Lost my dad to alcoholism. Been an addict since 14. Now 27 and clean for 4 months. Did it for him. We were best Friends. I’ve been lost without him 💔 miss you Padre
Been clean on big drugs for 2 years brother, cold turkey it when my god daughter was born, keep going, when I almost relapsed after they took my god daughter I remembered my kids wouldn’t want a dead beat, ik I didn’t, you got this brother, things feel like you can’t do it just remember you got that shit, it’s all in your head brother, don’t hurt your heart for it.
I bet your dad's happy your finding yourself even if it's though him! Pain was never meant to be numbed by drugs and alcohol. Pain is meant to be felt and for us to understand meaning of things. I have and still do things to mask mine, but I'm finally figuring out that when we lose someone or something we care about that there's no reason to add more Pain to a situation that was already painful, but to take pain and turn it into beauty and understanding.
If you arent known everywhere noone knows a true artist. Every.single. lyric to every song you've put out speaks to so many. Never change. What a brilliant soul.
This.. I write poetry, aspire to write songs one day, and his lyrics and my poetry go hand in hand.. it's like he's a twin flame.. and not just for me, but for MANY.. SO happy for him🎉❤
As someone who lost my dad to his battle with addiction, then inheriting those same coping mechanisms, this song hits so different. You're helping people like me heal out here Av. Much love broski.
I feel this too much, my dad was bad on dope for a while, one night a few days before Father’s Day he was drinking that night and apparently got ahold of some methadone and didn’t see the morning… my last words to him where I was too tired to hang out and didn’t have a cig to give him even though I did…. The last words he told me was I was turning into my mother…. I’m severely addicted to Mary Jane to help coupe but haven’t touched anything else tho luckily…. You aren’t alone brother I love you
Absolutely same. I lost him at 12 when he was 36 to alcohol (and maybe pills I'm not sure). He was still in love with my mom and couldn't take when she got with my stepdad. Begged for her back, wouldn't sign the divorce papers, the whole gambit. He was so addicted to alcohol at that point I honestly think quitting cold turkey would have killed him. One day he called her (right after I left from visiting him for Father's Day weekend) and told her "I need you to hear something." Those were his last words. The next thing my mom heard was the gunshot reverberating around the room. Now here I am at 33 drinking like crazy wondering if I'll beat his lifetime high score or if I'm destined for the same end. I've done so much better lately, I think I have a good leash on my demon but I only do it for him and my family. HONESTAV speaks to my heart in ways no other artist has been able to capture. RIP Dad, 9/23/66 - 6/22/03 RIP
Same here dude. Dad drank himself to death, and heroin was mine but now fentanyl has a grip on my soul. I hope that all of us who are relating to this can find peace and happiness. I dont know you, but I just want you to know that if you feel like no one else does; I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE IMPORTANT
My brother would have related so much to your music. Unfortunately he lost his battle with addiction after numbing himself from losing my dad to his battle. So now I find comfort in your music.
I feel this. My brother went first though, 3 days before the 2 year anniversary of my big bros loss I found my dad. Nothing numbs better than what I lost them to
I lost my mom in 2020 and we had this exact relationship. I was an addict since 13. when it came to drugs I didn't discriminate. ups, down never mattered. I never said no. it's hurt soo fucking much to ever let her see me like that, and even harder in the end when she wouldn't recognize me any more. (When your with me. Your not with me. Now your way up there do you miss me) OMFG man couldn't be put any better. I'll be 40 in 3 months and been clean since burying her after covid restrictions lifted. I haven't been able to cry it out until right now thank you so much for this release
Yup- got a similar feeling with that line... ("i know your with me, but you ain't with me- when you're way up there do you miss me")... they're not here with you, but you still feel like they're here with you and looking at you over your shoulder- hoping you don't turn into what they did.... (at least that's how the shit feels for me).
This is real talent. Your music speaks to the soul. As an addict from a long line of addicts I feel like he knows exactly what I have felt all my life. Happy to say the cycle stops with me and I have been clean and sober for almost 4 years and my kids won’t know this kind of heartbreak.
