1 YEAR ON T: FTM TRANSGENDER

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  • @Jammidodger
    @Jammidodger 7 лет назад +1581

    Congrats on 1 year, looking good! :)

  • @lili-yz1wb
    @lili-yz1wb 7 лет назад +1765

    ITS BEEN ONE YEAR???!??!?!?!!!

    • @pebble3951
      @pebble3951 7 лет назад +81

      lil I KNOW RIGHT I FEEL SO PROUD

    • @rianogrady1763
      @rianogrady1763 7 лет назад +54

      Its gone insanely fast and he's made so much progress and I'm just sitting here like yep im the same idiot as before

    • @tylerb4442
      @tylerb4442 7 лет назад +38

      lil I feel old!

    • @lili-yz1wb
      @lili-yz1wb 7 лет назад +22

      AHH im so proud too! and in shooock

    • @Pheus11
      @Pheus11 Год назад

      LIKE WTH

  • @_samanthalux
    @_samanthalux 7 лет назад +36

    wow you're so handsome! and that voice though... too much ❤︎

  • @OMGilikeyourface
    @OMGilikeyourface 7 лет назад +326

    your voice sounds great, and very much like daniel radcliff! :)

    • @jennarudder
      @jennarudder 7 лет назад +5

      Suzie Ayrton I thought the same thing!

    • @jp9707
      @jp9707 6 лет назад

      Me too :)

    • @pansyxlily4887
      @pansyxlily4887 6 лет назад

      Suzie Ayrton oh yes! I was trying to think of someone his voice resembles with!

    • @Ezra-gx2oq
      @Ezra-gx2oq 6 лет назад

      i was thinking about that lol. i kept thinking "he sounds like someone from harry potter haha," and it's harry :P

    • @Aprinsa
      @Aprinsa 6 лет назад

      Um, are you sure you're not just confusing his voice with his accent? He doesn't sound like Daniel Radcliffe to me apart from the accent. Daniel's voice is not nearly as deep. He does have a good voice for voice acting or film, though, so I'd bet his voice is reminding you of someone else. It makes me think of animated film.

  • @emolify
    @emolify 7 лет назад +344

    dude your jawline change is incredible, woah

    • @emolify
      @emolify 7 лет назад +20

      Duhet Yinnerbut fuck off this thread, yeah? you have no place here.

    • @majjortom
      @majjortom 7 лет назад +3

      +Duhet Yinnerbut get a life

    • @lesviesblanchescomptent
      @lesviesblanchescomptent 7 лет назад +4

      +Duhet Yinnerbut reported

    • @emolify
      @emolify 7 лет назад +7

      Duhet Yinnerbut I'm sorry about whatever is happening in your life that is making you lash out like this to random people on the internet you don't know :(

    • @kailathefox
      @kailathefox 7 лет назад +1

      Duhet Yinnerbut your opinion is irrelevant to science. There's proof behind it, all you have to do is google it.

  • @Kovukingsrod
    @Kovukingsrod 7 лет назад +603

    I just saw the notification for this and HOW ON EARTH HAS IT BEEN A WHOLE YEAR???

    • @lauw428
      @lauw428 7 лет назад +7

      Kovu is a unicorn hi Kovu! dont worry, this day will once be yours (and mine hopefully 😊)

    • @Kovukingsrod
      @Kovukingsrod 7 лет назад +9

      JEVH van hofslot aw thank you! I truly hope it comes for both of us :)

    • @lottiebastille3162
      @lottiebastille3162 7 лет назад +1

      Kovu is a unicorn I watch your videos!! Also you'll get there one day buddy x

    • @hopepyrope9591
      @hopepyrope9591 7 лет назад +3

      hi kovu!!! really like your videos!

    • @Qantaspi
      @Qantaspi 7 лет назад

      Kovu is a unicorn Aq

  • @davina5313
    @davina5313 7 лет назад +15

    He has changed so much, not only his appearance but also his whole attitude and he has a lot of more confidence! You can totally see, not only from his appearance but his whole behaviour! I'm really proud of you Alex and your progress!

