People can be so ignorant. There is one gal on RUclips and that’s all she does is benefit off of others sorrows. She is a piece of work and I wish RUclips would do something about her. But Emma is strong and can handle that woman.
So, true, how? Just when you think people’s behavior can’t possibly get any worse….it does! I honestly don’t get it! I am so sorry you had to deal with that. You had to do what was best, understandably! 🥰
@@kathyferrara4444 yes it's mkliv or something stupid name . She's a real serious nasty piece of work and. She calls so many cancer poor souls, and their victims . She's a witch 🧙♂️
Omfg Emma, im shocked at the nurses mistake🤬 im just glad you was there to spot the nurses mistake. That should of been a sackable offence, they should of lost their pin & been struck off the register so there unable to work in nursing again. I've worked in elderly care & even I know that your supposed to double check controlled drugs by 2 staff.
@@clairekilvert-jones7942 but how do you want to handle this in a private setting though, like in a patient's own home, with their relatives (or even children) as their caregivers? I once worked with an elderly lady, and I was told (maybe once or twice) how to give her medications (i'm NOT in the medical/health care field), and from then on, I was on my own. Thankfully I knew exactly what I was doing, but a lot of other people don't.
@@nadlerskid well exactly. I work in vulnerable people's own homes and I am trained and insured to administer these heavy drugs, but nobody is checking that I am checking. I'm trusted. And for what it's worth, I am very trustworthy and follow procedure every time because mistakes can and do happen. I've seen it in my work with other carers. However they were not stopped or checked by a second person as that's not protocol. This is what outrages me. Money is preventing safeguarding from medical mistakes. Its much cheaper and more convenient to the system to let workers administer the meds on their own. Vulnerable people are harmed by this every day.
@@charlottetaylor4471 it's wrong but there's no legal requirement for a second member of staff to witness and sign for the administration or support of controlled drugs in a person's own home. (See CQC)
I have hated the month of May for many years now due to losses in my family. First my Mom, brother, brother-in-law and niece. Now I have two more reasons... Don't blame you for keeping your whereabouts private. You're so right. There are too many mental defectives out there. And for saving Sooz's life. My God!!! He was surely with you that day. There is no excuse for their negligence. That's the purpose of having 2 people sign off. Unbelievable... Jo is a superstar! A wonderful friend who is a part of your family. As I said to her in one of my last responses to her, I wish so much that I could meet you both one day. You have shared so much of yourselves with us that I feel like I have known you for years. I'm sure many of your followers feel the same. Take care sweetheart. You are so loved. ❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
I know you love your job Emma, but can I just say, you would make an amazing nurse. Your compassion, your insight and attention to detail is what's needed in the medical profession.
I’ve worked in Interventional Pain Management for 24 years and you are absolutely right, Sooz would have died after that fatal dose!! You LITERALLY SAVED HER LIFE, you are truly an Angel. In fact, I’m sure you saved her life more than a couple of times!! 🙏🏼💕
You’re a hero in so many ways Emma! You not only saved your sister’s life that day, but I’m sure countless others, now and in the future. Bless your heart Emma ♥️
Oh my goodness, Emma those two nurses needed to be fired for their almost fatal mistake. Thank goodness you were with Sooz that day. You stopped a near fatal mistake. Take things one step at a a time. Know that we are always here for you. Hugs to your fur kids take care of yourself and lean on Ash and other family members.
Omg Emma those nurses are so incompetent!! So glad you caught it ! They are supposed to have safety measures in place so this never happens, wow you were an angel for Souz ❤️🇨🇦
hey flower- I cannot believe given what you have been through and are very much still going through, that you have had to come on and explain yourself as to where you were with Suzie. these people have no lives, most of them barely see fresh air and don't have real love in their lives which, is why they get so much pleasure from trolling others. It was nobodies business but yours and sooz and your families... wow, this has made me so angry. Anyone having an issue, can comment below and I will defend you to the ends of the earth. Now take some time please, rest and please know that we are always by your side. xx
I can only think that they're kids or entitled people who have never experienced the pain of losing a loved one before 🤷🏻♀️ It is something I wouldn't wish on anybody ever
Those negative lerkers dont even deserve a response? Or justification? Please look after yourself, Emma❤ You were Sooz's Guardian Angel 👼 now she's yours.💕 Sending love 🫂💐💕🇦🇺🥰🦋🙏❤️💜
Thank goodness you were with Sooz 24/7. I think a lot of our loved ones loose their lives because of mistakes. Two of the nurses were supposed to sign off the meds for a reason and they still got it wrong.
Dearest Emma, try not to even think about the what ifs. God had you in place to make sure that Sooz was comfortable, safe and knew she was loved at all times. That wasn't by chance. I feel like you're family and I love you so. Love, hugs and prayers from Cathy in Cape Coral.
My sister is a nurse and she always says that it is called ' the practice of medicine because they are always practicing', and learning. Your presence with Sooz that day prevented that mistake and has become a huge learning experience for so many, professionals and patients alike. We are all human and subject to failures, you not only saved Sooz life that day but so many others in the future. Someone else said that you were Sooz angel here on earth and she is now yours. I believe that she still walks beside you everyday, I hope that you can take some comfort in that. We are all here for you and from one set of twins to another much love and peace. ❤✌ I have a guest room at the beach in NJ, USA if you find yourself and Ash in need of a much deserved getaway. My door and my heart is always open.
