Wholesome content. Also on day 1 going into day 2 because my body literally won’t shut off lol figured I’d sleep better to be honest. Keep it up y’all, it’s not easy that’s for sure.
What triggers my use is my access to it and my up and down lifestyle..some other things I deal with.. emotionally and mentally...I want quit..Ill stop for 2 or 3 days..but then boom..back at it ..I'm ashamed
Mine alcohol.... I went from 3/4 nights week drinking vodka whiskey and grams and grams on those days to point was thin. And needed to get my nose fixed . I got fed up and bored had my second child which got me competletly sober 8 years ago . Now I drink every 5/6 weeks and will always get a gram I end the night and don’t carry on as I don’t want to don’t even enjoy it . I just want to stop this little bit so I know I need to stop drinking completely . It’s the same with smoking I’m not a smoker can’t stand it . But Jesus I have a whiskey bam smoking like a chimney.
What helped me to get off drugs was to stop hanging out with people who are a bad Influence and not to hang around people who do it so you can’t be offered , and if your sober , I stopped smoking weed if your sober and only hang around people who are sober then I won’t do any drugs because I’m not gonna buy it and there’s no one to influence me
Reading these comments of all you users & ex-users is honesty heartbreaking. I had been taking cocaine for 4 years and I wanted to stop completely. I had been on and off inhaling about 1 gram every other week to sometimes taking 2/3 grams a week. Staying strong to myself and being honest about my problems is the only way I keep it at bay. Walk away from those who only want to see you to feed their own habits and be true to yourself about your own habits. Recognize where your triggers are and breathe through them! You are more than cocaine, you're stronger than cocaine and you are a human fucking being and you have gotten through worse and survived! Be kind to yourselves and good luck to all that are struggling right now.
I'm sitting here reading all the comments getting high off cocaine and weed pray for everyone cuz I need help too it's a very very addictive addiction never really opened up so this is like a first time pray for you all pray for me for me
I feel your pain drugs just ruined ur life period is all fun and games when you try it but once u get hooked is all downhill from there I have wasted my whole 20s on addiction am 31 and have nothing to show for I feel empty and lost
Such an evil drug, what started as fun has now totally gripped me, Friday I blew £200 and swore again no more as I felt so dirty and low, here comes mon I got day off work got bored and did another £200. No sleep, depressed, fed right up of thinking I can get and stay clean and then bang I’m back on it again. I honestly don’t know how to beat it and am truly hoping someone as the answer for me, if I don’t a grip my house will have to be sold as it’s getting to the stage where I’m missing payments on my home.
@Mr. V what you mean by break my ego please? I’ve been using 5 years now and the cravings get the better of me every time. It all started for me after the breakup of my 20 year marriage and I guess I blamed myself for that.
@Mr. V hello, thank you so much for taking the time to explain. Everything you say I completely agree with, I’m convinced the devil is laughing everytime I use the damn stuff. I get so excited when I go to pick the stuff up and then when I have it in hand the mental torment starts I know what’s coming the excessive watching of porn the impure thoughts, the sleepless days to come the paranoia the pain and sweats from the come down and then the guilt of spending the money I don’t really have, however the cravings are so intense they completely takeover me and I can’t stop and then starts the 2-3 day binge and no matter how much coke I’ve got it’s never enough. Thankyou again for your advice it has helped a lot, I’m currently 6 days without using I just hope and pray I can this going.. 7 weeks off is my record to date. Take care my friend
Both you and AV have helped me see sense today! Thankyou to the both of you, I only used to take once a month then got in with the wrong crowd now it’s 2/3 days a week.. I can’t afford to do this anymore, I’m focused on gym and getting big and when I do coke I can’t meet my calorie diet which is 4,000.. very hard to eat when on coke and my dream is to get fucking big, just for myself.. not to ever impress no one. I started of as a skinny boy and in a way I still am however I’m at my biggest weight now and I would hate to drop back down, it would kill me
@A V. Thankyou very much my friend your advice has helped me so much, I’m still using but feel the end is near now as I no longer get pleasure just pain depression and paranoia… take care my friend
Definitely the work of the devil. Look at your face in the mirror at the end of the night, your not in control anymore, do you recognise yourself, look how red your eyes are, your thoughts aren’t yours anymore, your emotions are gone, you can’t feel anything anymore, you are a demon and your soul has left you. Stop before it leaves you for ever.
Seeing that we all have a similar problem I don’t feel as alone, I really don’t want to do it anymore but definitely have horrible impulse control and drinking definitely is the gateway for me. Trying to stop this again. Definitely feel hopeless at times.
most of the people watching this video is going through the same thing bro, i desperately need to quit to, been doing it since i was about 16 and i’m 21 now. But yeah your not alone in this fella, it’s a struggle but it is what it is.
You got this bro you will get out of it, I’m struggling too but I just always remember being high on life is the most natural long lasting satisfying high you can ever have 💯
I'm coming down off a 3 day binge right now. I'm 43 and I've been doing it at least weekly for 25 years. I haven't enjoyed it at all in 10+ yrs, but I just can't stop. It's baffling. I always feel disgusting and paranoid. I've quit drinking and smoking, but I can't stop even tho I don't like it anymore. I always do it alone bc I get a paranoid psychosis. The opposite of what it initially was when I started. It's going to be the death of me if I don't quit, that's for certain.
Oh mate I’m exactly the same as u, I’m paranoid reclusive and damn miserable I’ve used 3 times this week already no sleep excessive chain smoking and porn.. Fuk I hate it
@@garethoconnell4894 fight the good fight, my friend. I'm with you. Let's replace dopamine addictions for epinephrine highs. Love is the answer. Good luck on your journey
If u look deep deep down it comes to excuses u r strong u convinced ya self u cant fight it you can.I do believe you can i wish all the best i hope you can .You will get there
Literally i’m the same, i fucking hate doing it nowadays but every time i have a drink i just can’t help myself as it’s so easily assessable. We’re all going through the same thing so your not alone bro
I’m 28 lost my family and I’m trying . If you see this just now know I’m sad in all the wrong ways . I have beautiful children and i just want help any one .