  • @elijackson5910
    @elijackson5910 7 лет назад +37

    Holy shit, I'm so glad someone else felt the same way about the whole "testosterone anger" thing. I was so short-tempered before hormones, and once starting testosterone and actually seeing/feeling changes, I mellowed out so damn much. In the four years I've been on testosterone, I've only "flipped my shit" once, which was a damn near daily thing before testosterone. Haha.

    • @KeldorDAntrell
      @KeldorDAntrell 4 года назад +7

      Women have a much tougher time in terms of mood swings than men because of their menstrual cycle. Yes, men have a lot more testosterone but their hormones are normally very stable. A woman's hormones ebb and flow and can make life an emotional roller coaster.

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere 3 месяца назад

      @@KeldorDAntrell Doctors, therapist, psychiatrist, nurses and psychologist:
      Lies, and lies, they are sharing you their lies. And you believe them daily, as you go and ruin your own lives.
      Lies, oh lies, they know not how to care. They know not how to love, what its to have a heart warmly beating in your chest.
      They have lost their mind, they have gone mad and they drag you with them into the outer darkness of insanity.
      Seek ye GOD and get your mind back, get back your life and your will to live, escape the madness.
      Your are not trans or any other lie, which you daily believe.
      You are FOOLS, who are deceived daily.
      You reject the BIBLE - the only source of truth, thats why lies you buy and suffer thereafter.
      To believe trans lies, one must got to forget, why was gender given in the 1st place.
      Genesis 9:7
      And you, be ye fruitful, and multiply; bring forth abundantly in the earth, and multiply therein.
      Sexual abuses every soul has lived through, every one carries the traumas.
      It is not GOD, toward whom we should be angry. Its the ones amongst us, who have once lost their minds:
      through the same abuse, that you are suffering, carrying all the damaged form the birth to the death, haven`t been cared for.
      And the influences of this world, are as strong as these are, no child is kept safe.
      Marriages have changed, many in love with bottles, eating away their brains.
      Many love smoking, burning away their lungs.
      Many love fornication and abusements.
      They all hate their skin, in which they live, cause they allowed the world in.
      Lies stay lies, no matter how often given. If the end result is death or a lifelong suffering, you`re then missing love.

  • @morgansmith9244
    @morgansmith9244 7 лет назад +193

    I can still remember watching "1 Month on T" like it was yesterday!! Its gone by so fast, Congratulations Alex!!!

    • @mahogatstfm8160
      @mahogatstfm8160 7 лет назад +30

      I CAN STILL REMEMBER LITTLE ALEX SQUEAKING "I'M ON TESTOSTERONE" AND HOLDING THE BOX

    • @andycole3729
      @andycole3729 7 лет назад

      Morgan Smith I REMEMBER THAT IT WAS SO ADORABLE

  • @NOAHFINNCE
    @NOAHFINNCE 7 лет назад +152

    ALREADY?

  • @EstherTaillifet
    @EstherTaillifet 7 лет назад +31

    SO HAPPY FOR YOU !
    I can't relate on being transgender but I can relate on hapiness and sadness. I am so glad we live in 2017 and theses treatments/surgeries exist. I hope soon everyone who needs it, will have access to it. Thank you for sharing your experience of being a human, I learned a lot from you.

  • @BresdilloK
    @BresdilloK 7 лет назад +11

    OMG OMG AHHHSHXJ I REMEMBER HOW I WATCHED YOUR TRANSGENDER COMING OUT GUIDE LIKE 1-2 YEARS AGO AND NOW I FINALLY FOUND YOU AGAIN AND I'M FUCKING PROUD OF YOUR TRANSITION WJFLOSXISI

  • @olliealbinsson3747
    @olliealbinsson3747 7 лет назад +30

    This is so insane. I remember watching your coming out video, and that being the first time I was introduced to being transgender. After that, I kept coming back, watching all the videos you posted, educating myself, and finally figuring out who I am. It's been 4 years since then, and I'm having my pre-topsurgery meeting in 2 weeks. I'm so proud of you Alex, and I'm so proud of me.

  • @shanr0berts0n
    @shanr0berts0n 7 лет назад +281

    LOOK AT YOU! AH I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU

    • @shanr0berts0n
      @shanr0berts0n 7 лет назад +35

      your face is defos squarer!!

