul for my mama ❤ rip sara alvarez you were a perfect mother no matter what came between us
I have never had music resonate with my entire life the way yours does. If all else I am so thankful for TikTok because I found your music. I know this life is so hard. Thank you for sharing your music with people like me, it really helps us feel.. not so alone.
I lost my dad when I was 20 and just suffered my first heart break since then. My daughter is your biggest fan and showed me this song....Thank you ❤❤❤❤
Omg every song I’ve heard him speak is my life!!! I’m so sorry you had had to endure all this heartbreak from your family but thank you for putting it into words. Much love man ❤
This song hits DEEP. I lost my dad to addiction last year and I’ve not been right ever since. He was my best friend. My mom and him split growing up because of his addiction and he’d always talk about my mom like this. They never divorced so it truly was til death did them apart. Idk I’ve listened to this over a hundred times on repeat and I’m not even kidding. What a fucking lyrical genius man. I’ve lost EVERY SINGLE friend I grew up with to addiction and I probably would have been a lost cause to if I didn’t learn what it did through my own father. Made me terrified to touch anything and I’m so thankful for him for that. I miss my daddy more than anything and every friend I’ve lost. It’s just like this song was wrote for me and in the darkest part of my life this stranger thanks you so much for this because music like yours and my smoke is the only thing getting me through this past year… your really out here saving lives man. Keep going ❤
I really needed this, I lost my dad 7 years ago and Father’s Day is this Sunday & I need him more than ever and this song made me not feel so alone thank you🥺
This makes me so thankful my dad won his battle with addiction, I love my dad with everything inside of me. My dad is honestly my best friend, I’m so glad he stopped the drugs. He chose us over pills and I thank god every day he did
The honesty in your lyrics hits me hard my dude. Just found you like a week ago been jamming everything on Spotify since. Keep pumping the good jams please
Makes me Miss my Grandma who was more of a mother than my real mom to me. But she struggled with addiction and it took her in the end. Not a day goes bye that I don’t miss her and wish I could have 5 min with her .Your songs are amazing so glad I found you they hit very deep very Relatable…
Claw and kick to get outta this hole!!!! I feel that on a spiritual level! You are amazing and I hope the whole world sees what we all see in u. Hope u blow all the way up this year!
Your music plays constantly in my car now and you continue to help people heal every day. Keep reaching for the stars and you will get there. We need a tour for the peeps that are here before you are selling out stadium shows❤❤
hearing this makes me happy i’m 9 months sober finally, hope i don’t fall deep again🖤. love to all the family’s, friends, siblings we have lost to this battle 🫡🫡
Now this is perfect timing. My old man was an abuser of lots of things. Tried getting clean but he didn't make it, and it's very true, they don't make pills for heartbreak.
Unfortunately my dad passed on his addictive personality, but luckily I watched it ruin him and stick to weed…. I miss you daddy, my son would love you, I even named him after you!, if anyone reading this is struggling now, just know someone loves you like I loved my dad and we need you
Man, having struggled with what seems like the same profound issue of losing my father young to his addiction and finding myself In addiction as well as a side effect to loss your music always seems to reach right into my soul and bring out emotions and thoughts I've struggled to find and accept and attempt cope with I consider myself very fortunate to still be here and to of had someone turn me onto your art, man what I would do to just sit down and have a conversation with ya and see what it's all like for your point if view. It's all very beautifuly raw and a lot of artists don't have that real emotion to their work it's amazing man. Thank you for being here and sharing your art with the world
Thank you for expressing yourself to us. We appreciate the connections we have with you and your experiences. Stay safe. Be good and try to be happy. We love you.
In 2008 i lost my brother. Valium & any drink i could get my hands on (although jim beam was my favorite) became my only concern. This song back then would have been so dope. Thank you. ❤️
thank you so much damn im in tears bro n i aint been able to deal with my brothers murder and my best friend molly oded no one saved her they left her on the floor like she was nothing but ty for this cuz i finally felt the grief n i needed it bad keep elavating bro u so talented n mad potential
Sitting her thinking about the fallen men in my life that should be here for thei kids. Rip Bobby, Brandon, dom i love ya. Broke my almost 3 years no alcohol this evening just got alot on my mind. This song hit hard. Sorry you lost your dad man. I never had one and that messes with me peace be with you brother.