Man I'm 4 days off of it now. To be honest it just got better and better. The Cravings I mean anybody craves a good mood that's how I look at it, but the crashing and the wanting to slow it down as in my heart rate, all of that was just too much. I went on like a month Bender and I had maybe one day that I would not use it, but still I felt it getting way out of hand I watched your videos as well and they helped tremendously. It's not easy I mean I could sleep it off as I have ADHD so I can sleep on it but it's all mental the next day you just think well where is it? That was like day one and two and then by day 3 I had very good natural mood, and then the fourth day today it's just not really on my mind. I just wanted to come comment and tell you thank you because that was leading me to drink a bit and I am not even a drinker I don't like alcohol, it just slowed my heart down and I was just way too hyped up I don't know it wasn't really all that fun the pain and the nose all of that crap just totally took a toll and I said screw this I have to just stop. And I did cold turkey just didn't think about it afterwards. It's all willpower
I quit smoking the first time from a 3 gram shroom trip. I rolled in bed for soo long hating the fact soo much that I smoked. That I up and quit for 2 months cold turkey after.
Stupid thing to suggest shrooms as most likely people with a cocaine addiction have a addictive personality causing them to be just as dependent on said drug of a idiots choice bc you said it’ll fix it in a 4g dose. I’d much rather be alert for my kids than to not understand what the fuck is going on bc I took 4g of shrooms, people come here for help, not another problem. You just got it lucky kid. Don’t put your luck on already unstable people. Disgusting way of thinking saying shrooms will help. You clearly ain’t seen the other side of shrooms as well as you claim to know cocaine, every drug has its ways of creeping up and grabbing ya. Hope you read this bc you need it. P.S grow up and don’t act like a doctor giving people irrational ideas. Thanks.
I know you posted this a year ago but I totally agree with you the microdosing mushrooms is absolutely a good way to help but also is excellent for depression
@@willprouse4942 Mushrooms are not addictive they are not a narcotic they're actually a natural source microdosing is been known to help people with a lot of different issues and you actually don't get the psychedelic high off of it just levels you out helps with depression inflammation and a lot of things
It's easy to stop for some people... more challenging to stay stopped. which is why i help people address all the triggers for relapse prevention... Keep going Steve and well done
Im addicted to cocaine, i have been sniffing it for 4 years now, it started off doing it randomly once in a blue, to doing it every other week to eventually it every other day. (im on it right now) i have to drink alcohol to help me with the comedown and smoke loads of cigs and weed. my body cant handle it anymore. I lost a friend to a cocaine recently ive known all my life he had an overdose off cocaine and i keep getting panick attacks when i take it now scared for my life. i keep taking it even tho i feel like im going to die. i need help i dno wtf to do to get off it. i go to gym to get it off it for a few days but then i still end up taking it again
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I have real problems with control myself, when I start I have almost a deathwish. When I'm on cocaine Its easier to talk to people...It's like a better version of me. Anxiety makes everything worse, you think you will overcome it while using but deep inside you know you will have to deal with it back to reality. I always blame my anxiety but I know I have zero control.
I have been doing cocaine everyday for 2 years my nose is completely done no cartilage, open hole on the roof of my mouth and I have no idea how to reach out for help or where to begin I just want to enjoy life before it's too late
I need help I’m addicted to Cocain I do it at least three days a week it’s affecting my job and family I want to stop I want to be sober from alcohol marijuana cigarettes and coke they all lead back to one another and I also was a meth addict I grew up giving these drugs nobody ever told me it was wrong it’s a curse for generations in my family please somebody help
Hey Andre, I'm in the process of this too. The way I found is best is you gotta start taking smaller wins and instead of giant leaps. Start tackling one problem at a time and start spacing your using out. Like really push your self to space out the time between each use. I'm on 3 weeks now and tbh the feeling of it having to be every weekend is gone.
I pray for everyone here and all of us that are fighting this demon drug that destroys not just ourselves....but our loved ones. How do I book an appointment?
Literally every single thing you’ve mentioned is what my husband has done. He swears up and down that he will never do it again but he’s said that times before.
Ok we’ll best thing is to be there for him and let him know u understand that it’s hard and just be his support. He probably really wants to quit but it’s super hard and harder when your being judged and demonized. Just a friendly rieminder :)
He's not taking the piss out of you. Truly. He's trying. Worst thing you can do is leave him. Try your best to help and support. It's not easy for either of you. Bless you Tina.
Try and support him, he needs your help more than ever right now. Offer to delete his contacts for him and maybe get the ball rolling in regards to treatment as a lot of people are quite reluctant. Best of luck
The comments are really sad , I only occasionally use Coke . The most I used it was once a week for a few years but it's still a problem because I struggle to fully stop . I went a year once only using it once . I feel bad for a few days after using it . I get cold sores. Heart attacks run in the family so I want to stop
I’ve just described me.. doing coke everyday 100 quid daily.. I can’t sleep I can’t eat I can’t act normal my speech is terrible I can’t even talk while I’m on it. My jaw is constantly to one side I can’t control it. It’s embarrassing but yet soon as I finish work I go and get .4 never fought I’d be this person didn’t touch a drug till I was 27 I’m now 33 my life has gone down hill I was so anti drug now I feel like I can’t be myself without it please help
Ellie, get In touch with me and let’s talk ok. Let’s help each other. I live in South Wales near cardiff.. I’ve not used now in a number of weeks and let me tell u I honestly feel incredibly good so well.. I can give u my email address if you like and u can dm me.. take care
Good lord a couple 8balls a day?! Thats a mean habit. If you’re doing almost 7g a day, thats literally 2 8balls, and depending on the price, thats almost $500 daily. Holy shit, of COURSE your dealer will pick up their phone and deliver. You’re their cash cow
Im only 21 and I’ve been addicted for 6 years now. I started doing coke when was 15. I’m a heavy user(would go through 2 8balls everyday) I’m now trying to stop but am scared of the withdrawals
it is so readily available, as i say in the video you can call 5 dealers and a dominoes pizza and you can be sure the dealers arrive faster than the pizza!
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Thanks for your advice and pal your bang on right what you are saying this drug is ruining and destroying families it's hard when you don't get support from family especially when you have done it over and over lieing out of your arse
To anyone in the UK the NHS is there to help I struggled with a cocaine addiction for 5 years on and off I eventually had a psychotic episode that was what saved me in the long run cut off from society for 1 month after that the cravings stop although the dealers still try to get me to buy I just tell them I don't do it no more it's funny how quick they can go from someone pretending to be your friend into someone who don't care about you just quit guys I have faith in you you can do it
You talk my language. When you look stuff up like this on RUclips it’s American people which I can’t really relate to in a sense. I will be in touch with you tomorrow.