Lots so upsetting that this happens enough to have this story be not the first time I’ve seen this scenario happen. I’m the wife of a wounded warrior and we had another wounded warrior friend who was in the hospital after injuries. The nurses gave him about the same dosage as these nurses were about to give sweet Sooz. He did not have a sharp eyed advocate and we lost him because of it. This has GOT to change! 😢
Oh Emma, how much more can you take. You are such a strong woman, and what a protector of Sooz you were!! You saved Sooz that day, we were just standing behind you, as we will ways do. We are all your friends in your pocket. As always sending massive hugs to you xxx
You have your fur babies who know their mommy is in pain and will give you so much love during the hard days. I know I don't know you but your a wonderful daughter and sister who give everything you had even though it was killing you to comfort your loved ones in their last moments, your an angel. 😇
You were exactly where you needed to be with Sooz. You were her angel. Her hero. You are more than welcome to all our love and support. We are still with you. Love from Vermont USA ❤
I don't understand what's wrong with some people. What kind of person gets pleasure out of, seeing someone in a really difficult and painful situation, suffer even more? They must lead very unhappy lives. I'm so glad you and Sooz didn't let those trolls get to you. Keep strong Emma, There are so many of us here who love you loads xxx
I just had your video pop up to me I so sorry for your lost. Your a beautiful strong woman and. I always say that there is someone out there who is going through worse things than me. Sending you lots of love and hugs. I will continue to watch your channel ❤ x
That is horrific to hear about the overdose, it just shows what could be happening all over the place to lots of people. It also backs up what I have been thinking, that Sooz lasted a lot longer than she would have done without you there to be her voice and her advocate x Sue ❤
OMG Emma, the NHS can be a scary place these days and after experiencing this type of thing myself, I know exactly where you are coming from.😢 Sorry to say that when you are a patient, you have to ask a lot of questions, you cannot afford to be complacent. I am scared of becoming so sick one day that I will be unable to ask them.🤷🏼♀️ Well done for spotting that error in the nick of time.👍🏻
Hi Emma, I'm so glad you were with Sooz that day. I can't believe the nurses made such a huge mistake. In my opinion, they should have been fired, and their license revoked. I'm thinking of you and holding you tight during this difficult time.❤
Oh my goodness! The “mistake” the nurses made is unbelievable and inexcusable! Thank God you caught it! Even here in the USA, we also have to be there for our loved ones. The health care systems all over the world are flawed. It’s definitely a huge blessing that you could be there with Sooz. I’m so sorry this happened. I continue to pray for you and yours. May God grant you peace, comfort, strength, and love as you walk this new path. Love and hugs!🩷🙏🏻🩷🙏🏻
So so traumatic Emma , as if things weren’t hard enough for you already! The basics of nursing care were not followed. What’s wrong with people? I’m glad they’ve had retraining and have had severe warnings. It makes you blooming wonder what the training consists of. To think you’re in hospital and have to be on your guard is absolutely insane.
Thank goodness you were there for Sooz!!! Every moment you had with her was precious and who knows how many other patients you have helped. Sooo much love from nj... ❤❤❤❤
Omg Emma...i had palpitations listening to this...absolutely shocking...with those nurses....not even going to waste my breath on the trolls....im still sitting in you're pocket...love always ❤❤xx
What you have been thru is just so sad...you need to recharge your mind and body...it will take time but you will slowly begin to recover and start living your life again. You are as always in my thoughts and prayers...❤❤❤
Omg that's horrendous what they did!!! I know I don't know you but just wanted to say I am proud of you and its been lovely to see there are such beautiful humans out there as you,Sooz and you mum are as they aren't gone only our physical bodies 🦋❤💫
OMG!!! I never left my father alone in hospital in all times he had to spend, but never did I know this went on!!! I am in shock, and a big lesson learnt!! They use to make me feel uncomfortable for never leaving his side, I’m so glad I didn’t ! Thank you for telling us this information, you are an Amazingly strong and brave woman ❤
Thank you for sharing this story. It is outrageous that nurses wouldn’t be hyper-vigilant about controlled substances, especially in a hospice setting. Simply outrageous.
So glad you were able to move to the room from hospice and have some comfort there. It looked nice. The error done at the hospital, well, I’m just speechless. Another lessoned learned. We really do need someone with us all the time anymore to advocate for our health. It’s hard to part with the ones we are so close to, but I’m glad you have the ability to reach out and share with us. Look forward to walking with you as you move on.
Omg what sick person would troll you and sooz I hope you blocked them you are doing amazing and as always still fighting lovely sooz corner, and thank god you where with her when those incompetent nurses tried to overdose her don't forget look after yourself too.xx❤
😮 OMG Thank goodness you were there Emma! Its so frightening that such a mistake could have been made by health professionals. Well done for sourcing the alternative care for Sooz. Its so sad that hospices are not able to accommodate people for longer when they are unable to have palliative care at home 😢 I can't believe there are people out there (trolls) who would even think about putting negative, nasty comments on your channel 🤬 Sending lots of love & big soothing hugs ❤🤗 xx
Emma you are one of God's angels. Sent down to take care of the people you loved and still love. You are a beautiful kindest person. You need to look after yourself and spend time with your husband and lovely animals they will help you heal xxx
The hospitals are so bad. I'm terrified of them. I'm terrified of getting ill with something. I'm not terrified of dying, just of dying I'm a uk hospital. It is truly dreadful and I wonder how many die at the hands of badly trained nurses and doctors. Your sister was so lucky to have you by her side. Everyone with a terminal illness needs someone like you. I nearly got given the wrong blood in a transfusion. I noticed the bag said a o neg and I knew I was blood group ab. I was banging the alarm but no one came and I had to pull it of my arm myself as I could see it starting to go in and I didn't know what would happen. Then when I got the right blood I couldn't relax. I was terrified. I got the most severe heartburn from the transfusion and I was crying and begging for antacid. But no one would give me any until a doctor signed for it, which was going to be hours. It was so severe I phoned my brother and told him to get to the hospital with some rennies or anything for heartburn. He got there in half an hour and had to insist he was allowed to see me. The nurse tried to stop me taking the rennies but I was so ill I had too and made my brother stand in front of me while I took them. I felt better within a few minutes and calmed down significantly. It was another 5 hours before the doctor got around to signing me some antacids. That kind of heartburn is not uncommon with blood transfusions. No one told me though. I hate hospitals. They do not feel safe or friendly. I hope you are doing okay. It's awful you got some people trolling you. Sometimes its really hard to understand humans. I came back to add something as don't want to spread misinformation that it was explained to me by the doctor that i could have a transfusion from a different blood group quite safely. It just would have took no time or effort if they had explained that to me before they hooked me up.
I am a Nurse and it took my breath when you were telling us what almost happened. Anytime a patient or family member questioned me about a medication, I always went and checked the order again. I never felt like I knew it was right just because I was the Nurse. You always check and then double check. Hugs to you. I know it is hard to relive that moment when you tell about it happening or even think about it happening.
