Will never forget the day my once "soulmate" left me for another guy. It's been nearly 7 years since it happened. I've matured as an adult, moved almost 2000 miles away from my birth place for a new life, met the best friends anyone can have, but nobody has come close to filling that hole in my heart that she left. I hope everyone reading this understands that you aren't alone.
I feel your pain. It's been almost 7 years since I was happy with my relationship in high school. The only girl I dated in high school. She's happier without me now
My brother died about 6 months ago, too. It sent me to a very dark place. I know your grief is a very different type of grief, because you saw her every day, and you still see her in your children's faces, their movements. You hear her in their voices and their laughs. I'm certain she is ever-present and that must be crushing. It isn't fair. I'm so sorry. Hug those very alive children. They need you.
love is want. The fact you lost your own vision of love is your own fault. Thats what the intro of this song means. The rest of this song is our true feelings.
If you are in a dark place rn because of a devestating relationship. Please dont ever go back. Just look forward, doesnt matter how much " joy" this person brought you. They left you once, and will undoubtedly do it again. Don't let it repeat itself please and drink water regularly
Hug is metal. Dont you ever go to metal festivals? Everone acts like theyve ben best friends for years. Mosh pits,wall of deaths people are touching each other. From outside you can say it seems agressive but its not. They are just having fun. Metal means brotherhood. We,metalheads are all brothers and sisters.
You saw her in photographs, with another. She was very happy, although he beat and cheated on her. She does not need your sincere love, she does not love you. You are reviewing those photos and want to shout "Why is he?" This pain, this suffering ... You will never forget those feelings. Great song
I miss her a lot... Anyways, life goes on. We should focus on doing great things like this song when we're broken, sad or consumed by hate Stay safe guys
Yeah man especially being grateful for the memories and times we shared, rather than saddened when looking back. Being happy to have experienced those things at all gives a sense of fulfillment with the right mindset. Hope you’re well.
Making this music can release it all and you get to leave all that pain and hatred in beautiful art that helped you overcome it. DSBM has kept me going so long
bas van der tuuk yea. the whole life is lie. everybody lies u. noone actualy thinks wot he says. at one moment he says u are his best friend. next moment u peek around a corner and see the same guy trash talkin u beh ur back
I stopped listening to metal because I don’t want to remember the heartbreaks and pain I felt in that era of my life. Tonight after being torn down by someone I loved for two years straight and having a child with them and leaving them for good. I remembered the quote in the beginning from the movie closer and it reminded me of this song from my twenties. I just wanted to be loved but no matter who or where I go my heart gets shattered. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m so different now. I would have loved you forever..
Grind Me Into Sludge Melancholy rarely goes away my friend. You and I are quite different from most. We take things in, and we determine life by its own fucked up status. Music is and always will be our escape. They're the freaks..not us. Keep your head up. There will always be light.. though the darkness shows us the other side of being.. Which is absolutely nothing.
You can feel sadness here indeed but what's interesting in this band is that there's always that atmospheric ambient style that let us see a spark of light in the dark, there's always light, even on the darkest times, there's light, there's a redemption, a way out whatever it is, there's light.
I remember hearing this song with you, and you know it was one of our favorites and despite that you would call me crying to say that this was one of the saddest songs and I never wanted that to happen to us. And that's exactly what you did. Destroying everything around me, fading the colors and making all the sounds in noisy. You were my dream. Music is not the same for me. The years go by and I've changed so much, sometimes I do not feel myself, sometimes I pretend I've met. Whatever.
Şuan başkalarıyla gülüyor. Başkalarıyla daha mutlu. Hayat neden bukadar kötü? Mutluluk diye bir şey yok. Koskoca 5 yıl. Ömrümü ölmek için feda ettiğim için kendimi asla affetmeyeceğim.
When i'm finally at the limit from holding all my emotions this song completely shatters my walls and lets everything pour out. It hurts so bad in the moment, but definitely helps heal afterwards. Thanks again.
When you kiss someone new after being single for so long. I wouldn’t know the feeling but I think about it all the time, and I’d probably just break down in tears. Listening to this never fails to make me picture that and start crying inside. I know this sounds cheesy but who else can relate?
Shining is also great at this. Truly great DSBM brings out every emotion all at once. It's something few bands have the gift of doing. Xasthur also is one of the best at doing this.