Whenever I'm feeling weak and want to take pills to numb the pain. I draw strength from this song. I just put on this on and tell myself that i never want my kids to feel this.
Lost my dad to alcoholism. Been an addict since 14. Now 27 and clean for 4 months. Did it for him. We were best Friends. I’ve been lost without him 💔 miss you Padre
Keep up the fight brother,shit is rough, but I have faith in us
Proud of you. And know your dad is too. Also lost my dad who battled alcoholism. I've been clean 19 months now.
What a way to honor your dad. Keep it up it’s worth it in every way, I’ve been there and never going back either!
Been clean on big drugs for 2 years brother, cold turkey it when my god daughter was born, keep going, when I almost relapsed after they took my god daughter I remembered my kids wouldn’t want a dead beat, ik I didn’t, you got this brother, things feel like you can’t do it just remember you got that shit, it’s all in your head brother, don’t hurt your heart for it.
I bet your dad's happy your finding yourself even if it's though him! Pain was never meant to be numbed by drugs and alcohol. Pain is meant to be felt and for us to understand meaning of things.
I have and still do things to mask mine, but I'm finally figuring out that when we lose someone or something we care about that there's no reason to add more Pain to a situation that was already painful, but to take pain and turn it into beauty and understanding.
As someone who lost my dad to his battle with addiction, then inheriting those same coping mechanisms, this song hits so different. You're helping people like me heal out here Av. Much love broski.
I feel this too much, my dad was bad on dope for a while, one night a few days before Father’s Day he was drinking that night and apparently got ahold of some methadone and didn’t see the morning… my last words to him where I was too tired to hang out and didn’t have a cig to give him even though I did…. The last words he told me was I was turning into my mother…. I’m severely addicted to Mary Jane to help coupe but haven’t touched anything else tho luckily…. You aren’t alone brother I love you
Absolutely same. I lost him at 12 when he was 36 to alcohol (and maybe pills I'm not sure). He was still in love with my mom and couldn't take when she got with my stepdad. Begged for her back, wouldn't sign the divorce papers, the whole gambit. He was so addicted to alcohol at that point I honestly think quitting cold turkey would have killed him. One day he called her (right after I left from visiting him for Father's Day weekend) and told her "I need you to hear something." Those were his last words. The next thing my mom heard was the gunshot reverberating around the room.
Now here I am at 33 drinking like crazy wondering if I'll beat his lifetime high score or if I'm destined for the same end. I've done so much better lately, I think I have a good leash on my demon but I only do it for him and my family. HONESTAV speaks to my heart in ways no other artist has been able to capture.
RIP Dad, 9/23/66 - 6/22/03
RIP
Feel this so much
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Same here dude. Dad drank himself to death, and heroin was mine but now fentanyl has a grip on my soul.
I hope that all of us who are relating to this can find peace and happiness.
I dont know you, but I just want you to know that if you feel like no one else does; I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE IMPORTANT
This is real talent. Your music speaks to the soul. As an addict from a long line of addicts I feel like he knows exactly what I have felt all my life. Happy to say the cycle stops with me and I have been clean and sober for almost 4 years and my kids won’t know this kind of heartbreak.
100 percent
This guy has some of the most grounded and relatable music out rn
You're not wrong about it.
Bro ibfeel like I know every song in my soul already
TRUTH 💯 ❤
Dude he is one of the guys that’s why 🫶🏻
i was about to say the same thing
you can tell hes been thru some ish the way he hits the nail on the head. phenomenal man your songs really hit home for alot of ppl..
This is the music we need to keep for future generations, 🙏 praying for a vinyl release of these early songs
My brother would have related so much to your music. Unfortunately he lost his battle with addiction after numbing himself from losing my dad to his battle. So now I find comfort in your music.
I feel this. My brother went first though, 3 days before the 2 year anniversary of my big bros loss I found my dad. Nothing numbs better than what I lost them to
That's my feeling. It's been 14 years n I just want/need a break
@@callliexxlost my bro on the year anniversary of our dad's death. I feel this so much friend
@@callliexx sorry for your loss. 😢
@@txrc8so sorry for your loss. That’s terrible. Hope you’re staying strong for them.
