everyone bashing on psychedelics and yet they drink and had done tons of drugs and have the impudence to blame it on something that is our only way out of this ignorance is bliss bullshit belief just cause everyone thinks thye got enlightened for having seen some stuff in some other bullshit dimension when not having navigated anywhere really…
@user-xo6qx4ii9c yeah do that first lol. But if you are absolutely dead set give DMT a go first. I have a feeling it would work really, really well to change people's minds
My man, I had the same exact experience but with lsd. I did lsd every other day for two years when I was 17. Then I finally hit my bad trip and experienced the same thing you did for 4 days straight. Shadows dancing and trying to get me. Shadows of what I thought was demons on the side of my face taunting me. My friends trying to kill me. I was messed for years. I feel the pain you’re feeling. I tried dmt 3 years ago and told the shamim about the issues. Took the first hit and all the flash backs came and I backed off the first hit. I just want you to know that it will pass. Stay strong.
Taking lsd every other day would make it useless pretty fast. If you take 1 tab. You have to wait a week. Or you could take 2 tabs, but your trip will be the same as 1 tab. You have to take 4 to double your trip with your new IMMEDIATE tolerance
I’m not an expert but I’m pretty sure this wasn’t the dmt that caused this. Chronic alcohol consumption can cause psychosis and or worsen mental states and you also mentioned childhood trauma. I truly hope that we can find better ways to help people.
I have experienced psychosis from alcohol abuse and his was a different experience in a big way but it is possible. I’m not a biologist or scientist either so you could be right but it was still very different.
@@Simsandwichoffical Hey I hope you're doing ok and wish you the best, I am wondering if you had BPD or psychosis since you were younger or did psychedelics bring this on? Like did you potentially have an underlying mental health condition since you were young?
@@Simsandwichoffical ok thank you for the reply, I wish you the absolute best, sending some positive energy and hope that things in due time get better for you
I never really understood "ignorance is bliss" until I had my own traumatizing experience almost 2 years ago. I'm doing better now, but I definitely haven't fully recovered, and I don't know if I ever will. I still have terrible anxiety every now and then and current events in my life certainly aren't helping. But hey, Im glad I at least dont feel like I'm in hell 24/7 like I used to. Anyways you seem like a cool guy to chat with. Hang in there, I know how rough it can be
you’ll get better brother. I was in the same boat. the way you fight it is constantly putting yourself to work. get things done and improve yourself constantly
Aww man 🥺 I still suffer from panic attacks/anxiety too and it’s been a decade 😭 it’s truly the worst thing ever and I hope another two years later, you’re doing much, much better now!!! Ignorance can definitely be bliss in this world.. that’s fa dam sho 😓
@@thedouglaspodcast 2 years later and I definitely am doing better. Still struggling a bit but I got a girlfriend now and she helps me a lot, and other aspects of my life are looking up too. I get anxious quite often still but the panic attacks don't happen near as much as they used to
@@softbleach487 you get a boost comeing into the world then you get a boost going out I'd say be brave we are spirit body the feeling you were having is your spirit body leaves you and you try and hold on because your not ready to go it's a realy scary experience to have ego deth but learn from this that you are ment to be here and to share is grate because it's a verey powerful thing that takes place after you take a good big 2 creamy puffs fucking sends you on your way your like fuckin what the fuck it's unbelievable a wanted out it and a was stuck your the for the ride that's it's the spirit molecule the call it dmt dimethtripmie or meo5
I was literally going to try it this week. Nah, not happening. I tried LSD a few times in my teens, and while you spoke I had a vague notion of that dread. Like from a distant dream. I found this video for a reason. So thanks. I’m looking for answers we’re not ready for in this life. Answers I don’t need. And maybe ignorance is bliss.
Everyone are different. Bad trips are hard but teach a lot. If you use dmt you should not be afraid of any state of consiousness. I was in a lot worse state and I didnt panic at all. At last it is all just illusion.
@@sonikwrosometimes it's not up to you, you know? You think you're in control, you think you've got it figured out, until you don't. Don't be so arrogant. Some people are safe others are not. If you're unlucky, all your set and setting ain't gonna save you from shit.
Drinking is the problem. Anxiety and panic disorder will not go away if you continue to drink. If you are having hangovers with any regularity, you’re drinking too much. It sounds like you need to stop entirely. Alcohol messes up your brain in ways that are permanent. It also messes up your digestive system and your sleep patterns. You also are still learning how to manage anxiety, which is a skill in and of itself. It takes years. The two takeaways you should have from this are: 1. Stop drinking 2. Don’t do any psychedelics If you haven’t figured this out yet, or you’ve been asking for help from the universe, or you’ve been saying “god give me a sign” THIS the sign. Stop drinking. And take vitamin D. I’m betting you don’t get enough sunlight. 5000 IUs a day. I promise you that if you do this for two weeks, you will turn a corner. And you’ll do it for another two weeks. And then four. And then eight. Step 1 is to stop drinking. That’s the solution. That’s the ticket out of this hell. I promise you. Ignore the other well-meaning nonsense in these comments. The problem is alcohol. Please don’t take this like a scolding parent. I’ve been down a road similar to yours and I’m just speaking from experience.
You hit it right on the nose. I was going to comment on that about the experienced he had as the first few hours of alcohol withdrawals. I too used to trip a lot on LSD back in my day and when I felt that way I would always blame it on the flash backs on LSD and not the fact that it was alcohol. I protected my alcohol use for many many years until 4 years ago it send me to the hospital with a severe case of alcohol hallucinosis. I stop drink And sure enough my ear still rings like crazy but now I can handle it because I stay sober. I relaps of time to time because I stupid and like to party and the same shit happens all over again the paranoia schizophrenic feeling, but it gets worse every time so I need to stop for good. I can bet you it was alcoholic withdrawals and not a DMT flashback. I can’t believe they didn’t catch it at the hospital. It’s one of the first things they ask you if you drink too much or do drugs.
Well put, I agree. The last time I drank, I got into an accident (no one hurt but me thankfully). Fractured both hands, lost my front teeth, and had my lip sewn. Don’t drink and drive scooters. I’m still recovering from that. The accident was so bad that it made my student loan debt look like a joke. If I wasn’t lucky to have parents to help pay I would probably be homeless and considering suicide right now. It felt like God had punched me. Before that accident, I hadn’t drank in several months. Relapsing is dangerous, but can be inevitable if you lack discipline. Hopefully my story is enough nightmare fuel to keep someone from hitting the bottle again. I can definitely relate to those feelings of anxiety. My anxiety was on steroids because of that accident (despite no hangover)(morphine & fentanyl prescribed by the doctor probably helped). Doctors made fun of me because I was drunk in the ER. Felt like a loser. Still do. Alcohol is a terrible drug
Bingo! But I would say the cigarettes aren't helping either! I was an alcoholic for years and then, after I quit, I'd still partake once in a while. And I was smoking too - when he lifted that cigarette to his lips, I immediately knew. The habit of a few drinks is: you feel groggy starting the day, so you get a coffee and have that morning cigarette. That will trigger a reaction in your system, countering the alcohol and start the heart pumping out of its normal rhythm and there you go - instant panic attack. I always could manage them over the years, but the last couple times I drank and then followed that morning routine freaked me right out and the last time - I had enough. I haven't touched alcohol in almost five years now. It's just not worth it....
Thank you for sharing 💜 Your the first person Ive watched That understands what I lived through as well I warn people as well the dangers of a bad trip I too had a DMT flash back I thought i waa going crazy
I have had similar experiences not to be comparing mine to yours just pure speculation, but scientifically It dose sound like psychosis brought on by the alcohol. Psychosis can cause hallucinations and schizophrenia like symptoms as I am sure you know, after having psychedelics I had to stop drinking alcohol and stop smoking cannabis as some times it can put me in a state of panic, fear paranoia and I can hallucinate mainly in the come down or the day after. for me it lasted about 3 weeks and felt like I was consonantly being attacked by negative thoughts and Dark entities telling me things about myself and others that are not true. I did think for a while that I could be stuck like this for all my life. Trying to distract myself did not work it just made the voices louder and the panic worse and I would get Angry and have mood swings. But on a spiritual level it sounds like maybe kundalini awakening or dark night of the souls where all the dark energies are released from your body. This can be deferent for everyone For me I couldn't stop vomiting and feeling pure dread, fear and panic. I could feel all the emotions and anger and pain of everyone around me as if it was all being directed at me.The hospital is one of the worst places you could be if you are experiencing this as I am sure you know. For me I needed to be as far away from other people as I could because I could feel all they're emotions and energy. It reminded me of an ayahuasca experience but I had taken no drugs other than smoking cannabis a few days before and I was on the come down. I then did some research and found that after taking DMT I had raised my vibration, but when I drank alcohol or smoked cannabis that my vibration had been lowered. This allowed dark energies and demons in and made me susceptible to psychic attack if you believe in that sort of thing. It sounds like you maybe being targeted in the spiritual realm and somebody is cursing you and sending dark entities your way. Or possibly some past traumas coming to the surface for you to heal. The energies at this time are quite chaotic with everything going on around the world at the moment. There is a big planetary cleansing going on and these dark energies are panicking and looking for somewhere to go. If you keep your energies high they won't be able to get to you as much and will move on to somewhere else. What helped me was staying healthy eating good high vibe foods staying away from any drugs a complete detox. I started exercising more, going out for more walks in nature, meditating more and listening to music. I worked harder on my spiritual practices to protect my energy I used sage and pyrite to protect me and my home from the dark energies. I did things to help me relax and look after myself and give myself the love and attention I deserved. I also cut a lot of negative people out of my life who criticised me and would try and put me down I found that most of the dark energies around me where coming from others judging and cursing me. In my mind I went through things that have happened in the past until I realised these things don't define who I am. By no means am I trying to say my experiences have been the same as yours, and I don't know if what worked for me would work for you. But I hope this helps you and gives you some insight. As for DMT smell, taste and experience the mind produces its own DMT it is possible to have a DMT trip without taking it you can do this with breathing exercises and meditation and certain types of yoga. Remember you are loved, you are strong and can keep the darkness at bay. Much love and peace Bro hope you find your way. Also some RUclipsrs and Spiritual teachers that have helped me are Teal Swan, Aaron Doughty, Victor Oddo, Leo from actualized.org, complex ptsd made simple, your mate Tom, FitlifeTV, Shaman Oaks, Abraham Hicks, DoctorRamani and Kati Morton
On my own journey similar in ways regarding the dark energy and thoughts of others being more important to me than necessary and healthy. Glad to say, that's not the case any more as I have turned a massive corner and am 100000× more positive in my nature and from your writing here I am already practicing what I could do to improve and maintain a healthy life. Things can get the better of us at times but always know.. we as people have the strength within us to overcome our trials and tribulations. when darkness comes keep an eye on the light! 😉
when you said "i was thought" i got chills because ive said that before and just a lot of what you said in this vid, i am understanding and feeling you 100%. God bless your soul, mind, body and spirit. Im sending you a prayer tonight. You are too wise and most of the time, that awareness is a gift and curse but sometimes it just seems more of a curse than a blessing. I am finishing your sentences for you before you even finish your words during this video, i cant explain in words, i just actually feel you.💯
I did dmt, and had really heavy period where I was lost, but then I sat with myself and "hugged" all the things that were coming to me (the good ones but especially bad ones), and I am still doing that (I believe all the bad things are here to teach you something or prepare you for something worse,(also I would like you to realise that everything is passing, good or bad)). I'm sad to see you like that, but I think you can snap out of it. I think you need to believe in yourself and know that you're powerful. Let's just see how panic attack works, where it actually controls the whole body. If you can do that to yourself, imagine what can you do to yourself if you're thinking positively. You and everyone of us are just beautiful individuals who have the whole power in our hands only don't know how to use it properly, and that's ok cause we didn't have from anywhere to learn it from. The most of the things that they are teaching us(from our parents to school) is how to function in this world(human civil world), not within ourselves. Working on yourself it's the hardest thing you'll ever do, but it's worth it cause you were born alone and you'll die alone. Anyway i just wanted to say that you didn't deserve to live in fear, and you are the only person who can help yourself. What is the point of this life if we don't enjoy it...? Would really like to help you and if this post means anything to you just contact me and we'll talk. That's sometimes the best therapy. I am now sending you lots of love and joy, and wish you to understand yours and the world's beauty and really enjoy life. NOTHING IN THIS LIFE IS THAT SERIOUS, PLAY THE GAME.✌️
Forgive the very late reply lol . Thank you for reaching out and showing genuine concern ❤. This video is now 2 years old and a lot has happened since . I’ve recently given into the idea of Christ and have gone back to church after nearly 30 years away from it . I deleted all social media’s in December 2023 and it’s been the best decision I’ve ever made for my mental health. I am always grateful for new friends tho and I do have WhatsApp only because it’s one on one communication rather then daily bombardments of posts and reels . I hope you’re doing well and are happy ❤
So sorry that you had a hard time, and I'm sure it's not fun for you. We hear vast numbers of stories about how DMT has contributed to an improved and lasting paradigm shift in thinking, it's important to also hear about seemingly rare cases when this fails to occur.