    • @helenabsolution3558
      @helenabsolution3558 7 лет назад

      Shannon Robertson dont get me wrong,ım just wondering and ı cant understand.Was he girl at 0.24

  • @Emptyshell428
    @Emptyshell428 5 лет назад +6

    I am starting T in about three weeks as long as my labs look good. You are an inspiration, and are giving me hella hope! Thank you!

  • @angelbaker7890
    @angelbaker7890 7 лет назад +36

    I am so freaking happy for you Alex. So proud of you to see how far you have come! this is such an awesome video and your awesome😭❤

  • @yikes1717
    @yikes1717 7 лет назад +45

    Holy shiz.. I can't believe it's been a year already! Congrats!

    • @TigerPrawn_
      @TigerPrawn_ 7 лет назад +2

      I'm like, oh my god, where is my life going!!!! AHHH

  • @kitty21elly
    @kitty21elly 7 лет назад +24

    SUCH A HANDSOME YOUNG MAN 😭🙏🏼 i feel like a proud mother, alex. your progress is amaaaazzingg 👌🏼

  • @benillaice6525
    @benillaice6525 7 лет назад +3

    DUDE this made me so emotional!! Ive been following you for awhile and honestly thought you were on T for the lonnnggesst time! Then when I saw your video talking about how you will be starting T I was like "What?!?!?!". I got sososo excited for you! Since then I haven't really watched your videos because life but seeing this and seeing all your changes and how comfortable you look omg, I makes my heart happy!

  • @niamhb6982
    @niamhb6982 7 лет назад +2

    ALEX I AM CRYING
    (Real tears, everywhere)
    I've been watching your videos for sooooo soooo many years and I've never seen you look so, so happy. You're just radiating happiness and confidence and it makes me so happy. I'm so glad and so happy for you. You're amazing!!

  • @100melibu
    @100melibu 7 лет назад +18

    It's already been a year??? It seems like since your video announcing that you're gonna get testosterone it's been like three months or so! That's so amazing!

  • @sachikominsat705
    @sachikominsat705 7 лет назад +40

    Yeah your face is squarer and you have more hair, but one change I really noticed in those final pictured was your stance and posture. You looked so much happier and confident, even though you weren't smiling. I feel like a proud parent watching your transition progress and I wish you all the best in the future

  • @konstantin8417
    @konstantin8417 7 лет назад +61

    I've been following your journey from the very beginning. Love that you seem so grounded. All the best!

  • @aeblemost248
    @aeblemost248 6 лет назад +9

    a lot of yt trans guys didn't have a lot of chest and i'm just standing here with boobs down to my knees.

  • @BeanieGinger
    @BeanieGinger 7 лет назад +751

    Last time I was this early I was a girl

    • @kalegirouard8705
      @kalegirouard8705 7 лет назад +27

      Hey It's Charlie -Just Another Soulless Ginger
      same tho

    • @bowiebeebuzzbuzz5419
      @bowiebeebuzzbuzz5419 7 лет назад +1

      Hey It's Charlie -Just Another Soulless Ginger relatable

    • @miltonroberts7948
      @miltonroberts7948 7 лет назад +6

      Charlie, an old Texas guy here. I LOVE gingers. My family has a ginger gene or two because every generation there is a ginger or two and I have a ginger friend I've known 40 years and all the gingers I've known have been great people.Hugs from me to all gingers everywhere.

  • @sanriosticker
    @sanriosticker 7 лет назад +346

    I feel like a proud mom now :')

    • @alykgray
      @alykgray 7 лет назад +7

      RomyDoesArt aye phammm

  • @TheDeafiewithCurls
    @TheDeafiewithCurls 7 лет назад +53

    My favorite thing in this video was the lil butt moment can't lie xD

  • @Duckie_VT
    @Duckie_VT 7 лет назад

    I'm genuinely so happy for you, I've followed for ages but haven't really been around to watch your transformation, tuning in now you've changed so much and I'm so glad you feel more comfortable than before. You seem so much more confident and at peace within yourself! I can't wait to see what the next year brings for you.