Similar scenario happened to me, not as brutal because I am a teenager, still hurts because lack of emotion and confidence was present and Abigail happens to be the name of that girl as well, I know I am a teenager so you wont take me serious but if anyone finds this, hope you all are doing well and get through everything like I am trying
sentiments are sentiments buddy, no shame. dont sell yourself short- it was fucking tough being a teenager on my end. during that time i too have suffered a hollow heart by the same token- just as i am now... haha take care of yourself man.
@@entfesselt1288 If you want to,you can..it's almost never too late...you have to start loving yourself first tho...then the little things around you..they make up for the most )
Listened to it for the first time when i was 14,used to cry for not having a normal life like all others. Found this again,im 23 now and my guinea pig just died leaving me and his little brother behind way too early,its so unfair.
Every time I feel down and worse than that, I come here and read through the comments. Oh my godness, these comments! Thank you all. I am not alone. We are not alone.
I was cheated on while i was in a very bad spot in my life, so that only made it worse, but it still cant compare to other pains this life can offer, its crazy how much you can suffer.
This piece Music is so great. Amazing arrangement and an unbelievable smooth depressing atmosphere. When I listen to it, makes me think of things in the past. Things that are great and things that really pisses me off. Love this song Happy Days for all of you
I love this song but…. Last month I had a suicide attempt and was on the phone crying with my girlfriend of 2 years who always disappeared and came back. I went to work where I had a mental breakdown and was out of work for 3 weeks now. My girlfriend told me that she had sex with somebody else because she was at a “low point” in her life. I put so much into her and she doesn’t even know it. I bought a house, released almost 10 albums, and got her a skateboard where the money was going to charity and this is what I get from her. She relocated to somewhere else in Virginia and it breaks my heart that I trusted someone I was happy with and she betrayed me like this. She truly belongs to the streets.
I hope youre doing ok and i really mean this with all due respect, but looking at your of pic i have bad eyes so i apologize but it appears youre either a lesbian or a trans person, and that is just not going to work for you, no one throughout history has ever managed to make these modern fandangled philosophical twists on relationships work. Women need a firm foundation to build themselves off of, and if you struggle with things like the very essence of your existence, its very hard for someone in that position to provide what a woman needs. Over 70% of lesbian couples report domestic violence or emotional abuse, i understand that you want to do what you want, but sometimes i think its important to look at what has worked for everyone, and being something youre not will not make anything in your life easier. Some people confuse love with sex and infatuation, i know i did, and maybe the feelings you have about the (same?) Sex or yourself are incorrect. I really believe something can be attractive to someone but not be whats best for them. I really hope youre doing good and please do not take any of this to heart if you disagree, i am a random idiot on the internet afterall and you should only consider my advice if it actually speaks to you. If youre a woman try to rely on a strong man that wont crack under pressure, and if you identify as such please consider trying to go back to the beginning for a bit, being a man is actually great, having people rely on you will give your life importance. I used to be very mentally ill and weak until i decided to try being more stereotypical and my life has improved 10 fold. Sry for the schizo rant i just cant take people being in pain and ive really spent hundreds of hours pondering the pains people go through in our day and age. Best wishes, things will get better.
Just stumbled upon this, scrolling through RUclips in the wee hours of the night. I'm in tears, this piece of art is beautiful and haunting, I feel moved in a way I couldn't feel for so long. Thank you for this slice of humanity, as dark as it may be
It’s been 5 years since i lost her It hurts so much to this day, i can’t forget about it We were so similar to each other, i understand why she did this way She did the right thing to do, even it still hurts me to this day i can’t blame her If i was in her spot i would do the same thing, it’s all my fault
I just found this band..... This is the second track I've listened to. I'm digging how they use movie dialogues. The Donnie Darko one sucked me right in and now I'm here. Loving it.
I already miss him so much, I don't know what to do. My heart is so broken. I loved him so much. I still love him. I wish we were still together. I wish I could hug and kiss him right now.
This is a masterpiece. I just heard this song for the first time and i can't describe how i feel. This song a journey full of power and emotions. I would do anything to hear this song for the first time again
actually this intro from a movie called 'Closer' and in the movie, the guy cheated on girl first. she could have loved him forever but he left her for another woman. she was devastated and started working in a strip club. and when he got bored, he came back to her. why Larry? because Dan wasnt there for Alice. so actually ''Abigail'' is not the bitch here. the guy is the asshole, he ruined the girl.
Daisy Day its not a tofu that I get everyday for breakfast and i can make a choice and eat something else ..I read your post and I informed you the song is not about the movie and we really dont care about the movie. there is a reply button for a reason
I was hesitant to click on this first time it popped up, but I clicked this time. Not sure if I should have left it unheard, I'm sure it will live with me forever.