I would really love your help I'm struggling so bad when I 🤔 I can stop I can't I haft to use every day and u r write their is no enjoyment anymore I have to pretend I'm normal around my family I really miss myself before coke i have a wife and 4 kids and everything I want I can't understand what I can't stop plz help me
I moved out of Luton for this very reason luton is rife if ure from there you would know how bad the drug scene is in Luton. I did get clean in Luton n moved away from that place but you still take your head with you and started dropping all the things I was doing on a daily basis to stay clean. Maintenance (maintaining) recovery is the hardest thing and I am back in addiction again and wanted to ask a question mate please,? 'do you believe that once your an addict your always one and will always have an addict mind? Even after overcoming? Like the anonymous meetings say? thanks . David.
I'm on cocaine I'm 53 have been since age 25 im poor and can't afford treatment. I need help I've tried prayer and helping on my own. I been to rehab and detox. If someone reading this please help I'm dying. Father God and readers help me . I'm on crack bad
@@sonyahardin1345 I am so proud of you. That's is absolutely fantastic news. I need to keep positive and I know I can do this too. Thank you and keep safe and free
I’ve done 2 grams of cocaine and half a bottle of vodka earlier today I have acknowledged my downfalls..!! I’m having a beef broth with Thai fish sauce and Walkerswood scotch bonnet pepper sauce sweating it out .!! I believe in Positive Vibes and Energy ⭐️
I am 61 went from powder to pipe my pall died at 51 had his lungs transplanted 5years before as soon as he left hospital he went right on the pipe I stopped it all at that point for six months but now started powder again I don't know what to say next Thomas dcotland
I’m 17 started taking it beginning of COVID 19 got kicked out home got a job so I could afford it even have seen weed and other drugs just so I can afford it how do you stop because I don’t wanna be having do it
You need to talk to someone close to you and try to hang around with people who do not do drugs. You're 17 now and I'm telling you if you don't stop now things will not end well.
James Bigglesworth thanks for reply I know doesn’t sound like much but I’ve managed make it two days without weed or coke which is actually quite an achievement in my opinion even thought doesn’t sound that long feels it
@@lewissaville4000 Its a start. Just remember if you can do it once, you can do it again. Good luck to you. Just remember how good it feels to be fresh. I always found that buying something nice instead helps, makes you realise what else you can be treating yourself to. Every time you do it you could buy a pair of trainers instead. And when you wake up, they'll still be there. Peace my man 🙏
You can overcome this, invest your time into better things, things that better you. Work hard at changing your circumstances and preventing situations that triggers it. Remind yourself that sometimes you have to endure uncomfortable things for growth and greater things in life. Its the sacrifices that makes the reward so much better.
How do I get in touch with you? Can you help me???? I've been doing this for 25 yrs. Ive been to rehab 2x this year already and am in the grips of one of my worst relapses so far. I don't want to die.
Hi guys, after nearly a year of using cocaine and with the last 3 months of it beeing an almost daily thing i finally summed up the willpower and removed all excuses typical to addicts( i admit i definetly have become one) to stop. Im aware a lot of things need to be done to resolve this problem but my main question is...should i try and stop cold turkey or should i slowly and taper down over the course of time? Like i said for the past 3-4 months there hasnt been a single week where i havent done atleast 2 grams(sometimes close to 10 even) so im in deep shit with it. I honestly will appreciate all advices and possitive feedbacks. Thank you.
Mine goes to the restroom and say he just can't go and he makes it seam he needs to be in the restroom for hours. So I took the doorknob off, and when he smoked i was there w him. I believe he gets high at work and tries so hard during he is home not to think of it till he gets back to work because everyone there does it so he told me. I y told him not to work there because of that reason
Ive been using cocaine and alcohol together for three weeks straight and I know I have to stop soon before something fatal happens because I keep getting signals from my body- I keep having these sharp pains in my feet and my sides near my ribcage I just know that something isnt right. Im seeking help.
dude honestly your best bet is to go cold turkey with the coke. just lose all connection and don’t buy it anymore. i know it’ll be hard. my suggestion is getting a vape or cigarettes for a bit to keep you off it. it kinda helps with the craving feeling in your lungs. and just drink once and a awhile to ease the cravings.
Im 28 year... and i use coke for 3 4 year( not every day ) maybe 6 month a year ..: Now i get pregnant...🥺 and I stopped. I have 6 weeeks preganat .. is there any risk? 😔
obviously stopping is the most important thing. I am not a medical doctor who can advise on pregnancy, but you have done what you can by stopping. well done you
@@ElliottWald Thank you for answering me ❤️ Today i was to check... the Ginecolog doctor say there are risk of course... but he not really tell me is is 100% risk ... I decide to let the baby... i feel that everything will be good . God help me i feel this,.. and my body feel good🥺🥺
@@elladanie8332 I'm glad you quit. My SO did the same unfortunately she didn't stop at first because she didn't know she was pregnant. I hope you can continue to do right by your child. I have to say I know from experience, addiction is not easy to overcome. I've seen it in so many of my friends. My best friend since second grade actually did me wrong many times and I had to almost stop being friends with him for him to realize he had to change. It hurt because most people are good people at heart but addiction makes them do stupid things when they know you'll probably still be there for them after they screw you over. In your case, you have to relinquish the desire for your child and once you have that child, you can't go back. You're kid will need you. It's just growing up. Good luck to your family wherever you are.
@@GiZzY67 oh... sad, Yes that is true... Fortunately I stopped now cuz im pregnant, and i will not use anymore. I just want my pregnant be good . 🙏🏼🙏🏼 God help all 😘😘
I use to find it on holiday its the first thing I went hunting for best people are the taxi drivers lol 😆I'm so lucky to come of that's shit I stick to cocodomol! It's legal 😆🤣
Birds bad on it. Been bad on it before. I don't touch the shit. Started off with doing it once in a while. Now it's every weekend. Soon it will be every night. Heads falling right off with it to be honest. Trying to stop her doing the shit. She ain't having it though what should I do
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I've been using since I was 12 years old and I am begging to stop i am depressed that I can't stop every time I try it comes back to me soon as I have money in my pocket and I believe if I lived somewhere else I could be successful but I am crying for help please
No matter where you go you will find what u r looking for ur gonna feel like it’s following u around that’s how I felt and someone told me it isn’t a geographical problem it need to come from inside of you to not want it anymore
I Trust You Will Recover. You are stronger than what you think you are. Work hard at changing your circumstances and preventing situations that triggers it, fight the urge and cravings. Remind yourself that sometimes you have to endure uncomfortable things for growth and greater things in life. Its the sacrifices that makes the reward so much better.