Firstly, my heart really does go out to you and your family. I lost my Mum almost 7 years ago when I was 48, and I can't describe the pain I still feel. It hurts so much more than anything physical, and nothing anybody says helps. I really am so sorry you're going through all you are. The fact that they treat you as if you're overreacting and you should just trust them because they're the "Professionals." What's the point in 2 nurses signing it off when they're more interested in chatting than checking
Omg what a journey. How can hospice care be like that ! 3 weeks to die it’s horrendous. Anyway you made it work you incredible woman . Absolutely remarkable you are. Pity the hatters . Hideous humans what sad lives they must have xxxx
Emma, sooz was lucky to have you by her side at all times. You’re a true blessing, hero, and inspiration in so many ways!! No need to explain to negative people, it’s terrible someone would get joy out someone else’s pain. You are loved you are beautiful and a ray of sunshine ☀️. Much love to you sweet Emma!!🥰🤗
Oh my Goodness! So much has happened is right. Thank God you were there. Blessings to you for how you cared for your family when they truly needed you.
Oh Emma, how awful for you. So good that you were there that day and took charge. You have been through so much. And ignore those evil trolls. Love you ❤️🙏🏻🇺🇸
I'm so sorry you felt like you had to protect Sooz and the staff from unfeeling people. That's unacceptable behavior. Here in the States, you can remain in hospice care for up to a year. The medication error should have cost them their jobs. I know that sounds harsh, but it could have already happened to somebody else. I thank God you were there to stop it from happening to Sooz. You and your family are in my prayers 🙏 ❤️ Jan
Emma you done your mum and sister proud with the love and care you gave them both. ❤ Keyboard warriors with too much time on their hands. Take time for yourself you have many people who will be right here waiting for you x
Aw my gosh! I am so sorry for you and Sooze! I am reeling thinking what their negligence could have done. I work in social care as a carer, part time, and have done many courses on controlled drugs as i have to administer them myself - with no secondary sign off i might add (shocking, I know, but that's the state of social care) and I would NEVER have administered that amount, nor would i have given without going through the 6 R's. Every time. The right patient, the right medication, the right time, the right dose, the right route and the patients right to refuse. No exceptions, this has to be done. Bless you Emma, you are an absolutely wonderful amazing woman to have been your beautiful Sooze's advocate that whole time. Unfortunately, medical professionals cannot be trusted as we have seen on so many occasions, my family included. There are very few people who we can trust in this world. I hope you manage to heal from all this tragedy soon, not forget, just come to terms with everything and appreciate yourself for the most wonderful woman you are. Everyone is so lucky to have you in their lives ❤ xxx
Jesus Christ dear Emma my blood ran cold! You are an absolute angel on your sisters shoulder. I’m shaking and I’ve only had to hear it let alone go through that. Ohhh my goodness emmma what on earth!
Thanks Emma. What a shocking situation. Yes, thank goodness you were so alert and able to stop them. Sending a huge positive hug and I find myself very comfortable in your pocket.😘✨💖✨🌷💖🐝✨🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣
What the hell is wrong with the healthcare system in England? I've been following your horrendous story and I'm appalled. Can't these incompetent professionals be sued?
OMG...that's completely unforgivable! Thank God you had your wits about you. Careless mistakes can and do turn tragic. I truly hope those nurses will face consequences.
After taking care of people in my life I can tell you that if your loved one is not able to voice their needs for themselves , family or friends need to be there. Humans can make tragic & terrible mistakes at any time. So sad but true. You are a warrior advocate for your family & a blessing. God bless you & soothe your broken heart.
Bless you Emma, you all did what you had to do for Soozs help she needed!! Emma you guys did right, we do not have to know everything, it was such a journey that Sooz went on with you by her side always! Thank you for feeding us in on what happened to Sooz! Oh my goodness Emma thank our heavenly father for your advocacy for Sooz!! GOD was watching out for Sooz through you¡!! We have to stay with our sick loved one's to be their eyes and ears as you done!! Bless you hon!! My sister and I had to advocate for our mom, never left her alone!! We caught issues that we had to watch for with our mom!! I agree with you so glad you are a very strong woman and loved your mom and sister so much to be there for them ❤!! We love you and are here for you Emma!! Sending you a huge hug and love!! ❤ Enjoy your visit with Jo!! You take all the time you need!! Love you honey!! ❤
Sweet, brave Emma you are one of the strongest people on this earth! What an absolute angel you are for having taken such loving, compassionate, and dedicated care for Sooz! I'm soooo deeply sorry that you are going through sooooo much deep hurt, and trauma. Praying for you, Sooz, your Mother, and your brothers everyday. God bless you precious one. ❣️🙏🤗
I can't believe you feel you owe anyone an explanation about hospice care! Understandably you want to tell everyone about the hospital debacle but seriously, you did your damndest to care for Sooz ❤❤
Holy hell!!! 😮thank goodness you were there! That’s made my blood boil. Please keep us updated when you can, but please don’t feel in any rush take time to look after you ❤ also I can’t believe people sound ever troll you and your beautiful sister who in the hell would do that!!! Your the sweetest :( I’m a big believer in karma ;) Love & light as always xxxx❤
Your the best sister and daughter anyone could of asked for. Unfortunately in life there will always be these horrible trolls, ignore any negativity you have a strong following that have nothing but praise for you. Stay strong you are born with a beautiful soul x
It is absolutely horrifying that this happened and sadly it happens so often and then it’s covered up😡….Emma you are an angel on earth🙏🏻…I pray for peace for you moving forward and I look so forward to following you on this new journey through your life as much as you will allow us to….sending love & huge hugs to you🙏🏻❤️🌸🦋
Oh my goodness 😮 I have no words for what those nurses did I'm so proud of you, Emma, my love ❤🫂😘😘 you certainly been through so much I'm holding your hand Xxxx
You never need to justify your choices Emma...you are truly an earth angel. Sending much love to you, Ash, your brothers, Jason, and all the fur babies ❤❤❤
Ive silently watched your videos… I’ve been through a cancer journey with my mum, she was cured but I do think there is a sense of relief that you don’t have to be on the ball anymore and also your loved one is no longer in pain or being put through medical procedures. It’s such early days and you probably feel numb and still organising and sorting. My heart goes out to you. Be kind to yourself too, it’ll be a while before you start to process all you’ve been through… lots of love ❤
You’ve been through so much - lost 3 very close family members in so short a time - so sorry - truly sorry - the Oxycodone drug overdose, which by the grace of God you prevented from becoming fatal for Suzie, was a horrific experience - you can see the PTSD trauma on your face & hear it in your voice. As far as I’m concerned those 2 nurses got off way too lightly. They can’t just chit chat their way through their very serious potentially life-altering work. I’m not surprised that you are ill after all this. Sending you healing vibes - for you and the whole family but especially for you❤❤❤
Gorgeous ♥️ Emma im just glad you was there so tired but you noticed the difference in sizes but the two nurses didn't you made me feel cold and sick l don't think the nurses seem to care it's disgusting you definitely was ♥️ Sooz earth angel sending ♥️ to Jo too ♥️ Ash ♥️Jason ♥️ Terry ♥️ Kevin 💔💔💔🙏xxxxxx
Goodness! Emma, what a tale you have to tell………..so glad for your vigilance…..the alternative doesn’t bear thinking about. I’m glad you are going to meet with Jo, it’s affected her too, she was teary the other day so you can have a coffee and a chinwag. Iwishi was close enough to give you a hug, just feel so helpless………lots of love xx
😱 I’m shaking, with that information. Thank the Lord you were there, God Bless you Emma. What is infuriating is the fact how they make you feel because they are nurses, so they automatically put it across that they are right and you know nothing. They ain’t even polite about it either. They speak and look at you like how dare you question what I’m doing, I’m a professional. I once actually had a female police officer say to me once when I asked how she knew about something and her reply was “because I’m a professional police officer and YOUR NOT” At that point I lost it BIG TIME. I’m so glad you were there for her Emma. You are awesome and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise 💖Love & 🕯️Light 🙏 xxxx
Emma you are one of the strongest, kindest people I have ever come across. You have been through so much and continue to always think of others. What those nurses did was absolutely horrifying, they should have been fired immediately.