Id rather Overdose has been the first and last song I listen to every day since you dropped it. Thanks for all the good vibes and helping us reminisce on good times. Keep doin you bros!
You speak directly to your fan base in words we relate to. Millions of us are addicts, are in recovery, or love some who is. Keep it up brother. We need you!!!
I lost my dad this February, he was stuck in the hospital for Christmas I got a tiny fake tree so we could have a Christmas inthe hospital knowing he wouldn't leave, the most selfless and gentle person I got to be able to call my dad this music makes me remember him in the best way I just want to hug him one last time
IDK where you came from honestav, but why it take you so long? I am so grateful for your music... I wish I could articulate my feelings into words and beat, might spread some vicarious trauma but it'll move you for real for real... PLEASE DON'T STOP WRITING!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
1 year today 🎉 Previously had 4 years but lost it in 2021 and took me another 2 years to get sober again. Anyone who has relapsed, just keep on keeping on! One day at a time, thats all we have control over. Stay strong, y'all ❤
Bro over the last few months youve helped me so much mentally my girl is dealing with cronhs and ovarian cysts and it's been a battle watching her pain as it gets worse. The pain I feel eats away at my soul so I can only imagine hers. I can only say thank you for not letting us feel alone in these emotions I worry everyday I'm going to lose her to this battle.
Don’t ever stop bro! There isn’t enough of your sound out there. Pave a way for more like you man. But don’t forget, don’t let the media, “how things should be” be the deciding factor of decisions or choices. Take this life and make it what you want!
Omg every song I’ve heard him speak is my life!!! I’m so sorry you had had to endure all this heartbreak from your family but thank you for putting it into words. Much love man ❤
I have never had music resonate with my entire life the way yours does. If all else I am so thankful for TikTok because I found your music. I know this life is so hard. Thank you for sharing your music with people like me, it really helps us feel.. not so alone.
Claw and kick to get outta this hole!!!! I feel that on a spiritual level! You are amazing and I hope the whole world sees what we all see in u. Hope u blow all the way up this year!
My dad took his life july 4th of 01. I was 3. The way your music speaks into my soul is absurd. Bout joined him a couple times this year, last night being the second time i came the closest to following those footsteps. Found your music today and wow.
@@trapdeezy23 c'mon trap, fall is coming, Halloween, Christmas, more beautiful sunsets, snow, watching people who are happy (I do) and beautiful men/women who would enjoy your company. I struggle with feelings too would love for u to check out my music too...just know there's people out there who care...I do....just know the world wouldn't shine as bright without u in it...I lost my father too. He gave up on me and my 3 brothers because he wanted to drink and cook meth. I still love and miss him but VERY disappointed on father's who abandon their children. I saw him pistol whip my mom when I was 9. A child should NEVER have to witness that
🥺 Stay strong. Life effing sucks these days. Recently lost my 3 year old son and most days I’m ready to end this pain. I hope you’re doing better and life turns around for you, if not I hope that somehow help finds you and blesses you if you can’t find the strength to continue on. This is only a chapter of your story, don’t let it end so soon not knowing what is truly in store for you. 🥹
@@trapdeezy23 sorry yall for the TERRIBLE loss. My buddy lost his father that way too..with a shotgun. He was 12, and never the same...a multi millionaire and probably one of the most miserable people I know..but the money ruined him more I believe...I have lost best friends to drugs and alchohol, and do feel yalls pain. Please check out my music/channel if yall don't mind. I talk, rap about these struggles..hope everyone is having a happy Thanksgiving and weekend...one day at a time yall....👍✌♥️🙏🤝
@@brandiinman2046 I absolutely couldn't imagine anything worse tbh...I raised a beautiful 6 and 8 yr old boy and girl..(on my channel) and I would say is my worst fear loosing one of them...I.. just...couldn't...makes my chest hurt thinking about it. I'm so sorry and understand your pain ,but nowhere close to the extent of it... I'll pray for u. If u get a chance u might like or relate to my music..on my channel. Thankyou and Godbless I hope u have a good Thanksgiving .🙏♥️✌😥
im 2 months sober right now from a 28 year alcohol heroin and crack addiction!!! and the last month has been the best ive felt in my whole life, im such a better farther and husband right now that ive ever been to my wife and 3 beautiful kids, its really the best thing i have done for myself and my family, you can do this my friend you really can.