I have had enough of drinking and taking cocaine as I want to be fit and healthy. I never quite realis3d just how much I was hurting my body and risking my health by doing both. Thus is my first day of stopping. 🍒
My left nostril is plugged from lasts night use. I didnt even want to. Just took hydrocodone to clear my sinuses. I have a problem. Im in an SUD clinic and Im still fucking up
This is so accurate, you cant even imagine. This guy knows what he's talking. The first minutes, describing different user types, if you know how it's like, you find yourself in atleast one of these descriptions. It hurts to admit but thats part of the process. You gotta be honest to yourself. I've been there. I wish yall the best. You can do it. :)
@@jewellsandbandanas I'm sorry for the both you. Please try and help all you can it's horrible being the user knowing it hurts your partner and hating doing it but not being able to stop. He likely does want to stop but doesn't know how. It's different for different people so no one easy solution. It's definitely the devil's work.
Hlo sir my husband takes cocaine for last two years..our life is very disturbed. He also wants to quit. I have 2 years baby . M thinking to keep him stay at home but then I think hw we would survive without money. We r not PR. Plz advise .I cry every day
My ex partner I stuck by for 9 years. He enters rehab on Monday for cocaine . I set boundaries and had to kick him out. The holiday thing is so true, would you mind explaining how they are okay on holiday? Really interested to know that one! I feel terrible I didn’t stick by my partner but he was also selling, he’s not changed his job & lifestyle & entering rehab TOMORROW, if I hadn’t kicked him out he would’ve never have gone to rehab, I still supported his suicidal moments & helped him book the rehab. We’ve been apart for 2 months. He still thinks I abandoned him when he needed me most. But I believed every lie he told and could no longer trust him. I miss him every single day.
I can stop sniffing for a week and for some reason I just get weak and get some. Then whole day on a ball. Stop again and feel great. Somehow I'm buying again. It's not ppl it's me
I am 22 days clean today from cocaine. It is a fight I can not afford too lose.
Kudos ! Keep it up. I'm on day 1 again. I'll let you know how this week goes, I know for sure I'm done with it
@@dmullz100 gotta start somewhere bro keep me updated for sure! Message me if you get cravings we in this together 💙
Wholesome content. Also on day 1 going into day 2 because my body literally won’t shut off lol figured I’d sleep better to be honest. Keep it up y’all, it’s not easy that’s for sure.
@@nickfonseca484 I been where you been at before... no stranger too the life take a benadryl and sleep it off
I’m on day 2
What triggers my use is my access to it and my up and down lifestyle..some other things I deal with.. emotionally and mentally...I want quit..Ill stop for 2 or 3 days..but then boom..back at it ..I'm ashamed
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Mine alcohol.... I went from 3/4 nights week drinking vodka whiskey and grams and grams on those days to point was thin. And needed to get my nose fixed . I got fed up and bored had my second child which got me competletly sober 8 years ago . Now I drink every 5/6 weeks and will always get a gram I end the night and don’t carry on as I don’t want to don’t even enjoy it . I just want to stop this little bit so I know I need to stop drinking completely . It’s the same with smoking I’m not a smoker can’t stand it . But Jesus I have a whiskey bam smoking like a chimney.
I'm at the same exact place in my life right now. Shameful
Don't be ashamed you are doing your best. Keep it up
@@guardianblackdog8303 Yeah I've been told to not be ashamed, but how else should I feel when I keep fukin up?
Me watching this wile laying in bed at 05:40 after a night doing coke and drinking…
What helped me to get off drugs was to stop hanging out with people who are a bad Influence and not to hang around people who do it so you can’t be offered , and if your sober , I stopped smoking weed if your sober and only hang around people who are sober then I won’t do any drugs because I’m not gonna buy it and there’s no one to influence me
Reading these comments of all you users & ex-users is honesty heartbreaking. I had been taking cocaine for 4 years and I wanted to stop completely. I had been on and off inhaling about 1 gram every other week to sometimes taking 2/3 grams a week. Staying strong to myself and being honest about my problems is the only way I keep it at bay. Walk away from those who only want to see you to feed their own habits and be true to yourself about your own habits. Recognize where your triggers are and breathe through them! You are more than cocaine, you're stronger than cocaine and you are a human fucking being and you have gotten through worse and survived! Be kind to yourselves and good luck to all that are struggling right now.
THANK you
As soon as I drink one drink all I think about is cocaine , then it's non stop till my paychecks gone , work al week for nothing waste
I hear this all the time with my clients, once I help them to stop they often say "I wish i had seen you years ago"
I'm sitting here reading all the comments getting high off cocaine and weed pray for everyone cuz I need help too it's a very very addictive addiction never really opened up so this is like a first time pray for you all pray for me for me
I feel your pain drugs just ruined ur life period is all fun and games when you try it but once u get hooked is all downhill from there I have wasted my whole 20s on addiction am 31 and have nothing to show for I feel empty and lost
7 years everyday 2 days off it's been a long journey it's time to shine ⭐✨ and be actual really happy
Such an evil drug, what started as fun has now totally gripped me, Friday I blew £200 and swore again no more as I felt so dirty and low, here comes mon I got day off work got bored and did another £200. No sleep, depressed, fed right up of thinking I can get and stay clean and then bang I’m back on it again. I honestly don’t know how to beat it and am truly hoping someone as the answer for me, if I don’t a grip my house will have to be sold as it’s getting to the stage where I’m missing payments on my home.
@Mr. V what you mean by break my ego please?
I’ve been using 5 years now and the cravings get the better of me every time. It all started for me after the breakup of my 20 year marriage and I guess I blamed myself for that.
@Mr. V hello, thank you so much for taking the time to explain. Everything you say I completely agree with, I’m convinced the devil is laughing everytime I use the damn stuff. I get so excited when I go to pick the stuff up and then when I have it in hand the mental torment starts I know what’s coming the excessive watching of porn the impure thoughts, the sleepless days to come the paranoia the pain and sweats from the come down and then the guilt of spending the money I don’t really have, however the cravings are so intense they completely takeover me and I can’t stop and then starts the 2-3 day binge and no matter how much coke I’ve got it’s never enough. Thankyou again for your advice it has helped a lot, I’m currently 6 days without using I just hope and pray I can this going.. 7 weeks off is my record to date.