As much as I love this song, I can't help but be reminded of how horrible it was going through this. Even though I'm doing better. I live in fucking fear of history repeating itself
I've never been afraid of losing so much, over the last few month's I've witnessed death depression loss and desperation and not on just my behalf. I love this song to bits but it brings so many memories I can see my life flying before my eyes towards a bottomless void. Maybe it would have been easier to end things but hurt is part of life and that's what changes things most, maybe one day things will be better. LOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES. maybe we can can change things together someday.
If I remember correctly this was the first DSBM song I've heard. Then I listened to Thy Light not long after this song and I've been hooked on the genre ever since. Hope everyone is well
I was in a relationship for 5 years and I believed that girl loved me so much. I thought she would never leave me. She left me. All these conversations in this movie happened. Sometimes I listen to this song. I really loved her and I still love her but she blocked me everywhere and doesn't even want to talk to me. I can't understand how someone who gave me everything for 5 years could change so much. I got sick 5 times since she left me. She is so happy without me. My only wish for her is to live a very happy and beautiful life apart from me but I want her to never forget me. My only advice to you is don't love anyone more than yourself.
It’s a cold fucking world. We are all just game pieces slowly being taken one by one off the board. Life fucks you up. Ppl fuck you up. The wounds that hurt the most were carved and placed onto you by the ones you loved the most. They always hurt you the worst. I can’t take it anymore being betrayed. Left to die while I’m on my knees begging for them to stay. Begging to be loved the same way that I love them. My heart has been broken but my soul is shattered. No one will ever understand the pain I endure.
The song went to me on my main page after listening to many black metal genres, 3 months after a breakup, hits so well. Love hurts but take lessons from that even if it hurts i wish you guys the best, i love you
I’ve felt only numbness after I dated a girl who tells me she has a crush on someone, but tells me that she still loves me. I didn’t Belive she still loved me, i was done, I got nothing to give, wanna come cry to me about what you go through?! Join the fucking club, we all have gone through shit, so you know what? Fuck it, get me a bottle, I’m drinking my self to death and blasting this song and more other dsbm music
Man, I’ve been through some shit listening to this song. Hard to think it’s been 12 years since I first heard it and how it always pops back up again when I’m going through it.
I abused her for the better part of a year because of my insecurities and selfishness and skepticisms that all came from projecting my ugly mindset on to hers. She loved me through it all. The most unimaginable treatment when I would tell her I loved her. My possessive spirit taking every inch of freedom she desires until she eventually desires no more. I broke her. And now it’s funny. Now she spent a single night with another. We’re not even together but I was waiting for her but she didn’t wait for me. Rightfully so. Nonetheless it brings me to my knees. The intro of this song makes me want to vomit. This is a sign to treat the ones that love you right. The ones that truly love you will love you no matter what. Just don’t take advantage of that love because you’ll reap what you fucken sow
This song rips my heart out. I couldn't stand to see my forever girl killing herself slowly. I thought a break would open her eyes and fix her priorities. I didn't. It's been a year and almost 4 months and even in a crowded room I'm lonely. I replay simple things over and over in my head because replaying the big things,the beautiful only once in a lifetime hurts too , too much. Those who understand this and understand this song --- how beautiful is this song wrapped in all of its ugliness. I miss you forever girl
i love don't go and abigail cause they remind me of the pain of love so i can still feel alive and glad i experienced it So that i can be ready when it happens again
I feel you brotha! Been through that recently but moving forward with my new job and new life without the negative bullshit. keep your head up. Don't let life drag you down. 🤘👿🤘
Will never forget the day my once "soulmate" left me for another guy. It's been nearly 7 years since it happened. I've matured as an adult, moved almost 2000 miles away from my birth place for a new life, met the best friends anyone can have, but nobody has come close to filling that hole in my heart that she left. I hope everyone reading this understands that you aren't alone.
I feel your pain. It's been almost 7 years since I was happy with my relationship in high school. The only girl I dated in high school. She's happier without me now
@@CarolynDestruction Shut up transgender
@@COLMUSIC603 man i had like 7 relationships when i was a kid now i got no bitches
@@LazyLaz76 BASED
hate it
9 years, 3 children, and she died. I did everything right and still lost. There aren't even words for that kind of pain and loss.