Keep going it gets better as you go. I've been clean for 5 yrs off Heroin, speed, and whatever pills. I even quit smoking cigs. I know your wife and kids appreciate you being there mentally
Thank you for sharing your pain with us all. I don’t think i could have made it this week without finding your music. Been battling my headspace after losing my girl of 8 years you make it possible. 🙏
Seriously!!!!!!! I found my mom fucking dead age 54 in her sleep 11 yrs ago when I was only 25. It fucked me up forever. I walked out her house with the same bottle that killed her. I've now been 7 yrs clean on herion and opioids and hard drugs. I miss her every fuckinggggg day. My youngest son ax was only 6months old and my oldest Riley her heart boy was 2 1/2.
@@amyeethomas2495 I lost my only brother to hard drugs in 2013, he was 37. He was less than 2 years older and my best friend...I completely understand ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for expressing yourself to us. We appreciate the connections we have with you and your experiences. Stay safe. Be good and try to be happy. We love you.
Man, having struggled with what seems like the same profound issue of losing my father young to his addiction and finding myself In addiction as well as a side effect to loss your music always seems to reach right into my soul and bring out emotions and thoughts I've struggled to find and accept and attempt cope with I consider myself very fortunate to still be here and to of had someone turn me onto your art, man what I would do to just sit down and have a conversation with ya and see what it's all like for your point if view. It's all very beautifuly raw and a lot of artists don't have that real emotion to their work it's amazing man. Thank you for being here and sharing your art with the world
In 2008 i lost my brother. Valium & any drink i could get my hands on (although jim beam was my favorite) became my only concern. This song back then would have been so dope. Thank you. ❤️
The honesty in your lyrics hits me hard my dude. Just found you like a week ago been jamming everything on Spotify since. Keep pumping the good jams please
Loving this! Every song so far put out, even the ones on TikTok that are only verses are incredible!! More people need to hear this! So f*cking happy I found this dude!! Can’t wait to hear more!!
My GMA passed away 1.5 years ago and listening to this yesterday didn’t make me realize I could use it like this. I love this song and thank you homestav for making this bond moment happen w the memories people create w this song, very beautiful
I really needed this, I lost my dad 7 years ago and Father’s Day is this Sunday & I need him more than ever and this song made me not feel so alone thank you🥺
Your music plays constantly in my car now and you continue to help people heal every day. Keep reaching for the stars and you will get there. We need a tour for the peeps that are here before you are selling out stadium shows❤❤
When I first heard this song, I can't begin to tell you how much this song reminded me of my dad. Even the picture of the son and dad on the dirt bike instantly made me think of a picture I have of my brother and our dad. I lost my dad in 2016. He was in a tragic atv accident on my daughters 3rd birthday. What's crazy is they pronounced him dead at 5:47 and she was born 3 years prior at 5:43. I'm not sure why but I've always remembered that all these years now. My dad wasn't into pills but he did enjoy his beer. Miss him so so much ❤ You forever have a fan. Your talented and your music resonates with me and so many others
thank you so much damn im in tears bro n i aint been able to deal with my brothers murder and my best friend molly oded no one saved her they left her on the floor like she was nothing but ty for this cuz i finally felt the grief n i needed it bad keep elavating bro u so talented n mad potential
I love how he gets into it at 2:15, voice it wicked!! this guys got some musical talent, I’ll never stop loving this dudes wicked tunes keep it up honestav 🔥 💚🤘
I lost my dad when I was 20 and just suffered my first heart break since then. My daughter is your biggest fan and showed me this song....Thank you ❤❤❤❤
This song hits DEEP. I lost my dad to addiction last year and I’ve not been right ever since. He was my best friend. My mom and him split growing up because of his addiction and he’d always talk about my mom like this. They never divorced so it truly was til death did them apart. Idk I’ve listened to this over a hundred times on repeat and I’m not even kidding. What a fucking lyrical genius man. I’ve lost EVERY SINGLE friend I grew up with to addiction and I probably would have been a lost cause to if I didn’t learn what it did through my own father. Made me terrified to touch anything and I’m so thankful for him for that. I miss my daddy more than anything and every friend I’ve lost. It’s just like this song was wrote for me and in the darkest part of my life this stranger thanks you so much for this because music like yours and my smoke is the only thing getting me through this past year… your really out here saving lives man. Keep going ❤
Ayyyy Av i promise you we got you and i know youll be amazing in your journey through these woods, but you will make it out and find your way through these times and be stronger for you and what you believe in
Lost my dad to alcoholism. Been an addict since 14. Now 27 and clean for 4 months. Did it for him. We were best Friends. I’ve been lost without him 💔 miss you Padre
Keep up the fight brother,shit is rough, but I have faith in us
Proud of you. And know your dad is too. Also lost my dad who battled alcoholism. I've been clean 19 months now.