I ate an adible more than 2 months ago and I feel like my brain changed in a bad way, It's not worse like you experience at all but I feel you man. Be strong.
@@danapixel Its so hard to explain, I hallucinated a lot when I smoked and after it I just felt really disconnected from everything or I feel like my senses have gone a bit weird or unreliable. for a few days after it happened I thought I was dreaming, but its gradually getting better although I still get these waves of anxiety. how do you feel?
Aye man your Brain is just super alert, your super aware now dude, there’s gonna be fear and anxieties but don’t let ur mind win, as long as ur alive on earth doing what you do everyday then ur good my guy no stress
Wow! What a testimony. Your words reached me. Your ability to form your thoughts and speak them is both remarkable and has very likely been your saving Grace. God bless you for your honesty.
I've experienced similar everythink periods and I understand the ignorance is bliss part. There have been times that I wish I knew less, and times where I wished I could just be somewhat normal than stuck in my anxiety flashback mode of thinking that I cannot turn off. I've felt pure fear, pure anxiety, etc. Sudden wavess, random feelings. I'm sure your experiences have been more intense, but I can empathize. You're not alone and with time your mind will heal itself, steady usage of certain meds might help regulate your mind as well. I suggest regular exercise as that has helped to boost moods and can help regulate your mind's biochemistry which won't stop these incidents from happening, but it will give you an edge on managing them as they occur or even staving off the frequency and the actual events.
I've never done DMT, never tried acid either, but I am very into psilocybin experiences and microdosing has been the best thing I've ever done for my mental health. I saw someone in the depths of a REALLY, really bad LSD trip when I was a teen and that's why I chose not to dabble in it. I've heard great things about DMT but was hesitant...and since I have experienced severe panic attacks before, and reoccurring in the past..so I think based on your experiences I think I will stay away from DMT By the way, I am so sorry you went through this. I cannot even imagine how terrifying this whole situation was especially after EMT came and being afraid of being permanently in a psychotic state you were experiencing. I cannot imagine. I hope you're doing okay, I appreciate you telling your story. Ive never heard of side effects like this, and I think more people should listen.
Thank you 🙏. We live subjectively and so everyone’s experience will definitely differ but for those like me who suffer bpd and adhd, it’s probably best o refrain from trying the super powerful psychedelics
You can have really, REALLY bad trips with mushrooms to you know, right? They literally just had a bad trip. It can happen with any psychedelic. Mushrooms, LSD, peyote, DMT, etc. I actually tend to be more prone to bad trips on psilocybin rather than acid
Been having anxiety and severe panic attacks since September 2019 not daily thankfully but enough to make it hard to enjoy life since im worrying about the next time they strike hope that you feel better man...
@@Criticalthinker0515 I have had a considerable drop in panic attacks ever since I cut my caffeine intake to nearly zero. One cup of coffee compared to several and pop , it’s made the world of difference. Some of us are extra sensitive to it and given my shaky situation with my brain after Dmt, it makes sense to cut out as much as possible.
@@Simsandwichofficalhello, how are you holding up after all these years. Have you taken dmt since? I’m guessing you have not….. I’ve only ever smoked weed I’ve been wanting to do mushrooms. Have you taken any, would you suggest it?
@@ZackOsborne I’m still making videos to this day ! No I haven’t done Dmt since and I do suggest people to at least try mushrooms 🍄 once . Just take them outside on a bright day and if you’re around people, make sure they’re people you love and trust .
You absolute boss !!!! I know this sounds mad but another hit of DMT could potentially snap you out of this insanity it did me when I was experiencing knock on affects from DMT years down the line my brother all peace and love
marcus l I was talking about my experience and what helped me hence I said it could “potentially “ help if you read above !!!! I didn’t say it WOULD definitely sort his problem out purely speaking from a similar experience that helped me..... don’t be insulting I’m not trying to be a know it all drug guru you utter Imbecile .... how about you make a post and comment with your views and expressions and don’t jump on mine 🙄 moron
Hey man , same thing happened to me around the same time you had these experiences, it gets Better , I don’t feel like the same person after doing Dmt , for good and bad reasons , I think the best thing to do is work on yourself everyday to achieve good things in your life to get you to the person you should be , How are you now brother
yeah that was four years ago and im only recently finding my philosophy . I am actually pondering doing another more powerful dmt trip in the near future. I'll be taking all the precautions this time tho .
@@Simsandwichoffical I plan on doing a "breakthrough" mushroom trip soon to prepare myself / determine if I'm ready for DMT (which is my psych substance end goal), after having just finished all your videos of your DMT experience I couldn't fathom living through what you have after DMT. I am so incredibly curious after reading this comment, what would make you want to go back?
@@gizmo4486 the place and company are so very important. I would have to do it outside in great weather in nature away from concrete and people. I would also want a very small group of people who know with a lot of experience what they are doing. These two things are paramount to a positive experience.
I'm just seeing this. You put it out 3yrs ago. The drug you said you took a double dose of, I don't even want to say its name because of what I've seen it do to people and I don't want its makers to come at me. The horrors I saw and what was relayed to me by their experiences with it are truly unique, and atrociously bad. It's the only drug in the entire world that I know of which I would describe as EVIL. I hope that you have been able to get away from it. I would have suggested addressing circadian rhythms, solfeggio frequencies, testing for EMF around you and then mitigating it, diet (magnesium comes first to mind), and potentially a myriad of other things as well. Thank you for sharing your experience. It is a very powerful testimony. ❤
I almost did it, thanks for this video. There is schizophrenia in my mothers bloodline and I've been addicted to MDMA on and off for a decade so I would probably just disassociate too much. I microdose psilocybin, I've also heroic dosed many times, and I've had 5-MEO DMT synthesized and I'm still too scared to hit a DMT cart lol. But seriously, we need this level of truth and vulnerability in the "healing" space of entheogens and plant medicine.
You awakened a shit ton of Kundalini energies, Vagus nerve, the sympathetic nervous system (SNS) and the parasympathetic nervous system (PNS) are active and accessible, the door that usually closed to the third eye and to the subconscious is now opened and unlocks from any simple thing like some alcohol. So essentially you have to watch your diet, food intake, grounding, look up kundalini syndrome and you can slowly come back
I've seen things I can't unsee. And it's going to take me more than this lifetime to intergrate it. My mind is trying to understand something that's way beyond it's capacity and it's very difficult 😕
@@martha.m.git's not just opening your third eye in the traditional sense, but erasing the limitations of sight itself and knowing the unknowable. Breaking the fabric of reality.
I’ve had life changing experiences that helped me so much with anxiety and so much more . But I’ve also taken micro doses of iboga with kratom that I think caused hppd problems for 60 days . I to was on sleeping meds . If your going to do anything like dmt or aya don’t have anything else bc I learned the hard way
Thanks for sharing that. I can see how hard it was for you just to relate the suffering you experienced so I can only imagine how desperate things were in that moment. I would like to Pray for you and I would like you to be receptive and open to it. It's not completely necessary but for one like yourself who has seen pure energy in motion it should be easier for you to understand the benefits of being open and receptive. In the meantime hold fast....
This is an extremely unpopular opinion, however I can tell you’re a good dude with a lot to give. Stay away from psychedelics and TRUST your intuition for it will not lie to you. It isn’t hard for evil to mascaraed as benevolent. Take notice in the individuals who consume massive amounts of psychedelics. Nothing wrong in getting a bump in the right direction. But we need to be honest with ourselves. Do the “gifts” out way the payment? What is the payment? And since when did we have to pay for gifts? Maybe you should write a book man. Or do some art. Pit a message out there to the world. Even if only a few see it it will be much like a seed. A seed that may possibly grow into a tree. A tree that makes seeds. And so on.
You should form a support group. There's at least two others on RUclips that are still feeling broken as a result of bad experiences. You should reach out to them to help each other since your situations are unique and not really addressed by the psychiatry professionals because they lack the experience on the DMT world.
Was going to do Ayahuasca but I don’t think so. Imagine having a bad trip and being in this state for a year or 2. No I’m good. My life is ahead of me. Keep it up brother and take care
What does it mean to be aware of other people's thoughts? You can't know what they're thinking so it's interesting to hear what's your experience exactly with that
Wish you the best brother. I had similar experiences but due to smoking marijuana. I stopped but when I don't get sleep and go for days I start experiencing symptoms as these. Much love
@@man.itz.ashtonhell yeah I’ve had some weird shit from weed too.. I have a super low tolerance- one puff and I’m gone for hours lol. I don’t like it that much so maybe smoke once every few months or so but I’ve had some odd bizarre shit from weed
Hello... I hope this helps... one of the reasons I stopped getting drunk is because I noticed that I would get hard-core panick attacks the day after heavy drinking.. I know it's not a symptom a lot of people complain about, but something I definitely experienced. Perhaps moderation of your alcohol intake will hopefully prevent such a terrible experience from reoocoring for you. ❤
I stopped drinking last December. Everytime I had a small drink, I would wake up the next day with a horrible hangover, plus all of the effects of a bad psychedelic experience. Visuals, racing negative thoughts, paranoia, near-psychotic thought process, irregular heart beat, incredibly low blood pressure, impending doom, horrible nightmare warning me of death, etc. It happened about 3 times. I also have seen things in the corner of my eye that freak me out a lot. It's crazy the amount of overlap there is between our experiences with this hangover topic. Let me know if you want to talk about it at any point! I would love to ask a few questions.