We are here whenever your ok to vlog, you just take care of you 1st hon. As i said before, were your vlog penpals from all over the world and we love you and yours bunches!! You have saved me, and continue to. I dont have any friends to turn to here. My 29 year old found out she has liver cancer, single mom so im helping with the 2 lil ladies. My 32 year old is in organ failure after a 15 year drug habit. My youngest, my saving grace has autism. So its comforting to know that im not alone and can get thru this all someday somehow❤
Oh my goodness! Emm my jaw hit the floor watching this video, there is no room for error when it comes to something like that. You are just so amazing and such a worrior. I am just SO SO proud of you darling for standing your ground and saying something. That is unexcusable and in my opinion that kind of mistake i dont know that they should still be able to practice medicine. We completely understand why you couldn't say anything and im so glad its been taken care of. The things you have done for sooz is unlike any kind of sister love ive ever witnessed. You went above and beyond for her and it has been such a beautiful thing to see. Sending lots and lots and lots of love and prayers your way love. ❤💕❤️💕
I can’t believe you had trolls, the absolute losers, omg so shocked at that medication nightmare, thankgod Sooz had you by her side, keeping you in my thoughts lovely xxx
You've no idea how helpful it is for your subs to hear you advocate for the ill and the dying and those who care for them. I would love to think that I would be astute enough and brave enough to have challenged those nurses, but I think I might just have assumed I'D got it wrong! Maybe I won't be so quick to assume that now Emma. I thought I could not be more impressed by your strength & your courage Emmw, but I was wrong!! Please continue to take us on your journey going forward. So many people will benefit from it. Thankyou Emma & of course, thankyou Sooz & your lovely mum ❤
Keeping you in my heart....you've gone through SO much, and it will be a while before normality returns...take it slowly Emma...hard stuff to come.....be kind to yourself & just rest,recover a wee bit & heal. Love from Scotland xx
First & foremost, my dear Emma, we are here no matter what! You don’t need to worry about anything other than taking care of yourself as best you can while you work through the tremendous amount of things that need follow-up. The 2 nurses that participated in that life threatening medication error need more than a “stern talking to” & retraining. Something like a written warning & being assigned to only patients that can advocate for themself for a period of time. Thank god you were there. You are in my thoughts and prays as you grieve. Much love.💔🙏😘
We all need a sister like you❤ you are amazing. So sorry the haters are involving you in their hate. All so unnecessary. If you can’t say something nice don’t say anything.
Oh god in heaven , your amazing Emma as is Jo and all of you that have fought sooz and your mums corner, sending massive hugs lovely. We will all be with you as you move forward but you must take care of yourself both physically and mentally. XXX
I can't believe that!!! What on earth was they looking at and two of them? Thank goodness you were there. That is definitely the routine for the checking of opioid meds. Well done yo you ❤
It blows my mind how anyone could "Troll" you and Sooz, some people are just vile.
Sending you love and support 🩵🩵
Exactly two of the warmest most genuine people on this app. Shame on them!
People can be so ignorant. There is one gal on RUclips and that’s all she does is benefit off of others sorrows. She is a piece of work and I wish RUclips would do something about her. But Emma is strong and can handle that woman.
So, true, how? Just when you think people’s behavior can’t possibly get any worse….it does! I honestly don’t get it! I am so sorry you had to deal with that. You had to do what was best, understandably! 🥰
@@kathyferrara4444 yes it's mkliv or something stupid name . She's a real serious nasty piece of work and. She calls so many cancer poor souls, and their victims . She's a witch 🧙♂️
@@kathyferrara4444 I’ve reported that channel , but so far nothing has been done ‼️
Emma, this kind of "mistake" is absolutely unacceptable. Sooz was so lucky to have you by her side! May God bless you and yours!
Should be provided for you ❤
You really did Sooz proud ❤😢
Omfg Emma, im shocked at the nurses mistake🤬 im just glad you was there to spot the nurses mistake. That should of been a sackable offence, they should of lost their pin & been struck off the register so there unable to work in nursing again.
I've worked in elderly care & even I know that your supposed to double check controlled drugs by 2 staff.
Unless you work in social care sadly. As a carer you can administer controlled drugs by yourself as I do. It's shocking.
@@clairekilvert-jones7942 but how do you want to handle this in a private setting though, like in a patient's own home, with their relatives (or even children) as their caregivers? I once worked with an elderly lady, and I was told (maybe once or twice) how to give her medications (i'm NOT in the medical/health care field), and from then on, I was on my own. Thankfully I knew exactly what I was doing, but a lot of other people don't.