IDK where you came from honestav, but why it take you so long? I am so grateful for your music... I wish I could articulate my feelings into words and beat, might spread some vicarious trauma but it'll move you for real for real... PLEASE DON'T STOP WRITING!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
I lost my dad this February, he was stuck in the hospital for Christmas I got a tiny fake tree so we could have a Christmas inthe hospital knowing he wouldn't leave, the most selfless and gentle person I got to be able to call my dad this music makes me remember him in the best way I just want to hug him one last time
It's nice to know that I'm not the only one who can relate to this. But it also sucks that we have to go through it. Grief is ineffable.
Who else here before the release?! ❤❤ much love man
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Been listening to this one on repeat for months I’m so glad it’s getting the recognition it deserves ❤️
Me
Me
Meee❤
This one was deep. Thank you for putting some people's pain into a song. This is so real, goosebumps.... 😢
Your Dad is looking down and SO PROUD of you. Keep ur head up my brother
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You speak directly to your fan base in words we relate to. Millions of us are addicts, are in recovery, or love some who is. Keep it up brother. We need you!!!
Exactly, every word I can relate to.
Id rather Overdose has been the first and last song I listen to every day since you dropped it. Thanks for all the good vibes and helping us reminisce on good times. Keep doin you bros!
Never met my dad but I'm a father and a recovered alcoholic. But these pills don't fix a heart break, I hope my son don't lose me
Amen brother
@@beardedtigerThanks bro
Same boat brother, never met my dad & I'm a recovering opiate addict. Our son's need us brotha 💚 WE DO RECOVER 🫡💚
My dad took his life july 4th of 01. I was 3. The way your music speaks into my soul is absurd. Bout joined him a couple times this year, last night being the second time i came the closest to following those footsteps. Found your music today and wow.
@@trapdeezy23 c'mon trap, fall is coming, Halloween, Christmas, more beautiful sunsets, snow, watching people who are happy (I do) and beautiful men/women who would enjoy your company. I struggle with feelings too would love for u to check out my music too...just know there's people out there who care...I do....just know the world wouldn't shine as bright without u in it...I lost my father too. He gave up on me and my 3 brothers because he wanted to drink and cook meth. I still love and miss him but VERY disappointed on father's who abandon their children. I saw him pistol whip my mom when I was 9. A child should NEVER have to witness that
As someone who grew up in the ozarks and lost his father to addiction I really fw this shit great stuff man
Bro over the last few months youve helped me so much mentally my girl is dealing with cronhs and ovarian cysts and it's been a battle watching her pain as it gets worse. The pain I feel eats away at my soul so I can only imagine hers. I can only say thank you for not letting us feel alone in these emotions I worry everyday I'm going to lose her to this battle.
im 2 months sober right now from a 28 year alcohol heroin and crack addiction!!! and the last month has been the best ive felt in my whole life, im such a better farther and husband right now that ive ever been to my wife and 3 beautiful kids, its really the best thing i have done for myself and my family, you can do this my friend you really can.
Keep going it gets better as you go. I've been clean for 5 yrs off Heroin, speed, and whatever pills. I even quit smoking cigs. I know your wife and kids appreciate you being there mentally
Thank you @@enns5366 👍
Thank you RUclips for recommending this man’s music to me. Every song is so good!!
Love his music so much
i love that music got put in the hands of people with no industry machine behind it, because we get raw emotions and feelings like this.
My dad committed suicide in 2013 after 49 years of just a hard life. He turned to pills, drugs, alcohol; whatever, to fill the void that he’d had since he was a kid. He was a great dad. This song hits so hard. I miss him so much. ❤
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This song is gonna BLOW UP I’m telling you AV this is so beautiful real fucking music that we fucking need stay true to yourself cause you got it ✨
YES 👌👏
It never hit big. Still a good fucking song. But it didn’t hit big like the overdose song
Your doctor seen you as a barcode is so real...I know u with me but u ain't with me ...I honestly love this dude...he is the real deal❤️
Seriously!!!!!!! I found my mom fucking dead age 54 in her sleep 11 yrs ago when I was only 25. It fucked me up forever. I walked out her house with the same bottle that killed her. I've now been 7 yrs clean on herion and opioids and hard drugs. I miss her every fuckinggggg day. My youngest son ax was only 6months old and my oldest Riley her heart boy was 2 1/2.