What a way to honor your dad. Keep it up it’s worth it in every way, I’ve been there and never going back either!
Been clean on big drugs for 2 years brother, cold turkey it when my god daughter was born, keep going, when I almost relapsed after they took my god daughter I remembered my kids wouldn’t want a dead beat, ik I didn’t, you got this brother, things feel like you can’t do it just remember you got that shit, it’s all in your head brother, don’t hurt your heart for it.
I bet your dad's happy your finding yourself even if it's though him! Pain was never meant to be numbed by drugs and alcohol. Pain is meant to be felt and for us to understand meaning of things.
I have and still do things to mask mine, but I'm finally figuring out that when we lose someone or something we care about that there's no reason to add more Pain to a situation that was already painful, but to take pain and turn it into beauty and understanding.
People like Av are the people that deserve everything in the world. Stay golden brother
If you arent known everywhere noone knows a true artist. Every.single. lyric to every song you've put out speaks to so many. Never change. What a brilliant soul.
This.. I write poetry, aspire to write songs one day, and his lyrics and my poetry go hand in hand.. it's like he's a twin flame.. and not just for me, but for MANY.. SO happy for him🎉❤
you can tell hes been thru some ish the way he hits the nail on the head. phenomenal man your songs really hit home for alot of ppl..
As someone who lost my dad to his battle with addiction, then inheriting those same coping mechanisms, this song hits so different. You're helping people like me heal out here Av. Much love broski.
I feel this too much, my dad was bad on dope for a while, one night a few days before Father’s Day he was drinking that night and apparently got ahold of some methadone and didn’t see the morning… my last words to him where I was too tired to hang out and didn’t have a cig to give him even though I did…. The last words he told me was I was turning into my mother…. I’m severely addicted to Mary Jane to help coupe but haven’t touched anything else tho luckily…. You aren’t alone brother I love you
Absolutely same. I lost him at 12 when he was 36 to alcohol (and maybe pills I'm not sure). He was still in love with my mom and couldn't take when she got with my stepdad. Begged for her back, wouldn't sign the divorce papers, the whole gambit. He was so addicted to alcohol at that point I honestly think quitting cold turkey would have killed him. One day he called her (right after I left from visiting him for Father's Day weekend) and told her "I need you to hear something." Those were his last words. The next thing my mom heard was the gunshot reverberating around the room.
Now here I am at 33 drinking like crazy wondering if I'll beat his lifetime high score or if I'm destined for the same end. I've done so much better lately, I think I have a good leash on my demon but I only do it for him and my family. HONESTAV speaks to my heart in ways no other artist has been able to capture.
RIP Dad, 9/23/66 - 6/22/03
RIP
Feel this so much
@@Anhedonia23 ☮❤
Same here dude. Dad drank himself to death, and heroin was mine but now fentanyl has a grip on my soul.
I hope that all of us who are relating to this can find peace and happiness.
I dont know you, but I just want you to know that if you feel like no one else does; I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE IMPORTANT
This guy has some of the most grounded and relatable music out rn
You're not wrong about it.
Bro ibfeel like I know every song in my soul already
TRUTH 💯 ❤
Dude he is one of the guys that’s why 🫶🏻
i was about to say the same thing
My brother would have related so much to your music. Unfortunately he lost his battle with addiction after numbing himself from losing my dad to his battle. So now I find comfort in your music.