@@nadlerskid well exactly. I work in vulnerable people's own homes and I am trained and insured to administer these heavy drugs, but nobody is checking that I am checking. I'm trusted. And for what it's worth, I am very trustworthy and follow procedure every time because mistakes can and do happen. I've seen it in my work with other carers. However they were not stopped or checked by a second person as that's not protocol. This is what outrages me. Money is preventing safeguarding from medical mistakes. Its much cheaper and more convenient to the system to let workers administer the meds on their own. Vulnerable people are harmed by this every day.
You're not supposed to. Raise a safeguarding concern about this (to involved social workers/your local authority.)
@@charlottetaylor4471 it's wrong but there's no legal requirement for a second member of staff to witness and sign for the administration or support of controlled drugs in a person's own home. (See CQC)
Oh dear sweet Emma……..You are loved so much!❤
I have hated the month of May for many years now due to losses in my family. First my Mom, brother, brother-in-law and niece. Now I have two more reasons...
Don't blame you for keeping your whereabouts private. You're so right. There are too many mental defectives out there. And for saving Sooz's life. My God!!! He was surely with you that day. There is no excuse for their negligence. That's the purpose of having 2 people sign off. Unbelievable...
Jo is a superstar! A wonderful friend who is a part of your family. As I said to her in one of my last responses to her, I wish so much that I could meet you both one day. You have shared so much of yourselves with us that I feel like I have known you for years. I'm sure many of your followers feel the same. Take care sweetheart. You are so loved. ❤🐾🐾🐇🐇
I know you love your job Emma, but can I just say, you would make an amazing nurse. Your compassion, your insight and attention to detail is what's needed in the medical profession.
I’ve worked in Interventional Pain Management for 24 years and you are absolutely right, Sooz would have died after that fatal dose!! You LITERALLY SAVED HER LIFE, you are truly an Angel. In fact, I’m sure you saved her life more than a couple of times!! 🙏🏼💕
You are amazing. You have given your all to Sooz and your Mom. They are both smiling down on you and will be with you always. ❤
For people to say nasty things is totally unbelievable shame on them your sister was so lucky you were there ❤
You’re a hero in so many ways Emma! You not only saved your sister’s life that day, but I’m sure countless others, now and in the future. Bless your heart Emma ♥️
Oh my goodness, Emma those two nurses needed to be fired for their almost fatal mistake. Thank goodness you were with Sooz that day. You stopped a near fatal mistake.
Take things one step at a a time. Know that we are always here for you. Hugs to your fur kids take care of yourself and lean on Ash and other family members.
Emma, Sooz was so lucky to have you by her side that whole time. Sending prayers and love your way 💕
It’s right patient, right medication, right DOSE…for crying out loud! It’s fundamentals of nursing.
Crazy that it could happen with such a controlled substance
Omg Emma those nurses are so incompetent!! So glad you caught it ! They are supposed to have safety measures in place so this never happens, wow you were an angel for Souz ❤️🇨🇦
hey flower- I cannot believe given what you have been through and are very much still going through, that you have had to come on and explain yourself as to where you were with Suzie. these people have no lives, most of them barely see fresh air and don't have real love in their lives which, is why they get so much pleasure from trolling others. It was nobodies business but yours and sooz and your families... wow, this has made me so angry. Anyone having an issue, can comment below and I will defend you to the ends of the earth. Now take some time please, rest and please know that we are always by your side. xx
Thank you sweetheart 💓 xxx
I can only think that they're kids or entitled people who have never experienced the pain of losing a loved one before 🤷🏻♀️ It is something I wouldn't wish on anybody ever
Just finished watching and wow I’m honestly so upset and angry,thank goodness you was there to stop this 😢xxx
Sooz really was let down by health professionals from the beginning. Just beggars belief xx
God bless you Emma ❤❤
Those negative lerkers dont even deserve a response? Or justification? Please look after yourself, Emma❤
You were Sooz's Guardian Angel 👼 now she's yours.💕 Sending love 🫂💐💕🇦🇺🥰🦋🙏❤️💜
I’m sorry you feel you need to apologize or explain to anyone. People have no right to judge. You were you sisters angel and now she is yours ❤
Thank goodness you were with Sooz 24/7. I think a lot of our loved ones loose their lives because of mistakes. Two of the nurses were supposed to sign off the meds for a reason and they still got it wrong.
Dearest Emma, try not to even think about the what ifs. God had you in place to make sure that Sooz was comfortable, safe and knew she was loved at all times. That wasn't by chance. I feel like you're family and I love you so. Love, hugs and prayers from Cathy in Cape Coral.
My sister is a nurse and she always says that it is called ' the practice of medicine because they are always practicing', and learning. Your presence with Sooz that day prevented that mistake and has become a huge learning experience for so many, professionals and patients alike. We are all human and subject to failures, you not only saved Sooz life that day but so many others in the future. Someone else said that you were Sooz angel here on earth and she is now yours. I believe that she still walks beside you everyday, I hope that you can take some comfort in that. We are all here for you and from one set of twins to another much love and peace. ❤✌ I have a guest room at the beach in NJ, USA if you find yourself and Ash in need of a much deserved getaway. My door and my heart is always open.
Bless your heart thank you xxx
I live in jersey too❤❤, that is so sweet a thing to do. I hope she comes jersey beaches and shores are the best.❤❤
You are a Hero Emma Lots of Love and Hugs x ❤
Lots so upsetting that this happens enough to have this story be not the first time I’ve seen this scenario happen. I’m the wife of a wounded warrior and we had another wounded warrior friend who was in the hospital after injuries. The nurses gave him about the same dosage as these nurses were about to give sweet Sooz. He did not have a sharp eyed advocate and we lost him because of it. This has GOT to change! 😢
Oh Emma, how much more can you take. You are such a strong woman, and what a protector of Sooz you were!! You saved Sooz that day, we were just standing behind you, as we will ways do. We are all your friends in your pocket. As always sending massive hugs to you xxx
You have your fur babies who know their mommy is in pain and will give you so much love during the hard days. I know I don't know you but your a wonderful daughter and sister who give everything you had even though it was killing you to comfort your loved ones in their last moments, your an angel. 😇
It's nice to see a up load every day Emma. We're all with you .
You were exactly where you needed to be with Sooz. You were her angel. Her hero. You are more than welcome to all our love and support. We are still with you. Love from Vermont USA ❤
No wonder you stayed with Sooz. I’m so sorry you had to deal with that with everything else going on.