❤
Damn RIP
your situation made me feel like nothing bro RIP
Она навсегда в твоей памяти, ну и в сердце, если сердце вообще может помнить
My brother died about 6 months ago, too. It sent me to a very dark place. I know your grief is a very different type of grief, because you saw her every day, and you still see her in your children's faces, their movements. You hear her in their voices and their laughs. I'm certain she is ever-present and that must be crushing. It isn't fair. I'm so sorry. Hug those very alive children. They need you.
"he asked me nicely" love hurts
You should see the movie.
Name ?
@@SaaaaaD-0 Closer
@@priscila9648 by who? I'd love to know some real fucked up heartbroken songs and movies
Fucking does, my ex cheated on me when we were still together and it was like this song... That was one of my suicide attempts.......
This song hits differently when you’re drunk
Every song does
I can't even cope right now...
It really does
Same
soo truee
One thing i've learned from Life, Love Hurts more than anything
Jonathan Bayza worse pain ever
You just learn your own mistakes
Jonathan Bayza then it is not love, simply lust
Tru stroy...
love is want. The fact you lost your own vision of love is your own fault. Thats what the intro of this song means. The rest of this song is our true feelings.
this the typa shit u could never put ur friends onto
If you are in a dark place rn because of a devestating relationship. Please dont ever go back. Just look forward, doesnt matter how much " joy" this person brought you. They left you once, and will undoubtedly do it again. Don't let it repeat itself please and drink water regularly
I know it isn't so metal but... I just want to share a hug with you who are reading this.
@@tristery lmao me too
Hug is metal. Dont you ever go to metal festivals? Everone acts like theyve ben best friends for years. Mosh pits,wall of deaths people are touching each other. From outside you can say it seems agressive but its not. They are just having fun. Metal means brotherhood. We,metalheads are all brothers and sisters.
Wow it's been 2 years.
I was so wholesome back then.
@@andreafomasidirector grazie hahahaha
@@andreafomasidirector quanti italiani ahah
This song is so sad hits hard but such a masterpiece.. There's no greater pain when your heart gets broken from the one you love most..
Nice profile picture
word up
trust me. there are worse pains out there.
this IS dsbm...
post？
Verdade
2:38 the sound of a windows XP folder opening in the audio. Is what I'm searching on a raw Black Metal
Haha good catch!
It's the original audio, straight from the band themselves. I know because I was the person who uploaded the song.
@@NocturnalGravelandRecords Woah, that's awesome!
@@NocturnalGravelandRecordsreal shit?
You saw her in photographs, with another. She was very happy, although he beat and cheated on her. She does not need your sincere love, she does not love you. You are reviewing those photos and want to shout "Why is he?" This pain, this suffering ...
You will never forget those feelings. Great song
Bro, you need to watch Alexander Grace and Darius M.
I miss her a lot...
Anyways, life goes on. We should focus on doing great things like this song when we're broken, sad or consumed by hate
Stay safe guys
Yeah man especially being grateful for the memories and times we shared, rather than saddened when looking back. Being happy to have experienced those things at all gives a sense of fulfillment with the right mindset. Hope you’re well.
Thank you for this words, i needed this
Making this music can release it all and you get to leave all that pain and hatred in beautiful art that helped you overcome it. DSBM has kept me going so long
Emo nerd
The best instrumental song I've ever heard by far ..
I think i asked it before here or in another video's comment section, doesn't this song has something in common with Lantôs' Ëin?
I think you'd also like Sadness-In january
It's pretty similar
@@100-w6e Thanks . I will check it out .
@@wlaenyrhlios3295 You're welcome, hope you like it
he says abigail and the beginning , and the closer talking in the beginning.
"I would have loved you... forever..."
But it was my own fault
bas van der tuuk yea. the whole life is lie. everybody lies u. noone actualy thinks wot he says. at one moment he says u are his best friend. next moment u peek around a corner and see the same guy trash talkin u beh ur back
@@iamfortheburied8190 then do better next time
This song really got to me. Almost cried. So much emotion in this one song it's unbelievable.
Sara Alden is amazing how the band made it possible, you can feel the sadness, the bitterness, the mistrust, the suffering in those notes. Awesome!
HA, "almost", yeah sure, "almost" smh
YES. Now I am keeping my tears rn, again...
Happy Songs... for Happy People
Like a Positive Music For Positive People
the intro is from the film "closer" with natalie portman and jude law . for those who asked ...
After watching the film where this came from, it completely changes EVERYTHING......