ALSO, last time I was hungover I went to the doctor and they couldn't get a blood pressure reading. My blood pressure was incredibly low, it felt like I was going to pass out. Irregular heart patterns, I needed to breathe deeply and felt tingles all over my body. Horrible man. Also I've taken Seroquel in the past, it was a gnarly medication. We have incredible overlapping symptoms. I'm typing this as I'm listening to you speak in the video.
Aye man I hope it gets better I’ve been dealing with a similar sort of thing I don’t know what substance did it but it broke me I’m 19 and have been irresponsibly doing psychedelics, drinking, and smoking weed and cigs since I was freshman in high school currently stopping all unnecessary substances for now I’m sticking to my native religion and trying to find my neutral state of mind again it’s been working but I do get episodes every now and then but I hope it gets better much love from here
You really NEED to purge, especially without a guide or shaman. 2 weeks of healthy foods and positive subconscious stimuli helps tremendously, fasting for 24 hours before isn't necessary but I find its good for me.
Have you looked into bipolar my friend? It sounds very similar to that, I have it. We have really bad reactions to psychedelics and it can be very confusing. I had a manic episode caused by LSD and was hospitalized, have experienced insomnia and psychosis too
A lot of people have different experiences. It's not the same for everyone. I'm sorry you had a bad trip but the flashback thing with DMT is a new one for me. I didn't know people could have flashbacks from DMT. But yeah existing mental health problems like bipolar depression or borderline schizophrenia could be made worse by something like DMT. I'm sure there are probably reports in the literature about that. But there are also other reports that people with mental health problems report improvements and increased ability to cope a after the experience and expanded awareness. So again, is not the same four everyone but folks have to realize going in that there is a risk, and its best to be prepared mentally and to be in good physical health, well rested, hydrated, etc; as in like balanced and healthy. There's always the chance it may not go well, that's why it's best to start with smaller doses and to be around good friends and people that care about you who can help you if you have problems. In other words not to do it or go at it alone.
@ this too shall pass . I can genuinely say this with all the belief in the world . In time you will get better. It took me a while but if I can come back from such a place , anyone can come back from anything. Focus on yeshua.. trust me .
@@Simsandwichoffical nah man my ex siberian russian hooker madam scum bag not gonna mention her name because im not like her.... she swindeled me by making me go do ayuascha without me doing deep research on it. i didnt know it got this deep. i went from being an EARNER TO A BURNER. I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID. all my confidence. gone. im scared and in fear because i see trhese fucking ghost and apparitions ALLLL the time. i ltierally feel the other dimensions at all times. ITS EXHAUSTING. i want to die.... but then.... i turn into that. omfg gg idk what else to say. i went broke and now im a starving artist. its CRAZY. i was making 300k a year chillin cruising.... then BAM pandemic ...>BAM AYUASHA,. BAM CHEATING WHORE ... BAM ABMA BAMMBAM,...... i went from KING TO NOTHING in 2-3 years.... FUCKING PIG SLAUGHTEREED....... AND SHE TOOK MY FUCKING BITCOIN.... BRO IM GONNA GO CRAZY RIGHT NOW lol.,.....
Yeah there's nothing as depressing and anxiety-inducing is the wait for crisis worker in the ER. Maybe one day there will be a centre that's much more welcoming when you're overwhelmed and in need of calm support.
Thanks for sharing and taking heed to your message! I tried Dmt but don't think I did it well......because I didn't experience anything psychedelic... I just experience my senses becoming heighten, skin moving and residue in pipe moving. but when you say on your second trip that you was knocking on the door to other dimension and seeing it... WHAT was THAT like????
Awwwe see now you gonna have me go in on it cause I want to know SOMETHING..... even though I was warned lol but there has to be way for you to express that experience. @@Simsandwichoffical
You suffer from PTSD , alcohol may be a trigger. You should try EMDR treatment as one of your trips was that bad. I had the same thing with a overdose THC.
@@babblingalong7689 yes it helped! The trip was so long, i had spasm, hallucinations, i was in a "psychotic" state for over a week. After a week or 2 i had formed ptsd...EMDR helped me get over the trauma ( bad trip i had for like a week )
We can actual open these doors with breathing techniques and have out of body experiences. They might help you understand what’s going on and help you with what’s going on Brotha.
@@Simsandwichoffical bro i know everything. i see everything. my brain is fully awakened. aware of everything. people think im fucking crazy. i put everyone in their place. im in full out god mode now. its ANNOYING. AND IM BLAMED FOR BEING INSANE when in fact we are the truth. lol gg
@ I hope that doesn’t ruin things for you socially in life , friend . I find I’m closest to god when my compassion is dialed up for those around me . It’s hard to stay humble in this world but it’s worth it
@@Simsandwichoffical I am humble. But my words come off opposite in my explanation of myself. It’s not how I am 24/7. I’m not an ego maniac at all. I’m just telling you my personal perception of things. It’s scary to harness so much realization after years of trials and tribulations basically. I’m a 3/5 splenic projector. I literally feel energy on a scale. I can feel what many others can’t.
Welcome to the charnel ground of real reality ! It aint cozy , toasty, pretty ,fab or American . Everything , including us disolves , were only a brief passing show & constantly delude ourselves that were constant , solid , continuous & eternal ,but we aint . We,re like everything , immpermanent & sometimes , to our horrar & shock , IT reaveals ITSELF !
I've just found this video. Man this comment section is so sad. Dude is in a mental anguish, probably has bipolar disorder and people are saying that its his own fault and claiming he is giving DMT a bad image. So many things i wanted to say but... JUST DISGUSTING!🤢🤮
I can’t help but wonder if the hyperventilation helped release DMT and exacerbate your situation. I’ve heard a few different anecdotal instances where people have reported that meditation and breathing exercises have brought on DMT trance like states.
Reach out to me, i entered a psychotic episode and have ptsd from my DMT trip as well. Anti psychotics and effexor combined saved my ass overnight. I never thought i would get my life back. I was shook and scared to my core and lost everything. I couldnt even think about anything. The sheer magnitude paralyzed me with fear. Biggest mistake of my life. Got stuck in a timeloop that traumatized me after i came back. Its hard to imagine how fucked you feel when you get stuck in a goddamn loop where even your own thoughts are looping, like a 5 second loop repeating for so long, and that was just the takeoff Nevermind how its even possible to be aware of a loop in which you yourself are looping Funny thing is i felt fine for almost a week after coming back. But then the insomnia and triggers started happening. I would start to feel like i was losing my mind, and panic, and that my sanity was so delicate, like a thought bubble ready to burst. Nowadays i have to be careful about drinking and coffee. Binge drinking and alcohol withdrawal coupled with caffeine is enough to sensitize me and make the flashbacks come
Yeah my last Dmt trip was in 2018 and the anti psychotics did help and I’ve only been free of them for three months now which is so nice because I genuinely thought I’d be on them for life given my sleep problems. Yeah I had a similar experience with time looping which is scary as fuck . I had a hyper lucid dream that the world was moving in reverse, like the superman movie except for the spin of the planet . I came out of it as if it was a real place I had escaped from and it took several hours to shake the feeling. Psychosis is no joke and doesn’t fuck around. The trap of getting locked in existential despair, knowing everything and knowing when anything will happen, it’s so intense and near impossible to explain to people the true meaning of dread felt . Glad you’re feeling better now friend .
@@Simsandwichoffical you too man. It's something I wouldn't wish on anyone. We don't appreciate what it really is to be a sane person who doesn't think this way until it's gone. Once you open these doors there is no going back. You can sometimes ignore them, but there is no going back and the truth is so bizarre that if there is anything about humanity which you really want to hold onto and cherish, then you shouldn't play Russian roulette with dmt. I think it should be for very old or suicidal people. People with less to lose
@@Simsandwichoffical I had a drinking problem afterwards too, just to fall asleep. I had to pass out because if I just tried to sleep, I would hallucinate insane shit especially audio, people scratching at my doors, calling my name, explosions... and I could feel my body shutting down as I crossed the threshold of sleep. Like being sucked backwards into a gravity well while your heart stops beating and your lungs no longer respond. Makes it hard to sleep lol. But after a point you just get so tired that it happens. Over time it just makes the whole cycle grow worse and worse.
The only person who was there for me was my mom. My gf of 7 years left me shortly after I started having trouble and took my pup too. I dropped out and lost my job but none of that even mattered in the face of how ruined my mind was.
@@finnaplow I too was abandoned by someone who was the closest to me for over 18 years . I realized that once I was sick , I had became a hindrance to them and I then realized this person was a sociopath the entire time who used me until I could no longer serve a purpose. I don’t know your full situation but if your girlfriend left , it’s probably a good thing she’s out of your life now .
Yeah powerful drugs aren’t meant to be played with this is why real shamans train for 4 to 5 years before they are ready to give ceremony’s. I messed myself up to using copious amounts of weed edibles and ketamine during an extremely stressful time in my life . I developed schizoaffective disorder which my mom also had and haven’t been the same since it’s been 5 years now .im pretty sure you open up some portals by different energy’s and entities not all of which are friendly and like attaching to humans
Our brains probably produce DMT during sleep. The alcohol + double anti psychotic meds + waking up probably during REM = waking up with a surplus of DMT in the brain.
Hey there! After watching your videos I really wanted to try and sum some things up which I'm actually sure you're aware of. Having your perception amplified to this point is crazy, I wonder how you are right now. The fact is we're not made for this kind of information processing. As human individuals we are like lots of pieces that are made to feel separated so interaction actually has any meaning and we can talk and hold hands and do whatever with this "I'm me and you're you" kind of shit. That limitation is so we can feel unique, and develop in unique ways, and try to have fun, and learn, and actually use up time to evolve as individuals which are not an "infinite everything" I guess. The math gets crazy when we try to apply the oneness to our view of reality -- this oneness makes so that the world is more "alive" than we give it credit for. Every event and interaction is actually our own reflection, just as it's meaning, and be it good or bad the meaning we give to it, it's just trying to wake us up - by mirroring us. Not messages or things we should try to grasp or understand, but actual mirrors of what we are doing to ourselves. If you have the time, please search for a book called "The School for Gods", from Elio D'anna. Hope to hear from you!
That’s an interesting insight. Thank you for your comment. I’m doing much better other then sleep issues which I’ll have for as long as I own this body . Do you share your thoughts on a channel?
