Im a disabled veteran and suffer from combat related PTSD after a 15 month tour in Iraq and every day for the past 9 or 10 years has been literally hell! I also suffer from a mild TBI and major depression disorder. I too suffer from alcoholism and I can never see my life getting better, everything from the pharmaceutical drugs the VA pumps into my body, the hospitalizations and therapy have had ZERO effect on my issues! I have contemplated suicide a dozen or so times...tried twice but thankfully I was unsuccessful! I am a father of three beautiful children and all i want in life is to be happy and enjoy my family! I have recently learned about psilocybin and the benefits it has on the problems that haunt me! I will soon be trying these mushrooms in an attempt to find some relief and maybe I too can find happiness and a love for living things! It brings me to tears just thinking that there is one more option I can try...and its proven to be effective in so many people. Thank you for telling your story...it was inspirational
There are other medicinal plants of you want and nees to research too. Like Ayahuasca, San Pedro you have to travel for this but they may be helpful. Anyway blessing and love with your healing journey! 💚
Thank you for sharing. Thus gives me hope for myself and my constant need for food and likely ADHD. Life after divorce is getting harder and harder and I am looking for something to help my mental and emotional state.
WOW Look how far you've come that's fantastic that you found something that works for you. I became awake because of mushrooms, I'm a bit scared to take them again. I've microdosed a lot in the past though. I could do this through a week of not being bothered would be fantastic.
Agreed. It just really really helped turn on parts if my mind I never turned on. It turned off a lot of intrusive thoughts and anxiety. It really helped me see how beautiful life is and how im destroying it with ALCOHOL and low self esteem. It can help us understand our trauma and journey. Much love and light to you! Thanks for stopping by! Definitely subscribe and keep in touch
I’m on the path of trying psilocybin capsules I will take 4 the 1st time wait 4-5 days then 2 every 4-5 days for a month I really hope this helps as I suffer from major depression, generalized anxiety, panic disorder and PTSD
I feel the struggle you had, I was sober 8 months there and decided to get whisky I drank that much I could have killed myself. It lasted 1 week, luckily this time I never caused trouble, I have everything to live for, I believe in something powerful running my life. I got shrooms and took them over 3 days, I'm buying more, they aren't addictive. Did you take kratom also? I felt good this morning before I took the last 3rd of packet. My next packet I'm going to plan better, to be honest my head was still a mess after my binge but I'm not craving that backwards booze. Thankyou for sharing this. I got a flashback in my bed last night, we shall see what tomorrow brings, alcohol has ruined my thinking I hope it can heal more, I do niacin b3 flush too.
Good. Move forward!!! Evolve and grow with the pain. You deserve a better life. Address the pain. Get low and down and dirty and find the trauma within that causing the pain and desire to numb out. It's about building a life you want to be present for. A life you want to wake up for!!!
Yes. Just to get acquainted with it. The power. It's very profound. And it would be good to kinda get used to it or feel it a little. Gram. Maybe gram and half. Then. When you're ready for the real deal and ready to let go and have control and set up a nice day or night trip. Let go. Surrender. Be shown the powers and bath in God's love:) complete reset.
Awesome video, hope all is well with you. I'm a heavy drinker. Did you stop drinking cold turkey? I currently drink over a fifth of gin. I'm worried about withdrawals. Thanks in advance,
Ween down. Skip a day or just wait longer and longer. It's like this......at the end of the day--are you going towards death or LIFE!?! You can break through and get to a better existence
Im a disabled veteran and suffer from combat related PTSD after a 15 month tour in Iraq and every day for the past 9 or 10 years has been literally hell! I also suffer from a mild TBI and major depression disorder. I too suffer from alcoholism and I can never see my life getting better, everything from the pharmaceutical drugs the VA pumps into my body, the hospitalizations and therapy have had ZERO effect on my issues! I have contemplated suicide a dozen or so times...tried twice but thankfully I was unsuccessful! I am a father of three beautiful children and all i want in life is to be happy and enjoy my family! I have recently learned about psilocybin and the benefits it has on the problems that haunt me! I will soon be trying these mushrooms in an attempt to find some relief and maybe I too can find happiness and a love for living things! It brings me to tears just thinking that there is one more option I can try...and its proven to be effective in so many people. Thank you for telling your story...it was inspirational
There is hope my brother. A better life is within reach
Please share us your experience with it brother, blessings
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There are other medicinal plants of you want and nees to research too. Like Ayahuasca, San Pedro you have to travel for this but they may be helpful. Anyway blessing and love with your healing journey! 💚
Ayuaska orlando florida. 4 times should help get rid of ptsd. Shrooms should help to.