🖤
Hits even harder when you have someone that you miss with the same name as the song title
🤯
I stopped listening to metal because I don’t want to remember the heartbreaks and pain I felt in that era of my life. Tonight after being torn down by someone I loved for two years straight and having a child with them and leaving them for good. I remembered the quote in the beginning from the movie closer and it reminded me of this song from my twenties. I just wanted to be loved but no matter who or where I go my heart gets shattered. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m so different now. I would have loved you forever..
Shit, man, how are you now?
@@chillaz6192 bad
Give us an update, brother
coz you are a pu*s*sy
Hope you're okay now
There is no forever.
👍
wow you are a genius
@@papacharlie5692 yes, he is
Only infinite
This song really helps me, but cuts me so deep with every listen. I fucking love it.
same shit
Grind Me Into Sludge Melancholy rarely goes away my friend. You and I are quite different from most. We take things in, and we determine life by its own fucked up status. Music is and always will be our escape. They're the freaks..not us. Keep your head up. There will always be light.. though the darkness shows us the other side of being.. Which is absolutely nothing.
😢 fuckin fuck
You can feel sadness here indeed but what's interesting in this band is that there's always that atmospheric ambient style that let us see a spark of light in the dark, there's always light, even on the darkest times, there's light, there's a redemption, a way out whatever it is, there's light.
i know plenty of songs with no light in them
@@cowmaster9180 ok link
@@thotlinemiami6627 suicidal emotions by abyssic hate is one hell of a depressive album
@@framepointer thanks bossman
"then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel...was just a freight train coming your way"
I remember hearing this song with you, and you know it was one of our favorites and despite that you would call me crying to say that this was one of the saddest songs and I never wanted that to happen to us. And that's exactly what you did. Destroying everything around me, fading the colors and making all the sounds in noisy. You were my dream. Music is not the same for me. The years go by and I've changed so much, sometimes I do not feel myself, sometimes I pretend I've met. Whatever.
Would be good lyrics
Hi!
hope you're okay
Ill think of you while I pray. I'm very sorry you experienced loss of that caliber. I hope things have gotten easier for you.
Wat
Seni bu şarkılara kazıdım, yarın dünya yok olsa bile sen burada kalacaksın, kimsenin bilmediği, yalnız ve soğuk şarkılar. Kimsesizlerin şarkıları…
Bizi bu duruma düşürenler bizi hiç umursamıyor dostum. İnan bana hiç...
Şuan başkalarıyla gülüyor. Başkalarıyla daha mutlu. Hayat neden bukadar kötü? Mutluluk diye bir şey yok. Koskoca 5 yıl. Ömrümü ölmek için feda ettiğim için kendimi asla affetmeyeceğim.
Люблю всех людей кто это слушает и переслушивает.
Я тоже.
When i'm finally at the limit from holding all my emotions this song completely shatters my walls and lets everything pour out. It hurts so bad in the moment, but definitely helps heal afterwards. Thanks again.
When the tears come out, it feels good.
@@Vinnay94 Don't fool yourself.
When you kiss someone new after being single for so long. I wouldn’t know the feeling but I think about it all the time, and I’d probably just break down in tears. Listening to this never fails to make me picture that and start crying inside. I know this sounds cheesy but who else can relate?
i know exactly how you feel
5:55 such a beautiful twist to a song. This song describes all the feelings of love. pain,happiness pain
Shining is also great at this. Truly great DSBM brings out every emotion all at once. It's something few bands have the gift of doing. Xasthur also is one of the best at doing this.
@@set8255also psychonaut 4 and sterbend are very good at this
i mean, acoustic breakdown is like the gimmick of nearly every DSBM act out there
2:30 "Aaabigaiiiil"...............epic
Similar scenario happened to me, not as brutal because I am a teenager, still hurts because lack of emotion and confidence was present and Abigail happens to be the name of that girl as well, I know I am a teenager so you wont take me serious but if anyone finds this, hope you all are doing well and get through everything like I am trying
I hope you’re doing well too c,:
@@djay-eh9isthx, still moving forward
I hope all the best to you
sentiments are sentiments buddy, no shame. dont sell yourself short- it was fucking tough being a teenager on my end. during that time i too have suffered a hollow heart by the same token- just as i am now... haha
take care of yourself man.
Youth doesn't discredit pain, my friend. I wish you the best.
A narcissist can't love you never ever.
@@wraith7666 same here, that sht brokes any hope in people or w*men actually.
:)
everyone is narcistic u chud
@@nisamontague417 What?
@@None-jj8sx that's true
Veryy Hapy days ...