@@Simsandwichoffical I'm glad you're better! Hearing about what happened brought back memories from my own psychedelics abuse - I remember this one time I could hear everyone's intentions as you were explaining, and instead of asking for help my reaction was trying to escape! 🤣 I put my dog in the car, packed my bags and were on my way nowhere! I lived by myself but on a family's house. Of course there was no escape from my own head, so it was just the need for grounding. There's no point on being that much perceptive about other people. I don't have a channel nor anything like that as of now... I do have a big-ass text in which I try to explain reality in words, but it's written in my native language - Brazilian portuguese. I'm not sure words can help anyone though. It's like pointing to the moon - all we have to show for it is our finger, the moon must be experienced, not explained, and in this case it's a lifelong "moon". If the oneness subject is of your interest though, you can find my untranslated words on "um.enzovecchio.com".
I wonder how often sometimes people get bad DMT that's not even maybe what it's supposed to be but something else? Or maybe it is the real thing but it's made by people that have bad intentions that get caught up in the substance itself bringing bad vibes with it. It's probably best to derive it from a natural substance like drinking Ayahuasca or some other plant I guess they derive it from. There's a way to extract it but I forget how it's done. It's probably almost best if you can figure out how to make it yourself or find some friends that do and get it from them. Also I don't see how somebody could say that it's an evil substance that supposedly is already contained within the human body. The government has made it illegal but it's something that naturally occurs in the human mind. It's probably playing some role in how we dream you know? Our brains basically produce it in small amounts in normal people but those who are schizo they have found produce much larger amounts. But when you take a massive dose of it from outside of your body it's chances of throwing your chemical balance out of whack definitely increase. That makes sense.
@@endtimesmontages7777 pretty sure this whole world is a reincarnation prison soul trap, I will avoid all idols when I pass this new years and fly as far away from this planet as possible
I think you just have a gift your 3rd eye has been open along with a doorway into different demintions. I think lack of sleep and the meds for sleep caused this:( i think you are so smart. Seriously man.
Wow bro, i see your very tortured, super intelligent, i think your an empath and i really feel for you. Im glad i never did dmt, i heard it opens doors to demons, the only out is jesus, it seems a waste of time praying when you not seeing some help coming your way but i still pray anyway, im grateful im not as tortured as you seem to be. I hope you've had some break from it all. Cant believe they tried to get you to put on a mask when you couldnt breathe properly, they are the ones in psychosis doing that. I hate drugs, pharmakia and witchcraft. Im praying to jesus for us. Thankyou for sharing so vulnerably, you have probs helped loads not touch that shit..
@@alisongolds4897 thank you dear friend. I have become a born again Christian in the past year and Jesus does comfort me 💜 you’re a breath of fresh air with your positive comment !
After going blind in one eye and paralysis in my left hand I was on the verge of suicide. I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and spent years in a crippling depression. Because of a good friend, I turned to shamanic practices and psychedelics. This is where I found true healing. These high dose mushroom trips and dmt breakthroughs are the most profound experiences to be had in this life. I was shown a new paradigm and had experiences that modern science won't acknowledge and deems impossible. I was propelled into spaces of geometry and fractals, and arrived in a place that looks like a private chapel, and everything was jeweled and throbbing with energy and these machine like alien insect beings were performing cosmic surgery on me and communicating with me with a telepathic colored language. I came back and I couldn't believe it and my life has never been the same since it's much more meaningful and magical and now I'm able to get the most out of this life and live without the fear of death
@@Simsandwichoffical Thankyou. Ive experienced about 30 breakthroughs to this point. Yes, often these mantis insectoid beings will do their surgeries or these little dwarf like gnomes will appear and jump in and out of my chest and cleanse me when they do their magic. They seem to focus on certain upper chakra points and often want to go on adventures and show you things that are impossible to explain with words. Like how you can merge with colors, and use glossolalia to create structure or objects and they sing and chant and it’s the most amazing experience in the universe
At any given time there is as much DMT in your brain as serotonin. Thoughts can alter any one of your neurotransmitters. It seems like the ratio of DMT to other neurotransmitters for you was out of whack for a bit for whatever reason. If it happens again you know that you survived it intact before so it won't be so bad next time. People get NDE's and claim to still have access to that other world years later. It is just a matter of having a good relationship with that realm.
It seems you're now partially perceptive of other entities that we usually can not see. They never tell people that DMT can open doors, and sometimes it doesn't shut them all. So your stuck with a new perception you may or may not understand. You may learn to control it, as an advantage. But most people can not. I'm sorry this happened to you.
I’m Muslim please listen to African Al baqara it’s the longest part of Quran, inshallah it will help with negative thinking and evil in your home play it in your home every three days
Yeah, those are fallen angels. That's why you don't take things to see them, because that gives them a right to attack you. If you are still dealing with them, I suggest going to a deliverance minister or looking up deliverance prayer videos. I also suggest reading a Bible; they hate that.
The Bible says this is sorcery but all who repent and come to Lord Christ no matter the sin will be saved. There is nothing the blood of Christ can’t buy.
@@Simsandwichoffical There are many spirits a spirit is it’s word is it’s character and not all the spirits are the same. The Lord said Matthew 6:24 “No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money. The knowledge of good and evil has been placed in the heart and is a witness of good and bad spirits showing a division. Spirits hold territory on earth the spirit of buddha is not Christ and good ministering spirits are sent to all.
The human body contains DMT naturally, and supposedly it causes the profound near death experiences people have. I wonder if your body released it for some reason. Or it could just be PTSD.
When taking dmt or any psychedelics you need to set an intention. And then you have integration afterwards which is the most important stage. Plus alcohol is poison. Very dangerous
I've been to literal hell on 15 grams of mushrooms. If I can offer any piece of humble advice it would be come to Christ and Orthodox Christianity. Not Christ consciousness as that is luciferian based demonic delusion. One of the interesting things about the original Orthodox Christian Church is that when you're welcomed in as a catechumen you receive 3 exorcisms in the catechumen ceremony. I think you could thoroughly benefit from this. May Christ guide you home brother 🙏☦️🙏
that is simply not true, I've been doing mushrooms for more than a year and I have done not15 but 20gr and never have I experience what you're saying. you're just trying to advertise your religion through a false story.
@@Arash-Tayebyour mind probably works different bro. If you know you know. Don't bring people down/up (depending on your perspective) to your level. It's a subjective experience, and this guy may be advertising a valid way to overcome real experiences.
How do we know that your experience isn’t just based off of your personal beliefs? Isn’t it possible that you being a Christian simply influenced what your tripping experience would be like and what you might see? (Buddhists might meet Buddha, Hindus might see Krishna; Christians might meet god, or see heaven or hell). I’m not dismissing your experience, just a thought
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DMT HEALS 1G IS LIKE 107EARS OF THERAPY HAVE NO FEAR...
In my opinion there are certain people that shouldn't experiment ANY mind altering d_ugs legal or illegal . Especially when you've got imaginary issues or not so imaginary
My general advice for people, if you are happy and have something good, dont risk it for DMT. If you are considering suicide, try DMT first.
or go to therapy!
everyone bashing on psychedelics and yet they drink and had done tons of drugs and have the impudence to blame it on something that is our only way out of this ignorance is bliss bullshit belief just cause everyone thinks thye got enlightened for having seen some stuff in some other bullshit dimension when not having navigated anywhere really…
Hmm maybe I’ll try dmt then… first gonna try a hero dose of shrooms. Then maybe a therapist
@user-xo6qx4ii9c yeah do that first lol. But if you are absolutely dead set give DMT a go first. I have a feeling it would work really, really well to change people's minds
^drugs and alcohol are commonly found in people who commit suicide
My man, I had the same exact experience but with lsd. I did lsd every other day for two years when I was 17. Then I finally hit my bad trip and experienced the same thing you did for 4 days straight. Shadows dancing and trying to get me. Shadows of what I thought was demons on the side of my face taunting me. My friends trying to kill me. I was messed for years. I feel the pain you’re feeling. I tried dmt 3 years ago and told the shamim about the issues. Took the first hit and all the flash backs came and I backed off the first hit. I just want you to know that it will pass. Stay strong.
Taking lsd every other day would make it useless pretty fast.
If you take 1 tab.
You have to wait a week.
Or you could take 2 tabs, but your trip will be the same as 1 tab. You have to take 4 to double your trip with your new IMMEDIATE tolerance
I’m not an expert but I’m pretty sure this wasn’t the dmt that caused this. Chronic alcohol consumption can cause psychosis and or worsen mental states and you also mentioned childhood trauma. I truly hope that we can find better ways to help people.
I have experienced psychosis from alcohol abuse and his was a different experience in a big way but it is possible. I’m not a biologist or scientist either so you could be right but it was still very different.
@@Simsandwichoffical Hey I hope you're doing ok and wish you the best, I am wondering if you had BPD or psychosis since you were younger or did psychedelics bring this on? Like did you potentially have an underlying mental health condition since you were young?
@@hdb-r2l yea 100 percent. I’ve had the plethora of mental issues stemming from childhood trauma. You name it , I’ve probably got it . 🤷♂️
@@Simsandwichoffical ok thank you for the reply, I wish you the absolute best, sending some positive energy and hope that things in due time get better for you
@user-ec9hb3bo7m yes that’s the warning that’s most important. Alcohol and Dmt is a bad bad mixture. Glad you’re ok now
I never really understood "ignorance is bliss" until I had my own traumatizing experience almost 2 years ago. I'm doing better now, but I definitely haven't fully recovered, and I don't know if I ever will. I still have terrible anxiety every now and then and current events in my life certainly aren't helping. But hey, Im glad I at least dont feel like I'm in hell 24/7 like I used to. Anyways you seem like a cool guy to chat with. Hang in there, I know how rough it can be
you’ll get better brother. I was in the same boat. the way you fight it is constantly putting yourself to work. get things done and improve yourself constantly
Aww man 🥺 I still suffer from panic attacks/anxiety too and it’s been a decade 😭 it’s truly the worst thing ever and I hope another two years later, you’re doing much, much better now!!! Ignorance can definitely be bliss in this world.. that’s fa dam sho 😓
@@thedouglaspodcast 2 years later and I definitely am doing better. Still struggling a bit but I got a girlfriend now and she helps me a lot, and other aspects of my life are looking up too. I get anxious quite often still but the panic attacks don't happen near as much as they used to
@@softbleach487 you get a boost comeing into the world then you get a boost going out I'd say be brave we are spirit body the feeling you were having is your spirit body leaves you and you try and hold on because your not ready to go it's a realy scary experience to have ego deth but learn from this that you are ment to be here and to share is grate because it's a verey powerful thing that takes place after you take a good big 2 creamy puffs fucking sends you on your way your like fuckin what the fuck it's unbelievable a wanted out it and a was stuck your the for the ride that's it's the spirit molecule the call it dmt dimethtripmie or meo5
@@thedouglaspodcastI am 9 years in and still feel horrible and cannot function properly. Can barely work 6 hours a week.
I was literally going to try it this week. Nah, not happening. I tried LSD a few times in my teens, and while you spoke I had a vague notion of that dread. Like from a distant dream. I found this video for a reason. So thanks. I’m looking for answers we’re not ready for in this life. Answers I don’t need. And maybe ignorance is bliss.