@@amyeethomas2495 I lost my only brother to hard drugs in 2013, he was 37. He was less than 2 years older and my best friend...I completely understand ❤️❤️❤️
Don’t ever stop bro! There isn’t enough of your sound out there. Pave a way for more like you man. But don’t forget, don’t let the media, “how things should be” be the deciding factor of decisions or choices. Take this life and make it what you want!
song is massively underrated
Reminds me fr of just playing music late af in the night time. I don't know if there is a word for that feeling.
I always felt like this song deserved more recognition than “I’d rather overdose”
this song speaks to my soul ! i hope you get eveerything you want in life my BOY!
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This man and this song. Especially in the last few days. Thank you.
I’m in tears 🥺 this may be the best song I’ve heard this year it feels so real my little heart omg🥺💕
“ you were screaming for help no one listening” just found out one of my coworkers passes away reasons are unclear but depression was very much in his life. Be kind to and love your loved ones one never knows when they’re last day will be💔
My mother died due to drinking and not taking care of herself and this song sits in my soul for my mama ❤ rip sara alvarez you were a perfect mother no matter what came between us
My father, my sister, my best friend, and countless others are gone. How it wasn't me I'll never know. I never thought I'd put the needle down.
she showed me "i'd rather overdose" and now i'm hooked to your music brother
This was on of my favorite songs from HonestAv when I started listening to him a few months ago, so happy it got a video.
you getting right up there with NF & Ren, to me. Real music, real shit, & healing generations.. thank you
Damn, those songs are freaking heartbreaking. Incredible talent for storyteling through music
I have never had music resonate with my entire life the way yours does. If all else I am so thankful for TikTok because I found your music. I know this life is so hard. Thank you for sharing your music with people like me, it really helps us feel.. not so alone.
I lost my dad when I was 20 and just suffered my first heart break since then. My daughter is your biggest fan and showed me this song....Thank you ❤❤❤❤
Omg every song I’ve heard him speak is my life!!! I’m so sorry you had had to endure all this heartbreak from your family but thank you for putting it into words. Much love man ❤
We found the people who are broken like us through him. Thank you av ❤
This song hits hard. Lost my dad to cancer related years of alcoholism. I've been sober 19 months now and I miss him everyday
This song hits DEEP. I lost my dad to addiction last year and I’ve not been right ever since. He was my best friend. My mom and him split growing up because of his addiction and he’d always talk about my mom like this. They never divorced so it truly was til death did them apart. Idk I’ve listened to this over a hundred times on repeat and I’m not even kidding. What a fucking lyrical genius man. I’ve lost EVERY SINGLE friend I grew up with to addiction and I probably would have been a lost cause to if I didn’t learn what it did through my own father. Made me terrified to touch anything and I’m so thankful for him for that. I miss my daddy more than anything and every friend I’ve lost. It’s just like this song was wrote for me and in the darkest part of my life this stranger thanks you so much for this because music like yours and my smoke is the only thing getting me through this past year… your really out here saving lives man. Keep going ❤
Every song reaches into my soul
I’ve listened to this a million times this week… ❤
I really needed this, I lost my dad 7 years ago and Father’s Day is this Sunday & I need him more than ever and this song made me not feel so alone thank you🥺
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The way I can’t stop playing this song over and over 💔
This makes me so thankful my dad won his battle with addiction, I love my dad with everything inside of me. My dad is honestly my best friend, I’m so glad he stopped the drugs. He chose us over pills and I thank god every day he did
Y you making me tear up at work 10 yr sober and this is still the only music that makes sense
I’ve been listening to your music on repeat. Keep it up my man.
Proud of ya stranger...
Some of the most heartfelt music
The honesty in your lyrics hits me hard my dude. Just found you like a week ago been jamming everything on Spotify since. Keep pumping the good jams please
Ive lost my mom and my sisters to addiction that all started with a doctors prescription. I feel you. Thank you for this. ❤
there's comfort in the way your voice captures pain for me. its magic and the songwriting is a chef's kiss. thank u for making music.
Damn bro. Youre really talking to the broken. Im a 28 year old man and this made me tear up. Keep going! The world needs more of you!
Makes me Miss my Grandma who was more of a mother than my real mom to me. But she struggled with addiction and it took her in the end. Not a day goes bye that I don’t miss her and wish I could have 5 min with her .Your songs are amazing so glad I found you they hit very deep very Relatable…
Thank you for making me feel heard and less alone.