Take care my friend
Both you and AV have helped me see sense today! Thankyou to the both of you, I only used to take once a month then got in with the wrong crowd now it’s 2/3 days a week.. I can’t afford to do this anymore, I’m focused on gym and getting big and when I do coke I can’t meet my calorie diet which is 4,000.. very hard to eat when on coke and my dream is to get fucking big, just for myself.. not to ever impress no one. I started of as a skinny boy and in a way I still am however I’m at my biggest weight now and I would hate to drop back down, it would kill me
@A V. Thankyou very much my friend your advice has helped me so much, I’m still using but feel the end is near now as I no longer get pleasure just pain depression and paranoia… take care my friend
Definitely the work of the devil.
Look at your face in the mirror at the end of the night, your not in control anymore, do you recognise yourself, look how red your eyes are, your thoughts aren’t yours anymore, your emotions are gone, you can’t feel anything anymore, you are a demon and your soul has left you.
Stop before it leaves you for ever.
I've only done coke for 2 weeks and I've already spent 1050.... I'm done with this.
Seeing that we all have a similar problem I don’t feel as alone, I really don’t want to do it anymore but definitely have horrible impulse control and drinking definitely is the gateway for me. Trying to stop this again. Definitely feel hopeless at times.
how are you doing now man?
@@orfgao6997 still trying but not as bad as before little more hope.
most of the people watching this video is going through the same thing bro, i desperately need to quit to, been doing it since i was about 16 and i’m 21 now. But yeah your not alone in this fella, it’s a struggle but it is what it is.
@@sprite6205 amen haha
You got this bro you will get out of it, I’m struggling too but I just always remember being high on life is the most natural long lasting satisfying high you can ever have 💯
I'm coming down off a 3 day binge right now. I'm 43 and I've been doing it at least weekly for 25 years. I haven't enjoyed it at all in 10+ yrs, but I just can't stop. It's baffling. I always feel disgusting and paranoid. I've quit drinking and smoking, but I can't stop even tho I don't like it anymore. I always do it alone bc I get a paranoid psychosis. The opposite of what it initially was when I started. It's going to be the death of me if I don't quit, that's for certain.
Oh mate I’m exactly the same as u, I’m paranoid reclusive and damn miserable I’ve used 3 times this week already no sleep excessive chain smoking and porn.. Fuk I hate it
@@garethoconnell4894 fight the good fight, my friend. I'm with you. Let's replace dopamine addictions for epinephrine highs. Love is the answer. Good luck on your journey
26 and I’m done
If u look deep deep down it comes to excuses u r strong u convinced ya self u cant fight it you can.I do believe you can i wish all the best i hope you can .You will get there
Literally i’m the same, i fucking hate doing it nowadays but every time i have a drink i just can’t help myself as it’s so easily assessable. We’re all going through the same thing so your not alone bro
I've realised I have a Cocaine addiction, but I've realised I'm not alone in this road to recovery
How u doing now
I’m 28 lost my family and I’m trying . If you see this just now know I’m sad in all the wrong ways . I have beautiful children and i just want help any one .
Man I'm 4 days off of it now. To be honest it just got better and better. The Cravings I mean anybody craves a good mood that's how I look at it, but the crashing and the wanting to slow it down as in my heart rate, all of that was just too much. I went on like a month Bender and I had maybe one day that I would not use it, but still I felt it getting way out of hand I watched your videos as well and they helped tremendously. It's not easy I mean I could sleep it off as I have ADHD so I can sleep on it but it's all mental the next day you just think well where is it? That was like day one and two and then by day 3 I had very good natural mood, and then the fourth day today it's just not really on my mind. I just wanted to come comment and tell you thank you because that was leading me to drink a bit and I am not even a drinker I don't like alcohol, it just slowed my heart down and I was just way too hyped up I don't know it wasn't really all that fun the pain and the nose all of that crap just totally took a toll and I said screw this I have to just stop. And I did cold turkey just didn't think about it afterwards. It's all willpower
The body needs to forget what cocaine does for it, so I suggest taking a 4 gram+ mushroom trip. Guaranteed to work.
I quit smoking the first time from a 3 gram shroom trip. I rolled in bed for soo long hating the fact soo much that I smoked. That I up and quit for 2 months cold turkey after.
Stupid thing to suggest shrooms as most likely people with a cocaine addiction have a addictive personality causing them to be just as dependent on said drug of a idiots choice bc you said it’ll fix it in a 4g dose. I’d much rather be alert for my kids than to not understand what the fuck is going on bc I took 4g of shrooms, people come here for help, not another problem. You just got it lucky kid. Don’t put your luck on already unstable people. Disgusting way of thinking saying shrooms will help. You clearly ain’t seen the other side of shrooms as well as you claim to know cocaine, every drug has its ways of creeping up and grabbing ya. Hope you read this bc you need it.
P.S grow up and don’t act like a doctor giving people irrational ideas. Thanks.
I know you posted this a year ago but I totally agree with you the microdosing mushrooms is absolutely a good way to help but also is excellent for depression
@@willprouse4942 Mushrooms are not addictive they are not a narcotic they're actually a natural source microdosing is been known to help people with a lot of different issues and you actually don't get the psychedelic high off of it just levels you out helps with depression inflammation and a lot of things
It's easy to stop,it's hard to change habits.
It's easy to stop for some people... more challenging to stay stopped. which is why i help people address all the triggers for relapse prevention... Keep going Steve and well done
@@ElliottWald have you another way to contact you in private p
Im addicted to cocaine, i have been sniffing it for 4 years now, it started off doing it randomly once in a blue, to doing it every other week to eventually it every other day. (im on it right now) i have to drink alcohol to help me with the comedown and smoke loads of cigs and weed. my body cant handle it anymore. I lost a friend to a cocaine recently ive known all my life he had an overdose off cocaine and i keep getting panick attacks when i take it now scared for my life. i keep taking it even tho i feel like im going to die. i need help i dno wtf to do to get off it. i go to gym to get it off it for a few days but then i still end up taking it again
I have been helping people just like you, for over 24 years now zia Zoom, I help people all over the world contact me email mail@hypnosis-expert.com or by whatsApp
Bro I’m the same
Hi mate, I'm in the same boat... a really bad place. Can I ask if you have made any progress...?
In the same boat. Haven't slept since Thursday it's Monday morning now
I have real problems with control myself, when I start I have almost a deathwish. When I'm on cocaine Its easier to talk to people...It's like a better version of me. Anxiety makes everything worse, you think you will overcome it while using but deep inside you know you will have to deal with it back to reality. I always blame my anxiety but I know I have zero control.