  • @caspermcinnes9574
    @caspermcinnes9574 7 лет назад +55

    i'm honestly so proud and i love how far and happy you've become ! you deserve it ! ☆
    ( also i luv your tummy hair !! )

  • @milenaioana
    @milenaioana 7 лет назад +24

    One year??? It feels like yesterday I was watching your videos, you were so disappointed that your appointments were pushed back and you wanted a beard so bad, now look at you! Also your voice... wow! So proud of you Alex!

  • @yeseniagonzalez9398
    @yeseniagonzalez9398 6 лет назад

    i've been watching your videos for the longest time and seeing you happy and coming this far makes me so happy and gives me so much hope!

  • @Jennaonthemilkcarton
    @Jennaonthemilkcarton 7 лет назад +2

    ALEX! Congrats man! I was so happy for you when you got on it! Bright days here forward!

  • @amberjackson1938
    @amberjackson1938 7 лет назад +61

    Look how far you've come!!!

    • @byealex7607
      @byealex7607 7 лет назад

      Yeah... Excatly (c) (Troye))))

  • @chloeclarin3037
    @chloeclarin3037 7 лет назад +31

    I'm so proud of you, I've been here for quite a big part of your journey and your self confidence and your happiness growing makes me so happy

  • @danganronpatrash7464
    @danganronpatrash7464 6 лет назад +1

    I've watched you since I was 11! I came out about a year after, and honestly, you helped me figure myself out a lot! Thank you so much, and I'm so glad I found your channel again and am so happy you're feeling good about yourself!

  • @samd77666
    @samd77666 7 лет назад +1

    This makes me incredibly happy! Go Alex!!!
    I'm hopefully starting T in just under two months and this makes me just feel really content with my future. Thank you

  • @amanqa9101
    @amanqa9101 7 лет назад +22

    So proud of you Alex!

  • @twinkl3xoxo
    @twinkl3xoxo 7 лет назад +100

    OMAN I RMB WHEN U WERE TELLING US ABT HOW U WERE WAITING FOR ALL UR DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS, AND NOW LOOK AT YOU GAAAH

    • @faithharnish7668
      @faithharnish7668 7 лет назад

      +Duhet Yinnerbut dude.... **** HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE HE..

  • @kieranthiara3262
    @kieranthiara3262 7 лет назад

    I'm genuinely so very happy for you Alex! Seeing you hit your one year mark gives me more hope, as I'm in the process of waiting and have been for about 2 and a half years now. Within the next few months I'm supposed to get the phone call to begin the process of starting t and couldn't be more anxiously awaiting that day. Anyhow it's just really nice and reassuring to see that you were in a similar situation and have come so far

  • @adachiselas3675
    @adachiselas3675 7 лет назад

    I'm SO HAPPY for you. I can't believe it's been a year already! I've been watching the whole T journey and have seen you grow happier every month.

  • @cjcurmudgeon6714
    @cjcurmudgeon6714 7 лет назад +11

    The emotional transition that trans people go through is super important. Being comfortable with your body/gender is one thing but I feel like being comfortable being around other people - especially as your body and presentation changes can be very stressful.
    Best of luck as you work on your social skills, Alex. I'm working on it too. Making connections and friendships and building a wider support system can be daunting but in the long run, it's going to make us happier and healthier people

    • @byealex7607
      @byealex7607 7 лет назад

      CJ Curmidgeon, I ve recently watched some docs abt TRANS kids. I got astonished abt what an abyss of ignorance I am. And .. think abt ...the others in our world (((( .... I guess, I meant that I support your words.

  • @angelxgrl
    @angelxgrl 7 лет назад +32

    So proud omg. You've come so far, and are a huge inspiration for many people that are not just transgender but just anyone in the LGBT+ community. Well done Alex

  • @daedatlas
    @daedatlas 6 лет назад +1

    This video gave me a lot of hope for the future. Thank you so much for posting it, and congratulations!

  • @lukasskoe
    @lukasskoe 7 лет назад +1

    I can't believe it's been one year already!! You look so good oh my God, and congratulations!! ✨ It's been incredible following you on your journey.