Ignorance is absolutely bliss for me concerning this
jus do it lol
Jesters are real
Everyone are different. Bad trips are hard but teach a lot. If you use dmt you should not be afraid of any state of consiousness. I was in a lot worse state and I didnt panic at all. At last it is all just illusion.
@@sonikwrosometimes it's not up to you, you know? You think you're in control, you think you've got it figured out, until you don't. Don't be so arrogant. Some people are safe others are not. If you're unlucky, all your set and setting ain't gonna save you from shit.
Drinking is the problem. Anxiety and panic disorder will not go away if you continue to drink. If you are having hangovers with any regularity, you’re drinking too much. It sounds like you need to stop entirely.
Alcohol messes up your brain in ways that are permanent. It also messes up your digestive system and your sleep patterns.
You also are still learning how to manage anxiety, which is a skill in and of itself. It takes years.
The two takeaways you should have from this are:
1. Stop drinking
2. Don’t do any psychedelics
If you haven’t figured this out yet, or you’ve been asking for help from the universe, or you’ve been saying “god give me a sign” THIS the sign. Stop drinking. And take vitamin D. I’m betting you don’t get enough sunlight. 5000 IUs a day.
I promise you that if you do this for two weeks, you will turn a corner. And you’ll do it for another two weeks. And then four. And then eight.
Step 1 is to stop drinking. That’s the solution. That’s the ticket out of this hell. I promise you. Ignore the other well-meaning nonsense in these comments. The problem is alcohol.
Please don’t take this like a scolding parent. I’ve been down a road similar to yours and I’m just speaking from experience.
You hit it right on the nose. I was going to comment on that about the experienced he had as the first few hours of alcohol withdrawals. I too used to trip a lot on LSD back in my day and when I felt that way I would always blame it on the flash backs on LSD and not the fact that it was alcohol. I protected my alcohol use for many many years until 4 years ago it send me to the hospital with a severe case of alcohol hallucinosis. I stop drink And sure enough my ear still rings like crazy but now I can handle it because I stay sober. I relaps of time to time because I stupid and like to party and the same shit happens all over again the paranoia schizophrenic feeling, but it gets worse every time so I need to stop for good. I can bet you it was alcoholic withdrawals and not a DMT flashback. I can’t believe they didn’t catch it at the hospital. It’s one of the first things they ask you if you drink too much or do drugs.
Well put, I agree. The last time I drank, I got into an accident (no one hurt but me thankfully). Fractured both hands, lost my front teeth, and had my lip sewn. Don’t drink and drive scooters. I’m still recovering from that. The accident was so bad that it made my student loan debt look like a joke. If I wasn’t lucky to have parents to help pay I would probably be homeless and considering suicide right now.
It felt like God had punched me. Before that accident, I hadn’t drank in several months. Relapsing is dangerous, but can be inevitable if you lack discipline. Hopefully my story is enough nightmare fuel to keep someone from hitting the bottle again.
I can definitely relate to those feelings of anxiety. My anxiety was on steroids because of that accident (despite no hangover)(morphine & fentanyl prescribed by the doctor probably helped). Doctors made fun of me because I was drunk in the ER. Felt like a loser. Still do. Alcohol is a terrible drug
its funny how he blames dmt for all his problems but he still drinks, well this video is 4 years old but i hope this guy realized this by now
Bingo! But I would say the cigarettes aren't helping either! I was an alcoholic for years and then, after I quit, I'd still partake once in a while. And I was smoking too - when he lifted that cigarette to his lips, I immediately knew. The habit of a few drinks is: you feel groggy starting the day, so you get a coffee and have that morning cigarette. That will trigger a reaction in your system, countering the alcohol and start the heart pumping out of its normal rhythm and there you go - instant panic attack. I always could manage them over the years, but the last couple times I drank and then followed that morning routine freaked me right out and the last time - I had enough. I haven't touched alcohol in almost five years now. It's just not worth it....
Yupp, wasn't anything to do with DMT, dude is experiencing delirium tremons and has no clue .
Thank you for sharing 💜
Your the first person Ive watched
That understands what I lived through as well
I warn people as well the dangers of a bad trip
I too had a DMT flash back
I thought i waa going crazy
I have had similar experiences not to be comparing mine to yours just pure speculation, but scientifically It dose sound like psychosis brought on by the alcohol. Psychosis can cause hallucinations and schizophrenia like symptoms as I am sure you know, after having psychedelics I had to stop drinking alcohol and stop smoking cannabis as some times it can put me in a state of panic, fear paranoia and I can hallucinate mainly in the come down or the day after. for me it lasted about 3 weeks and felt like I was consonantly being attacked by negative thoughts and Dark entities telling me things about myself and others that are not true. I did think for a while that I could be stuck like this for all my life. Trying to distract myself did not work it just made the voices louder and the panic worse and I would get Angry and have mood swings.
But on a spiritual level it sounds like maybe kundalini awakening or dark night of the souls where all the dark energies are released from your body. This can be deferent for everyone For me I couldn't stop vomiting and feeling pure dread, fear and panic. I could feel all the emotions and anger and pain of everyone around me as if it was all being directed at me.The hospital is one of the worst places you could be if you are experiencing this as I am sure you know. For me I needed to be as far away from other people as I could because I could feel all they're emotions and energy. It reminded me of an ayahuasca experience but I had taken no drugs other than smoking cannabis a few days before and I was on the come down. I then did some research and found that after taking DMT I had raised my vibration, but when I drank alcohol or smoked cannabis that my vibration had been lowered. This allowed dark energies and demons in and made me susceptible to psychic attack if you believe in that sort of thing. It sounds like you maybe being targeted in the spiritual realm and somebody is cursing you and sending dark entities your way. Or possibly some past traumas coming to the surface for you to heal. The energies at this time are quite chaotic with everything going on around the world at the moment. There is a big planetary cleansing going on and these dark energies are panicking and looking for somewhere to go. If you keep your energies high they won't be able to get to you as much and will move on to somewhere else.
What helped me was staying healthy eating good high vibe foods staying away from any drugs a complete detox. I started exercising more, going out for more walks in nature, meditating more and listening to music. I worked harder on my spiritual practices to protect my energy I used sage and pyrite to protect me and my home from the dark energies. I did things to help me relax and look after myself and give myself the love and attention I deserved. I also cut a lot of negative people out of my life who criticised me and would try and put me down I found that most of the dark energies around me where coming from others judging and cursing me. In my mind I went through things that have happened in the past until I realised these things don't define who I am. By no means am I trying to say my experiences have been the same as yours, and I don't know if what worked for me would work for you. But I hope this helps you and gives you some insight. As for DMT smell, taste and experience the mind produces its own DMT it is possible to have a DMT trip without taking it you can do this with breathing exercises and meditation and certain types of yoga. Remember you are loved, you are strong and can keep the darkness at bay. Much love and peace Bro hope you find your way.
Also some RUclipsrs and Spiritual teachers that have helped me are Teal Swan, Aaron Doughty, Victor Oddo, Leo from actualized.org, complex ptsd made simple, your mate Tom, FitlifeTV, Shaman Oaks, Abraham Hicks, DoctorRamani and Kati Morton
You got possesed with demons
@@planet-earth-viewsplanet-e7487 Maybe, but I don't think so, I believe I faced my demons, in order to cure some toxic behaviours and addictions.
On my own journey similar in ways regarding the dark energy and thoughts of others being more important to me than necessary and healthy. Glad to say, that's not the case any more as I have turned a massive corner and am 100000× more positive in my nature and from your writing here I am already practicing what I could do to improve and maintain a healthy life. Things can get the better of us at times but always know.. we as people have the strength within us to overcome our trials and tribulations.
when darkness comes keep an eye on the light! 😉
Jesus, write a fucking book why don’t you. I read the first paragraph that’s it.
when you said "i was thought" i got chills because ive said that before and just a lot of what you said in this vid, i am understanding and feeling you 100%. God bless your soul, mind, body and spirit. Im sending you a prayer tonight. You are too wise and most of the time, that awareness is a gift and curse but sometimes it just seems more of a curse than a blessing. I am finishing your sentences for you before you even finish your words during this video, i cant explain in words, i just actually feel you.💯
and you made sure bee was ok, u are such a sweetiepea, i am sending you my hugs and love❤️🫶🏼
@@jayyscales2236 thank you friend 💜
I did dmt, and had really heavy period where I was lost, but then I sat with myself and "hugged" all the things that were coming to me (the good ones but especially bad ones), and I am still doing that (I believe all the bad things are here to teach you something or prepare you for something worse,(also I would like you to realise that everything is passing, good or bad)). I'm sad to see you like that, but I think you can snap out of it. I think you need to believe in yourself and know that you're powerful. Let's just see how panic attack works, where it actually controls the whole body. If you can do that to yourself, imagine what can you do to yourself if you're thinking positively. You and everyone of us are just beautiful individuals who have the whole power in our hands only don't know how to use it properly, and that's ok cause we didn't have from anywhere to learn it from. The most of the things that they are teaching us(from our parents to school) is how to function in this world(human civil world), not within ourselves. Working on yourself it's the hardest thing you'll ever do, but it's worth it cause you were born alone and you'll die alone.
Anyway i just wanted to say that you didn't deserve to live in fear, and you are the only person who can help yourself. What is the point of this life if we don't enjoy it...?
Would really like to help you and if this post means anything to you just contact me and we'll talk. That's sometimes the best therapy.
I am now sending you lots of love and joy, and wish you to understand yours and the world's beauty and really enjoy life.
NOTHING IN THIS LIFE IS THAT SERIOUS, PLAY THE GAME.✌️
Forgive the very late reply lol . Thank you for reaching out and showing genuine concern ❤. This video is now 2 years old and a lot has happened since . I’ve recently given into the idea of Christ and have gone back to church after nearly 30 years away from it . I deleted all social media’s in December 2023 and it’s been the best decision I’ve ever made for my mental health. I am always grateful for new friends tho and I do have WhatsApp only because it’s one on one communication rather then daily bombardments of posts and reels . I hope you’re doing well and are happy ❤
God bless you. I will keep you in my prayers.
Thanks man. Wish you well. You will find your peace. Love you!
So sorry that you had a hard time, and I'm sure it's not fun for you. We hear vast numbers of stories about how DMT has contributed to an improved and lasting paradigm shift in thinking, it's important to also hear about seemingly rare cases when this fails to occur.
@Hunter fishman Proof, if we ever needed any, that great minds work alike! Much love to ya mate.
💯💯💯
Mintyyy
Appreciate your honesty and wish you healing and peace.
I ate an adible more than 2 months ago and I feel like my brain changed in a bad way, It's not worse like you experience at all but I feel you man. Be strong.
Same thing happened to me, it’s really scary. Can’t imaging what he’s feeling
@@ellat1119 what do you feel that changed?