I have been doing cocaine everyday for 2 years my nose is completely done no cartilage, open hole on the roof of my mouth and I have no idea how to reach out for help or where to begin I just want to enjoy life before it's too late
I need help I’m addicted to Cocain I do it at least three days a week it’s affecting my job and family I want to stop I want to be sober from alcohol marijuana cigarettes and coke they all lead back to one another and I also was a meth addict I grew up giving these drugs nobody ever told me it was wrong it’s a curse for generations in my family please somebody help
please email me directly mail@hypnosis-expert.com
Sending you the best vibes. There's CA groups online now, check em out
@@dmullz100 hey, I’m trying to help my brother. What are the CA groups? Could you send links please?
Hey Andre, I'm in the process of this too. The way I found is best is you gotta start taking smaller wins and instead of giant leaps. Start tackling one problem at a time and start spacing your using out. Like really push your self to space out the time between each use. I'm on 3 weeks now and tbh the feeling of it having to be every weekend is gone.
I pray for everyone here and all of us that are fighting this demon drug that destroys not just ourselves....but our loved ones.
How do I book an appointment?
Please call me, text or whatsapp me to discuss how I can help you 07875 751960
www.hypnosis-expert.com/cocaine/
Literally every single thing you’ve mentioned is what my husband has done. He swears up and down that he will never do it again but he’s said that times before.
Ok we’ll best thing is to be there for him and let him know u understand that it’s hard and just be his support. He probably really wants to quit but it’s super hard and harder when your being judged and demonized. Just a friendly rieminder :)
He's not taking the piss out of you. Truly. He's trying. Worst thing you can do is leave him. Try your best to help and support. It's not easy for either of you. Bless you Tina.
Try and support him, he needs your help more than ever right now. Offer to delete his contacts for him and maybe get the ball rolling in regards to treatment as a lot of people are quite reluctant. Best of luck
The comments are really sad , I only occasionally use Coke . The most I used it was once a week for a few years but it's still a problem because I struggle to fully stop . I went a year once only using it once . I feel bad for a few days after using it . I get cold sores. Heart attacks run in the family so I want to stop
So glad I’m free from that now.
I’ve just described me.. doing coke everyday 100 quid daily.. I can’t sleep I can’t eat I can’t act normal my speech is terrible I can’t even talk while I’m on it. My jaw is constantly to one side I can’t control it. It’s embarrassing but yet soon as I finish work I go and get .4 never fought I’d be this person didn’t touch a drug till I was 27 I’m now 33 my life has gone down hill I was so anti drug now I feel like I can’t be myself without it please help
I started when I was 27 too. Now I'm 31 and starting to get used to being broke...not good. Need to get my mind focused on a goal or smth
Hey Ellie, I hear you I feel your pain and I’m in exactly the same boat... stay strong don’t beat uself up, easier said than done I know x
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@@garethoconnell4894 I always beat my self up about it I feel so low no confidence
Ellie, get In touch with me and let’s talk ok. Let’s help each other. I live in South Wales near cardiff.. I’ve not used now in a number of weeks and let me tell u I honestly feel incredibly good so well.. I can give u my email address if you like and u can dm me.. take care
Good lord a couple 8balls a day?! Thats a mean habit. If you’re doing almost 7g a day, thats literally 2 8balls, and depending on the price, thats almost $500 daily. Holy shit, of COURSE your dealer will pick up their phone and deliver. You’re their cash cow
Positive Vibes And Energy ⭐️
It’s real that’s me I need to stop 🛑
I need help too I'm addicted to coke I been using it every weekend for 4 years drink liquor someone please 😭😭😭
You need to decide to quit bro
Narcotics Anonymous mate. I promise you!
whatsapp me on UK 07875 751960
I was a tired young mother
Where the hell do you get the money for 2 grams a day?
Selling it
Great add!
Im only 21 and I’ve been addicted for 6 years now. I started doing coke when was 15. I’m a heavy user(would go through 2 8balls everyday) I’m now trying to stop but am scared of the withdrawals
Will start changing my friend, by the will of god
I live i. Houston I need help with addiction I'm 28 year old female with a family I want to quit for the and myself
whatsapp me on UK 07875 751960
@@ElliottWald okay
Try attending CA meetings
I’m in Bits
It’s hard when it’s your front door neighbor as a dealer of cocaine
it is so readily available, as i say in the video you can call 5 dealers and a dominoes pizza and you can be sure the dealers arrive faster than the pizza!
Help me please everything you said makes sense
Richard I have been helping people just like you for the last 24 years, now with Zoom i help people all over the world.. contact me either by email mail@hypnosis-expert.com or Watsapp me on 07875 751960
@@ElliottWald thanks Elliot I will call you to discuss tomorrow morning. Thanks once again for your quick response.
Don't pick up
It’s all in the mind! It takes some serious discipline to stop taking it! #SIMPLE
Thanks for your advice and pal your bang on right what you are saying this drug is ruining and destroying families it's hard when you don't get support from family especially when you have done it over and over lieing out of your arse
Its a path that leads to nowhere :(
I cut out everyone from my life - who to quit cocaine
thats a tough addiction.. and i thought weed was hard
3 grams for $100? What do buy direct from el chapo or something? You would be lucky to get a gram for $100 on the east coast of the u.s.
No it’s 3 0.4s so it’s 1.2grams for £100
3 grams in west coast us Is like 280$
3 for 100 means 3 .4's so 1.2g
Is there a video that comes after this one showing how to actually quit this substance? 🤔😊
To anyone in the UK the NHS is there to help I struggled with a cocaine addiction for 5 years on and off I eventually had a psychotic episode that was what saved me in the long run cut off from society for 1 month after that the cravings stop although the dealers still try to get me to buy I just tell them I don't do it no more it's funny how quick they can go from someone pretending to be your friend into someone who don't care about you just quit guys I have faith in you you can do it
Sir please help, one of my friend is addicted to cocaine, very much addicted, I m very terrified about his health conditions 😔
You talk my language. When you look stuff up like this on RUclips it’s American people which I can’t really relate to in a sense. I will be in touch with you tomorrow.