Same can’t wait
Keep making music man your gonna help save so many people from letting a long term solution fix a short term problem thank you man🙏💯
Powerful! This is so good! ❤
The New Slim Shady 🔥
Real shit. Looking forward to what else this dude brings. Thanks, man.
Lost so many including my big brother in 2018 and dad. This muaic is so real.
Claw and kick to get outta this hole!!!!
I feel that on a spiritual level! You are amazing and I hope the whole world sees what we all see in u. Hope u blow all the way up this year!
Your music plays constantly in my car now and you continue to help people heal every day. Keep reaching for the stars and you will get there. We need a tour for the peeps that are here before you are selling out stadium shows❤❤
This has been non stop on repeat crazy
hearing this makes me happy i’m 9 months sober finally, hope i don’t fall deep again🖤. love to all the family’s, friends, siblings we have lost to this battle 🫡🫡
Now this is perfect timing. My old man was an abuser of lots of things. Tried getting clean but he didn't make it, and it's very true, they don't make pills for heartbreak.
This song hits different as a father going through shit... Happy Father's Day guys..❤❤ hope all you guys are ok..
This one needs to blow up, honestly his best work so far. His music is gonna do great things ❤
Unfortunately my dad passed on his addictive personality, but luckily I watched it ruin him and stick to weed…. I miss you daddy, my son would love you, I even named him after you!, if anyone reading this is struggling now, just know someone loves you like I loved my dad and we need you
Man, having struggled with what seems like the same profound issue of losing my father young to his addiction and finding myself In addiction as well as a side effect to loss your music always seems to reach right into my soul and bring out emotions and thoughts I've struggled to find and accept and attempt cope with I consider myself very fortunate to still be here and to of had someone turn me onto your art, man what I would do to just sit down and have a conversation with ya and see what it's all like for your point if view. It's all very beautifuly raw and a lot of artists don't have that real emotion to their work it's amazing man. Thank you for being here and sharing your art with the world
Glad you’re blowing up. You deserve to be heard. The world needs your music, atleast those of use that can feel every word.
Thank you for expressing yourself to us. We appreciate the connections we have with you and your experiences. Stay safe. Be good and try to be happy. We love you.
Love you bubba...she misses you dearly
Youre helping me get through my darkest days. I love you wholeheartedly. ❤
been heavy waiting on this video man thank you soo much 🫶🏼
Av bringing more healing for people, I love it.
we're here for this! 📈
It fire bro!!!
In 2008 i lost my brother. Valium & any drink i could get my hands on (although jim beam was my favorite) became my only concern. This song back then would have been so dope. Thank you. ❤️
Your songs never disappoint.
incredible. love this, so much love and respect for you. thank you for helping us heal 🙏🤍
thank you so much damn im in tears bro n i aint been able to deal with my brothers murder and my best friend molly oded no one saved her they left her on the floor like she was nothing but ty for this cuz i finally felt the grief n i needed it bad keep elavating bro u so talented n mad potential
I need a lyric video!
Sitting her thinking about the fallen men in my life that should be here for thei kids. Rip Bobby, Brandon, dom i love ya. Broke my almost 3 years no alcohol this evening just got alot on my mind. This song hit hard. Sorry you lost your dad man. I never had one and that messes with me peace be with you brother.
I have always said this! They don't make pills for a heartbreak. Much Love!!!
I'm so proud of you. Thank you for the words so many of us search to express our pain
I’ve been listening to this song so much lately ❤ this is a beautiful video
Honestav is the voice of all of us in pain love ya man
Whenever I'm feeling weak and want to take pills to numb the pain. I draw strength from this song. I just put on this on and tell myself that i never want my kids to feel this.
Damn man. Deep. ❤. Todays my dads bday. Lost him in 2012. Youre helping me a lot with your songs
AV GOING WORLDWIDE 🙌🎉🙌🎉
Been loving this tune for a bit now Av ! Hits home bro . Wish you all the success in the world kid. Much love sent from Nova Scotia 🫶😎
You lost your mama to this…I lost my baby to this. 💔
my literal life. love you av.
This is a great song 🎵 deep and true and very needed! Love ya bro keep ya head up 💯