@@danapixel Its so hard to explain, I hallucinated a lot when I smoked and after it I just felt really disconnected from everything or I feel like my senses have gone a bit weird or unreliable. for a few days after it happened I thought I was dreaming, but its gradually getting better although I still get these waves of anxiety. how do you feel?
@@ellat1119 It is called Derealisation. Hope you get help with that. Its ok, but i know the feeling. You gonna be ok
@@ellat1119its an anxiety symptom that makes u dissociate
Aye man your Brain is just super alert, your super aware now dude, there’s gonna be fear and anxieties but don’t let ur mind win, as long as ur alive on earth doing what you do everyday then ur good my guy no stress
Nice
Are you a Dr.?
Wow! What a testimony. Your words reached me. Your ability to form your thoughts and speak them is both remarkable and has very likely been your saving Grace. God bless you for your honesty.
@@LisaKelly-k8s god bless you friend
Hope everything goes well for you, and thank you for the heads up 👍🏼, Respect.
A lot of people here think they're doctors in the comment section... interesting to hear your story man, I hope you're doing better and healing
I've experienced similar everythink periods and I understand the ignorance is bliss part.
There have been times that I wish I knew less, and times where I wished I could just be somewhat normal than stuck in my anxiety flashback mode of thinking that I cannot turn off.
I've felt pure fear, pure anxiety, etc. Sudden wavess, random feelings.
I'm sure your experiences have been more intense, but I can empathize.
You're not alone and with time your mind will heal itself, steady usage of certain meds might help regulate your mind as well.
I suggest regular exercise as that has helped to boost moods and can help regulate your mind's biochemistry which won't stop these incidents from happening, but it will give you an edge on managing them as they occur or even staving off the frequency and the actual events.
I've never done DMT, never tried acid either, but I am very into psilocybin experiences and microdosing has been the best thing I've ever done for my mental health.
I saw someone in the depths of a REALLY, really bad LSD trip when I was a teen and that's why I chose not to dabble in it. I've heard great things about DMT but was hesitant...and since I have experienced severe panic attacks before, and reoccurring in the past..so I think based on your experiences I think I will stay away from DMT
By the way, I am so sorry you went through this. I cannot even imagine how terrifying this whole situation was especially after EMT came and being afraid of being permanently in a psychotic state you were experiencing. I cannot imagine.
I hope you're doing okay, I appreciate you telling your story. Ive never heard of side effects like this, and I think more people should listen.
Thank you 🙏. We live subjectively and so everyone’s experience will definitely differ but for those like me who suffer bpd and adhd, it’s probably best o refrain from trying the super powerful psychedelics
You can have really, REALLY bad trips with mushrooms to you know, right? They literally just had a bad trip. It can happen with any psychedelic. Mushrooms, LSD, peyote, DMT, etc. I actually tend to be more prone to bad trips on psilocybin rather than acid
Stay strong, it will pass.. stay clean.. ground yourself in reality I went through something similar. It's hell, as you know, but it passes. ❤
Love you brotha 🤲🏼
Been having anxiety and severe panic attacks since September 2019 not daily thankfully but enough to make it hard to enjoy life since im worrying about the next time they strike hope that you feel better man...
@@Criticalthinker0515 I have had a considerable drop in panic attacks ever since I cut my caffeine intake to nearly zero. One cup of coffee compared to several and pop , it’s made the world of difference. Some of us are extra sensitive to it and given my shaky situation with my brain after Dmt, it makes sense to cut out as much as possible.
@@Simsandwichofficalhello, how are you holding up after all these years. Have you taken dmt since? I’m guessing you have not….. I’ve only ever smoked weed I’ve been wanting to do mushrooms. Have you taken any, would you suggest it?
@@ZackOsborne I’m still making videos to this day ! No I haven’t done Dmt since and I do suggest people to at least try mushrooms 🍄 once . Just take them outside on a bright day and if you’re around people, make sure they’re people you love and trust .
You absolute boss !!!! I know this sounds mad but another hit of DMT could potentially snap you out of this insanity it did me when I was experiencing knock on affects from DMT years down the line my brother all peace and love
I was going to say this exact same thing
marcus l I was talking about my experience and what helped me hence I said it could “potentially “ help if you read above !!!! I didn’t say it WOULD definitely sort his problem out purely speaking from a similar experience that helped me..... don’t be insulting I’m not trying to be a know it all drug guru you utter Imbecile .... how about you make a post and comment with your views and expressions and don’t jump on mine 🙄 moron
@@championwade6172 lol.
Dmt is demonic dont do it.
@@planet-earth-viewsplanet-e7487 it’s crazy stuff my advice is don’t touch it !!!!
Hey man , same thing happened to me around the same time you had these experiences, it gets Better ,
I don’t feel like the same person after doing Dmt , for good and bad reasons ,
I think the best thing to do is work on yourself everyday to achieve good things in your life to get you to the person you should be ,
How are you now brother
yeah that was four years ago and im only recently finding my philosophy . I am actually pondering doing another more powerful dmt trip in the near future. I'll be taking all the precautions this time tho .
@@Simsandwichoffical
Dito , ever thought about iawaska
@@darreneightynine1507 I often consider doing a ceremony yeah
@@Simsandwichoffical I plan on doing a "breakthrough" mushroom trip soon to prepare myself / determine if I'm ready for DMT (which is my psych substance end goal), after having just finished all your videos of your DMT experience I couldn't fathom living through what you have after DMT. I am so incredibly curious after reading this comment, what would make you want to go back?
@@gizmo4486 the place and company are so very important. I would have to do it outside in great weather in nature away from concrete and people. I would also want a very small group of people who know with a lot of experience what they are doing. These two things are paramount to a positive experience.
I'm just seeing this. You put it out 3yrs ago.
The drug you said you took a double dose of, I don't even want to say its name because of what I've seen it do to people and I don't want its makers to come at me. The horrors I saw and what was relayed to me by their experiences with it are truly unique, and atrociously bad. It's the only drug in the entire world that I know of which I would describe as EVIL. I hope that you have been able to get away from it.
I would have suggested addressing circadian rhythms, solfeggio frequencies, testing for EMF around you and then mitigating it, diet (magnesium comes first to mind), and potentially a myriad of other things as well.
Thank you for sharing your experience. It is a very powerful testimony. ❤
yes i have not used it since 2019 now so a long time and by the grace of God
You’ve done a very good thing- making this video.
I almost did it, thanks for this video. There is schizophrenia in my mothers bloodline and I've been addicted to MDMA on and off for a decade so I would probably just disassociate too much. I microdose psilocybin, I've also heroic dosed many times, and I've had 5-MEO DMT synthesized and I'm still too scared to hit a DMT cart lol. But seriously, we need this level of truth and vulnerability in the "healing" space of entheogens and plant medicine.
You awakened a shit ton of Kundalini energies, Vagus nerve, the sympathetic nervous system (SNS) and the parasympathetic nervous system (PNS) are active and accessible, the door that usually closed to the third eye and to the subconscious is now opened and unlocks from any simple thing like some alcohol. So essentially you have to watch your diet, food intake, grounding, look up kundalini syndrome and you can slowly come back
this ^^^ sounds crazy asf but its true
I've seen things I can't unsee. And it's going to take me more than this lifetime to intergrate it.
My mind is trying to understand something that's way beyond it's capacity and it's very difficult 😕
@@ingolfurarnar697 I pray god stands with you and helps take away any and all anxieties of uncertainty. Much love to you , friend .
Wow what do you mean by you’ve seen things you can’t unsee 😮 is it really that scary
@@martha.m.git's not just opening your third eye in the traditional sense, but erasing the limitations of sight itself and knowing the unknowable. Breaking the fabric of reality.
I’ve had life changing experiences that helped me so much with anxiety and so much more . But I’ve also taken micro doses of iboga with kratom that I think caused hppd problems for 60 days . I to was on sleeping meds . If your going to do anything like dmt or aya don’t have anything else bc I learned the hard way
Thanks for sharing that. I can see how hard it was for you just to relate the suffering you experienced so I can only imagine how desperate things were in that moment.
I would like to Pray for you and I would like you to be receptive and open to it. It's not completely necessary but for one like yourself who has seen pure energy in motion it should be easier for you to understand the benefits of being open and receptive.
In the meantime hold fast....
@@zigzzagz5732 god bless you , friend
This is an extremely unpopular opinion, however I can tell you’re a good dude with a lot to give.
Stay away from psychedelics and TRUST your intuition for it will not lie to you. It isn’t hard for evil to mascaraed as benevolent. Take notice in the individuals who consume massive amounts of psychedelics. Nothing wrong in getting a bump in the right direction. But we need to be honest with ourselves. Do the “gifts” out way the payment? What is the payment? And since when did we have to pay for gifts? Maybe you should write a book man. Or do some art. Pit a message out there to the world. Even if only a few see it it will be much like a seed. A seed that may possibly grow into a tree. A tree that makes seeds. And so on.
You should form a support group.
There's at least two others on RUclips that are still feeling broken as a result of bad experiences.
You should reach out to them to help each other since your situations are unique and not really addressed by the psychiatry professionals because they lack the experience on the DMT world.
Here's one of the RUclips videos:
ruclips.net/video/u4FhZPOaDfg/видео.html
Here's another RUclips video:
ruclips.net/video/EutR6s_wjDY/видео.html
And here's one more:
ruclips.net/video/_wcZw8lIUSo/видео.html
Maybe you all can one day discuss your experiences in a group therapy session.
I think it would be very helpful for all of you.
I am terribly messed up by ayahuasca and know a few more people who are also messed up.
Was going to do Ayahuasca but I don’t think so. Imagine having a bad trip and being in this state for a year or 2. No I’m good. My life is ahead of me. Keep it up brother and take care
Ayahuasca has ruined my life. I have been dysfunctional for 8 years now.
@@soprotivleniye7620what happened and how are you now?
@@soprotivleniye7620 did u try to go and try again ? It really ruined your life ? Like that bad ?
@@arsenasvarov1400Yes, I went on three fucking retreats.
@@soprotivleniye7620 and all three fucked u up equally ?..damn im about to go pretty soon and now im in doubt.
What does it mean to be aware of other people's thoughts? You can't know what they're thinking so it's interesting to hear what's your experience exactly with that
Thanks for this man. I been similar places. Keep fighting ❤
Wish you the best brother. I had similar experiences but due to smoking marijuana. I stopped but when I don't get sleep and go for days I start experiencing symptoms as these. Much love
from weed?
@@man.itz.ashtonhell yeah I’ve had some weird shit from weed too.. I have a super low tolerance- one puff and I’m gone for hours lol. I don’t like it that much so maybe smoke once every few months or so but I’ve had some odd bizarre shit from weed
@@bms77 no that’s your imagination it’s not the weed
Hello... I hope this helps... one of the reasons I stopped getting drunk is because I noticed that I would get hard-core panick attacks the day after heavy drinking.. I know it's not a symptom a lot of people complain about, but something I definitely experienced. Perhaps moderation of your alcohol intake will hopefully prevent such a terrible experience from reoocoring for you. ❤
I stopped drinking last December. Everytime I had a small drink, I would wake up the next day with a horrible hangover, plus all of the effects of a bad psychedelic experience. Visuals, racing negative thoughts, paranoia, near-psychotic thought process, irregular heart beat, incredibly low blood pressure, impending doom, horrible nightmare warning me of death, etc.