I would really love your help I'm struggling so bad when I 🤔 I can stop I can't I haft to use every day and u r write their is no enjoyment anymore I have to pretend I'm normal around my family I really miss myself before coke i have a wife and 4 kids and everything I want I can't understand what I can't stop plz help me
I really need help 🙏🏻🙏🏻🔥❤️
I use once or twice every fortnight, when I use I average a 1/4ounce
You’re buying shit gear
I moved out of Luton for this very reason luton is rife if ure from there you would know how bad the drug scene is in Luton. I did get clean in Luton n moved away from that place but you still take your head with you and started dropping all the things I was doing on a daily basis to stay clean. Maintenance (maintaining) recovery is the hardest thing and I am back in addiction again and wanted to ask a question mate please,?
'do you believe that once your an addict your always one and will always have an addict mind? Even after overcoming? Like the anonymous meetings say?
thanks
. David.
I need help 😫
Me to cocaine has ruin my life
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I'm on cocaine I'm 53 have been since age 25 im poor and can't afford treatment. I need help I've tried prayer and helping on my own. I been to rehab and detox. If someone reading this please help I'm dying. Father God and readers help me . I'm on crack bad
I'm so sad reading your post. How are you now? I pray that you are getting the help you need and deserve
@@shaheenbibshah I am now drug alcohol nicotine free
@@sonyahardin1345 I am so proud of you. That's is absolutely fantastic news. I need to keep positive and I know I can do this too. Thank you and keep safe and free
@@shaheenbibshah you can after I lost it all. I prayed without ceasing made some lifestyle changes and Im happier than Ever
I’m 46, been taking this horrible drug for 25 years, at my wits end 😢 need serious help
Chin up keep up hope
@Padjoe Ceall I think so yes….
It's tough but you kan get through it. I'm trying to get through it myself
Biggest problem I have is my partner doesn’t have a problem with it at so in my head it’s fine then im up till gone 7 in the morning everyday
I’ve done 2 grams of cocaine and half a bottle of vodka earlier today I have acknowledged my downfalls..!!
I’m having a beef broth with Thai fish sauce and Walkerswood scotch bonnet pepper sauce sweating it out .!! I believe in Positive Vibes and Energy ⭐️
I am 61 went from powder to pipe my pall died at 51 had his lungs transplanted 5years before as soon as he left hospital he went right on the pipe I stopped it all at that point for six months but now started powder again I don't know what to say next Thomas dcotland
Man that's scary, I'm 42 just thinking I could still be doing this shit at your age. Good luck pal wish you all the best.
I’m 17 started taking it beginning of COVID 19 got kicked out home got a job so I could afford it even have seen weed and other drugs just so I can afford it how do you stop because I don’t wanna be having do it
You need to talk to someone close to you and try to hang around with people who do not do drugs. You're 17 now and I'm telling you if you don't stop now things will not end well.
James Bigglesworth thanks for reply I know doesn’t sound like much but I’ve managed make it two days without weed or coke which is actually quite an achievement in my opinion even thought doesn’t sound that long feels it
@@lewissaville4000 Its a start. Just remember if you can do it once, you can do it again. Good luck to you. Just remember how good it feels to be fresh. I always found that buying something nice instead helps, makes you realise what else you can be treating yourself to. Every time you do it you could buy a pair of trainers instead. And when you wake up, they'll still be there. Peace my man 🙏
Narcotics anonymous🙏🏼🙏🏼
You can overcome this, invest your time into better things, things that better you.
Work hard at changing your circumstances and preventing situations that triggers it.
Remind yourself that sometimes you have to endure uncomfortable things for growth and greater things in life. Its the sacrifices that makes the reward so much better.
How do I get in touch with you? Can you help me???? I've been doing this for 25 yrs. Ive been to rehab 2x this year already and am in the grips of one of my worst relapses so far. I don't want to die.
07875 751960
Hi guys, after nearly a year of using cocaine and with the last 3 months of it beeing an almost daily thing i finally summed up the willpower and removed all excuses typical to addicts( i admit i definetly have become one) to stop. Im aware a lot of things need to be done to resolve this problem but my main question is...should i try and stop cold turkey or should i slowly and taper down over the course of time? Like i said for the past 3-4 months there hasnt been a single week where i havent done atleast 2 grams(sometimes close to 10 even) so im in deep shit with it. I honestly will appreciate all advices and possitive feedbacks. Thank you.
By looking at your display picture....i hope you are not going to the gym after you do it....thats lethal. Dont mind me!
Meditation
Narcotics Anonymous!! I promise🙏🏼🙏🏼
I’m watching this on 1/1/23. Someone comment on this in at least 2 months time see where I’m at
Hey
You hope you alright
So how are you?
Mine goes to the restroom and say he just can't go and he makes it seam he needs to be in the restroom for hours. So I took the doorknob off, and when he smoked i was there w him. I believe he gets high at work and tries so hard during he is home not to think of it till he gets back to work because everyone there does it so he told me. I y told him not to work there because of that reason
I want to quit the coke but not the booze lmao
Impossible
You haven’t answered the question
what's your questioin?
I need help I keep getting coke bugs “Formication”
Never suffered with it until a year ago but still didn't stop me the only way to cure is to not do any easier said than done
@@Jayc1993uk I’ve stopped now mate put me off it completely
@@jayp9973 oh my god how did you stop? I desperately need to stop it's horrible I can't cope anymore
Any chance you can help me mate ?
www.hypnosis-expert.com/cocaine/
or call me, text or whatsapp and I can discuss in confidence how i can help you 07875 751960
Ive been using cocaine and alcohol together for three weeks straight and I know I have to stop soon before something fatal happens because I keep getting signals from my body- I keep having these sharp pains in my feet and my sides near my ribcage I just know that something isnt right. Im seeking help.
dude honestly your best bet is to go cold turkey with the coke. just lose all connection and don’t buy it anymore. i know it’ll be hard. my suggestion is getting a vape or cigarettes for a bit to keep you off it. it kinda helps with the craving feeling in your lungs. and just drink once and a awhile to ease the cravings.
Mate I’m the same as u and if u find the answers please tell me to x
Wrong name for video and first thing wen I land to my holiday destinations I look for cocain till I get it , that's how I know I'm addicted to it
How can I reach you
07875 751960 also this link has a lot of information regarding my cocaine cessation sessions www.hypnosis-expert.com/cocaine
Do you do 1.1 sessions Elliott?
yes whatsapp me on 07875 751960
Elliot, you are right.. can you help me?
07875 751960 call me
It said how to quit. Told me f3ck all.
Where are you based Elliot please?