I don't understand what's wrong with some people. What kind of person gets pleasure out of, seeing someone in a really difficult and painful situation, suffer even more? They must lead very unhappy lives. I'm so glad you and Sooz didn't let those trolls get to you. Keep strong Emma, There are so many of us here who love you loads xxx
I just had your video pop up to me I so sorry for your lost. Your a beautiful strong woman and. I always say that there is someone out there who is going through worse things than me. Sending you lots of love and hugs. I will continue to watch your channel ❤ x
That is horrific to hear about the overdose, it just shows what could be happening all over the place to lots of people. It also backs up what I have been thinking, that Sooz lasted a lot longer than she would have done without you there to be her voice and her advocate x Sue ❤
OMG Emma, the NHS can be a scary place these days and after experiencing this type of thing myself, I know exactly where you are coming from.😢
Sorry to say that when you are a patient, you have to ask a lot of questions, you cannot afford to be complacent.
I am scared of becoming so sick one day that I will be unable to ask them.🤷🏼♀️
Well done for spotting that error in the nick of time.👍🏻
Hi Emma, I'm so glad you were with Sooz that day. I can't believe the nurses made such a huge mistake. In my opinion, they should have been fired, and their license revoked. I'm thinking of you and holding you tight during this difficult time.❤
Oh my goodness! The “mistake” the nurses made is unbelievable and inexcusable! Thank God you caught it! Even here in the USA, we also have to be there for our loved ones. The health care systems all over the world are flawed. It’s definitely a huge blessing that you could be there with Sooz. I’m so sorry this happened.
I continue to pray for you and yours. May God grant you peace, comfort, strength, and love as you walk this new path. Love and hugs!🩷🙏🏻🩷🙏🏻
So so traumatic Emma , as if things weren’t hard enough for you already! The basics of nursing care were not followed. What’s wrong with people? I’m glad they’ve had retraining and have had severe warnings.
It makes you blooming wonder what the training consists of. To think you’re in hospital and have to be on your guard is absolutely insane.
Thank goodness you were there for Sooz!!! Every moment you had with her was precious and who knows how many other patients you have helped. Sooo much love from nj... ❤❤❤❤
Omg Emma...i had palpitations listening to this...absolutely shocking...with those nurses....not even going to waste my breath on the trolls....im still sitting in you're pocket...love always ❤❤xx
Hi lovely 🌹🌹🐌🐌 your so tired and drained 😊 hi Ash and babies xxx hateful people😡 go to hell just block them. Xx
What you have been thru is just so sad...you need to recharge your mind and body...it will take time but you will slowly begin to recover and start living your life again. You are as always in my thoughts and prayers...❤❤❤
Omg that's horrendous what they did!!! I know I don't know you but just wanted to say I am proud of you and its been lovely to see there are such beautiful humans out there as you,Sooz and you mum are as they aren't gone only our physical bodies 🦋❤💫
OMG!!!
I never left my father alone in hospital in all times he had to spend, but never did I know this went on!!!
I am in shock, and a big lesson learnt!!
They use to make me feel uncomfortable for never leaving his side, I’m so glad I didn’t !
Thank you for telling us this information, you are an Amazingly strong and brave woman ❤
Thank you for sharing this story. It is outrageous that nurses wouldn’t be hyper-vigilant about controlled substances, especially in a hospice setting. Simply outrageous.
This was in York Hospital! It is Crazy! Xxx
So glad you were able to move to the room from hospice and have some comfort there. It looked nice. The error done at the hospital, well, I’m just speechless. Another lessoned learned. We really do need someone with us all the time anymore to advocate for our health. It’s hard to part with the ones we are so close to, but I’m glad you have the ability to reach out and share with us. Look forward to walking with you as you move on.
We understand that you are all over the place at the moment. God bless you and your family 🙏❤
Omg what sick person would troll you and sooz I hope you blocked them you are doing amazing and as always still fighting lovely sooz corner, and thank god you where with her when those incompetent nurses tried to overdose her don't forget look after yourself too.xx❤
You are a warrior queen Emma. I’m glad we could help but YOU are the one who did it. You are amazing. ❤
Bless you Emma....
😮 OMG Thank goodness you were there Emma! Its so frightening that such a mistake could have been made by health professionals. Well done for sourcing the alternative care for Sooz. Its so sad that hospices are not able to accommodate people for longer when they are unable to have palliative care at home 😢 I can't believe there are people out there (trolls) who would even think about putting negative, nasty comments on your channel 🤬 Sending lots of love & big soothing hugs ❤🤗 xx
Emma you are one of God's angels.
Sent down to take care of the people you loved and still love. You are a beautiful kindest person. You need to look after yourself and spend time with your husband and lovely animals they will help you heal xxx
The hospitals are so bad. I'm terrified of them. I'm terrified of getting ill with something. I'm not terrified of dying, just of dying I'm a uk hospital. It is truly dreadful and I wonder how many die at the hands of badly trained nurses and doctors. Your sister was so lucky to have you by her side. Everyone with a terminal illness needs someone like you. I nearly got given the wrong blood in a transfusion. I noticed the bag said a o neg and I knew I was blood group ab. I was banging the alarm but no one came and I had to pull it of my arm myself as I could see it starting to go in and I didn't know what would happen. Then when I got the right blood I couldn't relax. I was terrified. I got the most severe heartburn from the transfusion and I was crying and begging for antacid. But no one would give me any until a doctor signed for it, which was going to be hours. It was so severe I phoned my brother and told him to get to the hospital with some rennies or anything for heartburn. He got there in half an hour and had to insist he was allowed to see me. The nurse tried to stop me taking the rennies but I was so ill I had too and made my brother stand in front of me while I took them. I felt better within a few minutes and calmed down significantly. It was another 5 hours before the doctor got around to signing me some antacids. That kind of heartburn is not uncommon with blood transfusions. No one told me though. I hate hospitals. They do not feel safe or friendly. I hope you are doing okay. It's awful you got some people trolling you. Sometimes its really hard to understand humans. I came back to add something as don't want to spread misinformation that it was explained to me by the doctor that i could have a transfusion from a different blood group quite safely. It just would have took no time or effort if they had explained that to me before they hooked me up.