  • @indigorose4174
    @indigorose4174 7 лет назад +6

    Omg Alex I'm so happy for you!! I'm Transgender too and to you reach a few of your many goals, it gives me so much hope because I know that one day I'll be where you are now!! You are so amazing and inspiring and thank you so much for every video. You are by far my biggest inspiration. Thank you and congratulations!! Xx

  • @lndingalle9605
    @lndingalle9605 6 лет назад +100

    As a straight female. I must say DAMN.

    • @srihari5405
      @srihari5405 6 лет назад +4

      Fun fact:It's a biological girl on steroids.

    • @lndingalle9605
      @lndingalle9605 6 лет назад +21

      SRI HARI You think I didn't know that when I made the comment.........-_-
      I think the title was obvious (female to male) FTM.

    • @srihari5405
      @srihari5405 6 лет назад

      Oops since you said you were a "straight female" i thought you didn't know.But what the hell is a "straight" female anyway nowadays lol. Even a lot of lesbians claim to be "straight" without realizing they are lesbian later in life.

    • @lndingalle9605
      @lndingalle9605 6 лет назад +14

      SRI HARI a straight female is a female attracted to men. I don't mean to be rude but I don't appreciate people in the LGBTQA community trying to disregard the terms for hetro people. I get hit on by what men consider attractive and hot women often. I get offered 3 somes often. My answer is always NO. I pretty much hate men BUT I'm still physically attracted to them and not women in the least. This is why I find the FTM in the video attractive because it appears to be a man to me. I would not find a MTF attractive at all. This is straight I am straight. I'm not flexible on this for any reason it is what it is.
      Those people who don't realize it or whatever is their upbringing. I knew what gay was my entire life because my mother had nothing but gay male friends. My parents met at a gay club because my dad is a player and knew there'd be straight women there all for him. I was born in the late 80's so it was before all the gay pride stuff. Some people grow up in homes where this doesn't exist. In their world there is no such thing as gay just straight. I knew what gay was since I was 4 years old because of my mother. Didn't change what I am because it was shown to me as normal. Gays and straight people were the same to me growing up. I pretty much grew up around gay men. I really can't stand them now because they all seem narcissistic. So it's my own personal opinion even though my mother loved them. I don't dislike gay males because they are gay but I've never met one who had a decent personality. My BFF is a lesbo but doesn't believe in gay marriage. Everything isn't cookie cutter. She doesn't tell her family though because hers like most families unlike mine do not accept it. I wouldn't date a transman though. I wouldn't know this was a female before by looking. I don't think highly of born men anyway. This is how I know I'm straight because I don't even want to like men at all. The idea of being with a woman sexually annoys and disgusts me. Everything I like about men they don't have. Everything I'd hate to see in a man is what women have.
      These videos are for learning. I made the comment halfway joking. But they look attractive as a man. They look like a man and it's crazy seeing how the male hormones change so much of everything. It's why men are sliver back apes. He took well to the T because I can usually tell FTM because even when some women have been on T for years. Their voice is always OFF.

    • @srihari5405
      @srihari5405 6 лет назад +3

      Wow that's a pretty long reply.And to let you i am not an LGBT supporter,i am bio male who doesn't believe in transgenders. No matter how much surgery this female takes or how much hormones she put's inside herself wouldn't change what she really is,A female.And you sound like a man hater.

  • @apeelg3126
    @apeelg3126 7 лет назад +1

    I havent watched your vids in a long time and i got so happy when i saw this, just to see how far u have come

  • @boojablegoogle1245
    @boojablegoogle1245 5 лет назад

    I've popped in throughout the years and you've helped me so much, thank you Alex for sharing your story.

  • @aaronproctor1366
    @aaronproctor1366 7 лет назад +6

    1 year already??? You look so great and I can't believe how much you have changed

  • @gabriellaoakles7120
    @gabriellaoakles7120 6 лет назад +72

    You're SO handsome

  • @MsSilverNinja
    @MsSilverNinja 7 лет назад +2

    AS SOON AS I HEARD YOUR VOICE I STARTED SMILING!!! I'm so happy for you!!!