It happened about 3 times.
I also have seen things in the corner of my eye that freak me out a lot.
It's crazy the amount of overlap there is between our experiences with this hangover topic. Let me know if you want to talk about it at any point! I would love to ask a few questions.
ALSO, last time I was hungover I went to the doctor and they couldn't get a blood pressure reading. My blood pressure was incredibly low, it felt like I was going to pass out. Irregular heart patterns, I needed to breathe deeply and felt tingles all over my body. Horrible man.
Also I've taken Seroquel in the past, it was a gnarly medication.
We have incredible overlapping symptoms.
I'm typing this as I'm listening to you speak in the video.
@@LokaVision yes it’s all madness and I’m so happy to finally be free from those meds . You can ask me anything you like , friend !
Aye man I hope it gets better I’ve been dealing with a similar sort of thing I don’t know what substance did it but it broke me I’m 19 and have been irresponsibly doing psychedelics, drinking, and smoking weed and cigs since I was freshman in high school currently stopping all unnecessary substances for now I’m sticking to my native religion and trying to find my neutral state of mind again it’s been working but I do get episodes every now and then but I hope it gets better much love from here
It definitely gets better but traces stay along the way
Your fear is not DMT, it is fear itself.
Was it Ghandi who said that?
Try honey & chamomile tea, honey & porridge, valerian root, passion flower honey & brown bread they all both natural sedatives.
You really NEED to purge, especially without a guide or shaman. 2 weeks of healthy foods and positive subconscious stimuli helps tremendously, fasting for 24 hours before isn't necessary but I find its good for me.
from what I experienced, shamans made my trips much worse.
Have you looked into bipolar my friend? It sounds very similar to that, I have it. We have really bad reactions to psychedelics and it can be very confusing. I had a manic episode caused by LSD and was hospitalized, have experienced insomnia and psychosis too
@@vivid.worker yeah I was recently diagnosed with bipolar/ bpd and honestly I think we all have some form of it these days .
Dude and I thought I thought to much, stay strong brother
I had this experience during a very deep panick attack and it stayed for 2 month !!!!
A lot of people have different experiences. It's not the same for everyone. I'm sorry you had a bad trip but the flashback thing with DMT is a new one for me. I didn't know people could have flashbacks from DMT. But yeah existing mental health problems like bipolar depression or borderline schizophrenia could be made worse by something like DMT. I'm sure there are probably reports in the literature about that. But there are also other reports that people with mental health problems report improvements and increased ability to cope a after the experience and expanded awareness. So again, is not the same four everyone but folks have to realize going in that there is a risk, and its best to be prepared mentally and to be in good physical health, well rested, hydrated, etc; as in like balanced and healthy. There's always the chance it may not go well, that's why it's best to start with smaller doses and to be around good friends and people that care about you who can help you if you have problems. In other words not to do it or go at it alone.
@@n.michaels4494 well said
my brain does not shut off what so ever. im insane. ive gone fucking insane. can we sue these shamans? idk what to do.....
@ this too shall pass . I can genuinely say this with all the belief in the world . In time you will get better. It took me a while but if I can come back from such a place , anyone can come back from anything. Focus on yeshua.. trust me .
@@Simsandwichoffical nah man my ex siberian russian hooker madam scum bag not gonna mention her name because im not like her.... she swindeled me by making me go do ayuascha without me doing deep research on it. i didnt know it got this deep. i went from being an EARNER TO A BURNER. I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID. all my confidence. gone. im scared and in fear because i see trhese fucking ghost and apparitions ALLLL the time. i ltierally feel the other dimensions at all times. ITS EXHAUSTING. i want to die.... but then.... i turn into that. omfg gg idk what else to say. i went broke and now im a starving artist. its CRAZY. i was making 300k a year chillin cruising.... then BAM pandemic ...>BAM AYUASHA,. BAM CHEATING WHORE ... BAM ABMA BAMMBAM,...... i went from KING TO NOTHING in 2-3 years.... FUCKING PIG SLAUGHTEREED....... AND SHE TOOK MY FUCKING BITCOIN.... BRO IM GONNA GO CRAZY RIGHT NOW lol.,.....
Good luck man. I'm so sorry this didn't work out for you.
Yeah there's nothing as depressing and anxiety-inducing is the wait for crisis worker in the ER. Maybe one day there will be a centre that's much more welcoming when you're overwhelmed and in need of calm support.
I have complete vision of what a place like this would be 💜
Mental health facilities are
Inhumane I was tortured in them
Thanks for sharing and taking heed to your message! I tried Dmt but don't think I did it well......because I didn't experience anything psychedelic... I just experience my senses becoming heighten, skin moving and residue in pipe moving. but when you say on your second trip that you was knocking on the door to other dimension and seeing it... WHAT was THAT like????
It’s still to this day impossible to describe
Awwwe see now you gonna have me go in on it cause I want to know SOMETHING..... even though I was warned lol but there has to be way for you to express that experience. @@Simsandwichoffical
You suffer from PTSD , alcohol may be a trigger. You should try EMDR treatment as one of your trips was that bad. I had the same thing with a overdose THC.
Does EMDR work with drug trauma? How did it work out for you?
@@babblingalong7689 yes it helped! The trip was so long, i had spasm, hallucinations, i was in a "psychotic" state for over a week. After a week or 2 i had formed ptsd...EMDR helped me get over the trauma ( bad trip i had for like a week )
@@chantalgertenaar3033 what..? Nothing you take can make you trip for over a week straight lmfao, unless you are talking about getting hppd
@@majin2967 i had such a high dose, it made me psychotic ( bad trips ). THC works much longer when it travels thru the blood instead of lungs.
We can actual open these doors with breathing techniques and have out of body experiences. They might help you understand what’s going on and help you with what’s going on Brotha.
BRO i see those shadow figures..... its fucking SCARY!!!
@@mitchellfrederick it was scary . I’ve only seen them twice since .
@@Simsandwichoffical bro i know everything. i see everything. my brain is fully awakened. aware of everything. people think im fucking crazy. i put everyone in their place. im in full out god mode now. its ANNOYING. AND IM BLAMED FOR BEING INSANE when in fact we are the truth. lol gg
@ I hope that doesn’t ruin things for you socially in life , friend . I find I’m closest to god when my compassion is dialed up for those around me . It’s hard to stay humble in this world but it’s worth it
@@Simsandwichoffical I am humble. But my words come off opposite in my explanation of myself. It’s not how I am 24/7. I’m not an ego maniac at all. I’m just telling you my personal perception of things. It’s scary to harness so much realization after years of trials and tribulations basically. I’m a 3/5 splenic projector. I literally feel energy on a scale. I can feel what many others can’t.
@ that’s pretty solid man . Use those gifts for good and help save the world 🌎!
I use to have 'waking nightmares' a lot like this before i ever did drugs, it would last for days. also lemon tree flowers smell just like dmt
That fear you felt sounds like a Demonic Attack I had that same feeling and it wasn't from taking DMT
It's real Jesus is real
They literally have dmt vape at my local shroom shop i wonder how many people getting fuxed
Welcome to the charnel ground of real reality ! It aint cozy , toasty, pretty ,fab or American . Everything , including us disolves , were only a brief passing show & constantly delude ourselves that were constant , solid , continuous & eternal ,but we aint . We,re like everything , immpermanent & sometimes , to our horrar & shock , IT reaveals ITSELF !
I've just found this video. Man this comment section is so sad. Dude is in a mental anguish, probably has bipolar disorder and people are saying that its his own fault and claiming he is giving DMT a bad image. So many things i wanted to say but...
JUST DISGUSTING!🤢🤮
@@leonardoaparecido5071 thank you friend 💜
I can’t help but wonder if the hyperventilation helped release DMT and exacerbate your situation. I’ve heard a few different anecdotal instances where people have reported that meditation and breathing exercises have brought on DMT trance like states.
It’s very possible.
Reach out to me, i entered a psychotic episode and have ptsd from my DMT trip as well.
Anti psychotics and effexor combined saved my ass overnight. I never thought i would get my life back. I was shook and scared to my core and lost everything. I couldnt even think about anything. The sheer magnitude paralyzed me with fear.
Biggest mistake of my life. Got stuck in a timeloop that traumatized me after i came back. Its hard to imagine how fucked you feel when you get stuck in a goddamn loop where even your own thoughts are looping, like a 5 second loop repeating for so long, and that was just the takeoff
Nevermind how its even possible to be aware of a loop in which you yourself are looping
Funny thing is i felt fine for almost a week after coming back. But then the insomnia and triggers started happening. I would start to feel like i was losing my mind, and panic, and that my sanity was so delicate, like a thought bubble ready to burst.
Nowadays i have to be careful about drinking and coffee. Binge drinking and alcohol withdrawal coupled with caffeine is enough to sensitize me and make the flashbacks come
Yeah my last Dmt trip was in 2018 and the anti psychotics did help and I’ve only been free of them for three months now which is so nice because I genuinely thought I’d be on them for life given my sleep problems. Yeah I had a similar experience with time looping which is scary as fuck . I had a hyper lucid dream that the world was moving in reverse, like the superman movie except for the spin of the planet . I came out of it as if it was a real place I had escaped from and it took several hours to shake the feeling.
Psychosis is no joke and doesn’t fuck around. The trap of getting locked in existential despair, knowing everything and knowing when anything will happen, it’s so intense and near impossible to explain to people the true meaning of dread felt . Glad you’re feeling better now friend .
@@Simsandwichoffical you too man. It's something I wouldn't wish on anyone. We don't appreciate what it really is to be a sane person who doesn't think this way until it's gone. Once you open these doors there is no going back. You can sometimes ignore them, but there is no going back and the truth is so bizarre that if there is anything about humanity which you really want to hold onto and cherish, then you shouldn't play Russian roulette with dmt. I think it should be for very old or suicidal people. People with less to lose
@@Simsandwichoffical I had a drinking problem afterwards too, just to fall asleep. I had to pass out because if I just tried to sleep, I would hallucinate insane shit especially audio, people scratching at my doors, calling my name, explosions... and I could feel my body shutting down as I crossed the threshold of sleep. Like being sucked backwards into a gravity well while your heart stops beating and your lungs no longer respond. Makes it hard to sleep lol. But after a point you just get so tired that it happens. Over time it just makes the whole cycle grow worse and worse.
The only person who was there for me was my mom. My gf of 7 years left me shortly after I started having trouble and took my pup too. I dropped out and lost my job but none of that even mattered in the face of how ruined my mind was.
@@finnaplow I too was abandoned by someone who was the closest to me for over 18 years . I realized that once I was sick , I had became a hindrance to them and I then realized this person was a sociopath the entire time who used me until I could no longer serve a purpose. I don’t know your full situation but if your girlfriend left , it’s probably a good thing she’s out of your life now .