+Depressivve post Life you dont like it?
+Ian Bach (Razorface) we're rotting
Depressivve post Life we understand each other
Sounds like every relationship I’ve ever been through. I’ve been divorced for seven years and I don’t plan on getting attached to anyone ever again.
Watch Alexander Grace
Smart!
@@CausticSpace Who is that?
@@efilwv1635 ruclips.net/channel/UCeY3vg1r0KrvuyPOi7T39eA Darius M. is a good youtube channel too.
We love just the illusion of love.
I do. I don‘t think I could love someone. I like your name, are you German?
@@euphemia187 I Wish I could love someone. Or Something. But I can't.
Yes, I'm German. And "Entfesselt" means "unleashed" ;)
It’s just a chemical reaction in the brain. There’s no such thing as love, after all.
@@entfesselt1288 If you want to,you can..it's almost never too late...you have to start loving yourself first tho...then the little things around you..they make up for the most )
Listened to it for the first time when i was 14,used to cry for not having a normal life like all others. Found this again,im 23 now and my guinea pig just died leaving me and his little brother behind way too early,its so unfair.
This music deserves so much recognition.. The lead has a voice of it's own. Need more music like this
Karrøll Sinistra the blasphemous agreed, espically happy days
Karrøll Sinistra the blasphemous Exactly what I was about to say. Thanks.
@Justin Bishoff it mostly comes down to what the bands wants for themselves, if they want the recognition, why disapprove of their success?
I Enjoyed It and Came as well.
Every time I feel down and worse than that, I come here and read through the comments. Oh my godness, these comments!
Thank you all. I am not alone. We are not alone.
you alright bud?
@@wAVE1337 I commented after the thing has been sorted out, so the answer is yes.
I remembered this video and felt very grateful.
@@torki3697 good to know bro. hope you're a happy person now
this is a powerful song . you can feel the energy . a great piece of art and work
I love that acoustic guitar
Yes thats nice
I was cheated on while i was in a very bad spot in my life, so that only made it worse, but it still cant compare to other pains this life can offer, its crazy how much you can suffer.
the most important part is, that you will and always will get through it. Some don't but if you do, please stay
This piece Music is so great. Amazing arrangement and an unbelievable smooth depressing atmosphere. When I listen to it, makes me think of things in the past. Things that are great and things that really pisses me off.
Love this song
Happy Days for all of you
After watching the film where this came from, it completely changes EVERYTHING......
She took me to the highest peak... heaven. Once there, she pushed me off, breaking every bone in my body.. at least thats how it felt..
@@josephswolin7450I'm sorry my friend. I hope you can find healing...(Bro hug) .
You know that this is good dsbm when the music makes you feel sad but with a peek of this feeling of will of revenge against the world...
I love this song but….
Last month I had a suicide attempt and was on the phone crying with my girlfriend of 2 years who always disappeared and came back. I went to work where I had a mental breakdown and was out of work for 3 weeks now. My girlfriend told me that she had sex with somebody else because she was at a “low point” in her life. I put so much into her and she doesn’t even know it. I bought a house, released almost 10 albums, and got her a skateboard where the money was going to charity and this is what I get from her. She relocated to somewhere else in Virginia and it breaks my heart that I trusted someone I was happy with and she betrayed me like this. She truly belongs to the streets.
your music is awful why would you go all the way to 10 albums? jfc
I hope u are ok
@@Delete-t7ylook up Can’t Find Love But A Coffin. It’s an album I put my whole heart into making. Fuck her😂😂
I hope youre doing ok and i really mean this with all due respect, but looking at your of pic i have bad eyes so i apologize but it appears youre either a lesbian or a trans person, and that is just not going to work for you, no one throughout history has ever managed to make these modern fandangled philosophical twists on relationships work. Women need a firm foundation to build themselves off of, and if you struggle with things like the very essence of your existence, its very hard for someone in that position to provide what a woman needs. Over 70% of lesbian couples report domestic violence or emotional abuse, i understand that you want to do what you want, but sometimes i think its important to look at what has worked for everyone, and being something youre not will not make anything in your life easier. Some people confuse love with sex and infatuation, i know i did, and maybe the feelings you have about the (same?) Sex or yourself are incorrect. I really believe something can be attractive to someone but not be whats best for them. I really hope youre doing good and please do not take any of this to heart if you disagree, i am a random idiot on the internet afterall and you should only consider my advice if it actually speaks to you. If youre a woman try to rely on a strong man that wont crack under pressure, and if you identify as such please consider trying to go back to the beginning for a bit, being a man is actually great, having people rely on you will give your life importance. I used to be very mentally ill and weak until i decided to try being more stereotypical and my life has improved 10 fold. Sry for the schizo rant i just cant take people being in pain and ive really spent hundreds of hours pondering the pains people go through in our day and age. Best wishes, things will get better.