  • @alexleon1956
    @alexleon1956 7 лет назад

    I remember watching some of your videos from over a year ago and then I sadly forgot about your channel. Today I saw your thumbnail in my recommended and I flipped out. HOW HAS IT BEEN ONE WHOLE YEAR. I AM SOO PROUD OF YOU AND SEEING THE DIFFERENCE FROM BEFORE AND NOW IS SO AMAZING. THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY :')

  • @mylesb.2744
    @mylesb.2744 7 лет назад +3

    I was completely shocked seeing this video, I could have sworn it had only been 8-9 months?! I'm so proud of you Alex!!!

  • @thatguyoli9113
    @thatguyoli9113 7 лет назад +4

    I can't believe it's been a year already I'm so fucking proud of him

  • @myrkflinn4331
    @myrkflinn4331 3 года назад +2

    Rewatching this a year and a half in on T compared to a year and a half ago when I saw this pre T. Def can live my life better now!

  • @Macro_kitty
    @Macro_kitty 6 лет назад +1

    Oh my fucking God finally! I completely forgot about your channel for literally 2 years. You were my inspiration for coming out as pan to my parents and I can't thank you enough for that!

  • @aubreyh8308
    @aubreyh8308 7 лет назад +3

    literally it doesn't feel like it's been a year , i feel like i was watching your old collab channel yesterday

  • @lukewale
    @lukewale 7 лет назад +7

    INCREDIBLE. beyond happy for you man :) LOOK AT YOU. much love

  • @bronsonmcdonald5473
    @bronsonmcdonald5473 6 лет назад

    Hi Alex, Congratulations on your physical transition, you look fantastic and your happiness shines through! I don't know if I am qualified to give advice but I have had many social struggles as well, and one thing I have learned is to give myself credit for every positive experience I have. I can look back and say 'I took a chance and spoke to this person and it went well, sometimes even taking a risk of saying something to someone can spark a whole conversation in a group. I have had social anxiety and have had help with it and taking a risk and seeing how it turns out can be a wonderful experience. just be yourself, there is only one you and you can see from all the comments on your video that lots of people are enjoying listening to your story and are very happy for you. You are very well spoken too.I am older FTM, starting T soon, and I am so happy to hear that T hasn't made you any more aggressive, rather more at peace with yourself. I have heard that from another FTM but it still makes me happy to hear it from you (one of my concerns re T). Great video! Thank you for sharing.

  • @andyschieber6879
    @andyschieber6879 6 лет назад

    Holy cow!!! I remember watching your videos forever ago, before you actually started your physical transition, and you were one of the RUclipsrs who actually inspired me to accept who I am and come out as trans, it's so so amazing to see you so far and so happy!!! You're killing it, you're a huge inspiration to me and I'm sure plenty of others! ♡

  • @taylorgilson2075
    @taylorgilson2075 7 лет назад +5

    HOLY crap already I'm glad you are more comfortable way to go Alex!!! It can only get better!

  • @eimearjane4833
    @eimearjane4833 7 лет назад +3

    Alex! First off huge congrats man you look incredible!! After seeing your huge progress over the last year it made me stop and reflect on my own. When I first stumbled upon your vids nearly 3 years ago I hardly knew what the word transgender meant let alone non binary ftm dysphoria etc etc. What I did know is that I finally had words to describe my feelings and for that I thank you! I still have a hugely long way to go when it comes to figuring stuff out for myself but you made me feel more comfortable within myself and I honestly couldn't thank you enough if I tried. I even managed the guts to enter your binder giveaway! (Despite friends and family all following my twitter) best wishes for the future! Lots of love from Ireland - Eim ❤️

  • @IlainyyPinky22
    @IlainyyPinky22 7 лет назад

    Okay. I met you AGES ago on tumblr and have been subscribed to you for 3 years. In all honesty I had forgotten about you and you just popped up on my home page tonight. I'm so amazed by your transformation and I am SO glad right now to have re-discovered you. To see you this happy and confident made me teary eyed tbh. I wish you the best and I definietly will be catching up on everything that i've missed now. ~

  • @quinn3383
    @quinn3383 7 лет назад

    I'm so happy for you being on T and so much happier! I just started the process to get T (making an appointment this weekend)

  • @nowthisisliving
    @nowthisisliving 7 лет назад +8

    CONGRATS!!

