MY EXPERIENCE WITH DMT: a lesson of letting go & surrender
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- Опубликовано: 30 сен 2024
- this one took long enough for me to talk about. I think it is because I was so scared of feeling invalidated by the fact that I have taken psychedelics but I am so grateful for this expansive feeling in my heart that has allowed me to open up to you all in a new way.
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Wow, amazing report! And very interesting personal story! Thank you so much for sharing your experiences so honestly ❤️🙏🏽
Thank you for commenting! It took me YEARS to fully process what actually happened & what I learned but I think that’s definitely part of the beauty of it! And open honest stories are what help people be more open to trying or at least getting more educated!
I’m struggling with letting go for the dmt trip so this video is extremely helpful. Thank you so much for sharing this video ❤
Amazing that the first time you did dmt you had a breakthrough experience, I didn't have a breakthrough until my like 12th or 13th time trying. I really feel like you can only breakthrough when the time is right. When I broke through it kinda went like this, I took huge inhales of way too much dmt. My thoughts instantly sped up to a million miles an hour and I went bloop.
I did black out for a bit because I loaded more then enough to breakthrough which I didn't know at the time. I just wanted a breakthrough experience.
During the black out I had never felt that much peace in my entire life. It was like every muscle in my body went completely limp. It felt like I no longer had a body. My sense of self was gone, there was nothing yet everything. It's was pure being.
As I started to come back to my body my entire life sorta unraveled in one moment and at that point my mind was blown. It made me sure that I was exactly where I'm supposed to be and there's nothing to worry about.
Hope you are doing well and thanks for sharing!
Thank you for sharing this wonderful experience and for resonating with mine. I recently just did 1/8 of psilocybin and had many new insights and I am hoping that I can share them soon. 🙏🏽
@@thesweetlife. psilocybin is by far my favorite, there is so much wisdom and it's much easier to understand due to it being hours long. Psilocybin is what really turned my life around. After a terrifying trip It had completely dismantled my previous views on religion. I was into institutionalized religion at the time and after that trip it made me realize that we are one. And that almost all religions contain truths. It made me see how related religions are. They all speak about the oneness of God, or the Dao, source, Brahman. I later understood why Jesus said he is the father, I dont believe he meant just himself. I believe he meant we all are apart of the father. Even the prophet mohammed brought similar things. There's a famous verse from the quran that says, "God is closer to you than your jugular vein."
It's funny that people fight over religion, like why argue about who was the real messenger, did you even understand the message?! Hahaha.
I'd love to hear about your experience with an 1/8. I'll be tuned in ✌☯️
I have tried dmt 4 times now. have experienced that I only get a bath trip, understood in the way that the darkness comes and that I have to die, a creature who feels mega creepy. last time I came to take to much. I was gone for an hour. usually it is a maximum of 20 minutes. and this time the good light-love was not there. the feeling of horror. is indescribable I have never been so scared ever. I am not religious, but called on Jesus Christ for help and asked for mercy .. haha However, I have no doubt it is not the last time I have to try again.. I feel wiser and better equipped for it now .. That pattern is my ego. which is mega big and will not give the control away... I Will do a mantra next time
Honestly, my trip was pretty terrifying as well. It took me a long time to even be able to share the story and get over it. Thank you for sharing!
Amazing video!
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Never cared for it but to each Thier own . What ever makes you happy . That's what matters .
I’ve never done it again for a reason !! I think the lessons were very important but I don’t think I’d do it again. 🤍
Who else agrees: You don’t find DMT, DMT finds you 😂
ciara marie I agree
Yeah that's kind of true 🙏🏽
But I actually was very proactive about getting it 😂
I saw your video on the ego death - I think THAT is what actually eventually finds all of us. 👌🏽😆