I feel this. My brother went first though, 3 days before the 2 year anniversary of my big bros loss I found my dad. Nothing numbs better than what I lost them to
That's my feeling. It's been 14 years n I just want/need a break
@@callliexxlost my bro on the year anniversary of our dad's death. I feel this so much friend
@@callliexx sorry for your loss. 😢
@@txrc8so sorry for your loss. That’s terrible. Hope you’re staying strong for them.
I lost my mom in 2020 and we had this exact relationship. I was an addict since 13. when it came to drugs I didn't discriminate. ups, down never mattered. I never said no. it's hurt soo fucking much to ever let her see me like that, and even harder in the end when she wouldn't recognize me any more. (When your with me. Your not with me. Now your way up there do you miss me) OMFG man couldn't be put any better. I'll be 40 in 3 months and been clean since burying her after covid restrictions lifted. I haven't been able to cry it out until right now thank you so much for this release
Yup- got a similar feeling with that line... ("i know your with me, but you ain't with me- when you're way up there do you miss me")...
they're not here with you, but you still feel like they're here with you and looking at you over your shoulder- hoping you don't turn into what they did....
(at least that's how the shit feels for me).
This is the music we need to keep for future generations, 🙏 praying for a vinyl release of these early songs
This is real talent. Your music speaks to the soul. As an addict from a long line of addicts I feel like he knows exactly what I have felt all my life. Happy to say the cycle stops with me and I have been clean and sober for almost 4 years and my kids won’t know this kind of heartbreak.
100 percent
Id rather Overdose has been the first and last song I listen to every day since you dropped it. Thanks for all the good vibes and helping us reminisce on good times. Keep doin you bros!
Your Dad is looking down and SO PROUD of you. Keep ur head up my brother
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It's nice to know that I'm not the only one who can relate to this. But it also sucks that we have to go through it. Grief is ineffable.
“Life is full of grief, to exactly the degree we allow ourselves to love other people”
Be easy my friend
i love that music got put in the hands of people with no industry machine behind it, because we get raw emotions and feelings like this.
This one was deep. Thank you for putting some people's pain into a song. This is so real, goosebumps.... 😢
You speak directly to your fan base in words we relate to. Millions of us are addicts, are in recovery, or love some who is. Keep it up brother. We need you!!!
Exactly, every word I can relate to.
I lost my dad this February, he was stuck in the hospital for Christmas I got a tiny fake tree so we could have a Christmas inthe hospital knowing he wouldn't leave, the most selfless and gentle person I got to be able to call my dad this music makes me remember him in the best way I just want to hug him one last time
Who else here before the release?! ❤❤ much love man
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Been listening to this one on repeat for months I’m so glad it’s getting the recognition it deserves ❤️
Me
Me
Meee❤
How is this dude not the biggest recording star in America???
Because more people need to listen to
thats what im saying, this guy needs to be hooked up with a lable. love all his music.
Cause his music doesn’t promote violence and drug use 🤷🏽♂️
He is to me!!!
IDK where you came from honestav, but why it take you so long? I am so grateful for your music... I wish I could articulate my feelings into words and beat, might spread some vicarious trauma but it'll move you for real for real... PLEASE DON'T STOP WRITING!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
Right where did he come from!!love his lyrics and voice! Guitar is on point also 👌
“Doc told u to take one but you was taken 3”
Springfield Missouri
Dudes making awesome music for years, bout time it gets more widespread.
Thank you RUclips for recommending this man’s music to me. Every song is so good!!
Love his music so much
1 year today 🎉
Previously had 4 years but lost it in 2021 and took me another 2 years to get sober again. Anyone who has relapsed, just keep on keeping on! One day at a time, thats all we have control over. Stay strong, y'all ❤
As someone who grew up in the ozarks and lost his father to addiction I really fw this shit great stuff man
there's comfort in the way your voice captures pain for me. its magic and the songwriting is a chef's kiss. thank u for making music.