  • @zombiechick49
    @zombiechick49 7 лет назад +4

    Can't even begin to tell you how happy I am for you Alex!

  • @yemayajk594
    @yemayajk594 7 лет назад

    Wow, a year! So amazing to watch your growth in every way. Thank you for sharing your incredible journey. Lots of love, Y

  • @jaycelegends4300
    @jaycelegends4300 7 лет назад

    Yo alex! So happy for you, you seem so much brighter in your speech, body language, and interactions with others I've seen in a few videos.
    There was one thing you said about not wanting to get a job because of dysphoria/anxiety. I have one job now, shit pay, but I still live with my parents, so it's not immediately imperative I get a second/third job, but I mentioned this to my mom. She asked me am I looking for a job, because I have supposedly been looking for a second job since back in February.
    And I reflected on why I haven't been looking at all, and it's mostly anxiety about going to work and not 100% passing all the time. Before I go to work, I have to basically have 3 hours where I don't do anything before. I have to shower and cool off enough to put my binder on, and then hum and stuff to deepen my voice, and keep my anxiety manageable.
    I told my mom about neglecting to get a job basically because of dysphoria and fear of not passing, and having to explain the situation, or just don't and have anxiety of whether they know or not.
    BUT at the same time, I don't have enough income to support starting testosterone, meaning I need another job first to get on T, but I won't feel comfortable enough to get another job before I start T so...?
    Yeah not sure if I'm asking for advice or just venting. I'd love to hear back from you or many of the other fans here if they feel that what they say will help. Anything is appreciated. Been struggling with this. Thanks!

  • @timothydawson3836
    @timothydawson3836 7 лет назад +6

    You'll always have a friend in me, I'm proud of you Alex and of what you've accomplished over the past year on ( T ) I've watched every video from beginning till this one and I'll watch every other video you'll post from this one and every one till the future....😉

  • @Farrrdoos
    @Farrrdoos 7 лет назад +3

    man I struggle with that confidence problem but what makes me feel a lil less nervous when talking to people is that everybody else has this problem as well and there's no person who is 100% confident

  • @landonteske9016
    @landonteske9016 7 лет назад

    You are really truly an inspiration Alex! I'm about 10 months on T and I don't see quite the changes you see and I'm very jealous you've had top surgery, and amazing results! Happy first birthday man!

  • @hihi_7386
    @hihi_7386 7 лет назад +1

    I've literally come across this channel by coincidence and just wow. I actually was in the same year at school as you and even though you've changed so much I can still tell it's you from 8/9 years ago. My brothers boyfriend is transgender I reckon they'll love your videos. If you spot this then a big thumbs up really admire you for this I think you're amazing

  • @lukephillips3561
    @lukephillips3561 7 лет назад +8

    I'm so fckin proud my man

  • @lucatravis6502
    @lucatravis6502 7 лет назад +6

    Holy shit. When I say this video, I was in disbelief that a year had gone by so quickly and I didn't even realise it. I had to restart the video twice just to make sure it was real. I am so proud of you and thrilled. You have grown amazingly and it's astonishing to see how masculine you look. Thank you for being my biggest inspiration. Your videos have helped me so much. I wish you good luck to come.

  • @ThatHermitKid
    @ThatHermitKid 7 лет назад

    Alex!! This is amazing - so, SO happy for you! It's been incredible to watch your transition. Just watching this video makes it very clear how far you've come - you seem a lot more confident/happy. Thank you for sharing this with us all

  • @helloarlooo
    @helloarlooo 7 лет назад

    One year has flown by!! Congratulations! I am so thankful to have seen this process from the early early videos back when you were dating someone named Max I believe? It feels so long ago and I'm so proud of how far you've come!! You're so strong and positive! The quest to Alex's beard has been a success!!

  • @claudiagm2431
    @claudiagm2431 7 лет назад +7

    SO PROUD OF YOU💙

  • @rory1892
    @rory1892 7 лет назад +6

    started watching in 2014-ish
    so proud!