True works for alcohol addiction. Small microdose 3 hours before bed. Also helps with PTSD.
Thank you for sharing. Thus gives me hope for myself and my constant need for food and likely ADHD. Life after divorce is getting harder and harder and I am looking for something to help my mental and emotional state.
Jillian Schempp give it a try
I cured adhd with shrooms. Let me know if you want to know how
Proud of you bud, same situation with me. But I just did 3,5 grams two days in a row but it healed adhd depression Tourette’s ocd
.. crazy substance.
It's a wonderful tool!!!!!
Thank you for your video man hope your doing well
WOW Look how far you've come that's fantastic that you found something that works for you. I became awake because of mushrooms, I'm a bit scared to take them again. I've microdosed a lot in the past though.
I could do this through a week of not being bothered would be fantastic.
Agreed. It just really really helped turn on parts if my mind I never turned on. It turned off a lot of intrusive thoughts and anxiety. It really helped me see how beautiful life is and how im destroying it with ALCOHOL and low self esteem.
It can help us understand our trauma and journey. Much love and light to you! Thanks for stopping by! Definitely subscribe and keep in touch
Excellent, EXCELLENT and profound encouragement. Thankyou *
My pleasure!
Thank you!
Thank you so much I have heard many good things about this.
Awesome dude! Keep on trucking
I want to try it.i cried to lot a month and get traumatic with that event
I think your work is amazing
I’m on the path of trying psilocybin capsules I will take 4 the 1st time wait 4-5 days then 2 every 4-5 days for a month I really hope this helps as I suffer from major depression, generalized anxiety, panic disorder and PTSD
Very good yes. And develop a relationship with nature. Study stoic. And learn the mushroom is a tool to develop into the best you
John Schaefer I was offered kambo sessions but I feel like that would be more intense than psilocybin
Where can you find capsules?
I feel the struggle you had, I was sober 8 months there and decided to get whisky I drank that much I could have killed myself. It lasted 1 week, luckily this time I never caused trouble, I have everything to live for, I believe in something powerful running my life. I got shrooms and took them over 3 days, I'm buying more, they aren't addictive. Did you take kratom also? I felt good this morning before I took the last 3rd of packet. My next packet I'm going to plan better, to be honest my head was still a mess after my binge but I'm not craving that backwards booze. Thankyou for sharing this. I got a flashback in my bed last night, we shall see what tomorrow brings, alcohol has ruined my thinking I hope it can heal more, I do niacin b3 flush too.
Good. Move forward!!! Evolve and grow with the pain. You deserve a better life.
Address the pain. Get low and down and dirty and find the trauma within that causing the pain and desire to numb out. It's about building a life you want to be present for. A life you want to wake up for!!!
Yes. Kratom helped me with a lot of alcohol symptoms and withdraws
@@JohnSchaeferUNIVERSE definitely
Very happy for you.
How are you, now?
Great!!! A new life. A new path. A new outlook and gratitude for so much
@@JohnSchaeferUNIVERSE you inspire me
@@JohnSchaeferUNIVERSE this is so incurring.
God bless you, man!
well said brother!
I want to have a full on journey. Would you suggest microdocing first?
Yes. Just to get acquainted with it. The power. It's very profound. And it would be good to kinda get used to it or feel it a little.
Gram. Maybe gram and half.
Then. When you're ready for the real deal and ready to let go and have control and set up a nice day or night trip.
Let go. Surrender. Be shown the powers and bath in God's love:) complete reset.
Awesome video, hope all is well with you. I'm a heavy drinker. Did you stop drinking cold turkey? I currently drink over a fifth of gin. I'm worried about withdrawals. Thanks in advance,
I used kratom and weed. Just tried to exercise too. Lots of good food too!!!
Ween down. Skip a day or just wait longer and longer. It's like this......at the end of the day--are you going towards death or LIFE!?! You can break through and get to a better existence
@@JohnSchaeferUNIVERSE thank you so much! I'm choosing life!
Everything is everything
i've been addicted to smoking for like 10 years now ..where can i buy capsules online ??
You're going to want to talk to a friend. Or a hippie in your area. Gotta be someone smart and spiritual.
i see you, you are beautiful man!