Prayers.
As your brain produces it every day I say you lucky and God trying to wake you up if you work on it you become a powerfully healer
I know a handful of guys i work with or went to school with and they changed into comletely different people. Changed there personalities
Yeah powerful drugs aren’t meant to be played with this is why real shamans train for 4 to 5 years before they are ready to give ceremony’s. I messed myself up to using copious amounts of weed edibles and ketamine during an extremely stressful time in my life . I developed schizoaffective disorder which my mom also had and haven’t been the same since it’s been 5 years now .im pretty sure you open up some portals by different energy’s and entities not all of which are friendly and like attaching to humans
Acid gave me permanent HPPD
I hope you're doing better.
@@NickSmith-72 6 years later and I’m doing far better now thank you 🙏
Our brains probably produce DMT during sleep. The alcohol + double anti psychotic meds + waking up probably during REM = waking up with a surplus of DMT in the brain.
Yes it was definitely the result of a soup of poor choices I made . We live and we learn .
Hey there! After watching your videos I really wanted to try and sum some things up which I'm actually sure you're aware of. Having your perception amplified to this point is crazy, I wonder how you are right now. The fact is we're not made for this kind of information processing. As human individuals we are like lots of pieces that are made to feel separated so interaction actually has any meaning and we can talk and hold hands and do whatever with this "I'm me and you're you" kind of shit. That limitation is so we can feel unique, and develop in unique ways, and try to have fun, and learn, and actually use up time to evolve as individuals which are not an "infinite everything" I guess. The math gets crazy when we try to apply the oneness to our view of reality -- this oneness makes so that the world is more "alive" than we give it credit for. Every event and interaction is actually our own reflection, just as it's meaning, and be it good or bad the meaning we give to it, it's just trying to wake us up - by mirroring us. Not messages or things we should try to grasp or understand, but actual mirrors of what we are doing to ourselves. If you have the time, please search for a book called "The School for Gods", from Elio D'anna. Hope to hear from you!
That’s an interesting insight. Thank you for your comment. I’m doing much better other then sleep issues which I’ll have for as long as I own this body . Do you share your thoughts on a channel?
@@Simsandwichoffical I'm glad you're better! Hearing about what happened brought back memories from my own psychedelics abuse - I remember this one time I could hear everyone's intentions as you were explaining, and instead of asking for help my reaction was trying to escape! 🤣 I put my dog in the car, packed my bags and were on my way nowhere! I lived by myself but on a family's house. Of course there was no escape from my own head, so it was just the need for grounding. There's no point on being that much perceptive about other people. I don't have a channel nor anything like that as of now... I do have a big-ass text in which I try to explain reality in words, but it's written in my native language - Brazilian portuguese. I'm not sure words can help anyone though. It's like pointing to the moon - all we have to show for it is our finger, the moon must be experienced, not explained, and in this case it's a lifelong "moon". If the oneness subject is of your interest though, you can find my untranslated words on "um.enzovecchio.com".
I wonder how often sometimes people get bad DMT that's not even maybe what it's supposed to be but something else? Or maybe it is the real thing but it's made by people that have bad intentions that get caught up in the substance itself bringing bad vibes with it. It's probably best to derive it from a natural substance like drinking Ayahuasca or some other plant I guess they derive it from. There's a way to extract it but I forget how it's done. It's probably almost best if you can figure out how to make it yourself or find some friends that do and get it from them. Also I don't see how somebody could say that it's an evil substance that supposedly is already contained within the human body. The government has made it illegal but it's something that naturally occurs in the human mind. It's probably playing some role in how we dream you know? Our brains basically produce it in small amounts in normal people but those who are schizo they have found produce much larger amounts. But when you take a massive dose of it from outside of your body it's chances of throwing your chemical balance out of whack definitely increase. That makes sense.
I got depressed because I saw how perfect the DMT / astral death realm & what awaits me when I'm dead
well I ain't waiting to die of old age
Turn to Jesus he will bring u peace
@@endtimesmontages7777 pretty sure this whole world is a reincarnation prison soul trap, I will avoid all idols when I pass this new years and fly as far away from this planet as possible
I think you just have a gift your 3rd eye has been open along with a doorway into different demintions. I think lack of sleep and the meds for sleep caused this:( i think you are so smart. Seriously man.
thank you friend. its been a few years now and i can safely say that nightmare is over
Wow bro, i see your very tortured, super intelligent, i think your an empath and i really feel for you. Im glad i never did dmt, i heard it opens doors to demons, the only out is jesus, it seems a waste of time praying when you not seeing some help coming your way but i still pray anyway, im grateful im not as tortured as you seem to be. I hope you've had some break from it all. Cant believe they tried to get you to put on a mask when you couldnt breathe properly, they are the ones in psychosis doing that. I hate drugs, pharmakia and witchcraft. Im praying to jesus for us. Thankyou for sharing so vulnerably, you have probs helped loads not touch that shit..
@@alisongolds4897 thank you dear friend. I have become a born again Christian in the past year and Jesus does comfort me 💜 you’re a breath of fresh air with your positive comment !
Dnt cured my crack habit
Stopped smoking 🚬 after almost a decade and multiple failed attempts
@@keomastiff i restarted after corupt juficail police n a sherriff vam
You have awesome eyes dude! Interesting video; take care of yourself
After going blind in one eye and paralysis in my left hand I was on the verge of suicide. I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and spent years in a crippling depression. Because of a good friend, I turned to shamanic practices and psychedelics. This is where I found true healing.
These high dose mushroom trips and dmt breakthroughs are the most profound experiences to be had in this life. I was shown a new paradigm and had experiences that modern science won't acknowledge and deems impossible. I was propelled into spaces of geometry and fractals, and arrived in a place that looks like a private chapel, and everything was jeweled and throbbing with energy and these machine like alien insect beings were performing cosmic surgery on me and communicating with me with a telepathic colored language. I came back and I couldn't believe it and my life has never been the same since it's much more meaningful and magical and now I'm able to get the most out of this life and live without the fear of death
@@InsectElfMachines im genuinely happy for you . Not all of us are so lucky with such an experience . Did you see the mantis beings ?
@@Simsandwichoffical Thankyou. Ive experienced about 30 breakthroughs to this point. Yes, often these mantis insectoid beings will do their surgeries or these little dwarf like gnomes will appear and jump in and out of my chest and cleanse me when they do their magic. They seem to focus on certain upper chakra points and often want to go on adventures and show you things that are impossible to explain with words. Like how you can merge with colors, and use glossolalia to create structure or objects and they sing and chant and it’s the most amazing experience in the universe
@@InsectElfMachines cool dude . That sounds like a crazy fun time lol
Jesus Christ is your way. Ask him for help. Repent in Christ's name. Don't hesitate bro ❤
At any given time there is as much DMT in your brain as serotonin. Thoughts can alter any one of your neurotransmitters. It seems like the ratio of DMT to other neurotransmitters for you was out of whack for a bit for whatever reason. If it happens again you know that you survived it intact before so it won't be so bad next time. People get NDE's and claim to still have access to that other world years later. It is just a matter of having a good relationship with that realm.
that’s not really true we don’t even know if dmt is naturally produced in the human brain
" At any given time there is as much DMT in your brain as serotonin." -> Any source on that?
Bullshit
It seems you're now partially perceptive of other entities that we usually can not see. They never tell people that DMT can open doors, and sometimes it doesn't shut them all. So your stuck with a new perception you may or may not understand. You may learn to control it, as an advantage. But most people can not. I'm sorry this happened to you.
Have you tried Wim Hof breathing method?
Another DMT trip is likely to close the door from what I’ve read from multiple people
Enough time has gone by now that I don’t need a 4th trip . Maybe one day .
the same thing can happen on high dose of delta9 thc and hhc
I’m Muslim please listen to African Al baqara it’s the longest part of Quran, inshallah it will help with negative thinking and evil in your home play it in your home every three days
Yeah, those are fallen angels. That's why you don't take things to see them, because that gives them a right to attack you. If you are still dealing with them, I suggest going to a deliverance minister or looking up deliverance prayer videos. I also suggest reading a Bible; they hate that.
if you suffer from ocd schizophrenia BPD PTSD just dont do psychedelic and weed！
What bpd ? Borderline or bipolar?
Jesus loves you, and is the ultimate fix to all of your problems. After 4 years, ill still pray for you brother❤️
Well done for going through it but don't blame the medicine work on yourself m do the art of living part one n two
The Bible says this is sorcery but all who repent and come to Lord Christ no matter the sin will be saved. There is nothing the blood of Christ can’t buy.
The bible says a lot of things ....
@@Simsandwichoffical There are many spirits a spirit is it’s word is it’s character and not all the spirits are the same. The Lord said Matthew 6:24
“No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.
The knowledge of good and evil has been placed in the heart and is a witness of good and bad spirits showing a division.
Spirits hold territory on earth the spirit of buddha is not Christ and good ministering spirits are sent to all.
The human body contains DMT naturally, and supposedly it causes the profound near death experiences people have. I wonder if your body released it for some reason. Or it could just be PTSD.
Both maybe 🤷♂️
When taking dmt or any psychedelics you need to set an intention. And then you have integration afterwards which is the most important stage.
Plus alcohol is poison. Very dangerous
Hope youre doing better man
Can somebody describe the taste and smell. I would appreciate it greatly.
Smells like a mix between new shoes and flowers. Tastes like...a smoke version of that. Not particularly gross or unpleasant though
Wood filler.
I've been to literal hell on 15 grams of mushrooms. If I can offer any piece of humble advice it would be come to Christ and Orthodox Christianity. Not Christ consciousness as that is luciferian based demonic delusion. One of the interesting things about the original Orthodox Christian Church is that when you're welcomed in as a catechumen you receive 3 exorcisms in the catechumen ceremony. I think you could thoroughly benefit from this. May Christ guide you home brother 🙏☦️🙏
Amen.
that is simply not true, I've been doing mushrooms for more than a year and I have done not15 but 20gr and never have I experience what you're saying. you're just trying to advertise your religion through a false story.
@@Arash-Tayebyour mind probably works different bro. If you know you know. Don't bring people down/up (depending on your perspective) to your level. It's a subjective experience, and this guy may be advertising a valid way to overcome real experiences.
How do we know that your experience isn’t just based off of your personal beliefs? Isn’t it possible that you being a Christian simply influenced what your tripping experience would be like and what you might see? (Buddhists might meet Buddha, Hindus might see Krishna; Christians might meet god, or see heaven or hell). I’m not dismissing your experience, just a thought
DMT HEALS 1G IS LIKE 107EARS OF THERAPY HAVE NO FEAR...
Well, if you see demons, that means there must be Angels. Find them. ❤🙏👍
Try listenin to Mooji ,it can help sooooo much
In my opinion there are certain people that shouldn't experiment ANY mind altering d_ugs legal or illegal . Especially when you've got imaginary issues or not so imaginary
Do you think it might be so that fear wants to show you something?
Absolutely