I am a Nurse and it took my breath when you were telling us what almost happened. Anytime a patient or family member questioned me about a medication, I always went and checked the order again. I never felt like I knew it was right just because I was the Nurse. You always check and then double check. Hugs to you. I know it is hard to relive that moment when you tell about it happening or even think about it happening.
Firstly, my heart really does go out to you and your family. I lost my Mum almost 7 years ago when I was 48, and I can't describe the pain I still feel. It hurts so much more than anything physical, and nothing anybody says helps. I really am so sorry you're going through all you are.
The fact that they treat you as if you're overreacting and you should just trust them because they're the "Professionals." What's the point in 2 nurses signing it off when they're more interested in chatting than checking
Omg what a journey. How can hospice care be like that ! 3 weeks to die it’s horrendous. Anyway you made it work you incredible woman . Absolutely remarkable you are. Pity the hatters . Hideous humans what sad lives they must have xxxx
Emma, sooz was lucky to have you by her side at all times. You’re a true blessing, hero, and inspiration in so many ways!! No need to explain to negative people, it’s terrible someone would get joy out someone else’s pain. You are loved you are beautiful and a ray of sunshine ☀️. Much love to you sweet Emma!!🥰🤗
Oh my Goodness! So much has happened is right. Thank God you were there. Blessings to you for how you cared for your family when they truly needed you.
Oh Emma, how awful for you. So good that you were there that day and took charge. You have been through so much. And ignore those evil trolls.
Love you ❤️🙏🏻🇺🇸
I'm so sorry you felt like you had to protect Sooz and the staff from unfeeling people. That's unacceptable behavior. Here in the States, you can remain in hospice care for up to a year.
The medication error should have cost them their jobs. I know that sounds harsh, but it could have already happened to somebody else. I thank God you were there to stop it from happening to Sooz.
You and your family are in my prayers 🙏 ❤️ Jan
Emma you done your mum and sister proud with the love and care you gave them both. ❤ Keyboard warriors with too much time on their hands. Take time for yourself you have many people who will be right here waiting for you x
Aw my gosh! I am so sorry for you and Sooze! I am reeling thinking what their negligence could have done. I work in social care as a carer, part time, and have done many courses on controlled drugs as i have to administer them myself - with no secondary sign off i might add (shocking, I know, but that's the state of social care) and I would NEVER have administered that amount, nor would i have given without going through the 6 R's. Every time.
The right patient, the right medication, the right time, the right dose, the right route and the patients right to refuse. No exceptions, this has to be done.
Bless you Emma, you are an absolutely wonderful amazing woman to have been your beautiful Sooze's advocate that whole time. Unfortunately, medical professionals cannot be trusted as we have seen on so many occasions, my family included. There are very few people who we can trust in this world.
I hope you manage to heal from all this tragedy soon, not forget, just come to terms with everything and appreciate yourself for the most wonderful woman you are. Everyone is so lucky to have you in their lives ❤ xxx
Jesus Christ dear Emma my blood ran cold! You are an absolute angel on your sisters shoulder. I’m shaking and I’ve only had to hear it let alone go through that. Ohhh my goodness emmma what on earth!
Thanks Emma. What a shocking situation. Yes, thank goodness you were so alert and able to stop them. Sending a huge positive hug and I find myself very comfortable in your pocket.😘✨💖✨🌷💖🐝✨🐣🐣🐣🐣🐣
What the hell is wrong with the healthcare system in England? I've been following your horrendous story and I'm appalled. Can't these incompetent professionals be sued?
The healthcare in NZ sucks big time too. I think it’s really world wide
Northern Ireland is the same.
OMG...that's completely unforgivable! Thank God you had your wits about you. Careless mistakes can and do turn tragic. I truly hope those nurses will face consequences.
After taking care of people in my life I can tell you that if your loved one is not able to voice their needs for themselves , family or friends need to be there. Humans can make tragic & terrible mistakes at any time. So sad but true. You are a warrior advocate for your family & a blessing. God bless you & soothe your broken heart.
OMGosh!!! There are just no words. I'm so glad you were there, sweetie. Blessings to you and the family and Jo. Love you. 💜
Sweetheart never apologize to us. We are here for you no matter what.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Bless you Emma, you all did what you had to do for Soozs help she needed!! Emma you guys did right, we do not have to know everything, it was such a journey that Sooz went on with you by her side always! Thank you for feeding us in on what happened to Sooz! Oh my goodness Emma thank our heavenly father for your advocacy for Sooz!! GOD was watching out for Sooz through you¡!! We have to stay with our sick loved one's to be their eyes and ears as you done!! Bless you hon!! My sister and I had to advocate for our mom, never left her alone!! We caught issues that we had to watch for with our mom!! I agree with you so glad you are a very strong woman and loved your mom and sister so much to be there for them ❤!! We love you and are here for you Emma!! Sending you a huge hug and love!! ❤ Enjoy your visit with Jo!! You take all the time you need!! Love you honey!! ❤
Sweet, brave Emma you are one of the strongest people on this earth! What an absolute angel you are for having taken such loving, compassionate, and dedicated care for Sooz! I'm soooo deeply sorry that you are going through sooooo much deep hurt, and trauma. Praying for you, Sooz, your Mother, and your brothers everyday. God bless you precious one. ❣️🙏🤗
I can't believe you feel you owe anyone an explanation about hospice care! Understandably you want to tell everyone about the hospital debacle but seriously, you did your damndest to care for Sooz ❤❤
Angel Em and then Sooz and your Mum couldn't have left together. God bless you sweetheart x
I will go with you Emma. ❤
You are loved. ❤
Thank goodness you were there with your darling twin sister,
Holy hell!!! 😮thank goodness you were there! That’s made my blood boil. Please keep us updated when you can, but please don’t feel in any rush take time to look after you ❤ also I can’t believe people sound ever troll you and your beautiful sister who in the hell would do that!!! Your the sweetest :( I’m a big believer in karma ;)
Love & light as always xxxx❤
Your the best sister and daughter anyone could of asked for. Unfortunately in life there will always be these horrible trolls, ignore any negativity you have a strong following that have nothing but praise for you. Stay strong you are born with a beautiful soul x
It is absolutely horrifying that this happened and sadly it happens so often and then it’s covered up😡….Emma you are an angel on earth🙏🏻…I pray for peace for you moving forward and I look so forward to following you on this new journey through your life as much as you will allow us to….sending love & huge hugs to you🙏🏻❤️🌸🦋
Oh my goodness 😮 I have no words for what those nurses did
I'm so proud of you, Emma, my love ❤🫂😘😘 you certainly been through so much I'm holding your hand Xxxx
You never need to justify your choices Emma...you are truly an earth angel.