Damn, those songs are freaking heartbreaking. Incredible talent for storyteling through music
Bro over the last few months youve helped me so much mentally my girl is dealing with cronhs and ovarian cysts and it's been a battle watching her pain as it gets worse. The pain I feel eats away at my soul so I can only imagine hers. I can only say thank you for not letting us feel alone in these emotions I worry everyday I'm going to lose her to this battle.
Don’t ever stop bro! There isn’t enough of your sound out there. Pave a way for more like you man. But don’t forget, don’t let the media, “how things should be” be the deciding factor of decisions or choices. Take this life and make it what you want!
The message and feeling behind his music takes it to a whole other level.
Omg every song I’ve heard him speak is my life!!! I’m so sorry you had had to endure all this heartbreak from your family but thank you for putting it into words. Much love man ❤
For anyone who thinks Av don't deserve this life and opportunities that he's getting right now. I will fight you on everything I love.
this song speaks to my soul ! i hope you get eveerything you want in life my BOY!
I have never had music resonate with my entire life the way yours does. If all else I am so thankful for TikTok because I found your music. I know this life is so hard. Thank you for sharing your music with people like me, it really helps us feel.. not so alone.
Claw and kick to get outta this hole!!!!
I feel that on a spiritual level! You are amazing and I hope the whole world sees what we all see in u. Hope u blow all the way up this year!
This was on of my favorite songs from HonestAv when I started listening to him a few months ago, so happy it got a video.
I’ve been listening to your music on repeat. Keep it up my man.
you getting right up there with NF & Ren, to me. Real music, real shit, & healing generations.. thank you
My dad took his life july 4th of 01. I was 3. The way your music speaks into my soul is absurd. Bout joined him a couple times this year, last night being the second time i came the closest to following those footsteps. Found your music today and wow.
@@trapdeezy23 c'mon trap, fall is coming, Halloween, Christmas, more beautiful sunsets, snow, watching people who are happy (I do) and beautiful men/women who would enjoy your company. I struggle with feelings too would love for u to check out my music too...just know there's people out there who care...I do....just know the world wouldn't shine as bright without u in it...I lost my father too. He gave up on me and my 3 brothers because he wanted to drink and cook meth. I still love and miss him but VERY disappointed on father's who abandon their children. I saw him pistol whip my mom when I was 9. A child should NEVER have to witness that
🥺 Stay strong. Life effing sucks these days. Recently lost my 3 year old son and most days I’m ready to end this pain. I hope you’re doing better and life turns around for you, if not I hope that somehow help finds you and blesses you if you can’t find the strength to continue on. This is only a chapter of your story, don’t let it end so soon not knowing what is truly in store for you. 🥹
@@trapdeezy23 sorry yall for the TERRIBLE loss. My buddy lost his father that way too..with a shotgun. He was 12, and never the same...a multi millionaire and probably one of the most miserable people I know..but the money ruined him more I believe...I have lost best friends to drugs and alchohol, and do feel yalls pain. Please check out my music/channel if yall don't mind. I talk, rap about these struggles..hope everyone is having a happy Thanksgiving and weekend...one day at a time yall....👍✌♥️🙏🤝
@@brandiinman2046 I absolutely couldn't imagine anything worse tbh...I raised a beautiful 6 and 8 yr old boy and girl..(on my channel) and I would say is my worst fear loosing one of them...I.. just...couldn't...makes my chest hurt thinking about it. I'm so sorry and understand your pain ,but nowhere close to the extent of it... I'll pray for u. If u get a chance u might like or relate to my music..on my channel. Thankyou and Godbless I hope u have a good Thanksgiving
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Reminds me fr of just playing music late af in the night time. I don't know if there is a word for that feeling.
Thank you for making me feel heard and less alone.
Damn bro. Youre really talking to the broken. Im a 28 year old man and this made me tear up. Keep going! The world needs more of you!
I’m in tears 🥺 this may be the best song I’ve heard this year it feels so real my little heart omg🥺💕
Glad you’re blowing up. You deserve to be heard. The world needs your music, atleast those of use that can feel every word.
im 2 months sober right now from a 28 year alcohol heroin and crack addiction!!! and the last month has been the best ive felt in my whole life, im such a better farther and husband right now that ive ever been to my wife and 3 beautiful kids, its really the best thing i have done for myself and my family, you can do this my friend you really can.