Stay strong, I love you bro
Just stumbled upon this, scrolling through RUclips in the wee hours of the night. I'm in tears, this piece of art is beautiful and haunting, I feel moved in a way I couldn't feel for so long. Thank you for this slice of humanity, as dark as it may be
Yup..imagining all the society adore you and u turn out totally opposite it's cracking inside me
It’s been 5 years since i lost her
It hurts so much to this day, i can’t forget about it
We were so similar to each other, i understand why she did this way
She did the right thing to do, even it still hurts me to this day i can’t blame her
If i was in her spot i would do the same thing, it’s all my fault
It is time to forgive yourself, grow, move on, and prosper
I always get to men like you, please never touch another woman before you heal
@@Mysticfoxxxy bruh
@@Mysticfoxxxysounds like youre way more damaged. Get off the internet and stop speaking.
I just found this band..... This is the second track I've listened to. I'm digging how they use movie dialogues. The Donnie Darko one sucked me right in and now I'm here. Loving it.
What is the title ?
On Donnie Darko ?
@@valentina170582 happy days - dying alone done
What movie is the dialog from?
@@rtbarshaw3766 i think it’s a movie from 2000
Search in the comments you will maybe find it
@@rtbarshaw3766 Closer 2004
The song of my life
I've never listened to metal like this before. so fucking insane. hits harder than any other
hits harder than my dads belt fr
Fr
black metal has nothing to with metal but the distortion
@@depressivesuicidalblackmetal.Oh my God it's depressive suicidal black metal
@@treymoment hi folks, its me, John Depressivesuicidalblackmetal
This song is a piece of art. A very depressing yet beautiful piece of art.
G0R3 V0M1T Lmao thanks UwU
I listen to a lot of metal 🤘💀
I already miss him so much, I don't know what to do. My heart is so broken. I loved him so much. I still love him. I wish we were still together. I wish I could hug and kiss him right now.
why is this deppressive- it makes me feel alive
there's nothing left to live for
I always come back to this song...
This is a masterpiece. I just heard this song for the first time and i can't describe how i feel. This song a journey full of power and emotions. I would do anything to hear this song for the first time again
actually this intro from a movie called 'Closer' and in the movie, the guy cheated on girl first. she could have loved him forever but he left her for another woman. she was devastated and started working in a strip club. and when he got bored, he came back to her. why Larry? because Dan wasnt there for Alice. so actually ''Abigail'' is not the bitch here. the guy is the asshole, he ruined the girl.
Damn. But what's the meaning of the song? Is it about his ex who treated him with abuse and Morbid has fallen into a state of depression and anger?
did you read what i wrote there -_-
the song is not about the movie we dont care about its story
Narcotic Devotion
then don't read it.
Daisy Day its not a tofu that I get everyday for breakfast and i can make a choice and eat something else ..I read your post and I informed you the song is not about the movie and we really dont care about the movie. there is a reply button for a reason
I was hesitant to click on this first time it popped up, but I clicked this time. Not sure if I should have left it unheard, I'm sure it will live with me forever.
As much as I love this song, I can't help but be reminded of how horrible it was going through this. Even though I'm doing better. I live in fucking fear of history repeating itself
Heartbreak is something else, he knew he would forgive her. She's a devil and he's too good. So wrenching
this is the only song that makes me cry for some reason
Abigail! :/
the name that never forget...
I've never been afraid of losing so much, over the last few month's I've witnessed death depression loss and desperation and not on just my behalf. I love this song to bits but it brings so many memories I can see my life flying before my eyes towards a bottomless void. Maybe it would have been easier to end things but hurt is part of life and that's what changes things most, maybe one day things will be better.
LOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES. maybe we can can change things together someday.