  • @maisiemoo2000
    @maisiemoo2000 7 лет назад

    I just showed my mum this video because she's never fully understood being trans, and now she really gets it and got so excited to see how much you'd changed after a year! I'm so proud of you for being so strong and fighting for this, it's amazing to see what you've achieved and i'm so happy your videos are helping other people too, even people like my mum who without your videos wouldn't have understood. You seem so much more confident and happy now, it's amazing ☺️💖

  • @finnw3007
    @finnw3007 7 лет назад

    this made me so happy. I've been watching your videos since the beginning and I can't believe how far you've come. I can't wait to start my transition in a few years.

  • @satoritendo2163
    @satoritendo2163 6 лет назад +18

    The voice difference wow

  • @matti2882
    @matti2882 6 лет назад +4

    This is crazy because I haven’t watched your videos since you were Pre-T

  • @annadelaney162
    @annadelaney162 7 лет назад +1

    I'm so happy for you! Can't believe it's already been a year

  • @reapnotsow
    @reapnotsow 7 лет назад

    god it's like i've watched my son grow through the years. i've been subscribed for years and it's honestly been an honor to watch you grow into the person you are today. i look forward to seeing what's to come!

  • @ellebradford
    @ellebradford 7 лет назад +4

    HOW. AMAZING. ARE. YOU?!

  • @hatsuukiK
    @hatsuukiK 7 лет назад +21

    happy birthday new hairy alex

  • @not_mportant6479
    @not_mportant6479 7 лет назад +1

    I cant belive its already been a year ^^ I'm so happy for you :)

  • @AllMyInkHybrid
    @AllMyInkHybrid 7 лет назад

    OMG that went fast! So happy for you :) I remember your old vlogs like it was yesterday they appeared

  • @julieamistoso9102
    @julieamistoso9102 7 лет назад +3

    Proud of You Alex.
    God bless you.

  • @laurry
    @laurry 7 лет назад +14

    He's so cute

  • @SpiffyFurFamily
    @SpiffyFurFamily 6 лет назад

    OMG. This just appeared on the recommended. I was very tired and expected the transformation to be from male to female. I am shocked it's the other way around. You look great and I wouldn't had figure out you were trans if you didn't said it. Truly. Your looks, your voice, the way you talk and your attitude are very masculine.
    Your transformation is probably one of the best I've ever seen on YT.
    Congrats on your 1 year old! Wishing you only the best for the years to come!

  • @dayzisgray
    @dayzisgray 7 лет назад +1

    Holy fuck this is so surreal
    I've been here since the beginning and I feel like I've grown with you. Super proud of you man. Keep growing ✌️

  • @sofiaann586
    @sofiaann586 6 лет назад +4

    I haven't watched alex in at least a year (probably more) and he is thw hottest fucking thing I have ever seen now holy shit. He was cute as shit, now he is really really really handsome and I am so proud of him

  • @RolyWestYT
    @RolyWestYT 7 лет назад +4

    I Love You

  • @kmilosuarez7507
    @kmilosuarez7507 7 лет назад +1

    I've seen youu for a really long time, literally like 4 years and this is amazing! I am happy for you! Hope that you can keep getting better in all that you want !! :-)

  • @xomewchii
    @xomewchii 7 лет назад

    This literally made me cry. I've been silently watching you for probably this whole year(if not longer), and I'm so so happy for you. ❤

  • @renaway6398
    @renaway6398 7 лет назад +6

    Talk about puberty

  • @simonbanks3112
    @simonbanks3112 7 лет назад +3

    Over quarter of million people like to hear what you have to say here, why wouldn't you be a great guy to spend time with in person too? If you can't trust your judgement of yourself as a guy to spend time with,,,trust Jake's! ;)

  • @hrstaneks
    @hrstaneks 7 лет назад

    one year??? HOLY COW IT SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN SO SHORT! i remember watching you when you were in the beginning clips. you're so strong and i love you!

  • @tristonanan
    @tristonanan 7 лет назад

    I just got out of the habit of watching your videos because of life, but I just watched this one and holy shit you have changed so much! Congrats! Very inspiring for my own transition.