Keep going it gets better as you go. I've been clean for 5 yrs off Heroin, speed, and whatever pills. I even quit smoking cigs. I know your wife and kids appreciate you being there mentally
Thank you @@enns5366 👍
Just heard you for the first time 15 minutes ago. 3 out of 4 songs have me in tears. Literally bawling. Fuck.
Your music fucks me up for weeks but I think it's needed healing. Thanks man
Keep making music man your gonna help save so many people from letting a long term solution fix a short term problem thank you man🙏💯
2:04
This man and this song. Especially in the last few days. Thank you.
Been loving this tune for a bit now Av ! Hits home bro . Wish you all the success in the world kid. Much love sent from Nova Scotia 🫶😎
she showed me "i'd rather overdose" and now i'm hooked to your music brother
Thank you for sharing your pain with us all. I don’t think i could have made it this week without finding your music. Been battling my headspace after losing my girl of 8 years you make it possible. 🙏
This song is gonna BLOW UP I’m telling you AV this is so beautiful real fucking music that we fucking need stay true to yourself cause you got it ✨
YES 👌👏
It never hit big. Still a good fucking song. But it didn’t hit big like the overdose song
song is massively underrated
Some of the most heartfelt music
Your doctor seen you as a barcode is so real...I know u with me but u ain't with me ...I honestly love this dude...he is the real deal❤️
Seriously!!!!!!! I found my mom fucking dead age 54 in her sleep 11 yrs ago when I was only 25. It fucked me up forever. I walked out her house with the same bottle that killed her. I've now been 7 yrs clean on herion and opioids and hard drugs. I miss her every fuckinggggg day. My youngest son ax was only 6months old and my oldest Riley her heart boy was 2 1/2.
@@amyeethomas2495 I lost my only brother to hard drugs in 2013, he was 37. He was less than 2 years older and my best friend...I completely understand ❤️❤️❤️
incredible. love this, so much love and respect for you. thank you for helping us heal 🙏🤍
Sober 6/3/05. There is ALWAYS HOPE! You are a huge talent my dear..your songs touch the soul.. Thank you!
this hits different. all love brother
Thank you for expressing yourself to us. We appreciate the connections we have with you and your experiences. Stay safe. Be good and try to be happy. We love you.
Youre helping me get through my darkest days. I love you wholeheartedly. ❤
The way I can’t stop playing this song over and over 💔
I always felt like this song deserved more recognition than “I’d rather overdose”
Man, having struggled with what seems like the same profound issue of losing my father young to his addiction and finding myself In addiction as well as a side effect to loss your music always seems to reach right into my soul and bring out emotions and thoughts I've struggled to find and accept and attempt cope with I consider myself very fortunate to still be here and to of had someone turn me onto your art, man what I would do to just sit down and have a conversation with ya and see what it's all like for your point if view. It's all very beautifuly raw and a lot of artists don't have that real emotion to their work it's amazing man. Thank you for being here and sharing your art with the world
I'm so proud of you. Thank you for the words so many of us search to express our pain
Bro you are so talented. Keep doing your thing. I'm not sure where this song was when I needed it last year. But here it is.
Thank you for making music for all of us who have a family that addiction ravages. We don't feel so alone because of you.
Literally every song ive heard so far just hits. I hate when someone say "dont listsn to sad music when your sad". This music heals me.
Much love bro coming from New Mexico! God bless my dude I wish all the blessings in the world for you!
Y you making me tear up at work 10 yr sober and this is still the only music that makes sense
I heard this guy on an IG video… I’m a fan for sure! The story, voice, every damn bit of it!
In 2008 i lost my brother. Valium & any drink i could get my hands on (although jim beam was my favorite) became my only concern. This song back then would have been so dope. Thank you. ❤️
i wish the best for you dont let this music world change u cus a lot of artist dont have a purpose but u do so dnt lose ur purpose
The honesty in your lyrics hits me hard my dude. Just found you like a week ago been jamming everything on Spotify since. Keep pumping the good jams please
Loving this! Every song so far put out, even the ones on TikTok that are only verses are incredible!! More people need to hear this! So f*cking happy I found this dude!! Can’t wait to hear more!!