I work via Zoom or two clinics in the UK Luton and Elstree
Lets enjoy life I m down - Dallas TX here
Im 28 year... and i use coke for 3 4 year( not every day ) maybe 6 month a year ..:
Now i get pregnant...🥺 and I stopped. I have 6 weeeks preganat .. is there any risk? 😔
obviously stopping is the most important thing. I am not a medical doctor who can advise on pregnancy, but you have done what you can by stopping. well done you
@@ElliottWald Thank you for answering me ❤️
Today i was to check... the Ginecolog doctor say there are risk of course... but he not really tell me is is 100% risk ... I decide to let the baby... i feel that everything will be good . God help me i feel this,.. and my body feel good🥺🥺
@@elladanie8332 I'm glad you quit. My SO did the same unfortunately she didn't stop at first because she didn't know she was pregnant. I hope you can continue to do right by your child. I have to say I know from experience, addiction is not easy to overcome. I've seen it in so many of my friends. My best friend since second grade actually did me wrong many times and I had to almost stop being friends with him for him to realize he had to change. It hurt because most people are good people at heart but addiction makes them do stupid things when they know you'll probably still be there for them after they screw you over.
In your case, you have to relinquish the desire for your child and once you have that child, you can't go back. You're kid will need you. It's just growing up. Good luck to your family wherever you are.
@@GiZzY67 oh... sad,
Yes that is true...
Fortunately I stopped now cuz im pregnant, and i will not use anymore. I just want my pregnant be good . 🙏🏼🙏🏼 God help all 😘😘
Clearly off season here el
I use to find it on holiday its the first thing I went hunting for best people are the taxi drivers lol 😆I'm so lucky to come of that's shit I stick to cocodomol! It's legal 😆🤣
Elliot. I’ve text you.
It's too expensive if it was 5 pound a gram id snort it all day and night
Hi mate can you learn remote hypnosis!
.4 a gram
You got to have booze with coke
That is not necessarily true. I've done cocaine while sipping tea watching the terminator
I have sent you a WhatsApp message
Birds bad on it. Been bad on it before. I don't touch the shit. Started off with doing it once in a while. Now it's every weekend. Soon it will be every night. Heads falling right off with it to be honest. Trying to stop her doing the shit. She ain't having it though what should I do
Leave her
I Just want to enjoy pure life....
Exactly, cocaine robs you, what you think you gain you actually lose!!!
@@ElliottWald very true 👍
@@ElliottWald I have learnt the hard way and now I need to stop but I can’t it’s hard and I have no local support organisations
🤟🤟🤟🤟🤟
@@aidenbiden5597 facts
Just stop hanging out with the friends you have now because if they really were your friends they wouldn’t let you do it anyway s
My word he's lost a lot of weight. He looks like a different bloke.
Thank you for all your comments, I appreciate everything you have all shared. For those who wish to contact me please feel free to call me or whatsapp me on 07875 751960
I've been using since I was 12 years old and I am begging to stop i am depressed that I can't stop every time I try it comes back to me soon as I have money in my pocket and I believe if I lived somewhere else I could be successful but I am crying for help please
No matter where you go you will find what u r looking for ur gonna feel like it’s following u around that’s how I felt and someone told me it isn’t a geographical problem it need to come from inside of you to not want it anymore
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@@bosschedda_ at least you tried
@@jahfreyakina1361 but see for me it is different because I never buy from a person I don't know
I need help I can't stop taking it even tho I hate it
Horrible isn't it Lucy. Absolute black hole.
This video is not helping I want to hear how to get off not why I'm still on
absolutely please contact e via Whatsapp 07875 751960 and i will be happy to discuss how to stop
40 years old, addicted for over 10 years and can't quit.
U can my friend u can
Can you please contact me? I'm addicted to it for 1 year and can't stop, I tried to stop but when I drink 2 beers its all over again
please email me your phone number mail@hypnosis-expert.com
Stop drinking the beers then mate that's the trigger
I Trust You Will Recover.
You are stronger than what you think you are.
Work hard at changing your circumstances and preventing situations that triggers it, fight the urge and cravings.
Remind yourself that sometimes you have to endure uncomfortable things for growth and greater things in life. Its the sacrifices that makes the reward so much better.
I have had enough of drinking and taking cocaine as I want to be fit and healthy. I never quite realis3d just how much I was hurting my body and risking my health by doing both. Thus is my first day of stopping. 🍒
My left nostril is plugged from lasts night use. I didnt even want to. Just took hydrocodone to clear my sinuses. I have a problem. Im in an SUD clinic and Im still fucking up
Update: 2 months clean!!
@@Baddawg_313 this is such an awesome update, glad to see that you’re getting help
It’s a horrible thing mate
This is so accurate, you cant even imagine. This guy knows what he's talking. The first minutes, describing different user types, if you know how it's like, you find yourself in atleast one of these descriptions. It hurts to admit but thats part of the process. You gotta be honest to yourself. I've been there. I wish yall the best. You can do it. :)
I had to sadly discover last year my husband was a coke addict . 😭😭
Mmm soda
But actually it must be rly sad and i hope he gets the help he needs
@@lazersparkz7947 he doesn't want help he refuses, I've reached my breaking point it's time to move on
What a lad
@@jewellsandbandanas I'm sorry for the both you. Please try and help all you can it's horrible being the user knowing it hurts your partner and hating doing it but not being able to stop. He likely does want to stop but doesn't know how. It's different for different people so no one easy solution. It's definitely the devil's work.
Hlo sir my husband takes cocaine for last two years..our life is very disturbed. He also wants to quit. I have 2 years baby . M thinking to keep him stay at home but then I think hw we would survive without money. We r not PR. Plz advise .I cry every day
My ex partner I stuck by for 9 years. He enters rehab on Monday for cocaine . I set boundaries and had to kick him out. The holiday thing is so true, would you mind explaining how they are okay on holiday? Really interested to know that one! I feel terrible I didn’t stick by my partner but he was also selling, he’s not changed his job & lifestyle & entering rehab TOMORROW, if I hadn’t kicked him out he would’ve never have gone to rehab, I still supported his suicidal moments & helped him book the rehab. We’ve been apart for 2 months. He still thinks I abandoned him when he needed me most. But I believed every lie he told and could no longer trust him. I miss him every single day.
Lucky he’s got you
I am not a cocaine user but have watched Elliot's message. He seems like a good bloke!
I can stop sniffing for a week and for some reason I just get weak and get some. Then whole day on a ball. Stop again and feel great. Somehow I'm buying again. It's not ppl it's me