Sending much love to you, Ash, your brothers, Jason, and all the fur babies ❤❤❤
Ive silently watched your videos… I’ve been through a cancer journey with my mum, she was cured but I do think there is a sense of relief that you don’t have to be on the ball anymore and also your loved one is no longer in pain or being put through medical procedures. It’s such early days and you probably feel numb and still organising and sorting. My heart goes out to you. Be kind to yourself too, it’ll be a while before you start to process all you’ve been through… lots of love ❤
Oh my that is unacceptable, thank God you were there, imagine what might happen when people have no one! God bless you, hugs and love!
You’ve been through so much - lost 3 very close family members in so short a time - so sorry - truly sorry - the Oxycodone drug overdose, which by the grace of God you prevented from becoming fatal for Suzie, was a horrific experience - you can see the PTSD trauma on your face & hear it in your voice. As far as I’m concerned those 2 nurses got off way too lightly. They can’t just chit chat their way through their very serious potentially life-altering work. I’m not surprised that you are ill after all this. Sending you healing vibes - for you and the whole family but especially for you❤❤❤
Gorgeous ♥️ Emma im just glad you was there so tired but you noticed the difference in sizes but the two nurses didn't you made me feel cold and sick l don't think the nurses seem to care it's disgusting you definitely was ♥️ Sooz earth angel sending ♥️ to Jo too ♥️ Ash ♥️Jason ♥️ Terry ♥️ Kevin 💔💔💔🙏xxxxxx
Goodness! Emma, what a tale you have to tell………..so glad for your vigilance…..the alternative doesn’t bear thinking about. I’m glad you are going to meet with Jo, it’s affected her too, she was teary the other day so you can have a coffee and a chinwag. Iwishi was close enough to give you a hug, just feel so helpless………lots of love xx
😱 I’m shaking, with that information. Thank the Lord you were there, God Bless you Emma. What is infuriating is the fact how they make you feel because they are nurses, so they automatically put it across that they are right and you know nothing. They ain’t even polite about it either. They speak and look at you like how dare you question what I’m doing, I’m a professional. I once actually had a female police officer say to me once when I asked how she knew about something and her reply was “because I’m a professional police officer and YOUR NOT”
At that point I lost it BIG TIME. I’m so glad you were there for her Emma. You are awesome and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise 💖Love & 🕯️Light 🙏 xxxx
You are such a beautiful strong lady . I wish I could take some of your pain away hun xxxxxx
Emma you are one of the strongest, kindest people I have ever come across. You have been through so much and continue to always think of others.
What those nurses did was absolutely horrifying, they should have been fired immediately.
We are here whenever your ok to vlog, you just take care of you 1st hon. As i said before, were your vlog penpals from all over the world and we love you and yours bunches!! You have saved me, and continue to. I dont have any friends to turn to here. My 29 year old found out she has liver cancer, single mom so im helping with the 2 lil ladies. My 32 year old is in organ failure after a 15 year drug habit. My youngest, my saving grace has autism. So its comforting to know that im not alone and can get thru this all someday somehow❤
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How sad it is that these people wont stop their hate keep strong Emma and god bless ❤❤❤❤❤
Oh my goodness! Emm my jaw hit the floor watching this video, there is no room for error when it comes to something like that. You are just so amazing and such a worrior. I am just SO SO proud of you darling for standing your ground and saying something. That is unexcusable and in my opinion that kind of mistake i dont know that they should still be able to practice medicine. We completely understand why you couldn't say anything and im so glad its been taken care of. The things you have done for sooz is unlike any kind of sister love ive ever witnessed. You went above and beyond for her and it has been such a beautiful thing to see. Sending lots and lots and lots of love and prayers your way love. ❤💕❤️💕
I can’t believe you had trolls, the absolute losers, omg so shocked at that medication nightmare, thankgod Sooz had you by her side, keeping you in my thoughts lovely xxx
I'm so glad you're not ending your podcast. I absolutely love it.❤
Sooz was so lucky to have you as her sister . You loved and protected her. ❤
You've no idea how helpful it is for your subs to hear you advocate for the ill and the dying and those who care for them. I would love to think that I would be astute enough and brave enough to have challenged those nurses, but I think I might just have assumed I'D got it wrong! Maybe I won't be so quick to assume that now Emma. I thought I could not be more impressed by your strength & your courage Emmw, but I was wrong!! Please continue to take us on your journey going forward. So many people will benefit from it. Thankyou Emma & of course, thankyou Sooz & your lovely mum ❤
Bless you sweetheart! Sooze had her own angel here on earth in you. Sending love and light to you, keep safe sweetie. Xx
Keeping you in my heart....you've gone through SO much, and it will be a while before normality returns...take it slowly Emma...hard stuff to come.....be kind to yourself & just rest,recover a wee bit & heal. Love from Scotland xx
Dear God.......Hos you never lost it completely just shows how strong you are, xxx
First & foremost, my dear Emma, we are here no matter what! You don’t need to worry about anything other than taking care of yourself as best you can while you work through the tremendous amount of things that need follow-up. The 2 nurses that participated in that life threatening medication error need more than a “stern talking to” & retraining. Something like a written warning & being assigned to only patients that can advocate for themself for a period of time. Thank god you were there. You are in my thoughts and prays as you grieve. Much love.💔🙏😘
We all need a sister like you❤ you are amazing.
So sorry the haters are involving you in their hate. All so unnecessary. If you can’t say something nice don’t say anything.
You are truly a living angel, your devotion to not just Sooz but all of us in your community far and wide. Sending strength, love and tight hugs ❤
Christine here, sending you lots of love xx
Oh god in heaven , your amazing Emma as is Jo and all of you that have fought sooz and your mums corner, sending massive hugs lovely. We will all be with you as you move forward but you must take care of yourself both physically and mentally. XXX
I’m so sorry Emma you had to go through….. we’re all here with you, supporting you as much as we possibly can ❤❤❤
I can't believe that!!! What on earth was they looking at and two of them? Thank goodness you were there.
That is definitely the routine for the checking of opioid meds.
Well done yo you ❤