Anyone can relate to that epilogue / intro... This music is very therapeutic
If I remember correctly this was the first DSBM song I've heard. Then I listened to Thy Light not long after this song and I've been hooked on the genre ever since. Hope everyone is well
I was in a relationship for 5 years and I believed that girl loved me so much. I thought she would never leave me. She left me. All these conversations in this movie happened. Sometimes I listen to this song. I really loved her and I still love her but she blocked me everywhere and doesn't even want to talk to me. I can't understand how someone who gave me everything for 5 years could change so much. I got sick 5 times since she left me. She is so happy without me. My only wish for her is to live a very happy and beautiful life apart from me but I want her to never forget me. My only advice to you is don't love anyone more than yourself.
kulübe hoş geldin
@Leviathancurge Hoşbulduk :(
Le dialogue du début m'a brisé le coeur 😢
This one is powerful in so many ways that i really can't describe a thing, just feel it.
still here and still listening to this
My Adrenaline DSBM The only thing that keeps the feeling of aliveness anymore Hail
try cold showers/ice bath
It’s a cold fucking world. We are all just game pieces slowly being taken one by one off the board. Life fucks you up. Ppl fuck you up. The wounds that hurt the most were carved and placed onto you by the ones you loved the most. They always hurt you the worst. I can’t take it anymore being betrayed. Left to die while I’m on my knees begging for them to stay. Begging to be loved the same way that I love them. My heart has been broken but my soul is shattered. No one will ever understand the pain I endure.
I loved her with all my heart and still she left
I correlate with each word being said..
It is cold and no one owes us anything, love or anything else.
this song is art
The song went to me on my main page after listening to many black metal genres, 3 months after a breakup, hits so well. Love hurts but take lessons from that even if it hurts i wish you guys the best, i love you
Great Song. Want to see them live!
Gruß aus Deutschland
I've always loved the intro, but since I watched Closer (2004) it hits even harder. So heartbreaking and relatable. I love this band.
葉巧庭你永遠傷害我的心，我就無法忘掉你不管我交到幾個女友，我不能愛別的人跟你一樣，你一直在我的記憶感到非常痛苦
Favourite happy days song.
Got this recommended by a guy on reddit cuz i was asking for songs to cry to and bless that guy for putting me on this
Excelente
Love you guys
уже столько лет её слушаю... Т_Т
Happy Days sampling Closer was the best thing that ever came to DSBM lol. Such a unique song.
I’ve felt only numbness after I dated a girl who tells me she has a crush on someone, but tells me that she still loves me. I didn’t Belive she still loved me, i was done, I got nothing to give, wanna come cry to me about what you go through?! Join the fucking club, we all have gone through shit, so you know what? Fuck it, get me a bottle, I’m drinking my self to death and blasting this song and more other dsbm music
Man, I’ve been through some shit listening to this song. Hard to think it’s been 12 years since I first heard it and how it always pops back up again when I’m going through it.
This is my teenage to adulthood song, I’m still crying whenever I hear it … I still do
Wholesomeness of emotions and amertume
this song cures all of my problems
I abused her for the better part of a year because of my insecurities and selfishness and skepticisms that all came from projecting my ugly mindset on to hers. She loved me through it all. The most unimaginable treatment when I would tell her I loved her. My possessive spirit taking every inch of freedom she desires until she eventually desires no more. I broke her. And now it’s funny. Now she spent a single night with another. We’re not even together but I was waiting for her but she didn’t wait for me. Rightfully so. Nonetheless it brings me to my knees. The intro of this song makes me want to vomit. This is a sign to treat the ones that love you right. The ones that truly love you will love you no matter what. Just don’t take advantage of that love because you’ll reap what you fucken sow
intro with the acoustic is amazing
I hope we all just Rest In Peace one day!!!
This song rips my heart out. I couldn't stand to see my forever girl killing herself slowly. I thought a break would open her eyes and fix her priorities. I didn't. It's been a year and almost 4 months and even in a crowded room I'm lonely.
I replay simple things over and over in my head because replaying the big things,the beautiful only once in a lifetime hurts too , too much.
Those who understand this and understand this song --- how beautiful is this song wrapped in all of its ugliness. I miss you forever girl
i love don't go and abigail cause they remind me of the pain of love so i can still feel alive and glad i experienced it
So that i can be ready when it happens again
I feel you brotha! Been through that recently but moving forward with my new job and new life without the negative bullshit. keep your head up. Don't let life drag you down. 🤘👿🤘
I´m no one.
Man, I love @7:06, when all of a sudden BAMMMMM, outta nowhere that awesome drum beat kicks in.
One of the best songs ever
This song always reminds me of him! I would love him forever..
I'm here to get comfort again
I know it's supposed to be depressive, but the melody is so soothing & beautiful... I hope things get better for anyone reading
4th day in a row crying to this
its been 2 years without crying, loser