My GMA passed away 1.5 years ago and listening to this yesterday didn’t make me realize I could use it like this. I love this song and thank you homestav for making this bond moment happen w the memories people create w this song, very beautiful
You’re definitely one of my favorite artists, my kids love you too!!🤟🏼🤟🏼
the fact that i can i relate to all of ur music in some way i wish u the best in life man.
Your songs never disappoint.
I’ve been listening to this song so much lately ❤ this is a beautiful video
Real shit. Looking forward to what else this dude brings. Thanks, man.
This is so fucking beautiful!!! Such a great song!!! My guy!! You gonna BLOW up ! You're music is so real & touches my heart everytime!!!
Sounds great! Great voice, lyrics, visuals
I really needed this, I lost my dad 7 years ago and Father’s Day is this Sunday & I need him more than ever and this song made me not feel so alone thank you🥺
❤️❤️🥺
Honestav is the voice of all of us in pain love ya man
Your music plays constantly in my car now and you continue to help people heal every day. Keep reaching for the stars and you will get there. We need a tour for the peeps that are here before you are selling out stadium shows❤❤
Thank you for the music seriously saving me daily. Thank you
This one needs to blow up, honestly his best work so far. His music is gonna do great things ❤
Dudes got the soul he needs if he's struggling, music is dope. His songwriting is more on point than he likely knows
When I first heard this song, I can't begin to tell you how much this song reminded me of my dad. Even the picture of the son and dad on the dirt bike instantly made me think of a picture I have of my brother and our dad. I lost my dad in 2016. He was in a tragic atv accident on my daughters 3rd birthday. What's crazy is they pronounced him dead at 5:47 and she was born 3 years prior at 5:43. I'm not sure why but I've always remembered that all these years now. My dad wasn't into pills but he did enjoy his beer. Miss him so so much ❤
You forever have a fan. Your talented and your music resonates with me and so many others
thank you so much damn im in tears bro n i aint been able to deal with my brothers murder and my best friend molly oded no one saved her they left her on the floor like she was nothing but ty for this cuz i finally felt the grief n i needed it bad keep elavating bro u so talented n mad potential
This is a great song 🎵 deep and true and very needed! Love ya bro keep ya head up 💯
I love how he gets into it at 2:15, voice it wicked!!
this guys got some musical talent, I’ll never stop loving this dudes wicked tunes keep it up honestav 🔥 💚🤘
I love your music!! Thank you for your strength and hope
Love this so much . So deep so emotional but such a good vibe . Ur music is just so unique man . I listen always and it never gets played out or old
Hope you make it down to nw Arkansas one day or I can catch a show in MO but thanks for making music man. It's too goood
This song hits hard. Lost my dad to cancer related years of alcoholism. I've been sober 19 months now and I miss him everyday
I lost my dad when I was 20 and just suffered my first heart break since then. My daughter is your biggest fan and showed me this song....Thank you ❤❤❤❤
This song hits DEEP. I lost my dad to addiction last year and I’ve not been right ever since. He was my best friend. My mom and him split growing up because of his addiction and he’d always talk about my mom like this. They never divorced so it truly was til death did them apart. Idk I’ve listened to this over a hundred times on repeat and I’m not even kidding. What a fucking lyrical genius man. I’ve lost EVERY SINGLE friend I grew up with to addiction and I probably would have been a lost cause to if I didn’t learn what it did through my own father. Made me terrified to touch anything and I’m so thankful for him for that. I miss my daddy more than anything and every friend I’ve lost. It’s just like this song was wrote for me and in the darkest part of my life this stranger thanks you so much for this because music like yours and my smoke is the only thing getting me through this past year… your really out here saving lives man. Keep going ❤
Damn man. Deep. ❤. Todays my dads bday. Lost him in 2012. Youre helping me a lot with your songs
Ayyyy Av i promise you we got you and i know youll be amazing in your journey through these woods, but you will make it out and find your way through these times and be stronger for you and what you believe in
This hits home hard. Love your music